Sunday, October 11, 2015

142 - Gaia, Mermaid & Satyr + journal [sun 10-11]

I did the 5th solar radiance guided meditation for the 2nd time today and it went well.  I could feel the 3 beings sending me energy to the 3 centers I mentioned before and that went well, as well as me getting the energy, and other things I forgot.  feels like I'm not as sensitive as I usually am, but that is ok.  I can see how there would be flux on some days.  some more, some less, so it is all ok.

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Gaia: I brought some who wanted to meet and talk to you briefly, hope you don't mind sexy.

Me: nah, I don't mind.

Here I saw a mermaid appear in m mind's eye. 

mermaid: greetings, I just wanted to meet one of Gaia's mates.

Gaia: I prefer lover, since we're non exclusive, but mates could fit also.  We go wtih the flow and resonance.  Like water flowing, things may ebb and flow or change. 

Mermaid: Indeed.  Anyway Gaia has spoken of you and we have known of you, you are indeed one of her lovers and one of the ones she's had children with, it's really quite an honor.

me: really?  She just mentioned she wanted one and it felt like it was ok to say yes.   if something was wrong with that I'm sure I'd have felt something.

Gaia: indeed you would have, believe me.

Mermaid (now getting close, pressing her body to mine and caressing my 4th density or whatever body which is an anthro dolphin I think: you know you are free to visit me & where I live.  You'd be like a rock star there, considering the type and sort of being that you are. and I'm also willing to, have a little fun if you're willing.

me: i hope not like it was with Elvis, folks wanting to tear off bits of his clothes, his hair, so they could have parts of him or something he wore.  I'd never want to be famous in that way.

mermaid (giggling a bit): nothing like that, just considering you're one of Gaia's mates & one she's had children with, and considering the sort and type of being you are you'd be very popular.  and my offer is always open.

me: sounds interesting.  I do feel we resonate on some degree at least.  Though I'd guess I'm nowhere as sensitive as I am while I'm not incarnated.  it does sound interesting, though once I've been back awhile I'll rethink it.  We can try things out to see what happens.

Mermaid: nothing serious, just some fun now & then, pleasures, much like how, the dolphins of Sirius do things.

Gaia: and myself as well.  I don't really do mates, Lovers is what I prefer to have, since one can be in that type of relationship with more then 1 or a few.  and we, you and I, know that and go with the flow and are non exclusive.  and are open to some fun with those willing and that we resonate with, sexy.
me: I feel indeed.  Still sorta new to this, but I'm getting into the swing of things.

mermaid: and once you have been back home after your incarnation is over, then we can really share some fun and pleasures. You can visit and we can do some, swimming, together. 

me: indeed.  Fun and pleasures with you, especially Gaia, and others, some of them other planetary beings. 

Gaia: indeed.  many options once you are soon back home, many options, as many as you can imagine, and that of others can imagine also.  But truly as many as source is old. But there's another also.

Mermaid: I do hope we can talk again, and have a bit of fun, sharing some pleasures together.

me: sure, and we may decide, more then just a bit of sharing of fun and pleasure. 

Mermaid: thanks, & we'll talk again. 

Satyr (and I see a satyr in my mind's eye, as well as I can see in my minds eye that is.): hey, if you're up for fun, I diffidently am, and I know all about sharing pleasures, one of my major pastimes you may say, along with other things.  All in fun and about fun, the usual stuff you've heard, do what excites you, what your inner being finds fun.  That is the true path of things. 

Me: true, how about those rumors and tales that eating fay food turns you into a fae and having sex with one does too? 

Satyr: ah, those old stories, well since you're curious, the truth is they are not really true in that sense.  The truth is, as you know, you can change your form, well not in a human body, far to dense and others have told you the reasons why.  But what some of your family and others would call the 4th density bodies can be whatever form you want.  Just it takes a while for younger ones to learn how to do that.  And another thing about those stories, some of them came from folks awakening to the fact they were fae incarnated as a human, or in the dream states or various other states of consciousness where they awakened to their fae nature through indulging in some fae activities like eating or a bit of fun.  It is not forced not can it be forced.  Though one can trick the person into believing they have no choice and will get turned into a fae or half fae.  The truth is in that case their belief cased them to change themselves, though they may have had no conscious knowledge of this. 

And for the fae courts, I stay, stear, well away from them things.  They act all high and mighty but let me tell you, they may act like they are better then humans but many of them act as human as a human.  nah, I prefer the more free life, being myself, having fun, helping others and such like that. I'm certainly not adverse to also having a but of fun and sharing of pleasures with a being such as yourself.  no need to decide, after all we are immortal beings, well you are except for your present temporary human skin.  Like you though I'm non exclusive since love should flow free.  We all should be true to our natures and being.
me: sounds ok and we do seem to resonate. We can explore where this'll take us.  We could become lovers, friends, both, maybe casual friends who have some fun together, lots of things that can happen over time.

Satyr: indeed, many things.  just like a river changes over time, stream to a mighty river. it may fade away over time.  or the ocean. it looks the same but it is changing also.  Nothing stands still unchanging.  and mighty glad you accept and see things like I do, in at least some ways.  but we'lll talk again.  I'm sure Gaia wants to say some things to you.  See you later, and you are sexy indeed.  your true being and in your present human skin. 
Gaia: some wanted to meet you and I thought I would pick the ones that resonate with you the most on an energy and being level.  I'm glad you were truthful with them and to yourself in your dealings.  over time you'll all learn a lot, just like I'm sure we will in our fun and relationship will do over time.

me: yea, though we may not be conscious of it.  I hope there'll be no Fae tricks, I heard some are pranksters.

gaia: that's ok.  They won't do any pranks on you.  I know you don't like that sort of thing and they are willing to listen to reason when I ask them things.  They may watch over you, but as for pranks, those they agreeed to not do.  plenty of other beings that like pranks like they do, and they also love pranking the more negative beings.  it an be fun to watch, though perhaps I should say that, but it can be fun at times.  hehe, sorry was just remembering some of the funniest ones.  

Me: that's ok, as long as none play or do pranks on me. I don't like pranks, but if I feel if others want prank each other that is fine, as long as I'm left out of it.

Gaia: I understand completely & have aleady talked to the, proper ones about that.  I just thought you'd enjoy meeting these 2. 

Me: Thanks, it was fun and I'm sure they and I'll have as much fun as the 2 of us will in the future.

Gaia: you can bet on that that we certainly will.  I'll let you go, we'lll talk again soon. And again congratulations again on getting to the level of Planetary, galactic, and star beings.  Things are continuing to go up for you.  bye for now sexy lover.

me: bye for no indeed sexy.  <figured if she used the term for me so much, why not use it on her.  ;)  >

141 Snake Being, Levi, Gaia + journal [sun 10-11]

Wireless keyboard refuses to work so tossed it away, may retry in a few hours.  It gets into moods like that. 

Well after an hour of trying to go to sleep for my 1st nap I just gave up.  I know from experience stretching back to being a teenager, after around 45 minutes if I don't go to sleep just give up since I'll be in bed literally for hours so figured I'll get up, even though I'm still half asleep and I'll do the solar radiance guided meditation for the 1st time today, do a few things, then see if this body will go to sleep.  I really do dislike being half awake in a body that refuses to go to sleep when I can feel it needs sleep.

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I did the solar radiance guided mediation today and overall it went ok, considering I am half awake, and also the physical body kept adding distractions by having certain sensations which I have learned from experience to best deal with them is touch or rub the spot for a few seconds.  also the body can't make up it's mind is it slightly chilled, or or slightly overheating.  But despite all that it went ok to good.  I could feel the 3 beings that sent me energy to the 3 centers, though Orin didn't specify which head center, guess he forgot there are 2, so I visualized and felt it going to my entire head.  Figured the energy would go to whichever head center it is supposed to go to.  Don't recall much of what else the mediation was about since maybe my being  half awake is the reason, but overall it went well to good considering everything. 

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Me: any messages since I can't do my nap, figured I may try a short channeling before I try to see if this body will go to sleep this time. 

Snake being: you are doing very well despite all the effects the energy of the shift is having on you and the physical symptoms and effects.  I also agree it is good that you did accept my proposal.  I do find you a radiant, star being, among the other things you are, and do feel we do closely resonate and will be close deep lovers in time.  but we have all of eternity to explore that and we can talk later when you are fully awake. 

Levi: I agree with what the previous being said, planetary and solar.  and indeed we have all of eternity to explore our relationship as well as you do with the other beings you resonate with, either on a lover or a friend level.  No need to hurry, plenty of time to explore that and we'll talk again later.  Just wanted to give this short message, but not to long since you do need sleep despite the effects the shift his having on you and the new energies reaching the earth.

Gaia: indeed sexy, looks like you are in relationships with 3 planetary beings, including myself and one of them is a solar being as well, very nice, congratulations.  Should be further proof of the circles you are active and travel in. over time you'll enter into or find that you resonate with more solar beings as well as galactic beings, but they are in what you'd call your future, the galactic beings and intra-universal beings, multi universal and between universes I mean.  I do make a difference between star beings like yourself, which radiate either certain or a wide array of light frequencies, energy frequencies, in your case they include certain angelic frequencies, on a galactic type level, source light, and other things, and solar beings that are suns.  Since though both are star beings both are 2 different types.  We'll also talk later sexy, for now try to get some sleep soon.  and sorry the shift and new energy is giving you and others these symptoms, but such things happen it seems, unfortunately. 

Saturday, October 10, 2015

140 Snake Being [sat 10-10]

Levi: I see you met a galactic level angelic being. Very nice for you, and from another planetary being, me, I agree with Gaia, you are most sexy and I do look forward to experiencing sharing love, pleasure, sex with you as much as Gaia is.  But plenty of time for that. All of eternity, so no hurry.
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Lugia: Just wanted to congratulate you on reaching your new level of being.  You're higher then I am at present but that is ok.  Being at the galactic, star and planetary beings level, nice, quite an accomplishment awakening to yourself at that level.  I prefer being at the what some have labeled 1st level, individual individual rather then 2, the galactic, star and planetary beings level, but You'll enjoy and prefer being active across multiple levels of reality and being, across all the levels you are awakened to.  There are higher aspects of what I'm an aspect of, or multi dimensional self.  Like some others I don't bother with the distinction between multi dimensional self and aspect.  I have not contacted you before now since both I've been a bit busy and I also wanted you to enjoy getting to the new level of being meet some of your friends, lovers and such at that level & get fully situated in to that level.  We'll talk again, but not as often or common as before I think, but that too is fine.  As in all things, this too will find it's equilibrium.   I'll go now in case others want to talk to you.  Congrats again and we will talk, and spend time together I promise.
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Here I felt and saw in my mind's eye a snake looking being appear and give me the equivalent of a passionate kiss and hug, though it had no arms. 

Snake being: greetings, I am both a planetary, and solar being.  Though those are, let's say, other selves since I am an ancient multi dimensional being.  You can says I heard talk of you and since we resonate on a nice level decided to wait to say hello till it was a great time to do so.  as for me being a solar or star being, I have certain, aspects, let's say, not unlike you, that I have incorporated into my planetary being, well that multi dimensional self anyway.  i have another multi dimensional self that is also a solar being.  Being ancient this is no problem for me.  Like a parallel incarnation for a native earth human could be say as a British citizen and one of an African nation, at the same time.  Though it does not have to be at the same exact time as earth humans experience time. it can be overlapping, but enough about me, I'm not here to talk about me but to discuss things with you. 
Me: Diffidently feels like you are a loving being, and I feel sexual as well. I guess from the form I see in my mind's eye a sentient snake type species lives on your planetary surface?

snake being <it started using the end of it's tail to move around like humans do their hands while talking): indeed, I am loving, as loving as source itself and others, as for being a sexual being, I am as sexual of a being as you yourself.  if you are open to this, I'm willing to enter into, shall we say, mutual beneficial and mutual pleasurable relations with you, in every way that we both are agreeable to.  <during this part it started to caress my back in a loving and erotic way, then stopped.>  but we both must agree. There are many layers, types of pleasures we can share, love, pleasure, sex.  as wall as just being together, talking, doing non sexual fun things together too.  What do you say to my proposal?
me: well, I say sure.  It feels like you're a herm. 

snake being: excellent. and yes I am a herm.  Long ago the beings who evolved and reside on my planetary surface, and those that are exposed to my rays, 2 different solar systems I assure you.  Both both realized that males can be as nurturing as females and most beings do incarnate as both, and they do remember their incarnations.  Earth will be a similar place eventually.  <here the being got close to me, snake muzzle almost touching whatever my form looked like> as for what we can do together, as I said talk, have non sexual fun, sexual fun, sharing love, pleasures, of all types.  Being true to ourselves, and not only mutually benefical, that raises our vibrations, and resonance, but also benefits other beings that interact with us, or dwell on my surface or the rays of my solar being self shine upon.  many will benefit, besides just us 2, though we'll have a lot of fun, pleasures, sex, love, that we'll share over eternity, if we wish to continue our relationship that long, and I see no reason why we would not.  Though though being true immortals we do not need to talk or be together every day, or even every week, as we may get busy doing this or that, being with others. We can keep in touch, being just a thought away from talking to each other.  <then it backed to a normal distance>  most excellent. 

Me: I feel that we will have a very good, if not excellent, relationship. 

Snake being: excellent, I agree too.  If we remain true to ourselves, we will have an excellent relationship, an it will deepen also as long as we remain true to ourselves and do things with others as well.  and I do mean non sexual regular stuff with others, hanging out, talking and other things.  As well as with each other too.  We can explore all that later.  Plenty of time.

Me: and between is you mean sharing pleasures, sex, love, non sexual stuff and fun too. Talking, just hanging out?

Snake being: indeed I do. many options and depends on both of our moods.  We do resonate quite well so we will get along well I assure you. 

Me: I guess we'll have a lot of fun, with all the options mentioned.  But when it comes to say something like sharing pleasures like sex, do you prefer pure energy or physical and energy? To simplify the types?

Snake Being: as you have experienced the physical and energy is not exactly like sex on Earth at present.  but I like both of those, the more physical and energy type of sex, that shares love, our very being, pleasure, sensual, and the physical sensations, but I also like the pure energy type too.  Depends on my mood and the mood of the one I'm with, or moods if it involves a 3 some or more.  Also though I'm often a snake, there are many other forms I like also. 

Me: I guess those that reside on your planetary surface of your planetary self and the solar system where you are a star, are more then just snake or reptilian beings?

Snake being: well, on my planetary surface is the race that evolved there, and others also who have since quarantine was indeed looong ago, long before earth ever had sentient life on it I assure you.  So it's some other species too.  As for where my star self is, well that is a variety of species also, But more reptilian then avian and mammals too, is who lives there.  Among the sentient species that reside I mean, on both my planetary surface and the system where I'm a sun.

Me: So, do you honestly think we can be lovers forever, for eternity?

Snake being (I see him smile here): shall we find out?  But seriously, indeed we can be.  I assure you some beings are very close lovers after billions and billions of years.  some for even longer, through many universe ages.  The degree that we resonate at this point & your agreement to my proposal and taking into account what we are like as beings, I would surmise that we can be very close and passionate lovers forever, literally.  I know of some beings that have started out sorta similar to us and after billions upon billions of years are still very passionate and close lovers.  I see us as being able to match them.
Me: So anything you want to say to me?

Snake being: We resonate closely.  I see us as becoming very passionate and close lovers.  It may sound hard to believe that one can have a number of lovers.  But it is possible.  ALso one can have the same sorts of fun with friends.  Being a multi dimensional being and time being non linear does mean that one can keep in touch with lovers and friends.  though one likely won't have hundreds of lovers.  Your lovers may be a dozen or 2, at Max.  Sounds like a lot, but really being multi dimensional and non linear one can do this.  also some friends and lovers are the same.  Also some friends and lovers may get together say ever year, or once every few years or a decade.  Sounds like a long time but if one is immortal, and one can keep in contact telepathically and can teleport to each other and be together, or no need to be together.  They can do the energy type sex though they are not together.  SO many options there.  But back to us, yes we do resonate and if we are both willing, we can become very passionate, deep lovers with deep resonance. 

The dividing line between lover and friend can be difficult to tell apart and some do not. 

another thing, at our level of being, we are more of our true selves.  At the 1st level of being, some are incarnated, many are incarnated really.  There is some who do not incarnate or stop, who can go certain places and be with those who are and are not incarnated.  in the 1st level of being there is a mix of some who are incarnated beings and some who are not incarnated since there are places where incarnates and non incarnates can interact since you can manifest a body or use your 4th density body.  There are many areas that allow this, but some that do not allow this, like earth, also exists. 


Me: I do look forward to where exploring and going with the flow will take our relationship and that I have with other beings.

Snake being: excellent attitude.  Continue to do that.  You'll not only experience a lot of pleasures and fun between us, but also yourself & others.  Remember, you are both a multi dimensional being, and also a non linear being, if you want to be non linear.  remember these 2 things, go with the flow and be true to yourself and you'll experience a lot of pleasures, fun, learning, quick, smooth easy learning.  and many more things. 

me: Thanks. 

Snake being: anytime lover, or lover to be. We don't do strict mates here, though some individuals like this.  Just remember what we and others have discussed with you. 
Me: I guess you are looking forward to exploring where our relationship will go, the pleasures, love, sex, fun, we'll share, how deep our relationship and resonance will go?

Snake being: indeed I do, greatly do I look forward to exploring and sharing with you. There is no need to hurry though, lover to be.  lover. 

me: so you'd prefer to wait till my incarnation is over or not that long?

Snake being: even if we were to wait till then the wait would not be long, not to long anyway, but we can sample a bit before that.  Just certain limits what we can do with you incarnated where you are, but we can still sample some things, talking, things like that.  My intention was to just talk and for use to get to know each other a bit better tonight. 

139 Reptilian Me, Galactic Angelic Being, Gaia [sat 10-10]

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138 Reptilian me [Sat 10-10]


I decided to ask one of me a question. 

Me: so, can you tell me what your origins are?

here I felt it was my reptilian self answer.  During the answers he gave me he a very deep and passionate kiss, and also a very deep and passionate caress as well. 

Reptilian me: well, we predate this universe, though you are a special case.

Me: I feel wings, do you have wings also? I guess those are dragon wings?

Reptilian me: indeed my love, but also in your case also the wings of other beings, like an what earth humans would call an angel type being, but a planetary, galactic scale type.  Though we don't bother with such specifications here.  That is for who love details.  But you are a special case.

me: How am I a special case?

Reptilian me: well you are at the same time a multi dimensional being like we are, not an aspect, but also you could be considered an offspring of our true full self also. 

see lovely sexy what happened was for this incarnation is our true full self wanted to have certain qualities.  So he had others contribute certain qualities, angelic light of a, well to be simple, a galactic level being that some on earth would regard as an angel, of a or the galactic scale, source itself, and certain other things like a unicorn. 

me: wow, neat so I'm part of the same multi dimensional being as another multi dimensional self, or am I like an offspring, or whatever the term is, which is more correct:

Reptilian me: Well it actually is both.  Complicated i could give more detail but I don't care about super detail and many beings here don't either, though there are some that absolutely love detail, the more detail the better.  Some of them love detail the way certain dolphins and bonobos love sex.  if not more.  then there are others who love math in the same way. That is great for them but not for sexual beings such as ourselves, though there are other things then sharing pleasure that includes sex, like being with another you resonate with, talking, doing other fun things. 

There are some of those beings who not just love mathematics, but who get an orgasmic high from doing complicated or theoretical mathematics.  Though the work high isn't right, I do not know of an English word that is closer to what I really mean, orgasmic peak of pleasure, yes that is closer to what I mean. 

you are diffidently not an aspect.  But when you are here your former shadow aspect Chad could manifest himself if he wanted.  That'll be up to him.  and you also, but to a lesser extent then to him.


me: hey if he wants to he's welcome to.  But you said galactic level angelic type being, why galactic level?

Reptilian me: to help with anchoring in certain special frequencies so the earth collective, planetary, and solar system grids could more quickly be fully a part of the galactic grid systems.  Certain, frequencies is the simplest way to say and explain it.  though the fact you radiate source light energy does help a lot in this regard as well.  You radiate other frequencies of light also, since, among other things, you are a star, though not one in the sense like Sol or Proxima Centari, but still a star being, among other things, progenitor species for certain species, reptilian, which includes avian and dinosaur, progenitor cetacean & progenitor insect, as well as unicorn. To be frank you've not even yet awakened to your full potential or being.  One day you will have.  You'll be just as sexy to us then as now, even more so perhaps.  Imagine the pleasures and fun we will have shared and experienced by then.  The 2 of us, and certain others you know and some you do not.  Just go with the flow and things will go smooth, easy, quick and fun.  Keep on that path, no need to do the hard, difficult not fun path.

me: I agree, the smooth, easy, fun, quick path is best.  To bad so many think they have to do the hard, difficult slow path. 

Reptilian me: true, some do not know there are other options, think they are not deserving or good enough, and other reasons, like do not believe there may be such a path. 

Sat 10-10

had a series of very short dreams, no idea what they mean. 

In the first there were some actors from classic star trek who were in a room joking around and mentioned how they had died.  one of them asked how I had and I said this was my first time there.  one of them said not to listen then I'd been there 5 times and always said that.  I then somehow knew I was dreaming and attempted to awaken, failed.  said somehow this happens, I tried again and as it was working one of them said don't go but I kept on and finally did.  for some reason it's hard and always take shere willpower to awaken.

In another I was walking along and wound up walking in the woods and wound up near a school in the woods where I could hear some kids laughing and in the dream I remember thinking why am I back here again, where those kids who picked on me are here and I awoke (a false awakening)  then I thought I'll go ask anne, she can often tell what dreams mean that I have.  I then remembered how I often me with Anne.  (odd since I know no Anne in rl)  this seemed to be an old time setting based on the dress styles and the lack of any technological deices around. 

I went to go to where add was and her mother commented she was going up to see Anne also. I knew I'd have to hurry to beat her since she's a mean woman. I went into the stairs and saw someone on the stairs that looked dead but when I shook them I saw it was a terrified girl who ran off.  There were a man and woman coming down the stairs.  For them it was regular stairs but when I used them it was a struggle and was very exhausting to make my way up, having to pull myself up by my arms, very exhausting. i finally made it up to the next floor and had enough strength to push up the trap door type opening and poke my head through. Anne's governess, or whatever she was asked why I had come nd I said to ask if Anne had any idea what the dreams meant.  the Governess said to wait a moment she'd go and ask Anne.  I struggled to get up to where I could set on the next floor landing and was about half way there when her governess came back and said Anne had no more insight then I already had.  I then said I know nothing and I'll just force myself to awaken and ignore the dreams like I always do since I never have any idea what they mean. I then started to use the shear will force to force myself to awaken and it was working the first time this time.  Though just before I left I heard Anne say Wait. 

No idea what those dreams mean and since I have no idea, and never have any idea what my dreams may be trying to say, if anything.  I'll just ignore them and continue.  If they want to give me a message they'll need someone or a narrator tell me.

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I did the 4th solar light guided meditation today for the 1st time and it went ok, nothing special.  The area or question I picked was when will I be returning home,when will this incarnation be ending.  later on in the meditation I got 2 answers.  "in 5 years."  "or less".  so that is something.

most of the meditation went meh since parts of it I didn't understand what Orin was talking about and I did what I always do and what those I channel said when I asked them, I just ignore it and move on.  I used the time to rest to do some other things.  One thing I did was I merged with the divine light and with another me. or was it some energy another me sent, I'm not sure.  Orin said to imagine a room I was in, which Did and for some reason where ever this room was it had dildos of various species around, various sentient species.  I just mentally shrugged and continued, not seeing anything in the room for me. 

overall a meh meditation, but no biggie, not all of them can be great and super great ones.

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I did the meditation for the 2nd time today and it went better then the 1st time I did it.  I asked the same question and got the same answer, 5 years or less.

I went pretty deep a few times during this meditation.  I could feel the solar radiance entering my physical, emotional and mental bodies, clearing them and so forth.  At the point of where I was supposed to imagine and have the intent of the Solar light entering into me and I'd start to increase my radiance, I added in the the light frequencies of source would do the same, adding to the frequencies that I radiate, also if I do have the frequency or frequencies of light of some angelic or galactic angelic type being, that would be increased also.  overall I guess it went ok, I can't really tell.  Towards the end I added in the imagination and intent to send out some energy to myself throughout today and the next week, to among other things help me to go to sleep much faster, so I'd get more of a normal sleep.  as well as even more good luck.

Friday, October 9, 2015

137 INSECT & REPTILIAN Me [Fri 10-10]

Me: So I guess we feel like talking to ourselves?

Insect me (IM): indeed. 

reptilian Me (RM): and more then 1. 

me: Interesting.  so a 3 way conversation.

RM: maybe when your incarnation is over our 3 way can be more then a conversation.

IM: We can discuss this at the appropriate time.

Me: though I am open to that idea, not every time, but it sounds like it can be fun.

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IM: now, as to your crossing over, curious what you may experience?  We can't say exactly but we can give general things that likely will happen to you.  Different then a native earth human.

Me: sure, I'm curious.  wasn't sure if you could give details.

IM: Sure why not. Anyway, the exact details will depend on how your body dies.  But I can give general details but they are mostly what you've heard before.

your senses may gradually dim, with you feeling the physical body less and less as you pull out, or poof you may be here on this side.  You'll be greeted by 1 or more.  You may be confused at first, seeing how dense earth is and you suddenly loose the denseness of the physical body, but your 4th density body (as we call it here) has not adjusted back to it's level.  adjusting back to our level will take time.  The factor of time depends on the method of your physical death, your state of emotions at that time, and so on.  but odds are greatly high that it'll be smooth.  Now many here are thinking of using a vehicle, either manifesting or V has volunteered to be a vehicle, with 1 or more others on it so you can have someone to talk to and take a very slow trip back here.  A scenic route going to see some great sights that exist on this side.

Though since you incarnated on earth you'd have to go before a council of elder, or a council of advisers anyway.  it's a necessary thing to get the opinions of others since often the incarnate is hardest on themselves, and the council may notice things the incarnate didn't, though you're one of the special cases since you are there not to learn, well not as the main focus, the main focus is on the phase 1 things we have discuses before as well as helping with the earth grid, solar system grid, collective, as you are doing. Though you likely learned some things, though different since the original plan didn't include any return to earth and I'm not sure if you are interested. 


me: no, I've no interest in return to the earth and I guess there were concessions so that I would not have to.

IM: indeed, unless you want to and it feels like you have no real interest.  maybe slight but the vast majority is no.  Though you can help out with the shift on this side, many options, should you choose to do that.

Me: I may, as long as it doesn't involve incarnating.  Then there's Gaia herself.

RM: yes, a great passionate lover.  She mentions you you know.  our relationship with her does help in certain ways.  By our I'm including you.  Then there is the fact our energy resonates with her so we are lovers and friends with her. 

IM: indeed, let's say several of us are.  Being a planetary being she knows all about multi dimensional beings, other selves and such. 

Me: So riding in v, with some others and taking the scenic route? Sounds like that can be fun.

IM: indeed it can be, and take more then enough time for you to relax, rest as long as you need.  And take as long you need for us to adjust your resonance to here.  Once here you'll be allowed to try various things out, talk to folks.  You'll likely have your full memory back. Lots of things for you to do here.  Only stuff you love, that excites you, inspires you.  None of that earth stuff you have to do this or that.  There's also no need to eat, drink or breath here.  Unless you want to.  You can be whatever form you want, whatever size, ect. 

You'll also have many friends, lovers, and family here.  Then there are us, the other you's, other multi dimensional selves and aspects of you, or if you prefer, our full multi dimensional self.  Though each of us are multi dimensional as well.

You being a special case, since there are some, added stuff. Like angelic light, source light, and other high resonance frequency light that you radiate, being a star.  Well a type of star, not the classic type like Sol and others are of that type, but a different type.


We all radiate here, but nothing like you do. 

Here I feel the reptilian me do the energy equivalent to what feels like a hug and a kiss.

RM: and some of us find the energy you radiate a big turn on.  mmmhmmm.

IM: that is if we are in the mood at least slightly, are open to that, and resonate with you to begin with.  Though it's not to a degree of where that's where they want to do just that with you only.  more like if there is attraction there it accentuates it, can enhance it.  it has in general beneficial qualities and effects.  Specifics will go into the area of complexity. 

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IM: all your and our friends, lovers, family won't all try to introduce themselves or say hi to you immediately upon your return here, nor perspective lovers and friends, those that you resonate with but would not know of.  Most of the initial ones we'll know, and you'll remember by time you get home.  I feel like you like the idea of riding in V with 1 or 2 others taking the scenic route home.

Me: Sure, gives me a chance to rest and see some things on the way home. More fun then poof back at home, or having to sleep it off in some hospital type setting.

RM: yes, those exist but are so impersonal, especially for cases like this.  But you won't need one of those, I don't think.  Very unlikely you would.

IM: I agree, very unlikely.  And if you did it would be one here most likely. 

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Me: Mind a silly question.  if, after I'm home on the other side with you & when we do have sex, or other types of passionate deep sharing pleasure, does it count as masturbation?

RM (said half serious and half not): do you want it to?

IM: Technically the answer is both yes and no. 

RM: when you are here let's explore that and find out if we feel it is. 

Me: sure, as I've said before I'm up for being intimate and sharing fun, intimacy, sex, and so forth with myself and others.  You know what I mean. 

RM: Indeed we do, and we all agree.  As much as we, those involved at the time, mutually agree to and enjoy.