Tuesday: I did the 5th guided solar radiance meditation and again it went great. I felt the solar light again as well as the 3 masters that Orin talked about. As well as their light and sending it to me and having the disired positive effect. When Orin mentioned each of the upper center that that master would send light to I just used a light body energy center. 2 for the head one. Then After the light effected me I visualized it going through the whole earth's solar system. As well as my own light and radiance. All in all it went great, just I don't have a lot to talk about.
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Tuesday: I did it for the 2nd time today and it went great. it went just like it did above, a great meditation. And when it came time for me to pick a person for me to send the solar radiance to and of the 3 masters, I picked everyone in earth's solar system, and especially Gaia. I also had a brief conversation I'll put into my channeling thread. And a mental image of what looked like what I felt like some sort of aquatic dragon or reptilian being.
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Wedensday: I dd the 6th solar radiance guided meditation course. I am thinking I may speed up doing these. I am really enjoying doing these, more then the radiance: self exciting ones, but if I get this one done a day early, I can then start the 2nd pass for the radiance: self exciting that much faster and will do that one accelerated, so I can get it done faster. maybe getting all 24 done within a week.
I think the meditation went great. I could feel the solar light entering my body again as well as the 3 masters who took me to a place I could feel, but see. At first I was in some sort of biped body, but switched to a to an orca body since the energy there entering me, and my mental, then later my emotional body, made me feel very light, like I was floating. I felt very light and like it was making me feel lighter as well as radiating even more light then I was doing before. and doing that for my mental and emotional bodies too. Think I may do a simpler shorter version of this mediation without the audio frequently. Very great meditation and simple also.
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The other idea I had is continue to do the solar radiance 1 meditation twice a day, but start doing the radiance: self exciting today starting to do that 2nd pass and do it faster so 2 today and 2 different meditations a day till I get the solar radiance 1st pass done, then starting on Saturday start doing 4 a day on the days when I can. Thus getting it done faster. The 2nd pass for solar radiance I doubt I'll speed up any.
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I get the strong feeling that my true self is sort of like drumming his fingers wanting me to return home, not like he's super impatient or hates the wait, but wishes it were not to long and prefers very soon over soon. just the general feeling I am feeling before I start the solar radiance guided mediation for the 2nd time.
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Wednesday: I did it for the 2nd time and it went super great, just like before pretty much, with some minor changes. One difference was in that place though I was in in orca form, non earth, instead of being right side up I was facing the other way. I just mentally shrugged and went with it. Also this time I went very very deep and it took me, I'd guess, maybe 10 minutes to very slowly come out of it. Very nice. I'd label it a great meditation overall.
1 difference was at the start of the meditation I was in 2 bodies, the human on and an anthro orca one, with Gaia behind me. She had her arms under mine and was caressing my smooth anthro orca chest before she moved around to the front to give me oral sex, then moved back to behind me with her arms under mine & caressing her chest. Then she said for me to focus on this meditation and she seemed go fade away pretty quickly, though not instantly. No idea why that happened or why she tends to be mostly erotic towards me, but I just mentally shrug and go with it. No idea also why she seems to prefer me being an orca, either anthro or non anthro. but I just shrug and go with that too.
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I did the 1st radiance: self exciting, building the light body as part of the accelerated 2nd pass and it went well. though most of it was an introduction with Daben talking and occasionally running the energy for 1 of the Light body energy centers from the 1st up through the 5th. There was also Gaia there, as before. I was an anthro orca again and she was behind me caressing my chest, though during part of it she did reach down to caress either side of my male slit till my maleness emerged then she rubbed that. After a bit I could feel she took the generated sexual energies and caressing my body from my groin upwards took it into both my light body heart center and some into my Fullonia, no idea why. So overall it was a good meditation, no idea why Gaia popped up and did what she was doing, though I'm not complaining, it was very enjoyable.
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I did the 2nd meditation of the radiance: self exciting course. It went very well. It was mainly Daben talking and running the energies for 6 of the 7 light body energy centers, skipping the 6th one. I imagined my Renawre cocoon larger then the size of the earth, overlapping a bit with Venus and Mars's orbits. Not much to talk about but this. I could feel the energies I'm channeling, anchoring or whatever the term is, and they did have some different feels to them, felt different that is.
Wednesday, September 30, 2015
109 - GAR, RED, BLUE, LUGIA, CETA [tue 9-29]
Gar: well I think it's time to introduce you to those orcas I mentioned, well 2 of them anyway. Think of them as the elders of the orca pod.
with the female I got the feeling of I should call her red.
Red: Just call me red. I'll wear a red scarf or ascot so the name'll fit, at least when we talk. <as she said this I saw her manifest first a red scarf around her neck, or the equivalent spot, then change it into an ascot. and I got the look of her looking me over.>
MMhmmm, yes, as the humans say, we'll make beautiful music together and I also mean literally. I can't wait to get your maleness <she used the more slang term but I'll use another term> into me, I can feel our energy does resonate indeed. You can feel it to can't you? <she does like a hug shifting into a partially anthro version. She had been in a non anthro version.
me: yes, it does.
Red: now to introduce you to a friend of mine.
Blue: just call me blue. if you call her red call me blue. <and I saw him manifest a blue ascot and like Red he was in a regular non anthro orca form. I felt like I was maybe semi anthro orca. not sure of my exact form i then felt blue slide his maleness into me anally, slowly, not that I protested since it felt right and very pleasurable.> ah, I do diffidently like how your energy feels. most wonderful and pleasurable. yes, we'll get along great, thanks for introducing us. <blue said the last part as he turned to look at Gar smiling then back to me.> but we'll call this short. Focus on the rest of your meditation, we'll talk later tonight.
Red: yes indeed.
then I saw the image of some sort of aquatic dragon or reptilian. it didn't talk just like swam up to me curiously to look at me a few seconds before the scene ended.
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Me: so can any of you say if I'll be going home soon or if it's a ways off?
Red: well let me see. I see various varying factors, but while most point to very soon, I can't see an exact time, to many varying factors. But I do see most of your family does want you home very soon more then soon, as well as yourself, what I think you refer to as your full self, does see your mission is coming to a close soon, and according to your original soul contract and plan, you're part of the phase 1 group and it is shifting into the phase 2, though it's currently in an overlapping type period. Wish I could be more exact, but there are to many variables to pin it down. But I can see most of your family, if not more then most, and others, especially your true self as you call it, do want you back home as soon as possible.
But once you've been back for a bit, I know of more then a few of us that would like you to visit our pod, anytime you want. There's quite a few males and females that would like to have a bit of fun with you, sexual and non sexual fun. me for one.
Blue: and she's not the only one. I can tell you that. mmhmmm, very sexy you are. In more ways then one sexy.
me: I'm sure I'd like that. are you one of the sirius pods? and who was that other one, the aquatic reptilian or dragon that I saw briefly?
Red: you'll be popular here, let me tell you that. and you can call us a Sirius species if you want, but there are many many species around not of Sirius. We're not of earth origin, I'll tell you that. As for the other, he was curious, he's a pod member, though obviously not an orca himself. You'll like him also.
Blue: but no need to meet all of us at once, like there's no need to meet all of your family all at once. Plenty of time.
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Lugia: I think you and them will get along great. Very great. I do think you'll have fun and get along great with that pod of orcas, and some non orcas. Reminds me a bit of our family. Though not as varied, but that is ok. We all want you home very soon if not sooner, but it can only happen at a certain time. it involves many and not just one.
me: it's ok. It'll happen when it happens and not before. While I do want to go to my true home, I don't hate being here, not like before. Since I got in contact with you, or rather once you got in contact with me. I lost that really disliking being here. Though I do want to go to my true home, I'm neutral about being here. Though there are some fun aspects of being here, I'm sure it's nothing like being back at home.
Lugia: I'm glad to hear that. It may sound contradictory, but if you hated being on the earth, it would actually make transitioning and returning home harder then easier. being mainly neutral and finding some fun on earth, is actually the best since when the time comes, very soon we hope if not very very soon, then your transitioning and returning home will be very easy.
me: So will you send a vehicle of some sort of manifest one?
Lugia: well, we were thinking perhaps with doing one, with a few of us aboard it. that would make your returning home much easier since going from the earth right after your physical human body has died to here directly may not be as easy. A vehicle would let you do a slower transition home while some of us can visit and talk to you. make it more fun that way. You resting and us talking.
Me: I like that idea, consider it one of the options.
Lugia: Thanks dear, we'll diffidently add it to one of the options to implement at the appropriate time.
Ceta: believe me, there'll be a big homecoming party for you once you do arrive back home finally and fully. Wither it is very very soon, very soon, soon, or not os soon. We are hoping it is very soon or very very soon. and according to your original soul plan and contract it should be sooner rather then later, very soon in fact. We just can't say an exact date. maybe very vague like within 5 years is the first most likely, the 2nd is within 10 years. it depends on a number of factors like how fast phase 2 can be fully implemented and stabilized. Though it may take a bit longer, depending on factors of how fast phase 2 can get fully underway and fully stabilized. Though they are approaching a time when your soul contract and plan did say you'd not be needed and would return home. think on that. Things are variable, though we are doing what we can to not just get you home but to help with the shift, some of us, what we can do. some have no real skills but do help out now and then, as we said it's all hobbies on this side, no real 'job' unless one really loves something & does it a lot. though we'd consider it a primary hobby instead of a job. Besides, the orcas you talked to are not the only ones who have an interest in sharing or sex , though as you know sex is only a small part of sharing. many in this family love sharing also, in it's various forms and ways.
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Me: Since sharing fun, love, sensual, pleasure, doing what you want, ect is all natural, normal, and what should be done.
Ceta: indeed my son, lover. Indeed, you've had it right for a while now, that is good, very good.
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me: one of the folks at the Illumine Dharma said I shined like a saint or something like that.
Lugia: well dear the true reason why is a few things. among them is you do have the light of an angelic sort of being, the light of source, you are aware and have reached your true self, and us your true family, or as much as you can on the earth plane. You are, among other things, a stellar being of light, you are clear, or as clear as one can be on the earth. practically all clear. put those together and well you have the reason. Those in themselves are excellent reasons why she saw that you were shining like that. Continue as you are doing and it'll grow brighter still. As you grow brighter you grow closer and closer to your true self, closer and closer to being your true self, or as much as one can on the earth plane. Though that too is changing and someday, one day, all who are incarnated an live on the earth will come to know themselves as they truly are, instead of what they think they know of themselves.
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Me: so is there things about me or you that the 3d mind I have on earth would not comprehend?
Lugia: indeed, some things. But we've attempted to keep it in terms so the 3d mind can understand and comprehend. Though you've not had only a 3d mind. You did when you were younger, but it was, shall we say stretched a bit. and now it can understand things a regular 3d mind is unable to, plus with the shift going on this is changing things for you and everyone else. Plus you have more then just a 3d and 4d self. You have fully mastered 4th density and have a 5th density body as well. We'll leave it a secret if you are 5th density or 6th density. We do not see the point in making things very complex. Unless we have to.
Things are changing for the inhabitants of the earth. one day they'll understand far more then they understand now, especially on themselves.
Me: Thanks.
LUGIA: feel free to post this, it is getting late there.
CETA: yes, don't stay up to late, sexy lover.
with the female I got the feeling of I should call her red.
Red: Just call me red. I'll wear a red scarf or ascot so the name'll fit, at least when we talk. <as she said this I saw her manifest first a red scarf around her neck, or the equivalent spot, then change it into an ascot. and I got the look of her looking me over.>
MMhmmm, yes, as the humans say, we'll make beautiful music together and I also mean literally. I can't wait to get your maleness <she used the more slang term but I'll use another term> into me, I can feel our energy does resonate indeed. You can feel it to can't you? <she does like a hug shifting into a partially anthro version. She had been in a non anthro version.
me: yes, it does.
Red: now to introduce you to a friend of mine.
Blue: just call me blue. if you call her red call me blue. <and I saw him manifest a blue ascot and like Red he was in a regular non anthro orca form. I felt like I was maybe semi anthro orca. not sure of my exact form i then felt blue slide his maleness into me anally, slowly, not that I protested since it felt right and very pleasurable.> ah, I do diffidently like how your energy feels. most wonderful and pleasurable. yes, we'll get along great, thanks for introducing us. <blue said the last part as he turned to look at Gar smiling then back to me.> but we'll call this short. Focus on the rest of your meditation, we'll talk later tonight.
Red: yes indeed.
then I saw the image of some sort of aquatic dragon or reptilian. it didn't talk just like swam up to me curiously to look at me a few seconds before the scene ended.
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Me: so can any of you say if I'll be going home soon or if it's a ways off?
Red: well let me see. I see various varying factors, but while most point to very soon, I can't see an exact time, to many varying factors. But I do see most of your family does want you home very soon more then soon, as well as yourself, what I think you refer to as your full self, does see your mission is coming to a close soon, and according to your original soul contract and plan, you're part of the phase 1 group and it is shifting into the phase 2, though it's currently in an overlapping type period. Wish I could be more exact, but there are to many variables to pin it down. But I can see most of your family, if not more then most, and others, especially your true self as you call it, do want you back home as soon as possible.
But once you've been back for a bit, I know of more then a few of us that would like you to visit our pod, anytime you want. There's quite a few males and females that would like to have a bit of fun with you, sexual and non sexual fun. me for one.
Blue: and she's not the only one. I can tell you that. mmhmmm, very sexy you are. In more ways then one sexy.
me: I'm sure I'd like that. are you one of the sirius pods? and who was that other one, the aquatic reptilian or dragon that I saw briefly?
Red: you'll be popular here, let me tell you that. and you can call us a Sirius species if you want, but there are many many species around not of Sirius. We're not of earth origin, I'll tell you that. As for the other, he was curious, he's a pod member, though obviously not an orca himself. You'll like him also.
Blue: but no need to meet all of us at once, like there's no need to meet all of your family all at once. Plenty of time.
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Lugia: I think you and them will get along great. Very great. I do think you'll have fun and get along great with that pod of orcas, and some non orcas. Reminds me a bit of our family. Though not as varied, but that is ok. We all want you home very soon if not sooner, but it can only happen at a certain time. it involves many and not just one.
me: it's ok. It'll happen when it happens and not before. While I do want to go to my true home, I don't hate being here, not like before. Since I got in contact with you, or rather once you got in contact with me. I lost that really disliking being here. Though I do want to go to my true home, I'm neutral about being here. Though there are some fun aspects of being here, I'm sure it's nothing like being back at home.
Lugia: I'm glad to hear that. It may sound contradictory, but if you hated being on the earth, it would actually make transitioning and returning home harder then easier. being mainly neutral and finding some fun on earth, is actually the best since when the time comes, very soon we hope if not very very soon, then your transitioning and returning home will be very easy.
me: So will you send a vehicle of some sort of manifest one?
Lugia: well, we were thinking perhaps with doing one, with a few of us aboard it. that would make your returning home much easier since going from the earth right after your physical human body has died to here directly may not be as easy. A vehicle would let you do a slower transition home while some of us can visit and talk to you. make it more fun that way. You resting and us talking.
Me: I like that idea, consider it one of the options.
Lugia: Thanks dear, we'll diffidently add it to one of the options to implement at the appropriate time.
Ceta: believe me, there'll be a big homecoming party for you once you do arrive back home finally and fully. Wither it is very very soon, very soon, soon, or not os soon. We are hoping it is very soon or very very soon. and according to your original soul plan and contract it should be sooner rather then later, very soon in fact. We just can't say an exact date. maybe very vague like within 5 years is the first most likely, the 2nd is within 10 years. it depends on a number of factors like how fast phase 2 can be fully implemented and stabilized. Though it may take a bit longer, depending on factors of how fast phase 2 can get fully underway and fully stabilized. Though they are approaching a time when your soul contract and plan did say you'd not be needed and would return home. think on that. Things are variable, though we are doing what we can to not just get you home but to help with the shift, some of us, what we can do. some have no real skills but do help out now and then, as we said it's all hobbies on this side, no real 'job' unless one really loves something & does it a lot. though we'd consider it a primary hobby instead of a job. Besides, the orcas you talked to are not the only ones who have an interest in sharing or sex , though as you know sex is only a small part of sharing. many in this family love sharing also, in it's various forms and ways.
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Me: Since sharing fun, love, sensual, pleasure, doing what you want, ect is all natural, normal, and what should be done.
Ceta: indeed my son, lover. Indeed, you've had it right for a while now, that is good, very good.
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me: one of the folks at the Illumine Dharma said I shined like a saint or something like that.
Lugia: well dear the true reason why is a few things. among them is you do have the light of an angelic sort of being, the light of source, you are aware and have reached your true self, and us your true family, or as much as you can on the earth plane. You are, among other things, a stellar being of light, you are clear, or as clear as one can be on the earth. practically all clear. put those together and well you have the reason. Those in themselves are excellent reasons why she saw that you were shining like that. Continue as you are doing and it'll grow brighter still. As you grow brighter you grow closer and closer to your true self, closer and closer to being your true self, or as much as one can on the earth plane. Though that too is changing and someday, one day, all who are incarnated an live on the earth will come to know themselves as they truly are, instead of what they think they know of themselves.
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Me: so is there things about me or you that the 3d mind I have on earth would not comprehend?
Lugia: indeed, some things. But we've attempted to keep it in terms so the 3d mind can understand and comprehend. Though you've not had only a 3d mind. You did when you were younger, but it was, shall we say stretched a bit. and now it can understand things a regular 3d mind is unable to, plus with the shift going on this is changing things for you and everyone else. Plus you have more then just a 3d and 4d self. You have fully mastered 4th density and have a 5th density body as well. We'll leave it a secret if you are 5th density or 6th density. We do not see the point in making things very complex. Unless we have to.
Things are changing for the inhabitants of the earth. one day they'll understand far more then they understand now, especially on themselves.
Me: Thanks.
LUGIA: feel free to post this, it is getting late there.
CETA: yes, don't stay up to late, sexy lover.
Tuesday, September 29, 2015
108 GAR [Monday 9-29]
me: So, is my true form a concept or indistinct, or hard to describe in 3d terms?
<I waited a bit to see who would answer and what feels like a male dolphin appeared, or I had that mental image and feel>
Gar: Just call me Gar, it's a simple enough name to remember. think of us, brothers, after a fashion. our relationship is hard to describe, but think of is as brothers after a fashion. I'm usually in my male dolphin form, one of my preferred ones. As for your, true form. That one is complicated. Think of it as a sort of concept, since you are a number of things, or species if you wish to use that term. reptilian, avian, dinosaur, cetacean, insect, unicorn, The light of what some would call an angelic type being, but still a being of light and could be considered a type of angelic being, source's light also. So putting those together that is what you are in a true form for those is hard for the 3d mind to conceive, being those all at once. instead of 1 species. But you've evolved past being any specific species, part of being those progenitor species that Lugia & Ceta gave you, as well as the angelic type being, giving you the light of a, what some would call an angelic type being, but not any specific species and source adding some of it's own light. Thus making you also a type of stellar light being as well. So one can say it is quite complicated. But we don't bother on such things.
As for your relationship, we are, think of us as lovers and members of the same family. I prefer being a male in most cases. but am open to the gender I have fun with. When I do that. There are lots of more types of fun then just what some would call sex, though that type of sharing is diffidently high on my list brother. Though we're not actual brothers I use the affectionate term since we are members of the same family. Karinus is a mutual friend of ours. Sara and I hang out with the Sirius pod at times. That's actually how I came to become a member of our family. She started teaching me a bit, showing me now things, along with sex of course, and well some others came to also teach and I did want to explore moving upwards. You can guess the rest. Great being here. I love being part of this family, all the love. As Karinus would say, it's awesome man, radical.
Original I was one of Sara's friends, well lovers later actually. And of course being a friend then lover of her means we met and became lovers and close friends too. Since if one is a close friend or lover of one of you, it's a cinch it'll be the same for the other also.
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Me: Thanks for coming. Didn't think I'd meet any more new family members till I returned home. Gar, does sound familiar.
Gar: yes, well Gar was used previously by a previous person that you don't resonate with, a sort of uncle friend type. but that's past. And, well, I didn't want to wait till the last minute. No complicated questions ok, I'm not as learned or wise as Lugia or Ceta or certain others. Relatively speaking I'm one of the newer family members. Radical here by the way I must say again. I thought the Sirius pod was great. is great really since I still visit it, and hang out here some, visiting my friends and such that are there.
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Me: So The pod you and Sara hang out is in the sirius system somewhere? on whatever dimension and 4th density but not 4th dimension?
Gar: Well, the pod is on a mostly water world. there are more then one, several worlds really in the so calls Sirus system. Some have colonized other worlds too. The unicorns like Maribelle & Moondancer are on one.
The pod still uses technology, tough some of us can just manifest what we want.
Though some of the technology may not be recognized as such by the folks of earth, & the pod also has developed spiritual abilities too, that and the giant crystals help too.
Me: Interesting.
Gar: yes, There are other pods you've hung out with though. Sara and I have visited some others, including an orca pod one. I think You'd like them.
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Me: so have we known each other long or have we incarnated anywhere together?
Gar: well, we've known each other for a while, of each other for a while longer. When you'd visit the pod, but I was to shy to talk to you. Sara was around so I did work up the nerve to talk to her then to you later. We became, well, lovers after that since the both of you thought it would help my shyness of meeting with you along.
As for incarnating together, well we've done it once or twice, well, once really. As brothers. i wanted to see what incarnating was like. It was sorta ok an sorta not. I've not really incarnated but that once. Incarnating isn't really for me.
me: that's ok, some do not incarnate. I think I've lost my interest in incarnating.
Gar: We've discussed that some of us here. it does seem that you are leaning heavily that way, the rest of you did discuss that with us. That and you're returning soon. though I certainly don't know what they may be soon or very soon.
But I can tell you that we are friends and lovers. I like to think close friends. I do hope you are home soon and quickly are your full self again. Earth is very dense, denser then any place I'd want to go to, that is for certain. You're certainly braver then I am. I'd not have gone there. But I'm here for you if you need someone to talk to or spend time with. Even more so when you get home. and now you have Gaia also. Quite a few you have, among friends, lovers and family members. Though family can be all those, if you are close to them. Some of us you are, and some not so much.
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me: DO you want to say anything?
Gar: just it's nice to talk to you again. you've come a long way since January or so. You'd be surprised how far you've come. we all will love it when you are here and some of us want it to be sooner then later, very soon for some. Though some are helping with the earth system shift in various ways.
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Me: So you think I'd like the Orca pod or some members?
Gar: yea, I do. I'll introduce you to them at the right time, don't you worry. They're all great.
Me: Thanks for this talk.
Gar: I enjoyed it also. We'll talk again, thanks. See and talk to you next time dude, bro, lover.
<I waited a bit to see who would answer and what feels like a male dolphin appeared, or I had that mental image and feel>
Gar: Just call me Gar, it's a simple enough name to remember. think of us, brothers, after a fashion. our relationship is hard to describe, but think of is as brothers after a fashion. I'm usually in my male dolphin form, one of my preferred ones. As for your, true form. That one is complicated. Think of it as a sort of concept, since you are a number of things, or species if you wish to use that term. reptilian, avian, dinosaur, cetacean, insect, unicorn, The light of what some would call an angelic type being, but still a being of light and could be considered a type of angelic being, source's light also. So putting those together that is what you are in a true form for those is hard for the 3d mind to conceive, being those all at once. instead of 1 species. But you've evolved past being any specific species, part of being those progenitor species that Lugia & Ceta gave you, as well as the angelic type being, giving you the light of a, what some would call an angelic type being, but not any specific species and source adding some of it's own light. Thus making you also a type of stellar light being as well. So one can say it is quite complicated. But we don't bother on such things.
As for your relationship, we are, think of us as lovers and members of the same family. I prefer being a male in most cases. but am open to the gender I have fun with. When I do that. There are lots of more types of fun then just what some would call sex, though that type of sharing is diffidently high on my list brother. Though we're not actual brothers I use the affectionate term since we are members of the same family. Karinus is a mutual friend of ours. Sara and I hang out with the Sirius pod at times. That's actually how I came to become a member of our family. She started teaching me a bit, showing me now things, along with sex of course, and well some others came to also teach and I did want to explore moving upwards. You can guess the rest. Great being here. I love being part of this family, all the love. As Karinus would say, it's awesome man, radical.
Original I was one of Sara's friends, well lovers later actually. And of course being a friend then lover of her means we met and became lovers and close friends too. Since if one is a close friend or lover of one of you, it's a cinch it'll be the same for the other also.
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Me: Thanks for coming. Didn't think I'd meet any more new family members till I returned home. Gar, does sound familiar.
Gar: yes, well Gar was used previously by a previous person that you don't resonate with, a sort of uncle friend type. but that's past. And, well, I didn't want to wait till the last minute. No complicated questions ok, I'm not as learned or wise as Lugia or Ceta or certain others. Relatively speaking I'm one of the newer family members. Radical here by the way I must say again. I thought the Sirius pod was great. is great really since I still visit it, and hang out here some, visiting my friends and such that are there.
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Me: So The pod you and Sara hang out is in the sirius system somewhere? on whatever dimension and 4th density but not 4th dimension?
Gar: Well, the pod is on a mostly water world. there are more then one, several worlds really in the so calls Sirus system. Some have colonized other worlds too. The unicorns like Maribelle & Moondancer are on one.
The pod still uses technology, tough some of us can just manifest what we want.
Though some of the technology may not be recognized as such by the folks of earth, & the pod also has developed spiritual abilities too, that and the giant crystals help too.
Me: Interesting.
Gar: yes, There are other pods you've hung out with though. Sara and I have visited some others, including an orca pod one. I think You'd like them.
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Me: so have we known each other long or have we incarnated anywhere together?
Gar: well, we've known each other for a while, of each other for a while longer. When you'd visit the pod, but I was to shy to talk to you. Sara was around so I did work up the nerve to talk to her then to you later. We became, well, lovers after that since the both of you thought it would help my shyness of meeting with you along.
As for incarnating together, well we've done it once or twice, well, once really. As brothers. i wanted to see what incarnating was like. It was sorta ok an sorta not. I've not really incarnated but that once. Incarnating isn't really for me.
me: that's ok, some do not incarnate. I think I've lost my interest in incarnating.
Gar: We've discussed that some of us here. it does seem that you are leaning heavily that way, the rest of you did discuss that with us. That and you're returning soon. though I certainly don't know what they may be soon or very soon.
But I can tell you that we are friends and lovers. I like to think close friends. I do hope you are home soon and quickly are your full self again. Earth is very dense, denser then any place I'd want to go to, that is for certain. You're certainly braver then I am. I'd not have gone there. But I'm here for you if you need someone to talk to or spend time with. Even more so when you get home. and now you have Gaia also. Quite a few you have, among friends, lovers and family members. Though family can be all those, if you are close to them. Some of us you are, and some not so much.
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me: DO you want to say anything?
Gar: just it's nice to talk to you again. you've come a long way since January or so. You'd be surprised how far you've come. we all will love it when you are here and some of us want it to be sooner then later, very soon for some. Though some are helping with the earth system shift in various ways.
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Me: So you think I'd like the Orca pod or some members?
Gar: yea, I do. I'll introduce you to them at the right time, don't you worry. They're all great.
Me: Thanks for this talk.
Gar: I enjoyed it also. We'll talk again, thanks. See and talk to you next time dude, bro, lover.
Monday, September 28, 2015
Monday [9-28]
Today I did the 4th guided meditation of Solar radiance and for the most part it went very well. I could feel the solar radiance shine into my emotional & mental bodies filling me till once again I shone with the same radiance. I also was able to fill not just the solar system of the earth but also the whole universe with this same radiance and all areas of myself.
Though in the void area that Orin mentioned when she/he had me pick an area I wanted to know about, it remained totally blank, though a void still, it was no filled with the solar radiance, but I had no insights nor answers. just a sorta feeling of slight impatience. Not sure if it is from my true self, my true family, or a member of them or what. The questions were just curiosity on when will I be going to my true home & true family and how, how as in will this human body have to die and me experience dieing as a human, or will a ship come before that like Scarlett mentioned will happen to some folks that will return them to their star families. I got the same blank as before, but one filled with the solar radiance.
So overall a very good meditation, except for that 1 area, no answers.
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Since my sleep pattern has been messed up lately and I got no sleep last night I decided this morning and afternoon I'll take it easy, leave my fold up bed out and just take a lot of naps if I feel tired and not do that much including no real exercising since I hope this will help me get caught up on my sleep or as much as I can anyway.
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I was also thinking that with the 2nd pass with at least some audio light body courses I'll speed up on certain days and do 4 meditations so I can get through the 2nd pass of certain courses and when I redo all the courses together one last time before moving on I"ll do it at this accelerated pace. but the first time I do a course, what I do the 1st pass, I'll do it the regular 1 twice a day.
This is not cause I find some courses boring. Some I likely got and will get more from others, including some stuff I don't consciously noticed, but also I don't want to be buying a course I won't get to for over a year since currently the ones I'm doing if I did 1 meditation twice a day, some of the current ones I'll be taking, the current radiance: self exciting, and the 5 after that, will take almost a month to do just the first time, so this will speed that up a bit.
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I did the meditation for the 2nd time today and not sure what I'll pick for the question. maybe what my true self looks like. Overall the meditation went very well I think. Towards the end while Orin wa s talking I decided to see if I could feel the different frequencies and I did feel a number of them, the different ways the felt. The rest of the meditation went as well. I could feel myself shining with the same radiant light as the solar radiant solar sun that Orin says is the light of the soul plane. I added in the intention and belief it was also the light of source to that I was feeling and was radiating as well. I could feel this light go into my physical body, every cell, ect, also my emotional and mental bodies also. I visualized and did the intention that I was radiating this light not just through the earth's solar system, but also this whole universe.
As for my question of what my true self looks like, I got the indistinct form. Not formless. Then I got that it's a concept is what it looks like. Like in my case my true self's true form is a concept of unicorn, reptilian, avian, reptilian, cetacean, maybe insect, not sure about that, high level angelic being maybe, the light of source. that all at once. Think I may ask about it later tonight, if I feel like channeling.
Though in the void area that Orin mentioned when she/he had me pick an area I wanted to know about, it remained totally blank, though a void still, it was no filled with the solar radiance, but I had no insights nor answers. just a sorta feeling of slight impatience. Not sure if it is from my true self, my true family, or a member of them or what. The questions were just curiosity on when will I be going to my true home & true family and how, how as in will this human body have to die and me experience dieing as a human, or will a ship come before that like Scarlett mentioned will happen to some folks that will return them to their star families. I got the same blank as before, but one filled with the solar radiance.
So overall a very good meditation, except for that 1 area, no answers.
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Since my sleep pattern has been messed up lately and I got no sleep last night I decided this morning and afternoon I'll take it easy, leave my fold up bed out and just take a lot of naps if I feel tired and not do that much including no real exercising since I hope this will help me get caught up on my sleep or as much as I can anyway.
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I was also thinking that with the 2nd pass with at least some audio light body courses I'll speed up on certain days and do 4 meditations so I can get through the 2nd pass of certain courses and when I redo all the courses together one last time before moving on I"ll do it at this accelerated pace. but the first time I do a course, what I do the 1st pass, I'll do it the regular 1 twice a day.
This is not cause I find some courses boring. Some I likely got and will get more from others, including some stuff I don't consciously noticed, but also I don't want to be buying a course I won't get to for over a year since currently the ones I'm doing if I did 1 meditation twice a day, some of the current ones I'll be taking, the current radiance: self exciting, and the 5 after that, will take almost a month to do just the first time, so this will speed that up a bit.
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I did the meditation for the 2nd time today and not sure what I'll pick for the question. maybe what my true self looks like. Overall the meditation went very well I think. Towards the end while Orin wa s talking I decided to see if I could feel the different frequencies and I did feel a number of them, the different ways the felt. The rest of the meditation went as well. I could feel myself shining with the same radiant light as the solar radiant solar sun that Orin says is the light of the soul plane. I added in the intention and belief it was also the light of source to that I was feeling and was radiating as well. I could feel this light go into my physical body, every cell, ect, also my emotional and mental bodies also. I visualized and did the intention that I was radiating this light not just through the earth's solar system, but also this whole universe.
As for my question of what my true self looks like, I got the indistinct form. Not formless. Then I got that it's a concept is what it looks like. Like in my case my true self's true form is a concept of unicorn, reptilian, avian, reptilian, cetacean, maybe insect, not sure about that, high level angelic being maybe, the light of source. that all at once. Think I may ask about it later tonight, if I feel like channeling.
Sunday, September 27, 2015
Sun 9-27] & GAIA
I did the 3rd guided meditation of the solar radiance course and it went very well. For the people to shine the solar light on I picked my true family, Gaia, the Illlume Dharma folks, The current lovers I know of, Maribelle, Moondancer. My online friends I'll save for when I do the meditation for the 2nd time. not a lot to write on about the meditation. it went very well I think. I could feel the solar light and it in me and my own light becoming a perfect match of it's light.
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During this Gaia appeared and my other body was in the anthro dolphin form again. She straddled me, taking my maleness into herself. we talked a bit. During the meditation she and I hugged, no other sex other then having my maleness within her.
me: So why exactly is it that you're nearly always erotic towards, me, not that I'm complaining. it feels normal.
Gaia: Indeed it is, if it was wrong somehow you would feel it. As to why, well I do have certain, desires. our energies resonate. We are both sexual beings. you are a stellar light being. That adds some, shall we say spice to the sex and sexual desires.
me: and we'll continue being lovers after this incarnation is over? You'll not loose interest once I'm no incarnated here?
Gaia: far from it. Then we'll be able to really, have some fun. Or at least you'll be able to, shall we say, experience it in it's fullness. I'm certainly not the first planetary being you've, been in relations with, shall we say. I doubt I"ll be the last. Think of it as, one of the perks of what you do, as long as both are interested, and I'm more then interested. Not just in a short fling of 1 incarnation, but a permanent one. After all, we do really have forever. That is plenty of time to have all sorts of fun, hang and just talk, and so on. But I do assure you I am very much a sexual being. Some planets like some beings have no interest, some slight. I have considerable interest, as long as my energies and theirs resonate along a certain frequency or area. to keep it simple. you are much the same way. You certainly have more then 2 or 3 lovers,I can assure you of that. Some other planetary beings besides myself, you know of 1 stellar being, Sam. there are some lovers you know of, some of them among your family members and some not. Some are just waiting, taking it easy, till you are back home, either to not besiege you with half or all of them to fast, or they really dislike how dense things are here at the moment, but thanks to you, and others, that is changing and won't be this way for much longer.
Me: so very soon I'll be returning home, how soon is very soon. I guess you may feel mixed, about it?
Gaia: not mixed, it had to happen sooner or later, and once phase 2 is under way and stable was the original plan. while you won't be around 24/7, you'll be in full awareness and we can have some real fun then. so it evens out. Soon is hard to pin down. let's say the highest chance is with in 5 years. not that i'll be 4 years from now but within 5 years. could be let's say weeks, months a few years. the next likelest is within 10 years. very high within 10 years, almost as high within 5. hard to pin down more then that since it is so variable with lots of variables being involved.
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I did the meditation for the 2nd time today and it went very well. I could feel the solar light. This time I could feel it coming into not just my energy bodies, emotional, mental, ect, but into my physical body also and into the cells where some still is. I also channeled a lot into Gaia and the solar system as well. It feels like it's new frequency I'm channeling, or maybe one i was channeling/anchoring all along and just not became aware of it. It went very well. This time for the people to send the solar light to I picked all my online friends.
over all feels like it went very well indeed.
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During this Gaia appeared and my other body was in the anthro dolphin form again. She straddled me, taking my maleness into herself. we talked a bit. During the meditation she and I hugged, no other sex other then having my maleness within her.
me: So why exactly is it that you're nearly always erotic towards, me, not that I'm complaining. it feels normal.
Gaia: Indeed it is, if it was wrong somehow you would feel it. As to why, well I do have certain, desires. our energies resonate. We are both sexual beings. you are a stellar light being. That adds some, shall we say spice to the sex and sexual desires.
me: and we'll continue being lovers after this incarnation is over? You'll not loose interest once I'm no incarnated here?
Gaia: far from it. Then we'll be able to really, have some fun. Or at least you'll be able to, shall we say, experience it in it's fullness. I'm certainly not the first planetary being you've, been in relations with, shall we say. I doubt I"ll be the last. Think of it as, one of the perks of what you do, as long as both are interested, and I'm more then interested. Not just in a short fling of 1 incarnation, but a permanent one. After all, we do really have forever. That is plenty of time to have all sorts of fun, hang and just talk, and so on. But I do assure you I am very much a sexual being. Some planets like some beings have no interest, some slight. I have considerable interest, as long as my energies and theirs resonate along a certain frequency or area. to keep it simple. you are much the same way. You certainly have more then 2 or 3 lovers,I can assure you of that. Some other planetary beings besides myself, you know of 1 stellar being, Sam. there are some lovers you know of, some of them among your family members and some not. Some are just waiting, taking it easy, till you are back home, either to not besiege you with half or all of them to fast, or they really dislike how dense things are here at the moment, but thanks to you, and others, that is changing and won't be this way for much longer.
Me: so very soon I'll be returning home, how soon is very soon. I guess you may feel mixed, about it?
Gaia: not mixed, it had to happen sooner or later, and once phase 2 is under way and stable was the original plan. while you won't be around 24/7, you'll be in full awareness and we can have some real fun then. so it evens out. Soon is hard to pin down. let's say the highest chance is with in 5 years. not that i'll be 4 years from now but within 5 years. could be let's say weeks, months a few years. the next likelest is within 10 years. very high within 10 years, almost as high within 5. hard to pin down more then that since it is so variable with lots of variables being involved.
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I did the meditation for the 2nd time today and it went very well. I could feel the solar light. This time I could feel it coming into not just my energy bodies, emotional, mental, ect, but into my physical body also and into the cells where some still is. I also channeled a lot into Gaia and the solar system as well. It feels like it's new frequency I'm channeling, or maybe one i was channeling/anchoring all along and just not became aware of it. It went very well. This time for the people to send the solar light to I picked all my online friends.
over all feels like it went very well indeed.
Saturday, September 26, 2015
107 GAIA [Sat 9-26]
part of this was done during the 2nd time I did the guided meditation of the solar radiance audio course.
Gaia: hello sexy lover.
I had the mental impression she was caressing the chest of I guess my 4th density body. I briefly popped in as a point of consciousness to see what it looked like and it was an anthro dolphin. Her caressing of my chest was pretty erotic.
Me: you're very good at that. it's pretty erotic really.
Gaia: believe me, I've had a lot of experience. <she says smiling.> she looks like a human. it seems also like we're in a cave. Though the me in the human body is still doing the solar radiance guided meditation for the 2nd time. the other me, and I was aware of both at the same time pretty much at the same time. We were in a cave. I could hear water dripping not to far off.
Gaia: think of this as a 4th dimensional cave. I think after you've been home for a bit, I want to be in this form, maybe the orca one, but diffidently think this one. Then after that, I want to do it in our true forms.
me: sure, if you really want. I feel also that you will want more kids in the future. I hope not all at once. It may wind up like Ma and Pa Kettle.
I felt she smiled in humor, though I'd guessed she'd know about human movies like that comedy movie series.
Gaia: we have all of eternity so no need to get like them, though I do have.... let's just call them, helpers, who would be willing to help with that.
me: really, what type of beings are they?
Gaia: let's just say they are... helpers of mine.
me: ok. Maybe you can tell me exactly what a Stellar light being is, if that is what I am.
Gaia: you are that, if one must use labels. <and she kept caressing my chest in an erotic fashion, we then switched to a beach with the surf washing over my anthro dolphin tail.>
As for what a stellar light being is. it's someone that reminds me that I'm a sexual being with .... certain needs, especially when your energy and mine resonate as close as they do. I don't show this side of myself to just anyone. Only to certain ones, like a certain stellar light being that, brings that out in me, reminds me of my sexual nature and certain needs. <she smiles to me again.> I'm sure you'll not mind spending time with me to, satisfy those certain needs and desires. We do resonate and I know we have certain, feelings for each other.
-------------------------- The rest of this I did after I had posted the 2nd solar light guided meditation I did for the 2nd time.
me: I guess it's cause of either certain a relationship we may have before, or due to our energy resonating like it does.
Gaia: it's the 2nd one dear, believe me.
Me: and is this a secret, or would you admit it to anyone?
Gaia: if anyone asks about us or how I feel about you, no secrets there. I'm totally open about that, telling anyone, but they have to ask first. ask specifically how I feel about you, our relationship or the right questions.
me: and our son still a kid? I guess our daughter is still in that ambassador school you mentioned?
Gaia: yes to both. She'll be a while in learning to be an ambassador, a lot to learn and he may want to be a kid for a century or a few. I have some ... helpers shall I say watching him, with him. he has some, other kids to play with, some are yours too.
me: guess I have more then I consciously know of, since I don't recall much of my memories.
Gaia: indeed, and it's cause of the density of the earth, the earth system grid and human body collective grids are not, fully active, all that together is why you don't have much conscious access to your true being, memories and such.
But for a serious answer sexy. mmmmm, sexy is the right word. There is a certain reason why some of us call you that you know sexy. But part of what a stellar light being is is you're like a mobile sun. You have a, shall we say a higher light that you shine out. It helps some, systems, and other beings like incarnated and non incarnated beings, in various ways. it gets complicated, but your energy that you shine shall we say, helps other beings, planetary, solar system grids, universal grids, collective and individual grids. To keep it simple. A higher plane light, angelic light, source. mmmm, some of us feel that as an added sexy thing, if our energy resonates with you. but none of us are incarnated as earth humans, or if I am it'll be in a place or places you'll not meet. So I have you to myself the planetary being, or a multi dimensional part of her, as you are a multi dimensional part of your true being. Fully aware, but due to why I said, not consciously so.
That is part of why I find you, sexy and you bring out the sexual being in me, the main reason is the way our energy resonates, the fact you're a stellar light being, adds spice to that shall we say, a very sexy spice at that. mmmhmmm.
Me: uh, thanks. I know there are other lovers I have besides you. Some I suspect I don't know, like I've only met a small number of my true family.
Gaia: very true there, on everything you said, sexy. You are doing very well. keep up the great work. Very well indeed. You don't know how well you are doing. Or the number you are helping by just being who and what you are.
Go ahead and post this. I can say more, but you need your rest and all this typing isn't helping your forearms much, especially your right one. more proof you were meant to be left handed. We'll talk again later. and later on there may be a 2nd channel, but we may also give you a rest but we will talk again, that I do promise.
me: ok, thanks.
Gaia: and be sure to keep drinking lots of water like you've been doing. It helps with the shift and such.
me: thanks.
Gaia: hello sexy lover.
I had the mental impression she was caressing the chest of I guess my 4th density body. I briefly popped in as a point of consciousness to see what it looked like and it was an anthro dolphin. Her caressing of my chest was pretty erotic.
Me: you're very good at that. it's pretty erotic really.
Gaia: believe me, I've had a lot of experience. <she says smiling.> she looks like a human. it seems also like we're in a cave. Though the me in the human body is still doing the solar radiance guided meditation for the 2nd time. the other me, and I was aware of both at the same time pretty much at the same time. We were in a cave. I could hear water dripping not to far off.
Gaia: think of this as a 4th dimensional cave. I think after you've been home for a bit, I want to be in this form, maybe the orca one, but diffidently think this one. Then after that, I want to do it in our true forms.
me: sure, if you really want. I feel also that you will want more kids in the future. I hope not all at once. It may wind up like Ma and Pa Kettle.
I felt she smiled in humor, though I'd guessed she'd know about human movies like that comedy movie series.
Gaia: we have all of eternity so no need to get like them, though I do have.... let's just call them, helpers, who would be willing to help with that.
me: really, what type of beings are they?
Gaia: let's just say they are... helpers of mine.
me: ok. Maybe you can tell me exactly what a Stellar light being is, if that is what I am.
Gaia: you are that, if one must use labels. <and she kept caressing my chest in an erotic fashion, we then switched to a beach with the surf washing over my anthro dolphin tail.>
As for what a stellar light being is. it's someone that reminds me that I'm a sexual being with .... certain needs, especially when your energy and mine resonate as close as they do. I don't show this side of myself to just anyone. Only to certain ones, like a certain stellar light being that, brings that out in me, reminds me of my sexual nature and certain needs. <she smiles to me again.> I'm sure you'll not mind spending time with me to, satisfy those certain needs and desires. We do resonate and I know we have certain, feelings for each other.
-------------------------- The rest of this I did after I had posted the 2nd solar light guided meditation I did for the 2nd time.
me: I guess it's cause of either certain a relationship we may have before, or due to our energy resonating like it does.
Gaia: it's the 2nd one dear, believe me.
Me: and is this a secret, or would you admit it to anyone?
Gaia: if anyone asks about us or how I feel about you, no secrets there. I'm totally open about that, telling anyone, but they have to ask first. ask specifically how I feel about you, our relationship or the right questions.
me: and our son still a kid? I guess our daughter is still in that ambassador school you mentioned?
Gaia: yes to both. She'll be a while in learning to be an ambassador, a lot to learn and he may want to be a kid for a century or a few. I have some ... helpers shall I say watching him, with him. he has some, other kids to play with, some are yours too.
me: guess I have more then I consciously know of, since I don't recall much of my memories.
Gaia: indeed, and it's cause of the density of the earth, the earth system grid and human body collective grids are not, fully active, all that together is why you don't have much conscious access to your true being, memories and such.
But for a serious answer sexy. mmmmm, sexy is the right word. There is a certain reason why some of us call you that you know sexy. But part of what a stellar light being is is you're like a mobile sun. You have a, shall we say a higher light that you shine out. It helps some, systems, and other beings like incarnated and non incarnated beings, in various ways. it gets complicated, but your energy that you shine shall we say, helps other beings, planetary, solar system grids, universal grids, collective and individual grids. To keep it simple. A higher plane light, angelic light, source. mmmm, some of us feel that as an added sexy thing, if our energy resonates with you. but none of us are incarnated as earth humans, or if I am it'll be in a place or places you'll not meet. So I have you to myself the planetary being, or a multi dimensional part of her, as you are a multi dimensional part of your true being. Fully aware, but due to why I said, not consciously so.
That is part of why I find you, sexy and you bring out the sexual being in me, the main reason is the way our energy resonates, the fact you're a stellar light being, adds spice to that shall we say, a very sexy spice at that. mmmhmmm.
Me: uh, thanks. I know there are other lovers I have besides you. Some I suspect I don't know, like I've only met a small number of my true family.
Gaia: very true there, on everything you said, sexy. You are doing very well. keep up the great work. Very well indeed. You don't know how well you are doing. Or the number you are helping by just being who and what you are.
Go ahead and post this. I can say more, but you need your rest and all this typing isn't helping your forearms much, especially your right one. more proof you were meant to be left handed. We'll talk again later. and later on there may be a 2nd channel, but we may also give you a rest but we will talk again, that I do promise.
me: ok, thanks.
Gaia: and be sure to keep drinking lots of water like you've been doing. It helps with the shift and such.
me: thanks.
Saturday [ 9-26]
The Illumine Dharma meeting, a group that meets roughly quarterly, was a lot of fun. A fun almost 4 hours. I look forward to the next one. If I'm here then, and I guess I'll likely be since though some that I channeled, and that 1 other person did, said I'd be going home very soon, that could mean in 3, 5 or 10 years since to beings as old as however they are, very soon could be even 50 years. So I'll not really know what they meant till I'm on the other side.
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I did the 2nd solar radiance: being a becoming a more perfect light guided meditation and it went very well. I wasn't sure what Orin meant by shining the solar light, the solar light so I instead imagined the universal sun going to my Fullonia so it was the same type of light energy and it shined throughout my entire energy systems. It felt great and right, that I was shining like the solar light was. Orin says it's the light of the soul planes. I just go with it's either the light of source, or a part of source itself, or something along those lines. Anyway it went great. Not sure if I needed to be clear, but it helped in many ways, I can tell.
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I did the Solar Radiance for the 2nd time and it went great. When Orin said to pick something to shine the solar light on I picked, my whole being, instead of an issue, fear, something else. My entire being, energy bodies, physical, etheric, emotional, mental, light, my whole being. It went great. I breathed in the light and it went through my entire body, I could feel it and it felt great, it left me feeling great, fantastic. Though Gaia popped up to talked to me during this, I'll be putting it in a channeled message. Not a lot to say, though the meditation went great and I could feel the solar light and I could feel before the end I was shining with inner solar light. It's not Sol, the star of the earth system, but some higher plane. Orin says of the soul plane. Like I mentioned before I'll just assume some higher plane, maybe soul, maybe a part of source or source itself. Anyway it did go great and I feel fantastic, though also thirsty and like I've still not quite had enough sleep.
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I did the 2nd solar radiance: being a becoming a more perfect light guided meditation and it went very well. I wasn't sure what Orin meant by shining the solar light, the solar light so I instead imagined the universal sun going to my Fullonia so it was the same type of light energy and it shined throughout my entire energy systems. It felt great and right, that I was shining like the solar light was. Orin says it's the light of the soul planes. I just go with it's either the light of source, or a part of source itself, or something along those lines. Anyway it went great. Not sure if I needed to be clear, but it helped in many ways, I can tell.
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I did the Solar Radiance for the 2nd time and it went great. When Orin said to pick something to shine the solar light on I picked, my whole being, instead of an issue, fear, something else. My entire being, energy bodies, physical, etheric, emotional, mental, light, my whole being. It went great. I breathed in the light and it went through my entire body, I could feel it and it felt great, it left me feeling great, fantastic. Though Gaia popped up to talked to me during this, I'll be putting it in a channeled message. Not a lot to say, though the meditation went great and I could feel the solar light and I could feel before the end I was shining with inner solar light. It's not Sol, the star of the earth system, but some higher plane. Orin says of the soul plane. Like I mentioned before I'll just assume some higher plane, maybe soul, maybe a part of source or source itself. Anyway it did go great and I feel fantastic, though also thirsty and like I've still not quite had enough sleep.
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