Friday, September 25, 2015

Friday 9-26

I did the first guided meditation for Solar radiance - becoming a more perfect light.  I wonder what this course of guided meditations will be like.  I did the first and it went very well.  I could see the solar light in my mind's eye.  I could also feel it it shined it's energy on me, into me, my emotional & mental bodies and so on.  a very interesting guided meditation.  So I think it went very well.

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PS:  The stuff that follows is a mix of journal and channeling since I forgot I had done a sentence this morning and the 2nd guided meditation was short.  I also didn't think I'd channel to much so I thought why not just do it as a combined journal & channeling type thing. 

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 I do feel this morning that I have a great deal of inner excitement about going home soon or very soon.

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I did the guided meditation for the 2nd time.  Not much to report since it was about the same as before.  I missed part of it since I went unconscious.  Not sure if I was tired or went to deep into my meditative state.

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me: so can you say with finer detail when I'll return home.  Not that I want to hurry it along. just curious, and sorta feels like a holding pattern sort of thing.

Ceta: well son, The exact time of this is fluid since it is depending on a number of factors.  We can only give a vague sort of time.  perhaps more precise as time passes and after certain things have passed.  I could give a sorta vague time.  maybe within 5 earth years.  it depends on a number of factors.  within 10 years is even more possible.  it really is hard to say since it is to early.  Things could progress very fast and it may be sooner but let's say the first possibility is within 5 years.  let's say maybe some time in your 50's, or before.

The holding patters is an accurate thing.  Since you can say it is that.  But do try to have fun and continue according to your plans for the light body courses and if any non light body courses interest you that Orin & Daben as well as certain kindle books.

The growth and growing awareness, awakening to more of your true nature does help others who are incarnated on the earth as well as helping you as well.  You are aware and awakened to more of your true nature while incarnated on the earth, which really is a big deal, to use an earth human expression, as well as it'll help you on this side also.

Like we said once you're back here you'll have the choice to merge back into your full true self, remain, like you are now, as aware as your true self is, and of you being yourself and your true self at the same time, able to focus on which you want.  You can focus on what you want and prefer to do, aware of what your true self is doing as well as being as multi dimensional as your true self.  We'll all react to you as to your true self since you are your true self and will be aware of this.  It is a big deal to achieve this level you have on the Earth as you have.  and you'll only go up from here.  Though you'll be much more aware then you are now, especially of your full self, you can call it.

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I was thinking.  I feel that since I'm incarnated as a human my awakening to as much of my true self and clearing myself out as much as I can reflects that in the human collective since I feel I'm connected it to a degree since I'm incarnated here, though I'm not a permanent member, not being a native earth human.  And by awakening to as much of my true self and true nature as I can and becoming as clear as I can, this makes it easier for others to do the same. Also as others do also, this reflects on the earth human collective so that over time it becomes easier and easier for others to do the same.  In time more and more will be ready and it'll be a large percentage that is ready and is awakened and as aware of their true natures as possible and as clear also.

Though some will not be ready for this or will not want to do this, and I feel there are options.  Other worlds they can go to. They can also incarnate in earth's past.  Also perhaps if they want to get ready they incarnate back during this time again to have a 2nd chance to experience awakening and so on.

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I also feel that as I was told, I just need to do what I really want to do, what excites me.  The true full me may have other extensions that are doing other things.  so together I may be doing many many things at once.

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Ceta: the reason for the feeling like you're in a holding patter is in part due to the fact phase 2 is underway but it's not the right time for you to leave yet.  Also it's due to your original soul contract and plan, to be part of the phase 1 folks, and experience awakening as a human for the novelty of the experience, and since it would help the collective, in the way that you said earlier.  Very simply put with no unneccessary complexity.

You've done this sort of thing on other worlds before, a thing you like to do at times, but none have really been as dense as the earth where you've incarnated.  For such dense worlds you've usually remained on this side and helped in some of the ways we've discussed before.  the primary places you've incarnated have all been far less dense then the earth.  The earth being the first place of such denseness where you have incarnated, and part of it was due to earth's being a special case.   So you are not new to this sort of thing, though you are new to being incarnated on such a dense world.  Though that is changing and over time earth, and the inhabitants and incarnates, will grow less and less dense, and awaken more and more to their true natures.  It'll help others also who are not incarnated on the earth as an earth human.  Some of the so called more negative types like reptilians will be helped also, not all of them, but some will be. and the earth going through this shift will help others also in similar and other ways.

So you were not planning on being a big type like others who channel and are awakened to their true natures.  You've done that before on other worlds.  The anthro dolphin one, for example, you were similar to combining Matt khan, and Duane Packer where you'd give lectures and such, help others who were of the same mission but not awake or had doubts, as well as doing audio such types of courses.

So this one was meant to be a more quiet life, part of phase 1.  perhaps, and likely, helping out the further parts of the shift on this side since the current phase is shfting into phase 2, here the focus is on helping the incarnates.  not as many phase 1 folks are needed, and some, if not many or all, I've not really looked into it do deeply, will anchor some of the energies, as well as the phase 3 generation.  Their very being here causes some energies to be anchored since they could not incarnate without the energies being anchored here in the first place.  That is keeping it simple.  It really gets much more complex then that.  Especially with what some are doing on this side and the incarnate side together.  Both sides are needed and all are an important part of the overall whole plan.  


Earth will be a great place. It'll take time, 1 day at at time, 1 step at a time.  but it'll happen.



Me: so I guess I am pretty high since it takes that to anchor and run the energies since like you said one can't anchor in energies one's not native to or below what one is native to.

Ceta: certainly, that and one has to have an interest in doing that sort of thing.  many do, many do not.  That is one of the things you enjoy doing, though usually on worlds not as dense as the earth is.  Though as I and others have said, that is changing.

Part of the reason you don't recall everything is your human nature.  It is not, one can say plugged in, compatible. The earth gridwork is not fully active.  It's been actually very inactive, though with each passing second now one can say more & more of it is going online.  then there is the, what you can call the human framework DNA.  It's not as active as it should be.  Due to, in no small part, to meddling, for various reasons, unimportant to go into now.  Though that is changing too.

Your will have many many hobbies here, many friends, lovers, family, those you are close to.

If one is curious what the other side is like, Astral city does give some glimpse, though simplified it is a good introduction. one can also look at what is the best about earth, the most enjoyable, exciting, inspiring, and that'll give some more brief glimpses.  

106 Ceta [Thurs 9-24]

Me: what was that click that I heard & felt in my head and that thing I felt all throughout my head and body at the same time?

Ceta: That was just background stuff, not really important at all for you to know.  Think of it as, another octave.  There are some background things going on and you're sensitive enough to have felt and heard it.  part of it is you became more sensitive, open, to your true self.  I could get more technical but that is it basically, and some other stuff.  also you can stream in a higher frequency of energy too. 

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Me: What is source to us?

Ceta: we are source and source is us.  also to some of us, the 2 of us for example, source is also a lover, close friend, and such like that.  it may surprise some earth humans, but many beings can have a relationship with source like that, a close friend. once one gets past the concept that source shouldn't be up on a pedistal to be admired, bowed to, worshiped.  Source can be one of your closest friends, along with yourself, since you are multi dimensional. You can also have source and yourself as a lover also.  That's not to odd. though some may not be ready for that.  But they'll find out eventually.


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Me: let's discuss us as lovers and being lovers with ourselves.

Ceta: Well, we've been lovers from almost the basic start since you choose to not start as a total blank slate, as some new beings personalities do.  but once you started incarnating you learned more then if you had just stayed here all the time.  and also as we've said you also hang out in places that are not the family areas, or the family plane or planet, let's label those as.  So here it is not at all unusual for us to be lovers even though I'm one of your parents.  I've discussed the fact there's not taboo here since we don't really deal with genetics here.  it's energy here, if we must use a label.  But for example relatives, say us, could create a new being using some of our energy, and it would be a perfectly new being, not like on earth where there's a chance for recessive genetic traits to be passed onto an offspring and with 2 recessive genetic problems to cause certain problems for the human body vehicle.  But for the earth the taboo across many, if not all, cultures makes perfect sense, from a genetic stand point, as genetics work on earth at the present time.

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me: anything you'd like to discuss?

Ceta: you are doing great.  Some of the stuff you are experiencing is , let's call it partial withdrawal, since the time is coming when you, what you do and the primary reason won't be needed since the 2nd phase or wave, whatever you wish to call it, is starting to come into their own, since this is the plan.  it was the plan from the start.  part 1, phase 2, wave 1, are all aliens really, anchoring in the energies and frequencies into the planetary and solar system grid.  it helps with the shift and anchors in certain frequencies so the 2nd phase folks can be incarnated. 

Some of the 1st phase folks would teach a bit, reveal some spiritual information since some would be ready for it, but most of the phase 1 folk's focus is on the planetary and solar system grid. 

The 2nd phase are mostly aliens, but more and more native earth humans will be brought on board, more & more as time passes and a large group of the 2nd phase folk's focus is on those incarnated on the earth.  Though they do anchor some frequencies of energy also.  then there is the phase 3, which will come later.  the plan, at least among most of us, for the native earth humans to be brought on board as they are ready and more and more of them being brought on board as they are ready till at a certain point it may be either mostly native earth humans are around an equal amounts of aliens and native earth humans.  now as you know during this many aliens are incarnated as humans but are not native earth humans themselves. Some alien beings, beings of light, and so forth are not incarnated but are still helping the earth in ways some, if not many, would not be aware of. 

Doing stuff like not preventing earthquakes, tsunamis and so on.  but keeping the shift, gridwork, energy and such, smoothing out things so the various things are not as severe as they could be if some of us were not there.  Also solar flares and such. 

so according to your first original plan and soul contract was to return here, at some point after the 2nd wave or phase is fully stabilized and your energy is not needed since the next phase will be stabilized and underway. 

You often have been helping with various worlds and systems shifts in the past. think of it as one of your hobbies.  you are very experienced at that.  one of the reasons you went to the earth as a phase 1. 

and you'll still be lovers with Gaia after that, as well as certain other planetary beings, stellar beings, as well as incarnated and ensouled beings.  You'll find you have friends, lovers, among a wide category of beings.  Though we don't care of the category of beings since we see them all as individuals.  a stellar, planetary being is not more important then a being incarnated on a planet.  and in fact some planetary and stellar beings incarnate at times also, including during their time as a planet or star. 

You'll also find having friends and lovers is normal.  after beings are aware past a certain point there isn't just friend or lover, both are the same, you can say.  There's just say degrees of lovers.  close deep lovers.  more casual lovers, like ones who you hang out together, talk, maybe play like a co op video game, love flows much more freely, including what some beings would call sex.  Since sex on this side, and one day it'll be on earth too, is about sharing your being, love energy, pleasure, sensual. and more that English has no terms for. 

as I've mentioned before with how dense earth is once you are on this side it may not be an instant poof you're back to yourself.  You may need to rest once or twice on the way back here, or maybe not.  and you may need time to become more and more of yourself.  Though the progress you make in becoming and awakening to yourself does help others incarnated on the earth, it'll help also once you're on this side.

many of the fun things have equivalents on this side, many things on this side have no equivalents on the earth or only in fiction like the star trek: next generation holodeck.   Though lower vibration and more negative types of stuff doesn't' really exist here, so none of those types of movies and such, or they have altered versions to be more positive. 

But whenever the time comes you'll have at least 1 escort back here, that is normal all over everywhere any sentient incarnates.  and you'll get back into the swing of things.  some folks really dislike the earth and try to forget it as much as they can once they are back here, especially in past times.  Though that in itself could be seen as a type of lesson too.  You'll be able to remember better then you do now, the things with positive emotional impact will be much easier to remember, unless you are someone carrying around shame and such, though that is not a problem you'll have and on the earth, fortunately, with each passing day that is less and less, though many still have some or a lot of inner work they need to do.  That'll be seen to in the coming days and years also, those that are willing to do so at least.  

You are high.  The folks who are part of phase 1 are not beginners.  it takes an experienced being, and one of, let's say a high level being of light, to anchor and channel in the frequencies of energies and light that you are.  one can not channel nor anchor in energies they are not native to and ones that are higher then they are.  So think on that my son, lover.  Just wanted to add that bit before you post then.  talk to you next time

Gaia: What he says is true you know, sexy.  

Thursday, September 24, 2015

Thursday [9-24]

I heard some say that on the 27 or 28th it'll be poof and you'll go to another dimension or new earth.  Some others say it'll be like a blink and you'll be on 4d or 5d earth and it'll continue like normal.  to me what feels more right is it'll be gradual.  It may be  the ones who die after that will go to 4d earth maybe.  those who are not yet will live on 3d earth till they die normally.  though some like me will be going home. 

Though I may be wrong.  guess we'll all know in a few days.

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I did the last guided meditation for Radiance: self exciting for the 1st time today. It went pretty well, though I felt and feel, only partially awake.  I, as usual, had the Fullonia cocoon light/energy the size of the universe. I also imagined it going into my light body gridwork, mental body gridwork & emotional body also to charge that up, place my radiance there, do any needed upgrading, repairing, ect. 

Oddly I felt a click type feeling in my head and also heard it at the same time, & some type of feeling all over and through my head and body at the same time. Can't describe it.  Overall I think it went very well. 

Starting tomorrow I'll do the 8 guided meditation course about the solar light.  Wonder what that'll be like.

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I feel that recently I've been able to see my full self's perspective on certain things like some say being incarnated on the earth is like a play or a bad dream.  A play is closer to the way things are, but not really a play since things are serious and are really happening, not like a play where everything is fictional. Though in one way it is a play in that roles are planned out, some decide to be this roll, others another roll.  Your friend may be an enemy or rival here, when in your true home, where ever that is, he, or she, is not a rival or enemy but a friend or acquaintance. 

that when the earth system was implemented they had not anticipated that some aliens would come here to meddle with things, like genetics, and other things, as well as some influencing things from the sidelines and remaining here.  but that is changing, and many are learning from what happened here, including and especially those who were in charge of and implemented the system here like karma, and certain other rules, like the veil.  But that is changing, bit by bit.  And it's not that the earth is the best school, as some have been saying.  Since naturally ego being what it is, they will think that the earth is best.  But it was both an experiment that go way way out of hand, but also was intended to be a school in certain things, like a specialty school specializing in certain things, but was also intended that beings could come here to experience certain things, not get caught up in karma like being caught in a pool of honey or on a hamster wheel, and they didn't anticipate these more negative beings being a force here, genetics being meddled with, and other things.  but many are learning and things are changing. 

It's like I am more my true self, while also being this me, both at the same time.  and that feels proper, like it should be.

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 I did the meditation for the 2nd time today and It went pretty much like usual. I found a way to sit in my chair that puts slight pressure on a certain area of my back where the pain is non existent.  most of the meditation went as before, except for 2 odd spots. 

The first was someone describing to me how holographic memory worked.  From what I can remember what he said involved lasers and some sort of clear substance that can be shaped into like a cube that captures and suspends light and this can store 3d or 4d with later technical advancement, memory that some would refer to as holographic memory.

the 2nd odd incident was that it felt like I totally stopped streaming, channeling, anchoring or whatever I'm doing energy of various frequencies.  It stopped totally for around 10 or so minutes.  i only felt energy when Daben did his vocalizations and then it started up again, no idea what happened.  I can say it felt very weird. and now that I'm typing this, I'm not sure if it's back to normal or a reduced flow.  No idea.  

105 CETA [wed 9-23]

Me: What do you think of the poof we're on 4d earth?

Ceta: don't think it was set up to happen like that.  I'm not helping on that end of things, but I don't think the psyches of those incarnated could do with going poof from 3d to 4d.  During the process of dieing yes, but not while the 3d body is alive.  perhaps after a certain date those who die may end up instead of in a place like Astral City, they may end up on say 4d earth. I've not fully looked into it since none of the family is going to go through that.  your soul plan is, well, soon or very soon, once phase 2 is fully underway, stable and taken up the mantle, your original soul plan is to then return home to us here.  not to go to new earth or 4d earth or whatever you wish to call it.  It's the same earth, but another dimension, vibratory octave, or whatever you wish to call it.

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me: I guess we don't live on a planet in our home.

Ceta: not for the post part.  We live in what some may call our own plane.  Though we do have a planet for those who either like that, or some who wish to join our family but are not ready yet.  This is across a number of dimensions.  but the vast majority of our family lives in what some would call this plane.  it' shard to explain, but calling it a plane is the easiest way I can explain it.

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me: I do hope it happens very soon rather then soon, but I understand you can't give a date, precise or vague.

Ceta: There are a number of factors and the future is fluid, so those reasons we can't give dates, even a vague one.  Wish i could.  I do really await your returning here.  and for you a new way of life, but not a new way.  hard to explain, based on the choice you'll make.  Time has no meaning, so we know what choice you'll make.  As I said earlier, that's why you're having these experiences.  if you were going to merge back into yourself, you'd not be doing these experiences of meeting us, the other beings. though of course you can still choose a different choice.  I can say it'll be soon or very soon.  That's a promise.

Me: I hold you and lugia to those promises.   ;)

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Me: & I'll have some beings as friends, close friends, family and lovers also like source, you, Lugia, my full self, Karinus, Gaia, Moondander, Maribelle, and others?

Ceta: of course.  there may well be others you've not met, partially since they really don't like the earth's density, and they don't want to have you be introduced to 30 or 50 beings within a month.  so they are content to wait till you return and are here with us.  It can't be to soon for all of us here.  Though you are doing valuable work, your part of what you do is soon coming to an end according to the original plans, idea, and your soul contract.

any more then that I can't really say.

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Me: Best to stay with the original soul plan contract thing.  it may mess things up otherwise for the Earth, though I do feel excitement about going to my true home.  and that I'll have a choice if I want to merge with the rest of me, remain like I'd prefer, as aware is all of me is and still be me, not merged.  I guess like an external facet or permanent multi dimensional self, who can have multi dimensional selves. But will I really be as aware as my full self, full knowledge, memories ect?

Ceta: indeed.  Though due to the density of the earth, you may need a resting spot along the way.  Your full memories and knowledge may return to you quickly instead of poof.  But that'll be a time of rest for you.  We've not really had anyone of our family incarnate on the earth before, you are our first one. 

We'll be very happy to have you here and the fact the date is approaching.  The exitement you feel is not just yours, but some of ours too.


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Me: and i guess it's normal for us to have many lovers, close friends and such, including source and ourselves?

Ceta: indeed, for us it is normal, very normal.  We are all close friends, lovers and such here.  Though you have some who are not family members.  Some you made in other incarnations and in other ways.  Gaia isn't the first planetary being.  Believe me.

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me: So, when I soon or very soon, return home.  Will it be like my first time there, or like I've always been there.

Ceta: well, that is the funny thing. For you it'll be both.  You've been here always since part of you hasn't left here. but the yu that you know as you both left here to incarnate on the earth, as a, think of it as an extension of yourself. But also it'll be your first time here.  So a bit complicated.  But once you are here among us, and again we're all excited it'll be soon for you and us, it'll flow back and be as if you have always been here, since parts of you, your fell self, always has.  but you may well feel the excitement of it being your first time in what you know in your deepest instincts as your true home and us as your true family.

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Me: and I guess we are form, semi form/formless and formless, we as in the whole family?

Ceta: indeed.  Though not all are across all 3 of those.  and many prefer 1 or 2 of those.  Some like you visit all those you're native to, capable of being in, as well as visiting other places outside the family areas, like to be with Gaia, Moondancer, Maribelle, and other beings, in your case. and places you find fun too.

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Me: I guess as for what I'll do there, it's some bits of what I like to do here. and more stuff, but all stuff I enjoy and find fun, or I enjoy doing it. 

Ceta: indeed.  I would give you details, but I want most of it to be  a pleasant surprise. here it's all about what stuff do you want to do. Not like a job on the earth.

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Me: hope you don't mind a silly question or 2.  Do folks wear clothes there?

Ceta: some do, most of us don't bother with clothes.  No nudity rules here.  It's optional.  also some change their gender or some at times are no gender, based on their mood  Also you can manifest anything you want. and we do have homes, if we want them.  it's all very open here. Some even like to walk around sporting erections, none of us mind.  we're all family here and very open.  Though most don't do that sort of thing.  and those who do, most don't do it all the time.  Those with a form in the form areas.  Totally different in the semi form/formless and full formless areas.  But we're just as open there too.  one may be closer to certain family members then others, us all being individuals.  but that is normal.  acquaintance with some, friends, close friends, lovers, close lovers, with others.  a mix of those with some.

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Me: I guess there are all sorts of fun to be had there.

Ceta: indeed, all sorts of options.  all that you can think of, that are of high resonance and vibration,and likely some that you've not imagined before, You'll love it here, believe me.  <I feel he's smiling a bit at me as he says the end of that.>

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me: I just thought. I guess some of the sadness could be not just from the native human collective, but my online friends who may know that my departure date is approching?

Ceta: yes, I had not thought of that but yes.  Their true selves may well have realized that you will not be here for 20 or 50 years like many of them will be.  Though you can keep in contact with their true selves.  Their incarnated selves won't consciously know any of this. Entering their dreams to talk to them is possible, though only loved ones do that. Their true selves will really enjoy keeping in contact with you, doing fun things, that may resemble what you did in rl, chatting and other things. sort of like versions of what you did there, but do it here.  many options.  that is how you have many friends, and others.  You have many from previous incarnations. 

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Me: I guess video games, movies, ect are not quite like here, besides being in full 3d if you want and you can step into it, and so on.  the violent stuff wouldn't be there.

Ceta: indeed.  like the dr who legacy game you play.  it could be exactly the same, except no one is killed.  instead of being killed the player's team all get captured, or driven off. and instead of killing the enemy, they are driven off, deactivated or something like that.  Rpg's may be solving puzzles, getting past enemies, but not killing them.  putting them to sleep, distracting them, tricking them into leaving or the like.  Not the killing. 

As for movies and tv episodes,  certain genres are not liked here.  comedies could be exactly as is, romantic comedies, say like Mission Impossible where the team needs to do this or that, but not harm the target.  that should gives you a general guideline.  same with books and such here. 


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Me: I seem to ask you folks a lot about home, not about the other stuff I use to.  it seems like that other stuff just isn't important anymore. 

Ceta: that is cause on a deep level you know the time is approaching for your returning here.  That is why you got that strong feeling a few days or so ago.  It is one thing to be told this. It is quite another when you feel it deep inside, your true self, knows that.  hard to describe, but that is why.

Me: I guess I could keep in contact with my online friends real selves, and as for the livestreams I watch.  I would watch it I assume but not participate in the chat.  but there may be alternatives. Others may do the same exact sort of thing but be say sirians, pleidians, or something else. and then there is the true selves of the ones doing the streams and in the chat.

Ceta: indeed, many many options.  We'll all help you here with all of that.  Adjustment, learning, finding fun things.  But you'll soon after you return if not instantly, know everything your full self does.  you will be your true self, just a permanent external facet, permanent external self, since you are as multi dimensional as he is, since you are both the same exact being.  Not sure how soon it'll return to you or if you'll need to rest once or twice on your way back here since none of us has incarnated on anything as dense as the Earth before.  And you do have many friends and lovers you don't know of consciously, as well as family members. You also have fun things you use to do in other incarnations.  and your parallel incarnations, but you may not know of them since they are other extensions then the one that incarnated as you.  

Wednesday, September 23, 2015

105 CETA, GAIA

Me: as I was laying down trying to take a nap since my sleep's been messed up since last night, I got the thought wondered if one could share, like have sex, with source since you and I have, me and lugia  and me with other beings. did that happen, felt sort of like that.

Ceta: indeed, though it wasn't full sex, as it could be called since your energy is a little, messed up, your body's reaction to it, part of the shift.  that's why you can't sleep to well, or couldn't last night.  time has no meaning here so we sometimes misplace the proper term.  But that's why you're experiencing that, one of the symptoms of the shift, think about it as that.  But basically you did do the early , well think of them as the first steps of having sex or sharing with source. Many of us have source as a close lover. since if you are willing and a sexual being, source is also. if you are not a sexual being, then you can talk or merge energies with source a bit, and it wouldn't be a sexual being.  Since you are, it is also. But source didn't progress since both you were trying to go to sleep and your energy and body were not in their usual normal state, but enough to show you that yes, you can share or have sex with source, have as one of your lovers if you wish.  it is diffidently open to that if you wish it and I feel you are open also.

me: So it wouldn't be unusual to have source as a lover then or one of one's lovers, like me having the rest of my true self as a close lover is normal?

Ceta: Precisely correct.  You having yourself as a close lover is normal, and having source as a lover is also normal. Many of us here do. 
me: is the reason I experienced that since I'm aware and ready to and since I'll be making the choice to remain not separate but a non merged fully aware me, as aware as my full self is and aware of being my true self and me and not merged.  I guess maybe like a facet of a gem.  hard to explain in English but I'm sure you know what I mean.

Ceta: I do, it is hard to explain certain things in 3rd density languages since they don't have certain concepts.  But what is going on is you're aware and ready to experience these things, and since from where we are and the rest of you is, you can say you've already made that choice, though you you in the human body has not, but certain, shall we say elements, are treating you as if you already have made the choice, source, and your experiencing us, your true family, your, well the rest of you that is here.  You can say since you made that choice in the future, the universe, and certain others, are treating your present, accordingly as if you already had made the choice. if you were going to choose to merge back into the rest of you, you'd not be experiencing all this.  Things would be a bit different. 

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Me: During the first time I did the light body meditation I felt a sadness.  Felt like it was coming from outside myself.

Ceta: Yes, that was, what could be called the human callective or whatever you'd want to label them/it as.  They'll miss having your energy around doing what you do 24/7, but that was part of the original plan.  The time is coming for the phase 2 is taking up the mantle.  Your original plan was to go once phase 2 was fully stabalized and you were not needed.   your attitude about that was like your handing a hat you were wearing to the native earth humans and saying, well it's all up to you now.  You'll do well, don't be afraid to ask for help, and guidance, but ultimatly it's all up to you and I know you'll do well.

me: I guess it wasn't Gaia then?

Ceta: no, not from Gaia at all.  I'll let her explain. 

Gaia: not from me at all sexy.  While on one hand I will miss having your energy around all the time, it will allow you to return to your true family and home, become your full self, and us to really become lovers.  if you think you've experienced some of the fun and excitement we can have as lovers, you've only experienced less then 1% of it dear.  so no I'm not really sad about the shift over to phase 2. 

What some species want to do is do the whole shift themselves, then educate the humans once the shift is over.  What your family, and many others, want to do, including you is involve the native earth humans in phase 2, and some in phase 1 who were ready.  Those who were ready to go into the new age, spiritual stuff.  So gradually through the phases it'll be more and more native earth humans being involved also. 

Though you'll still likely help from what you call the other side, it won't be the same as you being here 24/7, but believe me, the human collective will never forget what you've done here for them in this era.  Since without you phase 1 folks, none of the rest of this would have been possible.

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Me: so I can help from your side"

Ceta: there are many options.  You can stream in energy like you are doing now, but it won't be really anchoring in the frequencies since you won't be incarnated.  You may help with stabilizing so the weather, earth quakes, volcanoes, monsoons, tsunamis, solar activity, ect, is less severe then it could be, as well as making sure the entire solar system shifts together at an even pace.  Just as important as what you are doing now, but a different focus, and you won't be here 24/7.  there's other options too, many others.  Being channeled, either as a partnership like some have, or being one of those who come in occasionally to certain channels who channel 1 or 2 regular beings, but have some others who may come in once or may visit once every few months, many options.  Including those I've not mentioned.

Gaia: as a phase 1, your primary focus is on the planetary and solar system grids.  Though your energy can help some incarnates too.  With phase 2 it's more like the focus is flipped.  They do anchor some energies, but not like the phase 1, and not in exactly the same way, but it does some of the same work.  But their primary focus is not on the planetary or solar system, it's primarily on incarnates who are incarnated as humans, either native earth humans are aliens who incarnated as a human.  So a different focus.  the phase 3 will be much the same, but with a few differences. Not important to go into now. 

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Me (a question I asked during the 2nd time I did the light body guided meditation just before posting this: So, if I remain unmerged, does that mean I'll attend the same classes, if you have classes, as my full multidimensional self does?   There's not a right term for what the multidimensional me and this me are since we are the same personality, I'm as multidimensional as he is.  though using gender doesn't really fully fit.  But he's male leaning.  I don't want to attend any boring classes.

Ceta (laughing a bit at the beginning) : hehe.  we don't really have classes, especially not like on Earth.  You just do what you want.  We'd not allow you to do something you'd find boring, not unless you wanted to do it for a good reason.  Nothing like you wanting to punish yourself.  if you were doing it to spend time with x or to understand what they do, by doing it for a bit, that is ok, but no feeling like you have to do it for some penance or job type thing.  You also learn what you want, what interests you.  Want to learn mathematics that would make the most genius theoretical earth human mathematician scratch his head, you can do that. want to learn formlessness, and what it really means as a state of being, you can do that too.    Want to learn Lyran sexual positions and practices as well as customs you can do that too.   It's all about what you want to do here. and one day, on the Earth too.

me: Hmm, comparative sexual practices, customs, and positions for various species, and planetary, stellar and other beings.  Now that sounds like something I'd be interested in, as well as other things like entertainment and certain other subjects and things.

Ceta: It's all open for you here.  

Wed 9-23

Didn't get much sleep last night, my sleep's been totally messed up since last night.  also got at most 20 minutes from a nap, likely less. My schedule is all messed up. 

also had an interesting experience that I'll ask Ceta about.

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I did the guided meditation for Radiance: self exciting, building the light body and it didn't go like I thought at the beginning and later on it as meh, though since my sleep is all messed up I'm not surprised.  At the beginning Lugia & Ceta appeared.  They were temporarily merged I think, with Ceta looking like a Cobra type naga. Ceta un-merged and we hugged  and embraced.  Then a bit later another me appeared, in a mix of anthro dolphin and orca, which I was in when Ceta and Lugia appeared earlier.  The other me also hugged and embraced as well and did as close of a kiss as possible.  I felt this wasn't another aspect but the full multi dimensional me using a, I guess, 4th density body to pop over to visit me.  I experienced each of these incidents while also experiencing being in the human body also.

The rest of the meditation went much like the previous ones where I visualized the Fullonia cocoon filing the whole universe, with no set border.  Also feeling my full self was outside the universe, outside time perhaps as well, the form indistinct. Not sure if it is partially formless, the human mind can't fully conceive of what its like, or other reasons. Though it may be a mix of them also.  I also felt a sort of sadness coming from outside myself.  I'll add that to what I'll ask Ceta.

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I did the meditation for the 2nd time today and not a lot to report for this one.  I felt less frequencies like earlier, I expect since I'm not fully awake.  Also my mind wondered a lot compared to usual, again I'm not surprised since I'm still not fully awake.  It want mainly as usual.  felt right for the Fullonia energy/light to fill the whole universe.  with me being aware of my true full self.

I did have a short conversation with Ceta. I asked him 1 question, I'll put that into the channeled post that will follow this one.

he appeared to me during part of this.  He appeared in what looked like a sorta generic anthro cetacean form.  We embraced and I felt the deep love between us.  I'm never aware that I start embracing him since it just feels so natural to do so.  He did start caressing my butt, 1 hand on either side of my tail. The caresses were in both a loving and a very seductive sexual manner.  I could feel our energies touch and mingle together, merging along the edges, diffidently a mix of loving, sensual, sexual. A very wonderful experience.  he also said to me during this, "This is just one of the perks of your going to choose to not merge into me."

I feel his meaning was we'd be very close deep lovers, sexual and otherwise. 

Tuesday, September 22, 2015

104 LUGIA

Me: I had the feeling that it was time to move on.  Like some point has been reached or passed. Though the feeling has passed since early this afternoon.

full me: indeed, an important point has been reached.  It's passed a certain point to where phase to as we call it can truly begin.  The phase 2 folks can even more take up the mantle and some native earth humans can really start to do this.  So our initial reason for incarnating has been reached.  not that our primary mission is fully over quite yet, but this is a passing point where it is drawing ever closer where you can return home here and be fully among us.

Lugia: indeed my son. An important point has been reached, we are all excited about it since it means a lot to the native earth humans, the project, the shift, and greatly advances the date of your returning home to be here among us.  That is why you had that feeling that you did.

Me: i do hope it means I'll soon be among you once more, fully, this me here typing this.  I do feel like something has happened, some important point has been reached and it is time to move on.  Though I'm sure if I want I could help out the shift from the other side.

Lugia:Yes you can, in some of the ways we, and others are, and other ways, there are many many options my son many indeed.

Me: I do hope it'll be soon.  Though soon by who's time scale, immortals or by earth's timescale, though I do understand you can't give a a date like September 4th of a specific year.  I wonder if Gaia will loose interest once my incarnation ends.

Lugia: no she won't, her interest is not based on just that.  the 2 of you do have some resonance and it's progressed to a point where it will remain after your incarnation has ended dear, and we do hope the date of your return will be very soon by earth's reckoning. though it is true we can't give an exact date since your original plan and soul contract, if you wish to use those terms, was to be around this point we are at, somewhere after say phase 2 has started.  your incarnation ending involves many factors, not just you, so that does complicate things, but that was your original plan, soul contract and that of other phase 1 folks, so that has been taking into account, but with many factors it is hard to pin it down.  So it's not like this is a sudden desire by yourself that has popped up.  It's been known of before your current incarnation started.  It'll be soon by the earth reckoning, though perhaps not as soon as you'd like.   Soon though.  I, we promise this.

me: I do hope it's true.  I do want to return home, though I don't hate being incarnated on the earth, and it does have fun aspects, I still would much rather be at home.

Lugia: that's cause you're not a native earth human and know that you're not meant to be there for a whole human length of life, so not 80 or 100 years.  and also since you are totally alien to the earth and to that density.  so there are varied reasons for you feeling like you do.

me: I do hope it is very soon.  I don't want to be here for ages. 

Lugia: yes, was part of your plan before you incarnated there dear, and still is.  That is part of why you feel like you do.

you are doing very well my son.  Very well indeed.  Things are progressing very nicely and as best as they can at this point.  I promise that soon you'll be here among us and me soon.  How soon i can't say at this point, but I do wish I could, I really do.  

You have progressed a lot indeed, in just a few short months, grew and expanded a lot.  especially from January to today.

We are all looking at the next available exit point.


me: hope the next one comes up soon, but it may be weeks, months, or a few years.  I do await being able to return home , to my true home.  I do feel I've done a lot, uncovering and becoming aware of my true family.  I am happy with that, and whatever energy I'm streaming into the earth and solar system grid.  Is it being connected to the universal grid?

Lugia: yes dear, you have done a lot indeed, and reached not only your true level and us here, your true self and true family.  You'll not loose that progress, but will become aware of your true self once you are here among us. 

And as for the earth and solar system grid, you are streaming various frequencies of energy into it, as well as many others are too.  And yes it is being connected to the universal grid, after having certain blocks places on certain spots, as well as the human dna being slowly upgraded.  but that will all take time. This is not something can be made poof, finished like that.  It has to be done at a certain safe pace. 

Also yes, phase 2, as we call and think of it, has started, but it is very early yet. Though it is a great thing indeed.  more signs and proof the shift is progressing well and going at a nice pace and within the safe parameters.

Just relax my son, soon, before you know it I hope, but soon in anyway, you'll be here among us, in full, instead of like this.  We all await that day eagerly.  soon.  if not very soon, which we all would greatly prefer.


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me: So, is my true form, formless or semi formless. I feel it was indistinct in shape.

Lugia: Well dear, that is not quite fully formless.  and it is a bit hard for the human mind to conceive in truth.  but you do have an idea of it and have reached your true family and level, so such minor details are unimportant. and yes your form is huge compared to your human body.  You'll be returning here directly, though you may need to rest a step or 2 along the way, if you do wish to return to us here.  the thing is, well, you, came direct from the source here, your true self.  after your last incarnation you returned and went back into your source self as some would say, we'd say your true self. 

it can get quite complicated dear, basically the way it works.  Think of yourself as a sort of shape, matters not if it's formless or semi form.  you extend out extensions of yourself to both incarnate and to be active as a multidimensional being.  being active as a multi dimensional being is using say a 4th density body, or 5th density semi formless, and these are 100% as aware as the true being.  The separate incarnations it depends on the rules of the are where that extension is incarnated.  You can most easily remember the incarnations the extension you are on have done, next easiest say a nearly extension that may extend from the extension that your incarnation is on, so a nearby branch. Other extension that come from the true self but not the branch you are on are harder to recall. 

you are one such extension, gone to help the Earth with it's shift and to awaken as much as you can.  You will have the choice to merge back into your true self, incarnate somewhere else if you choose to, which us here and you feel you likely have absolutely no interest in doing.  There are other options you will be given once your incarnation ends.  like if you wish to remain as a fully aware, let's say multi dimensional extension. though the distinction between your true form and lets say the fully aware multi dimensional extension. 

put simply that is one of the rights you have and choices you'll have since you are self aware, or as much as you can be given the current condition of the earth system grid.  and the plan was for you to have the choice, do you want to re-merge with your true self, or remain separate, well not really separate, but as a permanent fully aware multi dimensional self. Not really an extension anymore.  It's hard to describe it in English so I've tried to send you the very rough data so you'd understand.


me: I think I do understand. I do like that option.  if I choose that, I guess I could have myself, as a lover since we'd be perfect equals?

Lugia: Indeed you can, you both would love that. and many other beings do the same.  You can be in more then 1 place at a time.  You've experienced that in some of the guided meditations the recent days.  You've had that since you have reached the level of awareness and are ready for that. You are more your true self then you have been before.  and since you prefer to choose that, though you've not been asked since your incarnation is not over yet, that is why you've started to experience that, part of your true being of your true self.  it is great.  We are glad this you has reached the level where you can be with us, your true family, and naturally you do want to not incarnate and be with us here fully.  You've experienced growing and expanding up through the layers, levels, till you are fully awake, then upwards till you touched your true self, or as much as you can.  it is a great achievement, so be very proud and happy with that.

it is your right to do that, and your true self is very happy, as you are.  if you were here among us now, the 2 of you would be twins, or more accurately, the same being in 2 places at once.  closer then Sam and Sara since they are separate beings, personalities, who merged with you and became 1 being.  3 personalities who are now 1 being.  it is not an unusual thing, and is quite common.  it happens eventually to all who grow upwards. it is a beautiful thing to experience and happen and can be more then just 2.  more and more over time, often is how it happens and is quite normal and natural.

also what happens often is an extension will have one theme.  Like, helping other worlds, systems, going through shifts.  You've reached a natural point where you no longer want to incarnate.  that is a natural point you have reached and one can do a lot to help a system going through a shift from this side.  Different options then incarnating.  But still lots of options.  As we've said and your inner knowledge has shown.  It's much more like you'll have hobbies, numerous hobbies.  You may focus on certain ones, leaving the rest of you to focus on other things.  Think of it as normal and within your rights to do so since you are the same exact being.  Though you were once an extension and are now a multi dimensional self.  I do wish English had the right words but I can just be very vague, but I feel you do understand what I mean.


ME: I think I do.  I feel it is the right and a great choice.

Lugia: <I feel she's like hugging me lovingly mentally, a great feeling> indeed you do my son and it is a great choice, the one all of us do hope you would make.  There are no wrong choices, but there are ones we feel are better for you and we do prefer you to make, the choice is yours and we all feel you've made the best choice.  and you'll be here among us fully, soon.  all of us here, and your friends and lovers too.  It'll all feel normal to you and it'll all fall into place.  You'll adjust to being here since part of you, most of you, has been here all long .  You'll remember the earth and other incarnations, but you'll also have full access to all that you know and everything, once you are here, we promise, as we promise you'll be here among us soon.  not soon enough for some of us.

You are a multi dimensional being that is immense compared to your human body.  There are also some sentient species of 4th density who's smaller then the human body, but the true forms maybe huge by comparison to humans. 

We dwell outside time here, as we've said before.  Being multi dimensional like you are, you can do many many things at the same time.  Pick what you want to do, and let the rest of you do other things, that is quite natural to you as the being that you are.  there may be other you's doing the same.  and you would all have a deep love for each other, as long as you are true to yourselves.  We do love to share love, pleasure, sensual, our being, sex, with each other, as well as ourselves.  though for others we are closer to some then to others.


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Me: so it would be normal if I left at the next exit point since it would be according to the original plan?  and I do think, everything given I would want to take the next exit point, since I don't wan to end up with stuff like cancer, and other things.  Though I'm sure if I stayed I could help by doing what I'm doing, but I'm sure I'd be happier back at my true home & would have many more options and can help with the shift of the earth from your side, in various ways, as one of my hobbies.

LUGIA: indeed, we do understand any hesitation, that is normal, and yes if you did stay longer it would help more, but indeed you can help more if you stayed, but you can help also from this side that can be as much good as you can do if you stayed there.  You can be here, doing lots of hobbies and many options.  We do understand hesitation, it is normal.  We do understand and preparations are being made for your next exit point, the first one.  That will be according to your original plan before you incarnated.  Change is a thing that some parts may not exactly like,that is normal, the unsure, change.  You're doing well talking to yourself about this and coming to terms with it.

Me: yes, and if I had to make the choice right now I would take the choice to return home have all the options returned to me. 

Lugia: that is great.  and we did take that into account.  again any , even slight, hesitation is normal since thought you do believe this that we are saying, it is still change.  So keep on the positive, it is normal and soon, very soon if we can, we'll have you here among us, and it fits with your first original plan, which is best all around.  many options here and you will love it here indeed.  We will all welcome here when you return here fully to be with us. 

As for the shift the earth is going through, it will progress, not a poof thing, but a gradual thing.  Think in steps.  each step takes them closer to the shift, and the shift won't end poof, it is a gradual thing.  Bit by bit, day by day, not poof all at once. 

 
Me: I guess you and most others are telepathic?

Lugia: It depends dear.  As for us, your true family, we are all telepathic.  Some beings of 4th density do use a language, or both telepathy and a language.  but you can say most  after a certain point just use telepathy.  Everyone is already telepathic, and it is the natural way.  Spoken language is used in places not as connected and where folks are not as connected so they need it to communicate and many cultures and civilizations keep using spoken language even after everyone becomes aware they are all telepathic by nature, out of habit.  and some because they like spoken language or both.  Like some manifest food when they don't need to eat, because they either like it and or they have developed a habit of eating.  None of these are wrong, just a matter of preference.