I had one of my female guides give me a very technical lecture on a number of topics. I also got a few flashes of future tech, like I did as a kid. A wide screen thin screen that some would hang on the wall and use it for the computer monitor & tv and it would be very thin. And if your needs are moderate you could get a computer on a small thing like an android on a stick, a 2 by 3 inch thing that you can plug into the back with a ssd, and the screen itself is thin.
Also got that I may one day have a kindle e-ink device. Not sure why they showed me that, and I may have a 10 inch tablet and more money then I do now. not rich but a bit more money on a month by month basis.
Also I would be going back home to the angelic realms. I may need to go back in steps instead of poof back. Not sure of how fast it would be or how slow. Something like a diver coming up from the depths to avoid getting the bends. Not that I would get the bends. not sure why I couldn't just go poof back but something about that is the way it's done and is best to do it that way.
Think I got a brief sorta glimpse of the angelic realms maybe. Or maybe just part of the other side. Nice place. Lots of white, the colors look more real then here. not all of it is really very physical and some have no real background nor forms. hard to explain what I saw. I'd need to go back, return, in steps since it's different then temporarily lowering one's vibration rate so one can channel. This is much more pronounced, having lowered my vibration rate to incarnate on the earth.
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I'll put down the basics of what she said as best as I can recall, though it'll likely not be in order. also no idea if this female who gave me the lecture was one of my 2 female guides, or another from higher up, one of my true family, a more senior guide, one of the time lord types that the free lecture mentioned. I've no idea, though I did seem to know her, or my true self did. This lecture was very technical though I only recall the general summary of the lecture. at least at this point.
The lecture was about various topics. Why I'd have to return home in stages instead of poof. Easiest since I lowered my vibration rate to incarnate here I'd have to return in steps. Though I would eventually return to the angelic realms to remain there for a while, resting, before I decided what to do next. and it would be highly likely that I would not incarnate, this me anyway.
Also other things like my using the stones/crystals I've been using and the orgonite device too. Are helping to clear me, also stabilize and even out the energies so the energies reaching earth won't effect me as much as before. Also these are helping me to be as much myself as the local matrix (she didn't use the term matrix but went into much more detail) supports only a certain amount of me being my true self. This would change over time and I could become more and more of my true self as time progresses till this incarnation ends when I'll become my true self and recall everything. Maybe no instantly, but it would happen much more quickly then being in a physical body would allow. also something about my current incarnation is variable as to how long it'll last. there are some several possibilities as to how long it may last.
She talked about how it's easier energetically for them, the male Sirius dolphin, female royal naga and female royal carian, to go from say 6d down to 4d temporarily to communicate with me. Instead of me reaching up as high as I can and I am capable of reaching higher then 6d. Also I am becoming more clear and easier to reach. as well as th reason I sometimes hear a distinct mental voice but often not is usually how it works is they send a message to through my subconsciousness and it's easiest if they send the message and let me intuitively know & feel what they sent/said. and that is why it often is my own mental voice though I do know or feel what they said. it takes more effort for them to send it farther and for me to get a distinct mental voice that is theirs. Also it's best if I am relaxed and the ability is developed along a certain line. The gateway and other things will help with this over time. Don't rush it. Just go at my own pace. and doing it intuitivly is still a very good method and means.
When this present incarnation ends I'll have to return home in stages instead of all at once since the lowering of my vibratory rate to incarnate had to be done gradually to keep it permanently low enough to incarnate here, it can only be returned at a set pace, though this will happen much faster then it was to lower it. I may go somewhere or my family could manifest a vehicle & I may go on that or be carried by one of my family, close friend, ect, from the angelic realms, or from a similar place of the same vibration rate and I may go to sleep during the trip as I'm carried there and will recover there, awakening once the process is over. My memories and knowledge and such will fully return during this, though some time to rest will be needed also and is normally part of the process.
I have been a number of different races, royalty being part of it, like royal naga, carian, among other races such as Sirius dolphins, Sirius humanoid, and other races & species. it's not unusual if this me here, this individual me incarnated in this human body doesn't incarnate after this. this is not an uncommon occurrence for me and has happened before, and is quite normal for some beings.
also there are other beings of all sorts of species that my true self and other me's are in various relationships with, lovers, friends & the type. They are willing to continue or renew the relationships they have with the other me's or my true self with me, but that will be for me to decide after this incarnation is over and I've rested a bit, so plenty of time for me to decide then.
She also went into detail how my being here helps to anchor the energies and raise the vibrations and the energy vibrations that surround me help some individuals that I may be near, but it's mostly focused on helping the collective, planet, planetary being Gaia, and system.
It helps to raise the vibration, anchor in some energies & frequencies by my being here. This helps over the long run, especially by raising the vibrations, as well as other beneficial effects.
it may seem to be moving slowly but my incarnation will be over soon enough. THough going through the time it may seem like it's taking a long time, it'll be over soon enough.
The male Sirius Dolphin, Female royal naga, & royal female carian have prior relationships with me from before and that is the connection they have and why they have that connection to be guides in this incarnation at this time.
She also said that above a certain dimension no one wears clothes due to shame, to hide one's body parts, and not for the fact clothes have pockets. Everyone can just manifest instantly whatever they want or need. and the weather doesn't bother anyone nor the temperatures. Though some do like to wear a cloak or other clothes since they are in the mood for a certain look, flourish or somesuch like that.
once this incarnation is over no only will I likely not be incarnating anymore, but I'd be a, in a way, separate being, my own being, but also still part of my true self, and that stretches back to the one. my experiencing being separate will mean this will carry over once I return home and I can well be my own being, but also still a part of my true self. as has been said before. hard to explain what it reallly means. Think I understand what it means.
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during my 1st nap she, whoever she said, that Gaia does want to deepen our relationship but it's up to me. She said (and I guess the female voice is maybe either the female carian or naga guides. Though it may be a more senior guide, maybe even an angelic one or higher. Do angels have parents? I've no idea. Maybe, maybe not.
Anyway she said that with Gaia it started with just the sort of relationship of I'm here to help with the shift, help raise her vibration and that of her physical body, anchor in the frequencies by being here so the 2nd wave could come in, and help with clearing and such. but with Gaia it's gone past that and she does want to deepen the relationship and continue it after this incarnation is over. though it's ultimatly up to me and she, Gaia, wants me to wait till after this incarnation is over to fully and finally decide.
I guess this is because I'll have access to my full nature, memories, ect.
I did try to freeform focus 10, but was mainly relaxed, felt a bit of floating. part of it I talk to myself about certain things, so there was some progress.
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I was watching an art stream I watch and relaxed mentally and wondering who she is, the mental voice and I got the impression of warms, soft, fine feathers. Or that is how they feel to my hands as I caress her body. Wonder if it may be the royal carian female that I've been mates with before, or so she says we have been and I must admit I do feel a deeper love for her, not sexual lust, but sexual attraction is there, but it feels more like we've agreed there's time for that later. And I do get the feeling she enjoyed the caressing I may have done mentally. I guess maybe using part of my energy or something. The feeling I get is diffidently female avian and the sexual femaleness, in a way that feels like we've been intimate and shared energies before. Like the feeling royal female naga and with the male Sirius dolphin. Though it's maleness with him, and the sexual feelings are not on the surface, but lower down. Like I mentioned before, like there's time for that later, sort of feeling. hard to describe.
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I guess since I'm starting to get the feel of who and what I am, many others are farther ahead of me. I do wonder how long this will continue till I'll have full access to all my knowledge and memories. Due to the human collective matrix thing, I may not have access to all my abilities while I'm incarnated here. maybe it'll change over however long this incarnation will go on for.
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