I did the 15th mediation for Radiance: self exciting & it went very well. I could feel the light energy of the Vee energy and I was radiating that along with the few other frequencies I still Radiate. I went pretty deep and it took me longer then normal to return.
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I did the 16h and it was ok overall. Treb seemed to pop up to tell me that I am doing great. He popped up very early on and said just the sentence or 2.
Then later on in the meditation I got the experience of experiencing myself as a very high being, also aware of myself as being incarnated as a human to help with the shift and the other stuff I experienced. So I was experiencing myself as the very high being experiencing myself as the incarnated as an earth human being.
I also got a message, no idea from who, that basically was: "going home very soon yes, today no." No idea what that as about.
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I did meditation 17 and it went sorta ok. I was radiating a little, the it dropped off and stopped towards the end.
I did the 18 and 19th meditation and I really wasn't radiating, feeble amounts at times. Still no idea what Daben means by lifting out and going under. he refuses to explain in the meditation so that is ok. I just ignore that when he says that.
maybe the reason I can't go home is maybe it works on some sort of points system and I don't have enough points to go home yet so have to stay here. No idea if it works like that, but who knows it may. If it is so, how do I get enough points to go home, I wonder.
I did number 20 & it went better. I could feel that I was radiating 1 or 2 frequencies unlike before where there are none. So overall it went better then the previous ones.
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