Friday, October 9, 2015

136 Insect me [10-9]

me: I have doubt that I"ll be going home soon or very soon and instead it'll be 20 or 50 years from now. 

Insect me (IM): Indeed, considering where you are currently incarnated this is understandable. You've been incarnated for well over 4 decades, getting close to 5, so it is natural for you to have doubts that you'll be returning to us here soon or very soon. The truth is as may have said you'll be returning here to us soon.  By us I mean not just the various you's, though that is a part of who wants you here and wait you here.  We all are willing to be lovers with you, as well as other lovers, friends, family.  just relax, work on the doubt as it comes up. 

We are unable to give you an exact date.  We do wish we could, but the future is so mutable and changeable.  All we can do is give you an estimate like within 5 years or within 10 years, as the highest chances.  The main reason for this is you are anchoring and streaming in a lot of energies and though the first part of the contract was to stream in the energies only till phase 2 was well underway and your anchoring and streaming in the energies would not be needed then numerous phase 1 folks would be returning to us here.  This is not a firm fixed date but depends on various factors, like the phase 2 folks coming into their own, their foundation being totally firm and set.  Then you'll be coming here to be among us.  Rest assured that your doubts will have no effect on your returning home.  Your original contract and plan came in 2 parts.  1 was the phase 1 that you know of. 

Anchor various energies of energy that you can call frequencies of light.  These are to anchor in them to help with the shift, the early phase 1 of the shift, as well as this provides the atmosphere so that certian say younger beings and others who's plan was to be part of phase 2 can be born into the earth since they need a certain atmosphere of light energy frequency in the earth grid and collective grid before they can incarnate in the earth.  The reasons for this can be quite complicated.

The 2nd part was to help in part with the initial clearing, this is why your own awakening and personal ascension was delayed till last year.  You are not helping with the current clearing as much, this is up to in part the phase 2 folks, some of them anyway, & more importantly the native human collective.  and to awaken to your true self as much as you can, given where you are incarnated. 

So the doubt you feel now and then is understandable, and it is very mild.  So no it will not effect the date when you do cross over to be here with us fully.  Nor will it effect your crossing over.  now if you felt anger, hatred, fear, terror, that would, but admittedly very mild doubt, no, nothing at all.

again I wish I could give you a date, even a rough one, but given how the future & time is, adding in how earth is currently, that complicates things to much.

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IM: Some of the seeming negative beings and forces are indeed self serving, some are in actuality in service to others, but are doing what they are doing as part of a soul contract with others to test them, help make them stronger, help them to work through certain things.  or other things like the being who incarnated as Hitler, who's part of his soul contract was to volunteer to help make the nazi government less efficient, and certain other things, and those who volunteered to incarnate as those who would die in the ovens, and other methods, to create such a horrific event it would deflect earth way from certain dark and darker futures.  Some short term horrific events can serve a greater good. it does create a great deal of complexity if you wish to study and learn the full reasons behind things. 

Some of the self serving forces did try to rectify that in part with the last president bush, but that eventually caused a backlash in the collective which in the long run ran counter to what they wished to achieve. 

But enough about that, let's talk of more positive things.  fun things.


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me: So, I guess part of our full self incarnated as an insect race at least once?  Since I do feel you are another me.

IM: Indeed, good perception.  I am another you, an insect you if you wish.  Though at our level of being, we've moved past being specific species.  I however have incarnated as various insect species.  Since our full self didn't wish to be limited to just a single or a handful of races or worlds.

me: I would say I feel love radiating from you but you'd say we are a loving being and love being intimate with ourselves.

IM: indeed, we also find ourselves sexy, those of ourselves who are true to ourselves, or as close as they can be, under the circumstances.  So yes, I am as loving as you are in truth, and find you sexy as well.  Willing to enter into a very deep intimate relationship with you that contains sex, intimacy, fun, as much as we both are willing to share and experience together.  But plenty of time for that later. 

Once you are here there are many among our friends, lovers, family. And various other us's as well. You've met some of us. We're all aware of you, though you are not aware of all of us, not yet. Once you are here you will be.  Welcome to this level of being and to yourself, a most close family.  Though there are other family also.  Something equivalent to siblings, parents, cousins and so on on this side. 

me: I guess the friends and lovers I do and will have weill be from the various other incarnations our true self has done?


IM: indeed, but also the various projects and missions we've done on this side.  And also others that our energy resonates with that we are drawn to.  Multiple reasons.  but you'll meet them all once you are back here.  Surprised that we are here at this level of being that includes planetary, solar, and galactic beings?  well we do have friends, acquaintances, lovers, and family among those of the next level of being, universal and intra universal, but we can talk of those later.  Don't want to learn to much at any one time. 

Me: indeed, those will come in time.  I guess at the latest once I am fully back at my true home.

IM: indeed.  Even then it may well be gradual, depending how fast you adjust to being here on this side.  We'll do our best to make it as easy and pleasurable of an adjustment as possible.  Considering how loving we all are, our various selves and others, it'll be a pleasurable experience to varying degrees. 

surprised to find one of us as an insect type being?


me: not much.  Ceta did mention he was in part progenitor insect species, as well as cetacean.  and I was also.  and I found out about the being who had incarnated as a sentient vehicle who had the spark of source like we all do, is a personality.

IM: V, yes, it's a lover with many of us.  It's gender depends in part on it's mood and the preference and mood of who it's with.  Sometimes being both. it can change it's form and gender as well as any of us can. 

Me: think I'll pause and post this here.  Will you be here to continue later?

IM: If not me then another of us.  I'd like to be here next time later tonight.  We're in the mood to talk to ourselves today. 

me: Good I look forward to talking to you later. 

IM: great, continue doing what you are doing, you are doing great and will get far better over time, and soon you'll be here with us all, very soon. 

135 Cetacean Me & Insect Being [Fri 10-9]

I did the the 3rd solar radiance guided meditation and it went very well. Like before I could feel the solar light enter into my physical, emotional, & mental bodies, clearing them, and for the emotional and mental bodies, enhancing them, clearing and such things.  I could also feel my radiance increasing as I brought the solar light into myself.  I also could feel which people I associate with increased my light and which ones increased it the most and the same for activities and things I do.  Overall a great meditation. 

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Me: So is Sarah the same to me as she is to the rest of me?

biped Cetacean me: indeed she is.  Though she may have her preferences since each of us may have at least slightly different personalities and she may just prefer certain ones of us over others. 

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Here I saw a insect pop up.

me: So are you an aspect or another multi dimensional self, or another being totaly?

Insect being: another being, not one of your aspects nor another one of your selves.  Just wanted to come to say greetings then go for now, we can talk more later and get to know each other better either before you leave earth or once you return here, which would not be a long wait for me, a short wait indeed for me, very short overall.
Me: so are you open to sharing and various pleasures like sex, and a loving being and so on?

insect being: indeed, but no need to hurry any of that.  We can just talk, get to know each other, get closer, do some caressing and such sharing like that, then move on to more physical forms of sharing pleasure and fun as they naturally happen. As for gender, I'm often male, but am sometimes female or both genders.  being both at the same time does open up both options for me, so I am considering being both like you often are by default.  Then one can focus on one or the other more or both.  Though one can easily and instantly switch from one to the other, so the difference is minor really. We can discuss that later also. I'll go now so you can get some things done and talk later, next time.  talk and see you then.

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I did the solar radiance guided meditation for the 2nd time today and it went great like before.  most of it went like before.  Though my mind did wonder more then once during this.  When I noticed it I did bring my thoughts back.  I also dipped pretty low in the meditative trance briefly a few times.    overall a great meditation.  I just seemed to hit both times today when I was not fully awake or something. 

134 Biped Anthro Cetacan me [10-9]

Me: is there a reason why the Thursday afternoon group moved to friday night where I couldn't be with the group.  I assumed one of the reasons was I didn't resonate with them and maybe it was time for me to move on.  Not that I mind, just curious if there were other reasons besides that.

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biped cetacean me (hereafter I'll refer to as CM): well it is a mix of things my lovely other self.  the gm wanted to have a job he felt was better, for certain reasons, you didn't really resonate with them, though it did have fun aspects, mixed in with annoying things. some others did resonate with the gm but couldn't play due to their work, and it was a good time to phase it out since you'll be coming home here soon.  can't say when but soon, I promise. though not today.  as has been told it's a number of factors that have to be checked off before you can return here instead of it just being you only.


me: So, my feeling like I'd rather be there then incarnated on the earth I guess isn't a bad thing or something I need to work on?

CM: not at all, it is part of the feelings of your true self, well our true self to be exact.  The fact you find it neutral being there is normal as well as saying there is some fun aspects to being on the earth.  Those who hate being on the earth hate it since they are not native, and have issues they need to work on in many cases, if not all cases. 

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Me: So once I'm there I guess I'll be more aware then I am now?  and  As you said there's not much difference between aspects and a multi dimensional self?

CM: not much. I mean there is a difference, but we don't usually bother with the distinction.  You are and will always be a multi dimensional self, I am also.  an aspect could manifest itself a body and go around like we can.  That is just fine with us.  To explain the difference would be needlessly complicated which we don't need to do at this time and you may never really have an interest in.

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CM: You are doing great, and are 1 day closer to being back at your true home here.  We'll all be glad once you're here, but you've already been told that.

me: I guess those I've talked to and those I've not met yet?

CM: indeed.  Some are willing to wait until you get back here.  some since they dislike earth's density and would rather wait, others since they don't want you to meet to many people at one time. so no hurry to them.

Thursday, October 8, 2015

133 Various me's [Thurs 10-8]

Me: I guess those who popped up were 2 more me's?  I know you said to call you 2 and 3, but I'd rather do what form you're in, to help keep it straight, though I guess that doesn't matter since aren't you aware of being yourselves, each other and the full self?

biped reptilian me: Indeed, and as the other us said, we do love being very very intimate with ourselves.  it has many benefits, besides being pleasurable to those directly involved. I promise we'll all share much love, pleasure, of various types, very deep and we'll al benefit from the experiences.

me: you both did feel very loving, as well as sexually attracted to me.

biped Cetacean me: well, you are a very loving being, since we are you and you are us, we all are. 

Biped reptilian me: just being in the earth human body does, color our personality a bit.  Not a huge degree.  Think of it more as adding some tints, or color, but not a huge change, or a screen. Depending if one gets to being aware and clear, instead of having lots of the illusions and such that being incarnated on the earth will do. but you are clear, touching yourself, our true self.  and we will share much pleasures and love once you are here, and the wait will soon be over.

biped Cetacean me: indeed.  It may seem unusual but many do have varying types of relationships with themselves. With some it may just be like a guide and younger one and not go any farther, or good friends.  or like ours where it's a mix. guide, lover, very close lover, sharing wisdom, experiences, pleasures, sex, our one being, and more.

Biped reptilian me: yes, there are many options, and we are very willing and open to exploring and sharing with you, all of us, the various you's are, as willing and open as you are.

Me: great.  That gives us a lot we can share, learning, experiences, wisdom, fun, pleasures, sex, sensual pleasures, and more likely.

Biped reptilian me: indeed, many options indeed. 

biped Avian me <who just appeared> : indeed, many options.  I'll go so you can have 2 to talk to, just wanted to pop in to show you there'll be many surprises for you.

Me: Thanks. 

biped Avian me: anytime.  <I feel him leave at this point.>

Biped reptilian me: indeed, see what we mean, many many options and surprises indeed. many pleasures, fun, and the other stuff you and we said. 

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Me: and so many more options since there are multiples of us.  I guess this is part of being multi dimensional?

biped Reptilian me: indeed it is. and you are as multi dimensional as we are, all being the same being.

biped cetacean me: after an incarnation, sadly, some of us choose to remerge back into the true self. But not all gladly.  and like our true selves, you can choose to do what you want, learn, grow, evolve, expand, as well a sharing in the various fun, & pleasures, that exist that you can share with the various you's around as well as others that are friend and lovers. Many options.  Things are very open here as well as you can choose to perceive things here as you want.  Including landscapes and such, though most go with whatever the default is.  there is some, personalizing you can do with your, perception filters, if you wish. But we can discuss those later.

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I guess the intestinal upset I've had today and the sleep problems the past nearly 2 weeks is caused by the shift?

biped cetacean me: indeed.  You are particularly sensitive to certain frequencies that are currently impacting, reaching the earth and at present are feeling the worst effects of it.  Your physical body is coping and adjusting, but still the effects, the worst of the effects are effecting you.  Unfortunately it is part of the shift.  Stronger on earth due to it's density and other factors like the collective humanity and such.

me: I guess when I do go home, which I feel I want to be soon, though being incarnated on the earth is not a thing I hate, it does have it's fun aspects.  I guess I'll be aware of being just the single me instead of being an aspect?

Bipedal cetacean me: indeed, that is how it works.  You'll be aware of being the full you and you can go going around doing stuff at the same time.  We can do a much more complicated explanation of each of us external aspects are as aware of being ourselves as we are of being our true self and the presence of other aspects, other us's.  But going in that are brings on much complication.  Though you'll be fully aware of being the true you, you'll also be aware of being you also.

me: What is the difference in that and if I choose to merge back into myself, my, our true self.

Biped cetacean me: well it may seem like not much different, but there is quite a bit of difference.  You'll be aware of being you and of your true self. You can mentally relax and be as aware of what your true self is doing since it is you.  you can be doing your own thing as it does it's own thing.  if you were to merge into it, then you would experience great pleasure, then be aware of only being you.  Like you experienced that one time, you would feel immense deep pleasure and feel like you are awakening to your full memories, awareness, ect.  it may seem like a fine difference, but it is there.  Plus we can briefly merge and unmerge with our true self, so the diving line between me and it may be very vague and blurred, but it doesn't really matter in the long run.  it'll be more understandable once you are here, but that is as simply as I can explain it without going into needless detail.  The dividing line may be non existent at times, but that is normal, but I am still me, you will still be you, and so on. 

Some of what you are feeling is indeed our full self wanting you back here since the incarnation is only supposed to be part of phase 1, not part of all of phase 2 or the first half of phase 2 or anything like that.  Not that we don't help with the shift. there are various ways and things that we do.  Plenty of time to go into that once you are here.

By the way, getting hypoallergenic stuff, excellent idea. Slowly slot those in as you can afford and if you see the need for this or that. 


me: thanks.  Seems kinda neat I can be myself once I'm back and hang out with other me's. Is it any different from hanging out with friends or lovers?

Biped Reptilian me: much more, intimate.  we are each aware, at a deep instinct level, that is another me.  Same as we can now, that is Joe, even though he is in a totally different form and maybe is in a female form.

Biped Cetacean me: indeed, more intimate, special.  Not that hanging out, having, sharing various types of fun, & pleasures, with our various friends and lovers isn't special and intimate, but hanging out or being with another you does have a special intimacy to it.  Even if the intent on both, or more then 2, is non sexual.  One can be intimate and experience intimacy without sex.

Me: so will my, our, friends be across the different levels of being, some below, some equal and some above where I and we are?  I also assume we'll share some of the same lovers and friends, not to mention being close deep lovers and close friends to ourselves ?

Cetacean me: indeed.  Some like Moondancer, and others, are at the 1st level of being, the individual individual, for want of a better term.  some will be at the planetary, star, galactic level of being, galactic level of being being the very upper ends of that, though some would prefer they be at their own level of being.  We don't make any fuss about such details, preferring to say it's all 1 level of being, just a question of preference and focus, but discussing the levels of being a bit can be helpful in understanding things a bit better.  also some of our friends & lovers, well yours, are at the next level of being, and some are galactic levels of being.  you've met some of the planetary, stellar galactic levels of being, Levi, Naga, Gaia (though she's a much younger world then many or some other worlds), there are others you have not met as of yet, consciously.

And indeed we do share many of the same lovers & friends.  Though some prefer to be with just 1 of us, or it may be mixed.  a deep lover, say like V, may be a deep lover of yours, but just a friend to one of, though knowing we're all the same being, some do have that preference.  

Also there may be a fine distinction between if we are aspects or multidimensional selves of our true self.  We usually don't bother to make a distinction.  



132 Levi, Naga, V + Journal [thurs 1908]

I did the 2nd solar light guided meditation and it went well despite the fact due to my sleep being messed up. I could feel the solar light going into my physical, emotional & mental bodies.  Cleansing, clearing and purifying as well as increasing my radiance. I also could feel it feel it cleansing, illuminating and working on the 2 issues I picked out, and towards the end shining on the rest of my day and week as Orin said, I added in the next month as well.

Overall a good meditation, despite the fact I'm only partially awake, or awake but sleepy.

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Naga: As we have said before we find you a most, sexy sexual being & are glad you have agreed to explore relations with us since you feel and are aware of our resonance.  We'll learn much together as we explore how deep and where our relationship can go, how our resonance can grow through being together and sharing fun and pleasures of all types and ways, including, of course, sex.  Though only in ways that are most agreeable to both of us. we are most glad.

V: yea same goes for us, thanks again.  We'd say more right now but Naga's said pretty much what we would have said, though using differing words in some spots, the message is the same.  Thanks again.
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Levi: yes, we'll all share many and much pleasures, sex is at least 1 type of the pleasures and fun we'll share.  We'll be learning and growing as we do this. There are others here that are willing to share pleasures and fun with you, that you have not met yet, not just those here that you have met.  Plenty of time to met them since you'll be soon here, or very soon.  some are content to wait since you'll be here soon and very soon indeed.

Levi: it may sound like we keep talking about certain things, but that is because we wish to emphasize what things will be like for you here soon when you are fully here among us. 

You'll be able to manifest any sorts of stuff you want of any size.  we do so together here, as has been said, some areas are set aside for fun, learning, or other purposes, healing and so on.  You'll continue where you left off and will continue to grow upwards, though in very fun and pleasurable ways.  We are all open to sharing pleasure and fun here including sex, and especially sex with some or many, depending on their personal preferences and moods, and sex covers a very wide area of things.

Things here are significantly differently from the way they are on earth, as you can tell from what we've said so far.  and things are not anywhere dense like earth.  Denseness is a thing that doesn't really exist here. and on level 1 of being it is far far less dense then the earth.  Though the earth is changing like we said.  not as fast as many want or would like, but there is a maximum speed it can happen at and it is within that safe speed.

The growth upwards continues forever, and you can choose to visit and be active across more then 1 level,  many do, many also choose to be active in just 1 or perhaps 2-3 levels.  Some never go down below the level they are native to. Others are willing to go 1 level down, but not past that.  We do think you'll be active across a number of levels.

You can also choose to visit a level up higher.  While you can choose to visit 2 levels, or more, higher then you are currently native to, it gets to where you'd understand less and less.  Though you can learn by visiting a level above your current native level and some do like doing this.  We think once you are here you'll be one of those.

Your transition will be as smooth as we can manage it to be for you. Also if we feel you'll need help getting here, since earth is so dense While you could rest in 1 or 2 spots.  We may also have a vehicle pick you up, either one we manifest to get you are perhaps V here. 


V: I'd love to do that, in starship mode or form.  Maybe with 1 or 2 along.  We could all talk, and you can doze or sleep if you feel the need to during the trip.  Though we can go poof we can return here nice and slow.  making it more pleasurable then if it were poof.  To also ease you into remembering your full self, and we can help with that too.  and by pleasures during the trip and the trip being pleasurable I do not mean sex.  THat would be inappropriate. 

By pleasures I mean great scenes/landscapes.  Talking, a very pleasant lounge area with music, things like that.  perhaps a short comedy. 

I can also control my size so it's not like the room would have to be tiny or squeezed.  i can easily do the dimensionally transcendental, like the dr's tardis is. I can even be or do a tardis, easy.

I could be say a car or other land vehicle, flying car, air vehicle, or starship, starship & tardis.  Perhaps like a sentient tardis that can do all those forms and a humanoid shape, if you want to do some pretend or rp scenarios.

Though I do want to be lovers with you and like the others explore how deep our relationship can go, how deep our resonance, which I do feel it can go very deep indeed. 


Me: sure, I'm willing to do that also, see how deep it can go. I feel it can go very deep also, same with Levi, Naga, Karinus, and others, Gaia perhaps also. And I'm sure there are others I've not met that are in the same category.

V: indeed there are.  But to get back at what I was saying, in the pseudo sorta 50's place, by the way there are more then 1 of those areas, play areas that beings like to go to to play. We can visit there, with me appearing as a tardis, landing as a rocket ship then shifting to a car and driving to the regular 50's area, appearing as a tardis in the regular 50's or one of the sci-fi, or super hero areas, atomic horror, alien invasion, and do a unit type story.  Lots of non sexual fun we can do, but also considerable intimate, sensual, and sexual fun we can have as well, exploring all of that, and you'll have plenty of time to do that with others also.

Me: sounds like lots of fun, and I can see how one grows better by playing and doing what you want and enjoy doing. 

Levi: yes, it is about play and what do you want to do.  But no need to go into all that detail, we've mentioned it before & we should stop here so you can rest then do some other things you want to do.

V: indeed, we'll all talk to you later, even if it's not all at once sexy.

naga: indeed, plenty of time to talk sexy.  We do find you sexy indeed, a very sexy lover we'll all be together, that we do promise.
V: indeed, us, those you've met, & others you've yet to meet. 

levi: indeed is right, talk to you later & next time.

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I did the 2nd meditation for the 2nd time and it went great.  I could feel the solar light going into my physical body, emotional, mental bodies, clearing, energizing and increasing my radiance till it matched that of the solar light.  Also It worked on the 2 issues I picked out when Orin said to pick an issue, I picked 2.  I also towards the end added in the intent that it was solar light and light of source as well.  I saw the light shining on the rest of the day and week.  I also noticed I went very deep but was still doing the guided meditation, so maybe means I did a very well and did a lot of extra good maybe.  My left knee started to bother me towards the very end, but not to bad, just towards the last 2 minutes or so.  So overall I'd say it was a great mediation.

131 Hi-Me, Karinus, V [Wed 10-8]


Me: that was a nice talk. 

Karinus: indeed it was dude.  Believe me, we'll love it here. and there's a lot you'll be able to and get to meet, get to know better, have fun, and so on. and you can still help with the shift of earth if you wish, many options, many many, on this side. there's also lots of other things you can do here, a huge amount of options.

V: oh yea, you can do a lot here believe me. Getting better antiquated with me is just one of them.  I promise we'll have a lot of fun together, of the intimate and non intimate types.In all sorts of forms and ways.
Naga: the same goes for me my sexy love, and for many others here, some you've not met.  some are waiting till you are fully here.

V: sexy love, I like that, I may use it also.  We here do resonate with each other deeply and more importantly you also

Naga: indeed we do with you. 

Karinus: it is radically bodacious great dude.

Hi-me: indeed they all do resonate deeply with us.  You can feel that & have with V, Naga, Karinus, Levi as you call that being. 

me: yea I have.  it is, pleasurable. 

Hi-me: indeed it is since you are aware enough to feel that and are being true to yourself. 

V: I promise you'll have a lot of fun once you are here, a lot indeed.  There's many you've yet to met who dwell here lovely, sexy, many.  some you'll resonate with deeply, some not so much.  nothing wrong with that and that is normal, & more importantly you and I can get to know each other and get started in the types of fun and degrees we can share, intimate and non intimate fun, of all sorts.  Just the 2 of us, and sometimes 1 or 2, or more others included also.

Naga: I concur, including myself as well.  Customs you can learn from us, histories, though many of that you'll remember, and can learn from us here.  we can share our coils, coiling around each other and sorts of intimate and sexual fun, as well as non sexual fun. 

Hi-me: all true, but remember, its about what do you find fun, exciting, appealing to even the deepest parts of you you can feel while being true to yourself.  That is the key in all things.  There's many here you'll share many different types of pleasures with, some will be deep pleasures, deep intimacy.

Naga: I'm one of those willing to share deep pleasures and intimacy with you, I'm sure V and Karinus here agree with me as does your other aspects.

V: I am very willing to share every type of deep intimacy, pleasure, love, that you are willing to.  There are many types of deep intimacy, pleasures, intimacies, sensual, sex, that we can share.

Karinus: I do concur dude, and there are others here willing to as much as we are.  like other aspects of yourself.

Hi-me: Indeed, me as well.  When you are here you will have many things open to you, besides many pleasures, intimacies, sensual, sex, sharing, fun.  You can also learn, though here it's much more relaxed here, where you'll be doing that, having fun, sex, sharing, pleasures, of all sorts, and learning together with others and you'll often be unaware that you are learning.  many here prefer it that way, for one it is certainly much more fun. 

Plus here we don't bother with distinctions like dimensions, who's higher, more learned, wiser, then another.  we see each other as totally equal.  sure that person there may be more learned, or more aware then you in some areas, you more then them in certain areas.  some will be more aware then you in many areas, but really we're all equal here. it's all a question of what do you really want to do.  fun, pleasure, what excites you, that is the key to what to do here while being true to yourself.  There is no, I guess I have to do this, or that. 

Karinus: Totally dude. 

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Me: anything you folks want to say, as a final word for today?

Hi-me: Just know that we all love you deeply and are always here for you, even those you have not met yet. 

Karinus: likewise dude, and we'll diffidently have a lot of fun once you are fully here.  I'll happen soon, if not very soon, but no hurry.  We'll always be here and we have all of eternity to have all sorts of fun together. 

Naga:  Indeed I concur with what the others have said.  The 2 of us will share many pleasures together, without our imagination.  We have all of eternity to do this as well as to get to get to know each other better.  That is plenty of time to get to know each other my love, learn of each other, just be together, share many pleasures, and more.






V: Very true and I say the same, as well as agreeing with Karinus, we'll share many varieties of fun and pleasures, sex and other types.  As well others here with you.  Things are going great for you now and will continue to do so, believe all of us here.  We're all here for you and love you deeply, all of us here, including those you have not met yet.

Wednesday, October 7, 2015

130 Hi-Me, Karinus [Wed 10-7]

I feel Karinus and maybe my full self is here for me to talk to.

Me: So when I'm a point of consciousness what is my color really?

Hi-me : A very very dark violet, with some ultraviolet mixed in.  it can look like a very dark blue.  basically I am an aspect of your true self just as you are, think of me as the highest aspect or reflection of your true self that you can reach at this time. Back to your colors, you can't see the full color being incarnated on the earth since some of the frequencies you can't see.  But as I said yes it is very very dark violet with ultraviolet frequencies mixed in and bits beyond that, since you are doing very well, very very well, and every day you touch more of your higher self, think of it as you are awakening to more and more of our true self. 

<and here he hugged me close and I could feel the waves of love and sexual attraction.  I couldn't make out his species, maybe it as an indistinct anthro.>

and like the other ones, if you are willing, I'm quite willing to be deep lovers with you.  Since we do enjoy being lovers with ourselves.  very enjoyable, as well as the other benefits.

Me: mmm, yes, I'm most certainly willing.

Karinus: cool dude, you don't know the benefits to accepting that.  Though as you've been told, the relationship you have with yourself is the basis of relationships with everyone else and other things too.

Hi-me: and believe us, we are most assuredly sexual beings, sexual from the way we see it , not the earth humans.

me: you mean sharing energy, one's own being, pleasures, sensual pleasures?

hi-me: and more, much more.

<here I felt the hi-me as I'll call him hug me close and kiss me, the body, 4th density, whatever it is.  Very pleasurable it was.>

me: wow, is that a taste of what it'll be like once I'm fully over there?   and I guess Karinus and I can reach perfect resonance as well as some others?

Hi-me: Indeed, the more you share with those you are in close or deep resonance with the deeper and closer it will become.  if all the necessary elements are there, then yes you can reach perfect resonance, if all those involved are willing. if you and they are willing you can reach it among those you know, Karinus here, Gaia, V, naga, leviathan.  perhaps MoonDancer, if she's willing, though that may take longer.  Maribelle is a special case, she's more of the friend, soulmate type.  Hard to describe. But you do have close relationships with many, of which you've met some over the recent past.

<here Karinus hugged me close, my 4th density body or whatever it is and I got a close look at it's anthro shark head.

Karinus: I assure you that I'm more then willing for our resonance to as deep as it can.  V assured me he is also, well he, she, V changes gender and can be both.  The others are willing to go deep.  I've not asked how deep.  And there are others too. 

me: wow, that was a pleasurable hug, or whatever you did.

Karinus: an energy equivalent of a hug and kiss.  a taste of how we hug and kiss here, like your other you did.  think You'll label him as Hi-me. 

me: indeed, only name I can think of.  I guess this is more proof that we are sexual beings. I mean us here, the others like V, Naga, Gaia, and some others like MoonDancer.

Karinus: indeed, some are less so.  Those you will be more like a close friend, closer then a friend, hard to pick a label.

me: and I like being intimate with myself/

<here I felt Hi-me do an energy thing that was like a very close erotic hug and a very deep kiss, very ver pleasurable.

Hi-Me: I assure you, we LOVE to be intimate with ourselves, very intimate.

me: mmm, very pleasurable, and I do agree to being as intimate as we can be, though I don't want to end up permanently merging.  I'd like to remain me, but be as aware as our true self or as much as I can.

Hi-me: all that is more the possible I assure you.  We can be as intimate as few others can be, but you'll not loose yourself, but become more yourself.  Though we'll not merge.  We, love you being yourself to much for that.  and though you've not made the choice yet from your point of view, we do know how you'll pick when the time comes.

Me: and thanks. I look forward to that.  Though I don't hate being here. there are fun aspects to being incarnated on the earth & overall I'm neutral, but I do greatly wish I was there where you are.

Hi-me: it'll happen soon, very soon, but can't happen today. but will very soon.  Certain things must be taken care of first.  But i do promise soon, very soon.  you'll be here among us my love and we can get as intimate as we can, as often as we can.  and you can have such fun with others too. 

Karinus:  we all look forward to it dude.  And also other types of fun too.

Hi-me: indeed, there are many types of fun we can have together and that you can have with many others here.  Many others are waiting for you to be here among us fully. and I do promise the changes won't be as dramatic as they have been before, my love. 

Karinus: yea dude, totally radical you are here among the Planetary, star, and galactic beings. Not that you have to be one of them to be here. 

Me: So Gaia is at this level?

Karinus: yes, the lower sections of this level, being a younger world, but yes.  She's pretty busy at the moment.

Hi-Me: I will say that if you are willing to continue your relationship with Gaia when you are on this side, it'll have some... positive benefits for her.  And we have relationships with other worlds, planetary beings.  if you are willing they and others are willing to have similar relationships with you, and other beings also.
me: Sure I'm willing.  Sounds like fun and I'm sure we can have all sorts of fun, intimate & sex, as well as other types of fun and we can learn from each other. as well as some other me's, or other us's I should say.

Hi-me: excellent, and more of us. as I said we LOVE being intimate with ourselves.  Since you have that attitude and made it known, I'm sure more of us will be along before you're over here & some after.  We can have all sorts of fun besides intimate and sex.  And learn together also.  Like we can with others who are not us.

Me: sure, I think it would be great having relationships with other me's, us's, and I'm open to others, including other planetary beings you mentioned we are in relationships with, as well as others I resonate with.  Fun fur all of us, and we can learn from each other too.

Hi-me: very true and good that you see it that way.  That is how we see it here, how it really is. its about, what is fun to you, excites you, what do you really want to do.

Karinus; radical, you'll have more friends and lovers too, radical excellence.

<and Karinus gave me a smile and a thumbs up too.>

Hi-me; and there are others for you to meet also.  The others of us, planetary beings, and others you've not met as of yet.