Showing posts with label journal. Show all posts
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Thursday, January 28, 2016

Dreams, Incarnations (parallel, past, ect) 1-28 Thursday

Dreams


There can be a variety of types of dreams.  Typical symbolic types that are messages from your subconscious mind/brain, ones where you visit other realms, densities and places, and other types as well perhaps. 

the symbolic type can be hard for many to interpret the message and one often uses intuition as well as the symbols are personal.  If one does use a dream dictionary the subconscious mind can be trained to use those symbols instead, but that does not help one to develop their subconscious to conscious message intuition type of ability.

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Incarnations, past & parallel lives:

The thing with incarnations, past and parallel lives is it may seem a bit confusing or odd with how it works.  Since one may have past lives that one has personally had, as well as parallel lives that are going on at the same time, other selves since everyone is a multi dimensional being. Some of those other selves may have had past lives, and also from the viewpoint of the root self, these are all going on at the same time since it dwells outside time & space. 

Imagine a tree.  With separate branches.  Main branches and branches that branch off from this.  Now some root selves, not all since they are individual as we all are.  Some though like for each primary branch to have a theme.  say this primary branch is one that those incarnations & separate selves help collectives & worlds that are going, or going to be going through a shift.  Another primary branch may be incarnations & selves who's main focus is relationships between collectives, say this species with that species.  or the folks incarnated on this world with that world.  Another may be one that has selves that are few in number, though they do focus on being a guide of sorts to some other selves, and perhaps others who are not part of the root self. 

One may start as on one primary branch, say helping a world and or collective through a shift then afterwards whether they incarnate or not, and it is the choice for each individual if they wish to nor not, not the root self.  They may decide to incarnate or not, and once the world and or collective has gone through the shift, they may shift to being more of the relationships between other species and collectives since they may have some other selves who are Lyrans, Positive Alpha Draconians, Nagas, Carians, insectoids of this or that species, so they understand these other species since though they are in individual, they do have access to the knowledge and experiences of the root self and other selves. 

So one may have had past lives they can recall, but also some so called past lives may be going on at the same time.  So you may be living in say 21st century America but the life in 5th century Spain may be a parallel and not a past life.  But a life of another self or your multi dimensional self.  You personally may decide to later have a life in say Victorian England since you like that time.  and you recall some of this since though it is a possible future incarnation, time is simultaneous, though some details are not set in stone from your present point of view but possibilities. 

Also one can get lessons and learning from dozens of incarnations from 1 incarnation since the root self may decide, and or your greater self also, to explore the alternate choices you had but didn't take.  Thus a single incarnation can end up giving you dozens worth of experiences. 

The other selves are as individual as you are, though they do all originate from the same root self. And likely will be similar to each other.  You may see yourself in them when you get in this or that mood or you feel like this at times, this other self is even more like that. 

HIGHER SELF indeed so these others are you, just with slight or not so slight differences and are also doing their own things at the same time as you are doing yours.  So you do not need to do everything, do what you want. if you don't want to incarnate anymore, no need to do so.  if another you or your root self wants to they or it can and it may result in another you existing.  You can go your own direction as you want.   You can even visit these other you's and hang out with them, getting along likely very well indeed. 

So thought it may seem complicated, it is rather simple really.  Not everything you recall of a past life is a past life, it may be another self that is doing this incarnation at the same time you are doing yours or the past or possible past incarnation of another self, but not you personally. 

Add in the alternate timelines, choices you personally and other individuals did not make, this means a single world will have a lot of choices to explore.  Dinosaurs who never became extinct, Atlantis still around nowadays, never having explored that certain line that lead to what happened in your present on earth.  Now add in other worlds and they have alternate timelines also, and some worlds are inhabited in other densities. This means a lot of diversity and things to explore.  Since you can see Venus is not inhabited in the 3rd density, but it is in another one, which one I'll leave for those of you to discover for yourselves.  and other worlds of your solar system. 

Also as Roxy channeled a soul or oversoul or whatever you may wish to call us, may have been on earth in the distant past, one of the first group to arrive, or one that came later.  But it has parallel, simultaneous, or whatever label/term you prefer, so thought it has just arrived, or not arrived yet, it has also been having incarnations for a long time.  SO though an individual may not have and any incarnations before the present one, or just 1 or 2, the root self, oversoul, soul or whatever label you prefer, it may have had itself.  So things may look more complicated, but they are not really, just that you taking your present level of awareness it may seem complicated.  But you'll grow to understand this is normal, natural and not that complicated really. 

Wednesday, January 27, 2016

Densities & Dimensions

I did the gateway experience wave 4.2 5 messages.  Went deep like I did yesterday, though not as long.  Was talking to my higher self in some place about personal stuff.   Felt like an area in non physicality since we didn't have any forms.

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Some use the term dimensions, others use densities.  Then there are those that use dimensions and say they are divided up into densities.  Personally I prefer density since there is no clear defined barrier or wall.  It's not like the floors of a building.  One does become less dense as one's awareness, understanding, and interest as one grows, expands, evolves, learns.  This is as naturally happens within physicality.  The physical.  Since there is also an area that is non physical.  Non physicality is the natural state of being, the true home, one could say.  But many beings absolutely love physicality and prefer that level of being.  And it is all physicality.  From earth, or lower densities, up and past the 4d, 6d, and higher density beings, this is all physicality.  the 6d beings are as solid to each other as 2 incarnated humans are on the earth's surface at this time.  it's just a question of how dense the given body is.  Also at higher densities one has more openness of what one can do, and other abilities, as one's awareness grows and expands.  Now on the earth there is the added thing about the illusion of separation, that you are separated and just you.  This is part of why you are not aware of your natural telepathic, and other abilities.  Though this awareness is growing over time as the earth moves up into the 4th density of being.  These abilities & knowledge will grow and become much more widespread, at a slow rate yes, but it can be faster for individuals.  This is to allow time for the human consensus, the human collective as a whole to accept these abilities returning to conscious awareness at a healthy rate and at at rate that would not cause psychic or what may be more accurately be refereed to as mental shock since having your true abilities all return poof at once would cause mental shock to many, not all, but many.  This way may be less fun for some, but for the majority it is easier and safer.  healthier for the mind and emotional states and such as well.

What is seen as fantastic to many will, in time, soon for some, not soon enough for others, but soon to us here on this side.  But what many see as the fantastic, unbelievable will become common place and once it starts to be available to all, all who wish to use it that is, it'll soon become common place and ordinary.  There'll be some who come later who won't understand there was a time before when the earth did not have this available to the incarnated ones here, and other things as well.  other races for one.  But this will happen in it's proper good time, not before the proper healthy time for the vast majority of the human collective.  Though some individuals may enjoy these and contact in private settings before this, in ways that leave no evidence to try to be used to force the not yet ready to believe.  This will change bit by bit, and in fact already are, just many are not yet aware of this.  it's a period of adjustment right now, where some can decide by their actions, belief systems, and such, if they wish to go into 4d or not yet and remain in 3d.  it'll not be a poof, but a gradual splitting and separating, which has been happening for a while now.  at a rate not consciously observable to the majority.  To some yes, but not the majority. 


Indeed before some, many, now it they'll awaken into full 4d and wonder how they could have lived in any other place.  Now with 4d the drama will not all go away.  There'll be some, but less, perhaps far less, then in 3d.  The degree of drama will be up to the individual and the collective to decide together.  Some areas having less then others and those who need or prefer more drama will find themselves drawn to move into these areas or circles and those desiring less or none will find themselves naturally gravitating to those areas and circles.  Much more fluidly then was apparent and happened before, some would say.

Though some may wear different suits, a human suit in 3d or 4d, a Sirian humanoid 6d suit, or some other, it's still all suits being worn and not the true being.  Which is an easy thing for many to forget.

Monday, January 25, 2016

The Construction of Universes [1-25]

I di the 5 questions today, for the first time.  It went very well.  The first 4 answers were personal stuff, the 5th one I went very deep, and I guess I talked to either a guide or higher self, not sure which it was and it doesn't really matter.  he talked about how to properly manifest.  I went so deep it took me a few minutes to recall what had happened, so I must have gone beyond 3d reality.

From what I can recall he said the proper way to manifest is to imagine what you want, put emotion into it, but don't do it as if you are asking for it, do it as if you already have it and are excited about it.  he said this is the proper way to manifest. 

either before or after this, don't recall which, I got a flash of how the being multi dimensional works, my true self and all that.  instead of understanding it intellectually 3d, I had a flash thing where I had access to my true knowledge of it.

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The Construction of Universes,

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The creation of universes is a thing that is done with a group of individuals.  The universe they are going to build is talked over, ideas discussed.  Then they arrive at a consensus and then the more advanced planning is started.  They continue this till they are sure they are ready then the universe construction begins.  There are a variety of ways to undergo and to perform this.  Universes can be as varied as any individual from another. 

Some have no gravity, and in others gravity works different.  Some have no dualism/polarity, or whatever you wish to call it.  The variety of universes can be quite amazing.

The procedures for creating a universe some would find quite amazing to experience, let alone see.  not everyone at this level of being is involved in creating universes, some have other interests.   and even if they are interested in assisting in creating or the planning of a universe, there are still many fields and areas so most focus on 1 or a few areas, instead of being one who indulges in everything.

Saturday, January 16, 2016

Positive Royal Alpha Draconian me [1-15-2016]

Me: so, most of our selves who are or who have incarnated are beings with scales?

Positive Royal Alpha Draconian me: yes, as we have mentioned before.  <smiles> some do refer to us, meaning our root self let's call it, as a scaly angel, others as an insectoid angel, or some as an angel with a carapace & scales.  Since once one of us who enjoys incarnating, though he takes breaks, decided to try being an insectoid he found he rather liked it.  Though he takes breaks between incarnations now and then.  During one of these, incarnations, he choose a certain, course of actions let us say, that resulted in, among other things, to him, and by extension us, becoming a very good and close friend of a certain insectoid queen. 
now we do have some selves such as yourself who are not inclined towards incarnating, and this is fine, since our root self and the rest of us, and yes, many of us did discuss this upcoming incarnation, yours, before it started, and it was felt that likely this new self, since you did not exist as of yet, except as a potential future self, not as a present self, it was felt that very likely this new self to be would not be inclined towards incarnating once this incarnation on earth is over and there are many beings who are in the same or similar situation and this is fine, since many do enjoy incarnating, many incarnate once and that is it, or only very very seldom, and others never incarnate and these choices are all fine.

Now as to our other selves many of us do rather enjoy, when we do incarnate, many of us do rather enjoy what could be called incarnating as beings with scales.  Scalies some in the furry and other fandoms may refer to such beings as.

Now our age as a being, though time does not truly matter to us since our root self exists or lives, whatever term you wish to use, exists & lives outside time and space.  Since there is a huge area of non physicality which we do enjoy being there, it is very relaxing indeed.  You'll enjoy non physicality, you've experienced it before.  The place where everyone looks like spheres of light. 

Now as to our age, those of us who have incarnated do have considerable experience. Some would refer to us as very ancient souls.  Also we are spread out to many incarnations at the same time, many extensions of facets of us.  Such as the 2 of us, a royal carian, royal naga, a mantid self, and other selves you've not met or have only met once, such as the eastern dragon self and the western dragon self. 

but as to your question, again we are primarily scaly beings.  We have reptilian selves who are also currently incarnated.  You have experienced one of these merging with you in the recent past not to many months ago.  Others we are or have been are dinosaur types like raptors, also terasaurs, who are full reptilians.  Avians also, and they do have scales on parts of their bodies, including under their feathers in many cases and we do have many feather or avian selves also. 


We were one of the selves who did help to establish positive alpha draconians, though the prime founders of this include one of the beings who were involved in creating our root self.  Also we are of the heritage of a very very ancient reptilian being, that you have met and talked with, one of your and our guides, though they do not enjoy using this term.  These beings, or race if you wish to refer to them as that, is a very ancient species.  many of them do design, build and help set up universes, others have moved on to other & higher realms of being.  We have experienced a bit of this, or I should say, these realms of being.  We think you would really enjoy these realms of begin since we, all of us who are aware of this or think of it, are aware of a pull we feel towards higher realms of being.  Though we'll very likely be active across multiple realms of being as some of us and other beings are at present.  Since say if you enjoy being active across the upper realms as some may call,refer, to them, there is nothing against being active across multiple realms of being and densities since many are already active across multiple realms of being.

We are angles, our root self and by extension, all of us. now we are native and from what some may refer to as a, or one of, the higher realms, that is the angelic realms, which is a huge area, limitless really.  realms do not have a certain size like the earth or the observable universe the earth is in. 


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me: neat that many of us are scalies.

Positive Royal Alpha Draconian me: indeed, we do like this.  Though we are also insectoids and avians.  Some do wonder if we should classify avians as scalies or not since they could be classified as 2 types, avian and scalies, though some do say avians are really a subclass or sub-type of scalies since they do have scales.  Royal carians we have been often in the past.  Often for certain missions since when most of our selves incarnate it is for a specific reason, a specific mission. 

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Positive Royal Alpha Draconian self: Now as to why so many of us are royalty, including many other selves, insectoid, scaly and so on,  This is due to the fact that for many of our missions, being royalty does enable the pursuit of these missions in a much easier and more through manner.  So it is not so much that we enjoy being royalty, and we do enjoy certain aspects, but this primarily, like we have said, I said, though it does enable us to pursue our missions far more easily and more through, as well as certain other benefits, though the primary reasons are as we have said.  Now on earth, given it's current conditions, it is actually better for these same reasons, for you to not be royalty, and not be rich, which is the equivalent to being nobility & royalty in the American country. 
now as to avians, we personally do classify them as as a subclass or type of scaly since they do have scales.  A subclass in that cetaceans are a subclass or category of mammalians.  We classify avians as a subclass of scalies.

Now as to the many organizations, and there are many around the earth at present, we are to independent minded to join any 1 of them, but are willing to help some here and there if they request or we see the need. part of this is we are to independent minded to join any of them.  But we do work together as a group, by we I mean our multi dimensional selves, but also certain friends, lovers, fellow angels and the like who help and work with us.  Now at times we do give our group a name, the misfits, part of this is for the humorous reaction to the word and also to give the word more positive energy, on this side at least.  also another reason we do not join is not just because of our being to independent minded but also because we can step back, so to speak, and see the larger picture that the many other groups are not yet able to see.  some of us can see the larger overall picture without the need to mentally, so to speak, step back to perceive this.

now the way many of us can perceive the overall picture better then many, most, of the organizations and individuals is because we are fully aware of our root self that exists outside time & space.  This gives us certain, abilities to perceive most others in these organizations are not aware of at present.  In part this is because some of them have been growing from the ground up, as the majority of native earth humans have chosen to do so in ages past when they had the choice.


you've perceived some slight bits of this yourself, such as in the early 80's knowing certain things like what would later exist like when you heard and experienced cable tv, knowing that certain things would exist like what would later be called cartoon network, the sci-fi channel and others (though at that time their names were fluid since there were many directions the name choosing could have gone) as well as later knowing that there would be what is today called e-readers. 

In fact there have been times when 1 or more organization though we were working against them when say after 300 years they, or more accurately 1 or more of them, figured out what we had been doing was not working against them but attempting to lessen the damage they were unknowingly doing or setting up things so that the oncoming event would harm or effect the least.  This we have not done on earth, at present, since for one there are others doing this and we do not usually work at the severe density level.  This is one of the first, if not the very first, time we are at this density level & we are only here since earth is a very special case.  otherwise we'd have let others come here to help the shift.


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I did the first stage lift out today that is wave 3.6.  Almost half way through with the gateway experience.

First I saw a mantid waving it's 2 of it's arms as if it were excited, surprised or perhaps waving in imitation of some human greeting.  The a roach being appeared, in front of me, telling me to stop what I was doing.  Then after a bit it said that what I was doing was interfering with it's plans and what it as doing.  My reply was something like: "tough." with the intent I would not stop. I still felt it around so I mentally asked for help in getting rid of them, insuring they could not contact me again, and such.  I did the intent that the request went to source, angels, arch angels, friends, lovers, multi dimensional selves of myself, guides, unicorns, gaia, and others and it did work.  later on in the exercise I caught sight of a moth that was glowing slightly, and something like a small bee or wasp type being in my apartment.  Looked like they were hanging out or something.  I did feel the energy of other beings around.  the seeing stuff I saw in my mind and not with any 3rd eye type thing. 

My positive royal alpha draconian self was with me during most of this.  he helped me to relax and did some reiki or something on me, or some sort of energy work thing, to help me release something I didn't know that I had.  he said that the roach being contacting me was a test from myself.  Wonder if I passed, I guess I did. 

The gateway itself was visualizing & imagine yourself doing various methods of going out of body.  Rolling out, like a log, flipping out where you rotate with the back of your head as the flip point, backing out of your body, getting very light & floating upwards, and flowing out of the top of your head. it went ok I guess. i didn't see anything, just mentally imagined it all, what I should see.  Though I did see the wasp and moth beings like I mentioned earlier, in my mind.  Not my 3rd eye.  i've had my 3rd eye spontaneously open for a second or so before, not during this excercise, but a month or more before.  It's done so over the past say 4 months a few times or so, each time for a second at most I think.

Thursday, January 14, 2016

Jon [Thurs 1-14]

Wednesday: The meet up I went to went well.  It was lots of fun and I learned some things.  Only 3 of us showed up so only 4 were there.  More intimate then if 9 or more had showed up.  Usually there's around 6-10 roughly who show up. 

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The gateway exercise today went very well.  I still did the energy food.  Also Jon wanted said for me to relax, release let go. I did try to do what he said and I wound up during the guided meditation exercise, went past focus 12 at 1 point since I wound up very relaxed and going down farther into a trance state where I wasn't conscious for a part of the guided meditation exercise.

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Jon: Now reading some Theosophy may be interesting, but if you wish & outline topics, we can try to write stuff that you can read later on. This is indeed possible & can be quite informative for you.  if you wish I can suggest some topics in very general guidelines that we can write about and you can detail later.

Me: Sure, I'd like that.

Jon: good, we can do this little by little over the rest of tonight.  YOu can save the topics elsewhere in a notepad. 

me: thanks, wonder why none of the others mentioned this sort of idea before.

Jon: well there was still some growth and expansion you needed to do. You're about in the right level or area, place, to start doing this.  just to be frank about why.  If you continue you can get more detailed stuff instead of basic stuff.

this is an important area, you are well within possibility of starting and going in a new direction, like a new 2nd life.  all that came before was to prepare you and build you up to this new phase and period.

me: neat. 

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THURSDAY:

I did the energy food, gateway wave 3.5 today.  Not a lot to report here, just instead of the white energy from higher planes, that I also added in was also source energy, coming in my palms & up my arms, I also had it come in all around my body since I figured why limit it to just my palms only.  it did seem to go very well indeed.

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I'll stop here and post this since the next post I"ll try channeling on just 1 topic.

Tuesday, January 12, 2016

Jon {ancient reptilian being] Tue 1-12]


Instead of doing the 5 questions, I decided to go to the next gateway exercise, Energy Food. wave 2.5.  I felt encouragement from the ancient reptilian being that is a sort of guide, who first appeared yesterday or the day before.  Think I"ll take his suggestion and call him Jon.  Though calling him him is not since he's male, since I feel he can choose whatever gender or be both genders.    Gender may not fully apply to him. 

This exercise was about absorbing white energy through the palms of your hands and have it flow up through your arms.  This energy was, if I recall correctly, comes from the farthest reaches of yourself.  Though I added in that it would be source energy as well.

Though while doing this I could feel Jon sorta around, maybe more like having an eye on me.  I also got some stuff too.  The first thing I got was like a series of either downloads or me remembering, or maybe both. At certain points Jon did some brief explanation, but not in the usual mental words it was more like poof type communications, hard to explain fully.  It was that the majority of the native earth humans who incarnate see incarnating on earth as improving themselves in steps. each incarnation they go up a step.  They may sometimes slip and seem to fall down a few steps, or farther for some, but this also is a learning experience.  Though I'm from outside this system totally and Jon said I learned these lessons in other ways.  I think he meant when I was created I just knew these lessons. Or maybe he meant I learned by other means.  I'm sure I'll understand that later on over time.

I also got some other things.  Like my true self is outside time/space, incarnating, physicality.  He sees it as fun to incarnate as say a Sirius cetacean, positive royal alpha draconian, and other races and types.  Though it is fun for him it also allows him to learn and grow as well as helping others also. 

Also the place I'm from is one of intense love.  we love each other and go out on missions to help others.  Though my true root self has specific incarnations, like my Sirius Cetacean self, Positive Royal Alpha Draconian self, and others.  He also wanted to have or thought it would be a good idea to have one that doesn't incarnate but travels and teleports around doing various things, visiting our other selves, helping here & there, traveling around doing various things, hanging out with our other selves, friends, lovers ect.  and I was considered a possible self that could be one of the ones doing this. 

Overall very interesting.  and informative too.

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Jon (ancient reptilian being, new guide type): As to where you are from, you've gotten a flash of a memory of that before.  not all of it has form since some there, such as yourself. Some prefer to go without form, some have form, some such as yourself sometimes have a form and sometimes not. It's a very loving place.  YOu'll love it there when you stay there.  You've visted some aspects of the place before, where folks look like spheres of light.  Not exactly the angelic realms, but it's a place close or overlapping with part of it, outside physicality.  TO keep things as simple as possible, since many beings don't see the need for complexity.  Though as some of your other selves have said, complexity can be fun to indulge in at times.  From time to time.

As for what the so called upper realms/planes are like. In many ways they are like the earth, and places you've visited.  Compared to earth some of they would be considered upper realms or planes.  Things are far less dense there.  After a certain point of awareness you can just manifest what you want, shapeshift to what you want to be, even go without a form, in a non physicality form.  The balls of light you've seen before.  Some fine that relaxing not having a form.  Some give up having a form totally. And some beings have never had a form themselves.  Much variety.

As for where I'm from, like you'll choose to be, I'm active across multiple levels of being and levels, densities, realms and such.  You'll find we have a lot in common, one reason we resonate closely enough to be picked to be as we are.  partners, friends, more & less experienced friend.  Though we're not expected to be together all the time.  Just at times.  Some would say I'm like a guide to you, but our race and collective doesn't really do labels.  We also can be said to not have royalty, or we can be said to be all royalty since long ago when we decided to get rid of such things as royal blood lines, once we had reached a certain level of awareness we did what you could call a type of ritual, that all the royals at the time participated in, granting the entire collective of the race the status of royalty.  This did not really need doing but was more symbolic, and a fun thing to participate in too.  Many of my race, as I've said before, do enjoy being the architects of universes, many others have moved on to other pursuits across other and higher levels of being, realms, planes and such.  Some of it is not easy to explain in English or in 3d terms, but that is ok.  No need for such details at this time, just a basic overview is well enough for now.

You know the basics of yourself.  Incarnated there, your root self that is, to help with the shift.  You're originally from the place some call the angelic realms and some were involved in your creation of your root self, including source itself, a unicorn that could provide pure unicorn energy essence, one of my species, among others.  you are presently incarnated into a number of forms and species, of which you've met a few.  This you will likely be one who likes to travel around, teleporting to be with lovers, friends, your other selves, things we do together and perhaps new friends you'll make and meet.  Though likely you'll settle down into a rhythm of things you like to do.  Enough time for that later, after you've rested for a time, recovered, and so on.

as for possible futures, some of us would like you to trance channel, since you do have an interest in this and it was one of the possible options listed in the soul plan that you had in place.  One benefit of this you'll be able to talk to and spend some time with us, your various selves, myself, some others that are around your root self's level of being as well as others who are higher, at the same time some beings will be talking to some who are below your current level of awareness.  So you can be doing 2 things at once, learning, and such.  But this will all come in time. SO just relax and I'd suggest, as your other selves do, continue doing the gateway experience.  DO it according to your intuition, what feels right and so on. Some of the exercises you'll want to do more then others, and that'll be right, others less and that will be fine too.

We do still gather together, or course.  In groups of various sizes for various purposes, and of course we do have what one may call areas we live at. I'd not call them cities, but let's call them areas where we live, when we choose to.  Above a certain level of being, beings no longer really live on planets. They live on planes or realms.  Though the planetary being may not be necessarily left behind.  They can become a plane or realm if they wish.  or they can choose a number of other options, many options indeed.  Some choose many options to explore.  And by the way you'll get to see one of our civilization areas.  Being one of our race, progeny, you'll be invited at the proper time, and we'll go there together & I'll show you around. Others who are not of our race do travel and visit there too at times.  Some go there to study, and or to teach us various things, since learning never stops. One learns, grows, evolves, expands, on forever, literally.


Though there are collectives that do prefer a planet, so a planet can be both a planet and a plane at the same time.  if this sounds like a contradiction, it really is not.
Also not all beings can just manifest anything, poof.  It's only above a certain level of awareness, and most who grow from the ground up gradually come to understand they have this ability, to alter their appearance, that they can be, then that they are, multi dimensional, and other things.  There are some, like us, who started out higher up, so to speak.  Some grow from the ground up, starting in the basement, first floor, ect.  Some, like us, can start out higher up, and grow upwards.  Like many have said, many options, many indeed. Many levels of reality.  Of which many upper ones, upper as in higher then the earth's current level of reality, that you'll enjoy exploring.  I can show you many, and will enjoy doing that at the appropriate times.  Also some of your other selves, multi dimensional selves, root self, some of your other friends, lovers, ect will enjoy that also. Also the time will come when you can talk directly to source as you have done before.  And yes, it is like talking to another you, or yourself, an infinitely wise, patient, loving you.  Then the time comes when you know and experience you are it and it is you.  You've experienced this for brief periods of time. after a certain point you experience this always, and are still yourself as well since one doesn't loose one's individuality, but realize you are becoming more and more your true self.  and others are themselves, individuals.  This is the closest I can explain it as being.  it's far grander then it seems from descriptions, and it is natural for all and every one to grow to this level of being.  This is a natural state of being for yourself.  and many others too, above a certain level of being.  Just you may not be consciously aware of this since you are incarnated where you are at present. 


Me: Thanks, that is interesting.  Also is it true that most beings are telepathic above a certain level? 

Jon: indeed, though at lower levels of nearness say 4d and under, and 5d for some.  Many still use languages, verbal languages. At some levels of awareness many still use languages though they are telepathic either cause they are use to speaking, enjoy verbal languages or other reasons like keeping their history and heritage.  Though even so in these cases these beings are telepathic.  Those who grow from the ground up gradually become aware of their telepathic abilities that are natural to all. 

SO see since you started  from much higher up.  So that is why you're not use to verbal languages.  Not every being starts from the ground up.  Some do, some prefer to do so, some like us start from much higher up.  Nothing wrong with any any of these.  They are all equally valid and correct.  So you see beings who grow from the ground up, gradually discover within themselves their abilities to manifest in various ways and their telepathic abilities. 


Though since you're higher up, this is why you just instinctively started manifesting, shapeshifting, and doing other things when you projected in the past or bi-located just without thinking about it since it's natural to you to be able to do these things.

me: SO, have you been to agartha?

Jon: recently, since they have an interest in you I had to go check them out.  Basically they are what you could call the next vibrational resonance frequency up from earth, so very close but the slightest bit out of phase.  It actually gets more complicated then that, but that is enough for now.  I do think that naga from there and you'll be pretty good friends.  As for their interest in you, part of it is due to the fact you are at a good awareness level, and they do know you're from outside, being one of the waves that came to help with the shift, your root self that is.  But also for another reason.  Since you are currently incarnated in a human body, it does reflect on the human collective.  See by you having good relations with them in your few very brief visits there, &  making 1 possible friend it reflects on the human collective, subconscious for most people, so more would be more likely to have better relations when the time comes that they and earth, the surface as some would call it, both resonate together.

Me: so are there different galactic groups?

Jon: indeed.  Though the confusing part to many is that some are parts of other groups and then there are separate groups.  Though what is unnecessary and some may say petty, but they are learning.  What happens and can happen is group a may not trust group b and the feeling is likewise.  Though they may be more aware and some may say higher evolved then some native earth humans, they may not trust that which is different and they all have things to learn, as we all do, difference things then us perhaps but still things to learn.  Though that does not concern us directly since we are from higher planes, realms, densities or whatever you call it.  They would not apply that same feelings towards us.  They will learn in time, as everyone does, at their own pace & speed that is perfect for them. 

Monday, January 11, 2016

Ancient Reptilian Being [Mon 1-11]

I had a dream last night.  1st person.  Seemed to be this me. I was teleporting around doing various things with various other people in different places, or maybe different people in the same city, not sure which it is.  Also seemed to be like a great deal of time, maybe hours or longer, compressed into 1 dream. Also at 1 point I was helping a person to play a prank on a city or a large group of folks that lived in a city.  odd since this me doesn't like pranks.  So not sure if all those were me, or me and aspects or what was going on, also no idea of the species of the various beings. 

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me: so, was that one of those ancient reptilian beings that talked to me briefly last night & before?

Positive Royal Alpha Draconian me: Indeed, he was one of this very ancient reptilian race.  a lower aspect or lower image of him since you are not yet able to connect to his true image self since he is a very high being indeed.  and we are indeed of his heritage. I say him though he can be both genders or pick 1 or the other.  our creation he did use some of his essence or energy, so we are of his heritage as well as others such as unicorn and others as well.  Angelic beings such as us are as varied as any other beings of this universe.  We angels are not all of the same winged human appearance, though some do adopt this appearance for various reasons. 

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After I awoke from my nap, think I had the reptilian being come again to say he if I wanted he could be one of my newest guides.  As for his race name he said it's not really translatable to English since there's not really a name for them in most of the galactic languages of this universe since so few really know of or remember them, as one of the  architects of this universe. He said most of his race who had helped in the planning and creation of this universe had moved on to either create other universe or to other levels of being & realms.  Few even are aware they were in this universe, came into it briefly, in it's very eary first few days, so to speak.  To help set things up and then they left so things could progress on it's own.  Though they are still guides very occasionally to certain ones, including ones such as myself who are of their progeny, due to, in my case, one of their race being directly involved in my creation, that is the creation of what I may call my root multi dimensional self.

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I did the 5 questions again and got much the same answers, but summaries and interesting new bits.  it was the reptilian being, ancient reptilian being and he overlayed his energy with mine, I guess you would call it, so I could feel his energy, which he encouraged.  I can say he is a very loving being, very high up, if that is the correct term, very aware.  Above such things as dualism, since they at true to their true being and selves.  Many of them are architects of universes.  Also this him is sort of a reflection of his true being since he normally is very high up, no where near this level of density.  he said many of his race do not have form anymore, and prefer being formless, but they are still of his race, one can say, even though they are formless.  Many of his race are architects of universes, and others have moved on to higher realms and levels of being, that he said I'd one day would be at too.  he said I'd enjoy those levels of being, though he saw me as being active across a wide range of levels of being.  Though not coming down to this level of density where this me is currently incarnated as.  He said some do regard his kind as angels, among other things, but they are above such things and do not label themselves.  They are as true to themselves as any other beings who also are true to themselves and each do their own things.  many of then do work with others at planning, designing and building universes, and many others have moved on to higher levels of being and realms.  I am indeed one of his progeny, his as in his race, among some others of this universe and I'm high enough evolved, aware, to be able to receive this reflection of him, though it's not his true self, but a reflection, created so we can communicate. In time I'll be able to communicate & be with his true self and the reflection will not be needed to be used.

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For the 5 questions. 

Who Am I? A multi dimensional being, here for 1 incarnation and mission.  I'm of the ancient reptilian race that is one of the architects of universes, along with other types of being, angels, unicorn, and so on.  I'm primarily of scaly type, my root multi dimensional self.  I am a very large old being, who's active in many areas & places. This me won't incarnate after this incarnation is over but will be one of my selves active across a wide range of levels of being.

Where & Who Was I Before I Entered This Physical Existence: This me didn't exist before around the age of 3 or 4.  My multi dimensional self created this extension or facet was created for this 1 mission and was meant to be a 1 shot incarnation, then I'd be free to do what I wanted. Very Likely I'd be active across various levels or being, teleporting around at times. 

What is my Purpose for This Existence in Physical Existence? To help with this shift there was needed a first wave, and I'm a member of the tail end of the 1st wave, not one of the early 1st wave folks.  We're needed to anchor in certain frequencies & energies and for these to be anchored here they needed certain outsiders to come to incarnate here first. This is an important part of of helping the shift.  Others could come in later to do their parts to help the shift to progress along, with various specialties and focuses.

What action can I now take to serve this purpose best? relax, believe in what I get, & recieve.  have faith and believe in myself.  The rest is going smoothly so far. 

What is the most important message I can receive & understand at this point in my existence? relax, have faith in myself, believe in myself. 
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Ancient Reptilian being: Indeed you are a much higher being then you suspect and much higher then the vast majority currently incarnated on the earth.  This is because an outsider was needed to enter and incarnate on the earth to perform certain missions that you are doing, and others are also doing.  Things are going immensely well.  Once it's all over you can return to this side of being.  The incarnation of yours and others is indeed meant to be a 1 time deal.  With no need to ever incarnate again.  Believe this.  it may seem wild, but it is true, indeed very true.  I'm contacting you recently since you are at the level of awareness, and ready, and also other reasons too, for us to begin this relationship.  The type of relationship I refer to I would prefer to is friends, a more experienced 'older' friend and a younger one.  Our race, and I am including you in this since you are of our heritage also, since 1 of our race was involved in your creation you are of our race, and others are also.  We can now connect on many levels, and some chakras and light body energy centers.   Not the Nosso lar book is a good book for basic information, but there are others also as good. Remember most things have varying levels of distortion so be sure to take things and let your intuition feel what feels correct & resonates with you. 

We can connect and I can be what some earth humans would refer to as a guide but I dislike such a term and label.  I prefer more experienced friend and younger friend.  Younger in less experienced.  this is an immensely better way to look at it and I do hope you take this term as a preferred one.  I do prefer it.  Our species prefers doing things this way, a more experienced friend being paired with a less experienced being and they are chosen because of their energies of their being, their very being is very comparable so they will get along well and their friendship will grow and will deepen.  Just as we are in this relationship, if you wish it. I have an older friend , older again as more experienced then me.  You'll meet this being later on, down the road, to use a human expression.  But enough of that for now.  For now it is best we only connect for short periods of time till you build up more,.. don't know the earth expression, not tolerance. Think of it as muscle that will grow over time, as you have experienced with other beings.  When we do connect attempt to remain as relaxed as you can and things will flow much more naturally and true.  But this is enough for now, we'll talk again soon. Not very good to do this for to long periods of time.  Better to do it for short periods with plenty of rest in between, and proper liquid drinking also.  With some additions now and then too.  The higher vibrations affect your physical body in it requiring more liquids after this connection, it is natural and you've experienced it before.

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Ancient Reptilian being: by your creation I mean that one of my species was possible at the creation of your root multi dimensional self.  and as such we regard you as one of our species.  As for royalty, our species long ago evolved past the concept that this bloodline or line of descendants are higher then everyone else.  We are all equal. You can say we are all royalty, or all commoners, depending on your preferences.  We don't hold to such labels personally.
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ancient Reptilian Being: instead of just typing ancient reptilian being, why not use a short earth name like Fred or Jon.  It'll be much easier for you.  Though here at the levels we operate at we do not use names any longer I do understand the need for names where you are presently incarnated.

As for the Nosso Lar book. The basics are good.  Just remember that the beings in that book are native earth humans and are growing literally from the ground up.  So some things they do not understand as of yet.  Also most of them are very focused on still incarnating on the earth as well as their community being a very christian, catholic sect, commune type Christianity.  So take that into account.  And it's set before some beings such as yourself and others, came into earth from the outside to help with the shift.  Not that reading the book isn't good. It can give you many details you do not yet remember, and can stir things in you to help you remember and understand more.  So it can help in many ways as can some of the other books in the series.  That particular person who did the book has helped many indeed and he has learned and grown much since the books have been published.

Sunday, January 10, 2016

Positive Royal Alpha Draconian Me [Sun 1-10-2016]

Saturday

I did the vector guided mediation gateway 3.3 again today.  Think I may do it a 2nd time later today so then I can do the next one, 5 questions a day early since that would mean I've done vectors 5 times, which I assume is enough. 

I talked with another me, the one that's a primordial serpent, but this time it had no form.  Says it finds that relaxing to have no form.  it was resting in some plank void area that at my request pulled me up into, so I was bi-locating.  I do agree with what he said, that is a restful relaxing place.  He said some other me's went there for a relaxful meditation and I think I may do a similar meditation myself.  We talked over some stuff.

The other spots I just saw mentally a serpent coiled up with it's head resting on it's coils.  except for below which I mentally saw an image of some sort of mosquito or some other similar type insect type being.

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I did the vectors a 2nd time today.  SO tomorrow I'll start the 5 questions one.  not much to say here. At the points I either felt just a higher version of my own energy or saw in my mind's eye a naga type being with the cobra Egyptian type thing on it's head and forehead area, some sort of crown thing. and in the vectors before and behind me I saw the naga from Agartha with sorta an overhead map of Agartha behind him.  No idea what it all means. 

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I did the Gateway 3.4, 5 questions today and before the 5 questions started I asked my positive royal alpha draconian self the origin of his collective and he said: "Well before this universe existed it was planned that there would be polarity or dualism in this universe.  Now some of us didn't like that a race would be all evil.  One of the beings that had a part in our creation decided that she would, with a few others, at a certain conflict some of their incarnations would be 'captured' and brought to the side of light.  actually they would recall their true origins and leave to found a colony world that would be one place that some positive alpha draconians could come to live if they wished to recall their true origins to be more of their true selves since some do get tired of being darkness, selfish, self only oriented.  Though darkness isn't true, nor is negativity.  The more true is that they are self only oriented.  Anyway these individuals remembered their true nature and left to found a colony world and over time their numbers grew, either through natural means and others coming to join them.  Over time other collectives and groups were founded.  Though some would say for galactic history these early ones were captured and converted to light. This is just to give an excuse for some to have an alternate reason since not everyone could understand that they recalled their true natures and had gotten tired of the way they were doing things and decided to return to their true natures. 

now what many do not remember or recall, or pretend to not recall is there was a very ancient race, a very ancient reptilian race that came to this universe in it's very early days to help set things up, teach some of the earliest sentients.  They were only very briefly here then left so things could progress on their own.  Some of their genetics were used by an avian race to create what some others would call the alpha draconians.    This very ancient reptilian race does help set up some universes, some of them enjoy doing this, others have progressed to other levels of being.  and we are indeed descended from certain of these individuals of beings.  as well as being direct in part from source too since source did take an active roll in our creation, as you have been told before. 

<now part of this I got as a poof all at once, and some he added in commentary>

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Who am I? Here I got as far as I can recall, a multi dimensional being who is not from this level of reality nor this level of density.  I have separate selves that do a number of things at the same time. There are branches or groups of selves that have a sort of theme or overall theme for each of there incarnations.  or that is the closest of what I can recall that I can put into words.             

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Where & who was I before I entered this physical existence: This me didn't exist before this incarnation.  The root me, multidimensional me or whatever term you wish to call it, created a specific extension specific for this incarnation to this world & level of density. 

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What is my purpose for this existence in physical existence? The true me, my true self, whatever term you wish to call it, came here to help to anchor in certain frequencies & energies just bey being incarnated into a physical human body.  It'll help the collective & the world's shift by doing this.  While asleep I do more things to support this and work on other levels of being then just here. While awake it's more like a partial break, though I'll work on myself while I'm awake, work on this version of me to help me to become more true to my true level of being, more myself, removing at least some of the illusion, as much as I can, over time.  Also after a certain point, sort of towards then endish, after a certain point I could start to trance channel to help those here since the majority who are willing to hear about true reality and such are more willing to hear and listen to a being from outside of this world. They want me to talk t one of them or another being at my true level of awareness or one who's more aware so I can be learning while another talks to others through my trance channeling so i co 2 things at once.

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What action can I now take to serve this purpose best? to relax, continue doing the gateway experience I'm doing, as well as the hemi-sync later.  relax, have faith in what I'm getting, belive what I"m getting and trust it. 

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What is the most important message I can receive & understand at this point in my existence? learn to relax, trust what I'm getting and feel.  I am a high level being, from the angelic realms and who has a number of other selves who's simultaneously incarnated doing various things.  Each group of incarnations can be grouped into themes, helping worlds through a shift, helping collectives in relations with other collectives, helping other us's, and some others.  Being something like teachers or guides to some groups, like a small group of raptors, though with others, not just me alone. 

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Me: well, what are our origins, roughly?

Positive Royal Alpha Draconian Me: well TO BE PRECISE WE WERE CREATED, NO BIG SURPRISE THERE <GRIN>  BESIDES SOURCE, WHICH DID TAKE AN ACTIVE PART IN OUR SPECIFIC CREATION AS IT DOES WITH CERTAIN Beings THAT SOME CLASSIFY AS ANGLES, AMONG OTHERS, THOUGH SINCE WE ARE ALL SOURCE IT IS A THING FOR PHILOSOPHERS IF IT IS JUST A FEW OF US WHO CREATE A NEW BEING TOGETHER IS SOURCE ACTIVE OR PASSIVE SINCE WE ARE SOURCE .  but LET'S LEAVE THAT FOR PHILOSOPHERS AND SUCH WHO LOVE TO DEBATE THIS, AND BELIEVE ME SOME HAVE BEN DEBATING THIS FOR MORE YEARS THEN THE EARTH HAS BEEN INHABITED, THIS IS ONE OF THE MANY TOPICS SOME LOVE TO Gather TOGETHER AND DISCUSS.  [[[[ I didn't notice the caps lock was on since I tried going to focus 10 or 12 and typing the above with my eyes closed.  Glad I checked now, but I'll leave the above in all caps rather then retyping it all.]]

but yes, back to our creation.  As I mentioned before source was an active participant, also some other beings as well.  Now those who had gathered to create us did want us to have certain qualities. They had a plan in mind.  so they did get some other beings involved.  one of these was a source of unicorn energy, unicorn essence, from a pure source of a certain being, but enough of that for now.  Also others as well.  very ancient reptilian as well, that predates this universe, since it did not yet exist as of yet, or was in the early days, the details of this are not important.  but these 2, including very ancient reptilian.  there are some that have been reptilians for ages of universes.  this particular species , well think of them as predating many universes, and as the architects of certain and some universes.  now our designation was to be angel, since from where we are form many of this universe would classify us as an agel, being from the realm that we are from.  There are many realms, the earth of which is one.  we were indeed created from t hees and certain others.  that is part of why some jokingly refer to us as reptilian, or scaly angels, some others as insect angels, or scaly & insectoid angels, though fewer refer to us as both.  we do have a predilection for being scalies, reptilians and to an extent insectoids as well.  of mammals we are primarily cetaceans, though overall mammalians are the minority among us, us being our multi dimensional self.  to put it roughly into perspective yes, we are primarily scalies, reptilians, dinosaurs, dragons, various types of these, vary varied indeed.  as many variety of types of dragons as there are hairs on a 20 year old human's head.  to be a bit non serious for a moment. 
mentioned before we are not from the earth.  our root self, let's use that term since it is as handy a term as any other.  Well our root self created an extension or facet to incarnate on earth to help with the upcoming shift there.  by being incarnated there you are helping many with the shift and helping Gaia herself as well.  part of this si be anchoring in certain frequencies & energies just by your begin incarnated there, also it reflects on the human collective.  also the fact you are a lain and not an native earth human, means your energy helps in this way since it opens up new ideas, possibilities and such other things.  at present you rae very active while you are asleep, but these impressions are hard to make an impression on the brain since the human brain at present is very dense.  also some of the dreams you recall are just the brain in sleep mode and in sleep mode it does certain functions that leads to dreaming.  So this also plays into thing as well. 

being awake you do help some also, but you are fast approaching a time when you could learn to not only project but also to trance channel as well if you wish. this will help to bring in more alien energies and frequencies, even if it is another us such as myself since it'll be an outside more pure energy since I'm not incarnated as a human, though you, another me is.  also many are more willing to hear what an outsider alien has to say rather then what some may call as a temporary insider aliens uch as yourself and others.  Since part of the human collective is to look outside and being so dense there, as you know, some of your memories, awareness, knowledge, is not yet readily apparent to you, though some is, and of that that is some of it is, not the fullness extent of itself.  Think of this as if you recall some things, the real detail may be say 50 terabytes, but your human brain maybe can only recall 50 gig of this data, some some details are not there.  it's not lost, it's just that your brain can only recall that much of it, being at present a 3d brain, transitioning to a 4d brain, and in ages later on 5d ect as the human collective & the earth move on up, as all collectives do in time, some parts more then others, and these are what cause most collectives to have individuals who are say 3d up to ?d. 

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Me: So, what'll the afterlife be like for me, what will I do, what can I do, that sort of thing.  I guess it's not all like what I'm reading in the Nosso Lar book.

Positive Royal Alpha Draconian Me: That particular collective community is more like a commune type thing, some are more like this and some less so.  There are as much variety as hairs on a dog, a very big dog.  But the truth is you are an alien who incarnated for the earth and human collective's help since outsdie help was requested.  once your incarnation is over you'll be free to leave and return home.  Though as you said to us, and we do agree, you'd prefer to take the scenic route back home to rest, visiting some of our various other selves, some of our friends, family and other such beings.   You'll enjoy this and we will also. Though instead of taking say an hour or less to get home, it may take days or a week, going home, or returning home for you in this way, but it'll be a great fun way.  Also lets you first hand meet us.  Though after you do recall your, well our, memories and have full access to this you'll know us, but there is still nothing like one of us meeting another us for their first time.   it is a special time, as special as when some of us gather or visit each other, & we do visit and spend time with each other. 

Now what you'll most likely do, after you've spent time home, after the scenic route  back, is to teleport around, spending time with us, our various family, friends, lovers and such,and some of yours too. You'll eventually settle down into a rhythm that you enjoy the most.  There is nothing wrong in this.  I do think that Agartha is one of the places you'll routinely visit, along with myself, 1 or 2 Sirius worlds, among others. 

You'll be in effect a free agent, though as I said you'll settle down into a rhythm that you enjoy.  your incarnation was meant to be a 1 shot, 1 time thing.  Since you and we can still help from this side of things with no need to incarnate anymore.  The most difficult and most important time to incarnate you are incarnated into so that is far more then enough.

Also you'll be teaching others what humans are like, how they think, ect.  Though some human behaviors do puzzle you as much as it does us, to be honest, you do understand earth humans better they say my older positive royal alpha draconian brother, parents, or others who have not incarnated as an earth human.  So you'll be a valuable source of information to them since some of them be more comfortable speaking to someone such as yourself who has incarnated as an earth human once, instead of someone who's been a human for 50 or 100 incarnations and been this or that race for only 1 or a handful of times.  the person who's incarnated as a human for most of their incarnations may be a 2nd or 3rd person they speak to or teaches them since they got use to talking to you and understand humans a bit they'll feel more comfortable speaking to another who is say almost totally human, and can decide what to do further since there'll be many reasons they seek out others to teach them about earth humans.    We use the term earth humans since there are humans in Agartha among other places as well.
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ancient reptilian being: indeed you are of our heritage indeed.  we who are of an ancient reptilian race, we predate those you call the alpha draconians, including the positive ones, who are more true to their true selves then some others of their race.  Though one can say Positive Royal Alpha Draconian Me:  time has no meaning, since there are separate times for each universe, and personal time, as well as areas outside time.  but let's not complicate things.  I just come to say yes indeed, young one, you are of our heritage and race as well, among many other races since you are of a multi faceted being, as everyone is, more do enjoy indulging in this to a large extent, some less so.  There are some that usually only do 1 or 2 selves at a time.  Instead of having multiple facets or selves around.  And after a certain point some have less so.  Depends all on personal preference.  I use the term 'young one' since some of us, at least 1 of us, were involved in your actual creation, along with source, and others, so you do have our essence, among others.  it gets complicated but let's leave the complication of it out of our conversation.  I'll go now since our conversation, my energy is causing a bit of a headache, we'll talk again.  

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Me:  I guess no incarnating for me after this one is over.  Don't really feel like I want to.




Positive Royal Alpha Draconian me: That was the original plan for your incarnation.  A 1 time thing only.  Many others have the same sort of plan for their incarnating on earth, 1 time deals only, to help with the shift in various ways and methods.  you'll find things you love doing on this side that does not involve incarnating.  Teleporting to visit various us's, friends, lovers, guides & so on.  You'll setting into something you like, a rhythm, but I do think at least part of it will involve you teleporting around, visiting, doing various things at various locations.  Also perhaps having others teleporting to visit you.

Me: thanks, we'll talk again.

Positive Royal Alpha Draconian Me: indeed we will, tomorrow likely, bye till then.  We're all a thought away.  

Friday, January 8, 2016

Royal Naga & Positive Royal Draconian Me {Fri 1-8]

I did the vectors again, 3.3 of the gateway experience.  At the different vectors I didn't feel anything new.  I did have a few experiences.  I saw the inside of some empty 50's type car I think it was from the way the car looked, a baby blue or light blue color on the exterior.  I'm no car expert so no idea what type of car it was or make.  But I'm no idea what type or make it was or where it was.

A bit later I was at some place with buildings and no one was there.  I decided to do a series of jump flying till I got to the tallest building and sat down there to meditate/rest a bit.  There was areas around where the buildings or city was that was what looked like it had run wild or naturally grown and some plants around within the city too.  Though I didn't look to closely and it seemed like a corner of a city or group of buildings. I think I recall at least some of the buildings had what looked like crystals or some kind.  Some looked like they were glowing I think. Each was maybe a different color.

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Me: So what was that place?

Male Royal Naga me: well, it was a part of Agartha.  You didn't see anyone there since you were at a higher density then most of the inhabitants live at.  There is a higher version, well more then 1 really, of Agartha, then the main inhabitants normally dwell at.  Think of it as a courtesy for those who wish to be alone for a while or take a break, they can shift to a higher density to relax, take a break, meditate along, or other things and reasons. 
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Me: seems we're partially reptilian, any other stuff besides insectoid?  seems not to mammalian.

Positive Royal Alpha Draconian me: well the truth is we have had some insectoid incarnations, and current that you know of 1.  Our non mammals outnumber the mammalian races we've been and are incarnated as at present.  Sirian Cetacian and you being the 2 largest exceptions.  But yes we do have quite a number of reptilian forms.  me, royal naga self that you've met, more then 1 dinosaur type, snake, lizard, a few dragons, including eastern ones.  We are considerably non mammalian overall, though some others do love being mammalian races, so it does all even out in the long run.  Some have jokingly called us a reptilian or insectoid angel.  funny, but add in avian and it does fit.  an insectoid, reptilian, avian, angel, that fits us well.  and in many universes, reptilian and insectoid are among the older life forms.  Though not in all. And we do span more then just 1 universe, since our true primary home is outside such concerns as time, space, universes and such things.  you've visited it often in the past.  part of it is the place you have gone where folks have no form, but look like spheres of color, energy is what the spheres are made of.  but no real form, though one can shape the sphere of energy into a given form if one wants.  Though the majority do prefer to dwell and when rest time comes, the majority prefer to rest within the areas, realms, of physicality rather then non physicality.  Plus we are are aware that such a place exists, being from such a place ourselves.  Some learn of such a place only later, since there are many ways and methods new beings can be created.  our being created, being angels, is but one such method, where as another of us has said, including our very good friend and fellow angel Bill, Where source took direct action, as it does in the creation of all angels and certain other types of being.  most beings it can be said source is present since we're all source, but the source takes a more passive roll, or not as active. 

Though the Sirius cetacean is not our first Cetacean self.  There's also the anthro dolphin you've encountered. 


Me: so reptilian, insects, avian, & cetaceans mainly?

Positive Royal Alpha Draconian me: Well not just those species, but they do predominate overall.  We do have some mammalian but yes the mammalians do tend to be cetaceans and like that. 

But simply yes, reptilian, avian, and insectoid do amount for the very sizable majority of our selves.  interesting isn't it?  scaly outnumbers the other 2 types. 


me: interesting.  So we're mostly scaly types of beings?

positive royal alpha draconian me: yes indeed.  I say scaly types since some would not classify dragons as reptilians and dinosaurs are not reptilians, though they do have scales, though some types had feathers too. 

Thursday, January 7, 2016

Other me [Thursday 1-7]

I did the vectors again today, that is wave 3.3 of the gateway experience.  Didn't go as well as yesterday, though since I feel tired, even after having taken a nap that may be why.  It the different vectors I felt at 12 a bit of the energy of my multi dimensional nature.  at 3 to my right a komodo dragon.  at 6 below me nothing.  at 9 to my left some sort of snake looking being.  or maybe that was 3 in front of me, I don't exactly recall.  I also picked up, not sure where, unicorn, and I think merfolk and maybe satyr, but not sure. 

During a time towards the end I did pick up a scene on what seemed to be some sort of starship or something.   the command deck or whatever you call that had some sort of geometric type design with lines interconnecting all the points.  Looked pretty complicated.  It had only 1 line lit up.  but I somehow knew if it was fully it would be some sort of protection for the ship.  one of the folks were saying to another that if any enemies try attacking them or show up they'd just activate the <>  don't recall what they called that design on the wall I mentioned before but I knew they meant that.   no idea if it was real, happened in the past, the present, was a fantasy type dream, no idea.  I couldn't see the design to well nor the beings, though I do recall they looked humanoid or biped.

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either my primordial serpent higher self or royal nage, not sure which and feeling very sleepy and tired for some reason, though I just got up from a nap:

being on the earth is very hard for us since we are not native to this energy nor level of density as well as the fact that we've not experienced anything like this before.  Though we do wish to help the human collective through their initial current shift we also do not like the experience of being incarnated there,, so you are not the only one experiencing this and having those feelings, the rest of us share in the same feelings,though we are all individuals though we are the same multi dimensional being.  Perhaps sounds strange, being individuals but also part of the same multi dimensional being, though saying we are parts is not right, we are the same exact multi dimensional being, just that we can be in several places at the same time  and incarnated in several , or quite a bit more then several, incarnations at the same time.  Difficult to explain this in the 3d language but this will have to suffice for now. 

Things will improve immensely once you are on this since.  Since you are not incarnated on the earth to many times our energy has not aligned permanently nor fully to it so your adjustment to being back on this side will be faster then the person in the Nosso Lar book you are currently reading, also our overall awareness level is higher then the native earth human, considerably higher.  You are at present partially aware of our fully being, about as much as you can at present experience, given the limitations of the area you are at present incarnated into, though this will change over the course of this year. and there are many who do wish the shift and changes could happen faster, though there is a given speed that is best for the human collective and those others incarnated at present on the earth, & this is the speed that the shift and changes are at present occurring.  many incarnated on earth, especially the native earth humans are like in the kindergarten and 1st grade, or a slight bit beyond this, so this is all very new to them, especially concepts such as multi dimensional, the fact they are all this, creator beings, along with the fact that so called fictional races do exist , and of this I mean unicorns, satyrs, non humans from and native to other worlds, in other densities, other then the earth's density, though some do inhabit that density as well.  Most are higher, some considerably higher.  and other beings as well that the inhabitant sof the earth have never heard of, others they would fear if they saw them, though they would mean no harm & only wish to help the present and current inhabitants of the earth. it is not really good vs evil as many believe it to be.  but we can go into such details at another time.

 So you're feeling the way you do is not strange,but is quite ordinary considering we've never incarnated to or been to the earth before.  Normally we, as we've said, normally we don't go anywhere anything as dense as the earth is nor places like that with the various limitations in place.   That is why we didn't seek special permissions for becoming a master of that level of density or special conditions of the earth, though to be truthful our full multidimensional self could have since he does qualify, in exact ways I'll not say since we can go into those details later, or you may remember some or more then just some.  You've become aware of some spots or areas of this. 


me: so those insects on that ship that wanted to talk to me and explain about humans so they'd know humans better.  They said they felt comfortable talking to me since they know iI have an insectoid self and am royalty and am not a native of the earth.   have I done that sort of thing before but don't recall?

other me (still not sure if it's my primordial serpent higher self type or royal naga, or some other snake type me):  why yes you have, many times, just since that density, densities, are less dense then the earth is at present it is hard for those to impress themselves on the human brain. that is why you don't recall most of your dreams, or only bits, sometimes with some distortions.  But yes you've done that many times.  You've been to ships many times talking, sharing and teaching about earth humans and what it's like to be incarnated on the earth as an earth human at present so they can understand the earth human better.   also those insectoids as you call them did also pick you since one of us is a friend of a certain ant queen, among other reasons.  part of being royalty, you do have to expect this sort of thing to happen.  We've had it happen and are use to it. as for their species, think of them as a type of wasp or bee type species.  The species name would be to hard to translate to English type lettering.

Wednesday, January 6, 2016

Higher self [Wed 1-7]

I did 3.3 Vectors.  yesterday I did 3.2 remote viewing, but since I have no one to do the other part of it decided it was best to continue to the next exercise. 

I did the vectors, imagine 12 above, 6 below, and 3 & 9 at the spots in the exercise as Robert Monroe said to imagine them.  Not sure if it was intended but I could feel at the various spots.  above me I experienced, could feel, my true self, higher self, multi dimensional being whatever you wish to call it.  Percieved as a sort of primordial serpent.

At the other spots I perceived other collectives.  Sirius cetacean, Sirius merfolk (aquatic type), insectoid, mantid, alpha draconian (positive), carian, snake, naga, dragon (various types including eastern), unicorn, angel.  perhaps others that I'm not aware of at present, angel felt like my origin type thing, hard to describe, but is a collective also.  angelic realms were my origin point. 

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higher self: That is one of the problems with being in the leading edge such as you are .  In places like the earth at present you can be seen as way out there, to far out there by the vast majority of humanity and those presently incarnated in human bodies.  The present density of things there as well as the various agreed upon illusions, like separation keep them from being able to see or perceive the truth.  This is changing but bit by bit.  Sadly within your lifetime things may not change to where most will understand what you have experienced and what you have come to know.  The truth is indeed what you are experiencing and know is the truth.  Think of it this way.  among those who have gone to help the earth are many across various levels of awareness, not to mention the native earth humans themselves, of course.  Now with the conditions of the earth many who may be normally aware of what you are experiencing and know, will be unaware of this at present.  These things happen, they will pass.  Just do what feels right. and indeed in time you'll be able to trance channel if you do still want to. 

me: yes, trance channeling does sound interesting.  Though I guess I'd like to be able to project or bi-locate, or both, as well.  So when i do trance channel I'm not like asleep but I can visit somewhere else.  Talk or visit one of my other selves, friends, or something like that.  You know what I mean.

Higher self: yes indeed I do and that is good.  We are helping you along those and the gateway experience you are doing will help with this.  for you at present bi-locating is easier then full projecting, though that too will come in time.  Trance channeling will come in time as well.  at the right time we can help you by teaching you how to do this.  It includes very deep relaxing and letting go, in certain ways. Doing the gateway program, all 6 waves, will give you an excellent foundation to start from.  all things in good time.

One of the problems is you are way ahead of most of the others incarnated there, as well as you becoming aware of as much of your true self as you can, adds to this.  Plus the fact you are not a native of the earth & have not incarnated there. None of us has, let alone anywhere as dense as there. 

part of the deal, as humans would say, is that your experiences and what you know is real, and you being as aware of your true self as much as you can, even though it is way out there, is in truth helping the human collective, though it may not seem so at the present time.

So it'll be hard being there, though it is helping the human collective.  many may thing you are insane, and others like you since what you know is the truth, but it's so far out there from what they are use to.  Things will improve, bit by bit.  SO just rest easy, as I think the saying goes. 


me: so, assuming I do start trance channel, would you rather I post it as a podcast or on youtube, though there'll be picture on youtube.  Not sure if that sort of thing is allowed on youtube or not.

Higher self: on youtube to start.  if you wish you can look for a place to host free podcasts and post it there too.  a regular channeling we would like, when the time comes.  Either weekly, twice a week, or whatever you feel comfortable doing.  Start off short, say 20 minutes, 30 max, then build up if you want.  lots of options.  and trance channeling will change your life for the better, just wait and see the new opportunities that will open up from you trance channeling us who are on this side. It'll likely not be just anyone, no it'll be us, the multi dimensional you's, and certain others we have a good or strong connection with, such as Gaia and others.  Not just anyone that happens to wonder along, like some others do.  That is good for them but not our way.

So in short and a summary, keep doing as you are doing on a daily basis. Things will improve for you shortly, well over the course of this year, across various things, including your life style and other things.  you'll not believe where you are going to be in 1 year let alone 2 years, across your most possible futures.  Things may seem the same on a day to day basis, or not so pleasant in other ways, but things will improve, just wait and see, and keep doing what you are doing. 

Tuesday, January 5, 2016

Primordial Serpent Me [Tues 1-5-2016]

Sunday: I did the lift off today. Tried to do more of the by what Robert Monroe was saying.  First time I was above where the sun is looking down at the solar system. I just focused on sending love to the entire solar system and a bit beyond, while Robert monroe talked.  The 2nd time I was popping around from some pleasant setting, one of Gaia's grooves I think since I thought to go there.  the 3rd time I thought to go up into voide to relax for a bit which I did do.  Overall I think it went ok for today.           
                        
Monday: I was mediating in bed after my nap & it did feel like I got much more integrated into my true multidimensional self, more my true self and true being.

Monday: I did the liftoff for today.  First time I saw a blue sun, beautiful color as I recall.  I then talked a bit to the primordial serpent me.  He did say he's part dragon, as we all are, including eastern and he does have 5 toes, and whiskers.   Wt talked over a few things.  With the other liftouts it felt more like remove viewing.  I saw a dragon reclining on a cliff, some ant type beings on a spaceship, the gates to what may be Agartha. 

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Monday night: had a dream where I was talking to an insectoid.   The dream was a science fiction type dream.  Though it could be that it was another me in another realm or world.  Maybe they inserted themselves into my dream, or it could be part of my mind interpreted things and added in the extra stuff. 

What I'm sure about is I did ask some questions and the 2 answered them.  The questions I do recall are the me in the dream asking them if they have a hive mind when they return to their home and one of them explaining that they are a collective, but they do have their own individuality though they are part of the hive as well.  I think I do recall that they found mammals like humans confusing since they had not a lot of experience with them.  As well as the density of the earth that the ones who incarnate there.

They did say they wanted to help. I was on their ship at one point in the dream.  Though they did say they do find humans confusing as does their hive/collective.  Though they are willing to learn.

They did seem to feel at ease around me.  Maybe since I do have another self who's a mantid. I don't recognize their species, though with a limited conscious knowledge of non earth species of sentients, that is not surprising.  It all went very well though.

I think it may be one of those things that was a sci-fi type dream that then changed as they made contact with me perhaps. 

part of the dream was also them talking to me to get to understand humans a bit better.  Seems they are here to help with the changes earth is going through, the earth & human collective that is. helping to alleviate some of the changes so they are not as severe.  I recall them mentioning in one of the questions I asked that they do hae a hive mind, but are individuals as well, at the same time. 

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primordial serpent me: indeed you're right.  Your dream did start as a normal type dream but it changed when they contacted you.  They are indeed an insectoid collective hive, whatever term you prefer.  They are new to earth and this density, though the lowest they go is 4d. Since you/we do have an insectoid self and are royalty in more then one multi dimensional self, they felt comfortable talking to you and a few others incarnated as humans.  Part of being royalty is things like this happens at times.  One isn't just royalty and that is it, one often has other selves who were or are various other species so we can deal and understand them and so they feel more comfortable around us since they know, in this case, that we do have another insectoid self, at least 1, so they feel more comfortable around us, and since we are royalty across various selves, that is also an added reason they felt comfortable talking to us, you, since you are royalty and have at least 1 insectoid self, add that together, and you can see why they contacted you.  We royals have this sort of thing happen at times.  So it is no where near unusual.  Quite usual really.

Now as far how far you can go in your awareness of us, our whole multi dimensional being.  Well you can go far. You can go all the way and I do feel you are interested in this, perhaps.  Part of the thing to remember is this will help the human collective as well & those who'll come after you.  Though there are others who are around where you are, some ahead, some equal or a bit behind. It's all fine. 

Though in some ways what you get while in your human body may be equivalent to say if the reality of our true self is say 2,000 resolution at say 20 TB, your human brain at present may be like 480, 640, or  720.  I'm not sure of the exact comparisons, not having done a comparative study before, but that'll give you an idea.  As some stuff is translated to 3d, where your brain is, you'll loose some things, as you have experienced.  not that it's lost.  But just the translating it to 3d for your human brain, some details can't be translated over fully.  Though once you are fully on this side, you'll have access to all of it.  This works on up the ladder, as one gains in awareness.  What one can experience grows and expands since one's own being grows and expands. 

Now some may thing we, and others, never look back with nostalgia. Some do not, but many and actually most, do from time to time. not that they want to go back to be exactly like they were for good.  but they do have fond memories and may visit their friends if some are still around that level, remember what it was like, maybe gather with some others and pretend, say let's pretend it's a day in 4th grade, with some others who were there, so they can experience it again.  Nothing wrong with this and many do indulge in it.   and this can lead to new things indeed.  Like beings who were never there, situations that couldn't happen.  So many add to this so there may grow a version of this that never happened but many like to play at and join in.  So it's all good really. 

We are parts of many collectives, or we can say many collectives are parts of us.  We've incarnated across many forms and worlds. This is our way. Some choose to restrict themselves to just one species, world, or a few species.  or 1 species, with occasional visits to others. This is all well and good. 

Saturday, January 2, 2016

Maribelle, Male Royal Carian me [Sat 1-2]


had a nice short chat with Maribelle today.  She confirmed that she & Silverlight are the same being, like me and some of the other me's I've talked with.  Nice to get confirmation.  The rest of what we talked about was some personal stuff.

I do recall some stuff I know that my other selves have not said.  My serpent being self said my royal selves, among their duties, and the focus of that branch of us, is making sure and getting some collectives get along, smooth out if there are problems between them, start the process and help it along if they wish to enter into relations with other relationships. Like I guess trade agreements, cultural exchanges, alliances and stuff like that.  Though I'm as royal as my royal selves since we are the same being.  Say one of them talking to me is similar to being at a party (or some other get together) and talking to one of the princes of a realm and unofficially talking with them and maybe feeling out if their collective, country or whatever, is open to x with them.  Then they can talk to the say the prince's or princess's secretaries to put in a meeting into their time schedule to do a 1st official type meeting.  So meeting with this me, or certain other me's could be like a 1st or first few unofficial type meetings and contact.  Think I understand it.

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Maribelle: it is great to be communicating with you again when we ddi this morning.  I do look forward to many more talks we'll do in the future.  As you suspected and were told later yes the unicorn mare that you talked to before was another multi dimensional me.  I was unaware of this till more recently.  Things have been going great for me as they are for you and they will continue to improve.  I've visited Gaia's groves and they are great places. You've seen some mental images of the places and been there briefly a few times yourself so you have an idea of what it's like and will enjoy visiting and staying there for varying periods of time I'm quite sure.  But enough of that for now, we'll talk again later and soon, especially of more private things.  Things are diffidently looking up for you.

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male Royal Carian me: The next door neighbor playing music did distract you somewhat, but it was still a good first sign that you were able to visit a few places like you did during the gateway exercise you did today.  the purpose of the exercise, as you guessed, is to get the listener to project out a short distance from their body and return quickly.  It wasn't really intended for them to go on a long trip, to poof like you did, but the fact you have, even though it was only short since it was interrupted by Robert Monroe and the time to return it was still a good sign. later they'll introduce longer trips.  Remember these are made with those in mind that have never been out of body to ease them into the idea, not for those who did have the ability to project before and have been spontaneously bi-locating.  The fact you have been spontaneously bi-locating is a very good sign in and of itself. While the chips, the etheric Sirius type of chips, did help you in the 2 ways said, with communicating and projecting, it is best to not use them as a crutch so their removal around a year ago was a good timing, though those who did remove them have had no experience with the denseness and special conditions of earth so they did not know the full effects of removing the entire chip array.  So they were not aware it would be more difficult for you to project then it was to communicate with you since you already had a huge knack developed to communicate. The way this works some may classify as conscious channeling but the real mechanism is telepathy. You do have this developed enough to be able to hear us.  Though you are not as sensitive and acute as here on this side, you are still enough to be able to receive messages from certain of us, certain beings that your energy naturally has a certain affinity for, but not everyone since you do want to remain focused on communicating with just certain ones.  it does feel somewhat tiring since due to earth's density and special conditions you do have to do some work to be able to receive the messages well, form a certain connection and reach up, so to speak, to a certain density and we have to lower ourselves, or part of ourselves down to a certain density so you can hear us and we can easily communicate back and forth, as well as aligning the energies properly so the message will smoothly go back and forth. Though we don't need to do this all consciously, like one doesn't need to remember every muscle movement to drive a car once one has learned how to do so.  But this does outline the basic steps we do to talk back and forth between us.  And the communication is easier between those who's energy you resonate with the closest. Such as other selves, close friends, lovers, what you could call family, like Bill the angel you've talked to many times in the past.  Think of him as a mix of very close friend and family, mixed into one.  There is no word for the equivalent but those 2 concepts are close enough.

Many others are discovering their abilities now, and others will start to in the near future & non near future, as time progresses and continues.  Due to the shift continuing and the effect it is having on the collective human collective and other life on earth , the earth itself, and certain individuals, this will grow easier and easier over time as the shift progresses and the effects radiate out to effect more and more over the passsage of time, as it is experienced there by those incarnated on the earth.  and these abilities will grow not just in their abilities, and what can be done with them, but how deep they are, how deep they resonate, and the multidues who can do them, and other abilities as well that are only dreamed about or seen in some fantasy and science fiction shows and movies.