Thursday [5-7]

I feel better now then when I woke up, and feel better this morning then before.  So tomorrow or Saturday I should be fully well again. 

Some I talked to think that the only way to help humans and the earth is being very political.  I'll let them do what they want to do, that is not my way.  What I'm here to do is a very long term approach and will work.  Though it isn't a quick solution.   I think any such change is best done over the very long term approach.  and anyway once this incarnation is over I'm outta here.  I may help from the other side, or I may go about other pursuits.  I'll decide then after looking over my options, and with time being non lineaer I could decide to do a number of things at once, especially by popping around in time.

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I did the 4th meditation of part 4 of the awaken the light body.  I felt all the energies, though it was less so at first, and some like the leow i didn't feel at all.  That one does seem to be the weakest of the light body enery centers for me to feel. the dinia are the 2nd weakest, though I usually feel something form them, even if it is feeble.  but that is ok.  The first time a day it's not unusual to not fee anything.  the other energy centers I felt quite a bit, especially the 2 dinia ones since this meditation focused on those 2 for some reason. I didn't feel that extra thing Daben was talking about.  That May need me to do the 2nd or 3rd pass, or even go back through this again once I've finished the awaken the light body course.  or it may be an area I'm weak in. 

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Think I may try a channeling session today doing the opening to channel again.  May try to see if I can get Divine self or future possible self again.  Thursday and Friday I may do 1 extra meditation each day, the extra being a channeling audio course. Saturday and Sunday I may do 2 extra channeling audio guided meditations.  Monday through Wednesday I think I may do short channeling sessions and pick who to try to channel between soul, twin flame, Maribelle, her mother my unicorn mother, dragoness mother, divine self. 

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Souls are by nature multi dimensional, so they can be doing different things at the same time.  I guess through aspects and extensions.  Though I think some may focus on 1 thing at a time, and time being non linear they may pop around to several places forwards and back.  So there are 2 approaches. Doing multiple things through aspects and extensions and such, but also being focused on doing 1 thing at a time, but using the non linearity of time to pop around in time so one can do something for 6 hours.  Then go 7 hours into the past and do something over there in a different location.  and on like that.

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I did the 4th meditation of part 4 of the awaken the light body. for the 2nd time today.  It went a bit better then before.  I did feel the energy for all the centers, though the leow took some doing before I could feel it and the upper centers were much harder to feel.  I think I may need to focus on running the energy myself for all the centers every day, once I feel well.  I am not having the experiences they talk about in the manual for this part.  No idea what that may mean so I'll have no feelings about that fact that I am not having any of the experiences they mention one should have.  There is no increased energy, no though forms, guides, ect that I can feel, nothing. It is exactly like the part 3 and running all the energies.

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Do wish I had some folks to talk to about my experiences, but I do have 1, though that person is very busy and not on much.  Guess I'll have to continue talking to myself about all my experiences and thoughts, feelings, soul knowledge, including the stuff i don't put down here.  I do hope it's not like this on the other side in the various soul realms or whatever they're called.

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[note from 7-25]  I had deleted some older channeling since I was going through a depression period and purging some stuff or whatever it was.  This morning I got the idea I could copy and paste them to the end of the regular posts of the same day.  Simplest way to put the older posts in.

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 Think I'll try a short channeling session. tomorrow if i feel well or better then today I'll start on doing the channeling audio courses a 2nd time. Not sure if I'll get soul, future possible self, not that it fully matters.

So, am i here for just 1 mission or multiple incarnations? <the original plan was 1 incarnation only, then you'd go separate from original soul. he'd do some more missions on earth and you'd do whatever. I think now we'd both like to stick to that, with both of us going once this incarnation is over since there is really many many options we can do once this incarnation is over. We can help from the other side, to to speak, do stuff away from earth and other things.>

The project will take time I'm sure. <The earth project, indeed. There is no real time table since the future is fluid, as well as the fact they original councils had not incarnated on earth when they formulated their plans, so did not know the conditions of earth first hand, which messed up the projected time tables and required retooling. But looking at how human culture is I'd say it may well take a thousand years or more. For some who may life a thousand years, some less some more, it's not to long of a time. Many races do live far longer then humans live. The higher dimensions may indeed be much longer lived then the lower dimensions as one goes up. There is also the option of living in the true soul home, where we've been. Those balls of light as you use to see in the place you use to go to. We could live there and visit other places, dimensions & times. Some do that. Some do the opposite. Living in various dimensions and visit the true soul home at times. Some do a bit of both.>

& no dimension is lower then another really, it's a question of focus? <yes, you have good access to some soul knowledge. Indeed. it is like the channels of a tv or radio station. They are all there together, just a question of focus on which one you want to focus on. Though being multi dimensional we can focus on several at once, or a bunch at once, through extensions, aspects and other means. Some do this, and as you remembered, some prefer to focus their attention on 1 at a time, so to speak, and pop around a lot. most do a mix of these 2, based on their whims or feelings and moods at the moment.>

I don't feel much from this light body course. <part of that is due to your being sick, and it is also a sort of in-between course also focused on balance & harmony between the emotional and mental bodies. Give it time, and when you do the meditations a 2nd or 3rd time after you've finished this course you should get better results then, and especially once you have finished the 6 part course.>

I feel pretty alone here at times. <that is due in part to our being more unique here then some other places. We came here to help for 1 mission, so are not an earth soul. Also considering our level of ... hard to put into English, but since we've chosen to remember our soul parent's memories and accumulated wisdom that has changed things as well as our being new/old souls. You've started to tap into some of the soul knowledge and some memories here and there. Continue as you are doing and you'll be able to reach more of our true being. The fullness of it will surprise you once you are here. It'll be great.>

Thanks, i guess I shouldn't push it. <it's ok, you could go on for a few more minutes, but stopping now will ensure you don't push it.>

That went well I think. I think it was my soul aspect since it felt exactly like me. No real difference. Only a very slight thing I could feel sorta. hard to describe. But I'm sure it was soul. I do feel the slightest bit tired, but nothing major.