me: I have doubt that I"ll be going home soon or very soon and instead it'll be 20 or 50 years from now.
Insect me (IM): Indeed, considering where you are currently incarnated this is understandable. You've been incarnated for well over 4 decades, getting close to 5, so it is natural for you to have doubts that you'll be returning to us here soon or very soon. The truth is as may have said you'll be returning here to us soon. By us I mean not just the various you's, though that is a part of who wants you here and wait you here. We all are willing to be lovers with you, as well as other lovers, friends, family. just relax, work on the doubt as it comes up.
We are unable to give you an exact date. We do wish we could, but the future is so mutable and changeable. All we can do is give you an estimate like within 5 years or within 10 years, as the highest chances. The main reason for this is you are anchoring and streaming in a lot of energies and though the first part of the contract was to stream in the energies only till phase 2 was well underway and your anchoring and streaming in the energies would not be needed then numerous phase 1 folks would be returning to us here. This is not a firm fixed date but depends on various factors, like the phase 2 folks coming into their own, their foundation being totally firm and set. Then you'll be coming here to be among us. Rest assured that your doubts will have no effect on your returning home. Your original contract and plan came in 2 parts. 1 was the phase 1 that you know of.
Anchor various energies of energy that you can call frequencies of light. These are to anchor in them to help with the shift, the early phase 1 of the shift, as well as this provides the atmosphere so that certian say younger beings and others who's plan was to be part of phase 2 can be born into the earth since they need a certain atmosphere of light energy frequency in the earth grid and collective grid before they can incarnate in the earth. The reasons for this can be quite complicated.
The 2nd part was to help in part with the initial clearing, this is why your own awakening and personal ascension was delayed till last year. You are not helping with the current clearing as much, this is up to in part the phase 2 folks, some of them anyway, & more importantly the native human collective. and to awaken to your true self as much as you can, given where you are incarnated.
So the doubt you feel now and then is understandable, and it is very mild. So no it will not effect the date when you do cross over to be here with us fully. Nor will it effect your crossing over. now if you felt anger, hatred, fear, terror, that would, but admittedly very mild doubt, no, nothing at all.
again I wish I could give you a date, even a rough one, but given how the future & time is, adding in how earth is currently, that complicates things to much.
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IM: Some of the seeming negative beings and forces are indeed self serving, some are in actuality in service to others, but are doing what they are doing as part of a soul contract with others to test them, help make them stronger, help them to work through certain things. or other things like the being who incarnated as Hitler, who's part of his soul contract was to volunteer to help make the nazi government less efficient, and certain other things, and those who volunteered to incarnate as those who would die in the ovens, and other methods, to create such a horrific event it would deflect earth way from certain dark and darker futures. Some short term horrific events can serve a greater good. it does create a great deal of complexity if you wish to study and learn the full reasons behind things.
Some of the self serving forces did try to rectify that in part with the last president bush, but that eventually caused a backlash in the collective which in the long run ran counter to what they wished to achieve.
But enough about that, let's talk of more positive things. fun things.
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me: So, I guess part of our full self incarnated as an insect race at least once? Since I do feel you are another me.
IM: Indeed, good perception. I am another you, an insect you if you wish. Though at our level of being, we've moved past being specific species. I however have incarnated as various insect species. Since our full self didn't wish to be limited to just a single or a handful of races or worlds.
me: I would say I feel love radiating from you but you'd say we are a loving being and love being intimate with ourselves.
IM: indeed, we also find ourselves sexy, those of ourselves who are true to ourselves, or as close as they can be, under the circumstances. So yes, I am as loving as you are in truth, and find you sexy as well. Willing to enter into a very deep intimate relationship with you that contains sex, intimacy, fun, as much as we both are willing to share and experience together. But plenty of time for that later.
Once you are here there are many among our friends, lovers, family. And various other us's as well. You've met some of us. We're all aware of you, though you are not aware of all of us, not yet. Once you are here you will be. Welcome to this level of being and to yourself, a most close family. Though there are other family also. Something equivalent to siblings, parents, cousins and so on on this side.
me: I guess the friends and lovers I do and will have weill be from the various other incarnations our true self has done?
IM: indeed, but also the various projects and missions we've done on this side. And also others that our energy resonates with that we are drawn to. Multiple reasons. but you'll meet them all once you are back here. Surprised that we are here at this level of being that includes planetary, solar, and galactic beings? well we do have friends, acquaintances, lovers, and family among those of the next level of being, universal and intra universal, but we can talk of those later. Don't want to learn to much at any one time.
Me: indeed, those will come in time. I guess at the latest once I am fully back at my true home.
IM: indeed. Even then it may well be gradual, depending how fast you adjust to being here on this side. We'll do our best to make it as easy and pleasurable of an adjustment as possible. Considering how loving we all are, our various selves and others, it'll be a pleasurable experience to varying degrees.
surprised to find one of us as an insect type being?
me: not much. Ceta did mention he was in part progenitor insect species, as well as cetacean. and I was also. and I found out about the being who had incarnated as a sentient vehicle who had the spark of source like we all do, is a personality.
IM: V, yes, it's a lover with many of us. It's gender depends in part on it's mood and the preference and mood of who it's with. Sometimes being both. it can change it's form and gender as well as any of us can.
Me: think I'll pause and post this here. Will you be here to continue later?
IM: If not me then another of us. I'd like to be here next time later tonight. We're in the mood to talk to ourselves today.
me: Good I look forward to talking to you later.
IM: great, continue doing what you are doing, you are doing great and will get far better over time, and soon you'll be here with us all, very soon.
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