The home I feel a longing for is a place I've not heard any talk about, except maybe in some of the Michael newton books I read, suggested by someone since when I posted about my experiences they said it sounded like the Michael newton books. This was a bit after the 2nd book came out , so maybe 10 years ago. it's where all the beings look like balls of light or colored light. some, well 1 that I saw, was an ultraviolet color. Some sort of teacher or something. I was a point of consciousness. Guess I was a ball of color too but couldn't perceive that.
Not sure if that is the true soul home, or just the home or the main primary home for me, or the 3 of us, me , soul, & twin flame, and or divine self. It may be a mix. I'm sure I'll find out eventually, no hurry.
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I did the 7th meditation for the 4th part of awaken the light body. Overall it went well. This one was about seeing relationships as energy. It didn't matter the type of relationship. and I could feel what Daben said. there is an energy to the relationship and I had a reaction to the feel of the energy, and running the energy did have it feel like the energy of the relationship did become positive. An interesting thing I had not though of before. I'll have to do this in the future. My guess it this is, perhaps, working on my reaction and maybe perceptions of the relationship and the energy involved, making things overall positive, and likely one could make it even more positive if it was already positive. Think the 2nd time I do this I may try my twin flame or soul relationship. Both are already positive, I'll see what this will do to it.
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I did the 7th meditation for part 4 for the 2nd time. Didn't get as much this time. I think it was for a mix of reasons. Part of the reason I didn't get much from my upper 2 centers I think was 2 future selves wanted to pop in to talk a bit. The relationship I decided to focus on was my twin flame and our relationship. I got stuff I knew before. She is me, another me, I did love her deeply. We will merge, temporarily, temporarily since we will want to be sometimes merged and sometimes experiencing ourselves as separate beings, since that is fun and great as well, as well as unique ways to share intimacy.
The 2 future selves that popped in, first was the me from a thousand years from me, he talked briefly, he said he was acting as a temporary bridge, then a future me came through that both said were from say a million years from now. He did say this session very easy since he had a lot of experience being channeled, having done that before. he said he had considered incarnating after this but has not since it is to limiting. Incarnating has certain fun aspects, depending on where you incarnate, and certain places has unique pleasures, but he finds it far to limiting since he prefers to zip around. He mentioned some more linear beings considered him very very chaotic or with a very short attention span, but his methods of being pure non linear did have a focus. If he decides to visit friends, soul family, he may pop around seemingly at random in places or times, but it does have a pattern and a reason behind it, but those who prefer to be linear or heavily linear would not be able to see it. Which is fine since that is their way and his way is his way.
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I did the meeting your guide audio. i had a conversation with my future self during that and also before I did the specific meditation.
I don't recall all the topic and stuff, it was a normal sort of conversation. He did talk about there are places where souls can play, or can even become say kids and have temporary veils on them, if they choose, or they can just play at being kids. There are many varied types of play. Many pastimes.
He also said the rpg group I'm in does meet occasionally. It's a sort of different since it's possible to be in a full 3d world during that. And when the group meets it's for 1 whole adventure, not for just a 3 or 4 hour session.
He also said some pod members travel to and from where they normally live or hang out and to a, what some may call a non physical dimension or density, not the right terms but sorta close. There are some beings who prefer to be in varying types of physical, some prefer being wholly non physical. Though not exactly correct. Some like to travel back and forth between the 2 areas or phases. Again not correct but a very rough vague thing. I do understand since at the time he, or it, was either sending me the information and images, or maybe I was just remembering or accessing the information.
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I also remember asking him why it seems to easy and he said it is due in part that in past lives we've developed the ability to channel so that is part, also we're the same being, but experiencing things non linearly, so our energy is in perfect sync, and he is very experienced at being channeled and channeling so that makes things much easier, plus I (meaning this me here) am higher then I know or suspect myself to be, so this also makes it easier and less of the feeling pressure, to much energy, ect and feels like just us having a conversation. He also mentioned the density of where you are is like the gravity well of a planet. And where the channeler is can also be thought of as gravity well of a planet. Though density doesn't work like that for purposes of channeling.
For some it's more like they have to reach up a mountain with the channeled being at the top of the mountain and the channeler has to reach up the mountain and energetically climb part of the way and the being to be channeled has to reach down and come down to a lower point of the mountain so they can meet somewhere part way. We however don't need to do that.
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I recall his also talking about how having to live linearly is a real drag, to use a more 60's type slang expression. Like being a solar engineer may be interesting as a incarnation, but that my entail say a 600 year linear existence agreement. having to pick one's parents, having the vehicle/body created in whatever fashion it is, then having go through having the body born or hatched, being in infant, toddler, child, ect, not able to pop back to an earlier stage or pop off somewhere else if you want, like hangout with the pod for a while, to to one's true home, be with Maribelle, or other things. You have to be in this linear existence for however long the lifespan is. Some unique fun can be had, the type depending on the place, but overall a real drag. I do understand since I feel much the same as being here. Just not a huge drag to me I guess since I'm calm about being here, I'm here, I can't pop anywhere so can't do anything about it. But I do agree that if I were to redo it I'd not come here. I don't like a forced linear existence, to much of a drag. if I could pop off where I want it wouldn't to as much of a problem, but then it would not be a linear existence really.
He does mention some higher, dimensions and densities, and the 2 are not the same term. Dimension and density are 2 different things. Though they can be confused for each other. There is more freedom the less dense the area/realm is.
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