I did the 10th meditation for part 4. It was about the aura. As I ran the energies I did feel the aura that was around 3-4 inches felt like it grew lighter, more refined, higher type energy. Though I do wonder if this is a type of energy body they'll talk about in the next part, part 5. I'll find out in a few weeks.
When I did some of the upper centers it felt like this aura expanded in size a bit, and grew lighter with a more higher more refined energy still. I think the maximum size was around 6 inches, maybe slightly more. I'm sure there is a long term point for this, but it's ok that I may not know right now.I guess it's bringing more harmony to the mental and emotional bodies and maybe all the various energy bodies.
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I did the meditation again and it went better it felt like this time. Running the energies went very well. As for the meditation itself my aura did feel even finer, like the energy that made it up was of a finer type of energy then usual. I also di feel the different energy feel of some of the light body energy centers, and what combining 2 of them does. It does make the energy feel a bit different. Also feels like I went to medium or maybe deeper then medium for part of the meditation.
I also go the soul memory that I am part of some soul group or soul family. I also got a bit later and none of them are really here or if they are they are not folks I'd meet in this incarnation, or if I did I may have already decades ago.
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Wednesday, May 13, 2015
Tuesday, May 12, 2015
Tuesday [5-12]
So far I think this part of the awaken the light body has been the most meh of all of them. Though I have gotten some positive benefits and had some positive experiences, overall it's been pretty meh. Though not surprising that 1 part of a 6 part course would be sorta meh. The first 3 were about the light body energy centers, this is about, I think, creating harmony and balance with and between the emotional and mental bodies. Though I'm sure it may have benefits that I am not aware of as of yet.
I think when I do the course a 2nd time, I'll listen to the audio once, like before, but I think the 2nd time that day I'll try to do the audio without listening to the audio, since I think since I had listened it twice in the weeks before, and also once that day, my memory of the meditation should be pretty fresh.
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This one went very well. Running the energies. Though the same 2 of the least responsive were the same, the leow and pieah. As for the refined energy I could feel it going into my various energy systems and body. I had the intention of channeling it into my mental and energy bodies, though that was not mentioned in the audio meditation. The meeting your future selves was interesting as well as taking up the finer gridwork and energy of the near future and a bit farther along future possible selves. I think this will be one of the do regular one.
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I did the 9th meditation again and it went very well. I had some surprises. Running the energies went very well, with the pieah (6th) being the weakest, but that is ok. This was again about bringing in finer energy into your energy centers and your future self appearing twice so you can have it bring it's finer gridwork onto or into yours. This time the first future me was me, but also I felt me while my twin had merged with him. Our combining gridwork and energy felt, it took a very sexual feel to it very quickly but it went well. Very well indeed. their gridwork was finer then mine, a lot finer and felt finer, hard to describe how it felt.
The 2nd time a future me did appear, but it was a future twin flame. Who is still a future me but not this future me. This combining our gridwork and energies went well, like before her gridwork and energy felt more fine then mine. As we combined our gridwork and energy stuff I felt greatly expanded, larger. More. It wasn't really a sexual feel, strong feel, but not sexual, not really. Then when she left my current twin popped in and we did some hugging and kissing, sharing intimacy at an energy and emotional level, but not sexually, though there was the feel that would later after this incarnation is over so no hurry.
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As I was laying down to nap again the urge to return home, the draw home, grew pretty strong. It is not as strong now, but it is still pretty strong. It seems to be present nearly all the time, just a matter of how strong it is at the moment. I wonder if it's a sign of I'm becoming more my true self. or maybe it's a sign of something else.
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Feels like my energy is resonating. Also I have been thinking about my twin flame more. Recently I noticed a strong desire to be with her and not here, as strong as my desire to go home, but a separate desire. Wonder if that is due to my unfolding more of being my true self. Who doesn't want to be here. or at least in a place I can't pop around at will. And is very dense, among other things.
I think when I do the course a 2nd time, I'll listen to the audio once, like before, but I think the 2nd time that day I'll try to do the audio without listening to the audio, since I think since I had listened it twice in the weeks before, and also once that day, my memory of the meditation should be pretty fresh.
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This one went very well. Running the energies. Though the same 2 of the least responsive were the same, the leow and pieah. As for the refined energy I could feel it going into my various energy systems and body. I had the intention of channeling it into my mental and energy bodies, though that was not mentioned in the audio meditation. The meeting your future selves was interesting as well as taking up the finer gridwork and energy of the near future and a bit farther along future possible selves. I think this will be one of the do regular one.
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I did the 9th meditation again and it went very well. I had some surprises. Running the energies went very well, with the pieah (6th) being the weakest, but that is ok. This was again about bringing in finer energy into your energy centers and your future self appearing twice so you can have it bring it's finer gridwork onto or into yours. This time the first future me was me, but also I felt me while my twin had merged with him. Our combining gridwork and energy felt, it took a very sexual feel to it very quickly but it went well. Very well indeed. their gridwork was finer then mine, a lot finer and felt finer, hard to describe how it felt.
The 2nd time a future me did appear, but it was a future twin flame. Who is still a future me but not this future me. This combining our gridwork and energies went well, like before her gridwork and energy felt more fine then mine. As we combined our gridwork and energy stuff I felt greatly expanded, larger. More. It wasn't really a sexual feel, strong feel, but not sexual, not really. Then when she left my current twin popped in and we did some hugging and kissing, sharing intimacy at an energy and emotional level, but not sexually, though there was the feel that would later after this incarnation is over so no hurry.
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As I was laying down to nap again the urge to return home, the draw home, grew pretty strong. It is not as strong now, but it is still pretty strong. It seems to be present nearly all the time, just a matter of how strong it is at the moment. I wonder if it's a sign of I'm becoming more my true self. or maybe it's a sign of something else.
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Feels like my energy is resonating. Also I have been thinking about my twin flame more. Recently I noticed a strong desire to be with her and not here, as strong as my desire to go home, but a separate desire. Wonder if that is due to my unfolding more of being my true self. Who doesn't want to be here. or at least in a place I can't pop around at will. And is very dense, among other things.
Monday, May 11, 2015
Monday [5-11]
I do seem to remember that home is that non physical place where souls do look like balls of color or small suns. That, I feel, is the primary home and like some others of the pod, I travel to and from that place and where the pod is, based on my mood, interests, though I do feel like I do pop around much more widly then some others do, having a number of places i like to visit or stay at, based on my mood, interests, and other factors. I feel that I do have more then 1 home, or place I may stay at if I visit certain places routinely, though the non physical place, whatever it's called, if it does have a name other then home, is my primary home, and I do spend quite a bit of time there. Perhaps half or more then any other single location. Not sure on the exact specifics.
I feel like some pod members travel between these 2 places.
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I did the 8th meditation for the 4th awaken the light body and I think it went well including running the energies. It was about experiencing abundance as energy, which I think went well. The type of abundance I choose was money, since who can't use some extra or more money. Not knowing what to do with it afterwards I just gave it to my divine self.
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I do see living in a linear existence as pretty much a drag. It does have some pleasures and fun, but it's 1 day after the next and not able to pop around as you want. Also this density where you can't go anywhere and so many abilities are blocked. Very limiting. I can feel I do greatly prefer a non linear existence and mainly places with very low density I guess the term would be, since earth is a high density place, everything being so dense here by comparison to some other places.
It has shown me I really don't have a desire to incarnate. Sure, being incarnate does allow one certain pleasures, fun, avenues for certain things, but if I add in the drag and stuff, it's not something I really want to do nor desire. Original soul did so for specific missions or reasons. But I feel I'm, perhaps, a part of him that didn't want to incarnate anymore. Who had grown tired of it and felt it to be a big drag. Nothing wrong with that. Lots of options.
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[note from 7-25] I had deleted some older channeling since I was going through a depression period and purging some stuff or whatever it was. This morning I got the idea I could copy and paste them to the end of the regular posts of the same day. Simplest way to put the older posts in.
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I feel like some pod members travel between these 2 places.
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I did the 8th meditation for the 4th awaken the light body and I think it went well including running the energies. It was about experiencing abundance as energy, which I think went well. The type of abundance I choose was money, since who can't use some extra or more money. Not knowing what to do with it afterwards I just gave it to my divine self.
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I do see living in a linear existence as pretty much a drag. It does have some pleasures and fun, but it's 1 day after the next and not able to pop around as you want. Also this density where you can't go anywhere and so many abilities are blocked. Very limiting. I can feel I do greatly prefer a non linear existence and mainly places with very low density I guess the term would be, since earth is a high density place, everything being so dense here by comparison to some other places.
It has shown me I really don't have a desire to incarnate. Sure, being incarnate does allow one certain pleasures, fun, avenues for certain things, but if I add in the drag and stuff, it's not something I really want to do nor desire. Original soul did so for specific missions or reasons. But I feel I'm, perhaps, a part of him that didn't want to incarnate anymore. Who had grown tired of it and felt it to be a big drag. Nothing wrong with that. Lots of options.
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[note from 7-25] I had deleted some older channeling since I was going through a depression period and purging some stuff or whatever it was. This morning I got the idea I could copy and paste them to the end of the regular posts of the same day. Simplest way to put the older posts in.
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Decided to try a short channel session
since I have been feeling better the past few days. I decided to see if
I can reach what appears to be my current guide, a possible future self
projection.
So what is home like? <Depends on which one you mean. The Primary home is one of a non physical nature, some would say. And as you have been remembering and accessing your soul knowledge, you do wish to have more then 1 and I do have more then 1. The primary one as we call it, we being you and me is of a non physical nature in a place some would call the true home of a soul or the soul realms as I remember I use to call the place. It is of a limitlessness nature and really everywhere is of the soul realms, it's just a question of the focus the majority in the area prefer and in some places the place can react to each person individually. Some places this is less apparent then other places. But as to the primary home here most choose what you could call the default appearance, which is like a ball of light or a small sun. it is a place you've been to and will love to return to once you do. Some of the pod do travel to this place and back to where the pod usually hangs out/lives. The place they often go to is of a more physical nature but a place far less dense then the earth is at it's present level of development existence. You've been to some spots there. One can choose one's appearance and manifest what you want instantly. One can manifest there since it is one of the many places where the reason it was created, set up as well as the current inhabitants do not mind and allow one to pop in and out as one wishes. Some, many, come here for special healing treatments. The crystals of this place do help to amplify certain types of healing that some have refereed to as a sonic type of healing. the description is at once true, but an oversimplification of what is actually happening when a treatment is given. there are other beings who live nearby the area, and not to far off. And others who do enjoy coming to visit.
There is also other places I visit and stay for varying lengths of time. some places unicorns and other beings recognized on earth do live. Other places have beings some on earth have not dreampt of or have only heard of through various means. >
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So what is it like when you get channeled? <basically I do relax, and send a part of myself out to lower my, what you would call making myself a bit more dense, lower vibrations, and aligning my energy so I am more in harmony and comparable with the one I have practiced before they incarnated and have a previous agreement to channel. With myself, past or present, it is far easier. since the energy is already in perfect alignment. Though since I'm not our twin there is no intensity or other effects if she were channeled. As great as those effects and experiences may be. Telepathically channeling is far easier on both parties, the more the channeled being is brought into the body, the more difficult it could be one could say, on both and the more preparation needed. it is at the same time complicated and easy. one of this things that describing it makes it sound very complicated, but once you do it it feels easier then complicated, especially once you get the hang of it.>
I had to pause a few times during this to let my forearms rest from all the typing. I think it went well for a short channeling session.
So what is home like? <Depends on which one you mean. The Primary home is one of a non physical nature, some would say. And as you have been remembering and accessing your soul knowledge, you do wish to have more then 1 and I do have more then 1. The primary one as we call it, we being you and me is of a non physical nature in a place some would call the true home of a soul or the soul realms as I remember I use to call the place. It is of a limitlessness nature and really everywhere is of the soul realms, it's just a question of the focus the majority in the area prefer and in some places the place can react to each person individually. Some places this is less apparent then other places. But as to the primary home here most choose what you could call the default appearance, which is like a ball of light or a small sun. it is a place you've been to and will love to return to once you do. Some of the pod do travel to this place and back to where the pod usually hangs out/lives. The place they often go to is of a more physical nature but a place far less dense then the earth is at it's present level of development existence. You've been to some spots there. One can choose one's appearance and manifest what you want instantly. One can manifest there since it is one of the many places where the reason it was created, set up as well as the current inhabitants do not mind and allow one to pop in and out as one wishes. Some, many, come here for special healing treatments. The crystals of this place do help to amplify certain types of healing that some have refereed to as a sonic type of healing. the description is at once true, but an oversimplification of what is actually happening when a treatment is given. there are other beings who live nearby the area, and not to far off. And others who do enjoy coming to visit.
There is also other places I visit and stay for varying lengths of time. some places unicorns and other beings recognized on earth do live. Other places have beings some on earth have not dreampt of or have only heard of through various means. >
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So what is it like when you get channeled? <basically I do relax, and send a part of myself out to lower my, what you would call making myself a bit more dense, lower vibrations, and aligning my energy so I am more in harmony and comparable with the one I have practiced before they incarnated and have a previous agreement to channel. With myself, past or present, it is far easier. since the energy is already in perfect alignment. Though since I'm not our twin there is no intensity or other effects if she were channeled. As great as those effects and experiences may be. Telepathically channeling is far easier on both parties, the more the channeled being is brought into the body, the more difficult it could be one could say, on both and the more preparation needed. it is at the same time complicated and easy. one of this things that describing it makes it sound very complicated, but once you do it it feels easier then complicated, especially once you get the hang of it.>
I had to pause a few times during this to let my forearms rest from all the typing. I think it went well for a short channeling session.
Sunday, May 10, 2015
Sunday [5-10]
The home I feel a longing for is a place I've not heard any talk about, except maybe in some of the Michael newton books I read, suggested by someone since when I posted about my experiences they said it sounded like the Michael newton books. This was a bit after the 2nd book came out , so maybe 10 years ago. it's where all the beings look like balls of light or colored light. some, well 1 that I saw, was an ultraviolet color. Some sort of teacher or something. I was a point of consciousness. Guess I was a ball of color too but couldn't perceive that.
Not sure if that is the true soul home, or just the home or the main primary home for me, or the 3 of us, me , soul, & twin flame, and or divine self. It may be a mix. I'm sure I'll find out eventually, no hurry.
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I did the 7th meditation for the 4th part of awaken the light body. Overall it went well. This one was about seeing relationships as energy. It didn't matter the type of relationship. and I could feel what Daben said. there is an energy to the relationship and I had a reaction to the feel of the energy, and running the energy did have it feel like the energy of the relationship did become positive. An interesting thing I had not though of before. I'll have to do this in the future. My guess it this is, perhaps, working on my reaction and maybe perceptions of the relationship and the energy involved, making things overall positive, and likely one could make it even more positive if it was already positive. Think the 2nd time I do this I may try my twin flame or soul relationship. Both are already positive, I'll see what this will do to it.
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I did the 7th meditation for part 4 for the 2nd time. Didn't get as much this time. I think it was for a mix of reasons. Part of the reason I didn't get much from my upper 2 centers I think was 2 future selves wanted to pop in to talk a bit. The relationship I decided to focus on was my twin flame and our relationship. I got stuff I knew before. She is me, another me, I did love her deeply. We will merge, temporarily, temporarily since we will want to be sometimes merged and sometimes experiencing ourselves as separate beings, since that is fun and great as well, as well as unique ways to share intimacy.
The 2 future selves that popped in, first was the me from a thousand years from me, he talked briefly, he said he was acting as a temporary bridge, then a future me came through that both said were from say a million years from now. He did say this session very easy since he had a lot of experience being channeled, having done that before. he said he had considered incarnating after this but has not since it is to limiting. Incarnating has certain fun aspects, depending on where you incarnate, and certain places has unique pleasures, but he finds it far to limiting since he prefers to zip around. He mentioned some more linear beings considered him very very chaotic or with a very short attention span, but his methods of being pure non linear did have a focus. If he decides to visit friends, soul family, he may pop around seemingly at random in places or times, but it does have a pattern and a reason behind it, but those who prefer to be linear or heavily linear would not be able to see it. Which is fine since that is their way and his way is his way.
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I did the meeting your guide audio. i had a conversation with my future self during that and also before I did the specific meditation.
I don't recall all the topic and stuff, it was a normal sort of conversation. He did talk about there are places where souls can play, or can even become say kids and have temporary veils on them, if they choose, or they can just play at being kids. There are many varied types of play. Many pastimes.
He also said the rpg group I'm in does meet occasionally. It's a sort of different since it's possible to be in a full 3d world during that. And when the group meets it's for 1 whole adventure, not for just a 3 or 4 hour session.
He also said some pod members travel to and from where they normally live or hang out and to a, what some may call a non physical dimension or density, not the right terms but sorta close. There are some beings who prefer to be in varying types of physical, some prefer being wholly non physical. Though not exactly correct. Some like to travel back and forth between the 2 areas or phases. Again not correct but a very rough vague thing. I do understand since at the time he, or it, was either sending me the information and images, or maybe I was just remembering or accessing the information.
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I also remember asking him why it seems to easy and he said it is due in part that in past lives we've developed the ability to channel so that is part, also we're the same being, but experiencing things non linearly, so our energy is in perfect sync, and he is very experienced at being channeled and channeling so that makes things much easier, plus I (meaning this me here) am higher then I know or suspect myself to be, so this also makes it easier and less of the feeling pressure, to much energy, ect and feels like just us having a conversation. He also mentioned the density of where you are is like the gravity well of a planet. And where the channeler is can also be thought of as gravity well of a planet. Though density doesn't work like that for purposes of channeling.
For some it's more like they have to reach up a mountain with the channeled being at the top of the mountain and the channeler has to reach up the mountain and energetically climb part of the way and the being to be channeled has to reach down and come down to a lower point of the mountain so they can meet somewhere part way. We however don't need to do that.
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I recall his also talking about how having to live linearly is a real drag, to use a more 60's type slang expression. Like being a solar engineer may be interesting as a incarnation, but that my entail say a 600 year linear existence agreement. having to pick one's parents, having the vehicle/body created in whatever fashion it is, then having go through having the body born or hatched, being in infant, toddler, child, ect, not able to pop back to an earlier stage or pop off somewhere else if you want, like hangout with the pod for a while, to to one's true home, be with Maribelle, or other things. You have to be in this linear existence for however long the lifespan is. Some unique fun can be had, the type depending on the place, but overall a real drag. I do understand since I feel much the same as being here. Just not a huge drag to me I guess since I'm calm about being here, I'm here, I can't pop anywhere so can't do anything about it. But I do agree that if I were to redo it I'd not come here. I don't like a forced linear existence, to much of a drag. if I could pop off where I want it wouldn't to as much of a problem, but then it would not be a linear existence really.
He does mention some higher, dimensions and densities, and the 2 are not the same term. Dimension and density are 2 different things. Though they can be confused for each other. There is more freedom the less dense the area/realm is.
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Not sure if that is the true soul home, or just the home or the main primary home for me, or the 3 of us, me , soul, & twin flame, and or divine self. It may be a mix. I'm sure I'll find out eventually, no hurry.
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I did the 7th meditation for the 4th part of awaken the light body. Overall it went well. This one was about seeing relationships as energy. It didn't matter the type of relationship. and I could feel what Daben said. there is an energy to the relationship and I had a reaction to the feel of the energy, and running the energy did have it feel like the energy of the relationship did become positive. An interesting thing I had not though of before. I'll have to do this in the future. My guess it this is, perhaps, working on my reaction and maybe perceptions of the relationship and the energy involved, making things overall positive, and likely one could make it even more positive if it was already positive. Think the 2nd time I do this I may try my twin flame or soul relationship. Both are already positive, I'll see what this will do to it.
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I did the 7th meditation for part 4 for the 2nd time. Didn't get as much this time. I think it was for a mix of reasons. Part of the reason I didn't get much from my upper 2 centers I think was 2 future selves wanted to pop in to talk a bit. The relationship I decided to focus on was my twin flame and our relationship. I got stuff I knew before. She is me, another me, I did love her deeply. We will merge, temporarily, temporarily since we will want to be sometimes merged and sometimes experiencing ourselves as separate beings, since that is fun and great as well, as well as unique ways to share intimacy.
The 2 future selves that popped in, first was the me from a thousand years from me, he talked briefly, he said he was acting as a temporary bridge, then a future me came through that both said were from say a million years from now. He did say this session very easy since he had a lot of experience being channeled, having done that before. he said he had considered incarnating after this but has not since it is to limiting. Incarnating has certain fun aspects, depending on where you incarnate, and certain places has unique pleasures, but he finds it far to limiting since he prefers to zip around. He mentioned some more linear beings considered him very very chaotic or with a very short attention span, but his methods of being pure non linear did have a focus. If he decides to visit friends, soul family, he may pop around seemingly at random in places or times, but it does have a pattern and a reason behind it, but those who prefer to be linear or heavily linear would not be able to see it. Which is fine since that is their way and his way is his way.
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I did the meeting your guide audio. i had a conversation with my future self during that and also before I did the specific meditation.
I don't recall all the topic and stuff, it was a normal sort of conversation. He did talk about there are places where souls can play, or can even become say kids and have temporary veils on them, if they choose, or they can just play at being kids. There are many varied types of play. Many pastimes.
He also said the rpg group I'm in does meet occasionally. It's a sort of different since it's possible to be in a full 3d world during that. And when the group meets it's for 1 whole adventure, not for just a 3 or 4 hour session.
He also said some pod members travel to and from where they normally live or hang out and to a, what some may call a non physical dimension or density, not the right terms but sorta close. There are some beings who prefer to be in varying types of physical, some prefer being wholly non physical. Though not exactly correct. Some like to travel back and forth between the 2 areas or phases. Again not correct but a very rough vague thing. I do understand since at the time he, or it, was either sending me the information and images, or maybe I was just remembering or accessing the information.
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I also remember asking him why it seems to easy and he said it is due in part that in past lives we've developed the ability to channel so that is part, also we're the same being, but experiencing things non linearly, so our energy is in perfect sync, and he is very experienced at being channeled and channeling so that makes things much easier, plus I (meaning this me here) am higher then I know or suspect myself to be, so this also makes it easier and less of the feeling pressure, to much energy, ect and feels like just us having a conversation. He also mentioned the density of where you are is like the gravity well of a planet. And where the channeler is can also be thought of as gravity well of a planet. Though density doesn't work like that for purposes of channeling.
For some it's more like they have to reach up a mountain with the channeled being at the top of the mountain and the channeler has to reach up the mountain and energetically climb part of the way and the being to be channeled has to reach down and come down to a lower point of the mountain so they can meet somewhere part way. We however don't need to do that.
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I recall his also talking about how having to live linearly is a real drag, to use a more 60's type slang expression. Like being a solar engineer may be interesting as a incarnation, but that my entail say a 600 year linear existence agreement. having to pick one's parents, having the vehicle/body created in whatever fashion it is, then having go through having the body born or hatched, being in infant, toddler, child, ect, not able to pop back to an earlier stage or pop off somewhere else if you want, like hangout with the pod for a while, to to one's true home, be with Maribelle, or other things. You have to be in this linear existence for however long the lifespan is. Some unique fun can be had, the type depending on the place, but overall a real drag. I do understand since I feel much the same as being here. Just not a huge drag to me I guess since I'm calm about being here, I'm here, I can't pop anywhere so can't do anything about it. But I do agree that if I were to redo it I'd not come here. I don't like a forced linear existence, to much of a drag. if I could pop off where I want it wouldn't to as much of a problem, but then it would not be a linear existence really.
He does mention some higher, dimensions and densities, and the 2 are not the same term. Dimension and density are 2 different things. Though they can be confused for each other. There is more freedom the less dense the area/realm is.
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Saturday, May 9, 2015
Saturday [5-9]
I think I may be operating on a different level then most. I think part of this may be due to the awaken the light body course I've been taking, but also maybe my decision to recall, remember or have access to all of my soul parent's memories or at least accumulated wisdom. and at least 1 or maybe more then 1, of them maybe is fairly high up, compared to earth.
And from thinking I may be one of those who prefers to live in a high dimension and visit, and hang out, in other dimensions, ones considered, lower, and higher ones if I can manage it. I may even have, or will have, several homes, across different dimensions, or maybe 1 each in several dimensions.
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I was thinking this morning about my urge strong urge to go home, the strong pull and desire. It's quieted down now. It feels like I have, or will have, several homes. I also had a bit of a talk with soul around this same time. Later I was also thinking over the pull home and consciously tappng into my soul knowledge.
It does feel like I have, or will have, several homes. The primary home seems to be a place outside everything, or outside where souls incarnate or whatever the terms are. It's where souls look like spheres of colored light, or small suns. That feels like it's the natural true form of souls and that is my true primary home. I feel like I do have , or will have, other homes in places I hang out a lot, like maybe where the pod is and maybe where Maribelle's parents live, or close to where they live perhaps, and maybe my unicorn soul parent's home as well. Feels like some of my soul parents do much the same as that. having Several homes or remain outside of things primarily.
It also feels like most or many souls prefer to remain or live inside things. And things feel like it's various densities, where things are set up for various purposes and in many of these areas some are aware they are incarnations, portions of a soul.
Some of these places are places where one outside things, like from my primary home, could step into and manefist a body if they wish, made from the local stuff of the area, or remain in true soul form, or switch back and forth at will. Other areas are, perhaps, more dense. Or maybe instead of using the local stuff maybe a soul can just look however they want and lower their outer layer, so to speak or their being or energy temporarily to hang out in the area, and then can raise to go where they want, like back home. I think this can and is done. Not sure if it can be like I'm back at my true soul home then be poof I'm where the pod is, then poof I'm at Maribelle or my unicorn mother's home, pop to the other then go back to my primary soul home, say all within a day. or if lowering and raising densities takes time. it may not.
Just thoughts I had this morning on things and doing my best to tap into my soul knowledge.
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I did the 6th meditation for the first time. I felt the energies flowing very well, even before it was time to run the energies. The rest of the guided meditation went very well indeed. I felt plenty of energy flowing. I wasn't aware of any recharging or of any core that the meditation title seems to be. Maybe I'll understand it when I read the entry in the manual. I was able to feel some difference in the frequencies. nothing about any core energy.
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I did it for the 2nd time and the running the energies went very well this time. as it did before. I also think i felt my core energy that the guided mediation is it. Doing this meditation also has me feeling like I have some inner peace, inner harmony. hard to describe. I also was very relaxed and went medium or , even for a bit, deeper perhaps.
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I do feel that indeed that place may be my primary home, where souls look like spheres of colored light or suns. One can have more then 1. And I feel there are places where one can manifest, stay there for however long then pop away to go elsewhere. Other places I feel one has to incarnate to interact there, due to the local rules and such set up for the soul who are there. Though some exceptions may be made in certain cases.
also being non linear would confuse some, as I pop around, since i feel some souls prefer being linear. Also I'm not sure if say I live primarily in say 10d if one can pop over to hang out for a while with some of one's friends in 8d or 6d or if like in a hyperbaric chamber, one needs time to step down one's vibrations, or to step them up. And one could have several homes or say 5 or 6, visit each one, hanging out with some friends, and going a bit forward and back in time. So if one does a circuit of this, then winds up back home, one may arrive back home after a second after they left. but they may have experienced a personal time of a week or a year, or longer. And moving non linearally they may have popped around as they arrived. So if a soul from one of those places sends them a mental message after they have left, to them it may be the next day but to me it may be before I arrived or a week or a month later.
Perhaps the way it maybe could be done, or I may do it, is to put me into a deep relaxed trance type state, very relaxed and most of my senses closed down, then send an extension out to visit the other homes I have, then when I want to return to my primary home, the extension of me, returns and I awaken.
I feel though there is an area outside where souls have their true home, I feel some seldom or never visit there, preferring other places. Plus I feel there are also places created for souls to hang out, or live there. Some enjoy living in these places full time, almost forgetting they are set aside & not to be taken as full reality. Some souls may have been created in such places so that is the place they prefer or all they know.
Then there are other places created for other reasons. Some to incarnate for this or that reason or experience.
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I did a free meditation from the Orin & Daben website. the one about Opening to your True Identity, your divine self they mean. The meditation is one of the longer ones, about 27 minutes long. I found it very enlightening. I did it and knew first hand that I am my divine self along with soul aspect and twin flame, we are 1, who are experiencing ourselves as 3, and enjoy doing that, and as eternity passes we'll, as I mentioned before and have been told, will enjoy being sometimes 2 and sometimes 1. I guess with divine self this may mean 4. I feel we may move to live outside to the true soul home as our true home, or at least soul and I will, not sure about twin flame.
Though divine self may be not just my divine self, mine along with soul and twin flame, but for other souls as well. The soul group, or soul family, whichever term is. These souls, we, could be said to be not only separate souls, but aspects of our divine self. But this divine self is an aspect, and separate whole soul, if another divine self one level up, and so it goes.
it may be also that this is my divine self, of the 3 of us. And it is a member of a soul group or family, that combined do make an over or combined soul that we are all aspects of, and that group soul is an aspect of another with other group souls that together they are aspects of what some may call a higher group soul, and so it goes till one reaches source.
This I know and feel, and not just intellectually.
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And from thinking I may be one of those who prefers to live in a high dimension and visit, and hang out, in other dimensions, ones considered, lower, and higher ones if I can manage it. I may even have, or will have, several homes, across different dimensions, or maybe 1 each in several dimensions.
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I was thinking this morning about my urge strong urge to go home, the strong pull and desire. It's quieted down now. It feels like I have, or will have, several homes. I also had a bit of a talk with soul around this same time. Later I was also thinking over the pull home and consciously tappng into my soul knowledge.
It does feel like I have, or will have, several homes. The primary home seems to be a place outside everything, or outside where souls incarnate or whatever the terms are. It's where souls look like spheres of colored light, or small suns. That feels like it's the natural true form of souls and that is my true primary home. I feel like I do have , or will have, other homes in places I hang out a lot, like maybe where the pod is and maybe where Maribelle's parents live, or close to where they live perhaps, and maybe my unicorn soul parent's home as well. Feels like some of my soul parents do much the same as that. having Several homes or remain outside of things primarily.
It also feels like most or many souls prefer to remain or live inside things. And things feel like it's various densities, where things are set up for various purposes and in many of these areas some are aware they are incarnations, portions of a soul.
Some of these places are places where one outside things, like from my primary home, could step into and manefist a body if they wish, made from the local stuff of the area, or remain in true soul form, or switch back and forth at will. Other areas are, perhaps, more dense. Or maybe instead of using the local stuff maybe a soul can just look however they want and lower their outer layer, so to speak or their being or energy temporarily to hang out in the area, and then can raise to go where they want, like back home. I think this can and is done. Not sure if it can be like I'm back at my true soul home then be poof I'm where the pod is, then poof I'm at Maribelle or my unicorn mother's home, pop to the other then go back to my primary soul home, say all within a day. or if lowering and raising densities takes time. it may not.
Just thoughts I had this morning on things and doing my best to tap into my soul knowledge.
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I did the 6th meditation for the first time. I felt the energies flowing very well, even before it was time to run the energies. The rest of the guided meditation went very well indeed. I felt plenty of energy flowing. I wasn't aware of any recharging or of any core that the meditation title seems to be. Maybe I'll understand it when I read the entry in the manual. I was able to feel some difference in the frequencies. nothing about any core energy.
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I did it for the 2nd time and the running the energies went very well this time. as it did before. I also think i felt my core energy that the guided mediation is it. Doing this meditation also has me feeling like I have some inner peace, inner harmony. hard to describe. I also was very relaxed and went medium or , even for a bit, deeper perhaps.
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I do feel that indeed that place may be my primary home, where souls look like spheres of colored light or suns. One can have more then 1. And I feel there are places where one can manifest, stay there for however long then pop away to go elsewhere. Other places I feel one has to incarnate to interact there, due to the local rules and such set up for the soul who are there. Though some exceptions may be made in certain cases.
also being non linear would confuse some, as I pop around, since i feel some souls prefer being linear. Also I'm not sure if say I live primarily in say 10d if one can pop over to hang out for a while with some of one's friends in 8d or 6d or if like in a hyperbaric chamber, one needs time to step down one's vibrations, or to step them up. And one could have several homes or say 5 or 6, visit each one, hanging out with some friends, and going a bit forward and back in time. So if one does a circuit of this, then winds up back home, one may arrive back home after a second after they left. but they may have experienced a personal time of a week or a year, or longer. And moving non linearally they may have popped around as they arrived. So if a soul from one of those places sends them a mental message after they have left, to them it may be the next day but to me it may be before I arrived or a week or a month later.
Perhaps the way it maybe could be done, or I may do it, is to put me into a deep relaxed trance type state, very relaxed and most of my senses closed down, then send an extension out to visit the other homes I have, then when I want to return to my primary home, the extension of me, returns and I awaken.
I feel though there is an area outside where souls have their true home, I feel some seldom or never visit there, preferring other places. Plus I feel there are also places created for souls to hang out, or live there. Some enjoy living in these places full time, almost forgetting they are set aside & not to be taken as full reality. Some souls may have been created in such places so that is the place they prefer or all they know.
Then there are other places created for other reasons. Some to incarnate for this or that reason or experience.
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I did a free meditation from the Orin & Daben website. the one about Opening to your True Identity, your divine self they mean. The meditation is one of the longer ones, about 27 minutes long. I found it very enlightening. I did it and knew first hand that I am my divine self along with soul aspect and twin flame, we are 1, who are experiencing ourselves as 3, and enjoy doing that, and as eternity passes we'll, as I mentioned before and have been told, will enjoy being sometimes 2 and sometimes 1. I guess with divine self this may mean 4. I feel we may move to live outside to the true soul home as our true home, or at least soul and I will, not sure about twin flame.
Though divine self may be not just my divine self, mine along with soul and twin flame, but for other souls as well. The soul group, or soul family, whichever term is. These souls, we, could be said to be not only separate souls, but aspects of our divine self. But this divine self is an aspect, and separate whole soul, if another divine self one level up, and so it goes.
it may be also that this is my divine self, of the 3 of us. And it is a member of a soul group or family, that combined do make an over or combined soul that we are all aspects of, and that group soul is an aspect of another with other group souls that together they are aspects of what some may call a higher group soul, and so it goes till one reaches source.
This I know and feel, and not just intellectually.
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Friday, May 8, 2015
Friday [5-8]
Had a conversation with soul this morning. He mentioned that we operate on a different level them most here do. Not that they are lower then us, just a question of focus. He said that there is, at most, a handful from our larger soul group who operate at the same level we do incarnated on earth and finding them or connecting with them may be difficult since they are spread all around the earth and a few of them, like some of the indigos, want to have the full human experience so will have the veil fully in place, or at most may become slightly aware. The vast majority of beings/folks who are operating at our level and our type of focus are not on the earth at all but are elsewhere.
I guess that means I may have to wait till I'm back home once this incarnation is over. I have noticed that most have no idea what I'm talking about or only slightly do. Like I do operate and or are from a higher level or being. not that others are lesser beings or less important, just that their focus is totally or very different then mine. They are focused fully or mostly on this level, and I'm just here for 1 incarnation for a specific mission.
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While I lay down taking a nap soul appeared to me mentally as a sphere of light. I guess this is it's true form. We intermingled energies, which was a pleasurable experience. Then it entered my chest. There as some very slight pain, which I mentioned it to soul it said that well I am still a bit sick and my lungs are not in tip top shape. It moved around in my chest area for a short while then came out. Not sure what to make of the experience.
Though I do feel much better I am still a bit sick.
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I did the 5th guided meditation for part 4 of awaken the light body. Running the energies went very well this time. Also the experience of the meditation, I think, was to merge the energies into the renawre and I did that. The experience was interesting, hard to describe. It did feel like the energies from all the other light body energy centers did combine with the renawre cocoon. hard to describe what this energy felt like or the experience. It was interesting. I was a bit distracted during this by hoping I'd not sneeze,and a few other sensations from not being fully well yet.
Reading the manual it seems I may have done it wrong, but I don't understand what daben was talking about and since he won't explain himself what he means I'll just do my own thing instead. if he doesn't like it he can come and tell me himself and explain himself.
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I did the 5th meditation for the 2nd time. This time based on what I read I put the various light body energy centers in with the ranthia, the 7th one. The experience was interesting. Running the energies went very well before doing this. During this experience the experience was interesting, hard to describe. The after effect is pleasant. It feels like something has been cleansed or cleared from my energy bodies, or something, not sure what, but something does feel more clear, or is it more in balance or something? I doubt this is what Daben meant to do, but to me he's not very clear on what I should be doing during this. I didn't feel any increased flow of energy as he describes in the entry for this guided meditation.
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I did the 3rd meditation in the opening to channel, for the 2nd time. I did feel the energy of my future self. Somehow I knew that is who and what it was. Also I was in a place where some others were and they looked like balls of light. I felt and knew that my future possible self both does exists and is also a reflection of maybe my divine self, that represents what I could grow into, but he does exist also and is easier for me to connect to then my divine self directly. The energy felt like mine, but more powerful, like he more, but not all of it was used on me, just a slight amount. He did connect to, what I'd guess is my 7th light body energy center and I did feel some pressure, but only a very slight amount. And I did feel his energy in me also to an extint. At first he did look like an anthro orca type being with some sort of set of clothes on that looked a bit like leather maybe. Then he changed to a ball of light and was that for the rest of the meditations. No talking yet, this meditation is just for the initial connection I think.
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I've been thinking. I think what I call an incarnation of an incarnation may be possible. For example a soul may incarnate part of itself say as a unicorn, or a being from this or that planet. That being could, perhaps, if I have it right in my soul knowledge, could choose to incarnate as a human. I think the ways this may work, if they are spiritually aware, they could put themselves into a suspended animation sort of trance, or maybe use a device to do that. Or it could be similar to that and or they may just have the intent to do that and go to sleep, or these may all be various techniques. They may come to earth to help out with this or that reason, say for the current mission to help with the shift. They may keep their back back home, it being in either simply asleep, or maybe it's in a deep trance they put it into, used a device or devices or other means. Then when this incarnation here ends, say after 50 or 100 years they may simply awaken and a few days or a week may have passed. Maybe a month or 2. Again no idea if this can work like this, but that is one idea that popped into my head a short time ago. Most here are likely direct from their soul, but some could be an incarnation of an incarnation.
That may make recalling one's past lives different since they could easily access their current life elsewhere since it is alive, just in a trance. But the soul's past lives may be not a easy to reach perhaps. That is assuming any of this is possible or even partially correct.
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I guess that means I may have to wait till I'm back home once this incarnation is over. I have noticed that most have no idea what I'm talking about or only slightly do. Like I do operate and or are from a higher level or being. not that others are lesser beings or less important, just that their focus is totally or very different then mine. They are focused fully or mostly on this level, and I'm just here for 1 incarnation for a specific mission.
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While I lay down taking a nap soul appeared to me mentally as a sphere of light. I guess this is it's true form. We intermingled energies, which was a pleasurable experience. Then it entered my chest. There as some very slight pain, which I mentioned it to soul it said that well I am still a bit sick and my lungs are not in tip top shape. It moved around in my chest area for a short while then came out. Not sure what to make of the experience.
Though I do feel much better I am still a bit sick.
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I did the 5th guided meditation for part 4 of awaken the light body. Running the energies went very well this time. Also the experience of the meditation, I think, was to merge the energies into the renawre and I did that. The experience was interesting, hard to describe. It did feel like the energies from all the other light body energy centers did combine with the renawre cocoon. hard to describe what this energy felt like or the experience. It was interesting. I was a bit distracted during this by hoping I'd not sneeze,and a few other sensations from not being fully well yet.
Reading the manual it seems I may have done it wrong, but I don't understand what daben was talking about and since he won't explain himself what he means I'll just do my own thing instead. if he doesn't like it he can come and tell me himself and explain himself.
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I did the 5th meditation for the 2nd time. This time based on what I read I put the various light body energy centers in with the ranthia, the 7th one. The experience was interesting. Running the energies went very well before doing this. During this experience the experience was interesting, hard to describe. The after effect is pleasant. It feels like something has been cleansed or cleared from my energy bodies, or something, not sure what, but something does feel more clear, or is it more in balance or something? I doubt this is what Daben meant to do, but to me he's not very clear on what I should be doing during this. I didn't feel any increased flow of energy as he describes in the entry for this guided meditation.
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I did the 3rd meditation in the opening to channel, for the 2nd time. I did feel the energy of my future self. Somehow I knew that is who and what it was. Also I was in a place where some others were and they looked like balls of light. I felt and knew that my future possible self both does exists and is also a reflection of maybe my divine self, that represents what I could grow into, but he does exist also and is easier for me to connect to then my divine self directly. The energy felt like mine, but more powerful, like he more, but not all of it was used on me, just a slight amount. He did connect to, what I'd guess is my 7th light body energy center and I did feel some pressure, but only a very slight amount. And I did feel his energy in me also to an extint. At first he did look like an anthro orca type being with some sort of set of clothes on that looked a bit like leather maybe. Then he changed to a ball of light and was that for the rest of the meditations. No talking yet, this meditation is just for the initial connection I think.
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I've been thinking. I think what I call an incarnation of an incarnation may be possible. For example a soul may incarnate part of itself say as a unicorn, or a being from this or that planet. That being could, perhaps, if I have it right in my soul knowledge, could choose to incarnate as a human. I think the ways this may work, if they are spiritually aware, they could put themselves into a suspended animation sort of trance, or maybe use a device to do that. Or it could be similar to that and or they may just have the intent to do that and go to sleep, or these may all be various techniques. They may come to earth to help out with this or that reason, say for the current mission to help with the shift. They may keep their back back home, it being in either simply asleep, or maybe it's in a deep trance they put it into, used a device or devices or other means. Then when this incarnation here ends, say after 50 or 100 years they may simply awaken and a few days or a week may have passed. Maybe a month or 2. Again no idea if this can work like this, but that is one idea that popped into my head a short time ago. Most here are likely direct from their soul, but some could be an incarnation of an incarnation.
That may make recalling one's past lives different since they could easily access their current life elsewhere since it is alive, just in a trance. But the soul's past lives may be not a easy to reach perhaps. That is assuming any of this is possible or even partially correct.
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Thursday, May 7, 2015
Thursday [5-7]
I feel better now then when I woke up, and feel better this morning then before. So tomorrow or Saturday I should be fully well again.
Some I talked to think that the only way to help humans and the earth is being very political. I'll let them do what they want to do, that is not my way. What I'm here to do is a very long term approach and will work. Though it isn't a quick solution. I think any such change is best done over the very long term approach. and anyway once this incarnation is over I'm outta here. I may help from the other side, or I may go about other pursuits. I'll decide then after looking over my options, and with time being non lineaer I could decide to do a number of things at once, especially by popping around in time.
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I did the 4th meditation of part 4 of the awaken the light body. I felt all the energies, though it was less so at first, and some like the leow i didn't feel at all. That one does seem to be the weakest of the light body enery centers for me to feel. the dinia are the 2nd weakest, though I usually feel something form them, even if it is feeble. but that is ok. The first time a day it's not unusual to not fee anything. the other energy centers I felt quite a bit, especially the 2 dinia ones since this meditation focused on those 2 for some reason. I didn't feel that extra thing Daben was talking about. That May need me to do the 2nd or 3rd pass, or even go back through this again once I've finished the awaken the light body course. or it may be an area I'm weak in.
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Think I may try a channeling session today doing the opening to channel again. May try to see if I can get Divine self or future possible self again. Thursday and Friday I may do 1 extra meditation each day, the extra being a channeling audio course. Saturday and Sunday I may do 2 extra channeling audio guided meditations. Monday through Wednesday I think I may do short channeling sessions and pick who to try to channel between soul, twin flame, Maribelle, her mother my unicorn mother, dragoness mother, divine self.
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Souls are by nature multi dimensional, so they can be doing different things at the same time. I guess through aspects and extensions. Though I think some may focus on 1 thing at a time, and time being non linear they may pop around to several places forwards and back. So there are 2 approaches. Doing multiple things through aspects and extensions and such, but also being focused on doing 1 thing at a time, but using the non linearity of time to pop around in time so one can do something for 6 hours. Then go 7 hours into the past and do something over there in a different location. and on like that.
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I did the 4th meditation of part 4 of the awaken the light body. for the 2nd time today. It went a bit better then before. I did feel the energy for all the centers, though the leow took some doing before I could feel it and the upper centers were much harder to feel. I think I may need to focus on running the energy myself for all the centers every day, once I feel well. I am not having the experiences they talk about in the manual for this part. No idea what that may mean so I'll have no feelings about that fact that I am not having any of the experiences they mention one should have. There is no increased energy, no though forms, guides, ect that I can feel, nothing. It is exactly like the part 3 and running all the energies.
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Do wish I had some folks to talk to about my experiences, but I do have 1, though that person is very busy and not on much. Guess I'll have to continue talking to myself about all my experiences and thoughts, feelings, soul knowledge, including the stuff i don't put down here. I do hope it's not like this on the other side in the various soul realms or whatever they're called.
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[note from 7-25] I had deleted some older channeling since I was going through a depression period and purging some stuff or whatever it was. This morning I got the idea I could copy and paste them to the end of the regular posts of the same day. Simplest way to put the older posts in.
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Think I'll try a short channeling session. tomorrow if i feel well or better then today I'll start on doing the channeling audio courses a 2nd time. Not sure if I'll get soul, future possible self, not that it fully matters.
So, am i here for just 1 mission or multiple incarnations? <the original plan was 1 incarnation only, then you'd go separate from original soul. he'd do some more missions on earth and you'd do whatever. I think now we'd both like to stick to that, with both of us going once this incarnation is over since there is really many many options we can do once this incarnation is over. We can help from the other side, to to speak, do stuff away from earth and other things.>
The project will take time I'm sure. <The earth project, indeed. There is no real time table since the future is fluid, as well as the fact they original councils had not incarnated on earth when they formulated their plans, so did not know the conditions of earth first hand, which messed up the projected time tables and required retooling. But looking at how human culture is I'd say it may well take a thousand years or more. For some who may life a thousand years, some less some more, it's not to long of a time. Many races do live far longer then humans live. The higher dimensions may indeed be much longer lived then the lower dimensions as one goes up. There is also the option of living in the true soul home, where we've been. Those balls of light as you use to see in the place you use to go to. We could live there and visit other places, dimensions & times. Some do that. Some do the opposite. Living in various dimensions and visit the true soul home at times. Some do a bit of both.>
& no dimension is lower then another really, it's a question of focus? <yes, you have good access to some soul knowledge. Indeed. it is like the channels of a tv or radio station. They are all there together, just a question of focus on which one you want to focus on. Though being multi dimensional we can focus on several at once, or a bunch at once, through extensions, aspects and other means. Some do this, and as you remembered, some prefer to focus their attention on 1 at a time, so to speak, and pop around a lot. most do a mix of these 2, based on their whims or feelings and moods at the moment.>
I don't feel much from this light body course. <part of that is due to your being sick, and it is also a sort of in-between course also focused on balance & harmony between the emotional and mental bodies. Give it time, and when you do the meditations a 2nd or 3rd time after you've finished this course you should get better results then, and especially once you have finished the 6 part course.>
I feel pretty alone here at times. <that is due in part to our being more unique here then some other places. We came here to help for 1 mission, so are not an earth soul. Also considering our level of ... hard to put into English, but since we've chosen to remember our soul parent's memories and accumulated wisdom that has changed things as well as our being new/old souls. You've started to tap into some of the soul knowledge and some memories here and there. Continue as you are doing and you'll be able to reach more of our true being. The fullness of it will surprise you once you are here. It'll be great.>
Thanks, i guess I shouldn't push it. <it's ok, you could go on for a few more minutes, but stopping now will ensure you don't push it.>
That went well I think. I think it was my soul aspect since it felt exactly like me. No real difference. Only a very slight thing I could feel sorta. hard to describe. But I'm sure it was soul. I do feel the slightest bit tired, but nothing major.
Some I talked to think that the only way to help humans and the earth is being very political. I'll let them do what they want to do, that is not my way. What I'm here to do is a very long term approach and will work. Though it isn't a quick solution. I think any such change is best done over the very long term approach. and anyway once this incarnation is over I'm outta here. I may help from the other side, or I may go about other pursuits. I'll decide then after looking over my options, and with time being non lineaer I could decide to do a number of things at once, especially by popping around in time.
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I did the 4th meditation of part 4 of the awaken the light body. I felt all the energies, though it was less so at first, and some like the leow i didn't feel at all. That one does seem to be the weakest of the light body enery centers for me to feel. the dinia are the 2nd weakest, though I usually feel something form them, even if it is feeble. but that is ok. The first time a day it's not unusual to not fee anything. the other energy centers I felt quite a bit, especially the 2 dinia ones since this meditation focused on those 2 for some reason. I didn't feel that extra thing Daben was talking about. That May need me to do the 2nd or 3rd pass, or even go back through this again once I've finished the awaken the light body course. or it may be an area I'm weak in.
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Think I may try a channeling session today doing the opening to channel again. May try to see if I can get Divine self or future possible self again. Thursday and Friday I may do 1 extra meditation each day, the extra being a channeling audio course. Saturday and Sunday I may do 2 extra channeling audio guided meditations. Monday through Wednesday I think I may do short channeling sessions and pick who to try to channel between soul, twin flame, Maribelle, her mother my unicorn mother, dragoness mother, divine self.
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Souls are by nature multi dimensional, so they can be doing different things at the same time. I guess through aspects and extensions. Though I think some may focus on 1 thing at a time, and time being non linear they may pop around to several places forwards and back. So there are 2 approaches. Doing multiple things through aspects and extensions and such, but also being focused on doing 1 thing at a time, but using the non linearity of time to pop around in time so one can do something for 6 hours. Then go 7 hours into the past and do something over there in a different location. and on like that.
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I did the 4th meditation of part 4 of the awaken the light body. for the 2nd time today. It went a bit better then before. I did feel the energy for all the centers, though the leow took some doing before I could feel it and the upper centers were much harder to feel. I think I may need to focus on running the energy myself for all the centers every day, once I feel well. I am not having the experiences they talk about in the manual for this part. No idea what that may mean so I'll have no feelings about that fact that I am not having any of the experiences they mention one should have. There is no increased energy, no though forms, guides, ect that I can feel, nothing. It is exactly like the part 3 and running all the energies.
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Do wish I had some folks to talk to about my experiences, but I do have 1, though that person is very busy and not on much. Guess I'll have to continue talking to myself about all my experiences and thoughts, feelings, soul knowledge, including the stuff i don't put down here. I do hope it's not like this on the other side in the various soul realms or whatever they're called.
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[note from 7-25] I had deleted some older channeling since I was going through a depression period and purging some stuff or whatever it was. This morning I got the idea I could copy and paste them to the end of the regular posts of the same day. Simplest way to put the older posts in.
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Think I'll try a short channeling session. tomorrow if i feel well or better then today I'll start on doing the channeling audio courses a 2nd time. Not sure if I'll get soul, future possible self, not that it fully matters.
So, am i here for just 1 mission or multiple incarnations? <the original plan was 1 incarnation only, then you'd go separate from original soul. he'd do some more missions on earth and you'd do whatever. I think now we'd both like to stick to that, with both of us going once this incarnation is over since there is really many many options we can do once this incarnation is over. We can help from the other side, to to speak, do stuff away from earth and other things.>
The project will take time I'm sure. <The earth project, indeed. There is no real time table since the future is fluid, as well as the fact they original councils had not incarnated on earth when they formulated their plans, so did not know the conditions of earth first hand, which messed up the projected time tables and required retooling. But looking at how human culture is I'd say it may well take a thousand years or more. For some who may life a thousand years, some less some more, it's not to long of a time. Many races do live far longer then humans live. The higher dimensions may indeed be much longer lived then the lower dimensions as one goes up. There is also the option of living in the true soul home, where we've been. Those balls of light as you use to see in the place you use to go to. We could live there and visit other places, dimensions & times. Some do that. Some do the opposite. Living in various dimensions and visit the true soul home at times. Some do a bit of both.>
& no dimension is lower then another really, it's a question of focus? <yes, you have good access to some soul knowledge. Indeed. it is like the channels of a tv or radio station. They are all there together, just a question of focus on which one you want to focus on. Though being multi dimensional we can focus on several at once, or a bunch at once, through extensions, aspects and other means. Some do this, and as you remembered, some prefer to focus their attention on 1 at a time, so to speak, and pop around a lot. most do a mix of these 2, based on their whims or feelings and moods at the moment.>
I don't feel much from this light body course. <part of that is due to your being sick, and it is also a sort of in-between course also focused on balance & harmony between the emotional and mental bodies. Give it time, and when you do the meditations a 2nd or 3rd time after you've finished this course you should get better results then, and especially once you have finished the 6 part course.>
I feel pretty alone here at times. <that is due in part to our being more unique here then some other places. We came here to help for 1 mission, so are not an earth soul. Also considering our level of ... hard to put into English, but since we've chosen to remember our soul parent's memories and accumulated wisdom that has changed things as well as our being new/old souls. You've started to tap into some of the soul knowledge and some memories here and there. Continue as you are doing and you'll be able to reach more of our true being. The fullness of it will surprise you once you are here. It'll be great.>
Thanks, i guess I shouldn't push it. <it's ok, you could go on for a few more minutes, but stopping now will ensure you don't push it.>
That went well I think. I think it was my soul aspect since it felt exactly like me. No real difference. Only a very slight thing I could feel sorta. hard to describe. But I'm sure it was soul. I do feel the slightest bit tired, but nothing major.
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