I had a dream last night where from what I recall I and some others were talking about setting up an rp. I was going to be an original character but during the conversation with someone I decided to instead do the 1st green lantern Gordon Scott.
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I was reading in a book on how some channelers lost their reputation since their predictions came out not happening. And I remembered how once in a dream I was able to see how time is. In this dream or lucid dream, don't recall it now, I wrote it up I think in a past blog. Anyway in the dream I was able to see possible futures. I recall, it wasn't a lucid dream I was some other being in this dream a female who has this power. The way she saw the future was like looking at a road map. Their were roads & paths branching off from the present. The more likely they were the thicker they were and the less likely the thinner. One could look forward towards the future to do the same.
I think that some may be biased also. Some who may see the future may be biased say towards darker futures, so that is like putting on a filter on top of this road map where the more positive positive futures are either not able to be seen or not as clearly. One may have the opposite type of filter as well.
Also some may be able to only see 1 set future instead of able to see multiple possible futures.
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not much to say. When I did the freeform focus 10 today all I got was very relaxed. Though that was nice. nothing else. No biggie, it happens at times.
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I tried the sleep & explore from wave 1, but as usual it never puts me to sleep and I never do project or anything with that. THink I'll quit using it since it makes sense to me that out of the 36 exercises that the Gateway experiences has, it makes sense some would be totally useless for some individuals, the exact ones useless would be based on the individual.
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I did the release and recharge, another from wave 1, but this one I did without listening to the audio. seemed to go okish. nothing super.
I was thinking that maybe the reason i have some of these feelings of very slight doubt and such could be the matrix or whatever the term would be for here. The fact that the human collective due to various religions, experiences growing up and other things, has fear, doubt shame, ect being fed into it all the time. So it make sense that some of this may effect individuals even if they personally have none of those or if they have cleared themselves totally, it may still pop up. Maybe some part of the dynamic of the human collective being non really separated but there is the illusion of separation. Just some guesses on my part since it seems I can get down to being very clear, but there is that last little bit of this or that still there. That could be why it is still there or pops up from time to time is I may be sensitive enough to feel that. So for it go to away totally it could mean that the whole human collective has to be clear of that totally, which will take time as the shift progresses. Again just thoughts and guesses, maybe right maybe wrong, maybe a mix of both.
my guess is my clearing myself may help the collective in some manner, though just my being here may help the collective as it does the planet and other things. hard to put this into English.
The presence of some like me does help to anchor in the higher frequencies and other benefits also. allowing others to come to incarnate here after us since they require a certain level & amount of frequencies before they can be supported enough to incarnate here. They come in and their presence may anchor in certain frequencies and in turn it may allow another say a phase 3 and so on. Helping the shift with others coming here instead of letting the native earth humans try to do the shift by themselves.
I still think the shift may take at least centuries or millennia to complete. not sure how long that'll be. and aliens openly walking around on earth may take centuries or longer since humans would need a lot of time to grow use to the idea gradually and governments would not like this since they would have to admit that they in fact are not the top technologically, and humans would have to accept they are not the tops of everything. as well as there being many varied forms of sentients out there, let along that we're all really 1 in different species bodies & vehicles.
Though many of the alien societies, civilizations and individuals have things to learn too since many may see humans as no more then children, not as high in importance as them, or smart animals. So they will learn from this shift as well. Though some may not need to learn this having learned this already in the past or never having the concept of we're higher then them, we're more important them them. Since everyone is really equal, it's just a matter of awareness and experience, and some incarnated here are of such a being that they are really ones higher in awareness and experience then some non humans visiting earth and being channeled currently. though some individuals may just be a bit more impatient or less patient compared to others since we are all individuals. Some have more of a sense of individuality then others.
Thursday, November 19, 2015
Wednesday, November 18, 2015
Wedensday 11-18
I did the freeform focus 10 from gateway, but this time I did it without listening to the audio. I wanted to see what would happen if I tried to do it without listening to the audio and I think it went well. Some stuff like the resonance toning I did a very short time then he usually has the group do it in the past audio since if I do it as long as they do I get the feeling of to much energy in my head so I've learned to cut down, way down, on how long I do it.
Anyway it went very well. I got a short conversation with my Sirius dolphin guide, then a female naga came on as well. They did say they would help me to remember what was said as I was typing. one odd thing was that as I was relaxing I got either a poof or something, not sure, maybe a message, it wasn't either of the 2 guides. Something about a car bomb within the Middle East or Europe in as little as within 6 hours or perhaps within 6 months.
The conversation with the dolphin guide was a very short one. it was mostly about I'm doing great and he was going to introduce me to another guide and then he sort of faded out and another fadded in, a female naga. Though unlike the sirius Dolphin who when he communicates with me it's in my mental voice, though In instinctly know its him and not me. The female naga had a distinct mental voice.
I did comment on that she's a female she did say that she is, that the nagas to reproduce sexually since they enjoy the closeness, shared love, pleasure and other benefit of sex, or what earth humans would call sex. She then said she is of a royal line, though not as high as mine. In mentioning I thought I was of angelic origin she said that indeed I am and of the Seraphim type since I prefer and do like working with the planet, planetary being, collective, race collective as a whole instead of purely only on a 1 on 1 individual basis like some others do. Then she said that my ties to the naga and reptilian are basically as close as the Sirius mostly dolphin, beings.
She then went on that their attitude, the naga collective, since I've incarnated as a naga royalty they regard me as that if I do visit them or even if I'm not visiting them as a naga. She said I've been royalty of other races like the positive alpha draconians and carians, among perhaps others. She said the nagas only have royalty since they do not see royalty as better or higher then non royalty, as some less aware and some other beings do, it's just that when they talk to other beings, for various reasons, some prefer to talk to royalty, or better for those involved if they have those of royalty do the talking. She said that being royalty is more duties and service to others, not living thinking you're better then others. It has more duties and responsibilities that come with it, but it does have certain, perks that come with it too. and she said it in a half smiling manner, being not 100% serious.
She said that usually I'd likely be talking to the Sirius dolphin since it's easiest for me, while I'm incarnated here, to be dealing primarily with the energy of 1 being, but she would talk to me too at times.
then she went on to say I'm doing well and things would continue to improve and accelerate at a faster pace over time. She said it was a good idea my using certain stones and crystals to help alleviate the symptoms of the shift that I'm going through, like my sleep being messed up, and I had picked out the right ones. Though as I've been doing I do not need to keep the stones near me all the time. Just maybe a bit before bed, during the main period of time where I sleep, but not the majority of the time. She said it would help some others going through the same and like me they could use their intuition to show them, let them pick out which ones would help them.
I did ask her, not sure why I did, I asked if she and I had been mates before and she smiled saying yes, the 2 of us have been mates in past incarnations. and I got the feeling she had enjoyed those times and would be willing to have a relationship other then being one of my guides.
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She said the shift was going well, though some were not ready for it and were fighting against it. When the time came there would be alternatives for them, other places they could go to continue to incarnate to work out and learn and resolve what they needed to learn, work out and resolve. Depending how things went this could be a variable amount of time. Since there variable and more then 1 possible futures.
Anyway it went very well. I got a short conversation with my Sirius dolphin guide, then a female naga came on as well. They did say they would help me to remember what was said as I was typing. one odd thing was that as I was relaxing I got either a poof or something, not sure, maybe a message, it wasn't either of the 2 guides. Something about a car bomb within the Middle East or Europe in as little as within 6 hours or perhaps within 6 months.
The conversation with the dolphin guide was a very short one. it was mostly about I'm doing great and he was going to introduce me to another guide and then he sort of faded out and another fadded in, a female naga. Though unlike the sirius Dolphin who when he communicates with me it's in my mental voice, though In instinctly know its him and not me. The female naga had a distinct mental voice.
I did comment on that she's a female she did say that she is, that the nagas to reproduce sexually since they enjoy the closeness, shared love, pleasure and other benefit of sex, or what earth humans would call sex. She then said she is of a royal line, though not as high as mine. In mentioning I thought I was of angelic origin she said that indeed I am and of the Seraphim type since I prefer and do like working with the planet, planetary being, collective, race collective as a whole instead of purely only on a 1 on 1 individual basis like some others do. Then she said that my ties to the naga and reptilian are basically as close as the Sirius mostly dolphin, beings.
She then went on that their attitude, the naga collective, since I've incarnated as a naga royalty they regard me as that if I do visit them or even if I'm not visiting them as a naga. She said I've been royalty of other races like the positive alpha draconians and carians, among perhaps others. She said the nagas only have royalty since they do not see royalty as better or higher then non royalty, as some less aware and some other beings do, it's just that when they talk to other beings, for various reasons, some prefer to talk to royalty, or better for those involved if they have those of royalty do the talking. She said that being royalty is more duties and service to others, not living thinking you're better then others. It has more duties and responsibilities that come with it, but it does have certain, perks that come with it too. and she said it in a half smiling manner, being not 100% serious.
She said that usually I'd likely be talking to the Sirius dolphin since it's easiest for me, while I'm incarnated here, to be dealing primarily with the energy of 1 being, but she would talk to me too at times.
then she went on to say I'm doing well and things would continue to improve and accelerate at a faster pace over time. She said it was a good idea my using certain stones and crystals to help alleviate the symptoms of the shift that I'm going through, like my sleep being messed up, and I had picked out the right ones. Though as I've been doing I do not need to keep the stones near me all the time. Just maybe a bit before bed, during the main period of time where I sleep, but not the majority of the time. She said it would help some others going through the same and like me they could use their intuition to show them, let them pick out which ones would help them.
I did ask her, not sure why I did, I asked if she and I had been mates before and she smiled saying yes, the 2 of us have been mates in past incarnations. and I got the feeling she had enjoyed those times and would be willing to have a relationship other then being one of my guides.
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She said the shift was going well, though some were not ready for it and were fighting against it. When the time came there would be alternatives for them, other places they could go to continue to incarnate to work out and learn and resolve what they needed to learn, work out and resolve. Depending how things went this could be a variable amount of time. Since there variable and more then 1 possible futures.
Tuesday, November 17, 2015
Tuesday 11-17
I had some dreams last night. I don't remember most of them. I'm sure I had 3. 1 of them I recall was a typical makes no sense. Though I do recall 1 of the dreams, at least in part.
I was with a group of folks, talking to 1 primarily. Not sure if this is my true family, senior guides i have, friends, or what but I do recall we were talking and part of it I think was asking what I thought of incarnating on the earth or something like that. and I said while it did have it's fun aspects, and I did have fun and enjoyed it at times, due to the sense of separation everyone has there it could be better, but it was improving. Also I don't think I'll be incarnating anymore, not that I hate the earth or dislike it, or the idea of incarnating, just feels like this me doesn't have any more interest in incarnating, like I've been there done that. While I can see the appeal it has for some, but for me while it would have some fun aspects, there are annoyances, and the limitations imposed are ones that I just wouldn't find fun so no, I do feel this is the last time that this me will incarnate. The other parts of my multi dimensional selves may have 1 or more the enjoy incarnating.
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I did the freefocus 10. it was relaxing again. The Sirius dolphin and I had a conversation. Some of it was about the same as before. The stuff he mentioned, though I'll list it maybe not fully in order.
Though I'm from more then the 6th dimension, the local matrix only supports up to a certain amount of my being and awareness, the matrix locally here being of the 3rd dimensional matrix, but that is changing as it is being phased out. Phased out wasn't the concept he sent me since there is no word for that but that is the closest English term. He sent me an image also of like a disconnected web type structure only slightly connected and it is being reconnected and is very complicated, with more then quintillions of connections that will be brought fully online, bit by bit at a proper speed. I'll have more access to more of my being, memories and such over time. Once this incarnation ends I'll have all of it.
What happened to me at 12 when I fell on my head from I forgot the distance, i feel either 12 or 15 feet on my head. he said what happened was I became aware of the matrix or the hologram though while still being within it, though still being unable to fully access my full being and senses and such.
It is not unusual for me to feel like I do not want to incarnate after this. it is not unusual for some parts of a multi dimensional being to decide it does not wish to incarnate anymore once a present incarnation ends. In turn I may decide to become my own multi dimensional being, not really separate from my real being, He sent me a mental data thing of what he meant and it is hard to explain in English. The closest I can is I can become a multi dimensional entity in my own right, while remaining a part of the true self I'm a part of now, as it is a part of another multi dimensional being, though also being an individual as I am. hard to explain but that is the closest that I can, and this stretches back to what some call Source, The One, All that is, and other names.
He also said that my ties to Sirius run very deep and due to that I'm known to all the pods of the Sirius systems and am welcome to visit and be among them. There are some who are incarnated there and some who come and go and visit and I'll likely be one of those who come and go, visiting and remaining for various periods of time. There are some other selves of me who visit some Sirius pods, and other worlds as well.
I've incarnated across more then Sirius, many other worlds, places, times, though I've incarnated often on Sirius in the past as a variety of races, often dolphin, but not always so.
he again did mention I'm from the high angelic realms, and yes as my intuition says the rank structure of earth is not that this type of angel is higher then another, all of us are equal, it's just that what you really want to do determines what type you choose to be and are. Like I really prefer working on helping a world, planetary being and race collective as a whole, instead of the individual as some others do, like various healers, and other types.
I was with a group of folks, talking to 1 primarily. Not sure if this is my true family, senior guides i have, friends, or what but I do recall we were talking and part of it I think was asking what I thought of incarnating on the earth or something like that. and I said while it did have it's fun aspects, and I did have fun and enjoyed it at times, due to the sense of separation everyone has there it could be better, but it was improving. Also I don't think I'll be incarnating anymore, not that I hate the earth or dislike it, or the idea of incarnating, just feels like this me doesn't have any more interest in incarnating, like I've been there done that. While I can see the appeal it has for some, but for me while it would have some fun aspects, there are annoyances, and the limitations imposed are ones that I just wouldn't find fun so no, I do feel this is the last time that this me will incarnate. The other parts of my multi dimensional selves may have 1 or more the enjoy incarnating.
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I did the freefocus 10. it was relaxing again. The Sirius dolphin and I had a conversation. Some of it was about the same as before. The stuff he mentioned, though I'll list it maybe not fully in order.
Though I'm from more then the 6th dimension, the local matrix only supports up to a certain amount of my being and awareness, the matrix locally here being of the 3rd dimensional matrix, but that is changing as it is being phased out. Phased out wasn't the concept he sent me since there is no word for that but that is the closest English term. He sent me an image also of like a disconnected web type structure only slightly connected and it is being reconnected and is very complicated, with more then quintillions of connections that will be brought fully online, bit by bit at a proper speed. I'll have more access to more of my being, memories and such over time. Once this incarnation ends I'll have all of it.
What happened to me at 12 when I fell on my head from I forgot the distance, i feel either 12 or 15 feet on my head. he said what happened was I became aware of the matrix or the hologram though while still being within it, though still being unable to fully access my full being and senses and such.
It is not unusual for me to feel like I do not want to incarnate after this. it is not unusual for some parts of a multi dimensional being to decide it does not wish to incarnate anymore once a present incarnation ends. In turn I may decide to become my own multi dimensional being, not really separate from my real being, He sent me a mental data thing of what he meant and it is hard to explain in English. The closest I can is I can become a multi dimensional entity in my own right, while remaining a part of the true self I'm a part of now, as it is a part of another multi dimensional being, though also being an individual as I am. hard to explain but that is the closest that I can, and this stretches back to what some call Source, The One, All that is, and other names.
He also said that my ties to Sirius run very deep and due to that I'm known to all the pods of the Sirius systems and am welcome to visit and be among them. There are some who are incarnated there and some who come and go and visit and I'll likely be one of those who come and go, visiting and remaining for various periods of time. There are some other selves of me who visit some Sirius pods, and other worlds as well.
I've incarnated across more then Sirius, many other worlds, places, times, though I've incarnated often on Sirius in the past as a variety of races, often dolphin, but not always so.
he again did mention I'm from the high angelic realms, and yes as my intuition says the rank structure of earth is not that this type of angel is higher then another, all of us are equal, it's just that what you really want to do determines what type you choose to be and are. Like I really prefer working on helping a world, planetary being and race collective as a whole, instead of the individual as some others do, like various healers, and other types.
Monday, November 16, 2015
Monday 11-16
My Sirius dolphin guide & I had a short mental conversation as I was laying down to take a nap. He did say I was from the high angelic plane, or maybe he said planes, don't recall if he mentioned it in singular or plural. But he also said again that he is from Sirius. Getting some Orgone is a good idea and I may be surprised at the benefits. Spreading some around, as I can afford it, say over the course of a year or 2, would be a good idea. As is taking breaks from doing Gateway now and then instead of doing Gateway every single day, 7 days a week. And it was indeed easier on my body's energy system at this level to contact him, or the mermaid. and they could relay messages from higher level friends, guides, family to me. Though I could ready the high level ones myself. Though he did say that would likely change in the future.
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I did the focus 10 free form. It was very relaxing and I did get the floating feeling towards the very end part. I did have a brief conversation with the Sirius dolphin guide. though I did come out of the focus 10 about 5 minutes before the excercise ended so I just took off my earphones and turned off the audio.
Basically the Sirius guide did say some of the same stuff, but also that it may take a few minutes for me to remember this conversation as it's translated to my 3d mind, though he would do what he could to help ensure I would recall it. he did say that he was native to 6d and from Sirius but he came down to 4d to converse with me since that would be easier on my physical body energetically, though I am capable of reaching higher. I am from the high angelic realms and am of the Seraphim type. he said that as I suspected there is no rank structure as far as these types are better then those types. It's more like your chosen interest and specialty. I focus on the whole world and collective instead of the individual like some others do. Folks do benefit from my energy being near me like if I attend a group. But I don't focus on helping individuals on a 1 on 1 bases like some others do. He mentioned that the orgone devices may benefit me in ways I'm not aware of yet, so he'd keep that as a pleasant surprise. Spreading a few through my apartment would be a good idea, but only at a pace I could easily afford, but he said to go ahead with the idea I had and I was doing very well in general an in regards to the gateway also. It was great my switching to that. I did it at the proper time too.
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I'm doing pretty well being left handed, writing left handed that is. Though I do some right handed now and then. I did fill out a check fully left handed again. Guess it's a matter of time, not to long I bet, when I can do hand writing and have it feel ok left or right handed, it would feel just as ok. I do look forward to being fully ambi dexterous. Though I think since it seems I was meant to be left handed I'll continue to write mostly with my left handed even after I'm smoothly writing with either hand. I can say my stuttering has totally gone away. Not sure if any other effects my writing mostly left handed, but I can say that one. My stuttering has totally stopped. I do have some speech thing pop up once in a while, but it's the same as anyone else has, getting tongue tied once in a great while. Just needing to pause a moment, ect.
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I did the focus 10 free form. It was very relaxing and I did get the floating feeling towards the very end part. I did have a brief conversation with the Sirius dolphin guide. though I did come out of the focus 10 about 5 minutes before the excercise ended so I just took off my earphones and turned off the audio.
Basically the Sirius guide did say some of the same stuff, but also that it may take a few minutes for me to remember this conversation as it's translated to my 3d mind, though he would do what he could to help ensure I would recall it. he did say that he was native to 6d and from Sirius but he came down to 4d to converse with me since that would be easier on my physical body energetically, though I am capable of reaching higher. I am from the high angelic realms and am of the Seraphim type. he said that as I suspected there is no rank structure as far as these types are better then those types. It's more like your chosen interest and specialty. I focus on the whole world and collective instead of the individual like some others do. Folks do benefit from my energy being near me like if I attend a group. But I don't focus on helping individuals on a 1 on 1 bases like some others do. He mentioned that the orgone devices may benefit me in ways I'm not aware of yet, so he'd keep that as a pleasant surprise. Spreading a few through my apartment would be a good idea, but only at a pace I could easily afford, but he said to go ahead with the idea I had and I was doing very well in general an in regards to the gateway also. It was great my switching to that. I did it at the proper time too.
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I'm doing pretty well being left handed, writing left handed that is. Though I do some right handed now and then. I did fill out a check fully left handed again. Guess it's a matter of time, not to long I bet, when I can do hand writing and have it feel ok left or right handed, it would feel just as ok. I do look forward to being fully ambi dexterous. Though I think since it seems I was meant to be left handed I'll continue to write mostly with my left handed even after I'm smoothly writing with either hand. I can say my stuttering has totally gone away. Not sure if any other effects my writing mostly left handed, but I can say that one. My stuttering has totally stopped. I do have some speech thing pop up once in a while, but it's the same as anyone else has, getting tongue tied once in a great while. Just needing to pause a moment, ect.
Sunday, November 15, 2015
Sunday 11-15
Got a message from the dolphin who said that due to my strong ties with the Sirius dolphin pods and due to what I've done in the past, my past actions, I'm more then welcome in any of the pods.
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had a strange dream where I was superman or a superman type character, but very early in his career, including a bit of time as superboy, I wasn't known outside Smallville, and I only had some of the abilities, no super cold breath or super speed. And the strength levels were't rediculous.
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I also remember where the mermaid, then later the dolphin, told me that with I had so many blocks up that was acting as a type of cushion which was why the energy frequencies reaching earth were not much of a problem, not as much as now, as well as the synthetic stuff not bothering me as much. Though as both my blocks cleared and I became more clear and more and more of my true self as well as the new frequencies reaching the earth, both together have made me much more sensative to the synthetic and unhealthy foods. The dolphin adding in the fact I'm so alien to the earth and this level of density and my non human genetics compound the problem as well.
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I had fun at the walk around I had at the wholestic feastival. I'll head back later this afternoon. This time I'll remember to wear something in my ears since traffic can be very noisy. Also they had some new asphault on part of the walk there, ick, but I'm sure anyone that's smelled new asphalt knows that that smells like. Smells very toxic to me & makes me feel not to well. But it was mild. The energy of the place was very nice, and I'll go back for at least 1 more walk through. met 1 of the folks from another meet up group there.
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On further thinking, I think I may get more orgone things. I do like how they look. I think I'll some pendants & pyramids. The pendants I'll hang around my appartment, mostly off of the bookshelves, maybe 1 off of the front door handle. maybe 1 off a wall, like art. Think I may get some pyramids and spheres and place them around, like art also. Slowly over time, no hurry. It feels like the right thing to do. and the idea does appeal to me, even at a deep level.
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I went again to the event, had fun just walking around, great energy.
Before I left I had another me pop up mentally, a female anthro dolphin. wasn't expecting that. she said she was 4th dimesion, and said she had come so we could balance our energies, her female and my male energies. it was a pleasant experience. not sure if she is native to 4th dimension or if she went there from 5th to more easily talk to me mentally.
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Overall I had what I think is a pretty good day. Very good even. I'll take it easy, and not do any Gateway, taking a break. I'll start up again tomorrow doing the freeform focus 10, and the sleep & explore. The release & reacharge I may do Tuesday or Wednesday.
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had a strange dream where I was superman or a superman type character, but very early in his career, including a bit of time as superboy, I wasn't known outside Smallville, and I only had some of the abilities, no super cold breath or super speed. And the strength levels were't rediculous.
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I also remember where the mermaid, then later the dolphin, told me that with I had so many blocks up that was acting as a type of cushion which was why the energy frequencies reaching earth were not much of a problem, not as much as now, as well as the synthetic stuff not bothering me as much. Though as both my blocks cleared and I became more clear and more and more of my true self as well as the new frequencies reaching the earth, both together have made me much more sensative to the synthetic and unhealthy foods. The dolphin adding in the fact I'm so alien to the earth and this level of density and my non human genetics compound the problem as well.
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I had fun at the walk around I had at the wholestic feastival. I'll head back later this afternoon. This time I'll remember to wear something in my ears since traffic can be very noisy. Also they had some new asphault on part of the walk there, ick, but I'm sure anyone that's smelled new asphalt knows that that smells like. Smells very toxic to me & makes me feel not to well. But it was mild. The energy of the place was very nice, and I'll go back for at least 1 more walk through. met 1 of the folks from another meet up group there.
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On further thinking, I think I may get more orgone things. I do like how they look. I think I'll some pendants & pyramids. The pendants I'll hang around my appartment, mostly off of the bookshelves, maybe 1 off of the front door handle. maybe 1 off a wall, like art. Think I may get some pyramids and spheres and place them around, like art also. Slowly over time, no hurry. It feels like the right thing to do. and the idea does appeal to me, even at a deep level.
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I went again to the event, had fun just walking around, great energy.
Before I left I had another me pop up mentally, a female anthro dolphin. wasn't expecting that. she said she was 4th dimesion, and said she had come so we could balance our energies, her female and my male energies. it was a pleasant experience. not sure if she is native to 4th dimension or if she went there from 5th to more easily talk to me mentally.
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Overall I had what I think is a pretty good day. Very good even. I'll take it easy, and not do any Gateway, taking a break. I'll start up again tomorrow doing the freeform focus 10, and the sleep & explore. The release & reacharge I may do Tuesday or Wednesday.
Saturday, November 14, 2015
Saturday 11-14
Friday: while I didn't sleep to well Thursday night, I had a lot of fun at the spiritual type meet up I went to late this morning that lasted till about 1, from 10 - 1. I met new people and I diffidently will be going to more meet ups in the future. I think she has 2 a month at her house and I may not go to the other one that is at the restaurant, a different one picked each time.
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On the suggestion of someone I know online I used some stones. First I just walked around my apartment then put on my bed under and around my head. It seems to have worked. I'll keep using them to see if it continues to work. I used an amythest cluster thing I have a a bunch of tiny amythest crystals, quarts, rose quarts, some heavy black stone I have, and a very small geode on a keychain.
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So I may be from the angelic plane and have had incarnations on many worlds. Feels like I've had a number or a lot on either Sirius worlds and or ones that are water types since I do recall I've been dolphins often, a merperson, merman in the 2 flashes I've had of other lives. Not sure if it was 2 different lives or the same one. and also 1 or a few as a blue skinned humanoid that instinctively says Sirian. also had 1 as some sort of furry humanoid, teaching a group who would go out and teach others, a male Naga, working in a temple type place where he'd channel info, carve or write it on metal sheets and give it to others to copy and send out.
Also had Gaia yesterday introduce me to a mermaid and the mermaid said her energy is easier for me to handle since though I can reach a high level guides, including the plane I'm from, its easier on my physical body for now for her to be a guide or a go between since her energy is easier for my physical body to handle since say for example she's 4d, and if I'm from another plane, the angelic plane she said, but if for example their energy is say a high plane and they can reach down to the 6th dimension, it's easier for my body energy wise since she's 4d or can go down to 4d easily herself. She also said I have a very strong connection to mermaids so that makes it easier too for her and I to connect.
Makes sense that with the energies reaching the earth at this time and I'm sensitive to energy a 4d mermaid would be easier energywise then a high plane reaching down to 6d and if I've been non earth dolphins, a humanoid dolphin of some high tech world, and a merman at least once, that was on some non earth planet with how the sky looked it wasnt earth. I guess that explains what she may mean.
I do feel a strong connection to her, merfolk, dolphins, orcas, and such. also to Nagas & dragons too, and biped reptilians, unicorns.
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Think I have a dolphin guide now too. he came to me a short time ago. basically he said yes the Mermaid's energy is easier on my physical body, his also. he said while he is native to the 6th dimension he can easily go down to the 4th in order to talk to me. he said that the others I can talk to are much higher up, high beings since I'm from the high angelic realms. it's easier on my physical body energetically of they do it this way. He said that of course I know I have a very strong connection to dolphins and he did say he's from one of the Sirius system worlds, a sirius dolphin aquatic type world. and them together, him and the mermaid, are my guides that I can easily reach, and as he and she said earlier, easier energetically on my physical body.
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I tried the sleep & explore hemi-sync but like before all I got was being very relaxed and after a bit a floating feeling, very relaxing. Later I tried the focus 10 freeform, the last audio exercise for wave 1, but I am not sure if I got down to focus 10, but that was the first time I did it do I don't see anything bad about that, plus I'll not start wave 2 will the day after my birthday since the wave 2 album package is still sealed and I want to wait will my birthday to open it. So that means I'll have extra time to do free form focus 10, sleep & exploration, and I'll also do the release & energize a few times over the time before that.
Think I had the new dolphin guide pop up. he mentioned I should take the day off and he and the mermaid may appear tomorrow, but I should diffidently take today off like I did yesterday. yesterday since my sleep Thursday night wasn't very good and I went to a meet up at an organizer's house, but I wrote about that yesterday. Tomorrow I'll be going to another meet up, a special event thing that is being held at a hotel that is about 25 or 30 minutes from where I live, so I figure why not walk over there, since I joined the group last week.
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On the suggestion of someone I know online I used some stones. First I just walked around my apartment then put on my bed under and around my head. It seems to have worked. I'll keep using them to see if it continues to work. I used an amythest cluster thing I have a a bunch of tiny amythest crystals, quarts, rose quarts, some heavy black stone I have, and a very small geode on a keychain.
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So I may be from the angelic plane and have had incarnations on many worlds. Feels like I've had a number or a lot on either Sirius worlds and or ones that are water types since I do recall I've been dolphins often, a merperson, merman in the 2 flashes I've had of other lives. Not sure if it was 2 different lives or the same one. and also 1 or a few as a blue skinned humanoid that instinctively says Sirian. also had 1 as some sort of furry humanoid, teaching a group who would go out and teach others, a male Naga, working in a temple type place where he'd channel info, carve or write it on metal sheets and give it to others to copy and send out.
Also had Gaia yesterday introduce me to a mermaid and the mermaid said her energy is easier for me to handle since though I can reach a high level guides, including the plane I'm from, its easier on my physical body for now for her to be a guide or a go between since her energy is easier for my physical body to handle since say for example she's 4d, and if I'm from another plane, the angelic plane she said, but if for example their energy is say a high plane and they can reach down to the 6th dimension, it's easier for my body energy wise since she's 4d or can go down to 4d easily herself. She also said I have a very strong connection to mermaids so that makes it easier too for her and I to connect.
Makes sense that with the energies reaching the earth at this time and I'm sensitive to energy a 4d mermaid would be easier energywise then a high plane reaching down to 6d and if I've been non earth dolphins, a humanoid dolphin of some high tech world, and a merman at least once, that was on some non earth planet with how the sky looked it wasnt earth. I guess that explains what she may mean.
I do feel a strong connection to her, merfolk, dolphins, orcas, and such. also to Nagas & dragons too, and biped reptilians, unicorns.
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Think I have a dolphin guide now too. he came to me a short time ago. basically he said yes the Mermaid's energy is easier on my physical body, his also. he said while he is native to the 6th dimension he can easily go down to the 4th in order to talk to me. he said that the others I can talk to are much higher up, high beings since I'm from the high angelic realms. it's easier on my physical body energetically of they do it this way. He said that of course I know I have a very strong connection to dolphins and he did say he's from one of the Sirius system worlds, a sirius dolphin aquatic type world. and them together, him and the mermaid, are my guides that I can easily reach, and as he and she said earlier, easier energetically on my physical body.
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I tried the sleep & explore hemi-sync but like before all I got was being very relaxed and after a bit a floating feeling, very relaxing. Later I tried the focus 10 freeform, the last audio exercise for wave 1, but I am not sure if I got down to focus 10, but that was the first time I did it do I don't see anything bad about that, plus I'll not start wave 2 will the day after my birthday since the wave 2 album package is still sealed and I want to wait will my birthday to open it. So that means I'll have extra time to do free form focus 10, sleep & exploration, and I'll also do the release & energize a few times over the time before that.
Think I had the new dolphin guide pop up. he mentioned I should take the day off and he and the mermaid may appear tomorrow, but I should diffidently take today off like I did yesterday. yesterday since my sleep Thursday night wasn't very good and I went to a meet up at an organizer's house, but I wrote about that yesterday. Tomorrow I'll be going to another meet up, a special event thing that is being held at a hotel that is about 25 or 30 minutes from where I live, so I figure why not walk over there, since I joined the group last week.
Thursday, November 12, 2015
Higher Self [Thursday 11-12]
My higher self or another me: We are indeed from the angelic realms. We do not wish to tell you everything. We wish some stuff for you to find out through other means like your intuition, and other sources available like online, other people and such.
Some of the individuals you've communicated with are from various alternate timelines. once you add in all the alternate timelines and such there are many possible experiences one can have. Like in one, there is one of this, where Atlantis still exists. We also pop around in time, as you say. many experiences. not all of incarnate, some of us do, many do not. There are places where one does not need to do have experiences, to share experiences. You can just go there, manifest a body and hang out or do stuff there, learn, experience, help others. it is all basically doing what you want to do and it never ends. that is how reality is for everyone, the real reality, not the earth reality, as it is currently but that will change over time.
there is one where we are sometimes a mermaid or merperson, we are dolphins, orcas, belugas, among other species. Also multiple places in the same universe and points in time. it can get quite complicated, but it is really easy. we do as we want as all do. going here and there, helping others as we also do was we want to do. Various other lives we pop into when we want. We are royalty in some, no in others. but that is more then ok.
Some of us do do the incarnating thing as I mentioned but also there are some that dislike it, like you do. But that is fine. You can do as you wish and we are not all exactly the same, though we are various selves of the same being. after all you are not exactly the same through even 1 day. more so when you add in the being multi dimensional.
Also it is best to not assume all members of a race are the same. Like some Carians and other races may not understand certain emotions since Earth has many emotions. Though some have incarnated or had other experiences so they can understand more of a emotional array. Some realms and places have less of an emotional array then earth has. But to each their own. Being around others helps some to understand, also some do go out to have experiences and bring their experiences back for others to learn or even just for them selves to learn, which still helps others.
We do have many experiences and once this incarnation is over and you have done any needed time to recover and rest you'll have a wide array of things to do that you can wish to do. The choices will seem infinate, but they are there for you.
There are places you can just pop in, manifest a body and stay there doing things. There is no need to incarnate. Other places do prefer that you do incarnate but don't require it, and some do require it like earth, but Earth has certain exceptions to this, but no need to go into complicated details.
like you could go and be with same dolphins on some Sirius worlds or other places where there are sentient dolphins that use technology of various types. Also you can be say a merperson in various places, be a naga, or other races we've been before. Some we are royalty and can go back to being that once more since they do have some places you can go back into that if you want, come & go, though some dislike this and have that the incarnated folks may have more status or other things.
not easy to explain it in 3d ways. you'll be one of us who do like traveling around and doing this or that at times, as well as spending time alone. The folks you'll enjoy being with will be various species and types. For example if you go to visit Gaia or certain cities or places you may be a merperson or dolphin or switch back and forth in your form. Others a Carian, positive alpha draconian, as well as other races, though some you'll like more then others so may not enjoy being with much so may avoid being with them much, or may need to get use to them. There are many options and no need to discuss them all now. You'll be having a lot of fun, helping many and doing various things indeed.
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Among our friends and lovers, and right now I'll tell you that there are many that see friend and lover as much the same and some like mermaids, merfolk, satyrs, dolphins who not only see both as the same but are very open and promiscuous so that if you are someone they like or fancy they'll be willing to share with you in various ways, some of which are ways that earth humans would regard as a type of sex. it's all about fun, equal sharing, things like that, with them. Some others like carians and others are a bit more reserved. They do that but often at only certain times and places, a bit more like certain human societies, but not any repression, among the higher then earth plane is. or earth realm if you prefer that term. many races are varied, carians among them, dragons also, and others, varied in that the species can have individuals who are more open and one can say of a higher nature then others. Some it can be based on their mood. Nagas are much like this, among others. many nagas have a dislike of certain races based on past encounters and relationships with them, but more are willing to be more open. Some keep more to themselves, but are loving still, though the way they interpret it may be different then some others. Though above a certain level one can say indeed that all are loving beings, it still leaves one with a wide variety of possible personalities and actions.
as for being on team 1 or 2, we are above that, since this universe was designed from the start to have polarity, light, dark as some would say, positive & negative. We are loving beings, but above the drama between these 2 and dislike it, as you've found you dislike the drama of earth. Also competition is a thing that we do not indulge in nor have as part of our make up.
The carian female who appeared to you is indeed one of our, shall we call her a lover, very close friend. Lover is a more correct term since we are regarded as royalty, of 3 you can say royal linages, there may be more but I'll not say. The carian lineage we can claim is indeed very ancient and her society would see it as permissible for us to be lovers. I say us since we are multi dimensional beings. You'll love her. They are more, reserved. Think similar to humans who do show affection and such more in private settings, but out in public there are codes of conduct, again simlar to some more open human societies like those found in the USA and parts of British culture areas. But you'll get along with her well.
Our linage is ancient indeed, as we are from the angelic realms and an angel of course. We are more of the, well a classification is not super easy to do. Humans like to label everything but labels can be handy to use, but is not 100% accurate with everyone.
The light of a seraphim is accurate, though from being other races, incarnating and being with them and others, we have grown, changed, evolved so we may not seem like the typical Seraphim. We do hang out and do stuff with individuals, but prefer to more look at the whole large picture then the 1 on 1. some prefer looking only at the small immediate, and that is fine, just like the large picture. Some look only at the large picture. We have learned to balance this. We go at times where we are needed, where we want and this helps othe over all larger picture. Service to others is not a thing we see as a thing that has to be un fun. You can do service to others, do what you want to do and to some it may look like many of our selves just go around.
we can and do acknowledge we are of not just ancient but high heritage ourselves being from the angelic realms, but also some incarnations and lifetimes we've had, some of them have been as what some would call royal lineages so with the carian female you saw, she is of royalty and she did call you prince since we are of a very ancient lineage of royalty so in her society we indeed are of the right lineage and class and such that in her society and family see as appropriate for us to be lovers, though they are open about love, being of higher then some who choose to remain lower in their awareness, all based on their personal choices, but we are of that so you can say for her and us to be lovers is all green lit. and they are aware we are as multi dimensional as they are.
We do have lover/friends of many species, merfolk of you can say both genders, naga, dolphins, that's a big one, including orcas and belugas, though belugas are not dolphins. No need to go into to much detail, but we will say more will be uncovered over time in various ways and some you'll be surprised by once you return here. But the general gest you'll learn of by the time the incarnation ends.
I've looked into it and it is a new thing but the problem with the light body guided meditations is we are such a high level being compared to earth, with the solar radiance and radiance courses to increase your radiance you hit a point where you are tapping into a good portion of your, our true self. To much for our, well your, physical body at present. We were unaware of this since we have never really been to a place as dense as the earth, not incarnated in such a dense place I mean and had an incarnation awaken and start to tap into themselves as you've done. So best to stay away from that at present and focus on the gateway and hemi-sync. But that does give you a diffident clue as to how high a realm we originate from. We do return to visit there at times. We stay here or there for periods of time, including the angelic realms where we originate from and dwell there.
Some of us stay in places longer, incarnating, some like I suspect you will be, value individual freedom more & teleport around more so you live here or there for various periods of time. Go with what feels natural and is what excites you, fun for you, you love to do. You understand what I mean.
Though as I said, some of us do incarnate, some do not. I do think you''re one of us who Incarnating doesn't really suit. That is fine. Not all of us do.
We've picked up a lot from the various races we've been with, helped, incarnations. That is why you'll find we can't be so easily cataloged, or labeled.
me: I guess then we're much more use to being telepathic?
Higher self: indeed. That is why the galactic languages has no pull for you and they make no real sense. We're far more use to telepathy by far. almost exclusively really, with the occasional rare exception now & then.
me: and when you talk about the carian being a bit more reserved in public like in the us and some other cultures do you mean like that ore are they more open then earth but still reserved compared to some like dolphins?
Higher self: indeed, much more open then cultures and such on earth, since they are telepathic, but more reserved in comparison to some like other non earth origins, also not all Carians or any 1 species are exactly the same, they can be as varied not only since hey are individuals but also they may have various cultures like earth, but they were more brought together since they are telepathic and not with the sense of separation like earth is experiencing at the present. and by dolphins we mean non earth dolphins..
Me: and above such things you mean we are not into that drama and stuff like light/dark, good/evil stuff like we're not into competition?
Higher self: indeed. We do not partake in that stuff. Some do and greatly enjoy it, but we are not among those. We just remain true to ourselves and that is best for all of us.
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