Tuesday: I did the 5th guided solar radiance meditation and again it went great. I felt the solar light again as well as the 3 masters that Orin talked about. As well as their light and sending it to me and having the disired positive effect. When Orin mentioned each of the upper center that that master would send light to I just used a light body energy center. 2 for the head one. Then After the light effected me I visualized it going through the whole earth's solar system. As well as my own light and radiance. All in all it went great, just I don't have a lot to talk about.
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Tuesday: I did it for the 2nd time today and it went great. it went just like it did above, a great meditation. And when it came time for me to pick a person for me to send the solar radiance to and of the 3 masters, I picked everyone in earth's solar system, and especially Gaia. I also had a brief conversation I'll put into my channeling thread. And a mental image of what looked like what I felt like some sort of aquatic dragon or reptilian being.
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Wedensday: I dd the 6th solar radiance guided meditation course. I am thinking I may speed up doing these. I am really enjoying doing these, more then the radiance: self exciting ones, but if I get this one done a day early, I can then start the 2nd pass for the radiance: self exciting that much faster and will do that one accelerated, so I can get it done faster. maybe getting all 24 done within a week.
I think the meditation went great. I could feel the solar light entering my body again as well as the 3 masters who took me to a place I could feel, but see. At first I was in some sort of biped body, but switched to a to an orca body since the energy there entering me, and my mental, then later my emotional body, made me feel very light, like I was floating. I felt very light and like it was making me feel lighter as well as radiating even more light then I was doing before. and doing that for my mental and emotional bodies too. Think I may do a simpler shorter version of this mediation without the audio frequently. Very great meditation and simple also.
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The other idea I had is continue to do the solar radiance 1 meditation twice a day, but start doing the radiance: self exciting today starting to do that 2nd pass and do it faster so 2 today and 2 different meditations a day till I get the solar radiance 1st pass done, then starting on Saturday start doing 4 a day on the days when I can. Thus getting it done faster. The 2nd pass for solar radiance I doubt I'll speed up any.
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I get the strong feeling that my true self is sort of like drumming his fingers wanting me to return home, not like he's super impatient or hates the wait, but wishes it were not to long and prefers very soon over soon. just the general feeling I am feeling before I start the solar radiance guided mediation for the 2nd time.
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Wednesday: I did it for the 2nd time and it went super great, just like before pretty much, with some minor changes. One difference was in that place though I was in in orca form, non earth, instead of being right side up I was facing the other way. I just mentally shrugged and went with it. Also this time I went very very deep and it took me, I'd guess, maybe 10 minutes to very slowly come out of it. Very nice. I'd label it a great meditation overall.
1 difference was at the start of the meditation I was in 2 bodies, the human on and an anthro orca one, with Gaia behind me. She had her arms under mine and was caressing my smooth anthro orca chest before she moved around to the front to give me oral sex, then moved back to behind me with her arms under mine & caressing her chest. Then she said for me to focus on this meditation and she seemed go fade away pretty quickly, though not instantly. No idea why that happened or why she tends to be mostly erotic towards me, but I just mentally shrug and go with it. No idea also why she seems to prefer me being an orca, either anthro or non anthro. but I just shrug and go with that too.
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I did the 1st radiance: self exciting, building the light body as part of the accelerated 2nd pass and it went well. though most of it was an introduction with Daben talking and occasionally running the energy for 1 of the Light body energy centers from the 1st up through the 5th. There was also Gaia there, as before. I was an anthro orca again and she was behind me caressing my chest, though during part of it she did reach down to caress either side of my male slit till my maleness emerged then she rubbed that. After a bit I could feel she took the generated sexual energies and caressing my body from my groin upwards took it into both my light body heart center and some into my Fullonia, no idea why. So overall it was a good meditation, no idea why Gaia popped up and did what she was doing, though I'm not complaining, it was very enjoyable.
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I did the 2nd meditation of the radiance: self exciting course. It went very well. It was mainly Daben talking and running the energies for 6 of the 7 light body energy centers, skipping the 6th one. I imagined my Renawre cocoon larger then the size of the earth, overlapping a bit with Venus and Mars's orbits. Not much to talk about but this. I could feel the energies I'm channeling, anchoring or whatever the term is, and they did have some different feels to them, felt different that is.
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