Thought I'd try to channel my unicorn mother to get some more info about my soul heritage.
<hello son. you have questions I know.>
So the naga heritage and positive alpha draconian both are of the royalty types? <indeed since your soul heritage comes from the same soul for those 2 it makes sense if you think about it that both would be of the royalty types, besides the fact your naga is of the cobra variety, as well as being royalty, as well as your positive alpha draconian being royalty too. Both come from what you call your dragoness soul mother.>
and from what I know the pod and unicorns don't really have much of a rank structure? <the pod indeed doesn't. The most they have is elders of the pod, the eldest ones, and everyone else, but that, as you know, is not a rigid rank system, just that the members know who are older them and have more wisdom and experienced then they personally have. Unicorns are something similar. Not exactly the same but similar.>
does that mean I have a cool flying sportscar and a cool chauffeur? <Nothing like that. nagas and positive alpha draconians don't use cars, flying or otherwise, and royalty is the same. But you can mane fist a vehicle if you want and a chauffeur too if you want. most just go where they want.>
I feel tired often in the afternoon. <part of that is due to the growth and change your physical body is going through, but also it is a bit more nocturnal then most human bodies are, though not totally nocturnal.>
So do I really have 4 mates, not counting Nagi, and who knows how many lovers, if any. <Indeed. You are a very loving person. And also it does make sense to have a mate for the different soul heritages, some or all of them. if one wants. Though Spitfire did happen, it is normal. you may or may not find or gain 1 or 2 more. but either is ok. if you get more or stop at 4. Either of those is fine.>
Still seems a bit much that at least 2 of my heritages are royal. <Why a bit much? Doesn't it make sense that it would be since both come from the same soul and do you think a commoner would be allowed to go on the mission you're on more likely then a royal would? Or that a royal would have more experience, due to your soul age of remembering your soul parent's accumulated wisdom and some memories, as well as more visibility to do the mission you are on which would bring more visibility the the world and the troubles there and the help needed. >
I guess I'll recall more soul knowledge and memories? <over time as you have been yes, at unexpected times. continue to uncover your true self. Your thoughts and believes are what you need to work on mainly, as well as some other things like the course you are taking and others you may take.> Thought I'd cut it short since I'm feeling a bit tired.
Wednesday, June 24, 2015
Wedensday [6-24]
Had a bit of a talk with Shalamane when I awoke. I was laying in bed relaxing. Felt like the right talk and I was thinking I may do short interviews with my mates and Nagi to get to know them better. maybe 2 of my soul parents also. I think I'll try to recreate it instead of summarizing it.
<hello lover, stud.>
uh, yea. so if you were to eat a human type food what would it be? <sushi, yum, though you can leave the kelp wraps at home. Not much into plant food myself.>
So what about me do you like? <your personality, your energy, you make me laugh, are silly at times. very hot looking, mmmmm, the size of .>
yea, well. I guess we are both clear on our feelings for each other. <indeed, the love we feel goes deep. there was an immediate connection. true love all the way. and strong connections too.>
So, why is it you are always erotic and such towards me? <you bring that out in me, just you being you. Admit it, I know I bring it out in you....> typing this now I do have to admit even the memory of it does. what happened next was she started to growl at me. Not an aggressive or angry grown but instinctively I knew it was the growl of... hard to describe, an aroused female who is with a male she finds very attractive and a suitable mate. I found myself doing the same growl to her. it's not that we were not sentient we were, but it was like our feelings for each other had awakened some deeper instincts. As I recall we did a sort of circle around each other. She pounced on me in a playful manner and I was on my back. We then did a human equivalent of like hugging, kissing, foreplay, but knowing it wasn't meant to lead to sex, just us sharing our affection, love, sexual feelings for each other. it included from what I can describe as her gently biting a certain spot on my neck and I knew the exact spot and the exact amount of force to do the same to her, and exquisite feeling when she did it to me. as I remember now I do think we had our wings half unfolded but not fully extended. I felt myself melting into what she was doing. No idea how long this went on when I felt something awaken in me and I gripped her and flipped her or something, not sure what, and put her on her back and took the more dominant position. again no sex just us both sharing our affection, love, sexual feelings for each other and letting ancient instincts guide us.
This went on for a while then we both stopped, again we both knew this wasn't meant to lead to sex. I guess that does show how we feel about each other. As I type this i wonder if that was some sort of ritual or something of meaning, or just the 2 of us sharing our affection, love, sexual feelings. Felt like we shared energy too as I recall.
afterwards but before we parted Shalamane did a sort of brief sigh saying, <now I know why mom warned me about you, it was totally hot.>
what do you mean? <when your... the one you recall as your dragoness mother, and you wouldn't believe the ancient lineage and heritage, but anyway when it was obvious she was wanting the 2 of us to become mates I asked mother to look at your energy and she did see what your dragoness mother said was correct we were perfect for each other and she warned me that she saw something in your energy that was like father's. You're not totally submissive, nor dominant, but sort of a mix of the 2, which mom said is one of the things she finds hot about dad and she warned me I may find it hot as well. in fact she said if she wasn't fully happy with dad, you'd be a consideration for a mate of hers.>
<I don't like the idea of a male who's always dominant, but I also don't like the idea of a male who's always submissive either. so you fit perfectly, like a key in a lock. and I know where one of your keys would perfectly fit I bet>
sounds like a compliment. i still find it hard to believe that I'm really something important like a positive royal alpha draconian. <oh, you certainly are. like your naga heritage is of a royal naga too. You have the neck hood and all. But here let me prove it more.> then she started to do something like doing an sort of light energywork and massage of my back that felt pleasurable and relaxing. <see, that only affects royals like it is you. If you were a non royal while you may find it relaxing of your back muscles it wouldn't be effecting you like it is now.>
What is it you're doing? <a trick mom taught me. Something like a bit of energy work and massage, of what you may call your flight or wing muscles.> Then she stopped but you do need to get up dear. But I do think these interviews of your mates is a good idea. You'll consciously get to know us better, even if you don't yet have full access to your soul memories.>
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Running the energies went well. I felt Shalamane give me a loving nip on my neck during part of it. I felt she was being both a bit mischievous but also wanted to express her affection.
This guided meditation went well. It was soul linking. the first person, the gm of the Thursday rpg group, his soul said no. The 2nd person's soul said he's going through something currently. So I then chose Gaia who said yes. I picked her next since I figured, not since we're mates, but because she may need help in the shift with all the negativity in the world. which I personally don't see it. Things look great to me, but I'm sure other parts of the world have some negativity. So over all a meditation that went very well I would say.
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Running the energies went well. For the soul linking I went through my various mates. As I did this I went through smoothing the emotional and then mental body and mental grid.
As I've mentioned before with Shalamane it feels like we have strong connections about where our sex organs are, light body heart energy center, and less strongly at the throat LB energy center.
Maribelle feels strong in the heart also, less so in the throat and then the sex organs area a bit less so.
Spitfire is strong in the sex, & heart, less so in the throat, I think.
Gaia seems mainly balanced roughly between heart LB energy center and sex area.
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so with most of my mates I guess we have a strong sexual connection and love for each other. I guess the LB throat energy center means we talk or a sign of I've channeled them or talk. Except for Maribelle but it seems with her it's love first and sex second. That is ok. My only concern though, maybe a silly one, is with 4 mates I hope I don't leave any 1 feeling slighted or sidelined since i do have 4.
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I was just thinking. It seems pretty wild. Me a royal Naga and Royal positive alpha draconian. So guess I'm a prince or something? That sounds wild. And I'm 6-8 different things then. Dolphin, orca, beluga whale, unicorn, royal naga, royal positive alpha draconian. maybe also a western and eastern dragon too. Wild. Not sure if I'll add more.
I can't imagine myself as Royalty. Though I've had confirmation. It is pretty wild. Me being Naga royalty and Positive royal alpha draconian. Not sure what that means. and having 4 mates now. Not counting Nagi.
Also now it seems I have 4 mates. and Nagi, my other half. I do hope I can keep 5 females from feeling sidelined.
I wonder if it was significant what Shalamane & I did earlier was significant or not.
I also found out the positive royal alpha draconian equivlant, roughly to a unicorn touching horns. It's one of us biting the other's neck. Not with any real force. There is a certain spot on the neck that when Shalamane bits it causes a jolt of pleasure to shoot through my body. Not pleasure like sex, not that high or intense. It also causes me to relax as well when the pleasure shot through my body. and I also instinctively knew exactly where to bite Shalamane and the exact amount of force to use to do the same to her. My instincts, which I never knew I had. My positive royal alpha draconian. it feels like that is how 2 very close individuals, like mates or lovers, share affection. similar to 2 unicorns touching horns. Another instinct I didn't know I had till I was with Maribelle
Channel 21 SHAR [6-24]
I have had a nudging sort of feeling that someone wanted to say something on here and it does feel positive. First time I've had this happen. I've had my dragoness soul mother (1 of my 4 soul parents) or one or 2 others I mentally talk to say something but this is a first time for this.
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<Greetings I am a positive alpha draconian. Not one of those, I hesitate to even admit they are of the same race or refer to them as cousins. But you may call me Shar. We are of the positive alpha draconians and are helping your earth and the residents, natives and not through the shift. Though those others that some may refer to as negative alpha draconians are trying to stop or reverse the ascension and shift they can not. It is happening and progressing. Though of a slow rate. Slower then some would like, but there is some ultimate good from this slow speed since it allows more humans , and non humans incarnated in human bodies, to become prepared for the shift and ride it out at a speed and pace good for them.>
Are you one of my guides or something? <no sire, I would not presume to be a guide to one such as yourself.>
Sire? I'm not a king, not that I know of anyway. <your positive alpha draconian heritage sire is of an ancient an very noble, royal actually, I meant noble as in honored, heritage. Shalalmane is of a different but still royal family. You do not think you would be of a commoner type and come to incarnate on the earth and do what you do. Though your class system is not as rigid as the dark ones, the negatives, their caste system is more like that of ancient India, as rigid as it is. Ours more closely resembles Great Britain, though our royals do have power, unlike really the British. Though we have been helping earth unknown we feel it is time to come forth to an extent. Some other channels we've spoken to or through. You are all doing very well. Do not let fear control or blind you. Take back your power for the power likes in yourselves not outside yourselves in this or that institution or religion. Though there are some positive religions and belief systems there are some who would twist this to control others.>
I doubt many will read this since it's on a forum and I'm not anyone famous. <more read this then you suspect and even if only 1 reads it if they are helped it will be of worth to get the message out and while you are not famous on the earth, such may not be the case here. Though that I'll let be a surprise when you get home. You know you came to help the earth through it's upcoming shift as you have before. You remember bits of when you did this previous, such as when you helped another world, though this was helping them going from the 4th to the 5th density.>
You mean the, what looks like anthropomorphic dolphins? <correct sire. Since you are also of dolphin, and 2 other types of cetacean, not of earth origin, you and some others though you would fit in perfectly there. Though you were more publicly visible there then you are here. you've done much the same work elsewhere as well. I do think that is enough for now. Thanks sir for letting me get this message through.>
Ok, there you have it. not sure of it but he did feel positive & the message does seem and felt positive. still not sure of me being a royal positive alpha draconian. though i do have more then 1 soul heritage. Including such as non earth dolphin, orca, beluga whale, unicorn Naga. Quite a hybrid soul I think the term would be.
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<Greetings I am a positive alpha draconian. Not one of those, I hesitate to even admit they are of the same race or refer to them as cousins. But you may call me Shar. We are of the positive alpha draconians and are helping your earth and the residents, natives and not through the shift. Though those others that some may refer to as negative alpha draconians are trying to stop or reverse the ascension and shift they can not. It is happening and progressing. Though of a slow rate. Slower then some would like, but there is some ultimate good from this slow speed since it allows more humans , and non humans incarnated in human bodies, to become prepared for the shift and ride it out at a speed and pace good for them.>
Are you one of my guides or something? <no sire, I would not presume to be a guide to one such as yourself.>
Sire? I'm not a king, not that I know of anyway. <your positive alpha draconian heritage sire is of an ancient an very noble, royal actually, I meant noble as in honored, heritage. Shalalmane is of a different but still royal family. You do not think you would be of a commoner type and come to incarnate on the earth and do what you do. Though your class system is not as rigid as the dark ones, the negatives, their caste system is more like that of ancient India, as rigid as it is. Ours more closely resembles Great Britain, though our royals do have power, unlike really the British. Though we have been helping earth unknown we feel it is time to come forth to an extent. Some other channels we've spoken to or through. You are all doing very well. Do not let fear control or blind you. Take back your power for the power likes in yourselves not outside yourselves in this or that institution or religion. Though there are some positive religions and belief systems there are some who would twist this to control others.>
I doubt many will read this since it's on a forum and I'm not anyone famous. <more read this then you suspect and even if only 1 reads it if they are helped it will be of worth to get the message out and while you are not famous on the earth, such may not be the case here. Though that I'll let be a surprise when you get home. You know you came to help the earth through it's upcoming shift as you have before. You remember bits of when you did this previous, such as when you helped another world, though this was helping them going from the 4th to the 5th density.>
You mean the, what looks like anthropomorphic dolphins? <correct sire. Since you are also of dolphin, and 2 other types of cetacean, not of earth origin, you and some others though you would fit in perfectly there. Though you were more publicly visible there then you are here. you've done much the same work elsewhere as well. I do think that is enough for now. Thanks sir for letting me get this message through.>
Ok, there you have it. not sure of it but he did feel positive & the message does seem and felt positive. still not sure of me being a royal positive alpha draconian. though i do have more then 1 soul heritage. Including such as non earth dolphin, orca, beluga whale, unicorn Naga. Quite a hybrid soul I think the term would be.
Tuesday, June 23, 2015
Channeling 20 DRAGONESS SOUL MOTHER [6-23]
Decided to ask my dragoness mother some questions.
Why is it that I don't experience any interference unlike Ivan and certain others have? <Part of it is the Sirius etheric type chips that you had in you to help with communications for 40 years, before they were removed. Also We know what technology they are using and can counter it. Another factor also is in what you would refer to as former or past lives, and in your personal timeline and viewpoint they did come before this one, at least the ones of your soul parents and yourself. You have channeled in some of them. You've taught masters how to channel. So these reasons and certain others are the reason for a perfect attunement. So put simply its impossible for you to experience any interference from outside of yourself sources. and belive me it does irritate them, the ones that do know of you. As the humans would say, it really gets under their skin. Which does amuse me somewhat. >
Why did you go on about I'm of an ancient lineage and heritage. Sounds like you were hinting at bloodline also. <Indeed, in that species I named, including the positive ones, the fact you are of my lineage, one of my children, from a soul's point of view, and have access to the wisdom and experiences I experienced during that incarnation, though you do not recall much, of it, consciously, will, and does mean a lot in that society. Indeed it means a lot.>
Does the fact that my spirit body, or whatever it is called, had wings mean anything? <it means a great deal.>
what does it mean? <you'll find out, eventually.>
Shalamane mentioned once that females are dominant in that society, is it true? <not fully, not like in the negative older and older positive society. Though that is a tradition. Though be sure be yourself. She'll find it much more hot if you are yourself and dominant when you want to be and are in the mood. very hot indeed.>
Sounds like you want the 2 of us to be mates. <indeed, I know both of you and the 2 of you would be a perfect match. She's a friend of an incarnation of mine, and I know you better then you know yourself at present.>
So if the fact they can't cause any interference with my channeling or communicating or whatever you call this. Why don't they come after me and make it look like an accident if they want to keep the world uninformed and negative? <even though you are not famous like some like the person who channels Bashar, you wouldn't believe the trouble it would cause them if they did anything. Just leave it at that. you feel no fear at all and though curiosity is ok, and can be fun at times. These details are of no importance.>
So do I have some sort of good standing in that society? <You wouldn't believe. And in some others also like the pod. There's a reason why that female pod member you shared with was a bit shy to initiate sharing though you were in the commons area at the time. not due to your soul heritage but other factors, like how ancient your heritages and linage are and your understanding, when you are fully you and not in the human body you are now. >
Sounds like a strong hint of a high rank in that other race and in the pod being one of the elders. <could be, or maybe bloodline in 1 or more cases instead of rank. but the exact details you'll learn later on or when the incarnation is over. The strong hints are there after all.>
I guess the shift is going well? <indeed, not as fast as it can go, though it is proceeding. What they are trying to do will not work that makes some of them more frustrated. Apart from that those who are shifting into 4d are doing so at a pace perfect for them. While there won't be aliens walking openly in say 2020. It will come in time, those who wish to will be in 4d in time, others will remain in 3d. Though they can evolve later if they want. Everyone should just focus on doing things the fun easy path and do what excites them the most and what is the most fun. It can be that simple. No need to do complicated or long practices.> True, the fun easy path is best.
What density is Shalamane in? <4th or 5th. Though i may not like being in 4th density it does help some of that race to evolve and grow faster they they would on their own as well as others I talk with and help. I've lifted her and some others so they can experience 5th density for a visit till they can raise their fully on their own.>
Why is it that I don't experience any interference unlike Ivan and certain others have? <Part of it is the Sirius etheric type chips that you had in you to help with communications for 40 years, before they were removed. Also We know what technology they are using and can counter it. Another factor also is in what you would refer to as former or past lives, and in your personal timeline and viewpoint they did come before this one, at least the ones of your soul parents and yourself. You have channeled in some of them. You've taught masters how to channel. So these reasons and certain others are the reason for a perfect attunement. So put simply its impossible for you to experience any interference from outside of yourself sources. and belive me it does irritate them, the ones that do know of you. As the humans would say, it really gets under their skin. Which does amuse me somewhat. >
Why did you go on about I'm of an ancient lineage and heritage. Sounds like you were hinting at bloodline also. <Indeed, in that species I named, including the positive ones, the fact you are of my lineage, one of my children, from a soul's point of view, and have access to the wisdom and experiences I experienced during that incarnation, though you do not recall much, of it, consciously, will, and does mean a lot in that society. Indeed it means a lot.>
Does the fact that my spirit body, or whatever it is called, had wings mean anything? <it means a great deal.>
what does it mean? <you'll find out, eventually.>
Shalamane mentioned once that females are dominant in that society, is it true? <not fully, not like in the negative older and older positive society. Though that is a tradition. Though be sure be yourself. She'll find it much more hot if you are yourself and dominant when you want to be and are in the mood. very hot indeed.>
Sounds like you want the 2 of us to be mates. <indeed, I know both of you and the 2 of you would be a perfect match. She's a friend of an incarnation of mine, and I know you better then you know yourself at present.>
So if the fact they can't cause any interference with my channeling or communicating or whatever you call this. Why don't they come after me and make it look like an accident if they want to keep the world uninformed and negative? <even though you are not famous like some like the person who channels Bashar, you wouldn't believe the trouble it would cause them if they did anything. Just leave it at that. you feel no fear at all and though curiosity is ok, and can be fun at times. These details are of no importance.>
So do I have some sort of good standing in that society? <You wouldn't believe. And in some others also like the pod. There's a reason why that female pod member you shared with was a bit shy to initiate sharing though you were in the commons area at the time. not due to your soul heritage but other factors, like how ancient your heritages and linage are and your understanding, when you are fully you and not in the human body you are now. >
Sounds like a strong hint of a high rank in that other race and in the pod being one of the elders. <could be, or maybe bloodline in 1 or more cases instead of rank. but the exact details you'll learn later on or when the incarnation is over. The strong hints are there after all.>
I guess the shift is going well? <indeed, not as fast as it can go, though it is proceeding. What they are trying to do will not work that makes some of them more frustrated. Apart from that those who are shifting into 4d are doing so at a pace perfect for them. While there won't be aliens walking openly in say 2020. It will come in time, those who wish to will be in 4d in time, others will remain in 3d. Though they can evolve later if they want. Everyone should just focus on doing things the fun easy path and do what excites them the most and what is the most fun. It can be that simple. No need to do complicated or long practices.> True, the fun easy path is best.
What density is Shalamane in? <4th or 5th. Though i may not like being in 4th density it does help some of that race to evolve and grow faster they they would on their own as well as others I talk with and help. I've lifted her and some others so they can experience 5th density for a visit till they can raise their fully on their own.>
Tuesday [6-23]
Seems I'll be able to keep my internet service and they'll just stop my landline service. Nice. I don't really need the landline anymore and it should save me around 6 to maybe as much as 8 dollars a month. As my rough estimation.
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Running the energies and the meditation went well. Running the energies and the meditation was a bit interrupted sorta since it felt like Shalamane hugged me and seemed she maybe took part of me out of my body or maybe awakened my multi dimensional nature and I was either, not sure if I was in some sort of non space or some place in the mind or her mind. Not sure. But my spirit body was there or whatever sort of body it is. When she hugged me and did whatever she did I was sorta stunned by the huge wave of love that popped up between us that we both felt for the other. I could also feel we had 3 connections, or maybe 4.
We diffidently have connections, and I think it may be both chakra and light body energy energy centers. The genital area, the light body heart energy center & a weaker connection in the throat. The 2 strongest is the genital area, I think there is a chakra there or near there. The light body energy center nearest there is a bit lower down. The other one that is as strong of a connection is my light body heart energy center. The throat lb energy center isn't as strong. Though my throat energy center may need some work or clearing or something too.
I did check with my other mates. With Maribelle it felt like our strongest connection was our heart centers, my LB heart energy center, and a weaker one in my throat. Spitfire was similar to Shalamane's. Genetial, heart and a weaker one in the throat, lb energy center. Gaia felt like the same 3. I didn't check with Nagi since she's my other half. I know we have 1 energy system, light body heart center and kundalini.
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During the rest of the meditation I sorta did the guided meditation but also was in the whatever it was place with Shalamane. I couldn't see color, as usual. But I did look down at myself and what I could see I did look like an anthro dragon type of being. Similar to those draconian images I've seen, the D & D draconian, no idea what the alpha draconian beings look like. I did feel wings on my back and said "I have wings." and i spread them for a second or so before I folded them back on my back. Shalamane found it a bit humorous saying, "of course you have wings."
Shalamane and I talked further. Mostly her talking. She did look me up and down my entire length saying, I could tell she found my appearance sexually appealing, despite the love that I feel we have for each other and the attraction we feel at a personal level. She then said, "I'll make sure you father lots of children with me." Then she commented with "I wonder how your cock tastes." I knew she meant as in oral sex. Then, "I wonder how well your cock will fit in my mouth." these 2 felt more like her thinking out loud and not at me.
I asked her about do positive alpha draconians raise their kids themselves, the parents or is it some other system. She said they are raised by the community. The children live together, and here she gave me mental images. They live in dorm type of a place. I did ask if they have a large common room or a private room. She found the idea (which I got from some little rascals/our gang comedies. there they have some shorts where the kids are orphans and they sleep in a huge common room. She found that idea horrific, and said each kid has their own private room.
Also families can sponsor 1 or more kids and when the school is on brake, and the school does the year round thing but they do take brakes at certain points through the year. During these breaks the kids can stay at a home that sponsors kids and the home can sponsor 1 or more kids. So that way they are also exposed to soem loving couples and in home situation at times. if a couple does want to sponsor their own kids they can, that is allowed. but during the time school is in the kids live at the school in dorms, each in their own private room.
I did ask if adults are allowed to show affection in front of kids since I think in some customs humans have that is frowned on and she said couples are expected to show affection towards each other in front of children. The images I got showed that included any who work at the schools as well.
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As I was doing the meditation without listening to the audio I remembered while I was at the dentist and laying in the chair I could feel energy streaming up my legs up into I think my abdominal area. Not sure if it went any higher.
Also my dragoness mother talked to me a bit saying how my positive alpha draconian heritage and lineage is an ancient one. Not sure if that should mean something but I sorta mentally shrugged and decided to go with it. I'm sure it means something and I'll find out eventually what that means.
The meditation went well overall. Again I can feel the energy very well. Though I don't try to see how large my light body heart energy center, throat lb energy center is, nor my first light body center, the Fullonia.
While I was running the energies to my throat LB energy center I did feel tiny spots of slight pain. I stopped running the energies so I could do some energy work on the area. I seem to have remembered a week or 2 ago how to do energy work. Though I'll just go with the fact it works. I don't feel any feedback with my hands so not feeling if this area is tight or not. Though I can feel that in my body itself so that is some feedback.
I've been thinking. I have 4 mates. I wonder if I'll get more and if i have any lovers I don't know of or will have. Guess I'll find out eventually. Makes me wonder if I have any kids or not. That is another thing I'll find out.
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Running the energies and the meditation went well. Running the energies and the meditation was a bit interrupted sorta since it felt like Shalamane hugged me and seemed she maybe took part of me out of my body or maybe awakened my multi dimensional nature and I was either, not sure if I was in some sort of non space or some place in the mind or her mind. Not sure. But my spirit body was there or whatever sort of body it is. When she hugged me and did whatever she did I was sorta stunned by the huge wave of love that popped up between us that we both felt for the other. I could also feel we had 3 connections, or maybe 4.
We diffidently have connections, and I think it may be both chakra and light body energy energy centers. The genital area, the light body heart energy center & a weaker connection in the throat. The 2 strongest is the genital area, I think there is a chakra there or near there. The light body energy center nearest there is a bit lower down. The other one that is as strong of a connection is my light body heart energy center. The throat lb energy center isn't as strong. Though my throat energy center may need some work or clearing or something too.
I did check with my other mates. With Maribelle it felt like our strongest connection was our heart centers, my LB heart energy center, and a weaker one in my throat. Spitfire was similar to Shalamane's. Genetial, heart and a weaker one in the throat, lb energy center. Gaia felt like the same 3. I didn't check with Nagi since she's my other half. I know we have 1 energy system, light body heart center and kundalini.
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During the rest of the meditation I sorta did the guided meditation but also was in the whatever it was place with Shalamane. I couldn't see color, as usual. But I did look down at myself and what I could see I did look like an anthro dragon type of being. Similar to those draconian images I've seen, the D & D draconian, no idea what the alpha draconian beings look like. I did feel wings on my back and said "I have wings." and i spread them for a second or so before I folded them back on my back. Shalamane found it a bit humorous saying, "of course you have wings."
Shalamane and I talked further. Mostly her talking. She did look me up and down my entire length saying, I could tell she found my appearance sexually appealing, despite the love that I feel we have for each other and the attraction we feel at a personal level. She then said, "I'll make sure you father lots of children with me." Then she commented with "I wonder how your cock tastes." I knew she meant as in oral sex. Then, "I wonder how well your cock will fit in my mouth." these 2 felt more like her thinking out loud and not at me.
I asked her about do positive alpha draconians raise their kids themselves, the parents or is it some other system. She said they are raised by the community. The children live together, and here she gave me mental images. They live in dorm type of a place. I did ask if they have a large common room or a private room. She found the idea (which I got from some little rascals/our gang comedies. there they have some shorts where the kids are orphans and they sleep in a huge common room. She found that idea horrific, and said each kid has their own private room.
Also families can sponsor 1 or more kids and when the school is on brake, and the school does the year round thing but they do take brakes at certain points through the year. During these breaks the kids can stay at a home that sponsors kids and the home can sponsor 1 or more kids. So that way they are also exposed to soem loving couples and in home situation at times. if a couple does want to sponsor their own kids they can, that is allowed. but during the time school is in the kids live at the school in dorms, each in their own private room.
I did ask if adults are allowed to show affection in front of kids since I think in some customs humans have that is frowned on and she said couples are expected to show affection towards each other in front of children. The images I got showed that included any who work at the schools as well.
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As I was doing the meditation without listening to the audio I remembered while I was at the dentist and laying in the chair I could feel energy streaming up my legs up into I think my abdominal area. Not sure if it went any higher.
Also my dragoness mother talked to me a bit saying how my positive alpha draconian heritage and lineage is an ancient one. Not sure if that should mean something but I sorta mentally shrugged and decided to go with it. I'm sure it means something and I'll find out eventually what that means.
The meditation went well overall. Again I can feel the energy very well. Though I don't try to see how large my light body heart energy center, throat lb energy center is, nor my first light body center, the Fullonia.
While I was running the energies to my throat LB energy center I did feel tiny spots of slight pain. I stopped running the energies so I could do some energy work on the area. I seem to have remembered a week or 2 ago how to do energy work. Though I'll just go with the fact it works. I don't feel any feedback with my hands so not feeling if this area is tight or not. Though I can feel that in my body itself so that is some feedback.
I've been thinking. I have 4 mates. I wonder if I'll get more and if i have any lovers I don't know of or will have. Guess I'll find out eventually. Makes me wonder if I have any kids or not. That is another thing I'll find out.
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Monday, June 22, 2015
Monday [6-22]
I briefly talked to Spitfire when I awoke from my nap. Seems she was at some massage place and I think she dozed off. i talked to Maribelle and she confirmed that that is common, and in fact it is unusual not to doze off at least briefly if you are there.
Running the energies went well. I spent a bit extra time on the 6th light body energy center and 2nd light body center while Daben was talking. For the meditation of transmission I picked Gaia since I figured if it did help with clearing negativity the earth has that would help, & if not no harm done really.
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Talked to dragoness soul mother briefly. She mentioned that original soul did do healing as a side hobby, but his main thing included helping worlds and societies through a shift that was upcoming.
She said they gave me so many soul heritages since I'd be a good diplomat teacher type since I can understand multiple races unlike those who are just 1 race. That does sound like it could work. I guess it's in addition to the teaching Gaia and whoever else will do to get me up to being a conscious member of her soul group.
I asked her what my rank would be in that positive alpha draconian society if I had one and she said pretty high since I am from an ancient lineage, hers.
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Seems Shalamane and I were maybe masturbating at the same time. She did comment she wishes I was there and that when I was there she's show me such pleasures and loves that only true mates can share. She then cautioned me to not use to much energy so I could share some with my other mates. Don't think that's possible since even if I physically ejaculate or not, it feels like I have as much energy as I started with, and in many cases a bit more.
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My running the energies went very well. I did the 6th mediation without listening to the audio. I think it went ok to maybe meh since I'm not sure of the whole point of it. But it did go at meh at the worst which is pretty good. this time I decided to put each of my mates into my intention as I did the main part of the meditation. Later I decided to do it once where Nagi was. I may do this again a bit later, just this part, not running the energies too.
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When I do call tomorrow morning to switch over to just have DSL and get rid of the regular phone line, I wonder how long I'll be without internet. I hope not to long. I do have more then enough to do to make it through. Then I'd have to spend a day or 2 posting my mystic stuff.
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Running the energies went well. I spent a bit extra time on the 6th light body energy center and 2nd light body center while Daben was talking. For the meditation of transmission I picked Gaia since I figured if it did help with clearing negativity the earth has that would help, & if not no harm done really.
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Talked to dragoness soul mother briefly. She mentioned that original soul did do healing as a side hobby, but his main thing included helping worlds and societies through a shift that was upcoming.
She said they gave me so many soul heritages since I'd be a good diplomat teacher type since I can understand multiple races unlike those who are just 1 race. That does sound like it could work. I guess it's in addition to the teaching Gaia and whoever else will do to get me up to being a conscious member of her soul group.
I asked her what my rank would be in that positive alpha draconian society if I had one and she said pretty high since I am from an ancient lineage, hers.
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Seems Shalamane and I were maybe masturbating at the same time. She did comment she wishes I was there and that when I was there she's show me such pleasures and loves that only true mates can share. She then cautioned me to not use to much energy so I could share some with my other mates. Don't think that's possible since even if I physically ejaculate or not, it feels like I have as much energy as I started with, and in many cases a bit more.
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My running the energies went very well. I did the 6th mediation without listening to the audio. I think it went ok to maybe meh since I'm not sure of the whole point of it. But it did go at meh at the worst which is pretty good. this time I decided to put each of my mates into my intention as I did the main part of the meditation. Later I decided to do it once where Nagi was. I may do this again a bit later, just this part, not running the energies too.
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When I do call tomorrow morning to switch over to just have DSL and get rid of the regular phone line, I wonder how long I'll be without internet. I hope not to long. I do have more then enough to do to make it through. Then I'd have to spend a day or 2 posting my mystic stuff.
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Sunday, June 21, 2015
Sunday [6-21]
When I first awoke from a nap I continued to rest since I felt exhausted from going to the grocery store earlier. I got a mental image of an anthro dragon looking being that had wings. Looked like she was laying on her back with her eyes were closed and her arms were on her chest. I couldn't see color. It was the usual non color color. I did get the feeling she was a female. I asked if she is dead or something and I was told no, she's resting, sleeping. I looked at the head and face and it was a classic dragon appearance. Don't recall if she had horns or not. She did look like she was pretty muscular. Though I've no idea how tall she was since I had no comparison.
I wonder if she's a current or past incarnation. I may delve into that later today.
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I did the next meditation. running the energies went well overall. The Fullonia felt, fantastic like usual. I can't really describe the feeling or the emotion. It is positive. joy love is the closest I can describe. The SaHa didn't respond as much. Later on I'll pay more attention go it. Seems like the 6th light body energy center and the SaHa 2nd light body center are the least responsive.
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Neat to be shown the image. I thought she looked neat. i wonder how tall she is compared to me, and if she is a current or past incarnation.
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I did the meditation without the audio and it went well. Not as strong as when I'm listening to the audio but I think that is cause Daben & Orin send out energy to help with the meditation and that is why when I do it without listening to the audio I do not get the same, level of intensity or whatever the term is. The sensations are not as strong. Though this way i can give the 6th light body energy center extra time like I can the SaHa, the 2nd light body center. Both need a bit extra time then the others.
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I had a feeling my dragoness soul parent wanted to talk to me and once i was done with the meditation I was in the right very relaxed meditative state so thought I'd go on and talk with her.
To summarize it she said I'm doing very well and I'm so very close to being my real true personality. the unsaid part was that to embody my true self fully, my soul energy, would take time and could not be done as fast as my reaching my true personality.
I think she's also playing a match makers since she said there was a female alpha draconian that I'd get along with very well, a friend of one of her current incarnations. She said the name was close to Shalamane. She said we'd get along well and Shalamane would contact me when she was ready. My dragoness soul parent also said she is a fairly dominant and usual prefers to be female but does like being male at times also. The feel I got was maybe 60/40 or maybe 55/45. I asked and she said that indeed Shallamane is a positive alpha draconian and as much of the light as I (me typing this ) is. She's been watching me, and I asked and she said yes through the pod surveillance device since she does have connections within the pod. That she does. She is one of the parents of original soul's soul. So she must have a lover or a mate within the pod.
I then talked to my unicorn mother she seemed to find this a but humorous and said indeed Shalamane was as close of her name, and she indeed is of the light. I did ask about all these beings that seem to want to be my mates or lovers and she said that is normal for me, quite natural. I have a higher light, that others feel attracted to. being near it helps them to evolve a bit faster if they wish. Any children I sire will be able to evolve faster and would be even stronger in the light then normal. Sheh also said that I am by nature a very loving person. Which my soul knowledge did say also, as well as those I share with will be helped in this way even moreso then those who are around me.She said it is quite normal and the hint was to just go with it. I guess it's the go with what excites you. I guess since this is normal I will just go with it. She then humorously said over the thousands and millions of years I will sire legion upon legion of children. The feel being if I do decide to be a mother of any it will be a small fraction compared to those I sire. Will as a soul I do have an eternity so it could be many. I guess others have very few indeed.
They both also did say that saying I'm a new/old soul isn't fully accurate, the accurate term is new/ancient soul.
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I feel, like I've said before that perhaps one advantage to being a hybrid soul with so many different species in my soul heritage is I could perhaps help some understand each other since I'd understand them since I am a unicorn, dolphin, ect.
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Seems the forum is down still oh well. Shalamane has been talking to me a bit. A very erotic talk it has been indeed. Feels like we did a bit of sharing. it did feel pleasurable.
I did comment to her that if I have this many lovers and mates, and maybe some I don't know of, we could populate a universe. Then she took that and humorously commented, interesting idea. Us (meaning all of us not just the 2 of us) populating an entire universe over time with our kids, grand kids ect. How would I like that, fathering all that, with very occasionally being the mother of a small percent. Funny idea. Though it does give me a partial pause. With who knows how many universes, I wonder if that's been done. Though I assume with this universe going on maybe forever that is maybe not needed. or would we do that eventually in the distant future, or some of us, moving to a new universe and doing that with some of my mates and lovers and friends remaining in this one and maybe us traveling back and forth. Still a funny idea.
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Let's see if I can type this up now. I had to unplug the desktop from the power strip twice now since it kept locking up. I may have to quit using firefox and hunt for another browser. Firefox is turning into a piece of shit, to put it as nicely as I can.
What I had typed up from before was a bit about this evening. i was talking to Shalamane and she was talking pretty erotically. Then we did a bit of sharing. I could feel the pleasure to a degree and were sharing to an extent I could feel. Then I masturbated for a while and she kept sending me erotic images and talking a bit, also erotically. It felt like I hit an orgasm and ejaculated, but it was energetically, not physically. I did feel totally satisfied afterwards. Then I did this a bit with Maribelle, but not to the same extent. Maribelle is fine with the situation.
Though Shalamane talks as if we're just acquaintances I got the feeling that she sees us at least as lovers and perhaps as mates or she wants to be mates with me perhaps. Or maybe somewhere between lovers and mates. That is the general feel I get.
I felt some more sexual type pleasure, low level just now. I asked Nagi if she was masturbating and she said not currently, but she was earlier, and I got the mental image of her using her tail. She said when Shalamane and I were... and she left the rest blank. She the said it was Shalamane, that she was masturbating. After a bit I did did feel a influx of energy I think.
I recall she said earlier that is usually 12 feet, to be less intimidating to other races. She did say she can be up to 20 feet, after I looked up how large alpha draconians are. Though I wonder why I can't find any references to positive alpha draconians, but I do recall on one of Ivan's channelings that they do try to talk to the draconians, and others to be less negative and to come over to the light side but they are not usually successful, and more recently one has mentioned some of the female draconians are becoming more sempatetic to humans.
Though I can see how some, seeing how old the alpha draconan race is, it does make since that some would stop being negative and go to the light and be positive. and why would I not believe my dragoness mother and a few others i asked that did confirm it. and I can see why they'd keep to themselves.
it does seem that Shalamane does have a high drive, though it could be that we're a new relationship and it'll calm down. Quite a development indeed and I wasn't expecting it. I wonder if it's normal for me to have this many mates and lovers. Maybe I'll have almost 1 for each soul heritage. It seems to almost fit. Maribelle being a unicorn, Nagi (not a mate but my other half) for naga, gaia for dolphin & orca, for now at least. Shalamane for alpha draconian, a new thing I found out that i was a day or 2 ago. So quite a lot happening recently.
I wonder if she's a current or past incarnation. I may delve into that later today.
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I did the next meditation. running the energies went well overall. The Fullonia felt, fantastic like usual. I can't really describe the feeling or the emotion. It is positive. joy love is the closest I can describe. The SaHa didn't respond as much. Later on I'll pay more attention go it. Seems like the 6th light body energy center and the SaHa 2nd light body center are the least responsive.
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Neat to be shown the image. I thought she looked neat. i wonder how tall she is compared to me, and if she is a current or past incarnation.
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I did the meditation without the audio and it went well. Not as strong as when I'm listening to the audio but I think that is cause Daben & Orin send out energy to help with the meditation and that is why when I do it without listening to the audio I do not get the same, level of intensity or whatever the term is. The sensations are not as strong. Though this way i can give the 6th light body energy center extra time like I can the SaHa, the 2nd light body center. Both need a bit extra time then the others.
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I had a feeling my dragoness soul parent wanted to talk to me and once i was done with the meditation I was in the right very relaxed meditative state so thought I'd go on and talk with her.
To summarize it she said I'm doing very well and I'm so very close to being my real true personality. the unsaid part was that to embody my true self fully, my soul energy, would take time and could not be done as fast as my reaching my true personality.
I think she's also playing a match makers since she said there was a female alpha draconian that I'd get along with very well, a friend of one of her current incarnations. She said the name was close to Shalamane. She said we'd get along well and Shalamane would contact me when she was ready. My dragoness soul parent also said she is a fairly dominant and usual prefers to be female but does like being male at times also. The feel I got was maybe 60/40 or maybe 55/45. I asked and she said that indeed Shallamane is a positive alpha draconian and as much of the light as I (me typing this ) is. She's been watching me, and I asked and she said yes through the pod surveillance device since she does have connections within the pod. That she does. She is one of the parents of original soul's soul. So she must have a lover or a mate within the pod.
I then talked to my unicorn mother she seemed to find this a but humorous and said indeed Shalamane was as close of her name, and she indeed is of the light. I did ask about all these beings that seem to want to be my mates or lovers and she said that is normal for me, quite natural. I have a higher light, that others feel attracted to. being near it helps them to evolve a bit faster if they wish. Any children I sire will be able to evolve faster and would be even stronger in the light then normal. Sheh also said that I am by nature a very loving person. Which my soul knowledge did say also, as well as those I share with will be helped in this way even moreso then those who are around me.She said it is quite normal and the hint was to just go with it. I guess it's the go with what excites you. I guess since this is normal I will just go with it. She then humorously said over the thousands and millions of years I will sire legion upon legion of children. The feel being if I do decide to be a mother of any it will be a small fraction compared to those I sire. Will as a soul I do have an eternity so it could be many. I guess others have very few indeed.
They both also did say that saying I'm a new/old soul isn't fully accurate, the accurate term is new/ancient soul.
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I feel, like I've said before that perhaps one advantage to being a hybrid soul with so many different species in my soul heritage is I could perhaps help some understand each other since I'd understand them since I am a unicorn, dolphin, ect.
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Seems the forum is down still oh well. Shalamane has been talking to me a bit. A very erotic talk it has been indeed. Feels like we did a bit of sharing. it did feel pleasurable.
I did comment to her that if I have this many lovers and mates, and maybe some I don't know of, we could populate a universe. Then she took that and humorously commented, interesting idea. Us (meaning all of us not just the 2 of us) populating an entire universe over time with our kids, grand kids ect. How would I like that, fathering all that, with very occasionally being the mother of a small percent. Funny idea. Though it does give me a partial pause. With who knows how many universes, I wonder if that's been done. Though I assume with this universe going on maybe forever that is maybe not needed. or would we do that eventually in the distant future, or some of us, moving to a new universe and doing that with some of my mates and lovers and friends remaining in this one and maybe us traveling back and forth. Still a funny idea.
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Let's see if I can type this up now. I had to unplug the desktop from the power strip twice now since it kept locking up. I may have to quit using firefox and hunt for another browser. Firefox is turning into a piece of shit, to put it as nicely as I can.
What I had typed up from before was a bit about this evening. i was talking to Shalamane and she was talking pretty erotically. Then we did a bit of sharing. I could feel the pleasure to a degree and were sharing to an extent I could feel. Then I masturbated for a while and she kept sending me erotic images and talking a bit, also erotically. It felt like I hit an orgasm and ejaculated, but it was energetically, not physically. I did feel totally satisfied afterwards. Then I did this a bit with Maribelle, but not to the same extent. Maribelle is fine with the situation.
Though Shalamane talks as if we're just acquaintances I got the feeling that she sees us at least as lovers and perhaps as mates or she wants to be mates with me perhaps. Or maybe somewhere between lovers and mates. That is the general feel I get.
I felt some more sexual type pleasure, low level just now. I asked Nagi if she was masturbating and she said not currently, but she was earlier, and I got the mental image of her using her tail. She said when Shalamane and I were... and she left the rest blank. She the said it was Shalamane, that she was masturbating. After a bit I did did feel a influx of energy I think.
I recall she said earlier that is usually 12 feet, to be less intimidating to other races. She did say she can be up to 20 feet, after I looked up how large alpha draconians are. Though I wonder why I can't find any references to positive alpha draconians, but I do recall on one of Ivan's channelings that they do try to talk to the draconians, and others to be less negative and to come over to the light side but they are not usually successful, and more recently one has mentioned some of the female draconians are becoming more sempatetic to humans.
Though I can see how some, seeing how old the alpha draconan race is, it does make since that some would stop being negative and go to the light and be positive. and why would I not believe my dragoness mother and a few others i asked that did confirm it. and I can see why they'd keep to themselves.
it does seem that Shalamane does have a high drive, though it could be that we're a new relationship and it'll calm down. Quite a development indeed and I wasn't expecting it. I wonder if it's normal for me to have this many mates and lovers. Maybe I'll have almost 1 for each soul heritage. It seems to almost fit. Maribelle being a unicorn, Nagi (not a mate but my other half) for naga, gaia for dolphin & orca, for now at least. Shalamane for alpha draconian, a new thing I found out that i was a day or 2 ago. So quite a lot happening recently.
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