So far I think this part of the awaken the light body has been the most meh of all of them. Though I have gotten some positive benefits and had some positive experiences, overall it's been pretty meh. Though not surprising that 1 part of a 6 part course would be sorta meh. The first 3 were about the light body energy centers, this is about, I think, creating harmony and balance with and between the emotional and mental bodies. Though I'm sure it may have benefits that I am not aware of as of yet.
I think when I do the course a 2nd time, I'll listen to the audio once, like before, but I think the 2nd time that day I'll try to do the audio without listening to the audio, since I think since I had listened it twice in the weeks before, and also once that day, my memory of the meditation should be pretty fresh.
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This one went very well. Running the energies. Though the same 2 of the least responsive were the same, the leow and pieah. As for the refined energy I could feel it going into my various energy systems and body. I had the intention of channeling it into my mental and energy bodies, though that was not mentioned in the audio meditation. The meeting your future selves was interesting as well as taking up the finer gridwork and energy of the near future and a bit farther along future possible selves. I think this will be one of the do regular one.
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I did the 9th meditation again and it went very well. I had some surprises. Running the energies went very well, with the pieah (6th) being the weakest, but that is ok. This was again about bringing in finer energy into your energy centers and your future self appearing twice so you can have it bring it's finer gridwork onto or into yours. This time the first future me was me, but also I felt me while my twin had merged with him. Our combining gridwork and energy felt, it took a very sexual feel to it very quickly but it went well. Very well indeed. their gridwork was finer then mine, a lot finer and felt finer, hard to describe how it felt.
The 2nd time a future me did appear, but it was a future twin flame. Who is still a future me but not this future me. This combining our gridwork and energies went well, like before her gridwork and energy felt more fine then mine. As we combined our gridwork and energy stuff I felt greatly expanded, larger. More. It wasn't really a sexual feel, strong feel, but not sexual, not really. Then when she left my current twin popped in and we did some hugging and kissing, sharing intimacy at an energy and emotional level, but not sexually, though there was the feel that would later after this incarnation is over so no hurry.
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As I was laying down to nap again the urge to return home, the draw home, grew pretty strong. It is not as strong now, but it is still pretty strong. It seems to be present nearly all the time, just a matter of how strong it is at the moment. I wonder if it's a sign of I'm becoming more my true self. or maybe it's a sign of something else.
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Feels like my energy is resonating. Also I have been thinking about my twin flame more. Recently I noticed a strong desire to be with her and not here, as strong as my desire to go home, but a separate desire. Wonder if that is due to my unfolding more of being my true self. Who doesn't want to be here. or at least in a place I can't pop around at will. And is very dense, among other things.
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