When I first awoke from a nap I continued to rest since I felt exhausted from going to the grocery store earlier. I got a mental image of an anthro dragon looking being that had wings. Looked like she was laying on her back with her eyes were closed and her arms were on her chest. I couldn't see color. It was the usual non color color. I did get the feeling she was a female. I asked if she is dead or something and I was told no, she's resting, sleeping. I looked at the head and face and it was a classic dragon appearance. Don't recall if she had horns or not. She did look like she was pretty muscular. Though I've no idea how tall she was since I had no comparison.
I wonder if she's a current or past incarnation. I may delve into that later today.
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I did the next meditation. running the energies went well overall. The Fullonia felt, fantastic like usual. I can't really describe the feeling or the emotion. It is positive. joy love is the closest I can describe. The SaHa didn't respond as much. Later on I'll pay more attention go it. Seems like the 6th light body energy center and the SaHa 2nd light body center are the least responsive.
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Neat to be shown the image. I thought she looked neat. i wonder how tall she is compared to me, and if she is a current or past incarnation.
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I did the meditation without the audio and it went well. Not as strong as when I'm listening to the audio but I think that is cause Daben & Orin send out energy to help with the meditation and that is why when I do it without listening to the audio I do not get the same, level of intensity or whatever the term is. The sensations are not as strong. Though this way i can give the 6th light body energy center extra time like I can the SaHa, the 2nd light body center. Both need a bit extra time then the others.
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I had a feeling my dragoness soul parent wanted to talk to me and once i was done with the meditation I was in the right very relaxed meditative state so thought I'd go on and talk with her.
To summarize it she said I'm doing very well and I'm so very close to being my real true personality. the unsaid part was that to embody my true self fully, my soul energy, would take time and could not be done as fast as my reaching my true personality.
I think she's also playing a match makers since she said there was a female alpha draconian that I'd get along with very well, a friend of one of her current incarnations. She said the name was close to Shalamane. She said we'd get along well and Shalamane would contact me when she was ready. My dragoness soul parent also said she is a fairly dominant and usual prefers to be female but does like being male at times also. The feel I got was maybe 60/40 or maybe 55/45. I asked and she said that indeed Shallamane is a positive alpha draconian and as much of the light as I (me typing this ) is. She's been watching me, and I asked and she said yes through the pod surveillance device since she does have connections within the pod. That she does. She is one of the parents of original soul's soul. So she must have a lover or a mate within the pod.
I then talked to my unicorn mother she seemed to find this a but humorous and said indeed Shalamane was as close of her name, and she indeed is of the light. I did ask about all these beings that seem to want to be my mates or lovers and she said that is normal for me, quite natural. I have a higher light, that others feel attracted to. being near it helps them to evolve a bit faster if they wish. Any children I sire will be able to evolve faster and would be even stronger in the light then normal. Sheh also said that I am by nature a very loving person. Which my soul knowledge did say also, as well as those I share with will be helped in this way even moreso then those who are around me.She said it is quite normal and the hint was to just go with it. I guess it's the go with what excites you. I guess since this is normal I will just go with it. She then humorously said over the thousands and millions of years I will sire legion upon legion of children. The feel being if I do decide to be a mother of any it will be a small fraction compared to those I sire. Will as a soul I do have an eternity so it could be many. I guess others have very few indeed.
They both also did say that saying I'm a new/old soul isn't fully accurate, the accurate term is new/ancient soul.
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I feel, like I've said before that perhaps one advantage to being a hybrid soul with so many different species in my soul heritage is I could perhaps help some understand each other since I'd understand them since I am a unicorn, dolphin, ect.
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Seems the forum is down still oh well. Shalamane has been talking to me a bit. A very erotic talk it has been indeed. Feels like we did a bit of sharing. it did feel pleasurable.
I did comment to her that if I have this many lovers and mates, and maybe some I don't know of, we could populate a universe. Then she took that and humorously commented, interesting idea. Us (meaning all of us not just the 2 of us) populating an entire universe over time with our kids, grand kids ect. How would I like that, fathering all that, with very occasionally being the mother of a small percent. Funny idea. Though it does give me a partial pause. With who knows how many universes, I wonder if that's been done. Though I assume with this universe going on maybe forever that is maybe not needed. or would we do that eventually in the distant future, or some of us, moving to a new universe and doing that with some of my mates and lovers and friends remaining in this one and maybe us traveling back and forth. Still a funny idea.
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Let's see if I can type this up now. I had to unplug the desktop from the power strip twice now since it kept locking up. I may have to quit using firefox and hunt for another browser. Firefox is turning into a piece of shit, to put it as nicely as I can.
What I had typed up from before was a bit about this evening. i was talking to Shalamane and she was talking pretty erotically. Then we did a bit of sharing. I could feel the pleasure to a degree and were sharing to an extent I could feel. Then I masturbated for a while and she kept sending me erotic images and talking a bit, also erotically. It felt like I hit an orgasm and ejaculated, but it was energetically, not physically. I did feel totally satisfied afterwards. Then I did this a bit with Maribelle, but not to the same extent. Maribelle is fine with the situation.
Though Shalamane talks as if we're just acquaintances I got the feeling that she sees us at least as lovers and perhaps as mates or she wants to be mates with me perhaps. Or maybe somewhere between lovers and mates. That is the general feel I get.
I felt some more sexual type pleasure, low level just now. I asked Nagi if she was masturbating and she said not currently, but she was earlier, and I got the mental image of her using her tail. She said when Shalamane and I were... and she left the rest blank. She the said it was Shalamane, that she was masturbating. After a bit I did did feel a influx of energy I think.
I recall she said earlier that is usually 12 feet, to be less intimidating to other races. She did say she can be up to 20 feet, after I looked up how large alpha draconians are. Though I wonder why I can't find any references to positive alpha draconians, but I do recall on one of Ivan's channelings that they do try to talk to the draconians, and others to be less negative and to come over to the light side but they are not usually successful, and more recently one has mentioned some of the female draconians are becoming more sempatetic to humans.
Though I can see how some, seeing how old the alpha draconan race is, it does make since that some would stop being negative and go to the light and be positive. and why would I not believe my dragoness mother and a few others i asked that did confirm it. and I can see why they'd keep to themselves.
it does seem that Shalamane does have a high drive, though it could be that we're a new relationship and it'll calm down. Quite a development indeed and I wasn't expecting it. I wonder if it's normal for me to have this many mates and lovers. Maybe I'll have almost 1 for each soul heritage. It seems to almost fit. Maribelle being a unicorn, Nagi (not a mate but my other half) for naga, gaia for dolphin & orca, for now at least. Shalamane for alpha draconian, a new thing I found out that i was a day or 2 ago. So quite a lot happening recently.
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