Me: Thanks again for the talk yesterday, I think I understand the reason now why those who talk to me tend to be erotic, though not all the time.
Full Me: Glad to help and ot clear up a few things. I just wanted to talk a bit more about other things like what it's like here. For one thing you've been told there is a planet and it's the lower end of where we live. Well true, that is mainly for those who either want to join our family but are not ready yet, and some of us do like to visit there, or spend some time there. most of us live on a plane instead of a planet. You can imagine living on an entire plane instead of a planet gives a huge living area.
There are some manifested areas that are beyond what you can imagine. huge oceans, areas manifested to have fun in, relax, one could have a house and yard the size of a face of the moon. Huge but one could do that if one wanted. Imagine a castle and yard the size of the face of the moon that faces the earth.
Many have used large spaces to create various things, places to learn, relax, have fun, and other things. and as I said I'm working and doing my best, we all are, to ensure that you'll be returning here to love among us forever, as soon as possible, very soon it's supposed to be, though I can't say exactly when.
Me: Thanks, I appreciate that and am excited about going back home, though to bad it can't be today or a firm date, but I do understand that there are variables so you can't exactly say, and thanks about the talk about what home is like.
Full me: Just wanted you to know it won't be like 50 years till you return. and an example what it's like here. Huge parks, oceans, play areas of various types. Some of us have taken some areas here and manifested them elsewhere outside of where the family plane is so others can have a similar place,and some here are based on places elsewhere. There are also many different species here, among those who still have a form, or those who do a form sometimes.
Though there are many or some who change their species, either based on their whim or desire at the time, some of those focus on a set group of species, like their favorite incarnations, some related species like velociraptor, utah raptor, deinonychus, for one example of what a brother of ours changes to. Some prefer sticking with 1 gender, some change gender based on their desire or mood, some even do no gender or both. We usually do a herm, but even so we are male leaning, at times very male leaning. and are one that does various species based on our mood and who we are with and their preferences.
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Thought I'd do my journal here since there'll not be much to it.
I did the 8th and last of the solar radiance guided meditations for the first time today, great meditation as alll the others have been too. It want great, as always. I could feel the solar light cocoon and it stretched out past where Proxima centari was. I could feel the spinning and the radiance and that mine matched it perfectly, not just solar radiance of the soul realm, I added in all higher realms and included source light also. next I'll do that and add in angelic light as well as source and various frequencies of light of the highest planes.
The experience felt great, being in the solar light cocoon I felt like I was floating, felt like not having a physical body and being a being of pure light felt normal, natural, like that is the true me, not this physical body, which felt & feels very very heavy.
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Full me: indeed, that is our natural state, that and formlessness, that is all normal and natural to us as being, states of being that is what is normal to and for us as our states of being. Though we do visit other places, certain 4th density places like to be with certain friends and lovers. Some from past incarnations, some like Gaia are from a present incarnation who's relationship, like that of others, will stretch out into the ages beyond, some forever, literally.
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I did it the solar radiance guided meditation for the 2nd time and am done with the 1st pass of the course, great course. it went as great as all the others. I could feel the solar light filling me and my energy matching that light. in the meditation it was about building a solar consciousness. Guess that means i have built a solar consciousness. I could feel my energy matching that, and being much lighter, a being of light. as before it felt so light. I also visualized my solar cocoon being larger then the earth's solar system. A great meditation. I went pretty deep this time, deep medium I'd guess. I can feel I'm radiating more light, that I'm even more of a sun then before, more of my true self. I feel much lighter, in my energy bodies and systems. By comparison this human body feels very heavy and slow, very limited and limiting.
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I did the 5th radiance: self exciting guided meditation as part of the 2nd pass and it went great. I could feel that the solar radiance course I completed added another frequency to the various light frequencies that I radiate.my true self appeared to me and we were both in a, well from like the abdominal down we were beluga, and from around chest up we were anthro belugas. We had an deep very intimate kiss and hugging, no sex involved but I could feel we would very likely have sex in the future. or sharing that involves sex. He also said that he created me for this incarnation. Which makes me both as ancient as he is, since I am him, I'm an extension or aspect, whatever the term or label is I don't really care. But I'm also new at the same time. he also said I radiate many different frequencies also.
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