Thursday [9-24]

I heard some say that on the 27 or 28th it'll be poof and you'll go to another dimension or new earth.  Some others say it'll be like a blink and you'll be on 4d or 5d earth and it'll continue like normal.  to me what feels more right is it'll be gradual.  It may be  the ones who die after that will go to 4d earth maybe.  those who are not yet will live on 3d earth till they die normally.  though some like me will be going home. 

Though I may be wrong.  guess we'll all know in a few days.

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I did the last guided meditation for Radiance: self exciting for the 1st time today. It went pretty well, though I felt and feel, only partially awake.  I, as usual, had the Fullonia cocoon light/energy the size of the universe. I also imagined it going into my light body gridwork, mental body gridwork & emotional body also to charge that up, place my radiance there, do any needed upgrading, repairing, ect. 

Oddly I felt a click type feeling in my head and also heard it at the same time, & some type of feeling all over and through my head and body at the same time. Can't describe it.  Overall I think it went very well. 

Starting tomorrow I'll do the 8 guided meditation course about the solar light.  Wonder what that'll be like.

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I feel that recently I've been able to see my full self's perspective on certain things like some say being incarnated on the earth is like a play or a bad dream.  A play is closer to the way things are, but not really a play since things are serious and are really happening, not like a play where everything is fictional. Though in one way it is a play in that roles are planned out, some decide to be this roll, others another roll.  Your friend may be an enemy or rival here, when in your true home, where ever that is, he, or she, is not a rival or enemy but a friend or acquaintance. 

that when the earth system was implemented they had not anticipated that some aliens would come here to meddle with things, like genetics, and other things, as well as some influencing things from the sidelines and remaining here.  but that is changing, and many are learning from what happened here, including and especially those who were in charge of and implemented the system here like karma, and certain other rules, like the veil.  But that is changing, bit by bit.  And it's not that the earth is the best school, as some have been saying.  Since naturally ego being what it is, they will think that the earth is best.  But it was both an experiment that go way way out of hand, but also was intended to be a school in certain things, like a specialty school specializing in certain things, but was also intended that beings could come here to experience certain things, not get caught up in karma like being caught in a pool of honey or on a hamster wheel, and they didn't anticipate these more negative beings being a force here, genetics being meddled with, and other things.  but many are learning and things are changing. 

It's like I am more my true self, while also being this me, both at the same time.  and that feels proper, like it should be.

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 I did the meditation for the 2nd time today and It went pretty much like usual. I found a way to sit in my chair that puts slight pressure on a certain area of my back where the pain is non existent.  most of the meditation went as before, except for 2 odd spots. 

The first was someone describing to me how holographic memory worked.  From what I can remember what he said involved lasers and some sort of clear substance that can be shaped into like a cube that captures and suspends light and this can store 3d or 4d with later technical advancement, memory that some would refer to as holographic memory.

the 2nd odd incident was that it felt like I totally stopped streaming, channeling, anchoring or whatever I'm doing energy of various frequencies.  It stopped totally for around 10 or so minutes.  i only felt energy when Daben did his vocalizations and then it started up again, no idea what happened.  I can say it felt very weird. and now that I'm typing this, I'm not sure if it's back to normal or a reduced flow.  No idea.