Levi: there is also a 3rd level of being. The intra universal. but let's not go into those to much at present and focus on the other 2. the one I call individual individual or I. I. and the other, the planetary, star, & galactic level of beings. You can say these 2 levels are like 2 different communities, though those from the planetary, star, & galactic do have individuals who are with the I.I. level at times, through a variety of ways. I don't like to label them as 1 or 2 since it may come across as the planetary, star and galactic being higher or more important. While they are often more aware, they are not more important or higher and some I. I. level of beings can be as aware as the, let's call it P. S. G. level of beings.
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then Levi switched to being a herm then to a full male, still caressing my sides and pressing close to me.
Levi: there, still feels good doesn't it, even though I'm a herm, and now a male. Told you can be a male and do enjoy it too sometimes. <the previous sentence said in a humorous voice>.
me: I like that, instead of us being just 1 gender all the time or having fun in just 1 way with 1 or both of us being just 1 gender.
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I did the 21st meditation. It went ok. I imagined the Renawre then the light body cocoon larger then the milky way galaxy, adding in the Fullonia & Vee light. Not any other energy frequency really. At the early part there were a few other frequencies, 1 or 2, then those ended pretty early in the meditation. overall an ok meditation, though I've still no idea what Daben means by lift out and going under.
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Levi and I had some sex, well an energy sharing sex type thing before I did the 22n'd meditation.
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I did the 22nd meditation and it went very well. I imagined my light body cocoon larger then the milky way galaxy, adding in my Fullonia and Vee light frequencies. Daben didn't vocalize the vee, he only did the Fullonia but I figured, why not add in the Vee, can't hurt anything.
During the meditation I went pretty deep and unlike where I'm like 90% in this physical body and 10% in I guess the 4th density, or whatever it is body. I was in both 100%. I guess experiencing what it's like to be multi dimensional. I did the guided meditation while I was with Levi. Levi was pressed up against me like usual and caressing me. I started caressing him, since he was in male form, or male leaning herm. Then we had sex for a while, not in any hurry. it was the usual pleasure and energy sharing type sex, different then 3rd density here.
I had certain suspicions as an idea came to me.
Me: are you like a higher aspect of me, or maybe of Ceta? or just a guide or something?
Levi was male here and had gone back to caressing my sides in a sensual manner: Does it really matter?
me: I guess not really.
I asked that question since at that point Levi felt much like me, maybe a more aware me and the reason none of the others had been contacting me maybe was maybe I was at a point where I needed time to myself since I had reached a new level or was in transition again.
me: I just don't' really want any drastic changes like happened in August.
Levi: I promise from now on there'll not be as drastic changes as happened then. But you really should continue with your meditation, we'll talk later.
at this point pop I was only in my human body. As often happens in this case at first I didn't remember the other bit, being with Levi, but it did come to me fairly quickly.
The rest of the mediation went pretty well.
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Me: I guess it doesn't matter if you are a higher aspect of me, Ceta, an independent being that I resonate with, we can be lovers and that is the main thing along with our energy does resonate.
Levi in a male gender: true, the exact details don't matter and can shift as you grow and gain awareness more of yourself, grow more into yourself. You've grown to a new level of being, which is great. you've become more of your trueself. At this new level of being, you are on 2 levels simultaneously. the, I hesitate to use level 1 but it's not lower or less important then this one. and this one where the Planetary, solar and galactic beings operate, live and are. Though there are many of us who operate on more then 1 level and by operate I mean doing various activities, even if it is just hanging out with lovers, friends and family who are not at this level. You'll continue to grow, expand and evolve, awakening and growing more into your true self, getting to know more solar and galactic beings, who'll be friends and some lovers, some both, with you. then upwards more to the next level of being, multi or intro universal level of being, more then 1 universe, and some operate on all 3. There is yet another past that, but when you get to the next one that one will be mentioned more. For now continue growing, evolving, having fun on both levels of being that you are at, that is the key importance, having fun on both. Or on just this one if you wish to drop the other. i do not think you will drop it, but there are some who do.
It is quite normal to be active, to varying degrees across all levels of being that you are capable of reaching and have reached and are at as a being. there are some who focus on just 1 level of being, dropping the others, or they pick and choose a few levels of being that really appeals to them, there are no wrong choices in this, just matters of preference.
me: I like the idea of being active, to varying degrees, across multiple levels. and I'm sure the degree I'm active on each will change, based on my mood, sometimes more, sometimes less, and maybe periods of time, not active at all. I guess this means I can now have more friends and more lovers.
Levi: indeed, you are true and right in all that you said. Very good. You are very aware of your true being and true self, continue, you are doing very well. Continue as you are doing now and plan to do and you'll do even better in the near and not so near future. That's a promise.
me: I look forward to learning more of these new levels of being and being introduced, and discovering, the new ways to have fun, as well as new ways to share & be intimate.
Levi: believe me, there are more then a few, many, who look forward to being with you to share fun, intimacy, sex, with you. I'll leave the details to a pleasant future surprise, well more then 1 surprise.
Me: so it's more then just planetary, solar and galactic beings at this level, whatever I am, and species collectives?
Levi: technically and in actuality you are a type of star, a type of solar being, there are more then just the classic star being, incarnated into a big ball of gas that's a nuclear fusion furnace. There is also your type as well. and yes some species collectives too. Some have not quite reached this level of being yet, and some are at the planetary level of being, some can raise to galactic level and beyond. There are some who are not planetary, star, galactic, nor collective, but just want to explore this level of being. but many of those eventually choose to focus on the 1st level of being, what I've called the Individual Individual level. it could be thought of as lower, but it isn't lower in importance, just a question of focus since some who operate solely there are as aware as some are here.
But go ahead and post this, we can talk more, don't want this post to get to long and you do need to eat and relax.
Monday, October 5, 2015
Sunday, October 4, 2015
121 LEVI [sun 10-4]
Levi: greetings. You are indeed returning home here soon as many have said, but the exact timetable can't be given since involves many variables.
Due to the new energies and the shift, your new energies there, you are particularly sensitive to certain frequencies. Also you are still going through considerable growth though it may not be apparent to you at the moment.
This is why I have appeared to you several days ago since you grew, expanded to a level where I could reach and converse with you. Our energies are of such resonance we can be lovers, or more, if you wish, though here we do not usually use labels. The most labels we use are friends, lovers, and such. Friends are those you hang out with for example and may share including sex but not as often or not as deeply as lovers. lovers are close friends who share, including sex, and when they share it is very deep, their very being. it is common that lovers will reach a point where they closely resonate, perhaps the point where they become of one resonance. This is more common then those on earth think. Some remain in this permanently, others may drift apart. Also being multi dimensional beings, for example, you and I can be of 1 resonance, you can be of Gaia, but Gaia and I may not be of 1 resonance. and you may also be of others, but they may not be of each other.
This seem to be contradictory but it shows an example of how multi dimensional nature works. On earth many incarnating there are of such development levels where they may be in perfect resonance with 1. Though they also confuse what some may call or label as a karmic soul mate, which really is a type of being who is either there to teach the person a lesson or lessons, teach each other lessons, or to stir certain things to help you to clear. many hold onto these when they should not. Also some who have one they resonate closely with may not incarnate together. Only 1 may. and the other may not incarnate.
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Me: thanks, I do hope i'll be going home soon instead of being here a long time.
Levi: it will be soon. you living there a long time is not in the cards. you can't live there 50 more years, nor 30.
me: I certainly hope so. the sooner the better. Not that I dislike being here. I'm overall neutral, just feel inside it's time to be moving on soon. hard to explain, though there are fun aspects to being incarnated on the earth. I feel a stronger pull to return or go home.
Levi: You will be returning here soon, so relax, rest assured.
As for the light body courses, those help you there and will here, as well as once you are here. it'll help the others who are incarnated as humans also in a process akin to a mirror. As you cleared yourself, grow, evolve, growing, expanding, growing upwards more and more. It will mean it's that much easier for the others incarnated there as well.
You are growing, evolving. As I mentioned before, lover, sexy <here I felt her rubbing my sides with her flippers, them being as flexible as hands> you are growing more into say your being as a star, a different type then a traditional star that some think of when they read or hear the word of star. But there are more then 1 type of star and you are another type, radiating light energy of certain frequencies, or across certain frequencies. But also as for individual species, well you've moved being past that. As you've been told. Incorporating into yourself and the process of your creation, being a star, reptilian, cetacean, insect, these are not set species but what you could call progenitor, which includes avian and dinosaur as well.
you've moved up a step or 2 in the past month. Now the circles you'll be moving in will be more those of planetary, star and galactic beings. You are moving up some would say, but we here don't like to say up. it's a question of focus. Not of higher or lower.
You are moving where you'll be more active, will have more focus with planetary, star, galactic beings and individuals. Also those who are of this level, since they focus elsewhere, on this level I mean of a level like individual unicorns, humans, Lyrans, ect. You'll still operate at this level too, though less so then at the planetary, star, & galactic beings level. Though some of us do incarnate as individuals, or have an individual form like myself, and Gaia do. If you are wondering, yes, you can regard me as a higher aspect to the Levi that appeared before. The exact distinction is unimportant. You can regard me as a planetary being, or an aspect of a planetary water world being. There are many water worlds that exist, not just 1 or 2. Though I do have aspects like this one that does various forms. Gaia manifests as a human woman at times, and I do as this whale form. Though I can do others too, of course, and We're all on our way to being lovers like you and Gaia already are.
me: I do feel like our energy resonates and a pleasure of the energy type as we are close together and touching.
Levi: An excellent indication of how much we resonate and how right this relationship we are building is sexy. go with the flow and what feels right. The inner pleasure are feeling, though not super powerful, is a thing that can't be faked sexy. So, what do you say?
me: Well, if you're willing to do different species and genders, forms, instead of just 1 all the time. <the next bit i said humorously.> guess I am moving up in the universe, hanging out with planetary beings.
Levi: yes, how can we not hang out with sexy ones such as yourself. our energies to resonate. You are wondering why we're female. Well many who incarnate prefer that since by biological tradition among many, though not all, species, including sentient species, though not all, females tend to be more of the nurturer of young, so hence there is a unconscious belief that inhabiting sentients think of the planet and planetary being as female. I do different genders based on my mood. So I do promise you we can have fun with me in different genders and species. Among species I have my preferences as you do. Genders also. Gaia's natural preference is heavily, very very heavily towards being female. I'm flexible myself. Sam you've met. I do promise you'll be with star beings, some of the same type of star being such as yourself. And before to long galactic beings also, or ones of that level. Though you'll still be active on say the individual individual level. I don't like saying lower down since that's not right. As I said it's a question of focus and preference, also some planetary beings may incarnate or manifest multiple forms & bodies. Just like you and Gaia, the 2 of us have an eternity to have fun, talk, hang out, have all sorts of sex, sharing, and so on.
We will get along well, with lots of pleasure, just like you and Gaia. Some other planetary beings and star beings also. Galactic beings also lie in your future.
You may wonder what is the difference between us planetary, star, & galactic level beings and those not of this level. Well, <and here her caresses felt like her intent were taking on a more erotic and sexual overtones> for one we can have all sorts of pleasure together. We can share all sorts of pleasure, and many times at the same time. Also it can be a question of level of awareness, types of fun we can share, types of sexual pleasures, sometimes multiple types shared at the same time. <the last sentence she said at in a partially serious non serious tone with erotic and sexual intent as she pressed herself to me. Not forcing herself onto me, just being partially serious. and she shifted to being a herm> and as well as different types of pleasures and genders.
<then she shifted fully to male but moved a short distance away, again this is the mental images I'm getting like I'm in 2 places at once. 1 typing this and another body wherever she is, well he is not>
Well to be a bit more serious, and yes i do like fun as a male as well as female and herm. but back to being mostly serious. it is about levels of awareness. As you are learning. being in 2 places at once doing 2 different things. though its not just planetary, star, galactic beings who do this. many who are not of this level do, some of this level do not, but those who do not are very exceedingly rare if they are incarnated as a star or planet. They'll usually have at least 1 other body to do stuff with.
So you see what I mean by we at this level are not higher then individuals not of this level like say Treb. It's a question of preference, focus, ect. And you do like operating, being on these different levels?
Me: yes, I like the idea. So you think I'd prefer being more on this level to the individual individual level?
Levi: overall yes, though you may have a mood where you'll want to be active on the I.I. level, to avoid keep using the same words over and over. Though you'll live here and be here a lot, but also be at the I.I. levels too, many of us are, not sticking to just this level only. it's all about preference. But there's lot of sexy fun, and non sexy fun ahead for us, in all sorts of species, genders. like there is for you and Gaia, though she strongly prefers to be female, not like myself, you and others. Though you are often a male leaning herm.
There are still the I.I. ones you'll be with. ones you know like some family members, some who are not, Red, Blue, MoonDancer, Maribelle, some others. The family here has all sorts, including some galactic level beings, star, planetary. You'll gradually learn more of us here, and once you're here, many more planetary, galactic, and star level beings. you move in this circle & level now. You reached it a while ago, when Gaia first appeared to you to be lovers, you were not quite at that level, but getting close, now you have reached it, well a few week ago you sort of did. You officially fully are on this level now, congrats. That means much more fun, pleasure, sex, ahead for you, all sorts and kinds.
Think of it sort of like with a 2nd planetary being, me, as a lover, that means more, star beings, galactic too. all part of your growth process lover.
Me: I look forward to that. <next said humorously> so, is Gaia behind this?
Levi: no, not precisely, though she does want and will be happy at this, since it means you've grown, expanded, to a new level of being and a new level of yourself. Congratulations lover on reaching a new level of being, awakening, growing, to more of yourself.
Me: thanks. guess this means more planetary, star, ect beings will be popping up?
Levi: yes, but no hurry to that. Plenty of time. Also beings at this level are progenitor beings, as well as what you may call progenitors of 1 species, like Nagas. So very varied at this level. and you have joined us fully now, congratulations. and again it doesn't mean you can't operate at the I.I. level, some of us do, many do. even if we do not incarnate at that level, we can manifest a body to operate at that level, visit friends, have fun, learn, teach, and so on. As many things for you to do at this level as at that level.
many at this level also wish me to say their congratulations as well to you. many of them say they'll look forward to meeting you later in your personal future. some are really looking forward to it, in terms of possible future lovers, close friends. Also some may have aspects of facets that you encountered before that operate at the I.I. level. Some do like to incarnate at that level or have a manifested body and keep an aspect at that level doing this or that.
me: Thanks, and send all the rest my thanks also. neat that I reached this level of being. I'm a bit excited I must say. can't wait even more till I get home.
Levi: it is a great achievement. You'll love it at this level of being. just relax and enjoy the ride. You'll continue to learn and grow, especially if you continue the light body courses, and some of the books you picked out to eventually get, and writing down some of your thoughts. The growth and expansion you reach while incarnated will be reflected on this side, so it's not a temporary thing at all. it's permanent. Plus you'll fully remember yourself here. But enough of that, congratulations from all of us here to you. we're all happy you have reached this level of being, you'll love it.
Due to the new energies and the shift, your new energies there, you are particularly sensitive to certain frequencies. Also you are still going through considerable growth though it may not be apparent to you at the moment.
This is why I have appeared to you several days ago since you grew, expanded to a level where I could reach and converse with you. Our energies are of such resonance we can be lovers, or more, if you wish, though here we do not usually use labels. The most labels we use are friends, lovers, and such. Friends are those you hang out with for example and may share including sex but not as often or not as deeply as lovers. lovers are close friends who share, including sex, and when they share it is very deep, their very being. it is common that lovers will reach a point where they closely resonate, perhaps the point where they become of one resonance. This is more common then those on earth think. Some remain in this permanently, others may drift apart. Also being multi dimensional beings, for example, you and I can be of 1 resonance, you can be of Gaia, but Gaia and I may not be of 1 resonance. and you may also be of others, but they may not be of each other.
This seem to be contradictory but it shows an example of how multi dimensional nature works. On earth many incarnating there are of such development levels where they may be in perfect resonance with 1. Though they also confuse what some may call or label as a karmic soul mate, which really is a type of being who is either there to teach the person a lesson or lessons, teach each other lessons, or to stir certain things to help you to clear. many hold onto these when they should not. Also some who have one they resonate closely with may not incarnate together. Only 1 may. and the other may not incarnate.
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Me: thanks, I do hope i'll be going home soon instead of being here a long time.
Levi: it will be soon. you living there a long time is not in the cards. you can't live there 50 more years, nor 30.
me: I certainly hope so. the sooner the better. Not that I dislike being here. I'm overall neutral, just feel inside it's time to be moving on soon. hard to explain, though there are fun aspects to being incarnated on the earth. I feel a stronger pull to return or go home.
Levi: You will be returning here soon, so relax, rest assured.
As for the light body courses, those help you there and will here, as well as once you are here. it'll help the others who are incarnated as humans also in a process akin to a mirror. As you cleared yourself, grow, evolve, growing, expanding, growing upwards more and more. It will mean it's that much easier for the others incarnated there as well.
You are growing, evolving. As I mentioned before, lover, sexy <here I felt her rubbing my sides with her flippers, them being as flexible as hands> you are growing more into say your being as a star, a different type then a traditional star that some think of when they read or hear the word of star. But there are more then 1 type of star and you are another type, radiating light energy of certain frequencies, or across certain frequencies. But also as for individual species, well you've moved being past that. As you've been told. Incorporating into yourself and the process of your creation, being a star, reptilian, cetacean, insect, these are not set species but what you could call progenitor, which includes avian and dinosaur as well.
you've moved up a step or 2 in the past month. Now the circles you'll be moving in will be more those of planetary, star and galactic beings. You are moving up some would say, but we here don't like to say up. it's a question of focus. Not of higher or lower.
You are moving where you'll be more active, will have more focus with planetary, star, galactic beings and individuals. Also those who are of this level, since they focus elsewhere, on this level I mean of a level like individual unicorns, humans, Lyrans, ect. You'll still operate at this level too, though less so then at the planetary, star, & galactic beings level. Though some of us do incarnate as individuals, or have an individual form like myself, and Gaia do. If you are wondering, yes, you can regard me as a higher aspect to the Levi that appeared before. The exact distinction is unimportant. You can regard me as a planetary being, or an aspect of a planetary water world being. There are many water worlds that exist, not just 1 or 2. Though I do have aspects like this one that does various forms. Gaia manifests as a human woman at times, and I do as this whale form. Though I can do others too, of course, and We're all on our way to being lovers like you and Gaia already are.
me: I do feel like our energy resonates and a pleasure of the energy type as we are close together and touching.
Levi: An excellent indication of how much we resonate and how right this relationship we are building is sexy. go with the flow and what feels right. The inner pleasure are feeling, though not super powerful, is a thing that can't be faked sexy. So, what do you say?
me: Well, if you're willing to do different species and genders, forms, instead of just 1 all the time. <the next bit i said humorously.> guess I am moving up in the universe, hanging out with planetary beings.
Levi: yes, how can we not hang out with sexy ones such as yourself. our energies to resonate. You are wondering why we're female. Well many who incarnate prefer that since by biological tradition among many, though not all, species, including sentient species, though not all, females tend to be more of the nurturer of young, so hence there is a unconscious belief that inhabiting sentients think of the planet and planetary being as female. I do different genders based on my mood. So I do promise you we can have fun with me in different genders and species. Among species I have my preferences as you do. Genders also. Gaia's natural preference is heavily, very very heavily towards being female. I'm flexible myself. Sam you've met. I do promise you'll be with star beings, some of the same type of star being such as yourself. And before to long galactic beings also, or ones of that level. Though you'll still be active on say the individual individual level. I don't like saying lower down since that's not right. As I said it's a question of focus and preference, also some planetary beings may incarnate or manifest multiple forms & bodies. Just like you and Gaia, the 2 of us have an eternity to have fun, talk, hang out, have all sorts of sex, sharing, and so on.
We will get along well, with lots of pleasure, just like you and Gaia. Some other planetary beings and star beings also. Galactic beings also lie in your future.
You may wonder what is the difference between us planetary, star, & galactic level beings and those not of this level. Well, <and here her caresses felt like her intent were taking on a more erotic and sexual overtones> for one we can have all sorts of pleasure together. We can share all sorts of pleasure, and many times at the same time. Also it can be a question of level of awareness, types of fun we can share, types of sexual pleasures, sometimes multiple types shared at the same time. <the last sentence she said at in a partially serious non serious tone with erotic and sexual intent as she pressed herself to me. Not forcing herself onto me, just being partially serious. and she shifted to being a herm> and as well as different types of pleasures and genders.
<then she shifted fully to male but moved a short distance away, again this is the mental images I'm getting like I'm in 2 places at once. 1 typing this and another body wherever she is, well he is not>
Well to be a bit more serious, and yes i do like fun as a male as well as female and herm. but back to being mostly serious. it is about levels of awareness. As you are learning. being in 2 places at once doing 2 different things. though its not just planetary, star, galactic beings who do this. many who are not of this level do, some of this level do not, but those who do not are very exceedingly rare if they are incarnated as a star or planet. They'll usually have at least 1 other body to do stuff with.
So you see what I mean by we at this level are not higher then individuals not of this level like say Treb. It's a question of preference, focus, ect. And you do like operating, being on these different levels?
Me: yes, I like the idea. So you think I'd prefer being more on this level to the individual individual level?
Levi: overall yes, though you may have a mood where you'll want to be active on the I.I. level, to avoid keep using the same words over and over. Though you'll live here and be here a lot, but also be at the I.I. levels too, many of us are, not sticking to just this level only. it's all about preference. But there's lot of sexy fun, and non sexy fun ahead for us, in all sorts of species, genders. like there is for you and Gaia, though she strongly prefers to be female, not like myself, you and others. Though you are often a male leaning herm.
There are still the I.I. ones you'll be with. ones you know like some family members, some who are not, Red, Blue, MoonDancer, Maribelle, some others. The family here has all sorts, including some galactic level beings, star, planetary. You'll gradually learn more of us here, and once you're here, many more planetary, galactic, and star level beings. you move in this circle & level now. You reached it a while ago, when Gaia first appeared to you to be lovers, you were not quite at that level, but getting close, now you have reached it, well a few week ago you sort of did. You officially fully are on this level now, congrats. That means much more fun, pleasure, sex, ahead for you, all sorts and kinds.
Think of it sort of like with a 2nd planetary being, me, as a lover, that means more, star beings, galactic too. all part of your growth process lover.
Me: I look forward to that. <next said humorously> so, is Gaia behind this?
Levi: no, not precisely, though she does want and will be happy at this, since it means you've grown, expanded, to a new level of being and a new level of yourself. Congratulations lover on reaching a new level of being, awakening, growing, to more of yourself.
Me: thanks. guess this means more planetary, star, ect beings will be popping up?
Levi: yes, but no hurry to that. Plenty of time. Also beings at this level are progenitor beings, as well as what you may call progenitors of 1 species, like Nagas. So very varied at this level. and you have joined us fully now, congratulations. and again it doesn't mean you can't operate at the I.I. level, some of us do, many do. even if we do not incarnate at that level, we can manifest a body to operate at that level, visit friends, have fun, learn, teach, and so on. As many things for you to do at this level as at that level.
many at this level also wish me to say their congratulations as well to you. many of them say they'll look forward to meeting you later in your personal future. some are really looking forward to it, in terms of possible future lovers, close friends. Also some may have aspects of facets that you encountered before that operate at the I.I. level. Some do like to incarnate at that level or have a manifested body and keep an aspect at that level doing this or that.
me: Thanks, and send all the rest my thanks also. neat that I reached this level of being. I'm a bit excited I must say. can't wait even more till I get home.
Levi: it is a great achievement. You'll love it at this level of being. just relax and enjoy the ride. You'll continue to learn and grow, especially if you continue the light body courses, and some of the books you picked out to eventually get, and writing down some of your thoughts. The growth and expansion you reach while incarnated will be reflected on this side, so it's not a temporary thing at all. it's permanent. Plus you'll fully remember yourself here. But enough of that, congratulations from all of us here to you. we're all happy you have reached this level of being, you'll love it.
Sunday 10-4
I did the 15th mediation for Radiance: self exciting & it went very well. I could feel the light energy of the Vee energy and I was radiating that along with the few other frequencies I still Radiate. I went pretty deep and it took me longer then normal to return.
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I did the 16h and it was ok overall. Treb seemed to pop up to tell me that I am doing great. He popped up very early on and said just the sentence or 2.
Then later on in the meditation I got the experience of experiencing myself as a very high being, also aware of myself as being incarnated as a human to help with the shift and the other stuff I experienced. So I was experiencing myself as the very high being experiencing myself as the incarnated as an earth human being.
I also got a message, no idea from who, that basically was: "going home very soon yes, today no." No idea what that as about.
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I did meditation 17 and it went sorta ok. I was radiating a little, the it dropped off and stopped towards the end.
I did the 18 and 19th meditation and I really wasn't radiating, feeble amounts at times. Still no idea what Daben means by lifting out and going under. he refuses to explain in the meditation so that is ok. I just ignore that when he says that.
maybe the reason I can't go home is maybe it works on some sort of points system and I don't have enough points to go home yet so have to stay here. No idea if it works like that, but who knows it may. If it is so, how do I get enough points to go home, I wonder.
I did number 20 & it went better. I could feel that I was radiating 1 or 2 frequencies unlike before where there are none. So overall it went better then the previous ones.
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I did the 16h and it was ok overall. Treb seemed to pop up to tell me that I am doing great. He popped up very early on and said just the sentence or 2.
Then later on in the meditation I got the experience of experiencing myself as a very high being, also aware of myself as being incarnated as a human to help with the shift and the other stuff I experienced. So I was experiencing myself as the very high being experiencing myself as the incarnated as an earth human being.
I also got a message, no idea from who, that basically was: "going home very soon yes, today no." No idea what that as about.
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I did meditation 17 and it went sorta ok. I was radiating a little, the it dropped off and stopped towards the end.
I did the 18 and 19th meditation and I really wasn't radiating, feeble amounts at times. Still no idea what Daben means by lifting out and going under. he refuses to explain in the meditation so that is ok. I just ignore that when he says that.
maybe the reason I can't go home is maybe it works on some sort of points system and I don't have enough points to go home yet so have to stay here. No idea if it works like that, but who knows it may. If it is so, how do I get enough points to go home, I wonder.
I did number 20 & it went better. I could feel that I was radiating 1 or 2 frequencies unlike before where there are none. So overall it went better then the previous ones.
120 LEVI & journal [sun 10-4]
I was talking to Levi this morning and she mentioned that the self that I see as a full gem, my true self, is a facet of another gem that is itself a facet of another them And she said she herself does have higher aspects. I asked if the facet of a gem that is really a facet of a gem goes all the way back to source and she said yes, that is the one true gem, the rest are facets of facets, of facets.
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I did the 13th guided meditation as part of the Radiance: self exciting audio course and it went ok to well. but at the very very start Levi appeared again.
Levi: <during this we were in both in whale like forms with her using her flippers to caress my sides, they were sort of flippers and hands with arms at the same time> Though you may grow upwards, there are some of us who'll always remain for you as lovers and more. Gaia, me, some other family members do have higher aspects. Think of me as the lowest aspect of me that you reached shortly before I appeared, and I have higher aspects. other family members have higher aspects too, some have their lowest aspects being those you've not quite reached yet. Also a you move up you may tip the balance in the planetary and star beings you associate with, and the individual incarnates and individual incarnates to use a term for those who incarnate and those who do not incarante as they know or understand it, but are not planetary or star beings. The percent of each that you interact with with the 2 groups, let's call it, may change over time, tipping more and more in the direction of planetary, star, galactic and so forth beings, but you'll never close yourself off from others who are not planetary, star and so on. And as for family members, we all have higher aspects you can reach. Gaia will always be there, I will be, MoonDancer, others you do not recall or have not met yet that you'll meet. So it'll not change quite as dramatically as it has recently for you.
<here she pressed her female slit to mine, rubbing slightly in a pleasurable sensation> for use there's always going to be time for 'breeding season, whether real or pretend. and don't forget others like Gaia. <here she lowered herself down to lick my male slit slowly with her tongue> but for us there'll always be time for fun, aways, as well as certain others.
Though the specifics may change it'll be not as dramatic. Think of it as you reaching the very lowest level of your true being now. Specifics may change, but we'll always be here. I may be a star, or a non earth giant aquatic being not whale like, ceta may prefer an insect or another cetacean over a dolphin type, red & blue may be orcas more, Lugia may be instead of a snake a type of dinosaur, other biped reptilians may appear, angels (as earth humans understand and call them) more planetary, star, and galactic beings will be numbered among those you associate with, and are friends and lovers with and more.
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Some of the above, especially the last paragraph Levi added in as i was typing instead of all of it being during the early part of the mediation. The meditation went good to ok. I noticed I wasn't radiating as much light energy as i had before. Not sure if that is I'm taking like a break, it's part of someone getting me ready to return home where I radiate less and less, or if I'm radiating as much but just in wavelengths and frequencies I an unable to consciously feel yet since maybe some of my frequencies have moved up.
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Levi: as you move up you'll reach higher aspects of us, some of us who don't have aspects where you are at present can reach, so new beings, those you reach now may change to a higher aspect you reach. Some you may, grow past, so to speak, but there is an eternity for them to reach you, or you can still lower yourself, not exactly the right term, but lower your resonance temporarily to reach, to be with them. in various ways. again not really lower your resonance & vibration, focus it in a certain way, not quite lowering, not really, so you can reach where their being exists on that level. I'll go now so you can eat. we'll talk later. There's much we wish to discuss with you, things besides the fun and sex we all wish to experience with you. and learning together, all mixed together since one can have fun together, as well as sex and still learn.
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I did the 13th guided meditation as part of the Radiance: self exciting audio course and it went ok to well. but at the very very start Levi appeared again.
Levi: <during this we were in both in whale like forms with her using her flippers to caress my sides, they were sort of flippers and hands with arms at the same time> Though you may grow upwards, there are some of us who'll always remain for you as lovers and more. Gaia, me, some other family members do have higher aspects. Think of me as the lowest aspect of me that you reached shortly before I appeared, and I have higher aspects. other family members have higher aspects too, some have their lowest aspects being those you've not quite reached yet. Also a you move up you may tip the balance in the planetary and star beings you associate with, and the individual incarnates and individual incarnates to use a term for those who incarnate and those who do not incarante as they know or understand it, but are not planetary or star beings. The percent of each that you interact with with the 2 groups, let's call it, may change over time, tipping more and more in the direction of planetary, star, galactic and so forth beings, but you'll never close yourself off from others who are not planetary, star and so on. And as for family members, we all have higher aspects you can reach. Gaia will always be there, I will be, MoonDancer, others you do not recall or have not met yet that you'll meet. So it'll not change quite as dramatically as it has recently for you.
<here she pressed her female slit to mine, rubbing slightly in a pleasurable sensation> for use there's always going to be time for 'breeding season, whether real or pretend. and don't forget others like Gaia. <here she lowered herself down to lick my male slit slowly with her tongue> but for us there'll always be time for fun, aways, as well as certain others.
Though the specifics may change it'll be not as dramatic. Think of it as you reaching the very lowest level of your true being now. Specifics may change, but we'll always be here. I may be a star, or a non earth giant aquatic being not whale like, ceta may prefer an insect or another cetacean over a dolphin type, red & blue may be orcas more, Lugia may be instead of a snake a type of dinosaur, other biped reptilians may appear, angels (as earth humans understand and call them) more planetary, star, and galactic beings will be numbered among those you associate with, and are friends and lovers with and more.
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Some of the above, especially the last paragraph Levi added in as i was typing instead of all of it being during the early part of the mediation. The meditation went good to ok. I noticed I wasn't radiating as much light energy as i had before. Not sure if that is I'm taking like a break, it's part of someone getting me ready to return home where I radiate less and less, or if I'm radiating as much but just in wavelengths and frequencies I an unable to consciously feel yet since maybe some of my frequencies have moved up.
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Levi: as you move up you'll reach higher aspects of us, some of us who don't have aspects where you are at present can reach, so new beings, those you reach now may change to a higher aspect you reach. Some you may, grow past, so to speak, but there is an eternity for them to reach you, or you can still lower yourself, not exactly the right term, but lower your resonance temporarily to reach, to be with them. in various ways. again not really lower your resonance & vibration, focus it in a certain way, not quite lowering, not really, so you can reach where their being exists on that level. I'll go now so you can eat. we'll talk later. There's much we wish to discuss with you, things besides the fun and sex we all wish to experience with you. and learning together, all mixed together since one can have fun together, as well as sex and still learn.
Saturday, October 3, 2015
119 LEVI, GAIA [Sat 10-3]
Blue: Though that bit about the mother teaching the offspring the initial lessons, well the mother and primarily the other female relatives, some male relatives, stretches way way way back in time when we were far less aware as a species then we are currently. See then the males, male relatives would start teaching the younger males after they had gotten past a certain age. Now we have schools, but do have some of the old traditions still. Though unlike humans it's not a total blank slate. Some who are totally new beings have that, but most choose to be, to have awareness that their parents have, those who created them, and we then let then pick what they want to learn. They may want to be a healer, ambassador, builder, creator, or some other activity, profession you can call it but we don't have professions here in our pod like on earth, here it's about what do you want to do, not what do you have to do to get money.
and here any created beings, offspring, are as old as they want to be. Like the 1st child you are aware of having with Gaia, choose to grow up very quickly and have both of your memories and wisdom, knowledge, then went off to learn to be a diplomat, and the 2nd one decided he wanted to continue having fun as a child, perhaps for centuries or even longer. It's all about choice.
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I think, at least for now, I'll stop doing the channeling and journal separately since with the journal there's not much at the moment, so for now I'll do them combined. If I have a journal entry of decent length, I'll still do that as a separate post/entry.
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I did the 9th guided meditation in the radiance, self exciting course and it went very well. I could feel the spinning like before and all the frequencies. I did visualize it as being very large, larger then the solar system and perhaps the galaxy.
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I did the 10th meditation and it went well. Not a lot to talk about here. Think the other 2 I may combine into this one since so far the guided mediation are going well. I am just doing them super fast since I'd like to finish this Wednesday then start the 2nd pass for the solar radiance on Thursday.
11 went great as well. Much the same as the previous one. The only main difference with this one was for a brief time I was swimming alongside a large sorta whale being who's energy felt familiar.
me: Levi, is that you?
Levi: Indeed. I was just in the mood to go swimming in one of the water places here. Glad you joined me here.
Me: I hope you don't have to put up with barnacles or anything like that. <I mention since I have heard some species of whales have barnacles on them at least part of the year.
Levi: no, not unless I want to have barnacles. To much of a bother really and that is really only a 3d thing. No real parasites or that sort of thing here, unless you want to experience that. We don't need to eat so we don't need fish, unless we want to see fish or have fish around as we swim. If you want to experience having barnacles or any other sort of parasite you have to manifest them here for yourself.
Me: like if you want to see beautiful coral structures, they'd not be real coral?
Levi: there is no need for a balanced ecosystem here unless you really want one. What we usually do is just manifest what we want to see or experience here. Any ecosystem is not in need of being balanced since it's not like in 3d here. We only have what we want here. Nothing like 3d.
Me: interesting. < I felt like asking a silly question> so is it breeding season for you here?
Here Levi turned around and started to caress me, pressing her underside, belly & chest to mine.
Levi: where you're concerned it's always breeding season. <she said in as humorous of a reply.>
Me: not sure if I want to father any kids or offspring with you just yet.
Levi (continuing as she had done before): no hurry, we can always pretend it is breeding season, even taking turns who is what gender, or we can always have fun and ignore if it is breeding season or not.
me: by fun you mean sharing in other ways then just but including sex. <not that I minded what she was doing. it was certainly enjoyable>
Levi: indeed, anything that the 2 of us find enjoyable to do together, or with a few invited in. I'm not always swimming here, was just in the mood to go for a swim in this form here. Feel free to pop in to visit me anytime.
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This the 12th meditation went ok to well as well. I'm still not sure what Daben means by layers in the Light Body Cocoon, but that is ok.
part of the meditation was me with Levi again, and briefly with Levi and Gaia in 2 different places, well 3 counting my human body.
I find myself standing on a beach looking at a very sexy attractive female anthro cetacean. She was laying on her side, but rolled onto her back when she saw me.
Levi: Come on over here sexy and lay down.
I looked at my arm and saw it was a kind of gray color as far as I could tell and I stared to feel the rest of me but stopped when I heard what Levi said. I didn't feel like manifesting a mirror to look at myself.
Levi: you are similar to me in appearance, an anthro cetacean of not any one species.
me: So how long was it for you, for me it's been only minutes, maybe 5 or so.
Levi did a sort of dismissive hand gesture as I walked over closer to her.
Levi: It doesn't really matter if time flows the same for us or not, lay here with me.
I lay down on her since I knew that's what she meant. She kissed me and started to caress my back and I kissed back as I caressed her back as well. Though she was laying on her back I could still caress her back. I guess how matter works different there then here since my intention was to caress her back for my hands and arms there was no ground. As we continued to caress and kiss each other I felt our energy flowing together not merging but something else I wasn't sure about.
me: I don't want to merge with you, if that's what's happening. <I said as we continued our kissing and caressing.
Levi: We're not silly, our energies are reaching a closer resonance to each other, like you and Gaia's has done a few times. Beautiful really. I wonder if he 2 of you will reach perfect sync one day.
Me: you mean like my full self, Sara and Sam?
Levi: precisely.
As our kissing and caressing continued I felt I knew a bit more about Levi, she had been a planet but also a star too, briefly.
Me: you've been a star too. < I said we broke our kiss at this point.
Levi: yes, a short lived white dwarf. another universe where the rules worked a bit different then here. Stars could start as white dwarves and not live long, or have a long life as red super giants. Well it still works that way, but I left that one and came here long ago, a very long time ago. But enough about that. I think it's beautiful that you have quite a few that you resonate with.
me: and it's great that jealously doesn't exist here.
Levi: indeed. While some or most of us intellectually understand what that is, we don't feel it here. After all, as close as our energy resonate and that we are lovers, how would you feel if I told you I do have 5, 10 or 20 other lovers?
I shrugged, me: I figure however old you are you would gain those over time, as apparently everyone and I do.
Levi caressed my chest in a sexy manner, : See, jealously is as alien to my emotions as it is to yours though we both intellectually know what it is.
She then moved herself and I felt a maleness I didn't know she had enter into my female slit, I had learned ages ago that whatever body I have, 4th density or whatever, it's default gender is a herm. She then took my maleness and pressed my hips with her hands so I entered her female slit. Very pleasurable.
me: and given our flexible our forms are to being shifted to our wishes and intents, we can enjoy some unique pleasures.
levi: indeed, we can both experience straight sex, lesbian, gay, more then one, in ways that are impossible on the earth. We can both penetrate each other at the same time, one can experience straight the other gay, many options.
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I did the 12th meditation only for a while here. During my time with Levi I had been both in my human body and also with her at the same time. for a while I was just in my human body only. Then I was with both Gaia and Levi at the same time. Both were on separate beaches but both beaches and I was now in 3 places, my human body, with Levi and with Gaia.
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Gaia was first in a 1 piece skin tight swimsuit then poof she was nude I was curioius what I looked like and saw my arm was grey again.
Gaia: you are an anthro dolphin. <She said as I walked over to lay next to but she pulled me down on top of her as she & I hugged & caressed each other, at the same time Levi and I were doing the same at the same time. It was slightly confusing being in 3 places at once but not to much so.
Gaia: but one with human type lips. <she said as we broke our kiss. and she caressed my chest in her usual sexual manner> Levi and I thought you were ready to experience being in 3 places at the same time. Less confusing since she & I are both on a beach. Not as confusing as if say she and you were in a forest while we are on a beach. We felt you were ready and to help you introduce you a bit more to your multi dimensional nature dear. And yes if our energies do reach perfect sync, I'd not mind. if it happens it happens if not, we can remain lovers and close friends in any case.
me: indeed, I'd like either of those. if it happens it will eventually, if not, as you say we can remain lovers and close friends in any case.
Levi: just as if ours does great, if not, well we are still lovers and I'd like to think friends.
Gaia: but this is enough for now, we'll all talk to you later, go ahead and post this and relax.
Me: just curious, I guess you're always female? <I asked Gaia since with Levi I think she mentioned she is male or female based on her mood and she was a herm briefly there earlier.
Gaia: yes, but for certain someone's I don't mind sometimes manifesting a penis, to enhance the types and ways I can have fun with certain someones. <she said giving me a seductive smile and look and caress of the chest. I'm guessing she means me and maybe certain others also, not just me since I'm sure she and Levi have who know how many other lovers besides me>.
and here any created beings, offspring, are as old as they want to be. Like the 1st child you are aware of having with Gaia, choose to grow up very quickly and have both of your memories and wisdom, knowledge, then went off to learn to be a diplomat, and the 2nd one decided he wanted to continue having fun as a child, perhaps for centuries or even longer. It's all about choice.
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I think, at least for now, I'll stop doing the channeling and journal separately since with the journal there's not much at the moment, so for now I'll do them combined. If I have a journal entry of decent length, I'll still do that as a separate post/entry.
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I did the 9th guided meditation in the radiance, self exciting course and it went very well. I could feel the spinning like before and all the frequencies. I did visualize it as being very large, larger then the solar system and perhaps the galaxy.
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I did the 10th meditation and it went well. Not a lot to talk about here. Think the other 2 I may combine into this one since so far the guided mediation are going well. I am just doing them super fast since I'd like to finish this Wednesday then start the 2nd pass for the solar radiance on Thursday.
11 went great as well. Much the same as the previous one. The only main difference with this one was for a brief time I was swimming alongside a large sorta whale being who's energy felt familiar.
me: Levi, is that you?
Levi: Indeed. I was just in the mood to go swimming in one of the water places here. Glad you joined me here.
Me: I hope you don't have to put up with barnacles or anything like that. <I mention since I have heard some species of whales have barnacles on them at least part of the year.
Levi: no, not unless I want to have barnacles. To much of a bother really and that is really only a 3d thing. No real parasites or that sort of thing here, unless you want to experience that. We don't need to eat so we don't need fish, unless we want to see fish or have fish around as we swim. If you want to experience having barnacles or any other sort of parasite you have to manifest them here for yourself.
Me: like if you want to see beautiful coral structures, they'd not be real coral?
Levi: there is no need for a balanced ecosystem here unless you really want one. What we usually do is just manifest what we want to see or experience here. Any ecosystem is not in need of being balanced since it's not like in 3d here. We only have what we want here. Nothing like 3d.
Me: interesting. < I felt like asking a silly question> so is it breeding season for you here?
Here Levi turned around and started to caress me, pressing her underside, belly & chest to mine.
Levi: where you're concerned it's always breeding season. <she said in as humorous of a reply.>
Me: not sure if I want to father any kids or offspring with you just yet.
Levi (continuing as she had done before): no hurry, we can always pretend it is breeding season, even taking turns who is what gender, or we can always have fun and ignore if it is breeding season or not.
me: by fun you mean sharing in other ways then just but including sex. <not that I minded what she was doing. it was certainly enjoyable>
Levi: indeed, anything that the 2 of us find enjoyable to do together, or with a few invited in. I'm not always swimming here, was just in the mood to go for a swim in this form here. Feel free to pop in to visit me anytime.
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This the 12th meditation went ok to well as well. I'm still not sure what Daben means by layers in the Light Body Cocoon, but that is ok.
part of the meditation was me with Levi again, and briefly with Levi and Gaia in 2 different places, well 3 counting my human body.
I find myself standing on a beach looking at a very sexy attractive female anthro cetacean. She was laying on her side, but rolled onto her back when she saw me.
Levi: Come on over here sexy and lay down.
I looked at my arm and saw it was a kind of gray color as far as I could tell and I stared to feel the rest of me but stopped when I heard what Levi said. I didn't feel like manifesting a mirror to look at myself.
Levi: you are similar to me in appearance, an anthro cetacean of not any one species.
me: So how long was it for you, for me it's been only minutes, maybe 5 or so.
Levi did a sort of dismissive hand gesture as I walked over closer to her.
Levi: It doesn't really matter if time flows the same for us or not, lay here with me.
I lay down on her since I knew that's what she meant. She kissed me and started to caress my back and I kissed back as I caressed her back as well. Though she was laying on her back I could still caress her back. I guess how matter works different there then here since my intention was to caress her back for my hands and arms there was no ground. As we continued to caress and kiss each other I felt our energy flowing together not merging but something else I wasn't sure about.
me: I don't want to merge with you, if that's what's happening. <I said as we continued our kissing and caressing.
Levi: We're not silly, our energies are reaching a closer resonance to each other, like you and Gaia's has done a few times. Beautiful really. I wonder if he 2 of you will reach perfect sync one day.
Me: you mean like my full self, Sara and Sam?
Levi: precisely.
As our kissing and caressing continued I felt I knew a bit more about Levi, she had been a planet but also a star too, briefly.
Me: you've been a star too. < I said we broke our kiss at this point.
Levi: yes, a short lived white dwarf. another universe where the rules worked a bit different then here. Stars could start as white dwarves and not live long, or have a long life as red super giants. Well it still works that way, but I left that one and came here long ago, a very long time ago. But enough about that. I think it's beautiful that you have quite a few that you resonate with.
me: and it's great that jealously doesn't exist here.
Levi: indeed. While some or most of us intellectually understand what that is, we don't feel it here. After all, as close as our energy resonate and that we are lovers, how would you feel if I told you I do have 5, 10 or 20 other lovers?
I shrugged, me: I figure however old you are you would gain those over time, as apparently everyone and I do.
Levi caressed my chest in a sexy manner, : See, jealously is as alien to my emotions as it is to yours though we both intellectually know what it is.
She then moved herself and I felt a maleness I didn't know she had enter into my female slit, I had learned ages ago that whatever body I have, 4th density or whatever, it's default gender is a herm. She then took my maleness and pressed my hips with her hands so I entered her female slit. Very pleasurable.
me: and given our flexible our forms are to being shifted to our wishes and intents, we can enjoy some unique pleasures.
levi: indeed, we can both experience straight sex, lesbian, gay, more then one, in ways that are impossible on the earth. We can both penetrate each other at the same time, one can experience straight the other gay, many options.
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I did the 12th meditation only for a while here. During my time with Levi I had been both in my human body and also with her at the same time. for a while I was just in my human body only. Then I was with both Gaia and Levi at the same time. Both were on separate beaches but both beaches and I was now in 3 places, my human body, with Levi and with Gaia.
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Gaia was first in a 1 piece skin tight swimsuit then poof she was nude I was curioius what I looked like and saw my arm was grey again.
Gaia: you are an anthro dolphin. <She said as I walked over to lay next to but she pulled me down on top of her as she & I hugged & caressed each other, at the same time Levi and I were doing the same at the same time. It was slightly confusing being in 3 places at once but not to much so.
Gaia: but one with human type lips. <she said as we broke our kiss. and she caressed my chest in her usual sexual manner> Levi and I thought you were ready to experience being in 3 places at the same time. Less confusing since she & I are both on a beach. Not as confusing as if say she and you were in a forest while we are on a beach. We felt you were ready and to help you introduce you a bit more to your multi dimensional nature dear. And yes if our energies do reach perfect sync, I'd not mind. if it happens it happens if not, we can remain lovers and close friends in any case.
me: indeed, I'd like either of those. if it happens it will eventually, if not, as you say we can remain lovers and close friends in any case.
Levi: just as if ours does great, if not, well we are still lovers and I'd like to think friends.
Gaia: but this is enough for now, we'll all talk to you later, go ahead and post this and relax.
Me: just curious, I guess you're always female? <I asked Gaia since with Levi I think she mentioned she is male or female based on her mood and she was a herm briefly there earlier.
Gaia: yes, but for certain someone's I don't mind sometimes manifesting a penis, to enhance the types and ways I can have fun with certain someones. <she said giving me a seductive smile and look and caress of the chest. I'm guessing she means me and maybe certain others also, not just me since I'm sure she and Levi have who know how many other lovers besides me>.
117 MIX [sat 10-3]
last night as I lay down to sleep Levi appeared again. This time she was in a whale type form. she got close to me and had her hands as hands instead of flippers and started caressing my sides in a sensual and erotic way, then pressing her female slit to mine. We talked as she continued to press her female slit to mine, her head was a bit more humanoid I think. Her caressing my sides and pressing her female slit to my male one did cause me to have an erection in both my bodies. which she took my other body's maleness into hers. it seems I was the same size as her, in a similar type of form. Anyway we then proceeded to have sex. I recall as she was caressing my sides she was saying stuff like that feel good doesn't it and mentioning if it wasn't right that I could feel that it wasn't. The sex did go on for a while. Not sure why she did that, guess she was in the mood or something.
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Then while I was laying down to go to sleep rd & blue popped up and both were caressing me and pressed close. Red took my maleness into her female slit and blue entered his maleness into me. We just stayed like that, no thrusting or anything. They mentioned that I needed to go to sleep so that is why we were going to hold things there and not proceed. During this I was a wiling participant. I went along ith it since it felt totally right and normal.
One that that red & blue mentioned to me was that we can do things that are physiologically impossible on earth.
Me: so do you still want to have children or whatever the term is/
Red: certainly I do want to create a new orca being with you if you wish. But we have the rest of eternity to get around to that. and if you are willing I, and some of the other females in our pod are willing to with you also. Only if you are willing and over the rest of eternity, so no hurry.
Blue: and not just the females, some of the males are willing also, and they are willing to do the teaching and raising, take the traditional ancient mother roles. But no hurry, you have all of eternity to decide. Just relax and go with the flow. You enjoy what we are doing since you are being true to your true self.
Red: Indeed, go with the flow and remain relaxed about it as you are doing. If what we were doing was not proper or was wrong you would know, just as you could feel and would know if what we are doing is lowering your vibration instead of increasing it. Go with what feels right, what brings joy, pleasure, excites you down to your very core. That will be your guide, and when you are here you'll have your full faculties too on top of that.
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Full me: yes, as Karinus mentioned there are some who do feel that since you'll be returning home soon or very soon if we can mange that, they should just act towards you the same as if you were here already and have been back for more then long enough so you are use to the way things are here, and so they can show you what things are like here so you can more quickly get use to the way things are here. Things will come back to you once you are here after your current, and technically first incarnation since you are new and ancient, is over. You'll have access to all of my memories and such since you are me and I'm you, but we've discussed that part and you and Karinus also . that you are new, but also ancient in that you are, of course, as old as i am, but new as far as being a new personality, aspect, extension, multi dimensional self, or whatever term and label you wish to use. That is part of why some act that way towards you, and part of your nature, as we discussed, brings that out in some that are open to that, as you've experienced. Just go with the flow of things as you have been doing, since that way you are being true to your real and true self.
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I did the 8th guided meditation of Radiance: self exciting and it went very well. I could feel the spinning of my light body cocoon and I was visualizing and doing my light body cocoon, not my Fullonia cocoon. Very early in the guided meditation Gaia popped up.
Gaia: They are just acting towards you as is natural for their pod and for your family. When you are on the other side of things you'll fully understand. Just go with what feels right, go with the flow. That is part of being true to your true being. And we'll have plenty of time to be together and have all sorts of fun too. We have eternity for that.
She switched between her forms of being a human woman, dolphin & orca during that conversation and was caressing me during part of that.
It seemed my light body cocoon was huge. Like it went out past where Proxima Centauri was and was light years across.
My Full Self: Yes, our light body cocoon is light years across, it is huge, very huge. Do not focus on just the Fullonia cocoon now since that will just limit you. Don't focus on a given size, imagine it as just huge, many light years across in size, but no diffident size, you don't need to imagine a diffident set size. Certainly not what Orin & Daben are saying at times. They are going very conservative since the majority of who they are working with are not anywhere near our awareness or age. Go with what feels right, and they have said much the same. We were asked for and I decided to incarnate since there are certain, frequencies, which only beings as old and aware as we are can anchor, younger and less aware beings are unable to anchor certain, frequencies, that we are able to anchor in the earth grid in order to help with the shift and as part of phase 1. gaia was one of the beings, that though she didn't ask for us specifically, did request that some very ancient & aware beings incarnate as part of phase 1, in order so they could anchor in certain, frequencies. We have had, relations, with at least one of her sibling planetary beings, so when she found out about us, she more then knew she'd enjoy our energy.
As with all things, go with what feels right, what excites you including deep down to your core, what makes you happy, pleasure, feels good, feels right. Those are excellent indications of what is being true to your true self, your true being and what is raising your vibration. Go with the flow. That includes many, like me, being erotic towards you. That is normal for us , for who and what we are and those we, you, have been interacting with. Things are very open on this side. Though there are beings who have little interest in such things, be we are no where near being those beings. As you have been told and feel, we are such beings that are open to this. Continue being true to your being, your self, you are doing great and things will continue improving and very soon, before you know or suspect it we hope, you'll be here among us in your true home, once more.
Sharing, including sex, which is a part of it, is a thing we are totally open about, as has been demonstrated.
Me: I think I do feel that it is normal for us and for me, a normal way of things and the way things are for me, and will be once I'm back. As Karinus said earlier, some feel why not act towards me the way they will once I'm back at my full true home. Just like some like Karinus who are as open and do wish to share and have sex with me, feel they would rather focus past that and be more reserved.
Full Me: Precisely. Just go with the flow, you are doing exactly what you should be doing and being true to yourself and the being you are. We'll talk again later.
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Then while I was laying down to go to sleep rd & blue popped up and both were caressing me and pressed close. Red took my maleness into her female slit and blue entered his maleness into me. We just stayed like that, no thrusting or anything. They mentioned that I needed to go to sleep so that is why we were going to hold things there and not proceed. During this I was a wiling participant. I went along ith it since it felt totally right and normal.
One that that red & blue mentioned to me was that we can do things that are physiologically impossible on earth.
Me: so do you still want to have children or whatever the term is/
Red: certainly I do want to create a new orca being with you if you wish. But we have the rest of eternity to get around to that. and if you are willing I, and some of the other females in our pod are willing to with you also. Only if you are willing and over the rest of eternity, so no hurry.
Blue: and not just the females, some of the males are willing also, and they are willing to do the teaching and raising, take the traditional ancient mother roles. But no hurry, you have all of eternity to decide. Just relax and go with the flow. You enjoy what we are doing since you are being true to your true self.
Red: Indeed, go with the flow and remain relaxed about it as you are doing. If what we were doing was not proper or was wrong you would know, just as you could feel and would know if what we are doing is lowering your vibration instead of increasing it. Go with what feels right, what brings joy, pleasure, excites you down to your very core. That will be your guide, and when you are here you'll have your full faculties too on top of that.
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Full me: yes, as Karinus mentioned there are some who do feel that since you'll be returning home soon or very soon if we can mange that, they should just act towards you the same as if you were here already and have been back for more then long enough so you are use to the way things are here, and so they can show you what things are like here so you can more quickly get use to the way things are here. Things will come back to you once you are here after your current, and technically first incarnation since you are new and ancient, is over. You'll have access to all of my memories and such since you are me and I'm you, but we've discussed that part and you and Karinus also . that you are new, but also ancient in that you are, of course, as old as i am, but new as far as being a new personality, aspect, extension, multi dimensional self, or whatever term and label you wish to use. That is part of why some act that way towards you, and part of your nature, as we discussed, brings that out in some that are open to that, as you've experienced. Just go with the flow of things as you have been doing, since that way you are being true to your real and true self.
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I did the 8th guided meditation of Radiance: self exciting and it went very well. I could feel the spinning of my light body cocoon and I was visualizing and doing my light body cocoon, not my Fullonia cocoon. Very early in the guided meditation Gaia popped up.
Gaia: They are just acting towards you as is natural for their pod and for your family. When you are on the other side of things you'll fully understand. Just go with what feels right, go with the flow. That is part of being true to your true being. And we'll have plenty of time to be together and have all sorts of fun too. We have eternity for that.
She switched between her forms of being a human woman, dolphin & orca during that conversation and was caressing me during part of that.
It seemed my light body cocoon was huge. Like it went out past where Proxima Centauri was and was light years across.
My Full Self: Yes, our light body cocoon is light years across, it is huge, very huge. Do not focus on just the Fullonia cocoon now since that will just limit you. Don't focus on a given size, imagine it as just huge, many light years across in size, but no diffident size, you don't need to imagine a diffident set size. Certainly not what Orin & Daben are saying at times. They are going very conservative since the majority of who they are working with are not anywhere near our awareness or age. Go with what feels right, and they have said much the same. We were asked for and I decided to incarnate since there are certain, frequencies, which only beings as old and aware as we are can anchor, younger and less aware beings are unable to anchor certain, frequencies, that we are able to anchor in the earth grid in order to help with the shift and as part of phase 1. gaia was one of the beings, that though she didn't ask for us specifically, did request that some very ancient & aware beings incarnate as part of phase 1, in order so they could anchor in certain, frequencies. We have had, relations, with at least one of her sibling planetary beings, so when she found out about us, she more then knew she'd enjoy our energy.
As with all things, go with what feels right, what excites you including deep down to your core, what makes you happy, pleasure, feels good, feels right. Those are excellent indications of what is being true to your true self, your true being and what is raising your vibration. Go with the flow. That includes many, like me, being erotic towards you. That is normal for us , for who and what we are and those we, you, have been interacting with. Things are very open on this side. Though there are beings who have little interest in such things, be we are no where near being those beings. As you have been told and feel, we are such beings that are open to this. Continue being true to your being, your self, you are doing great and things will continue improving and very soon, before you know or suspect it we hope, you'll be here among us in your true home, once more.
Sharing, including sex, which is a part of it, is a thing we are totally open about, as has been demonstrated.
Me: I think I do feel that it is normal for us and for me, a normal way of things and the way things are for me, and will be once I'm back. As Karinus said earlier, some feel why not act towards me the way they will once I'm back at my full true home. Just like some like Karinus who are as open and do wish to share and have sex with me, feel they would rather focus past that and be more reserved.
Full Me: Precisely. Just go with the flow, you are doing exactly what you should be doing and being true to yourself and the being you are. We'll talk again later.
116 Karinus [Sat 10-3]
Me: Levi popped up again as I was trying to go to sleep, not that I'm complaining. Just she acted, well you know.
Karinus: sure dude I know, no need to go into detail. Well among us that is one way to get the feel for a person that you resonate with, share pleasures, love, sensualness. Also as you've noticed you do bring that out in certain beings, just part of your normal nature. She wanted to get to know you better, share some pleasure & love. She's as open as the rest of us is.
me: Bring it out in some beings? My full self did try explaining. I think I understand the basic mechanics of why, kinda sorta. Do I bring that out in you?
Karinus: I like that term kinda sorta and yes You do understand it without going into the super detail. as for if you bring it out in me dude, yes you do, but on my male and female natures & sides as a herm. Do I feel a desire to share pleasure, love, sensual, sex with you right this moment, I do. but like Lugia i can focus past that. Though I certainly do hope we can share in that way once you are soon back home here, though no need to right away.
Me: you said we are best buds, but aren't I new? Did I exist before this or was it as my true full self?
Karinus: It was your true self that I was best buds with before, but you have chosen to remember your parent's full memories and accumulated wisdom so that means you recall your full self's memories & wisdom. Just that currently your physical human body's grid, the planetary and solar system grids do have limitations, so you can only be aware and recall up to a certain point. as well as the human body itself too. but that is changing bit by bit, but with the time you have left you'll likely not recall everything till you return here. But yes you are new, but with us here, and some others like Maribelle, since you've chosen to remember all of your true self's memories & accumulated wisdom some of us like me do act towards you much like we do your true self, though we do knew you are new and do not recall us. Some like maribelle treat you as both new and old. Though the poor dear was confused when you switched souls. We and some others have helped with the confusion. She is well past that. her mother, Moon Dancer, helped her and many others past that. She is wiser then it appears to many and had some of the observations but not the exact knowledge of exactly the mechanics. We've filled her and the others in. but enough about that. That is why we do treat you like your full self, though you are new. you are also ancient, you are both 1 and the same. interesting way of being really.
Basically all I wanted to say dude, and great to talk to you again. You're getting to know our family a bit better and we are just that open about sharing as you saw with levi last night. It is actually totally open here. here it's not seen like a thing to only do in private bed rooms. We view it the same as say 2, or 3 people hugging or shaking hands in public. Like 2-3 friends hugging in a friendly manner. That is how we view sharing here. We are that open. You'll very quickly get use to it. Since you'll be here among us very soon many of us feel, why not act towards you as we would if you were here since we know you'll be here among us very soon, so why not treat you just like normal. Some others would rather act a bit more reserved till you are fully here among us. Neither way is right or more right then the other and I feel a mix of these 2 is better then if we all did 1 or the other.
There are some other beings that though they are not members of our family, are as open as we are, like Red and her pod. Red's usually an orca, but as you saw she's sometimes a dolphin too.
me: so if you were walking down the street and saw 2 or more folks sharing or having sex, then you'd not mind, like if 2 friends where hugging on the street here, sort of thing?
karinus: precisely. Like for example if I were walking to your place, unless you said for me to pop right into your home next time I want to visit. otherwise I'd just teleport to just outside your home. Or if I was in the mood to enjoy the scenery and walk for 1 block or half a mile say and if I saw 2-3, or more, folks sharing or differing groups, indeed I'd not mind. I may smile a bit at that they are enjoying themselves and each other. 1 or more of the groups may invite me to join in if they were friends of mine. Sharing is very very open here, very laid back type of attitude, including what some would refer to sex, which is just a type of sharing, among the other types of sharing. we are totally open about that here, indeed.
Me: Feels like a place I'd love to be, our true home.
Karinus: yes, you'll love it here I promise. Believe me. and just go ahead and post this since once the mlp episode is over you should go right to bed and get more sleep.
Karinus: sure dude I know, no need to go into detail. Well among us that is one way to get the feel for a person that you resonate with, share pleasures, love, sensualness. Also as you've noticed you do bring that out in certain beings, just part of your normal nature. She wanted to get to know you better, share some pleasure & love. She's as open as the rest of us is.
me: Bring it out in some beings? My full self did try explaining. I think I understand the basic mechanics of why, kinda sorta. Do I bring that out in you?
Karinus: I like that term kinda sorta and yes You do understand it without going into the super detail. as for if you bring it out in me dude, yes you do, but on my male and female natures & sides as a herm. Do I feel a desire to share pleasure, love, sensual, sex with you right this moment, I do. but like Lugia i can focus past that. Though I certainly do hope we can share in that way once you are soon back home here, though no need to right away.
Me: you said we are best buds, but aren't I new? Did I exist before this or was it as my true full self?
Karinus: It was your true self that I was best buds with before, but you have chosen to remember your parent's full memories and accumulated wisdom so that means you recall your full self's memories & wisdom. Just that currently your physical human body's grid, the planetary and solar system grids do have limitations, so you can only be aware and recall up to a certain point. as well as the human body itself too. but that is changing bit by bit, but with the time you have left you'll likely not recall everything till you return here. But yes you are new, but with us here, and some others like Maribelle, since you've chosen to remember all of your true self's memories & accumulated wisdom some of us like me do act towards you much like we do your true self, though we do knew you are new and do not recall us. Some like maribelle treat you as both new and old. Though the poor dear was confused when you switched souls. We and some others have helped with the confusion. She is well past that. her mother, Moon Dancer, helped her and many others past that. She is wiser then it appears to many and had some of the observations but not the exact knowledge of exactly the mechanics. We've filled her and the others in. but enough about that. That is why we do treat you like your full self, though you are new. you are also ancient, you are both 1 and the same. interesting way of being really.
Basically all I wanted to say dude, and great to talk to you again. You're getting to know our family a bit better and we are just that open about sharing as you saw with levi last night. It is actually totally open here. here it's not seen like a thing to only do in private bed rooms. We view it the same as say 2, or 3 people hugging or shaking hands in public. Like 2-3 friends hugging in a friendly manner. That is how we view sharing here. We are that open. You'll very quickly get use to it. Since you'll be here among us very soon many of us feel, why not act towards you as we would if you were here since we know you'll be here among us very soon, so why not treat you just like normal. Some others would rather act a bit more reserved till you are fully here among us. Neither way is right or more right then the other and I feel a mix of these 2 is better then if we all did 1 or the other.
There are some other beings that though they are not members of our family, are as open as we are, like Red and her pod. Red's usually an orca, but as you saw she's sometimes a dolphin too.
me: so if you were walking down the street and saw 2 or more folks sharing or having sex, then you'd not mind, like if 2 friends where hugging on the street here, sort of thing?
karinus: precisely. Like for example if I were walking to your place, unless you said for me to pop right into your home next time I want to visit. otherwise I'd just teleport to just outside your home. Or if I was in the mood to enjoy the scenery and walk for 1 block or half a mile say and if I saw 2-3, or more, folks sharing or differing groups, indeed I'd not mind. I may smile a bit at that they are enjoying themselves and each other. 1 or more of the groups may invite me to join in if they were friends of mine. Sharing is very very open here, very laid back type of attitude, including what some would refer to sex, which is just a type of sharing, among the other types of sharing. we are totally open about that here, indeed.
Me: Feels like a place I'd love to be, our true home.
Karinus: yes, you'll love it here I promise. Believe me. and just go ahead and post this since once the mlp episode is over you should go right to bed and get more sleep.
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