Thurs [12-3]

I did wave 2.3, 1 month patterning.  overall it went pretty well.  During a short bit I may have dipped very deep since it seemed I lost some time, not sure if it happened or if so what happened during this time.  Overall I'd say it went very well.  I was very relaxed and I did feel much more expansive.

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Thought I'd try getting very relaxed and try typing with my eyes closed then try open eyed meditation when I felt ready while this relaxed, to see if and what I get.

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Greetings my brother. I am another you've not spoken to as of yet.  Since I do dislike going to a place far dense then where I am at present.  Our contact and communications requires you to be more relaxed then you usually are and as clear as you are at present, which is excellent news to and for you.  and others as well since it means the process and project is progressing exceedingly well. congratulation.

You are getting very clear and more aware, as much as is possible at present.  as for form and species I am one of those who lacks a different set form, since I prefer not to incarnate but to be in a not fully defined shape and form, as you can some hat feel at present given your more relaxed state.  I do hope you continue doing things like this so we can talk more in present, your future that is, and you continue doing an progressing in the gateway.  I have been practicing slowing down my thoughts I send so I can send them at the speed you are use to.  Since compared to some other places humans are often thinking in something like slow motion.

But on on to more positive things, you are getting comfortable at being more and more of your true self, which is good, though it may mean you are even more alien to the earth in your thoughts, feelings and such, but that is fine.  it is best for you to be more true to yourself then to be more like an earth human, given the shift going on and over the long run things will be going exceedingly well for you and for them as well that are at present incarnate don the earth.  If I were to pick a form I think something like a sea serpent tor snake would be more ot my liking bu t I prefer not to incarnate into a set form or species, or function, doing things as I like, much as you do, bu t with fewer species and forms set.  since in many places formless beings such as myself are welcome to come and go as we please to help others or just to relax and have a but of fun. I am as you would say from the same realm you are from, so this form is more natural to us both and you do spend time here as well, well at our home I should say, as well as here where I am too.  Though I'll go at present before my energy may cause more then a temporary mild headache, it is good to speak to you again my brother and I do use the term since from a being standpoint as some earth humans would say we are of the same a soul group or family, and at an energy being stand point we are brothers as the earth humans would classify it, if I were to have a gender that is.  if I were to limit my gender to male or female I do think male would fit me but iI do not limit myself to a set gender definition  you lea  lean more naturally towards male but are not a full male, think of yourself as others have said and you have said yourself, a male leaning herm.  we'll talk again brother, it is good to be able to connect to this facet of yourself, I have been waiting for the right time to do so, bye for now and continue to be true to yourself.
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I do think that went well, despite that meaning I"ll have to go and correct all the massive typos.  The last bit of it I typed with my eyes open, but looking to one side so I could not see the screen and not fuss if I saw a typo. 

I can say he felt, & I use the he term loosely.  But he did feel formless, but also like a warm and loving being and felt like I knew him from somewhere but couldn't place it.

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I feel it's as simple as doing what you came here to do.  Being true to yourself is not being ashamed if you get mad at something, accept that since you will get mad at times, as well as other things that you'll feel.  Accept that as part of yourself and your true feelings. No need to feel bad about your feelings.  Though how you act on them and let them make you feel is another matter.  You can work on yourself if you want, being more and more of your true self instead of the conditioned programmed self that starts once one is born if not before that.  All the folks doing that, conditioning and programming you though most of them are well meaning and think they are doing what is best.

I do hope one day things will change and everyone can just be their true selves and be true to themselves, perhaps one day on earth it'll be possible.  Things do seem to be improving every day so that is one very good sign.  Though remembering to do this can be the not easy part.