Had someone who said they didn't want to talk to me, that I was to draining. So to respect their wishes I took them off of my google+ thing. Had to look up how to do that and how to remove someone from your address book in your Gmail. I also deleted the bookmark to the Spiritual forum I went to since they post there. I had a thread I posted to there simultaneous to when I posted to this Google+ post blog thing, but that is ok. if they want no contact with me and I do drain them maybe I'd drain them by going to the same forum they go to. I don't know how these things work. I don't even pretend to know how these things work.
As far as I know the light body stuff I have been doing has not done any good. I do hope this Gateway Experience or whatever Robert Monroe and his institute name it will work. Been less then a week and I'm not done with doing the 1st audio of wave 1. I won't switch to the 2nd audio of wave 2 till Friday, since last Friday was when I started doing the 1st audio of wave 1. I figure I won't have any idea if it is doing anything for me or not till maybe January.
Found out the livestream I was going to watch tonight isn't happening. Oh well, I was looking forward to that, guess it as a last minute cancellation thing, the host getting sick, to tired from work or something to do a stream and the others are not prepared to do a stream. As I see it it's likely for my greater good. I'll buy another hemi-sync, taking the money from the kindle book fund I had put aside. I can try out one of the meditation ones. Though since it's a Mind Food one I guess it may take a month at least to notice if that one does any good or not.
I got up from trying to take a nap but didn't get to sleep even listening to the hemi-sync Dreamcatcher. Felt it doing a lot of energy stuff, no idea how and can't begin to describe how it feels. i thought for sure I'd go to sleep since by my records I've only slept about 5.5 hours. maybe that's enough or maybe I was wrong on the time and I've slept 6.5 hours and that is enough for today. Or maybe this body will do extra sleep tomorrow. it's possible. I'm not feeling 100%, but part of that is a mild headache, from the time I went out in the sun earlier today. forgot to take an aspirin. Whenever I do that i always get what I call a sun headache. I've taken an asprin not to long ago though so maybe it'll go away in an hour or so.
Once I listen to this hemi-sync meditation I'll then watch a Brice Lee movie. Those are next up on my movie series I've seen in my childhood and have not seen for years, so not a total loss. I do wonder if Gateway and Hemi-sync will do any good since the Light Body courses I did didn't do any good. not that I'm mad at spending the money I could only barely afford to spend, taking all my spending money for those months. if I had not gotten them and tried them out then I'd have no knowledge that they won't work for me. Which I do know so that money was spend in gaining me that experience. As for the Gateway and the Hemi-sync courses i bought yesterday and today, I'll have to wait and see. The Dreamcather seems to have worked a bit, but that may be premature since I've had it only 24 hours. I may buy a 3rd Hemi-sync music one and thereby have 2 hemi-sync music audios and hemi-sync with 2 guided meditations, a 1 hour one and a abridged 20something minute one. so 3 in total, not counting the Gateway ones. I'm sure by January I'll know if this is doing any good or if they don't work for me.
This means I have no one to talk to about this stuff, but that's ok. I've gone full circle. I started off and spend most of my life with no one to talk to about this stuff and I'm right back to having no one to talk to about this stuff so actually it's right back to normal. I do wonder if there is life after death if I'll spend that alone too and needing to be alone a lot due to being to drained being around people and picking up stuff. I would assume so. Likely a mark for a very young soul, but I don't really care about soul ages so I'll give that no further thought.
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I did the nearly hour long hemi-sync meditation. not sure if it worked or not. I felt something diffidently in the various spots of my body. may have given myself a headache, but then again that could be the left over from the sun headache earlier. I think I should put an aspirin on top of my id stuff since I'll try to go to the grocery store again tomorrow. it as raining Sunday. Today was a dud, in that the bus never arrived. That happens at times. I do hope it comes tomorrow. All I need is 1 more trip and I'll be done for a month.
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Tried watching a video on soul contracts, figured since I know nothing about this spiritual stuff I could learn some stuff but like a video I tried to watch yesterday I think it was, different person, the host's audio was either to low or he naturally speaks very softly and everyone else is to loud compared to him so I quit after a few minutes. Oh well. Guess that happens with folks at times, having the varying audio levels.
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Think I may be in a cycle where I'm extra sensative to sound. Maybe light too, not sure. I noticed stretching way back a decade or more, before I started to take Ginko for my migranes, even though I'm already sensative to light and sound. There were times when I was extra sensative to one or both sound and light. At times it was severe, not to mention my migranes. Since I've been taking Ginko not only are my migranes gone where now I get just regular headaches, or maybe it's that my migranes feel like regular headaches. But the cycles when I'm sensative to light and or sound are not a severe as they were before. I wonder what the cause is. No biggie. I've lived this long not knowing, just like I've lived this long having the list of foods I can shrink the older I get with no idea why. I can live the rest of my 50 to 100 years having no idea why. Just have to adapt as best as I can. no biggie in eiher way.
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I do feel different from my mediation, no idea how to describe it, no biggie. I think I may need to do that long one, the nearly 1 hour, every day for a week or a month before I can start doing the short one that is for quick balance and adjustment. Just a guess since this meditation is of the mind food type of hemi-sync i guess that means it takes at least a month to take effect.
Again I do hope the Gateway hemi-sync thing works, but that'll take time. As I said I should know by January I' guess and hope.
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Just wanted to add, for the past maybe hour, not sure when, I've felt really odd. No idea if it is positive, neutral, negative or a mix of those. part of it is some sort of pressure and slight discomfort in my head. and the rest of me feels really weird, can't describe how. I assume its a temporary thing that'lll pass sooner or later. Wonder what it means or what the cause is. I'm sure it'll pass sooner or later.
Tuesday, October 27, 2015
Tues 10-27
Well I tried the Dreamcatcher Hemi-Sync audio file I purchased and while if I did sleep at all it was maybe only 20 or 30 minutes. So while it didn't help me to sleep long I do feel better then I did 24 hours ago, so that is a plus, so not a total dud, but not good enough. I'm still resonating. the minor pressure headache I was feeling is much less then before.
I'll try it for at least a week or so. It may take a few uses to notice any real change if it helps a little each time, so time will tell.
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If I get all this cleared up I'd not mind if my new sleeping pattern was like say an hour between say 11pm-1am. and from say 3 or 4am to 8 or 9 sleep 4-5 hours. then say again 10am-1pm, sleep an hour or so during that, and 1 hour around 4 or 5 pm for 1 hour. if that gets stabilized then I may try one of the hemi-sync things to see if I can reduce that 4th sleeping period down to 25 or 30 minutes. I could gradually adjust to that, given time.
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I do think I'll stick with doing each of the wave 1 gateway audios for a week each. So wave 1 will take 6 weeks to fully complete. if that goes well I think with wave 2 I may try each audio for 5 days, so that'll take 1 month. See if that goes ok. I may do 1 or 2 of the days where I may do the gateway audio twice, maybe. I'll decide and try it out during the time when I'm doing wave 2. if that goes well I may do that for wave 3-6.
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It's very lonely not having anyone to talk to about my mystic experiences daily. every once in a while is ok, though I do have basically no one really. I do have an online friend I talk to basically daily in the evening, but he's not into mystic stuff at all and is totally unaware. Though we talk about other stuff. The Illume Dharma group is disbanded for no idea how long and those i use to talk to who were aware, even if they were less ware then I was, are not around anymore. I'd mind it to much if I knew this is a final stage before going home, but I'm sure I'll be here 50 or 100 years since i don't see how this incarnation can end soon or very soon. I was told that a month or so ago and it's been a month, so that is untrue. soon and very soon has already been here and gone. I wonder how high I really am and if I really can be aware enough to not incarnate anymore and look into and explore the options available to those who do not incarnate. I'd prefer to do like some said I would do back when I use to channel. Thought there were likely other things also, other options I can do too.
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I'll go and see how it goes this time, if I can get more sleep this time and how I'll feel during and after I wake up and how long I'll sleep this time.
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Not sure if I mentioned it but I do hope I'm a high level rather then a beginner soul. Finding out what the options are for those who no longer incarnate does interest me, incarnating does not interest me at all. as well as hoping this one can be over soon and I'll not be here 50-100 years, though likely it'll be that long. I see no clues it'll be less. But I'll find out sooner or later.
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I did the 1st audio of wave 1 again and it went ok. the main difference I did was for the toning I kept my eyes closed since I see it as both a bother and close my eyes for the exhalation part, plus what I do with something is I need to have it tied across my eyes since sometimes my eyes won't stay closed since my eyelids at times jerk and my eyes won't stay closed, so I instead tie something across my eyes so they stay closed. The rest of it went pretty much as it has before.
I'll try it for at least a week or so. It may take a few uses to notice any real change if it helps a little each time, so time will tell.
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If I get all this cleared up I'd not mind if my new sleeping pattern was like say an hour between say 11pm-1am. and from say 3 or 4am to 8 or 9 sleep 4-5 hours. then say again 10am-1pm, sleep an hour or so during that, and 1 hour around 4 or 5 pm for 1 hour. if that gets stabilized then I may try one of the hemi-sync things to see if I can reduce that 4th sleeping period down to 25 or 30 minutes. I could gradually adjust to that, given time.
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I do think I'll stick with doing each of the wave 1 gateway audios for a week each. So wave 1 will take 6 weeks to fully complete. if that goes well I think with wave 2 I may try each audio for 5 days, so that'll take 1 month. See if that goes ok. I may do 1 or 2 of the days where I may do the gateway audio twice, maybe. I'll decide and try it out during the time when I'm doing wave 2. if that goes well I may do that for wave 3-6.
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It's very lonely not having anyone to talk to about my mystic experiences daily. every once in a while is ok, though I do have basically no one really. I do have an online friend I talk to basically daily in the evening, but he's not into mystic stuff at all and is totally unaware. Though we talk about other stuff. The Illume Dharma group is disbanded for no idea how long and those i use to talk to who were aware, even if they were less ware then I was, are not around anymore. I'd mind it to much if I knew this is a final stage before going home, but I'm sure I'll be here 50 or 100 years since i don't see how this incarnation can end soon or very soon. I was told that a month or so ago and it's been a month, so that is untrue. soon and very soon has already been here and gone. I wonder how high I really am and if I really can be aware enough to not incarnate anymore and look into and explore the options available to those who do not incarnate. I'd prefer to do like some said I would do back when I use to channel. Thought there were likely other things also, other options I can do too.
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I'll go and see how it goes this time, if I can get more sleep this time and how I'll feel during and after I wake up and how long I'll sleep this time.
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Not sure if I mentioned it but I do hope I'm a high level rather then a beginner soul. Finding out what the options are for those who no longer incarnate does interest me, incarnating does not interest me at all. as well as hoping this one can be over soon and I'll not be here 50-100 years, though likely it'll be that long. I see no clues it'll be less. But I'll find out sooner or later.
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I did the 1st audio of wave 1 again and it went ok. the main difference I did was for the toning I kept my eyes closed since I see it as both a bother and close my eyes for the exhalation part, plus what I do with something is I need to have it tied across my eyes since sometimes my eyes won't stay closed since my eyelids at times jerk and my eyes won't stay closed, so I instead tie something across my eyes so they stay closed. The rest of it went pretty much as it has before.
Monday, October 26, 2015
Monday 10-26
I did the 1st audio of the first gateway wave and it went well. Still don't understand the point of the toning but no biggie. overall it went well and like before once he was done taking me to what he called focus 3, which to me felt not much different then regular awareness. I felt more relaxed, calm, and the like I explained before in previous posts. During the various points when he went quiet, he said for me to enjoy this experience before he would return for the next step my mind kept wondering like usual. I'd bring it back to focusing on my breathing. at one point I imagined a bunch of beings, the male serious dolphin, a dragon, naga, reptilian humanoid, some reptilians, some sort of angel maybe, among other beings of various species & forms who said various things like i'll soon be among them, I'm one of them, as well as being one of the Sirius pod, among other imaginary things they said. I said they are just imaginary and not real, though I imagined them saying they are not and some or al of them accepted the challenge to prove to me they are real, wither they are other multidimensional selves of me or other beings who are not me.
except for that bit, the rest of the gateway audio 1 of wave 1 went well.
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No idea if it'll work but I bought Dreamcatcher hemi-sync. It is supposed to support deep restorative sleep when used in continuous play. I'll try playing it on my tablet with the in ear earphones, hope that works. Playing on my mp3 player would be to much of a hassle since raising and lowering the volume is the same control for going forward and back a track and when you try to control the volume I always go forward or back a track, and raising the volume is easier then lowering it. I've found it easier to leave it where it is and if the volume is to high and I'm listening to it using it's built in speakers, turn it so the speakers are down against the bed. or if that is not enough, put a cushion over it. I did find a free audio player for my tablet that claims it supports FLAC also. handy if I rip some cd's. I found some sleep phones, designed to be worn while going to sleep, that I'll purchase next month.
Tried to listen to a Seraphim channeling but quit after the short session of the person sending energy since it seemed everyone's sound levels in the call was set at random with the person channeling set to minimum, someone else set to maximum, and everyone else set to random sound levels. So when the Q and A session started I left. I was watching it on youtube and not in the call.
If this Hemi-sync does work that is supposed to help with sleep. Then I'll get some other ones to help with sleep since I'm sure I'd get bored with just 1 type. I have a week to try this one out, I do hope it works. The Dreamcatcher I bought I took out of some money I put aside to get Kindle books.
I do hope it works. If I do need chakra or whatever else treatment I need. I can't do anything about that. I do hope this hemi-sync DreamCatcher helps with my totally messed up sleep.
The gateway may help me with various things like deepening my meditative trances and maybe get to where I can channel various aspects of my multidimensional self, as well as various guides of mine, friends. perspective lovers, if I have any lovers or if my multi dimensional self does. as well as help with my sleep and everything else getting back to normal and me growing & ascending to become a high level soul, if such is possible in 1 incarnation. and even better maybe I can finish all incarnations so I don't need to incarnate anymore since I feel tired and have no desire to incarnate anymore, but to find out, & explore the possibilities beings who do not incarnate have . That interests me greatly. .
except for that bit, the rest of the gateway audio 1 of wave 1 went well.
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No idea if it'll work but I bought Dreamcatcher hemi-sync. It is supposed to support deep restorative sleep when used in continuous play. I'll try playing it on my tablet with the in ear earphones, hope that works. Playing on my mp3 player would be to much of a hassle since raising and lowering the volume is the same control for going forward and back a track and when you try to control the volume I always go forward or back a track, and raising the volume is easier then lowering it. I've found it easier to leave it where it is and if the volume is to high and I'm listening to it using it's built in speakers, turn it so the speakers are down against the bed. or if that is not enough, put a cushion over it. I did find a free audio player for my tablet that claims it supports FLAC also. handy if I rip some cd's. I found some sleep phones, designed to be worn while going to sleep, that I'll purchase next month.
Tried to listen to a Seraphim channeling but quit after the short session of the person sending energy since it seemed everyone's sound levels in the call was set at random with the person channeling set to minimum, someone else set to maximum, and everyone else set to random sound levels. So when the Q and A session started I left. I was watching it on youtube and not in the call.
If this Hemi-sync does work that is supposed to help with sleep. Then I'll get some other ones to help with sleep since I'm sure I'd get bored with just 1 type. I have a week to try this one out, I do hope it works. The Dreamcatcher I bought I took out of some money I put aside to get Kindle books.
I do hope it works. If I do need chakra or whatever else treatment I need. I can't do anything about that. I do hope this hemi-sync DreamCatcher helps with my totally messed up sleep.
The gateway may help me with various things like deepening my meditative trances and maybe get to where I can channel various aspects of my multidimensional self, as well as various guides of mine, friends. perspective lovers, if I have any lovers or if my multi dimensional self does. as well as help with my sleep and everything else getting back to normal and me growing & ascending to become a high level soul, if such is possible in 1 incarnation. and even better maybe I can finish all incarnations so I don't need to incarnate anymore since I feel tired and have no desire to incarnate anymore, but to find out, & explore the possibilities beings who do not incarnate have . That interests me greatly. .
Sunday, October 25, 2015
Sunday 10-25
I did the 1st audio of wave 1 of the gateway system again today and it went much the same as before. I felt relaxed, some other positive things hard to describe. I've no idea if the vocal tuning does any good or not, but at least this time I don't have to go super deep to avoid coughing. i have a very mild sore spot on my throat that I assume is cause by cold air irritating my throat. the past few years around this time of year I get a constant very mild sore throat that comes and goes as the temperatures raise and fall, going away when they are above a certain temperature. I think upper 60's Fahrenheit. But I'm not sure. So I'll have a very mild sore throat off and on from now till around april or so.
I did experience my source self or some non physical 4th density (not fourth dimension, using the density system described to me by some when I use to channel. I've quit channeling for now. Not sure when or if I'll start up again. but the 4th density as they described it covers lots of dimensions from the 4th on up. 5th is semi formless & 6th and up is formless. so a much more simple system then dimensions.
I was with some Dolphins from Sirius, then popped over to light beings & angels working on a multiple planetary scale, solar systems at a time, instead of just single planet or individual level, as well as maybe galactic level, not sure of the exact details wasn't there long, and it was like I was 10 percent there and 90 percent in my physical body so didn't get much in what I experienced. I did this, it happened spontaneously during the time after the audio did the focus 3 thing but he left saying he'll be back when it's time to come back.
I just know the dolphins were Sirius since while I was swimming along with them I asked saying they are not earth dolphins and 1 of the closest ones to me said no, they are from Sirius and that they could tell I was presently incarnated on earth. to which I said unfortunately but I'm not from there. the same one or another one said that would pass with time, I'm just there to help with the shift and for me to visit them anytime, especially after my incarnation ended there. Since then we could have all sorts of fun together, to which one of them turned his underside towards me briefly and showed me his erect penis. I said something like, that sounds like fun. Don't remember my exact words.
the light beings I didn't talk to since they were focused on doing various things, the solar system level, multiple planetary and solar system level, some galaxy level I think, so I left, being there only a few seconds since I didn't want to interrupt anyone.
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still no sleep. I'll happen eventually. also with all the rain I couldn't go to the grocery store yesterday so I'll go today and tomorrow, assuming it doesn't rain. I'll have to pay the busfar instead of a free busrides but after the 2n trip i'll e done for the month. i'm doing lots of tpos but i'll leave them in since i'm not veyr awake.
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had my imagination, a dolphin that said he was from serius, or however you spell that. i channelgnged him to prove he wasn't just part of my imagination and was really fo the ight and really a male dolphin from sirius, he said he accepted the channelge and would rpove it. he alsosaid he would try to hep me to go to sleep but said he couldn't since the erth os far to dense. ihe said again he would accept my channelnge and i was o ftheir pod of the sirius pod and i'd be welcomd eong them anytime and then once this incarnation was overwe could have a lot fo fun together, variuus types of fun.
i'sure this cinration will last another century or so, thoeven though the imaginary sirus male dolphin said the human body can't last that long, not yet. had a sorta female voice pop into my had, another part of my imaginatonat that said something like (not being fully awake not sure i'll remeberit well. but it went somethin glike : "my son if you were on this side you could get lal the elp you need and for the asking, but as dense as hwere you arewe don't know hot to help., though we do wish we could hep oyou and knew hat todo." not sure how accurate that i since im not very awake. also this body still can't decide if it's sligtly to warmor slightly to chilly. also i often feel the resonationg wildly, but i'm use to feeling that nearly 24.7 now.
I do know that if I have any choice, I'm not incarnating on anyplace as dense as erth, likely won't go anywhere below 5th dimension, if I have any choice in the matter, 5th dimension and up. that is if I have any choice.
I did experience my source self or some non physical 4th density (not fourth dimension, using the density system described to me by some when I use to channel. I've quit channeling for now. Not sure when or if I'll start up again. but the 4th density as they described it covers lots of dimensions from the 4th on up. 5th is semi formless & 6th and up is formless. so a much more simple system then dimensions.
I was with some Dolphins from Sirius, then popped over to light beings & angels working on a multiple planetary scale, solar systems at a time, instead of just single planet or individual level, as well as maybe galactic level, not sure of the exact details wasn't there long, and it was like I was 10 percent there and 90 percent in my physical body so didn't get much in what I experienced. I did this, it happened spontaneously during the time after the audio did the focus 3 thing but he left saying he'll be back when it's time to come back.
I just know the dolphins were Sirius since while I was swimming along with them I asked saying they are not earth dolphins and 1 of the closest ones to me said no, they are from Sirius and that they could tell I was presently incarnated on earth. to which I said unfortunately but I'm not from there. the same one or another one said that would pass with time, I'm just there to help with the shift and for me to visit them anytime, especially after my incarnation ended there. Since then we could have all sorts of fun together, to which one of them turned his underside towards me briefly and showed me his erect penis. I said something like, that sounds like fun. Don't remember my exact words.
the light beings I didn't talk to since they were focused on doing various things, the solar system level, multiple planetary and solar system level, some galaxy level I think, so I left, being there only a few seconds since I didn't want to interrupt anyone.
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still no sleep. I'll happen eventually. also with all the rain I couldn't go to the grocery store yesterday so I'll go today and tomorrow, assuming it doesn't rain. I'll have to pay the busfar instead of a free busrides but after the 2n trip i'll e done for the month. i'm doing lots of tpos but i'll leave them in since i'm not veyr awake.
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had my imagination, a dolphin that said he was from serius, or however you spell that. i channelgnged him to prove he wasn't just part of my imagination and was really fo the ight and really a male dolphin from sirius, he said he accepted the channelge and would rpove it. he alsosaid he would try to hep me to go to sleep but said he couldn't since the erth os far to dense. ihe said again he would accept my channelnge and i was o ftheir pod of the sirius pod and i'd be welcomd eong them anytime and then once this incarnation was overwe could have a lot fo fun together, variuus types of fun.
i'sure this cinration will last another century or so, thoeven though the imaginary sirus male dolphin said the human body can't last that long, not yet. had a sorta female voice pop into my had, another part of my imaginatonat that said something like (not being fully awake not sure i'll remeberit well. but it went somethin glike : "my son if you were on this side you could get lal the elp you need and for the asking, but as dense as hwere you arewe don't know hot to help., though we do wish we could hep oyou and knew hat todo." not sure how accurate that i since im not very awake. also this body still can't decide if it's sligtly to warmor slightly to chilly. also i often feel the resonationg wildly, but i'm use to feeling that nearly 24.7 now.
I do know that if I have any choice, I'm not incarnating on anyplace as dense as erth, likely won't go anywhere below 5th dimension, if I have any choice in the matter, 5th dimension and up. that is if I have any choice.
Saturday, October 24, 2015
Sat 10/24
I did the 1st audio of the 1st gateway wave again. I did it once yesterday & once today. So far it's going well. I'll switch to the 2nd audio of gateway wave 1 starting this Friday. I do feel much more rested, an inner sense of peace. hard to describe exactly how I feel. Though I do hope it spills over to where I can sleep normally again, normally as in my normal sleep pattern. Overall it went very well. and I'm looking forward to the rest of the 5 lessons/audios of wave 1, and all 6 of wave 2. I'm sure they'll go well.
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not going to channel today or for the foreseeable future since I'm in doubt any of the so called beings are real and not just my imagination. Their so called treatments only worked once each. once for Gaia, and once for some so called ancient being. then when they tried more treatments they didn't work. I highly doubt a real Gaia would have that problem let alone some ancient being. I also know they were not speaking the truth when they said I'd be return home to the other side since it's been at least a month, and I'm still here, which proves them to all be liers since I'm still here a month after they started saying that I'd be returning home very soon, soon. That and Gaia's so called treatment to help me get to sleep and treat my sleeping problems only working once, and Gaia having no idea why more treatments then the 1st don't work. I highly doubt, as I said that the real Gaia would be at a loss and have no idea and her further treatments after the 1st would not work, same as some so called ancient being. so that along with them saying I'll be returning to the other side soon for a month now shows me they are all liers. and or must my imagination.
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not going to channel today or for the foreseeable future since I'm in doubt any of the so called beings are real and not just my imagination. Their so called treatments only worked once each. once for Gaia, and once for some so called ancient being. then when they tried more treatments they didn't work. I highly doubt a real Gaia would have that problem let alone some ancient being. I also know they were not speaking the truth when they said I'd be return home to the other side since it's been at least a month, and I'm still here, which proves them to all be liers since I'm still here a month after they started saying that I'd be returning home very soon, soon. That and Gaia's so called treatment to help me get to sleep and treat my sleeping problems only working once, and Gaia having no idea why more treatments then the 1st don't work. I highly doubt, as I said that the real Gaia would be at a loss and have no idea and her further treatments after the 1st would not work, same as some so called ancient being. so that along with them saying I'll be returning to the other side soon for a month now shows me they are all liers. and or must my imagination.
Friday, October 23, 2015
171 - Higher self ?, and Karinus + journal [fri 10-23]
I did the first audio of the first wave of Gateway, Orientation they call it. It went well and various things were introduced like Toning, where when you ehail you do a sound as you exhale and I went to focus 3 as they called it. I felt relaxation, as well as well being and love from I guess myself and maybe my guides or others of myself, my family or other non incarnates that I talk to and some I have not met. So all in all it went well.
I think I may do this for up to a week before I move on to the next one, the 2nd audio of wave 1. Since this is the basic introduction to the Gateway system it makes sense to do this one and maybe the next longer. I may do each of the audios for a week each, but I'll play it by ear and see if maybe 4 days is enough, or do I need 7 or 9. and some days I may do this one twice in 1 day. I'll decide tomorrow.
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Higher self, guide or another me: you did very well. it may be just the 1st time you did that gateway audio meditation but that is an important first step. From here on your things will vastly improve for you. I suggest you stick with your idea to do all 6 waves of the Gateway. Then after that you can pick out some other hemi-sync courses that may catch your interest as well as single hemi-syncs. up to you which you do in what order but I'd suggest maybe the courses before the single ones. As for me, I'm a higher reflection of yourself. of our, true self. just to keep it simple.
you are doing great and will see far better things for you in the future.
you are doing very well. Think of it in terms of another shift. Though you've done the gateway 1st audio of wave 1 once you've entered onto a new path, this one is better for your, our really since we're the same being, greater good. The light body courses you've taken have helped greatly, but this is better for our greater good at this point and it may continue. it is not to unusual to switch like this, quite ordinary for some. The others you've been talking to, some of them will talk to you soon, some of the others in a bit longer since they can be busy doing various things and it is not unusual for us immortal beings to not talk to be together for a few weeks, or even months for some who like to travel around and keep busy. it may sound and feel like a long time to those forced to experience a linear existence like those incarnated on earth do, but to those of us here, our true home, it is not to long seeming and we can keep in contact telepathically, even easier then earth humans can keep in contact using cellphones.
You are doing great. you've reached a new stage and a new path. One better for you at this point. Continue on it. Change is the one constant, though changes can be very tiny and unnoticed, or very large and noticeable.
you've switched to a path better for you, greater for your greater good.
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Karinus: you are doing great dude, great indeed. Welcome to the new path. your former path was great for you and this one is even better, smoother, better, easier, more fun, faster. Though to have been able to reach this one you had to travel on your old former path and have done the light body guided meditations that you did. Big congratulations dude, it's radically good how you're doing.
me: Thanks. I do feel some sort of change.
Karinus: yea dude, new path, you've started on and reached a new step, though you've only done the gateway meditation thing once. it is an important first step. You're doing great dude. we're so happy for you, new path and all. Smoother and more fun, and far cheaper too. Though the light body audio courses you did helped you greatly. This new path will be smooth, cheaper, more fun, and as great for you as it can be, depending what you put into it. It can do you great, very great indeed dude.
Go ahead and post this dude, just a short message from both of us congratulating you dude, we're all so happy and proud of you, you're doing great, talk to you next time dude.
I think I may do this for up to a week before I move on to the next one, the 2nd audio of wave 1. Since this is the basic introduction to the Gateway system it makes sense to do this one and maybe the next longer. I may do each of the audios for a week each, but I'll play it by ear and see if maybe 4 days is enough, or do I need 7 or 9. and some days I may do this one twice in 1 day. I'll decide tomorrow.
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Higher self, guide or another me: you did very well. it may be just the 1st time you did that gateway audio meditation but that is an important first step. From here on your things will vastly improve for you. I suggest you stick with your idea to do all 6 waves of the Gateway. Then after that you can pick out some other hemi-sync courses that may catch your interest as well as single hemi-syncs. up to you which you do in what order but I'd suggest maybe the courses before the single ones. As for me, I'm a higher reflection of yourself. of our, true self. just to keep it simple.
you are doing great and will see far better things for you in the future.
you are doing very well. Think of it in terms of another shift. Though you've done the gateway 1st audio of wave 1 once you've entered onto a new path, this one is better for your, our really since we're the same being, greater good. The light body courses you've taken have helped greatly, but this is better for our greater good at this point and it may continue. it is not to unusual to switch like this, quite ordinary for some. The others you've been talking to, some of them will talk to you soon, some of the others in a bit longer since they can be busy doing various things and it is not unusual for us immortal beings to not talk to be together for a few weeks, or even months for some who like to travel around and keep busy. it may sound and feel like a long time to those forced to experience a linear existence like those incarnated on earth do, but to those of us here, our true home, it is not to long seeming and we can keep in contact telepathically, even easier then earth humans can keep in contact using cellphones.
You are doing great. you've reached a new stage and a new path. One better for you at this point. Continue on it. Change is the one constant, though changes can be very tiny and unnoticed, or very large and noticeable.
you've switched to a path better for you, greater for your greater good.
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Karinus: you are doing great dude, great indeed. Welcome to the new path. your former path was great for you and this one is even better, smoother, better, easier, more fun, faster. Though to have been able to reach this one you had to travel on your old former path and have done the light body guided meditations that you did. Big congratulations dude, it's radically good how you're doing.
me: Thanks. I do feel some sort of change.
Karinus: yea dude, new path, you've started on and reached a new step, though you've only done the gateway meditation thing once. it is an important first step. You're doing great dude. we're so happy for you, new path and all. Smoother and more fun, and far cheaper too. Though the light body audio courses you did helped you greatly. This new path will be smooth, cheaper, more fun, and as great for you as it can be, depending what you put into it. It can do you great, very great indeed dude.
Go ahead and post this dude, just a short message from both of us congratulating you dude, we're all so happy and proud of you, you're doing great, talk to you next time dude.
170 Orca & Reptilian me [Thurs 10-22]
Me: So I guess I can never incarnate after this if I want?
Orca: Why sure indeed. Many of us either never incarnate or do so only once or a few times. You'd not be the first that incarnates only once and that is it.
Reptilian me: and you'd still benefit from all the rest of us incarnating, those who do and have that is, adding to the collective memories.
Me: you mean like I recall some past incarnations though they are not mine personally but of our various other selves and I can remember them since we're all part of the same being?
reptilian me: indeed, that is how it works. also one can recall the larger collective if one wishes to. Like an earth human can recall a past incarnation that he or she never lived, and their full self did not either. You can recall those of Sirius and others.
Me: nice. Since I don't really feel like incarnating after this one is over. I can see the fun aspects, new experiences, but overall I think it's just way to annoying overall and I really don't want to.
Reptilian me: just cause you think of it and understand some of the fun aspects and can see the appeal doesn't mean you have to. it shows you are making a more informed decision. after all if it's not something you'd find fun, but would find annoying, then don't do it.
me: That I can understand. Though it may have it's fun aspects, new experiences and such. I just really don't want to. Forced to live in form, in 1 linear existence, and depending where i do incarnate maybe forgetting everything and starting as a total blank with no awareness and my abilities blocked or unusable. No, not for me, though I do understand and see the appeal of others, it's something I really don't want to do.
Reptilian me: indeed, I concur. I think it's best if you don't since for you the annoyances and disadvantages outweigh the pluses.
Orca me: indeed incarnating is not a thing for your greater good, growth nor pleasure, well once this present one is over that is. Which is supposed to be soon and should be. any more would not suit you and would run counter to your greater good, fun, pleasure and growth. Believe me, as another you, I know first hand.
Me: I agree. Being on the other side, not incarnating. Those options appeal to me far more. incarnating really just doesn't, everything considered.
reptilian me: indeed. there are many options for you and those who never incarnate. and you're remember all the incarnations of our full being once you're here, as we can recall yours. we all can remember being of the same being. So on pressure. it would run counter to your greater good and further growth. for you my suggestion is once you're here, relax, and learn, remember, experience what here has to offer. far more for you personally then incarnating.
orca me: indeed very true where we are concerned. for others, for some, incarnating is best for them, for others like us, incarnating is best a thing we not do. for some for a while it is. For others, they never incarnate. an infinity of options exist. choose the one that flows with you best, excites you most, feels right, the most fun, and remember we do an eternity to grow closer, have fun, share fun, learn and grow together. Some think, oh you're attitude will change when you're here and see it's all like a play. For some it does, but for most their attitude does not change. Those who think it will are those who really deep down enjoy incarnating and thing everyone is like them, not able to see the truth that we are all individuals and for some incarnating does not suit their greater good, we're among those who it does not, the 3 of us here and some others we could name. For our greater self incarnating is a thing seldom done and in many cases each self does so once and that is it, much like how you plan on doing it and I see you sticking to that, as the rest of us who have incarnated have done. few of us are the ones who do incarnate more then once. or a tiny handful of times, in many cases like yours we were new and did't exists ourselves before the incarnation began, like you now.
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