I did the 7th radiance: self exciting guided meditation as part of the accelerated 2nd pass and it went well I would say. It was about introducing the concept of holding awareness of more then 1 thing while one is transmitting. I did my Fullonia, the radiance of the various frequencies that I radiate, including the new one of the solar radiance of what Orin calls the soul plane and also the feel of the energy of my true self. I continued visualizing and having the intent of my Fullonia and all the various frequencies I was radiating as being larger then the earth's solar system.
During this I had a conversation with my true self and another, and at the end another popped up but I'll put that below.
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Me: I'm glad it's ok for us to be lovers.
full me (said humorously): yes, we are both of age, and legally adults so no problems there.
me: I guess if I was going to choose the 1st or 2nd choice, to merge back with you when this incarnation ends, or keep incarnating and be only as aware as the local rules allow, I'd be having different experiences?
Full me: indeed. You'd be just talking to me only, not to others. You'd not be having others pop up or to talk to you like they do. Which goes to show that though you've not made the choice yet, from our point of view, who dwell outside time, we see what you'll make choice wise, but it is still total free will on your point. There is a slight chance you'll choose the 1st or 2nd, but the 3rd, which in our opinion is best for you , also is one that strongly appeals to you and the one you have, let's say a 99.999% chance of making.
Dana: yea, ones like me popping up. thought I'd pop in to say hello, or howdy. I do declare the feel of the denseness is not a pleasant one. we're all awaiting you here. Just wanted to say howdy and you're doing better then aok. I'll go back to waiting till you return or choose to experience after you have arrived here from your incarnation, see you then.
me: who was she? Felt like a female and a, dinosaur, avian. but not quite either, both?
Full Me: just call her Dana. She likes being large types, like Utah raptors, large predatory birds, large aquatic reptilians. Also when it comes to sharing, sex especially she prefers being on top, and when she is in the mood to be mounted, well then she's a dominant bottom.
Then I saw a very large female being that I had the mental impression of was a large female leviathan and was looking me over and liked what she saw.
me: who's she?
full me: Think of her as a large female aquatic type of being or sentient creature. and she does like you.
Levi: Just call me Levi honey. mmhmmm, we'll diffidently spend time together, fun times. But as for the species, the leviathan in earth legends and religions isn't a set species. Humans would label anything large that that they wanted, large salt water crocs, leviathans, baleen whales, leviathan, carnivorous whales, Leviathans, giant squids... you see the pattern there. But I just wanted to say hello, though I also wanted to add in I do like the feel of your energy dear. But don't worry, you'll be popular enough here & have quite a few lovers, friends who are lovers, but I promise It'll not be anything you can't handle. I'm not always a female, sometimes I like being a male, so we can have a bit of, or more then just a bit of fun that way. We'll also learn from each other I'm sure. you can teach me things, I you, and we'll realize things just from talking we never realized before, so it'll be a total share share, like everything is here. Bye for now sexy. and I do mean sexy.
Full me: well, looks like you met another family member. I though she was going to wait, but guess she decided not to, and she's not the only one of her species here. and she is sometimes a male, sometimes both, in what some call a herm. Lots of species here and all sorts of beings. Quite varied out family is here in this plane, very varied, and we all get along, though some are closer then others, but enough about that I feel this is enough of a channel for now, go and have fun and you can talk to some of us later on tonight.
Levi: bye for now sweetie <then switching to male feels like> you have an eternity to get to know us, the ones that you don't know when you get here. But I'll let you go as your true full self or whatever you call him said. I'm sure you'll remember all of us once you're here or have been here a while. Not sure it works from a dense place like earth, but it'll all work out perfectly, bye till later.
Friday, October 2, 2015
114 FULLME & Journal [Fri 10-2]
Me: Thanks again for the talk yesterday, I think I understand the reason now why those who talk to me tend to be erotic, though not all the time.
Full Me: Glad to help and ot clear up a few things. I just wanted to talk a bit more about other things like what it's like here. For one thing you've been told there is a planet and it's the lower end of where we live. Well true, that is mainly for those who either want to join our family but are not ready yet, and some of us do like to visit there, or spend some time there. most of us live on a plane instead of a planet. You can imagine living on an entire plane instead of a planet gives a huge living area.
There are some manifested areas that are beyond what you can imagine. huge oceans, areas manifested to have fun in, relax, one could have a house and yard the size of a face of the moon. Huge but one could do that if one wanted. Imagine a castle and yard the size of the face of the moon that faces the earth.
Many have used large spaces to create various things, places to learn, relax, have fun, and other things. and as I said I'm working and doing my best, we all are, to ensure that you'll be returning here to love among us forever, as soon as possible, very soon it's supposed to be, though I can't say exactly when.
Me: Thanks, I appreciate that and am excited about going back home, though to bad it can't be today or a firm date, but I do understand that there are variables so you can't exactly say, and thanks about the talk about what home is like.
Full me: Just wanted you to know it won't be like 50 years till you return. and an example what it's like here. Huge parks, oceans, play areas of various types. Some of us have taken some areas here and manifested them elsewhere outside of where the family plane is so others can have a similar place,and some here are based on places elsewhere. There are also many different species here, among those who still have a form, or those who do a form sometimes.
Though there are many or some who change their species, either based on their whim or desire at the time, some of those focus on a set group of species, like their favorite incarnations, some related species like velociraptor, utah raptor, deinonychus, for one example of what a brother of ours changes to. Some prefer sticking with 1 gender, some change gender based on their desire or mood, some even do no gender or both. We usually do a herm, but even so we are male leaning, at times very male leaning. and are one that does various species based on our mood and who we are with and their preferences.
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Thought I'd do my journal here since there'll not be much to it.
I did the 8th and last of the solar radiance guided meditations for the first time today, great meditation as alll the others have been too. It want great, as always. I could feel the solar light cocoon and it stretched out past where Proxima centari was. I could feel the spinning and the radiance and that mine matched it perfectly, not just solar radiance of the soul realm, I added in all higher realms and included source light also. next I'll do that and add in angelic light as well as source and various frequencies of light of the highest planes.
The experience felt great, being in the solar light cocoon I felt like I was floating, felt like not having a physical body and being a being of pure light felt normal, natural, like that is the true me, not this physical body, which felt & feels very very heavy.
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Full me: indeed, that is our natural state, that and formlessness, that is all normal and natural to us as being, states of being that is what is normal to and for us as our states of being. Though we do visit other places, certain 4th density places like to be with certain friends and lovers. Some from past incarnations, some like Gaia are from a present incarnation who's relationship, like that of others, will stretch out into the ages beyond, some forever, literally.
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I did it the solar radiance guided meditation for the 2nd time and am done with the 1st pass of the course, great course. it went as great as all the others. I could feel the solar light filling me and my energy matching that light. in the meditation it was about building a solar consciousness. Guess that means i have built a solar consciousness. I could feel my energy matching that, and being much lighter, a being of light. as before it felt so light. I also visualized my solar cocoon being larger then the earth's solar system. A great meditation. I went pretty deep this time, deep medium I'd guess. I can feel I'm radiating more light, that I'm even more of a sun then before, more of my true self. I feel much lighter, in my energy bodies and systems. By comparison this human body feels very heavy and slow, very limited and limiting.
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I did the 5th radiance: self exciting guided meditation as part of the 2nd pass and it went great. I could feel that the solar radiance course I completed added another frequency to the various light frequencies that I radiate.my true self appeared to me and we were both in a, well from like the abdominal down we were beluga, and from around chest up we were anthro belugas. We had an deep very intimate kiss and hugging, no sex involved but I could feel we would very likely have sex in the future. or sharing that involves sex. He also said that he created me for this incarnation. Which makes me both as ancient as he is, since I am him, I'm an extension or aspect, whatever the term or label is I don't really care. But I'm also new at the same time. he also said I radiate many different frequencies also.
Full Me: Glad to help and ot clear up a few things. I just wanted to talk a bit more about other things like what it's like here. For one thing you've been told there is a planet and it's the lower end of where we live. Well true, that is mainly for those who either want to join our family but are not ready yet, and some of us do like to visit there, or spend some time there. most of us live on a plane instead of a planet. You can imagine living on an entire plane instead of a planet gives a huge living area.
There are some manifested areas that are beyond what you can imagine. huge oceans, areas manifested to have fun in, relax, one could have a house and yard the size of a face of the moon. Huge but one could do that if one wanted. Imagine a castle and yard the size of the face of the moon that faces the earth.
Many have used large spaces to create various things, places to learn, relax, have fun, and other things. and as I said I'm working and doing my best, we all are, to ensure that you'll be returning here to love among us forever, as soon as possible, very soon it's supposed to be, though I can't say exactly when.
Me: Thanks, I appreciate that and am excited about going back home, though to bad it can't be today or a firm date, but I do understand that there are variables so you can't exactly say, and thanks about the talk about what home is like.
Full me: Just wanted you to know it won't be like 50 years till you return. and an example what it's like here. Huge parks, oceans, play areas of various types. Some of us have taken some areas here and manifested them elsewhere outside of where the family plane is so others can have a similar place,and some here are based on places elsewhere. There are also many different species here, among those who still have a form, or those who do a form sometimes.
Though there are many or some who change their species, either based on their whim or desire at the time, some of those focus on a set group of species, like their favorite incarnations, some related species like velociraptor, utah raptor, deinonychus, for one example of what a brother of ours changes to. Some prefer sticking with 1 gender, some change gender based on their desire or mood, some even do no gender or both. We usually do a herm, but even so we are male leaning, at times very male leaning. and are one that does various species based on our mood and who we are with and their preferences.
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Thought I'd do my journal here since there'll not be much to it.
I did the 8th and last of the solar radiance guided meditations for the first time today, great meditation as alll the others have been too. It want great, as always. I could feel the solar light cocoon and it stretched out past where Proxima centari was. I could feel the spinning and the radiance and that mine matched it perfectly, not just solar radiance of the soul realm, I added in all higher realms and included source light also. next I'll do that and add in angelic light as well as source and various frequencies of light of the highest planes.
The experience felt great, being in the solar light cocoon I felt like I was floating, felt like not having a physical body and being a being of pure light felt normal, natural, like that is the true me, not this physical body, which felt & feels very very heavy.
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Full me: indeed, that is our natural state, that and formlessness, that is all normal and natural to us as being, states of being that is what is normal to and for us as our states of being. Though we do visit other places, certain 4th density places like to be with certain friends and lovers. Some from past incarnations, some like Gaia are from a present incarnation who's relationship, like that of others, will stretch out into the ages beyond, some forever, literally.
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I did it the solar radiance guided meditation for the 2nd time and am done with the 1st pass of the course, great course. it went as great as all the others. I could feel the solar light filling me and my energy matching that light. in the meditation it was about building a solar consciousness. Guess that means i have built a solar consciousness. I could feel my energy matching that, and being much lighter, a being of light. as before it felt so light. I also visualized my solar cocoon being larger then the earth's solar system. A great meditation. I went pretty deep this time, deep medium I'd guess. I can feel I'm radiating more light, that I'm even more of a sun then before, more of my true self. I feel much lighter, in my energy bodies and systems. By comparison this human body feels very heavy and slow, very limited and limiting.
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I did the 5th radiance: self exciting guided meditation as part of the 2nd pass and it went great. I could feel that the solar radiance course I completed added another frequency to the various light frequencies that I radiate.my true self appeared to me and we were both in a, well from like the abdominal down we were beluga, and from around chest up we were anthro belugas. We had an deep very intimate kiss and hugging, no sex involved but I could feel we would very likely have sex in the future. or sharing that involves sex. He also said that he created me for this incarnation. Which makes me both as ancient as he is, since I am him, I'm an extension or aspect, whatever the term or label is I don't really care. But I'm also new at the same time. he also said I radiate many different frequencies also.
Thursday, October 1, 2015
113 FULL ME [Thurs 10-1]
Me: I felt you had something to say about some of the others who talk to me, channel or whatever the term is.
My Full True Self (MFTS): yes indeed. The reason is indeed cause what we are. I am the full self, you have certain things, focused, more developed then others. it is complicated to fully explain it but basically you
As you know your energies help planetary systems and certain individuals that are open to it. Also with certain species the effect is if they feel some attraction towards you and are open about sex, like a certain orca species, Gaia, and due to the frequencies of us being a stellar type being, a type of star, with certain species it'll enhance the sexual attraction they feel, though most that are effected by this are aware of the reason why, but do like a mental shrug and go along with it, especially if you are willing to have sex, to share with them. The sharing will enhance their enjoyment and have more beneficial effects then just sharing alone with them will have.
The reason this happens is that we are a type of sun, but a different type then earth's sun is and the classic type of star that most think of when they think of a star.
The fact you are certain, well 1 species, unicorn, along with being progenitor for other species, reptilian, avian, dinosaur, cetacean and insectoid, as well as the frequencies we radiate, frequencies of light and the reason it effects certain species, individuals, is the frequencies of light interact with the unicorn species and the progenitor species that we are, combine in a way, to generate a, shall we say, a certain suite of frequencies of light and that is why those have those certain effects, you combine that with the angelic light that is among the frequencies we radiate, and the light of source, among other types and frequencies of light, is why it effects certain species, like orcas, non earth, extra terrestrial orcas like Red & blue, among others, unicorns, and other species, are effected, and the fact we are, contain as part of our make up, is progenitor species, means a very wide array of species is effected. That is, as simple as I can say, why it has that effect. A pleasant pleasurable effect. I do promise you a lot of pleasure in your future. Also since the progenitor was involved in our making, there may be more species then you think that may be effected. I'll leave that for your future surprises.
me: That does make sense. i guess Red & blue were effected since they are orcas and I radiate certain light frequencies and am progenitor cetacean so they were effected due to that. I guess Gaia is effected since she is a planetary being and we are a type of star. I didn't think there were other types of stars then classic ones, like earth's sun, neutral, and the other types.
MFTS: yes, there are other types of things you've never heard of. Many things. All of existence has many things others have not heard of. You can spend eternity learning everything that exists, & then still not learn it all since all those beings are making new things, places ect.
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Me: So does that mean I'll have a lot of lovers, friends and so on?
Full me: indeed. many in our true family, myself of course, others who are not members of our family, Red, Blue, Gaia, certain other planetary and solar beings, Maribelle, Moon Dancer, others you've not met yet. Quite a variety of individuals and species, I do promise you, some insectoids, reptilians, nagas, dragons, dolphins, orcas, and other species, quite a variety. You'll love it all and I do hope things fall into place so you can return home very soon if not sooner. That was the original plan, once phase 2 gets fully underway and stable and we're not needed, that was the original plan for you to return home.
me: I do hope it is as soon as possible. I don't hate being here. I'm overall neutral to being here, there are some fun aspects to being here, but I really do greatly prefer if I could return home right this instant.
MFTS: I do wish you could also. It'll be as soon as possible I do promise you that since that was the original plan, the original soul contract and soul plan and we're still sticking with that. I'm overseeing to be sure things are still going smoothly along that route, as are many other family members, so things do look like they are going smoothly, but sadly with all the variables we can't say when. I wish I could but there are to many variables. but it'll be very soon, it should be with how smoothly things are going.
Me: I hope I'm not here for another 2-4 decades. I am neutral to being here, but I do greatly prefer and want to go home.
MFTS: Just relax and try to enjoy things and time will pass faster that way. and soon before you know it you'll be back home. Treat each day as your last since sooner or very soon it will be.
me: I'll expect & treat each day, hour to be my last since it will happen eventually.
MFTS: Indeed. it' just a matter of time now. Soon, very soon, things are going very smoothly you'll be home very soon from what it looks like here, I just wish, prefer it could be right now or I could give you an estimation.
Me: So, does that mean that we can be lovers?
MFTS: Indeed, as close and deep as you want, especially deep and a special relationship we have and can have, special pleasures we can share.
Me: I would like that, for us to become deep lovers or whatever the term is. I would like that and I'm sure we'll both really will enjoy that.
MFTS: indeed, many pleasures, and deep pleasures. I do promise you'll be coming home as soon as possible.
My Full True Self (MFTS): yes indeed. The reason is indeed cause what we are. I am the full self, you have certain things, focused, more developed then others. it is complicated to fully explain it but basically you
As you know your energies help planetary systems and certain individuals that are open to it. Also with certain species the effect is if they feel some attraction towards you and are open about sex, like a certain orca species, Gaia, and due to the frequencies of us being a stellar type being, a type of star, with certain species it'll enhance the sexual attraction they feel, though most that are effected by this are aware of the reason why, but do like a mental shrug and go along with it, especially if you are willing to have sex, to share with them. The sharing will enhance their enjoyment and have more beneficial effects then just sharing alone with them will have.
The reason this happens is that we are a type of sun, but a different type then earth's sun is and the classic type of star that most think of when they think of a star.
The fact you are certain, well 1 species, unicorn, along with being progenitor for other species, reptilian, avian, dinosaur, cetacean and insectoid, as well as the frequencies we radiate, frequencies of light and the reason it effects certain species, individuals, is the frequencies of light interact with the unicorn species and the progenitor species that we are, combine in a way, to generate a, shall we say, a certain suite of frequencies of light and that is why those have those certain effects, you combine that with the angelic light that is among the frequencies we radiate, and the light of source, among other types and frequencies of light, is why it effects certain species, like orcas, non earth, extra terrestrial orcas like Red & blue, among others, unicorns, and other species, are effected, and the fact we are, contain as part of our make up, is progenitor species, means a very wide array of species is effected. That is, as simple as I can say, why it has that effect. A pleasant pleasurable effect. I do promise you a lot of pleasure in your future. Also since the progenitor was involved in our making, there may be more species then you think that may be effected. I'll leave that for your future surprises.
me: That does make sense. i guess Red & blue were effected since they are orcas and I radiate certain light frequencies and am progenitor cetacean so they were effected due to that. I guess Gaia is effected since she is a planetary being and we are a type of star. I didn't think there were other types of stars then classic ones, like earth's sun, neutral, and the other types.
MFTS: yes, there are other types of things you've never heard of. Many things. All of existence has many things others have not heard of. You can spend eternity learning everything that exists, & then still not learn it all since all those beings are making new things, places ect.
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Me: So does that mean I'll have a lot of lovers, friends and so on?
Full me: indeed. many in our true family, myself of course, others who are not members of our family, Red, Blue, Gaia, certain other planetary and solar beings, Maribelle, Moon Dancer, others you've not met yet. Quite a variety of individuals and species, I do promise you, some insectoids, reptilians, nagas, dragons, dolphins, orcas, and other species, quite a variety. You'll love it all and I do hope things fall into place so you can return home very soon if not sooner. That was the original plan, once phase 2 gets fully underway and stable and we're not needed, that was the original plan for you to return home.
me: I do hope it is as soon as possible. I don't hate being here. I'm overall neutral to being here, there are some fun aspects to being here, but I really do greatly prefer if I could return home right this instant.
MFTS: I do wish you could also. It'll be as soon as possible I do promise you that since that was the original plan, the original soul contract and soul plan and we're still sticking with that. I'm overseeing to be sure things are still going smoothly along that route, as are many other family members, so things do look like they are going smoothly, but sadly with all the variables we can't say when. I wish I could but there are to many variables. but it'll be very soon, it should be with how smoothly things are going.
Me: I hope I'm not here for another 2-4 decades. I am neutral to being here, but I do greatly prefer and want to go home.
MFTS: Just relax and try to enjoy things and time will pass faster that way. and soon before you know it you'll be back home. Treat each day as your last since sooner or very soon it will be.
me: I'll expect & treat each day, hour to be my last since it will happen eventually.
MFTS: Indeed. it' just a matter of time now. Soon, very soon, things are going very smoothly you'll be home very soon from what it looks like here, I just wish, prefer it could be right now or I could give you an estimation.
Me: So, does that mean that we can be lovers?
MFTS: Indeed, as close and deep as you want, especially deep and a special relationship we have and can have, special pleasures we can share.
Me: I would like that, for us to become deep lovers or whatever the term is. I would like that and I'm sure we'll both really will enjoy that.
MFTS: indeed, many pleasures, and deep pleasures. I do promise you'll be coming home as soon as possible.
Thursday 10-1
I did the 7th solar radiance for the 2nd time today. It went pretty much like before except the thing I picked to manifest was 3 then I added in a 4th. I my going home quickly, very very soon. Understanding why the beings I talk to tend to be erotic and the females mention them wanting me to father at least 1 of the next few of their children. What my true being is. Later I added 2 more things, I wanted to get all the Orin & Daben audio courses as quickly as possible and I wanted the shift, as far as this body is concerned to happen as quickly as possible, but to have only positive effects.
I felt my light, radiating like a sun, increased out to where it overlapped with Proxima Centari. Also it has left my physical body feeling like, hard to describe the feeling, like it's vibrating much faster, & it feels lighter, like my energy systems, and all my energy bodies are lighter, totally clear, made of light. Hard to describe.
I also got that my true being is, besides a unicorn and the the progenitor species I am, cetacean, reptilian, dinosaur, maybe avian (not sure about avian and insect, but that is ok), I am also a star. Not the same type as Earth's star Sol, but still a star, but of a different type. I do have a light radiance, I radiate energies of various frequencies, light of various frequencies that has beneficial effects on certain beings, including planetary beings, and non planetary beings. Hard to put that information into English.
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I did the 3rd Radiance: self exciting building the light body as for the 2nd pass and it went great overall.
I had a sort of poof moment early on. It is that my energy that I radiate since I'm a type of star, the energy I radiate has a beneficial effect, and with certain species and beings they tend to be more erotic towards me since this is normal part of who and what I am and the species is both open to sex and it could be since I have certain species in my make up, though apart from unicorn the rest of it is progenitor, and not a specific species. If I do have sex with them the effects are magnified with the individual. Not sure about the bit about some of the females wanting me to father 1 of the next few children they'll have. Maybe normal with being a female, maybe any kids I have will radiate some of my energy too, that bit I'm not sure about.
The light of my Fullonia did reach way out past earth's solar system, felt like it did overlap with Proxima Centari. I did add in the solar radiance I have from the guided meditations I've been doing.
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I did the 4th guided meditation of the Radiance: self exciting course and it went ok. Not a lot to report here. My mind did wonder quite a bit, but overall it went ok. I did my best to visualize my Fullonia light and solar radiance stretching way past Pluto's orbit, overlapping Proxima Centari.
I felt my light, radiating like a sun, increased out to where it overlapped with Proxima Centari. Also it has left my physical body feeling like, hard to describe the feeling, like it's vibrating much faster, & it feels lighter, like my energy systems, and all my energy bodies are lighter, totally clear, made of light. Hard to describe.
I also got that my true being is, besides a unicorn and the the progenitor species I am, cetacean, reptilian, dinosaur, maybe avian (not sure about avian and insect, but that is ok), I am also a star. Not the same type as Earth's star Sol, but still a star, but of a different type. I do have a light radiance, I radiate energies of various frequencies, light of various frequencies that has beneficial effects on certain beings, including planetary beings, and non planetary beings. Hard to put that information into English.
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I did the 3rd Radiance: self exciting building the light body as for the 2nd pass and it went great overall.
I had a sort of poof moment early on. It is that my energy that I radiate since I'm a type of star, the energy I radiate has a beneficial effect, and with certain species and beings they tend to be more erotic towards me since this is normal part of who and what I am and the species is both open to sex and it could be since I have certain species in my make up, though apart from unicorn the rest of it is progenitor, and not a specific species. If I do have sex with them the effects are magnified with the individual. Not sure about the bit about some of the females wanting me to father 1 of the next few children they'll have. Maybe normal with being a female, maybe any kids I have will radiate some of my energy too, that bit I'm not sure about.
The light of my Fullonia did reach way out past earth's solar system, felt like it did overlap with Proxima Centari. I did add in the solar radiance I have from the guided meditations I've been doing.
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I did the 4th guided meditation of the Radiance: self exciting course and it went ok. Not a lot to report here. My mind did wonder quite a bit, but overall it went ok. I did my best to visualize my Fullonia light and solar radiance stretching way past Pluto's orbit, overlapping Proxima Centari.
112 RED, LUGIA, & journal [Thurs 10-1]
<This message I got this morning>
Red: good morning. Just wanted to say some of the pod, most of them really, the majority, are looking forward to if you do visit. the rest are either neutral or just do a mental type shrug, not that they wouldn't want you to visit, but will wait till if you do visit to see how well you get along.
The ones who did look over your file liked what they saw. not that we are or were keeping a file on you. It's just the information available when they looked up the information about you. There is some information out there, like there are for other celebrities.
Me: come on, you expect me to believe that I am a celebrity on the other side?
Red: in certain ways and circles yes. Lots of territory here on the other side and there are some the are very well known that would surprise you, and you are one of them. No hurry, feel free to visit once you've been back a while. I'll ask you after you've been back a bit if you want to visit. I think some of your family will be doing that, reminding you and us if you'd like to here some requests from new and old friends, lovers and the like. But I expect once you've been back for a while it'll quickly become old hat, I think the earthers have a saying. you'll quickly get use to it once your full memories & such return. Though we do look forward to your visit. I'm sure you'll fit right in here and will get along with many. Undoubtedly you'll have quite a bit of fun, including of the more intimate type too.
Just wanted to say a few things this morning before you eat breakfast and then nap. As for fun of the intimate type, I know Blue & I are diffidently looking forward to having some of that with you.
Blue: Certainly am, with such a sexy orca as yourself. mmmhmmm
Me: Thanks. I look forward to it also.
Blue: and we have more then just orcas in this pod, you've seen 1 non orca member. Well talk to you later sexy.
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Red popped up as I was laying down trying to go to sleep. I had the mental impression of her rubbing her female slit against my male slit (dolphins & orca males have their maleness within a slit so the body is more streamlined, unless they are erect).
Red: there, doesn't that feel pretty good?
Me: yes it does. <I did have to admit it did feel pleasurable.
She continued this for a few more seconds before stopping and speaking.
Red: Well there's another thing we need to discuss. Some of us females, me especially, would like you to consider perhaps fathering a child with some of us if you would not mind. Since I got a good feel of your energy, a bit afterwards when I thought it over I realized my intuition said, and I wanted, you to father at least 1 of the next few children I'll eventually have, no hurry, think it over and not till you've been fully back home for a bit at least.
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Then she left a bit after that. I'm still puzzled as to why Red did that and why it seems I seem to be popular with certain beings, and certain beings tend to be erotic towards me, or is it just that open in places other then the earth. I can understand it being that open compared to earth, but why it seems the ones who do contact me tend to be more erotic towards me. I may ask about that. Gaia is one of them that is very erotic towards me usually, and others, though I'm not complaining, just wondering why. I'll think about it and ask later also.
I'll go ahead and combine this with a journal since the entry about my meditation would be to long.
I did the 7th solar radiance mediation and it went very well. It was about manifesting what you want with light. Orin described the process, from going to the soul realm and radiating even more light, taking more light of the soul realm into myself till I would shine like a star. Picking out what I wanted to manifest. I picked 2 things. I want to go home very soon and be able to consciousnessly project (different then the astral projection, totally different). Then briefly Lugia popped up during this.
me: I was wondering, why is it that most of the beings that talk to me, or I channel or whatever it is, act erotic towards me?
Lugia: it's because of who and what you are. it is quite natural and normal for you so relax and accept it. The true is I feel the same towards you also.
me: You do?
Lugia: yes, let me show you.
To this I had the mental impression and sensation like she was hugging and kissing whatever my other body is, 4th density or whatever it is and also doing a deep kiss. During this I could feel that indeed she did have desires to share with me of which sex is a part, like she had certain desires, passions towards me, like I mentioned, sharing that sex is only a part but also for me to father at least 1 of the next several children she would have. Then we parted.
Lugia: see what I mean. Though I can, focus past it, those, desires, are still there.
The rest of the mediation continued. I added in wanting to know and understand why these beings that are conversing with me, that I channel or whatever, feel this way towards me and tend to be erotic towards me.
Overall a great meditation, I could feel the things Orin described and I could feel my own radiance growing greatly, like the radiance of my light reaches from where I am out way past the kuiper belt out not far from Proxima Centari now.
<this bit I'm adding after the meditation is over since she wants to say
Lugia: Just relax and accept it. It is quite normal and natural for who and what you are, the type of being that you are. Quite normal and natural my son so relax, accept it. It is a natural part of who and what you are. As natural as it is for a human to have hair and to be warm blooded. and there is no taboo as I said here concerning you sharing with family, including Me and Ceta, as we have discussed before. I'll go now so you can post this and eat.
Red: good morning. Just wanted to say some of the pod, most of them really, the majority, are looking forward to if you do visit. the rest are either neutral or just do a mental type shrug, not that they wouldn't want you to visit, but will wait till if you do visit to see how well you get along.
The ones who did look over your file liked what they saw. not that we are or were keeping a file on you. It's just the information available when they looked up the information about you. There is some information out there, like there are for other celebrities.
Me: come on, you expect me to believe that I am a celebrity on the other side?
Red: in certain ways and circles yes. Lots of territory here on the other side and there are some the are very well known that would surprise you, and you are one of them. No hurry, feel free to visit once you've been back a while. I'll ask you after you've been back a bit if you want to visit. I think some of your family will be doing that, reminding you and us if you'd like to here some requests from new and old friends, lovers and the like. But I expect once you've been back for a while it'll quickly become old hat, I think the earthers have a saying. you'll quickly get use to it once your full memories & such return. Though we do look forward to your visit. I'm sure you'll fit right in here and will get along with many. Undoubtedly you'll have quite a bit of fun, including of the more intimate type too.
Just wanted to say a few things this morning before you eat breakfast and then nap. As for fun of the intimate type, I know Blue & I are diffidently looking forward to having some of that with you.
Blue: Certainly am, with such a sexy orca as yourself. mmmhmmm
Me: Thanks. I look forward to it also.
Blue: and we have more then just orcas in this pod, you've seen 1 non orca member. Well talk to you later sexy.
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Red popped up as I was laying down trying to go to sleep. I had the mental impression of her rubbing her female slit against my male slit (dolphins & orca males have their maleness within a slit so the body is more streamlined, unless they are erect).
Red: there, doesn't that feel pretty good?
Me: yes it does. <I did have to admit it did feel pleasurable.
She continued this for a few more seconds before stopping and speaking.
Red: Well there's another thing we need to discuss. Some of us females, me especially, would like you to consider perhaps fathering a child with some of us if you would not mind. Since I got a good feel of your energy, a bit afterwards when I thought it over I realized my intuition said, and I wanted, you to father at least 1 of the next few children I'll eventually have, no hurry, think it over and not till you've been fully back home for a bit at least.
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Then she left a bit after that. I'm still puzzled as to why Red did that and why it seems I seem to be popular with certain beings, and certain beings tend to be erotic towards me, or is it just that open in places other then the earth. I can understand it being that open compared to earth, but why it seems the ones who do contact me tend to be more erotic towards me. I may ask about that. Gaia is one of them that is very erotic towards me usually, and others, though I'm not complaining, just wondering why. I'll think about it and ask later also.
I'll go ahead and combine this with a journal since the entry about my meditation would be to long.
I did the 7th solar radiance mediation and it went very well. It was about manifesting what you want with light. Orin described the process, from going to the soul realm and radiating even more light, taking more light of the soul realm into myself till I would shine like a star. Picking out what I wanted to manifest. I picked 2 things. I want to go home very soon and be able to consciousnessly project (different then the astral projection, totally different). Then briefly Lugia popped up during this.
me: I was wondering, why is it that most of the beings that talk to me, or I channel or whatever it is, act erotic towards me?
Lugia: it's because of who and what you are. it is quite natural and normal for you so relax and accept it. The true is I feel the same towards you also.
me: You do?
Lugia: yes, let me show you.
To this I had the mental impression and sensation like she was hugging and kissing whatever my other body is, 4th density or whatever it is and also doing a deep kiss. During this I could feel that indeed she did have desires to share with me of which sex is a part, like she had certain desires, passions towards me, like I mentioned, sharing that sex is only a part but also for me to father at least 1 of the next several children she would have. Then we parted.
Lugia: see what I mean. Though I can, focus past it, those, desires, are still there.
The rest of the mediation continued. I added in wanting to know and understand why these beings that are conversing with me, that I channel or whatever, feel this way towards me and tend to be erotic towards me.
Overall a great meditation, I could feel the things Orin described and I could feel my own radiance growing greatly, like the radiance of my light reaches from where I am out way past the kuiper belt out not far from Proxima Centari now.
<this bit I'm adding after the meditation is over since she wants to say
Lugia: Just relax and accept it. It is quite normal and natural for who and what you are, the type of being that you are. Quite normal and natural my son so relax, accept it. It is a natural part of who and what you are. As natural as it is for a human to have hair and to be warm blooded. and there is no taboo as I said here concerning you sharing with family, including Me and Ceta, as we have discussed before. I'll go now so you can post this and eat.
111 RED, LUGIA
Me: so, why do I get experience vertigo often at some point when I am doing a guided meditation?
Lugia: that is due to the energies involved and the states of consciousness at times involved and the energies involved with that, interacting with your physical body. An unfortunate side effect, luckily it is very mild.
me: indeed, it doesn't last long and is very mild.
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Red: I looked into it a bit and you indeed do have quite a few lovers. Not that any of us mind. and as we said you're more then welcome to hang out with our pod anytime you want. Obviously easiest once you're back.
Lugia: I'm happy that you are popular, you are as popular within the family as you are within certain circles outside the family and with certain others.
Red: indeed, me and blue both agree he can visit our pod and stay as long as he wants. more then welcome, especially among certain members and frequent visitors. maybe you'll even become one of the frequent visitors.
Lugia: You are one who would frequently maybe, or anyway you are one would visit areas other then the family collective area I'm sure?
me: yes, I do think I would like to visit areas other then the famiy area. I understand some would remain within the family areas only, but I feel I'd like to visit and hang out in other areas too. Not sure of the exact percentage. I may just let whim and preference be part of the deciding factor.
Lugia: That is fine and more in line with being true to yourself then forcing yourself to stay longer then you'd like, unless it's to get a certain project finished or spend extra time with someone or more then someone.
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Me: I guess the sharing and sex thing is much more open in certain areas then the earth is?
Lugia: certainly is, in some areas, quite open. In some areas it's as open as being able to wear a hat is in American society. Though some of those societies that have it that open have certain places to go if you are in the mood for sex but your close friends, lovers & family are not available. though some are totally open with just anybody, many are more like we are. Very open with our friends, lovers, family members, but only those who are as open as we are. But not totally open with anyone. Though there are others who are not as open, and focus on sharing with only a few, or only 1. some others are into that only rarely, having little interest.
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Me: Ah, and I guess there are some I hang out with that are into that? don't want to sound like I'm only interested in that.
Lugia: relax dear. here there is no stigma to that. Here many in the family are totally open about sharing, especial and in that way. But really only with fellow family members they are close to and some friends and lovers that are not. As for you, there is at least 1 dolphin pod you hang out with, orca pod, you have the one that Red & blue are elders for, some nagas, you know of 2 unicorns, and some other species, including some some that have knots, lay eggs, and other sorts of fun. There is Fred also, though he's keeping himself busy, that's why he's not been in any of your conversations lately. Sara and Sam also. some of them are busier then others. it's all about personal choice. and one thing to consider, being a stellar light being, among other things. those you share with are helped more then just by having shared pleasure, love, with you, your energy and light helps the as well. one reason you are so popular with certain beings. Your list of friends and lovers is quite varied if you consider the species, unicorns, dolphins, orcas, dragons, nagas, a tentacled being, dinosaurs, reptilians, Some who switch their species, like you do, some planetary beings like Gaia, at least 1 stellar being. It may sound like a lot but there are some like Gaia who do different species in the body she presents, though she is a planetary being, that is when she's not interested in sharing in her true form. Same with some other beings. And she is interested in sharing in her true form sometimes, as other beings are. Just depends on their mood, as it does yours.
So part of your nature ensures that you are popular with certain beings. You do have a number of friends, close friends and lovers.
It may sound like a lot of species I mentioned, but you do have a number of friends, close friends, lovers, mates some would call themselves, using term for close lovers.
also some beings switch to different species like you do, though like you, they do have certain preferences.
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me: so, Gaia said she's not the only planetary being I've been with.
Lugia: she's right by far. I could name some, some are males, some females. Some do have a preference, but many change their genders, some like Gaia prefer 1 gender.
1 world I will mention, is where some orcas & dolphins live, some shark types like Karinus. There is a world, that you've had relations with. She, sometimes he, is content till you are fully back here. Seeing it as both since you're incarnated on earth then it's better to not have to many you contacted but I did ask her ot send you a brief message, her since her current mood is being a female.
me: yes, I did bet a feeling and a mental image, an anthro female cetacean of no particular species.
Lugia: yes, that's her, a water type world with some aquatic species, and some non aquatic species.
me: I did feel some strong connection,love like.
Lugia: similar to between you and Gaia, I'll leave it a surprise if you have any other planetary beings or sun beings as lovers or friends.
me: I bet I do.
Lugia: maybe, but I'll not say how many. Being a stellar light being, that is part of why. You are a type of star. not the same type of being as Sol, earth's sun, but a similar type in that you are a stellar light being too.
me: like a different variety or sub species?
Lugia: Something along those lines yes, but not exactly. But roughly vaguely correct yes. But basically correct yes.
Me: I'm glad you are all being so honest.
Lugia: why would we not be. You are aware of your true self, or as much as you can at this time. Also with the choice you're going to make, why wouldn't some of us present ourselves for you to meet & talk to.
Me: you mean my choosing to not incarnate and remain separate as a being, but fully aware of myself and my true self, or however you'd phrase that?
Lugia: essentially correct dear, but when the time comes that we ask you we'll give you details and answer any questions you want, and you can take as long as you want to decide.
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Me: how about what someone mentioned on their thread where each incarnation is a unique personality and the rest she said?
Lugia: well it is complicated. But to simplify things a bit... one thing is with your incarnation on earth, the way our collective or family is is that as you have experiences on the earth, you upload that so the rest of us knows of earth as much as you do, besides if we decided to look into things and research ourselves. Thought it's not forced. You decide if you want to do this before the incarnation starts or if we ask for you to do that. Also some members can decide they don't want the information or have no interest. Think of it as a data pool that others can dip into if they want. Your experiences add to this pool.
Also as for each incarnation, you have certain potential personality traits that you can choose to emphasis, also as you have experiences you have your personality develop along unique line, also the extension you could say you are part of has a certain theme, that may itself emphasize a personality trait or 2. so though you have the same personality, but certain traits in you may be more developed then others that another incarnation of the same being may have. Then there are the facts that a soul may change to another personality being to incarnate, & that will complicate things since the new personality with the new soul will recall, or can recall, the life that another incarnated as the soul did since the soul will remember. Also if I were to incarnate and you were aware enough, you could tap into that, as I mentioned above, the data pool I mentioned. So you see it can be complicated.
Me: I think I do understand.
Lugia: so you can see how complicated it can be.
Also planetary and star beings do have friends, lovers, communities, also beings on up, like that do also. it does make sense if you think about it. if individual incarnates like humans, Sirians do, then why not planetary, star, and other that some may call higher beings have communities and friends, lovers too. Though some of us do not like that term of higher being. We prefer to look at it as a different choice of focus. We since though I'm not a planetary or star being, I have been before, in the past of another universe, and some can say I'm a higher being, but again I don't like terms like higher. And yes you do move in those circles too. You can say you move in various levels. Circles like individual Sirian pods, individual incarnates you have as lovers, friends, also planetary, and star beings you have as friends and lovers, and some family members too of course, you are very close with some of them too. Though you already know that.
Me: So I move in multiple circles of multiple levels? That sounds neat.
Lugia: indeed you do dear. individual incarnates, planetary/star beings, those above those. of course also some who have never incarnated that can be fit into one of the other circles of this or that level. Quite varied. I am glad that makes you happy and you have friends, lovers, and the like and they are quite varied in various ways including levels of being. Quite proud and happy.
Lugia: that is due to the energies involved and the states of consciousness at times involved and the energies involved with that, interacting with your physical body. An unfortunate side effect, luckily it is very mild.
me: indeed, it doesn't last long and is very mild.
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Red: I looked into it a bit and you indeed do have quite a few lovers. Not that any of us mind. and as we said you're more then welcome to hang out with our pod anytime you want. Obviously easiest once you're back.
Lugia: I'm happy that you are popular, you are as popular within the family as you are within certain circles outside the family and with certain others.
Red: indeed, me and blue both agree he can visit our pod and stay as long as he wants. more then welcome, especially among certain members and frequent visitors. maybe you'll even become one of the frequent visitors.
Lugia: You are one who would frequently maybe, or anyway you are one would visit areas other then the family collective area I'm sure?
me: yes, I do think I would like to visit areas other then the famiy area. I understand some would remain within the family areas only, but I feel I'd like to visit and hang out in other areas too. Not sure of the exact percentage. I may just let whim and preference be part of the deciding factor.
Lugia: That is fine and more in line with being true to yourself then forcing yourself to stay longer then you'd like, unless it's to get a certain project finished or spend extra time with someone or more then someone.
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Me: I guess the sharing and sex thing is much more open in certain areas then the earth is?
Lugia: certainly is, in some areas, quite open. In some areas it's as open as being able to wear a hat is in American society. Though some of those societies that have it that open have certain places to go if you are in the mood for sex but your close friends, lovers & family are not available. though some are totally open with just anybody, many are more like we are. Very open with our friends, lovers, family members, but only those who are as open as we are. But not totally open with anyone. Though there are others who are not as open, and focus on sharing with only a few, or only 1. some others are into that only rarely, having little interest.
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Me: Ah, and I guess there are some I hang out with that are into that? don't want to sound like I'm only interested in that.
Lugia: relax dear. here there is no stigma to that. Here many in the family are totally open about sharing, especial and in that way. But really only with fellow family members they are close to and some friends and lovers that are not. As for you, there is at least 1 dolphin pod you hang out with, orca pod, you have the one that Red & blue are elders for, some nagas, you know of 2 unicorns, and some other species, including some some that have knots, lay eggs, and other sorts of fun. There is Fred also, though he's keeping himself busy, that's why he's not been in any of your conversations lately. Sara and Sam also. some of them are busier then others. it's all about personal choice. and one thing to consider, being a stellar light being, among other things. those you share with are helped more then just by having shared pleasure, love, with you, your energy and light helps the as well. one reason you are so popular with certain beings. Your list of friends and lovers is quite varied if you consider the species, unicorns, dolphins, orcas, dragons, nagas, a tentacled being, dinosaurs, reptilians, Some who switch their species, like you do, some planetary beings like Gaia, at least 1 stellar being. It may sound like a lot but there are some like Gaia who do different species in the body she presents, though she is a planetary being, that is when she's not interested in sharing in her true form. Same with some other beings. And she is interested in sharing in her true form sometimes, as other beings are. Just depends on their mood, as it does yours.
So part of your nature ensures that you are popular with certain beings. You do have a number of friends, close friends and lovers.
It may sound like a lot of species I mentioned, but you do have a number of friends, close friends, lovers, mates some would call themselves, using term for close lovers.
also some beings switch to different species like you do, though like you, they do have certain preferences.
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me: so, Gaia said she's not the only planetary being I've been with.
Lugia: she's right by far. I could name some, some are males, some females. Some do have a preference, but many change their genders, some like Gaia prefer 1 gender.
1 world I will mention, is where some orcas & dolphins live, some shark types like Karinus. There is a world, that you've had relations with. She, sometimes he, is content till you are fully back here. Seeing it as both since you're incarnated on earth then it's better to not have to many you contacted but I did ask her ot send you a brief message, her since her current mood is being a female.
me: yes, I did bet a feeling and a mental image, an anthro female cetacean of no particular species.
Lugia: yes, that's her, a water type world with some aquatic species, and some non aquatic species.
me: I did feel some strong connection,love like.
Lugia: similar to between you and Gaia, I'll leave it a surprise if you have any other planetary beings or sun beings as lovers or friends.
me: I bet I do.
Lugia: maybe, but I'll not say how many. Being a stellar light being, that is part of why. You are a type of star. not the same type of being as Sol, earth's sun, but a similar type in that you are a stellar light being too.
me: like a different variety or sub species?
Lugia: Something along those lines yes, but not exactly. But roughly vaguely correct yes. But basically correct yes.
Me: I'm glad you are all being so honest.
Lugia: why would we not be. You are aware of your true self, or as much as you can at this time. Also with the choice you're going to make, why wouldn't some of us present ourselves for you to meet & talk to.
Me: you mean my choosing to not incarnate and remain separate as a being, but fully aware of myself and my true self, or however you'd phrase that?
Lugia: essentially correct dear, but when the time comes that we ask you we'll give you details and answer any questions you want, and you can take as long as you want to decide.
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Me: how about what someone mentioned on their thread where each incarnation is a unique personality and the rest she said?
Lugia: well it is complicated. But to simplify things a bit... one thing is with your incarnation on earth, the way our collective or family is is that as you have experiences on the earth, you upload that so the rest of us knows of earth as much as you do, besides if we decided to look into things and research ourselves. Thought it's not forced. You decide if you want to do this before the incarnation starts or if we ask for you to do that. Also some members can decide they don't want the information or have no interest. Think of it as a data pool that others can dip into if they want. Your experiences add to this pool.
Also as for each incarnation, you have certain potential personality traits that you can choose to emphasis, also as you have experiences you have your personality develop along unique line, also the extension you could say you are part of has a certain theme, that may itself emphasize a personality trait or 2. so though you have the same personality, but certain traits in you may be more developed then others that another incarnation of the same being may have. Then there are the facts that a soul may change to another personality being to incarnate, & that will complicate things since the new personality with the new soul will recall, or can recall, the life that another incarnated as the soul did since the soul will remember. Also if I were to incarnate and you were aware enough, you could tap into that, as I mentioned above, the data pool I mentioned. So you see it can be complicated.
Me: I think I do understand.
Lugia: so you can see how complicated it can be.
Also planetary and star beings do have friends, lovers, communities, also beings on up, like that do also. it does make sense if you think about it. if individual incarnates like humans, Sirians do, then why not planetary, star, and other that some may call higher beings have communities and friends, lovers too. Though some of us do not like that term of higher being. We prefer to look at it as a different choice of focus. We since though I'm not a planetary or star being, I have been before, in the past of another universe, and some can say I'm a higher being, but again I don't like terms like higher. And yes you do move in those circles too. You can say you move in various levels. Circles like individual Sirian pods, individual incarnates you have as lovers, friends, also planetary, and star beings you have as friends and lovers, and some family members too of course, you are very close with some of them too. Though you already know that.
Me: So I move in multiple circles of multiple levels? That sounds neat.
Lugia: indeed you do dear. individual incarnates, planetary/star beings, those above those. of course also some who have never incarnated that can be fit into one of the other circles of this or that level. Quite varied. I am glad that makes you happy and you have friends, lovers, and the like and they are quite varied in various ways including levels of being. Quite proud and happy.
Wednesday, September 30, 2015
110 GAIA [Wed 9-30]
I delayed my eating since it felt like Gaia wanted to say something.
Me: I see you were being erotic with me again during a meditation, not that I mind, it is enjoyable.
Gaia: yes lover, fun and pleasure for us both, sharing pleasure, sensual joy, love But I did it low enough & light since it wouldn't really interfere or distract you from your guided meditations, those are great by the way, keep doing them.
<here she came closer to me, felt like I was in an anthro orca form again. She started caressing my chest then moved down to my belly then my maleslit as she said the following. and I think she was in an earth human woman form.
Gaia: as for why I'm doing this sexy, well, <she leaned in closer in my mind's eye to kiss me, having reached my male slit with one hand and started caressing it. I could feel it though most of me was in the human body, part of me was in my orca form.> we do resonate as some would say lover, and I'd say we are mates. after all lover look how often we've done it and how our energies resonate, that is besides why you're here to anchor energies into the earth grid of my physical form. that is just, icing on the cake sexy. The love, pleasure, resonance of our being, that flows between us flows like a river. You have felt it before and do so now. So why wouldn't I consider you one of my lovers & mates also. the way we resonate, have shared pleasures, though you're not as sensitive or aware, sadly, as you can be being incarnated in a earth human body, but that will very soon change, you'll be back to your self, your true self, then you'll really understand even more then you do now and some of the fun that we can share can really start.
You can say the very universe & source sees us as lovers & mates since our love, pleasures, the pleasures and being that we've shared, the sex, we consider ourselves that, even if we were not always aware of it, our, your true self always was aware of this.
me: i guess it's to do with how our energies resonate, what brings us pleasure, joy, feels right ect. and our being lovers & mates does feel like all that.
Gaia: since we resonate well, why should we not share pleasures, love, sex, our being, with each other. you can say its going against what is right and proper not to do so. When we have we were going with the flow and what is right, and you are very sexy by the way, many of us think so. But you go and eat and rest sexy, your body needs the food and rest. i do appreciate you delaying that a bit so we can talk <here she kissed me again. At this point I thought why not and put my hands on her behind to caress it.> Nice, I was wondering when you would do that. But go and eat and rest. we'll talk later and yes, there are other planetary beings in similar relationships, and identical ones, with you, stellar, star beings too, and others on up from that.
Bye till later sexy. <she gave my chest a last caress>.
Me: I see you were being erotic with me again during a meditation, not that I mind, it is enjoyable.
Gaia: yes lover, fun and pleasure for us both, sharing pleasure, sensual joy, love But I did it low enough & light since it wouldn't really interfere or distract you from your guided meditations, those are great by the way, keep doing them.
<here she came closer to me, felt like I was in an anthro orca form again. She started caressing my chest then moved down to my belly then my maleslit as she said the following. and I think she was in an earth human woman form.
Gaia: as for why I'm doing this sexy, well, <she leaned in closer in my mind's eye to kiss me, having reached my male slit with one hand and started caressing it. I could feel it though most of me was in the human body, part of me was in my orca form.> we do resonate as some would say lover, and I'd say we are mates. after all lover look how often we've done it and how our energies resonate, that is besides why you're here to anchor energies into the earth grid of my physical form. that is just, icing on the cake sexy. The love, pleasure, resonance of our being, that flows between us flows like a river. You have felt it before and do so now. So why wouldn't I consider you one of my lovers & mates also. the way we resonate, have shared pleasures, though you're not as sensitive or aware, sadly, as you can be being incarnated in a earth human body, but that will very soon change, you'll be back to your self, your true self, then you'll really understand even more then you do now and some of the fun that we can share can really start.
You can say the very universe & source sees us as lovers & mates since our love, pleasures, the pleasures and being that we've shared, the sex, we consider ourselves that, even if we were not always aware of it, our, your true self always was aware of this.
me: i guess it's to do with how our energies resonate, what brings us pleasure, joy, feels right ect. and our being lovers & mates does feel like all that.
Gaia: since we resonate well, why should we not share pleasures, love, sex, our being, with each other. you can say its going against what is right and proper not to do so. When we have we were going with the flow and what is right, and you are very sexy by the way, many of us think so. But you go and eat and rest sexy, your body needs the food and rest. i do appreciate you delaying that a bit so we can talk <here she kissed me again. At this point I thought why not and put my hands on her behind to caress it.> Nice, I was wondering when you would do that. But go and eat and rest. we'll talk later and yes, there are other planetary beings in similar relationships, and identical ones, with you, stellar, star beings too, and others on up from that.
Bye till later sexy. <she gave my chest a last caress>.
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