Seems I'll be able to keep my internet service and they'll just stop my landline service. Nice. I don't really need the landline anymore and it should save me around 6 to maybe as much as 8 dollars a month. As my rough estimation.
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Running the energies and the meditation went well. Running the energies and the meditation was a bit interrupted sorta since it felt like Shalamane hugged me and seemed she maybe took part of me out of my body or maybe awakened my multi dimensional nature and I was either, not sure if I was in some sort of non space or some place in the mind or her mind. Not sure. But my spirit body was there or whatever sort of body it is. When she hugged me and did whatever she did I was sorta stunned by the huge wave of love that popped up between us that we both felt for the other. I could also feel we had 3 connections, or maybe 4.
We diffidently have connections, and I think it may be both chakra and light body energy energy centers. The genital area, the light body heart energy center & a weaker connection in the throat. The 2 strongest is the genital area, I think there is a chakra there or near there. The light body energy center nearest there is a bit lower down. The other one that is as strong of a connection is my light body heart energy center. The throat lb energy center isn't as strong. Though my throat energy center may need some work or clearing or something too.
I did check with my other mates. With Maribelle it felt like our strongest connection was our heart centers, my LB heart energy center, and a weaker one in my throat. Spitfire was similar to Shalamane's. Genetial, heart and a weaker one in the throat, lb energy center. Gaia felt like the same 3. I didn't check with Nagi since she's my other half. I know we have 1 energy system, light body heart center and kundalini.
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During the rest of the meditation I sorta did the guided meditation but also was in the whatever it was place with Shalamane. I couldn't see color, as usual. But I did look down at myself and what I could see I did look like an anthro dragon type of being. Similar to those draconian images I've seen, the D & D draconian, no idea what the alpha draconian beings look like. I did feel wings on my back and said "I have wings." and i spread them for a second or so before I folded them back on my back. Shalamane found it a bit humorous saying, "of course you have wings."
Shalamane and I talked further. Mostly her talking. She did look me up and down my entire length saying, I could tell she found my appearance sexually appealing, despite the love that I feel we have for each other and the attraction we feel at a personal level. She then said, "I'll make sure you father lots of children with me." Then she commented with "I wonder how your cock tastes." I knew she meant as in oral sex. Then, "I wonder how well your cock will fit in my mouth." these 2 felt more like her thinking out loud and not at me.
I asked her about do positive alpha draconians raise their kids themselves, the parents or is it some other system. She said they are raised by the community. The children live together, and here she gave me mental images. They live in dorm type of a place. I did ask if they have a large common room or a private room. She found the idea (which I got from some little rascals/our gang comedies. there they have some shorts where the kids are orphans and they sleep in a huge common room. She found that idea horrific, and said each kid has their own private room.
Also families can sponsor 1 or more kids and when the school is on brake, and the school does the year round thing but they do take brakes at certain points through the year. During these breaks the kids can stay at a home that sponsors kids and the home can sponsor 1 or more kids. So that way they are also exposed to soem loving couples and in home situation at times. if a couple does want to sponsor their own kids they can, that is allowed. but during the time school is in the kids live at the school in dorms, each in their own private room.
I did ask if adults are allowed to show affection in front of kids since I think in some customs humans have that is frowned on and she said couples are expected to show affection towards each other in front of children. The images I got showed that included any who work at the schools as well.
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As I was doing the meditation without listening to the audio I remembered while I was at the dentist and laying in the chair I could feel energy streaming up my legs up into I think my abdominal area. Not sure if it went any higher.
Also my dragoness mother talked to me a bit saying how my positive alpha draconian heritage and lineage is an ancient one. Not sure if that should mean something but I sorta mentally shrugged and decided to go with it. I'm sure it means something and I'll find out eventually what that means.
The meditation went well overall. Again I can feel the energy very well. Though I don't try to see how large my light body heart energy center, throat lb energy center is, nor my first light body center, the Fullonia.
While I was running the energies to my throat LB energy center I did feel tiny spots of slight pain. I stopped running the energies so I could do some energy work on the area. I seem to have remembered a week or 2 ago how to do energy work. Though I'll just go with the fact it works. I don't feel any feedback with my hands so not feeling if this area is tight or not. Though I can feel that in my body itself so that is some feedback.
I've been thinking. I have 4 mates. I wonder if I'll get more and if i have any lovers I don't know of or will have. Guess I'll find out eventually. Makes me wonder if I have any kids or not. That is another thing I'll find out.
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