Wedensday [6-24]

Had a bit of a talk with Shalamane when I awoke.  I was laying in bed relaxing.  Felt like the right talk and I was thinking I may do short interviews with my mates and Nagi to get to know them better.  maybe 2 of my soul parents also. I think I'll try to recreate it instead of summarizing it.

<hello lover, stud.>

uh, yea.  so if you were to eat a human type food what would it be?  <sushi, yum, though you can leave the kelp wraps at home.  Not much into plant food myself.>

So what about  me do you like? <your personality, your energy, you make me laugh, are silly at times.  very hot looking, mmmmm, the size of .> 

yea, well.  I guess we are both clear on our feelings for each other.  <indeed, the love we feel goes deep.  there was an immediate connection.  true love all the way.  and strong connections too.> 

So, why is it you are always erotic and such towards me?  <you bring that out in me, just you being you.  Admit it, I know I bring it out in you....> typing this now I do have to admit even the memory of it does.  what happened next was she started to growl at me.  Not an aggressive or angry grown but instinctively I knew it was the growl of... hard to describe, an aroused female who is with a male she finds very attractive and a suitable mate.  I found myself doing the same growl to her.  it's not that we were not sentient we were, but it was like our feelings for each other had awakened some deeper instincts.  As I recall we did a sort of circle around each other.  She pounced on me in a playful manner and I was on my back.  We then did a human equivalent of like hugging, kissing, foreplay, but knowing it wasn't meant to lead to sex, just us sharing our affection, love, sexual feelings for each other.  it included from what I can describe as her gently biting a certain spot on my neck and I knew the exact spot and the exact amount of force to do the same to her, and exquisite feeling when she did it to me.  as I remember now I do think we had our wings half unfolded but not fully extended.  I felt myself melting into what she was doing.  No idea how long this went on when I felt something awaken in me and I gripped her and flipped her or something, not sure what, and put her on her back and took the more dominant position.  again no sex just us both sharing our affection, love, sexual feelings for each other and letting ancient instincts guide us. 

This went on for a while then we both stopped, again we both knew this wasn't meant to lead to sex.    I guess that does show how we feel about each other.  As I type this i wonder if that was some sort of ritual or something of meaning, or just the 2 of us sharing our affection, love, sexual feelings.  Felt like we shared energy too as I recall.

afterwards but before we parted Shalamane did a sort of brief sigh saying, <now I know why mom warned me about you, it was totally hot.>

what do you mean?  <when your... the one you recall as your dragoness mother, and you wouldn't believe the ancient lineage and heritage, but anyway when it was obvious she was wanting the 2 of us to become mates I asked mother to look at your energy and she did see what your dragoness mother said was correct we were perfect for each other and she warned me that she saw something in your energy that was like father's.  You're not totally submissive, nor dominant, but sort of a mix of the 2, which mom said is one of the things she finds hot about dad and she warned me I may find it hot as well.  in fact she said if she wasn't fully happy with dad, you'd be a consideration for a mate of hers.>

<I don't like the idea of a male who's always dominant, but I also don't like the idea of a male who's always submissive either.  so you fit perfectly, like a key in a lock.  and I know where one of your keys would perfectly fit I bet> 

sounds like a compliment.  i still find it hard to believe that I'm really something important like a positive royal alpha draconian.  <oh, you certainly are.  like your naga heritage is of a royal naga too.  You have the neck hood and all.  But here let me prove it more.> then she started to do something like doing an sort of light energywork and massage of my back that felt pleasurable and relaxing.  <see, that only affects royals like it is you.   If you were a non royal while you may find it relaxing of your back muscles it wouldn't be effecting you like it is now.> 

What is it you're doing?  <a trick mom taught me.  Something like a bit of energy work and massage, of what you may call your flight or wing muscles.>  Then she stopped but you do need to get up dear.  But I do think these interviews of your mates is a good idea.  You'll consciously get to know us better, even if you don't yet have full access to your soul memories.>

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Running the energies went well.  I felt Shalamane give me a loving nip on my neck during part of it.  I felt she was being both a bit mischievous but also wanted to express her affection.

This guided meditation went well. It was soul linking.  the first person, the gm of the Thursday rpg group, his soul said no. The 2nd person's soul said he's going through something currently.  So I then chose Gaia who said yes.  I picked her next since I figured, not since we're mates, but because she may need help in the shift with all the negativity in the world.  which I personally don't see it.  Things look great to me, but I'm sure other parts of the world have some negativity.  So over all a meditation that went very well I would say.

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Running the energies went well.  For the soul linking I went through my various mates.  As I did this I went through smoothing the emotional and then mental body and mental grid. 

As I've mentioned before with Shalamane it feels like we have strong  connections about where our sex organs are, light body heart energy center, and less strongly at the throat LB energy center. 

Maribelle feels strong in the heart also, less so in the throat and then the sex organs area a bit less so.  

Spitfire is strong in the sex, & heart, less so in the throat, I think. 

Gaia seems mainly balanced roughly between heart LB energy center and sex area. 

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so with most of my mates I guess we have a strong sexual connection and love for each other.  I guess the LB throat energy center means we talk or a sign of I've channeled them or talk.   Except for Maribelle but it seems with her it's love first and sex second.    That is ok.  My only concern though, maybe a silly one, is with 4 mates I hope I don't leave any 1 feeling slighted or sidelined since i do have 4.

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I was just thinking. It seems pretty wild. Me a royal Naga and Royal positive alpha draconian.  So guess I'm a prince or something?  That sounds wild.  And I'm 6-8 different things then. Dolphin, orca, beluga whale, unicorn, royal naga, royal positive alpha draconian.  maybe also a western and eastern dragon too.  Wild.  Not sure if I'll add more.

I can't imagine myself as Royalty.  Though I've had confirmation.  It is pretty wild.  Me being Naga royalty and Positive royal alpha draconian.  Not sure what that means.  and having 4 mates now. Not counting Nagi.

Also now it seems I have 4 mates. and Nagi, my other half.  I do hope I can keep 5 females from feeling sidelined. 

I wonder if it was significant what Shalamane & I did earlier was significant or not.

I also found out the positive royal alpha draconian equivlant, roughly to a unicorn touching horns.  It's one of us biting the other's neck.  Not with any real force.  There is a certain spot on the neck that when Shalamane bits it causes a jolt of pleasure to shoot through my body. Not pleasure like sex, not that high or intense.  It also causes me to relax as well when the pleasure shot through my body. and I also instinctively knew exactly where to bite Shalamane and the exact amount of force to use to do the same to her. My instincts, which I never knew I had.  My positive royal alpha draconian.  it feels like that is how 2 very close individuals, like mates or lovers, share affection.  similar to 2 unicorns touching horns.  Another instinct I didn't know I had till I was with Maribelle