I recall the latter part of a dream I had. From what I recall I was in a house and knew the folks there. There was someone I knew who's house it was I think. The person was a trance full body channeler it seems since he could do not only do a trance channel where the person would be sitting but he could walk around while channeling the being. It seems he did both conscious and full body trance channeling and maybe also did one where he partially or fully merged with the other being.
The dream was 1st person and the me in the dream found out he was a starseed. Then the me in the dream felt very odd, like I was briefly in 2 places or like I was being pulled or teleported somewhere. Felt like I was mostly somewhere else then poof I was fully back in my body again. Then it seems there was a timejump and I was at something like a cafe that had seating near a sidewalk. The guy walked up or appeared, I'm not sure which. He came up and said the beings who were my star parents were sorry since they tried to bring me home and everything was in balance but it didn't work. I said to him that they could try again and he said they would. They were not sure when they could but they would.
No idea what the dream means, or maybe is just a gibberish thing.
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I do think that the you can manifest what you want is true, but what has to be taken into account is what your true self wants, planned, wants to experience, and maybe soul contract is also. So say in my case it could be that if it's true that my true self normally doesn't go anywhere near this level of density. Maybe it wanted to experience certain things so I may be able to ask it for stuff and may eventually manifest certain things, but only within certain limits since it wanted to experience living within limited means, but with some flexibility as to what I can do. Not sure if this is true or I am getting certain things wrong. I'm sure I'll figure it out eventually or I"ll know once this incarnation is over. which I do hope doesn't last for lots of decades, maybe less then a decade. Not that I hate being here, there are fun aspects to being here. It just feels restrictive and limiting, but I guess I'm helping who knows how many just by being here, with anchoring energies/frequencies and who knows in what other ways.
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I did the focus 12 for the 2nd time in 2 days and it went a bit better. I was very relaxed and for a bit I do think I lost the feeling and awareness of my body, but just for a moment or a short bit, but that is something. For most of it I wasn't really aware of my body that much except for breathing. I also got some flashes of memory I think that showed I knew or know some avian type species, as well as anthro biped gryphon and non anthro quadruped gryphons, of both genders. The feel is perhaps carian and gryphon, with both the biped and quadruped being 2 types of gryphons. I feel I know some among these species of both genders. I also felt more expanded then I normally am.
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I tried the focus 12 after my nap without listening to the audio since I didn't have the time to listen to the audio. it went well I thought. I was very relaxed & felt more expanded then just my physical body.
I also remembered I had a brief time earlier today where I think after doing focus 12, a bit later I had seen myself as having avian feet, like a bird of prey type at least from the knees down scaled bird type legs.
Then I remembered I have been a carian I think the race was. I was a royal male carian who was an angel who had incarnated to do something. I had a specific mission in mind. That much I remembered, but what the mission was I'm not sure since I didn't recall it now, though I knew it then. I did recall I was from the angelic realm or realms and the mission was one that was galactic to some extent or would effect things on a galactic level, at least to some extent, but don't recall the details of any of this. As I recall it wasn't a huge obvious mission, more like what I'll be doing will effect things on a galactic level, starting out small and growing more over time. as I think I recall.
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Wednesday, November 25, 2015
Tuesday, November 24, 2015
Tuesday 11-24 + Angel
Showing affection to yourself, on the other side. I feel that is quite normal and a proper thing to do. the ways one does this depends on them personally. There are a variety of ways to do this. Each person can and often just do what comes natural to each individual and is proper for them. The possibilities are huge. One possibility feels like an aspect of yourself could manifest to hang out with you, talk with you or other things. Or another multi dimensional you can pop up to spend time with you.
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fun on the other side can be varied. one method is to manifest in an area and have it work like a holodeck type thing like seen in star trek next gen. Also one can manifest a body and set conditions so it could be like a short term sorta incarnation since the area is manifested and you can manifest a body for yourself, but you are in full control over what is going on.
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I was taking a nap and was sorta in 2 places at once, but I did succeed sorta in a nap but my body was very relaxed. I don't recall if it went all the way to sleep or not. I didn't notice. What happened is the female carian was there and she wanted to have some 'fun' with me which I played along with since it felt completely right and proper and like a thing we've done before. We both manifested a small area to set up the scenario and manifested bodies for ourselves. The closest way I can describe what we looked like is like anthro avians. The fun we had was more of an adult nature.
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I did the focus 12 and it went well I think. It was being very relaxed like focus 10, but I also felt a bit expanded as well. Hard to explain what I mean, but that is the closest I can explain. It was like being focus 10 relaxed, but also like more of me was expanded out, but not all of me was. Though I was still aware of my body. I think it went well. Not sure if that is what focus 12 is supposed to be like. it feels similar to how I feel when I relax to take a nap or go to sleep and one of my guides or friends/lovers talk to me.
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Angel: as you experienced today there are a variety of ways you can have fun on this side. one of the ways you shared with the royal carian female that you were with today. The incident did indeed happen though you may not remember experiencing it fully. Though I do feel that you do to an extent, though not as sensitive to it as she may have been since she's fully here and you are in the body, a 3d body, shifting into 4d. The fact some of your energy, all that you know of as your being but not all of ourself, is within the body you are in. Though since you are incarnated in the body it does have a tendency, or rather it can at your present level of awareness, it can dull some sensations and senses. The fact you also are aware is some abilities you have are not supported by the current reality matrix and human collective matrix of where you are presently incarnated and inhabiting.
all that aside though the 2 of you did have fun and it is not an unusual way for you to have fun with some others since what some call sex is far more open here. Many are into and open about it in various ways, though some are not. Some may find it odd that being an angel that you are into this but it is not that unusual. You've left the angelic realms at times, as some do, and though this you have grown and had experiences and this has helped you to grow, sharing with others is one way. So it is not unusual for some beings, including certain angels such as yourself, to be sexual beings, though as you have experienced and feel it is not just with anyone it has to be with friends or others you have a relationship with and who are equal in the desires to share in the pleasures, love, closeness, being. What some call sex is but a small piece of this. As for having offspring it works different once past a certain level of being. Those involved have to be willing to do this, and also to add to things it could be an incarnation so a vehicle is created and the offspring knows what they wish to do instead of starting with a blank slate as they do on earth, though that system does have many flaws, which is why it's being gradually done away with over time. but enough on that now, it can be discussed later.
One can also decide to incarnate and just make a body and remain there for a lifetime. or they can come and go as you prefer to do. Being born or hatched is just 1 option. not a necessity like it is on earth. and by vehicle I mean an instrument used to inhabit for an incarnation, that many call a body. Though above a certain level of being, like where earth is, one's lifespan increases since one can do more and more so lives for centuries, or more then centuries past a certain point. One is much more free the higher up the dimensions one goes. Then there are those like who who prefer to come and go, manifesting a body and usually staying above a certain level of being and up. Normally you don't go anywhere near where the earth is in it's current level of density. Also one is not locked into a full lifespan, say if a race lives normally 300,, 500, or whatever years you can just decide after a hundred or more, whenever you want, to end the incarnation. There is not a body left behind since it dissolves, above a certain level of being, like some Jedi bodies do when they die. this is above a certain level of being. The details are unimportant as to what dimension or density. Earth will be much like this one day.
it is all about one's personal choices and what you want to do, what excites you the most, and so on. and above where earth is, you're more aware then most of those incarnated on the earth since the being phased out system there is set up to give one the illusion of separation from your being and source so you are not aware of it. as well as dulling one's senses and certain abilities not being not supported or blocked. This was done for certain reasons, that have past their time. certain details unimportant to say here. just rest assured the shift is going well and will eventually be fully over. Things will change bit by bit, though living through it may not seem like much is changing over a decade of time.
Your incarnation may seem to be very long since you are living through it day by day, but rest assured it will only feel like a long time.
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fun on the other side can be varied. one method is to manifest in an area and have it work like a holodeck type thing like seen in star trek next gen. Also one can manifest a body and set conditions so it could be like a short term sorta incarnation since the area is manifested and you can manifest a body for yourself, but you are in full control over what is going on.
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I was taking a nap and was sorta in 2 places at once, but I did succeed sorta in a nap but my body was very relaxed. I don't recall if it went all the way to sleep or not. I didn't notice. What happened is the female carian was there and she wanted to have some 'fun' with me which I played along with since it felt completely right and proper and like a thing we've done before. We both manifested a small area to set up the scenario and manifested bodies for ourselves. The closest way I can describe what we looked like is like anthro avians. The fun we had was more of an adult nature.
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I did the focus 12 and it went well I think. It was being very relaxed like focus 10, but I also felt a bit expanded as well. Hard to explain what I mean, but that is the closest I can explain. It was like being focus 10 relaxed, but also like more of me was expanded out, but not all of me was. Though I was still aware of my body. I think it went well. Not sure if that is what focus 12 is supposed to be like. it feels similar to how I feel when I relax to take a nap or go to sleep and one of my guides or friends/lovers talk to me.
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Angel: as you experienced today there are a variety of ways you can have fun on this side. one of the ways you shared with the royal carian female that you were with today. The incident did indeed happen though you may not remember experiencing it fully. Though I do feel that you do to an extent, though not as sensitive to it as she may have been since she's fully here and you are in the body, a 3d body, shifting into 4d. The fact some of your energy, all that you know of as your being but not all of ourself, is within the body you are in. Though since you are incarnated in the body it does have a tendency, or rather it can at your present level of awareness, it can dull some sensations and senses. The fact you also are aware is some abilities you have are not supported by the current reality matrix and human collective matrix of where you are presently incarnated and inhabiting.
all that aside though the 2 of you did have fun and it is not an unusual way for you to have fun with some others since what some call sex is far more open here. Many are into and open about it in various ways, though some are not. Some may find it odd that being an angel that you are into this but it is not that unusual. You've left the angelic realms at times, as some do, and though this you have grown and had experiences and this has helped you to grow, sharing with others is one way. So it is not unusual for some beings, including certain angels such as yourself, to be sexual beings, though as you have experienced and feel it is not just with anyone it has to be with friends or others you have a relationship with and who are equal in the desires to share in the pleasures, love, closeness, being. What some call sex is but a small piece of this. As for having offspring it works different once past a certain level of being. Those involved have to be willing to do this, and also to add to things it could be an incarnation so a vehicle is created and the offspring knows what they wish to do instead of starting with a blank slate as they do on earth, though that system does have many flaws, which is why it's being gradually done away with over time. but enough on that now, it can be discussed later.
One can also decide to incarnate and just make a body and remain there for a lifetime. or they can come and go as you prefer to do. Being born or hatched is just 1 option. not a necessity like it is on earth. and by vehicle I mean an instrument used to inhabit for an incarnation, that many call a body. Though above a certain level of being, like where earth is, one's lifespan increases since one can do more and more so lives for centuries, or more then centuries past a certain point. One is much more free the higher up the dimensions one goes. Then there are those like who who prefer to come and go, manifesting a body and usually staying above a certain level of being and up. Normally you don't go anywhere near where the earth is in it's current level of density. Also one is not locked into a full lifespan, say if a race lives normally 300,, 500, or whatever years you can just decide after a hundred or more, whenever you want, to end the incarnation. There is not a body left behind since it dissolves, above a certain level of being, like some Jedi bodies do when they die. this is above a certain level of being. The details are unimportant as to what dimension or density. Earth will be much like this one day.
it is all about one's personal choices and what you want to do, what excites you the most, and so on. and above where earth is, you're more aware then most of those incarnated on the earth since the being phased out system there is set up to give one the illusion of separation from your being and source so you are not aware of it. as well as dulling one's senses and certain abilities not being not supported or blocked. This was done for certain reasons, that have past their time. certain details unimportant to say here. just rest assured the shift is going well and will eventually be fully over. Things will change bit by bit, though living through it may not seem like much is changing over a decade of time.
Your incarnation may seem to be very long since you are living through it day by day, but rest assured it will only feel like a long time.
Monday, November 23, 2015
Monday 11-23 + ANGEL
Though some only incarnate as Lyrans or other races, they may out of curiosity try incarnating as other races now and then or if a place needs help, like earth does going through a shift.
Some who really enjoy and prefer being in the matrix of say being a 6th dimension Lyran, or whatever may stay between incarnations in an inbetween place that is inbetween the various incarnation matrix's of this or that area of existence, and outside time & space.
I do wonder if that means that if I say teleport in and manifest a body while visiting some a Sirius dolphin pod, would that count as a sort if incarnation or not. I feel sorta not since I'm just visiting without the plan to remain for a long period of time and set up long term plans and such that involve others. I feel that some places to allow this sort of thing and others do not. Some may allow it only under specific permission.
I think also as far as having sex with the locals, sharing in that way that some would regard as sex, which is sharing of love, pleasure, one's own being. That depends on what the local rules are and one's motives for doing that. and how aware those involved are. I'm not sure about being trapped at a certain dimension by indulging in this. Though one's motives would be likely part of what any repercussion may be. Though sharing love, pleasure, one's own being may be certainly permissible. though with one less aware then one's self, say a 10 and 6th dimensional being. Though there could be true love between the 2 and that would likely change things. Or true love between more then 2 if there is going to be more then 2 beings involved. The full reasons and such I feel is the real main thing that matters, one's full reason for doing that. out of lust or out of sharing love, pleasure, ect. Though having all those mixed together may be not only permissible but ok. Though whether it lowers one's resonance is another question.
In this case the both of them may benefit. Though if one is from say the 4th, 5th or 6th dimension and giving into lust or as a way to show power over another, that is not really sharing love and the resonance of the act will be lower then sharing out of love, pleasure, one's being and desire with another that shares one's love equally. Though in areas above earth i do feel those involved would be more likely to be able to be perceptive to this, especially at what some may label as the 5th dimension and up.
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Angel: you going for natural fibers in as many things as you can is a good idea. With yourself becoming more clear and the shift progressing, these factors together have made you more sensitive to artificial fibers and the more substances like soap, non hypoallergenic shampoo and such you should work out of your use as well and go as hypoallergenic and natural fibers as you can. he reason you are more sensitive to the non natural fibers and more harsh substances and chemicals, and certain chemicals is a mixture of factors. part of it is as the shift progresses and you are more clear you are more sensitive to these things, as well as the degree of non human genes that you have, needed doing since your energy is so alien to earth a lot of adjustments had to be made in utero and other factors, but no need to go into such complicated details at this point.
and indeed this will be your last and only incarnation since the natural thing is often each you only incarnates once or a few times. That is normal for some beings such as yourself. Others do enjoy incarnating. Many incarnate on just primarily 1 world. Others incarnate on a number of other worlds, drifting as their interest takes them. Though there are some such as yourself who prefers to travel around and not incarnate in the traditional sense.
Your visiting say a Sirius dolphin pod could be counted as a type of incarnation, but most would not consider it as such since you may teleport there and hang out with 1 pod for however long. You'd not make long term plans like some who incarnate do. The vehicle body being born or hatched from an egg being an option in most places. You can also just teleport in and stay for decades or centuries. Though many do choose to go through being born or hatched since they do enjoy the experience. Though unlike earth the children grow up very quickly. They are aware of their true natures, especially above certain density or dimensions and know what they want to be so they very soon go off to study what they wish to be, say a healer, solar engineer, or other things. There are some places where it is a mix of these where they may indeed have a childhood and study what they want to learn, perhaps trying this or that before they fully decide or they may have a firm decision from the very start. most in fact do, but some prefer to not choose from the very start. most prefer to know from the start thought.
You'll prefer visiting here and there, various friends and lovers from past incarnations. and since they were incarnations of your true self they are also past incarnations of yourself. Many prefer to do things in this way so you'll not be unusual at all. it's all about what you wish to do.
Also the council of elders does not do any judging as some have heard. They are there to give folks a different perspective, one that is not as harsh as some may give themselves as well as showing and mentioning some stuff you may have missed. Though being sentients they do have personalities all of their own.
also subjects such as sex is much more open in places other then earth. It is seen as a part of sharing pleasure, love, one's own being and if done out of these reasons it raises the vibrations of all those involved, as well as having other benefits for those involved.
The key thing is what do you wish to do, that really excites you. You do this and you are being true to your true being as well as gaining a lot from the experiences, helping others, and other benefits. and it goes on literally for an eternity, a thing few can really conceive of, use to the concept of death. There is no need to return to source, the one or whatever you wish to call it since we are all the one, source, ect. So there is no need to return to the one or source when we are all it. Though there are some who dwell in a place one can consider as source, and some do leave at periods of time to help with this or that then they return. This is a place of incredible love and light that you just dwell there. just being, not doing other things, just being with the love all around and through, and you as you are it.
Some stay here for eternity, some visit it and depart, some dwell there and leave to help with this or that. Many carry the place within themselves as we do and can go out and do various things with the knowing and feeling that the place dwells within us forever. hard to explain fully what it is like but that is what the closest I can explain to you at this time while you are in a 3d earth human body. But away from this earth place you do carry within yourself as I and other others of our family do.
Others can grow to know they have this place, this being, this connection, within themselves and it was there all along, just that they did not consciously know it, or were partially aware of it.
your relationship with yourself is the cornerstone and foundation of everything, though some do miss this. So you having a relationship with yourself is not odd or nor unusual, but is actually normal. The nature of this relationship will be different for each one. it will be filled with love. for some it can resemble more of a real relationship with sharing one's love, being, pleasure, and perhaps in ways some may call sex, for some this may seem unusual but this area is far more open, totally open in areas other then the earth, so having this as part of your relationship with yourself is quite normal for some.
Also having a relationship of this or that type with various planetary beings is also normal, the type of relationship is as varied as there are the number of sentients. yours and Gaia's for example may be of a type that includes more of an erotic or sexual nature, among other sorts of things since it is a relationship based on true love and other things. As is your relationship with other beings, some of them you know. The female royal naga, Carian, and male sirius dolphin, among others you've met before and not yet met.
Also you, the true self, is active across a number, many, of what one would call dimensions and alternate timelines. This adds a huge variety to things and experiences, relationships, ect. This is a complicated area that many do not understand.
Some who really enjoy and prefer being in the matrix of say being a 6th dimension Lyran, or whatever may stay between incarnations in an inbetween place that is inbetween the various incarnation matrix's of this or that area of existence, and outside time & space.
I do wonder if that means that if I say teleport in and manifest a body while visiting some a Sirius dolphin pod, would that count as a sort if incarnation or not. I feel sorta not since I'm just visiting without the plan to remain for a long period of time and set up long term plans and such that involve others. I feel that some places to allow this sort of thing and others do not. Some may allow it only under specific permission.
I think also as far as having sex with the locals, sharing in that way that some would regard as sex, which is sharing of love, pleasure, one's own being. That depends on what the local rules are and one's motives for doing that. and how aware those involved are. I'm not sure about being trapped at a certain dimension by indulging in this. Though one's motives would be likely part of what any repercussion may be. Though sharing love, pleasure, one's own being may be certainly permissible. though with one less aware then one's self, say a 10 and 6th dimensional being. Though there could be true love between the 2 and that would likely change things. Or true love between more then 2 if there is going to be more then 2 beings involved. The full reasons and such I feel is the real main thing that matters, one's full reason for doing that. out of lust or out of sharing love, pleasure, ect. Though having all those mixed together may be not only permissible but ok. Though whether it lowers one's resonance is another question.
In this case the both of them may benefit. Though if one is from say the 4th, 5th or 6th dimension and giving into lust or as a way to show power over another, that is not really sharing love and the resonance of the act will be lower then sharing out of love, pleasure, one's being and desire with another that shares one's love equally. Though in areas above earth i do feel those involved would be more likely to be able to be perceptive to this, especially at what some may label as the 5th dimension and up.
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Angel: you going for natural fibers in as many things as you can is a good idea. With yourself becoming more clear and the shift progressing, these factors together have made you more sensitive to artificial fibers and the more substances like soap, non hypoallergenic shampoo and such you should work out of your use as well and go as hypoallergenic and natural fibers as you can. he reason you are more sensitive to the non natural fibers and more harsh substances and chemicals, and certain chemicals is a mixture of factors. part of it is as the shift progresses and you are more clear you are more sensitive to these things, as well as the degree of non human genes that you have, needed doing since your energy is so alien to earth a lot of adjustments had to be made in utero and other factors, but no need to go into such complicated details at this point.
and indeed this will be your last and only incarnation since the natural thing is often each you only incarnates once or a few times. That is normal for some beings such as yourself. Others do enjoy incarnating. Many incarnate on just primarily 1 world. Others incarnate on a number of other worlds, drifting as their interest takes them. Though there are some such as yourself who prefers to travel around and not incarnate in the traditional sense.
Your visiting say a Sirius dolphin pod could be counted as a type of incarnation, but most would not consider it as such since you may teleport there and hang out with 1 pod for however long. You'd not make long term plans like some who incarnate do. The vehicle body being born or hatched from an egg being an option in most places. You can also just teleport in and stay for decades or centuries. Though many do choose to go through being born or hatched since they do enjoy the experience. Though unlike earth the children grow up very quickly. They are aware of their true natures, especially above certain density or dimensions and know what they want to be so they very soon go off to study what they wish to be, say a healer, solar engineer, or other things. There are some places where it is a mix of these where they may indeed have a childhood and study what they want to learn, perhaps trying this or that before they fully decide or they may have a firm decision from the very start. most in fact do, but some prefer to not choose from the very start. most prefer to know from the start thought.
You'll prefer visiting here and there, various friends and lovers from past incarnations. and since they were incarnations of your true self they are also past incarnations of yourself. Many prefer to do things in this way so you'll not be unusual at all. it's all about what you wish to do.
Also the council of elders does not do any judging as some have heard. They are there to give folks a different perspective, one that is not as harsh as some may give themselves as well as showing and mentioning some stuff you may have missed. Though being sentients they do have personalities all of their own.
also subjects such as sex is much more open in places other then earth. It is seen as a part of sharing pleasure, love, one's own being and if done out of these reasons it raises the vibrations of all those involved, as well as having other benefits for those involved.
The key thing is what do you wish to do, that really excites you. You do this and you are being true to your true being as well as gaining a lot from the experiences, helping others, and other benefits. and it goes on literally for an eternity, a thing few can really conceive of, use to the concept of death. There is no need to return to source, the one or whatever you wish to call it since we are all the one, source, ect. So there is no need to return to the one or source when we are all it. Though there are some who dwell in a place one can consider as source, and some do leave at periods of time to help with this or that then they return. This is a place of incredible love and light that you just dwell there. just being, not doing other things, just being with the love all around and through, and you as you are it.
Some stay here for eternity, some visit it and depart, some dwell there and leave to help with this or that. Many carry the place within themselves as we do and can go out and do various things with the knowing and feeling that the place dwells within us forever. hard to explain fully what it is like but that is what the closest I can explain to you at this time while you are in a 3d earth human body. But away from this earth place you do carry within yourself as I and other others of our family do.
Others can grow to know they have this place, this being, this connection, within themselves and it was there all along, just that they did not consciously know it, or were partially aware of it.
your relationship with yourself is the cornerstone and foundation of everything, though some do miss this. So you having a relationship with yourself is not odd or nor unusual, but is actually normal. The nature of this relationship will be different for each one. it will be filled with love. for some it can resemble more of a real relationship with sharing one's love, being, pleasure, and perhaps in ways some may call sex, for some this may seem unusual but this area is far more open, totally open in areas other then the earth, so having this as part of your relationship with yourself is quite normal for some.
Also having a relationship of this or that type with various planetary beings is also normal, the type of relationship is as varied as there are the number of sentients. yours and Gaia's for example may be of a type that includes more of an erotic or sexual nature, among other sorts of things since it is a relationship based on true love and other things. As is your relationship with other beings, some of them you know. The female royal naga, Carian, and male sirius dolphin, among others you've met before and not yet met.
Also you, the true self, is active across a number, many, of what one would call dimensions and alternate timelines. This adds a huge variety to things and experiences, relationships, ect. This is a complicated area that many do not understand.
Sunday, November 22, 2015
Angel [Sunday 11-22]
Got the feeling an angel type being wanted to say something to me. I first got a mental image of a stereotypical angel image. I then said, is that your true form. you know me, and that I'd not be shocked by your true form. I then got a mental image of a sphere of bright light with light in the shape of wings. hard to describe but that is the easiest that I can.
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Angel: you know of your true nature as a Seraphim of the angel realm as me refer to them. We merely call it home. The 3 you've been talking, communicating with were friends, good friends, lovers & mates from past, former, incarnations and your relationships with them have continued after the first incarnation you had with each of them and you've come closer together over time.
Your incarnation will not be for long, though living through it may seem like a long time to you since you are experiencing it. Once you are on this side it'll be like one of your very long dreams and you are awakening since you are really suspended in the energy matrix of the holographic universe. This isn't exactly what it is but that is the closest way to explain it in simple 3d technological terms and as you have posted before. yes the 6th dimension lyrans, Sirius races and others are in a similar case, though nowhere as dense as the earth is under present. this is how incarnating works, again to put it as simply in 3d technological terms as possible.
Also as you have posted before in many places other then earth, though on earth one can do this, but only with very special permission. but in other places you can pop in; say in your place you wish to to visit and hang out with a Sirius dolphin pod for a while. You can teleport there. Basically you can will yourself to be there from where you are and manifest a body while you are there. Basically you are putting on a suit from the local area to interact and hang out with the dolphins there. Then go and visit some nagas, say one of your female naga lovers and your and her friends there.
Some beings prefer to incarnate and some like you prefer to come and go, teleporting around. The benefits of each are equal and neither are better then the other. each has certain advantages over the other that the other lacks. it's all about personal preference. You are becoming more & more of your true self, or as much as the local matrix allows, due to it's denseness, the certain characteristics of the physical human body, and other complicated reasons.
the use of stones and hemi-sync is a good idea of yours and it not only returns a normal sleep pattern to you but alleviates your symptoms that the shift and ascension of the planet earth wishes to go through and in fact is, causes you to experience. The acquisition of some orgone devices is a good idea as is putting some orgonite pyramids and other such around your dwelling since if you do this as you can easily can afford it you'll find the atmosphere of your dwelling, the interior of it, will feel more positive since the one that you wear at present is unable to effect the entire dwelling at once, but it does great good, more then you are consciously aware of at present.
Once this incarnation ends, you'll indeed end up back at home in the angelic realms, though it may not be poof at once, but one of your other friends/lovers has spoken about this before and your internal knowledge has revealed this to you as well so there is not as much need to go into the details at this time. But indeed it may not be poof, though returning you'll find is much much faster then going down to the earth to incarnate since returning to your native level you'll find is much easier then going to the earth to incarnate.
The way I see it indeed as you have said yourself, the chances of you incarnating after this one is over is very small, though your true self may choose to incarnate, this will not effect you much, other then you gaining the knowledge and experiences of this other self or selves since you are a multi dimensional being and creature you can be in a number of levels of being at once. As with being part of a collective, you can indeed be part of your true self and yet be an individual at the same time. You even more so since you have this time where you have the sense of separation and being your own individual. Those of earth will have more individuality then some others, though others do not lack a sense of individuality. it is difficult to explain this in 3d language terms that one can easily understand. suffice it to say that while every being is an individual, you having incarnating on earth this once will give you even more of a sense of one. Though I'll go at this time since your energy bodies, and physical structures are unable to sustain this level of contact though you yourself can. hard to explain the fullness of this. We'll talk again. Do as you are continuing to do and you'll do greater then you suspect or consciously are aware of at the present. Good luck and remain true to yourself.
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Angel: you know of your true nature as a Seraphim of the angel realm as me refer to them. We merely call it home. The 3 you've been talking, communicating with were friends, good friends, lovers & mates from past, former, incarnations and your relationships with them have continued after the first incarnation you had with each of them and you've come closer together over time.
Your incarnation will not be for long, though living through it may seem like a long time to you since you are experiencing it. Once you are on this side it'll be like one of your very long dreams and you are awakening since you are really suspended in the energy matrix of the holographic universe. This isn't exactly what it is but that is the closest way to explain it in simple 3d technological terms and as you have posted before. yes the 6th dimension lyrans, Sirius races and others are in a similar case, though nowhere as dense as the earth is under present. this is how incarnating works, again to put it as simply in 3d technological terms as possible.
Also as you have posted before in many places other then earth, though on earth one can do this, but only with very special permission. but in other places you can pop in; say in your place you wish to to visit and hang out with a Sirius dolphin pod for a while. You can teleport there. Basically you can will yourself to be there from where you are and manifest a body while you are there. Basically you are putting on a suit from the local area to interact and hang out with the dolphins there. Then go and visit some nagas, say one of your female naga lovers and your and her friends there.
Some beings prefer to incarnate and some like you prefer to come and go, teleporting around. The benefits of each are equal and neither are better then the other. each has certain advantages over the other that the other lacks. it's all about personal preference. You are becoming more & more of your true self, or as much as the local matrix allows, due to it's denseness, the certain characteristics of the physical human body, and other complicated reasons.
the use of stones and hemi-sync is a good idea of yours and it not only returns a normal sleep pattern to you but alleviates your symptoms that the shift and ascension of the planet earth wishes to go through and in fact is, causes you to experience. The acquisition of some orgone devices is a good idea as is putting some orgonite pyramids and other such around your dwelling since if you do this as you can easily can afford it you'll find the atmosphere of your dwelling, the interior of it, will feel more positive since the one that you wear at present is unable to effect the entire dwelling at once, but it does great good, more then you are consciously aware of at present.
Once this incarnation ends, you'll indeed end up back at home in the angelic realms, though it may not be poof at once, but one of your other friends/lovers has spoken about this before and your internal knowledge has revealed this to you as well so there is not as much need to go into the details at this time. But indeed it may not be poof, though returning you'll find is much much faster then going down to the earth to incarnate since returning to your native level you'll find is much easier then going to the earth to incarnate.
The way I see it indeed as you have said yourself, the chances of you incarnating after this one is over is very small, though your true self may choose to incarnate, this will not effect you much, other then you gaining the knowledge and experiences of this other self or selves since you are a multi dimensional being and creature you can be in a number of levels of being at once. As with being part of a collective, you can indeed be part of your true self and yet be an individual at the same time. You even more so since you have this time where you have the sense of separation and being your own individual. Those of earth will have more individuality then some others, though others do not lack a sense of individuality. it is difficult to explain this in 3d language terms that one can easily understand. suffice it to say that while every being is an individual, you having incarnating on earth this once will give you even more of a sense of one. Though I'll go at this time since your energy bodies, and physical structures are unable to sustain this level of contact though you yourself can. hard to explain the fullness of this. We'll talk again. Do as you are continuing to do and you'll do greater then you suspect or consciously are aware of at the present. Good luck and remain true to yourself.
Sunday 11-22
I do feel that soul mates and twin flames are much more common on the other side then many suspect. first soul mate covers a lot of territory. It could be someone you agreed to help you with this and that is what some call a karmic twin flame. What it is really is someone who agreed to help you with this particular thing and since there is the inability to remember things here and the separation then 1 or both may hold onto this relationship when it was meant to last only a few weeks, months, or years. Which means the individuals involved are unable to move one. One of the many flaws I would say with the system as it is currently implemented here, but that is another topic.
Soul mates and twin flames I feel are actually far more common on the other side, twin flames being someone that you resonate with on a close level. 2 who are 1 sort of thing. I feel that it's more common on the other side. There may be a number that you are in close resonance with. Since away from here you may get in very close resonance or your individual resonances may almost match or match with more then 1 individual. Over time it may be first 1 then another being, then a 3rd, ect. and on earth it's not like this I feel since due to the current level earth is at and the various limitations here, Those who are sensitive enough can only feel this with 1 individual and it's a concept being introduced to earth slowly. instead of the whole thing. Introduce a far simpler version first, then introduce the more advance complicated versions later on.
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I feel as the shift progresses the physical bodies will change of course. Since if you are a 6th dimensional Lyran or Sirius dolphin, you are still in a body. it's just it's less dense then this one here on earth and of a higher dimension and frequency. Also I fee that in at least some if not most places you don't have to be incarnated to interact with others. So say if you are not incarnated anywhere you could just manifest a body to hang out or be with some folks in the 4th, 6th or another dimension. I feel that there are some advantages to being incarnated as say a Lyran of Sirius dolphin of whatever dimension and density. I also feel there are some advantages if you do more like I feel I'd prefer and not incarnate but just manifest a body to interact and hang out in the place. you may not even be aware of how the process works. You can poof make a body as you appear there. Also I do feel you'd be aware of what the local rules are for the area.
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I also do feel, like I've said before, that though I can be as totally clear as possible, that the matrix (can't think of a better term) of the human collective, since they are interconnected, just that most of us can't feel and are not consciously aware of this connection, it does affect you still. So say if I am mostly clear. The slighth doubt and maybe slight fear, can still pop up since the human collective has that and other feelings since due to the conditioning here, how humans are raised, the conditioning and programming, it sets up within the matrix grid framework of the human collective things like some doubt, fear, shame, and other emotions. I do think this may change over time as more humans awaken or partially awaken and the vibrations and resonance frequency changes, growing higher over time. how fast I can't say. Though I do feel that even centuries from now there'll be some polarity and contrast, just perhaps not as severe as here. it may be instead of like it is now in some parts and areas of the earth, more like it is in other areas where you may have a neighbor that the 2 of you don't like each other, don't get along or have totally different beliefs or feelings about certain things. and you just don't speak to each other. instead of trying to blow each other up, kill each other, fight each other, you'll just continue to live side by side and just not speak. You may speak your views in certain groups, but eventually most will come to the conclusion that they can exist with others they don't agree with. This may happen around the point when they become aware of the human collective matrix framework thing that has humans interconnected, those inhabiting human bodies. That could be one of the differences is if you are not incarnated but just manifest a body you may either not be connected or maybe only peripherally.
if so then some beings like angels may have no real form, but can look like however they want and they may be viewed by others as whatever their form is since they can maybe connect to any collective. Though at it's true base, souls have no form. So I wonder if angels are a certain type of soul. I'm sure I'll figure it out at some point.
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I'm not sure if greed, jealousy, envy, power hungriness and other sorts are part of the human collective, if they come from other emotions like fear, ect. Not sure. Maybe I don't feel these since I don't have those in my make up so it may be just an individual thing or since I'm not a native earth human who's mostly or only incarnated here I don't have those emotions and they take longer to settle in. or take being conditioned, programmed in and I wasn't raised where those were conditioned in.
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I did the freeform focus 10, the 6th and last part of wave 1 of the gateway experience. Mostly I felt very relaxed and like I was floating. Part of it I did wonder what the angelic realms looked like and what I saw was a beautiful bright white light, with a slight blue tint to it, or maybe it was a white-very light blue light. Very beautiful to look at and it seemed to be in front of me, and it's light was everywhere. No idea what it was, but it diffidently felt great seeing it and feeling it's light all around and within me as well.
I wasn't aware that over 30 minutes had passed. Since the time seemed to be just a few minutes. Maybe 5 or so minutes at most. So all in all I think it went great.
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Took a 2nd nap. Well I didn't go to sleep but I lay there and rested so it was of help since I felt the mental need to rest a bit. I felt some sadness, not from me. Not sure why. Maybe a future self or me at feeling sad once this incarnation ends that the unique experiences will be gone and I didn't indulge in more of them. Maybe other reasons. Some others who I are not in contact with since they and I want separate ways and don't resonate with missing each other at some level. Maybe it was just general sadness I was picking up on and not related to me at all. No idea.
Soul mates and twin flames I feel are actually far more common on the other side, twin flames being someone that you resonate with on a close level. 2 who are 1 sort of thing. I feel that it's more common on the other side. There may be a number that you are in close resonance with. Since away from here you may get in very close resonance or your individual resonances may almost match or match with more then 1 individual. Over time it may be first 1 then another being, then a 3rd, ect. and on earth it's not like this I feel since due to the current level earth is at and the various limitations here, Those who are sensitive enough can only feel this with 1 individual and it's a concept being introduced to earth slowly. instead of the whole thing. Introduce a far simpler version first, then introduce the more advance complicated versions later on.
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I feel as the shift progresses the physical bodies will change of course. Since if you are a 6th dimensional Lyran or Sirius dolphin, you are still in a body. it's just it's less dense then this one here on earth and of a higher dimension and frequency. Also I fee that in at least some if not most places you don't have to be incarnated to interact with others. So say if you are not incarnated anywhere you could just manifest a body to hang out or be with some folks in the 4th, 6th or another dimension. I feel that there are some advantages to being incarnated as say a Lyran of Sirius dolphin of whatever dimension and density. I also feel there are some advantages if you do more like I feel I'd prefer and not incarnate but just manifest a body to interact and hang out in the place. you may not even be aware of how the process works. You can poof make a body as you appear there. Also I do feel you'd be aware of what the local rules are for the area.
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I also do feel, like I've said before, that though I can be as totally clear as possible, that the matrix (can't think of a better term) of the human collective, since they are interconnected, just that most of us can't feel and are not consciously aware of this connection, it does affect you still. So say if I am mostly clear. The slighth doubt and maybe slight fear, can still pop up since the human collective has that and other feelings since due to the conditioning here, how humans are raised, the conditioning and programming, it sets up within the matrix grid framework of the human collective things like some doubt, fear, shame, and other emotions. I do think this may change over time as more humans awaken or partially awaken and the vibrations and resonance frequency changes, growing higher over time. how fast I can't say. Though I do feel that even centuries from now there'll be some polarity and contrast, just perhaps not as severe as here. it may be instead of like it is now in some parts and areas of the earth, more like it is in other areas where you may have a neighbor that the 2 of you don't like each other, don't get along or have totally different beliefs or feelings about certain things. and you just don't speak to each other. instead of trying to blow each other up, kill each other, fight each other, you'll just continue to live side by side and just not speak. You may speak your views in certain groups, but eventually most will come to the conclusion that they can exist with others they don't agree with. This may happen around the point when they become aware of the human collective matrix framework thing that has humans interconnected, those inhabiting human bodies. That could be one of the differences is if you are not incarnated but just manifest a body you may either not be connected or maybe only peripherally.
if so then some beings like angels may have no real form, but can look like however they want and they may be viewed by others as whatever their form is since they can maybe connect to any collective. Though at it's true base, souls have no form. So I wonder if angels are a certain type of soul. I'm sure I'll figure it out at some point.
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I'm not sure if greed, jealousy, envy, power hungriness and other sorts are part of the human collective, if they come from other emotions like fear, ect. Not sure. Maybe I don't feel these since I don't have those in my make up so it may be just an individual thing or since I'm not a native earth human who's mostly or only incarnated here I don't have those emotions and they take longer to settle in. or take being conditioned, programmed in and I wasn't raised where those were conditioned in.
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I did the freeform focus 10, the 6th and last part of wave 1 of the gateway experience. Mostly I felt very relaxed and like I was floating. Part of it I did wonder what the angelic realms looked like and what I saw was a beautiful bright white light, with a slight blue tint to it, or maybe it was a white-very light blue light. Very beautiful to look at and it seemed to be in front of me, and it's light was everywhere. No idea what it was, but it diffidently felt great seeing it and feeling it's light all around and within me as well.
I wasn't aware that over 30 minutes had passed. Since the time seemed to be just a few minutes. Maybe 5 or so minutes at most. So all in all I think it went great.
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Took a 2nd nap. Well I didn't go to sleep but I lay there and rested so it was of help since I felt the mental need to rest a bit. I felt some sadness, not from me. Not sure why. Maybe a future self or me at feeling sad once this incarnation ends that the unique experiences will be gone and I didn't indulge in more of them. Maybe other reasons. Some others who I are not in contact with since they and I want separate ways and don't resonate with missing each other at some level. Maybe it was just general sadness I was picking up on and not related to me at all. No idea.
Saturday, November 21, 2015
Saturday 11-21
I had one of my female guides give me a very technical lecture on a number of topics. I also got a few flashes of future tech, like I did as a kid. A wide screen thin screen that some would hang on the wall and use it for the computer monitor & tv and it would be very thin. And if your needs are moderate you could get a computer on a small thing like an android on a stick, a 2 by 3 inch thing that you can plug into the back with a ssd, and the screen itself is thin.
Also got that I may one day have a kindle e-ink device. Not sure why they showed me that, and I may have a 10 inch tablet and more money then I do now. not rich but a bit more money on a month by month basis.
Also I would be going back home to the angelic realms. I may need to go back in steps instead of poof back. Not sure of how fast it would be or how slow. Something like a diver coming up from the depths to avoid getting the bends. Not that I would get the bends. not sure why I couldn't just go poof back but something about that is the way it's done and is best to do it that way.
Think I got a brief sorta glimpse of the angelic realms maybe. Or maybe just part of the other side. Nice place. Lots of white, the colors look more real then here. not all of it is really very physical and some have no real background nor forms. hard to explain what I saw. I'd need to go back, return, in steps since it's different then temporarily lowering one's vibration rate so one can channel. This is much more pronounced, having lowered my vibration rate to incarnate on the earth.
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I'll put down the basics of what she said as best as I can recall, though it'll likely not be in order. also no idea if this female who gave me the lecture was one of my 2 female guides, or another from higher up, one of my true family, a more senior guide, one of the time lord types that the free lecture mentioned. I've no idea, though I did seem to know her, or my true self did. This lecture was very technical though I only recall the general summary of the lecture. at least at this point.
The lecture was about various topics. Why I'd have to return home in stages instead of poof. Easiest since I lowered my vibration rate to incarnate here I'd have to return in steps. Though I would eventually return to the angelic realms to remain there for a while, resting, before I decided what to do next. and it would be highly likely that I would not incarnate, this me anyway.
Also other things like my using the stones/crystals I've been using and the orgonite device too. Are helping to clear me, also stabilize and even out the energies so the energies reaching earth won't effect me as much as before. Also these are helping me to be as much myself as the local matrix (she didn't use the term matrix but went into much more detail) supports only a certain amount of me being my true self. This would change over time and I could become more and more of my true self as time progresses till this incarnation ends when I'll become my true self and recall everything. Maybe no instantly, but it would happen much more quickly then being in a physical body would allow. also something about my current incarnation is variable as to how long it'll last. there are some several possibilities as to how long it may last.
She talked about how it's easier energetically for them, the male Sirius dolphin, female royal naga and female royal carian, to go from say 6d down to 4d temporarily to communicate with me. Instead of me reaching up as high as I can and I am capable of reaching higher then 6d. Also I am becoming more clear and easier to reach. as well as th reason I sometimes hear a distinct mental voice but often not is usually how it works is they send a message to through my subconsciousness and it's easiest if they send the message and let me intuitively know & feel what they sent/said. and that is why it often is my own mental voice though I do know or feel what they said. it takes more effort for them to send it farther and for me to get a distinct mental voice that is theirs. Also it's best if I am relaxed and the ability is developed along a certain line. The gateway and other things will help with this over time. Don't rush it. Just go at my own pace. and doing it intuitivly is still a very good method and means.
When this present incarnation ends I'll have to return home in stages instead of all at once since the lowering of my vibratory rate to incarnate had to be done gradually to keep it permanently low enough to incarnate here, it can only be returned at a set pace, though this will happen much faster then it was to lower it. I may go somewhere or my family could manifest a vehicle & I may go on that or be carried by one of my family, close friend, ect, from the angelic realms, or from a similar place of the same vibration rate and I may go to sleep during the trip as I'm carried there and will recover there, awakening once the process is over. My memories and knowledge and such will fully return during this, though some time to rest will be needed also and is normally part of the process.
I have been a number of different races, royalty being part of it, like royal naga, carian, among other races such as Sirius dolphins, Sirius humanoid, and other races & species. it's not unusual if this me here, this individual me incarnated in this human body doesn't incarnate after this. this is not an uncommon occurrence for me and has happened before, and is quite normal for some beings.
also there are other beings of all sorts of species that my true self and other me's are in various relationships with, lovers, friends & the type. They are willing to continue or renew the relationships they have with the other me's or my true self with me, but that will be for me to decide after this incarnation is over and I've rested a bit, so plenty of time for me to decide then.
She also went into detail how my being here helps to anchor the energies and raise the vibrations and the energy vibrations that surround me help some individuals that I may be near, but it's mostly focused on helping the collective, planet, planetary being Gaia, and system.
It helps to raise the vibration, anchor in some energies & frequencies by my being here. This helps over the long run, especially by raising the vibrations, as well as other beneficial effects.
it may seem to be moving slowly but my incarnation will be over soon enough. THough going through the time it may seem like it's taking a long time, it'll be over soon enough.
The male Sirius Dolphin, Female royal naga, & royal female carian have prior relationships with me from before and that is the connection they have and why they have that connection to be guides in this incarnation at this time.
She also said that above a certain dimension no one wears clothes due to shame, to hide one's body parts, and not for the fact clothes have pockets. Everyone can just manifest instantly whatever they want or need. and the weather doesn't bother anyone nor the temperatures. Though some do like to wear a cloak or other clothes since they are in the mood for a certain look, flourish or somesuch like that.
once this incarnation is over no only will I likely not be incarnating anymore, but I'd be a, in a way, separate being, my own being, but also still part of my true self, and that stretches back to the one. my experiencing being separate will mean this will carry over once I return home and I can well be my own being, but also still a part of my true self. as has been said before. hard to explain what it reallly means. Think I understand what it means.
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during my 1st nap she, whoever she said, that Gaia does want to deepen our relationship but it's up to me. She said (and I guess the female voice is maybe either the female carian or naga guides. Though it may be a more senior guide, maybe even an angelic one or higher. Do angels have parents? I've no idea. Maybe, maybe not.
Anyway she said that with Gaia it started with just the sort of relationship of I'm here to help with the shift, help raise her vibration and that of her physical body, anchor in the frequencies by being here so the 2nd wave could come in, and help with clearing and such. but with Gaia it's gone past that and she does want to deepen the relationship and continue it after this incarnation is over. though it's ultimatly up to me and she, Gaia, wants me to wait till after this incarnation is over to fully and finally decide.
I guess this is because I'll have access to my full nature, memories, ect.
I did try to freeform focus 10, but was mainly relaxed, felt a bit of floating. part of it I talk to myself about certain things, so there was some progress.
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I was watching an art stream I watch and relaxed mentally and wondering who she is, the mental voice and I got the impression of warms, soft, fine feathers. Or that is how they feel to my hands as I caress her body. Wonder if it may be the royal carian female that I've been mates with before, or so she says we have been and I must admit I do feel a deeper love for her, not sexual lust, but sexual attraction is there, but it feels more like we've agreed there's time for that later. And I do get the feeling she enjoyed the caressing I may have done mentally. I guess maybe using part of my energy or something. The feeling I get is diffidently female avian and the sexual femaleness, in a way that feels like we've been intimate and shared energies before. Like the feeling royal female naga and with the male Sirius dolphin. Though it's maleness with him, and the sexual feelings are not on the surface, but lower down. Like I mentioned before, like there's time for that later, sort of feeling. hard to describe.
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I guess since I'm starting to get the feel of who and what I am, many others are farther ahead of me. I do wonder how long this will continue till I'll have full access to all my knowledge and memories. Due to the human collective matrix thing, I may not have access to all my abilities while I'm incarnated here. maybe it'll change over however long this incarnation will go on for.
Also got that I may one day have a kindle e-ink device. Not sure why they showed me that, and I may have a 10 inch tablet and more money then I do now. not rich but a bit more money on a month by month basis.
Also I would be going back home to the angelic realms. I may need to go back in steps instead of poof back. Not sure of how fast it would be or how slow. Something like a diver coming up from the depths to avoid getting the bends. Not that I would get the bends. not sure why I couldn't just go poof back but something about that is the way it's done and is best to do it that way.
Think I got a brief sorta glimpse of the angelic realms maybe. Or maybe just part of the other side. Nice place. Lots of white, the colors look more real then here. not all of it is really very physical and some have no real background nor forms. hard to explain what I saw. I'd need to go back, return, in steps since it's different then temporarily lowering one's vibration rate so one can channel. This is much more pronounced, having lowered my vibration rate to incarnate on the earth.
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I'll put down the basics of what she said as best as I can recall, though it'll likely not be in order. also no idea if this female who gave me the lecture was one of my 2 female guides, or another from higher up, one of my true family, a more senior guide, one of the time lord types that the free lecture mentioned. I've no idea, though I did seem to know her, or my true self did. This lecture was very technical though I only recall the general summary of the lecture. at least at this point.
The lecture was about various topics. Why I'd have to return home in stages instead of poof. Easiest since I lowered my vibration rate to incarnate here I'd have to return in steps. Though I would eventually return to the angelic realms to remain there for a while, resting, before I decided what to do next. and it would be highly likely that I would not incarnate, this me anyway.
Also other things like my using the stones/crystals I've been using and the orgonite device too. Are helping to clear me, also stabilize and even out the energies so the energies reaching earth won't effect me as much as before. Also these are helping me to be as much myself as the local matrix (she didn't use the term matrix but went into much more detail) supports only a certain amount of me being my true self. This would change over time and I could become more and more of my true self as time progresses till this incarnation ends when I'll become my true self and recall everything. Maybe no instantly, but it would happen much more quickly then being in a physical body would allow. also something about my current incarnation is variable as to how long it'll last. there are some several possibilities as to how long it may last.
She talked about how it's easier energetically for them, the male Sirius dolphin, female royal naga and female royal carian, to go from say 6d down to 4d temporarily to communicate with me. Instead of me reaching up as high as I can and I am capable of reaching higher then 6d. Also I am becoming more clear and easier to reach. as well as th reason I sometimes hear a distinct mental voice but often not is usually how it works is they send a message to through my subconsciousness and it's easiest if they send the message and let me intuitively know & feel what they sent/said. and that is why it often is my own mental voice though I do know or feel what they said. it takes more effort for them to send it farther and for me to get a distinct mental voice that is theirs. Also it's best if I am relaxed and the ability is developed along a certain line. The gateway and other things will help with this over time. Don't rush it. Just go at my own pace. and doing it intuitivly is still a very good method and means.
When this present incarnation ends I'll have to return home in stages instead of all at once since the lowering of my vibratory rate to incarnate had to be done gradually to keep it permanently low enough to incarnate here, it can only be returned at a set pace, though this will happen much faster then it was to lower it. I may go somewhere or my family could manifest a vehicle & I may go on that or be carried by one of my family, close friend, ect, from the angelic realms, or from a similar place of the same vibration rate and I may go to sleep during the trip as I'm carried there and will recover there, awakening once the process is over. My memories and knowledge and such will fully return during this, though some time to rest will be needed also and is normally part of the process.
I have been a number of different races, royalty being part of it, like royal naga, carian, among other races such as Sirius dolphins, Sirius humanoid, and other races & species. it's not unusual if this me here, this individual me incarnated in this human body doesn't incarnate after this. this is not an uncommon occurrence for me and has happened before, and is quite normal for some beings.
also there are other beings of all sorts of species that my true self and other me's are in various relationships with, lovers, friends & the type. They are willing to continue or renew the relationships they have with the other me's or my true self with me, but that will be for me to decide after this incarnation is over and I've rested a bit, so plenty of time for me to decide then.
She also went into detail how my being here helps to anchor the energies and raise the vibrations and the energy vibrations that surround me help some individuals that I may be near, but it's mostly focused on helping the collective, planet, planetary being Gaia, and system.
It helps to raise the vibration, anchor in some energies & frequencies by my being here. This helps over the long run, especially by raising the vibrations, as well as other beneficial effects.
it may seem to be moving slowly but my incarnation will be over soon enough. THough going through the time it may seem like it's taking a long time, it'll be over soon enough.
The male Sirius Dolphin, Female royal naga, & royal female carian have prior relationships with me from before and that is the connection they have and why they have that connection to be guides in this incarnation at this time.
She also said that above a certain dimension no one wears clothes due to shame, to hide one's body parts, and not for the fact clothes have pockets. Everyone can just manifest instantly whatever they want or need. and the weather doesn't bother anyone nor the temperatures. Though some do like to wear a cloak or other clothes since they are in the mood for a certain look, flourish or somesuch like that.
once this incarnation is over no only will I likely not be incarnating anymore, but I'd be a, in a way, separate being, my own being, but also still part of my true self, and that stretches back to the one. my experiencing being separate will mean this will carry over once I return home and I can well be my own being, but also still a part of my true self. as has been said before. hard to explain what it reallly means. Think I understand what it means.
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during my 1st nap she, whoever she said, that Gaia does want to deepen our relationship but it's up to me. She said (and I guess the female voice is maybe either the female carian or naga guides. Though it may be a more senior guide, maybe even an angelic one or higher. Do angels have parents? I've no idea. Maybe, maybe not.
Anyway she said that with Gaia it started with just the sort of relationship of I'm here to help with the shift, help raise her vibration and that of her physical body, anchor in the frequencies by being here so the 2nd wave could come in, and help with clearing and such. but with Gaia it's gone past that and she does want to deepen the relationship and continue it after this incarnation is over. though it's ultimatly up to me and she, Gaia, wants me to wait till after this incarnation is over to fully and finally decide.
I guess this is because I'll have access to my full nature, memories, ect.
I did try to freeform focus 10, but was mainly relaxed, felt a bit of floating. part of it I talk to myself about certain things, so there was some progress.
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I was watching an art stream I watch and relaxed mentally and wondering who she is, the mental voice and I got the impression of warms, soft, fine feathers. Or that is how they feel to my hands as I caress her body. Wonder if it may be the royal carian female that I've been mates with before, or so she says we have been and I must admit I do feel a deeper love for her, not sexual lust, but sexual attraction is there, but it feels more like we've agreed there's time for that later. And I do get the feeling she enjoyed the caressing I may have done mentally. I guess maybe using part of my energy or something. The feeling I get is diffidently female avian and the sexual femaleness, in a way that feels like we've been intimate and shared energies before. Like the feeling royal female naga and with the male Sirius dolphin. Though it's maleness with him, and the sexual feelings are not on the surface, but lower down. Like I mentioned before, like there's time for that later, sort of feeling. hard to describe.
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I guess since I'm starting to get the feel of who and what I am, many others are farther ahead of me. I do wonder how long this will continue till I'll have full access to all my knowledge and memories. Due to the human collective matrix thing, I may not have access to all my abilities while I'm incarnated here. maybe it'll change over however long this incarnation will go on for.
Friday, November 20, 2015
Friday 11-20
I got my orgone pendant I ordered on Monday. Nice. No idea if it works or has any energy. I think I feel slightly different but it may have energy I can't yet feel or only barely can. It came with a free lightpen that is a pen and penlight in one, nice. Wherever it was made or packaged must be heavy with incense since the inside of the padded envelope smells of that, the plastic bags that are resealable all smell of that. Not that I mind the smell. Time will tell of this does anything since I don't expect to notice anything right away. Though I do think I feel energy in my body, a resonating that I've felt before. Time will tell and the effects may be subtle.
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I did the freeform focus 10 and I did get some conversation from who I guess are my 3 guides. A female royal naga, male Sirius dolphin, and a female Carian. She looked like an anthro or biped bird. Not sure if the wings I saw were a cloak or actual wings, though she did have hands.
she said when I asked that yes she is of royalty and we were mates, as I was with the naga before and the male Sirius dolphin and I are very good friends from before. She said that the 3 of them are certainly willing to renew or continue their relationships with me, once this incarnation is over. To which the others agreed. She went on to say that best to focus on them being guides to me and friends since this incarnation won't really last long enough for us to renew our relationships with each other, theirs with me. best to keep it to the guide and friend type of dealing for now. She did also say that indeed the 3 of them did continue their relationships with me between my incarnations. She said I am from the angelic planes/realms and it is a great place. I'll love it there and do spend a great deal of time there, though I'm also spending time elsewhere since that is what I do. I think she also mentioned it's a good thing that I started getting into orgonite devices & that I got one and I plan on getting more, but no need to hurry. She also said that I would enjoy sacred geometry as well and look into that also. Just be myself, my true self & things will go great and will be fine.
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I was thinking earlier. think that I do have some knowledge of my self. Being a Seraphim from the angelic realms, having incarnated on Sirius (not sure if it was 1 or more worlds) as a variety of species, but at least or a few times or more then a few as a Sirius dolphin, but also as a merman and a blue skinned humanoid. And others also. No idea of the worlds. a royal naga, royal carian, maybe a royal positive royal alpha draconian but not sure of this race. Not sure of the others I have been or how often I have been the various species I know I have been, but that's not really important. I still feel that I will likely choose to not incarnate again. I may become like an oversoul or a multi dimensional being in my own right, but still a part of my true self at the same time.
feel like I'm also a unicorn, and have a connection to dragons, but not sure in what way. Maybe I've been those in the past and or have some parallel incarnations, or other selves who are some of those.
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I did the freeform focus 10 and I did get some conversation from who I guess are my 3 guides. A female royal naga, male Sirius dolphin, and a female Carian. She looked like an anthro or biped bird. Not sure if the wings I saw were a cloak or actual wings, though she did have hands.
she said when I asked that yes she is of royalty and we were mates, as I was with the naga before and the male Sirius dolphin and I are very good friends from before. She said that the 3 of them are certainly willing to renew or continue their relationships with me, once this incarnation is over. To which the others agreed. She went on to say that best to focus on them being guides to me and friends since this incarnation won't really last long enough for us to renew our relationships with each other, theirs with me. best to keep it to the guide and friend type of dealing for now. She did also say that indeed the 3 of them did continue their relationships with me between my incarnations. She said I am from the angelic planes/realms and it is a great place. I'll love it there and do spend a great deal of time there, though I'm also spending time elsewhere since that is what I do. I think she also mentioned it's a good thing that I started getting into orgonite devices & that I got one and I plan on getting more, but no need to hurry. She also said that I would enjoy sacred geometry as well and look into that also. Just be myself, my true self & things will go great and will be fine.
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I was thinking earlier. think that I do have some knowledge of my self. Being a Seraphim from the angelic realms, having incarnated on Sirius (not sure if it was 1 or more worlds) as a variety of species, but at least or a few times or more then a few as a Sirius dolphin, but also as a merman and a blue skinned humanoid. And others also. No idea of the worlds. a royal naga, royal carian, maybe a royal positive royal alpha draconian but not sure of this race. Not sure of the others I have been or how often I have been the various species I know I have been, but that's not really important. I still feel that I will likely choose to not incarnate again. I may become like an oversoul or a multi dimensional being in my own right, but still a part of my true self at the same time.
feel like I'm also a unicorn, and have a connection to dragons, but not sure in what way. Maybe I've been those in the past and or have some parallel incarnations, or other selves who are some of those.
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