Today I did the 4th guided meditation of Solar radiance and for the most part it went very well. I could feel the solar radiance shine into my emotional & mental bodies filling me till once again I shone with the same radiance. I also was able to fill not just the solar system of the earth but also the whole universe with this same radiance and all areas of myself.
Though in the void area that Orin mentioned when she/he had me pick an area I wanted to know about, it remained totally blank, though a void still, it was no filled with the solar radiance, but I had no insights nor answers. just a sorta feeling of slight impatience. Not sure if it is from my true self, my true family, or a member of them or what. The questions were just curiosity on when will I be going to my true home & true family and how, how as in will this human body have to die and me experience dieing as a human, or will a ship come before that like Scarlett mentioned will happen to some folks that will return them to their star families. I got the same blank as before, but one filled with the solar radiance.
So overall a very good meditation, except for that 1 area, no answers.
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Since my sleep pattern has been messed up lately and I got no sleep last night I decided this morning and afternoon I'll take it easy, leave my fold up bed out and just take a lot of naps if I feel tired and not do that much including no real exercising since I hope this will help me get caught up on my sleep or as much as I can anyway.
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I was also thinking that with the 2nd pass with at least some audio light body courses I'll speed up on certain days and do 4 meditations so I can get through the 2nd pass of certain courses and when I redo all the courses together one last time before moving on I"ll do it at this accelerated pace. but the first time I do a course, what I do the 1st pass, I'll do it the regular 1 twice a day.
This is not cause I find some courses boring. Some I likely got and will get more from others, including some stuff I don't consciously noticed, but also I don't want to be buying a course I won't get to for over a year since currently the ones I'm doing if I did 1 meditation twice a day, some of the current ones I'll be taking, the current radiance: self exciting, and the 5 after that, will take almost a month to do just the first time, so this will speed that up a bit.
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I did the meditation for the 2nd time today and not sure what I'll pick for the question. maybe what my true self looks like. Overall the meditation went very well I think. Towards the end while Orin wa s talking I decided to see if I could feel the different frequencies and I did feel a number of them, the different ways the felt. The rest of the meditation went as well. I could feel myself shining with the same radiant light as the solar radiant solar sun that Orin says is the light of the soul plane. I added in the intention and belief it was also the light of source to that I was feeling and was radiating as well. I could feel this light go into my physical body, every cell, ect, also my emotional and mental bodies also. I visualized and did the intention that I was radiating this light not just through the earth's solar system, but also this whole universe.
As for my question of what my true self looks like, I got the indistinct form. Not formless. Then I got that it's a concept is what it looks like. Like in my case my true self's true form is a concept of unicorn, reptilian, avian, reptilian, cetacean, maybe insect, not sure about that, high level angelic being maybe, the light of source. that all at once. Think I may ask about it later tonight, if I feel like channeling.
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