Last Night: I spent some time talking to myself and a few, not sure they are aspects or what. A few of us had a talk and I feel a great happiness inside. We are in agreement. I think I passed some stage or something.
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I did the 7th meditation of part 3 and running the energies went very well for the lower energy centers and fantastic for the upper centers.
The main meditation was about changing your thoughts. I did a number of thoughts, though the meditation seemed to be mainly about changing 3 thoughts, I must have done 8 or more. They did change to their highest resonance or changed to the true thought, not the illusion. This diffidently one of the meditations I've gotten a lot out of that I missed the first 4 times I did it. Those first 4 times helped, but this time it was like I could see the whole picture, understand the whole picture.
using the mental gridwork, changing it to the finest, highest version, that of my soul, though Orin talked about the higher self. My higher self is what some would refer to as my soul, though I am my soul. I just us the label since it's a handy 1 or 2 word label rather then typing out a whole sentence to describe what it really is. I changed my mental framework to that of my soul, super fine, blinding bright, white and yet also a rainbow of colors at the same time. Then it changed and became a white at the core shining out a rainbow of colors. Every though I put into it changed instantly to a highest resonance frequency. True thoughts, not illusionary ones. It went fantastic, great. Those words are inadiquite to describe how well it went.
It want more then fantastic, more then great.
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I did the 8th meditation that was 3rd part of awaken the light body. Running the energies went very well, it was pleasurable.
the main part of the meditation was meeting the gridwork aliens (as Orin called them) that work with the universal mind and that all individual minds are connected to this universal mind.
The meditation went very well. I exchanged energies with the beings. The first one did give me a gift. Some sort of energy packet that dissolved inside me over the course of the meditation. After a bit of time I did get images mentally infront of me like a tv or movie screen in a movie theater. I saw images I don't recall. After a while I went very deep and felt like I was actually there, but also listening to Orin and this physical body was very relaxed.
On departing the gridwork master said for me to love myself and accept myself, fully accept myself, as I am. And also to, which I was planning on doing after my nap, talk to Alkorna.
Since I still can't recall what I saw on the movie screen type thing in front of me, that I recall kept increasing in size till it took up the whole mental screen, or the 3d world I was in with 1 being talking to me. Since I don't recall that I'll put it up to that It's not important for me to remember since if I needed to I would, so since I don't it's not important for me to remember and I'll hence not think about it anymore, though I am a bit curious, slightly, maybe.
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Tuesday, August 11, 2015
Monday, August 10, 2015
52 ARCHARD & an appearance by maribelle [8-10]
Ok, Archard. I got that it's normal for folks to come into & out of my live either since they have served on our agreed meeting and purpose thing. And also some other reasons is some can feel or sense that my energy is totally alien, though most who are aware of this are on a subconscious level.
Archard: True, what you say is true.
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I already know that one can say that everyone and everything is here to help me to learn or show me things, and the same goes for everyone else who is incarnated here. Though I do wonder if so then why is my urge to go home so strong. it does seem that the more aware I become, and the more I grow and proceed that the stronger it gets.
Archard: Normal since you are not from the earth at all, never have incarnated there and the current system, though it is slowly changing, is totally alien to you. you are in a world, a simulation hologram program thing, that is totally alien to your way of being, unlike the native earth humans there.
you went there, and a brave thing to do indeed, to help the earth humans and the earth itself, Gaia, with the upcoming shift. not really to learn, though you are learning a bit there. Mostly what you are doing is recovering the levels and ground you already know, since doing this would be a new experience for you as well as the process would help the others incarnated there. By doing what you are doing, those and others like you will help the native earth humans to shift as well, embody more of themselves, dissolve their veil, and so on.
Personally I do agree with you, the system they came up with long ago and implemented was not as well thought out as they thought they had done. That is not a place for me. I'd never incarnate there myself, even to do what you are doing.
accept your strong urge to return home and to be home is totally normal. You'll be returning home soon enough and once here you'll see all the options open to you.
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It can't be to soon for me. Though those reading this may think I'm depressed, I'm not, I just strongly want to be home and not here, not that being here doesn't have some fun aspects to it.
Archard: I do understand. Just relax, accept that you'll be returning home soon enough. Have no doubts. believe in your inner power. you will be returning home soon enough. You've grown a lot and will continue to grow, expand and evolve.
Maribelle: yes and then we can truly be together. believe in yourself and how soon we'll be truly together and together forever along with your other mates and lovers as well as friends and others like your soul parents. There are some feelings surfacing and they are normal. and part of your current growth.
Archard: indeed, since you are at a stage you are at and the gathering together of yourself causes some long deeply buried things to come to the surface, accept them and you can do as you learned in the quantum secrets book, that will help as well. Accept the feeling and look at it in the ways the book describes. you'll learn much and grow. you are at a critical point now and soon will be past it, stronger, with more of your true inner power and grown to a new level, grown up a step so to speak. more then perhaps you're aware of where you are currently incarnated. Soon you'll be here among us all. This is an important time of growth for you that you are at, going to a new stage. relax, ride it out. it's much easier then the one you went through way back in December I think it was, or January, whenever that was. Soon you'll be among us all here.
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Soon in who's time table. Though I do know time is simultaneous and the perception of time as it is here is just a part of the hologram system thing that is a part of being here. hard to explain what I know nad have known since I was 15.
Archard: yes, putting what you know into English is hard since the language is inadequate for certain things. The fact you are feeling the true nature of the reality you are incarnated into, due to an accident when you were 12, happened according to a plan to help with your being aware of the nature of reality. The exact nature of it is hard to put into English. if that accident had not happened, you would have started to have the poof moments as you call them, but it would not have gone as smoothly. and there is a very good reason you are experiencing the sensations like you did when you were 12 and that accident happened. the reasons are hard to explain and some of it is best not said to you at this point. Accept it as you are doing. It can show you a lot. your feelings are true, go with them.
Maribelle: Indeed, I can't wait till you're done there and can return here and be with all of us again as you should be now, and will never incarnate again. you'll be an ensouled being as you say, not the exact right term but there is no English term for it, that is close enough. You'll love it here, unlike there. here is one of your homes, earth never can be really. for several reasons. I do miss you though we can talk and I can be beside you it's not the same as you being here among us, all your mates, lovers, friends, and so on. You'll love being a crown prince and the other new developments like your soul heritages, cetacean, unicorn, and reptilian, to not list all of them. no need to get exact and list each species.
Archard: True, what you say is true.
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I already know that one can say that everyone and everything is here to help me to learn or show me things, and the same goes for everyone else who is incarnated here. Though I do wonder if so then why is my urge to go home so strong. it does seem that the more aware I become, and the more I grow and proceed that the stronger it gets.
Archard: Normal since you are not from the earth at all, never have incarnated there and the current system, though it is slowly changing, is totally alien to you. you are in a world, a simulation hologram program thing, that is totally alien to your way of being, unlike the native earth humans there.
you went there, and a brave thing to do indeed, to help the earth humans and the earth itself, Gaia, with the upcoming shift. not really to learn, though you are learning a bit there. Mostly what you are doing is recovering the levels and ground you already know, since doing this would be a new experience for you as well as the process would help the others incarnated there. By doing what you are doing, those and others like you will help the native earth humans to shift as well, embody more of themselves, dissolve their veil, and so on.
Personally I do agree with you, the system they came up with long ago and implemented was not as well thought out as they thought they had done. That is not a place for me. I'd never incarnate there myself, even to do what you are doing.
accept your strong urge to return home and to be home is totally normal. You'll be returning home soon enough and once here you'll see all the options open to you.
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It can't be to soon for me. Though those reading this may think I'm depressed, I'm not, I just strongly want to be home and not here, not that being here doesn't have some fun aspects to it.
Archard: I do understand. Just relax, accept that you'll be returning home soon enough. Have no doubts. believe in your inner power. you will be returning home soon enough. You've grown a lot and will continue to grow, expand and evolve.
Maribelle: yes and then we can truly be together. believe in yourself and how soon we'll be truly together and together forever along with your other mates and lovers as well as friends and others like your soul parents. There are some feelings surfacing and they are normal. and part of your current growth.
Archard: indeed, since you are at a stage you are at and the gathering together of yourself causes some long deeply buried things to come to the surface, accept them and you can do as you learned in the quantum secrets book, that will help as well. Accept the feeling and look at it in the ways the book describes. you'll learn much and grow. you are at a critical point now and soon will be past it, stronger, with more of your true inner power and grown to a new level, grown up a step so to speak. more then perhaps you're aware of where you are currently incarnated. Soon you'll be here among us all. This is an important time of growth for you that you are at, going to a new stage. relax, ride it out. it's much easier then the one you went through way back in December I think it was, or January, whenever that was. Soon you'll be among us all here.
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Soon in who's time table. Though I do know time is simultaneous and the perception of time as it is here is just a part of the hologram system thing that is a part of being here. hard to explain what I know nad have known since I was 15.
Archard: yes, putting what you know into English is hard since the language is inadequate for certain things. The fact you are feeling the true nature of the reality you are incarnated into, due to an accident when you were 12, happened according to a plan to help with your being aware of the nature of reality. The exact nature of it is hard to put into English. if that accident had not happened, you would have started to have the poof moments as you call them, but it would not have gone as smoothly. and there is a very good reason you are experiencing the sensations like you did when you were 12 and that accident happened. the reasons are hard to explain and some of it is best not said to you at this point. Accept it as you are doing. It can show you a lot. your feelings are true, go with them.
Maribelle: Indeed, I can't wait till you're done there and can return here and be with all of us again as you should be now, and will never incarnate again. you'll be an ensouled being as you say, not the exact right term but there is no English term for it, that is close enough. You'll love it here, unlike there. here is one of your homes, earth never can be really. for several reasons. I do miss you though we can talk and I can be beside you it's not the same as you being here among us, all your mates, lovers, friends, and so on. You'll love being a crown prince and the other new developments like your soul heritages, cetacean, unicorn, and reptilian, to not list all of them. no need to get exact and list each species.
51 ARCHARD [8-10]
Thought I'd try to talk to Archard. Not sure if I'm really channeling since it really is just me & them talking mentally. I'll put aside the question if it's channeling or just mentally talking.
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your energy feels cetacean and reptilian.
Archard: yes, that is due to what you may call my soul heritage, of races that you may think of as reptilian and cetacean, though they and I do predate this universe. The reptilian and cetacean are from another universe and are not of this universe's origin. The cetacean as you call it is called another name, but we can use the cetacean term for now. My soul heritages are part of your soul heritages too.
I'm here since Alura will be a bit out of communication due to the stage you are currently in, embodying yourself into a few forms, or bodies. 2 mainly at present. preferably 1 if possible. To embody yourself as much as you can there.
I'm what you could call a cousin or older brother soul wise to you. and one of the lower ones in terms of the what you'd call the upper ones. basically many of us have been at these, and some are upper still, that they are out of touch with the lower dimensions and densities. it happens over time, and some were created at the higher levels, like you were created as a 6d being.
the races we both are are of an ancient heritage, and are very open in their love, sharing sensual pleasures, what you would call soul type sex. Lots of knowledge. Though best if you continue as you are doing and over time I, Alura and others will start teaching you some since where many of use are you have to get to a certain point before we can start teaching you the basics.
Many of us who did use to be lower dimensions and densities have not been there in so long we have lost touch as i have mentioned before.
And concerning your mates and such that use to talk to you before, they are giving you space, but very soon, maybe even today they'll start talking to you again. Not all at once but say 1 or 2 at first.
Also what some call the 12th dimension, and there are really no numbers here or dividing lines like floors of a building. But let's say there is. At what some call the 12th dimension isn't source because source is everywhere. There is no returning to source since source is everywhere and everyone. But think of the 12th dimension as a threshold and once beyond that, you enter a new level of being. hard to explain it to those who have not experienced it, but if you wish you can at the right time.
What you are going through is a thing most go through. You're at a point where basically you want to concentrate yourself down to 1 point since you are at a certain, threshold let's call it, and ready to advance to the next threshold so it's better done if you gather yourself into say 1 body so to speak. what you could call your original soul, but in your case is one of your soul fathers went through a similar thing back in I think your time was late December or in January. But you know that part of it. It's normal and you'll be past it. it happens from time to time. if you were fully on this side what you would do is you'd go to your home, and maybe visit a few spots where you could be totally alone or with others in a similar spot and meditate, do some fun stuff you can do alone, think, contemplate, that sort of thing. Nothing sad about it. It's part of going from the threshold you can call it to the next step.
I see you know about earth being in a solid hologram one can call it, and it's slowly coming down, so to speak, though all of physicality is another sort of template, but that can get pretty complicated. Things are progressing at the slow safe speed. Set to slow so those there, the masses, have time to slowly adjust, those who can adjust. Those who are unable to will gradually and eventually go to other options available to them.
The exact time table can't be said since time is fluid, no less so then what you'd call the future and a number of factors are in play here and apply. the so called new earth as some call it could be said to be partially manifested, overlapping the old earth as some would call it, at this point and for now, though those are not fully accurate, but accurate enough for now. your incarnation may or may not last long enough for you to fully be in the new earth, but in either way things will go great for you. And in either case things will be improved. You'll be either in the new earth fully manifested or you'll be back home. If you do help out with the shift I think you'll likely do so from this side not from that side where you are.
The strong urge you feel to return home is normal for your type of being since you are not native to the earth and your energy is totally alien to the earth.
You'll love things over here, not the least of which you being a crown prince, but you know the basics of that. No need to go into the details now since you can gradually learn that once you are fully here.
Now as to the ancient reptilian and what could be called cetacean. They do predate this universe, the original race, that is us. The cetaceans that those of this universe know of were created using some elements from this older race. Same with the reptilian race. Elements of them, you could say, were used to help create some of the earlier reptilian races of this universe. Though they used what you could call genes of this universe.
They were in this universe for a time, then most left. A few remained as upper level guides. At the level you're currently at few, none really, are at. So at 6d is the lowest levels that a few may appear at to be guides to those who are at 6d.
Our heritage is helping others, being open to sharing love, sensual pleasure, what some would call sex, though sex only is a tiny drop, of what is sharing love, sensual pleasure. The pod term of sharing is a much more accurate term. Our heritage is what you will be doing anyway, in your own way of course. We did feel and know what Alura did. Though nothing wrong with that. It is ok. Some did want you to promise to do what you would do anyway. Think of it as an ancient tradition.
Certain elements of the pod culture is like ours, being open to sharing love, sensual pleasures with those one is close to. helping others, in one's own personal method and way. As well as wanting to go as high as you can. Many of us like doing that. Many do want to go fast, evolve, grow, fast upwards, instead of progressing at a walking pace.
your entourage and guards are a normal part of your being a crown prince and yes as you've been told if some do find out of your more ancient lineage it would give you some prestige in certain circles. since some do pay attention to such things. Though the individual is what should matter, not one's lineage.
You are doing great and we'll talk again in the future, and will get to know each other better over time.
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your energy feels cetacean and reptilian.
Archard: yes, that is due to what you may call my soul heritage, of races that you may think of as reptilian and cetacean, though they and I do predate this universe. The reptilian and cetacean are from another universe and are not of this universe's origin. The cetacean as you call it is called another name, but we can use the cetacean term for now. My soul heritages are part of your soul heritages too.
I'm here since Alura will be a bit out of communication due to the stage you are currently in, embodying yourself into a few forms, or bodies. 2 mainly at present. preferably 1 if possible. To embody yourself as much as you can there.
I'm what you could call a cousin or older brother soul wise to you. and one of the lower ones in terms of the what you'd call the upper ones. basically many of us have been at these, and some are upper still, that they are out of touch with the lower dimensions and densities. it happens over time, and some were created at the higher levels, like you were created as a 6d being.
the races we both are are of an ancient heritage, and are very open in their love, sharing sensual pleasures, what you would call soul type sex. Lots of knowledge. Though best if you continue as you are doing and over time I, Alura and others will start teaching you some since where many of use are you have to get to a certain point before we can start teaching you the basics.
Many of us who did use to be lower dimensions and densities have not been there in so long we have lost touch as i have mentioned before.
And concerning your mates and such that use to talk to you before, they are giving you space, but very soon, maybe even today they'll start talking to you again. Not all at once but say 1 or 2 at first.
Also what some call the 12th dimension, and there are really no numbers here or dividing lines like floors of a building. But let's say there is. At what some call the 12th dimension isn't source because source is everywhere. There is no returning to source since source is everywhere and everyone. But think of the 12th dimension as a threshold and once beyond that, you enter a new level of being. hard to explain it to those who have not experienced it, but if you wish you can at the right time.
What you are going through is a thing most go through. You're at a point where basically you want to concentrate yourself down to 1 point since you are at a certain, threshold let's call it, and ready to advance to the next threshold so it's better done if you gather yourself into say 1 body so to speak. what you could call your original soul, but in your case is one of your soul fathers went through a similar thing back in I think your time was late December or in January. But you know that part of it. It's normal and you'll be past it. it happens from time to time. if you were fully on this side what you would do is you'd go to your home, and maybe visit a few spots where you could be totally alone or with others in a similar spot and meditate, do some fun stuff you can do alone, think, contemplate, that sort of thing. Nothing sad about it. It's part of going from the threshold you can call it to the next step.
I see you know about earth being in a solid hologram one can call it, and it's slowly coming down, so to speak, though all of physicality is another sort of template, but that can get pretty complicated. Things are progressing at the slow safe speed. Set to slow so those there, the masses, have time to slowly adjust, those who can adjust. Those who are unable to will gradually and eventually go to other options available to them.
The exact time table can't be said since time is fluid, no less so then what you'd call the future and a number of factors are in play here and apply. the so called new earth as some call it could be said to be partially manifested, overlapping the old earth as some would call it, at this point and for now, though those are not fully accurate, but accurate enough for now. your incarnation may or may not last long enough for you to fully be in the new earth, but in either way things will go great for you. And in either case things will be improved. You'll be either in the new earth fully manifested or you'll be back home. If you do help out with the shift I think you'll likely do so from this side not from that side where you are.
The strong urge you feel to return home is normal for your type of being since you are not native to the earth and your energy is totally alien to the earth.
You'll love things over here, not the least of which you being a crown prince, but you know the basics of that. No need to go into the details now since you can gradually learn that once you are fully here.
Now as to the ancient reptilian and what could be called cetacean. They do predate this universe, the original race, that is us. The cetaceans that those of this universe know of were created using some elements from this older race. Same with the reptilian race. Elements of them, you could say, were used to help create some of the earlier reptilian races of this universe. Though they used what you could call genes of this universe.
They were in this universe for a time, then most left. A few remained as upper level guides. At the level you're currently at few, none really, are at. So at 6d is the lowest levels that a few may appear at to be guides to those who are at 6d.
Our heritage is helping others, being open to sharing love, sensual pleasure, what some would call sex, though sex only is a tiny drop, of what is sharing love, sensual pleasure. The pod term of sharing is a much more accurate term. Our heritage is what you will be doing anyway, in your own way of course. We did feel and know what Alura did. Though nothing wrong with that. It is ok. Some did want you to promise to do what you would do anyway. Think of it as an ancient tradition.
Certain elements of the pod culture is like ours, being open to sharing love, sensual pleasures with those one is close to. helping others, in one's own personal method and way. As well as wanting to go as high as you can. Many of us like doing that. Many do want to go fast, evolve, grow, fast upwards, instead of progressing at a walking pace.
your entourage and guards are a normal part of your being a crown prince and yes as you've been told if some do find out of your more ancient lineage it would give you some prestige in certain circles. since some do pay attention to such things. Though the individual is what should matter, not one's lineage.
You are doing great and we'll talk again in the future, and will get to know each other better over time.
Monday [8-10]
So far my switching to being left handed is smoother then it was before, less then a week. This is a very fast switch.
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While I was laying down I had a being who's energy felt like a mix of cetacean and reptilian talk to me briefly and I did feel an attraction towards this being at the soul level, hard to understand. He said to call him Archard and he'd be here for me since for a while Alura won't be available quite in the same way since I'm going through this embodying myself as much as I can. Though I think it means the various me's merging or embodying ect down to where we have 2 bodies, this physical one and Kor, my former twin flame, current soul mate.
He said to think of him as at the soul level, that he's either a cousin or an older brother. as a 6d native I'm one of the youngest of the race. I'd have to get up to a certain level before he could start teaching me since they are so highly evolved most of them have lost touch with the lower dimensions and lower steps or stages of being.
I'll diffidently try to channel him later, if I have the time.
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I did the 7th meditation of the 3rd awaken the light body course. Running the energies went fantasic. They were a sensual pleasure running the energies.
though the main meditation was total nonsense. I still don't understand anything about the gridwork and didn't the other 4 times I did this guided meditation earlier and even though I read that section of the pdf manual that came with this course, it still makes no sense.
I'll put it up on the nonsense and gibberish shelf along with mathematics since no teacher in school could teach math to me so it made sense. I'll put the gridwork nonsense on the same self since Daben hasn't explained it so it makes sense to me. Same with the section of the pdf manual that talks about it, has Duane Parker talking about it and a bit about Sanaya and they answer some questions, none of them are anywhere close to my experience of not understanding Daben when it comes to the gridwork gibberish.
I have channeled I think it was Alura or another part of my monad and they said that one thing about Daben & Orin is with this audio course there may be some things that I don't understand and they can't explain it in a way I can understand it. They suggested I just mentally shrug and move on. Which I'll do here. Maybe the gridwork thing is one of those things I won't understand till this body dies and then I'll just understand all this stuff. or I can ask them directly if I want to. Since I've tried to ask them mentally and either they are ignoring me, to busy to respond or I'm not evolved enough to contact them.
So along with math, this gridwork stuff is just one of those gibberish things that makes no sense to me.
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I did the 6th meditation for part 3 of awaken the light body and not feeling altogether here. Running the energies went great, the upper ones were a sensual pleasure. the 3rd was meh, but it is often that way. the first 2 were a bit better but that's ok.
The main meditation went well, great even. The meditation supposed to be to get creative ideas and insight and I did get insight. I got that it's normal that folks keep coming into and out of my life. I'll be forever an outsider here since my energy is so alien to this world and I'm not a native here. My urge to return home hit an all time peak during the latter part of the meditation. My being forever an outsider here is normal since my energy is totally alien to this world and I'm not native here.
I also got that I'll be much happier once this incarnation ends and I can return home for good. never needing to incarnating anywhere again.
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While I was laying down I had a being who's energy felt like a mix of cetacean and reptilian talk to me briefly and I did feel an attraction towards this being at the soul level, hard to understand. He said to call him Archard and he'd be here for me since for a while Alura won't be available quite in the same way since I'm going through this embodying myself as much as I can. Though I think it means the various me's merging or embodying ect down to where we have 2 bodies, this physical one and Kor, my former twin flame, current soul mate.
He said to think of him as at the soul level, that he's either a cousin or an older brother. as a 6d native I'm one of the youngest of the race. I'd have to get up to a certain level before he could start teaching me since they are so highly evolved most of them have lost touch with the lower dimensions and lower steps or stages of being.
I'll diffidently try to channel him later, if I have the time.
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I did the 7th meditation of the 3rd awaken the light body course. Running the energies went fantasic. They were a sensual pleasure running the energies.
though the main meditation was total nonsense. I still don't understand anything about the gridwork and didn't the other 4 times I did this guided meditation earlier and even though I read that section of the pdf manual that came with this course, it still makes no sense.
I'll put it up on the nonsense and gibberish shelf along with mathematics since no teacher in school could teach math to me so it made sense. I'll put the gridwork nonsense on the same self since Daben hasn't explained it so it makes sense to me. Same with the section of the pdf manual that talks about it, has Duane Parker talking about it and a bit about Sanaya and they answer some questions, none of them are anywhere close to my experience of not understanding Daben when it comes to the gridwork gibberish.
I have channeled I think it was Alura or another part of my monad and they said that one thing about Daben & Orin is with this audio course there may be some things that I don't understand and they can't explain it in a way I can understand it. They suggested I just mentally shrug and move on. Which I'll do here. Maybe the gridwork thing is one of those things I won't understand till this body dies and then I'll just understand all this stuff. or I can ask them directly if I want to. Since I've tried to ask them mentally and either they are ignoring me, to busy to respond or I'm not evolved enough to contact them.
So along with math, this gridwork stuff is just one of those gibberish things that makes no sense to me.
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I did the 6th meditation for part 3 of awaken the light body and not feeling altogether here. Running the energies went great, the upper ones were a sensual pleasure. the 3rd was meh, but it is often that way. the first 2 were a bit better but that's ok.
The main meditation went well, great even. The meditation supposed to be to get creative ideas and insight and I did get insight. I got that it's normal that folks keep coming into and out of my life. I'll be forever an outsider here since my energy is so alien to this world and I'm not a native here. My urge to return home hit an all time peak during the latter part of the meditation. My being forever an outsider here is normal since my energy is totally alien to this world and I'm not native here.
I also got that I'll be much happier once this incarnation ends and I can return home for good. never needing to incarnating anywhere again.
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Sunday, August 9, 2015
50 ME [? soul ?, full self?] 8-9
Thought I'd channel me to see what happens.
hello, feeling the love that you feel for yourself is natural as you know. Embodying as much as yourself as possible is natural and the next step here. It also helps with the shift since as you embody more of yourself then it will help others later on down the road to embody themselves. so it serves 2 purposes, helping with the shift and also keeping with your personal goal of reaching your full true self, reaching your true native level and experiencing yourself going through the levels as well as perhaps reaching higher then you are at natively.
Things get easier the farther down the road, and the less 3d conditioning that you remove from yourself. going with the writing left handed and practicing so you get better at it will immensely help with this as well as your stuttering. The other benefits, besides being ambidextrous, and more confidence and your energies being more balanced properly as it should be.
The process will continue as the incarnation progresses. as has been said doing the light body courses that you have picked out will help this to uncover it very fast and quickly. do not accept the negativity of others. be your true self as we are doing and uncovering your true self.
Wanting to return home is a normal thing and in your case the degree of strength will vary. accept the feelings when they are there and it'll go smoother.
at this point one can say we are more reptilian, positive reptilian, all or soul heritages is positive. the reason I say that one can say we are more positive reptilian then mammalian is that if you count the number of mammal and reptilian races in our soul heritages the reptilian outnumbers the mammals with the addition of the very ancient race that predates this universe, but at the soul level it doesn't really matter. To show what it really is like at the soul level, what it is is we are Cetacean, positive reptilian and unicorn. That is the way it more matters, not that we are 60% positive reptilian species and 40 % mammalian. Though you know all of the soul heritage. the very ancient race is hard to translate into English.
The galactic languages that some love to study is not needed for us, since we are by our nature telepathic and prefer using that. That is our natural way. The languages is more for the lower densities. Nothing wrong with that, it's just into our way. and really at say 9d if some prefer to speak in say this or that language that is fine, the freedom of will being what it is. if 2 or a few 9th beings wish to speak Lyran or Spanish among each other they are free to do that. Though we prefer being telepathic.
That is the primary reason our mates, lovers, soul mothers, are not talking to us much really now is due to the stage we are at, embodying as much of ourselves here as we can into you the incarnate. This is a normal stage and at the right time. Things will go back to 'normal' after a short time.
Even if not all of yourself is embodied into the incarnate that is fine, we will see how much we can embody. There is a safe margin and rate that we are staying within it.
look at how your life keeps improving. and indeed the feeling you have of wrapping things up is true. We do not wish to incarnate anymore after this and once your incarnation is over we'll be going home. We are here to help with a shift, the current shift, and tipping the point towards the shift happening.
We will continue to be en-souled being. We can manifest a body for ourselves and be that back at our home, in the areas and places we are crown prince, to have fun and spend time, sharing pleasures with our mates, friends, lovers. Things are so much easier away from the earth and the higher one goes up in the densities & dimensions.
Go along with the flow, things will be much easier, far more fun. This is enough for now, let's talk and have fun again later, another time.
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Can you tell me more of the ancient reptilian race that is part of my heritage?
Yes, they are a race the has it's origins in a universe that predates this one. They are a honorable race, very sexually open, most are of a very high dimension currently. We are among the youngest, lowest level dimensionally, of the race members, one of the newest members. They were one of the ones who came to this universe early in it's days to help create among the first sentient races and mentor them for a time. Then most moved on. Some going back to their own universe, some ascending to higher dimensions and or pursuing other things. It is quite amazing and unlimited how high one can ascend.
They are a very learned race. Us being a member, even the, or one of the, youngest, does add some prestiege, in some circles. There is much to learn about ourselves and that race, and the other races that make up our soul heritages. And we have an eternity to do so.
hello, feeling the love that you feel for yourself is natural as you know. Embodying as much as yourself as possible is natural and the next step here. It also helps with the shift since as you embody more of yourself then it will help others later on down the road to embody themselves. so it serves 2 purposes, helping with the shift and also keeping with your personal goal of reaching your full true self, reaching your true native level and experiencing yourself going through the levels as well as perhaps reaching higher then you are at natively.
Things get easier the farther down the road, and the less 3d conditioning that you remove from yourself. going with the writing left handed and practicing so you get better at it will immensely help with this as well as your stuttering. The other benefits, besides being ambidextrous, and more confidence and your energies being more balanced properly as it should be.
The process will continue as the incarnation progresses. as has been said doing the light body courses that you have picked out will help this to uncover it very fast and quickly. do not accept the negativity of others. be your true self as we are doing and uncovering your true self.
Wanting to return home is a normal thing and in your case the degree of strength will vary. accept the feelings when they are there and it'll go smoother.
at this point one can say we are more reptilian, positive reptilian, all or soul heritages is positive. the reason I say that one can say we are more positive reptilian then mammalian is that if you count the number of mammal and reptilian races in our soul heritages the reptilian outnumbers the mammals with the addition of the very ancient race that predates this universe, but at the soul level it doesn't really matter. To show what it really is like at the soul level, what it is is we are Cetacean, positive reptilian and unicorn. That is the way it more matters, not that we are 60% positive reptilian species and 40 % mammalian. Though you know all of the soul heritage. the very ancient race is hard to translate into English.
The galactic languages that some love to study is not needed for us, since we are by our nature telepathic and prefer using that. That is our natural way. The languages is more for the lower densities. Nothing wrong with that, it's just into our way. and really at say 9d if some prefer to speak in say this or that language that is fine, the freedom of will being what it is. if 2 or a few 9th beings wish to speak Lyran or Spanish among each other they are free to do that. Though we prefer being telepathic.
That is the primary reason our mates, lovers, soul mothers, are not talking to us much really now is due to the stage we are at, embodying as much of ourselves here as we can into you the incarnate. This is a normal stage and at the right time. Things will go back to 'normal' after a short time.
Even if not all of yourself is embodied into the incarnate that is fine, we will see how much we can embody. There is a safe margin and rate that we are staying within it.
look at how your life keeps improving. and indeed the feeling you have of wrapping things up is true. We do not wish to incarnate anymore after this and once your incarnation is over we'll be going home. We are here to help with a shift, the current shift, and tipping the point towards the shift happening.
We will continue to be en-souled being. We can manifest a body for ourselves and be that back at our home, in the areas and places we are crown prince, to have fun and spend time, sharing pleasures with our mates, friends, lovers. Things are so much easier away from the earth and the higher one goes up in the densities & dimensions.
Go along with the flow, things will be much easier, far more fun. This is enough for now, let's talk and have fun again later, another time.
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Can you tell me more of the ancient reptilian race that is part of my heritage?
Yes, they are a race the has it's origins in a universe that predates this one. They are a honorable race, very sexually open, most are of a very high dimension currently. We are among the youngest, lowest level dimensionally, of the race members, one of the newest members. They were one of the ones who came to this universe early in it's days to help create among the first sentient races and mentor them for a time. Then most moved on. Some going back to their own universe, some ascending to higher dimensions and or pursuing other things. It is quite amazing and unlimited how high one can ascend.
They are a very learned race. Us being a member, even the, or one of the, youngest, does add some prestiege, in some circles. There is much to learn about ourselves and that race, and the other races that make up our soul heritages. And we have an eternity to do so.
Sunday [8-9]
Yesterday Late Afternoon: I lay down to take a nap, noticed I didn't have my mp3 player hooked up to the outlet nor near me so instead of getting up I decided to just do the quantum meditation as I call it that I read about in the secrets of quantum living. Oddly I thought I heard music, but the voices were to low for me to make out what they were singing. I'll put it up to a neighbor was maybe playing the radio or music and I was able to hear it since I was quiet, my pc was turned off.
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Yesterday Evening: I also, when I awoke had a female gryphon come to me giving me a mental image of her. I think she was a sort of traditional gryphon look. She said why don't we create a draco gryph together. (though I felt she didn't mean right then, but at one point once I'm back home). and we'd have a lot of fun and sex. A male grphon popped up a bit after this and said we'd have a lot of fun and pleasure. Felt like he preferred males over females. maybe 2 more perspective mates, or lovers, or maybe friends or lovers I don't consciously remember who came by to say that.
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I did the 1st mediation for part 3 and running the energies was a sensual pleasure. This meditation introduced the 5th light body energy center, the Traeo. it all went fantastic. When Daben was vocalizing his vocalization for the 3rd light body energy center I tried something slightly different, adding a funnel type visualization and felt a pleasant spark type sensation that started at the 3rd light body energy center and radiated outward for a few inches.
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it does seem the recent theme or stage I'm at is embodying more of my energy into this body, or into me who is incarnated in this body. First my reptilian male essence, nature or whatever the term is. Alura did a bit of her energy. Then my former twin flame, currently who was a soul mate did some. Don't think she's fully enbodied yet. All of the reptilian maleness feels like it is, or as much as i can do for now. All of him perhaps is. My former twin flame current soul mate I decided to start calling Kor, since that is a username I've used before. My male reptilian essence, nature, whatever the term is I refer to as Kul, which is a part of my most commonly used username.
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It does feel like my urge to go home, has been getting stronger very recently, very much so.
My mates and such are not talking to me really, I guess to give me space to get through this stage of embodying me, either all of me or as much of me as I can get into this me that is incarnated here.
it does get lonely here at times, not really having anyone to talk to about this stuff, except myself, which this here has pretty much become, that and really talking to myself mentally and aloud. I may try to channel myself later and see what happens. it's not a deep loneliness, hard to describe it. Though part of it is involved with wanting to return/go home.
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I did the 2nd meditation for the 3rd awaken the ight body course. Running the energies went very well, a sensual pleasure as they usually are. The main part of the meditation was about the Pieah, the 6th light body energy center. Part of the meditation I Lost since I went very deep and from what I can recall I was talking to myself. I may try channeling myself to see what happens indeed.
I may also do 2 extra guided meditations today. if I do that means on september 1st I'll be all done and ready to start the next course I'll be doing.
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So far writing and brushing with my left hand isn't as awkward as it was before. it's progressing very fast indeed. Another week or 2 and it should be ok with either hand.
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I did the 3rd meditation of part 3 of awaken the light body. Running the energies was a great sensual pleasure as was the main part of the meditation, introducing the renawre, the 7th light body energy center. This time I could strongly feel the renawre cocoon, though it isn't introduced till the next meditation that I'll be doing shortly. nice to be able to start the next course on September 1st.
I felt the energy of the leow, 3rd lb energy center. Felt like it was larger then the area under where the ribs form a dome type shape, not sure if the diaphragm is there or not, or the stomach. Anyway I could feel it's energy over a much larger area. I also found I could remain relaxed and remain in the relaxed no thinking to much state, what Kinslow calls the eufeeling.
I did the 4th meditation of the 3rd awaken the light body energy center and running the energies was a sensual pleasure like usual. The main part of the guided meditation was introducing the renawre cocoon. It goes up from the 7th lb energy center, around the body, around the feet and up to the 1st lb energy center. an most excellent guided meditation.
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I feel at the same time sort of a part of the world, as far as the earth grid is concerned, but also totally disconnected from others incarnated here. Like I'm more aware and farther along, more evolved, expanded then the vast majority that are here are, and my paths are totally different then that of most others here. though over the past and present there are others that are similar to me, though they have their own individual paths, though theirs are at a similar level to mine so to speak. Hard to explain what I mean.
I did try to talk to myself mentally and another me did pop up. I did feel a strong attraction for him, not like for my twin flame originally. it was a soul level attraction, love, a normal feeling thing. hard to explain, not like with Kor back when she was my twin flame.
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Yesterday Evening: I also, when I awoke had a female gryphon come to me giving me a mental image of her. I think she was a sort of traditional gryphon look. She said why don't we create a draco gryph together. (though I felt she didn't mean right then, but at one point once I'm back home). and we'd have a lot of fun and sex. A male grphon popped up a bit after this and said we'd have a lot of fun and pleasure. Felt like he preferred males over females. maybe 2 more perspective mates, or lovers, or maybe friends or lovers I don't consciously remember who came by to say that.
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I did the 1st mediation for part 3 and running the energies was a sensual pleasure. This meditation introduced the 5th light body energy center, the Traeo. it all went fantastic. When Daben was vocalizing his vocalization for the 3rd light body energy center I tried something slightly different, adding a funnel type visualization and felt a pleasant spark type sensation that started at the 3rd light body energy center and radiated outward for a few inches.
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it does seem the recent theme or stage I'm at is embodying more of my energy into this body, or into me who is incarnated in this body. First my reptilian male essence, nature or whatever the term is. Alura did a bit of her energy. Then my former twin flame, currently who was a soul mate did some. Don't think she's fully enbodied yet. All of the reptilian maleness feels like it is, or as much as i can do for now. All of him perhaps is. My former twin flame current soul mate I decided to start calling Kor, since that is a username I've used before. My male reptilian essence, nature, whatever the term is I refer to as Kul, which is a part of my most commonly used username.
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It does feel like my urge to go home, has been getting stronger very recently, very much so.
My mates and such are not talking to me really, I guess to give me space to get through this stage of embodying me, either all of me or as much of me as I can get into this me that is incarnated here.
it does get lonely here at times, not really having anyone to talk to about this stuff, except myself, which this here has pretty much become, that and really talking to myself mentally and aloud. I may try to channel myself later and see what happens. it's not a deep loneliness, hard to describe it. Though part of it is involved with wanting to return/go home.
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I did the 2nd meditation for the 3rd awaken the ight body course. Running the energies went very well, a sensual pleasure as they usually are. The main part of the meditation was about the Pieah, the 6th light body energy center. Part of the meditation I Lost since I went very deep and from what I can recall I was talking to myself. I may try channeling myself to see what happens indeed.
I may also do 2 extra guided meditations today. if I do that means on september 1st I'll be all done and ready to start the next course I'll be doing.
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So far writing and brushing with my left hand isn't as awkward as it was before. it's progressing very fast indeed. Another week or 2 and it should be ok with either hand.
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I did the 3rd meditation of part 3 of awaken the light body. Running the energies was a great sensual pleasure as was the main part of the meditation, introducing the renawre, the 7th light body energy center. This time I could strongly feel the renawre cocoon, though it isn't introduced till the next meditation that I'll be doing shortly. nice to be able to start the next course on September 1st.
I felt the energy of the leow, 3rd lb energy center. Felt like it was larger then the area under where the ribs form a dome type shape, not sure if the diaphragm is there or not, or the stomach. Anyway I could feel it's energy over a much larger area. I also found I could remain relaxed and remain in the relaxed no thinking to much state, what Kinslow calls the eufeeling.
I did the 4th meditation of the 3rd awaken the light body energy center and running the energies was a sensual pleasure like usual. The main part of the guided meditation was introducing the renawre cocoon. It goes up from the 7th lb energy center, around the body, around the feet and up to the 1st lb energy center. an most excellent guided meditation.
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I feel at the same time sort of a part of the world, as far as the earth grid is concerned, but also totally disconnected from others incarnated here. Like I'm more aware and farther along, more evolved, expanded then the vast majority that are here are, and my paths are totally different then that of most others here. though over the past and present there are others that are similar to me, though they have their own individual paths, though theirs are at a similar level to mine so to speak. Hard to explain what I mean.
I did try to talk to myself mentally and another me did pop up. I did feel a strong attraction for him, not like for my twin flame originally. it was a soul level attraction, love, a normal feeling thing. hard to explain, not like with Kor back when she was my twin flame.
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Saturday, August 8, 2015
Saturday [8-8]
Had an odd dream. I went to an rpg at the place I go to on Thursday, but this was a meeting at night. I missed the last bus and no one there had interest in giving me a ride home so I started walking home.
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My switching to left handed for my writing and some stuff is still on going. It is getting slightly easier, but I guess it just takes time. I wonder what the long term effects will be, if any.
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I had a pleasurable session where I accepted more of my reptilian energy, nature, essence or whatever the term is. feels like at this stage I should focus on accepting my reptilian essence, or whatever, my male reptilian essence, nature, self, or whatever the term is. I talked to him a bit during this experience and at this time I should focus on incorporating him, since he symbolizes my male reptilian self, essence, nature, or whatever the term is. he went into a bit more erotic talk. The feel I get is later on I may do this with Alura, since she or someone, may represent the female reptilian essence, nature, ect. More of my true self. I guess eventually I'll do this with my cetacean nature, maybe in my former twin flame being the female cetacean and someone else may be the male.
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Feels like this, in part, is them wanting to help me to become my true whole self, but also I feel something else. maybe introduce me to being a multi dimensional being in another way, having me either realize I'm also a monad, soul, oversoul or something, or help me to grow into being one of my own. Hard to explain what I mean.
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Just had a mental type experience of the male reptilian me, essence, or whatever you call it. I just had a mental experience, a brief one, of him caressing my chest with his webbed reptilian clawed hands as he whispered in my ear, He said, "yes, helping you to grow into your own independent oversoul or monad, this is a much more pleasurable way of doing it." Then later on he added in, "Yes, accept more of your true self. grow, accept, expand into your true self, your whole true self. Reptilian, cetacean, unicorn. None of earth origin. Accept, incorporate, grow, evolve expand." All said in a sensual tone of voice. A nice experience. I do feel different. more clear, more expanded a bit, hard to explain.
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I did the 11th meditation that of part 2. I'll be finishing this soon and tomorrow I'll be starting on part 3. The whole meditation went very well. This one was about forgiveness. I went through the first few with Orin, picking an extra few people. Then I did the intent of forgiving everyone everywhere through time and space, adding in the stuff Orin said. Through all this i did feel much lighter, more light as well as being lighter in weight, hard to explain. I also did the last part where I talked to my cells and dna, and I did feel them respond. So all in all I felt this meditation went great.
Early in the meditation I felt my male reptilian part of me sort of step into me, hard to explain, and I sent the intention that I accepted him. I felt his energy fully enter me and a sort of ripple that went through my bodies, energy and physical and it felt like he and I had fully become one.
Afterwards I talked briefly with my former twin flame, I decided to call her Kor, since that is an online name I've used before at a few places.
She said she's like a counterpart to me, being female to sorta balance things since I'm in a male body and am male leaning. She said to see me as a sort of counter part since we are the same being. We mingled our energies, flowing them together, in an erotic way with her giving me erotic images and words. I think the next step is her and I merging. She said she'd be part of me so not like I was loosing her. We could manifest her once this incarnation of mine is over. I feel it's the same with the reptilian aspect me, that merged with me, or merged as much as he could if he didn't fully merge.
It does seem indeed they are attempting for me to become my true whole self, perhaps an independent oversoul or monad, or soul. Full whole and independent.
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I think the way it may work is for my male reptilian nature I may manifest him, say back home, but his energy would still be part of me, he wouldn't split off from me. Same with Kor. if we do fully merge then i could manifest her, or her herself, but her energy would still be 1 with me, not like she split off. Though she, or my reptilian self/nature/essence, could have bodies, they would be 1 with me. Perhaps that is part of how being multi dimensional works.
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I did the 12th and last meditation that was of part 2. With this I finish this part and am moving onto part 3 tomorrow. I'll prepare things tonight.
I ran the energies and it went fantastic. The main meditation, going to the temple of the masters, also went fantastic.
A bunch of things happened. I realized that Kor and I area already 1, we are 1 being, 1 soul, with 2 bodies, so we are already one being. Just that all my energy is not here, yet, but that'll change. Nagi partially merged with Kor, but is unsure if she wishes to remain with the original monad,soul,oversoul, or go with me. Since I'm being nudged to become my own separate soul/monad/oversoul, whatever the term is.
My service to others is not just channeling the energy here and my energy to effect others and channel energy into the earthgrid, but also to become my true full self and embody as much of the true full me as I can in this body, this incarnation.
The way multi-dimensionality works is 1 soul being can have a number of bodies, but they could also be individuals too, hard to explain what I mean, being 1 being, separate bodies, but also the separate bodies of the 1 being, could be individuals, but still part of the whole, and I'd be aware what they others are doing since I'd be, so to speak, the central one. But the others, say Kor, Chad, I think would be aware of what the others are doing too. So though Kor is already me and we are one, she can have her own body and be herself too. Maybe sounds conflicting, but I can't explain really what I mean by all this, but it makes sense to me. I just use her for Kor out of habit, though saying hir makes better sense. The male reptilian me is already merged and fully me, like I think the female merged with me and Kor so we are all 1 being. I've grown into a new stage I think.
I think I'll think on this and perhaps type more on it in a few hours when I've done other stuff and had time to think it over. or new realizations come to me.
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My switching to left handed for my writing and some stuff is still on going. It is getting slightly easier, but I guess it just takes time. I wonder what the long term effects will be, if any.
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I had a pleasurable session where I accepted more of my reptilian energy, nature, essence or whatever the term is. feels like at this stage I should focus on accepting my reptilian essence, or whatever, my male reptilian essence, nature, self, or whatever the term is. I talked to him a bit during this experience and at this time I should focus on incorporating him, since he symbolizes my male reptilian self, essence, nature, or whatever the term is. he went into a bit more erotic talk. The feel I get is later on I may do this with Alura, since she or someone, may represent the female reptilian essence, nature, ect. More of my true self. I guess eventually I'll do this with my cetacean nature, maybe in my former twin flame being the female cetacean and someone else may be the male.
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Feels like this, in part, is them wanting to help me to become my true whole self, but also I feel something else. maybe introduce me to being a multi dimensional being in another way, having me either realize I'm also a monad, soul, oversoul or something, or help me to grow into being one of my own. Hard to explain what I mean.
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Just had a mental type experience of the male reptilian me, essence, or whatever you call it. I just had a mental experience, a brief one, of him caressing my chest with his webbed reptilian clawed hands as he whispered in my ear, He said, "yes, helping you to grow into your own independent oversoul or monad, this is a much more pleasurable way of doing it." Then later on he added in, "Yes, accept more of your true self. grow, accept, expand into your true self, your whole true self. Reptilian, cetacean, unicorn. None of earth origin. Accept, incorporate, grow, evolve expand." All said in a sensual tone of voice. A nice experience. I do feel different. more clear, more expanded a bit, hard to explain.
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I did the 11th meditation that of part 2. I'll be finishing this soon and tomorrow I'll be starting on part 3. The whole meditation went very well. This one was about forgiveness. I went through the first few with Orin, picking an extra few people. Then I did the intent of forgiving everyone everywhere through time and space, adding in the stuff Orin said. Through all this i did feel much lighter, more light as well as being lighter in weight, hard to explain. I also did the last part where I talked to my cells and dna, and I did feel them respond. So all in all I felt this meditation went great.
Early in the meditation I felt my male reptilian part of me sort of step into me, hard to explain, and I sent the intention that I accepted him. I felt his energy fully enter me and a sort of ripple that went through my bodies, energy and physical and it felt like he and I had fully become one.
Afterwards I talked briefly with my former twin flame, I decided to call her Kor, since that is an online name I've used before at a few places.
She said she's like a counterpart to me, being female to sorta balance things since I'm in a male body and am male leaning. She said to see me as a sort of counter part since we are the same being. We mingled our energies, flowing them together, in an erotic way with her giving me erotic images and words. I think the next step is her and I merging. She said she'd be part of me so not like I was loosing her. We could manifest her once this incarnation of mine is over. I feel it's the same with the reptilian aspect me, that merged with me, or merged as much as he could if he didn't fully merge.
It does seem indeed they are attempting for me to become my true whole self, perhaps an independent oversoul or monad, or soul. Full whole and independent.
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I think the way it may work is for my male reptilian nature I may manifest him, say back home, but his energy would still be part of me, he wouldn't split off from me. Same with Kor. if we do fully merge then i could manifest her, or her herself, but her energy would still be 1 with me, not like she split off. Though she, or my reptilian self/nature/essence, could have bodies, they would be 1 with me. Perhaps that is part of how being multi dimensional works.
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I did the 12th and last meditation that was of part 2. With this I finish this part and am moving onto part 3 tomorrow. I'll prepare things tonight.
I ran the energies and it went fantastic. The main meditation, going to the temple of the masters, also went fantastic.
A bunch of things happened. I realized that Kor and I area already 1, we are 1 being, 1 soul, with 2 bodies, so we are already one being. Just that all my energy is not here, yet, but that'll change. Nagi partially merged with Kor, but is unsure if she wishes to remain with the original monad,soul,oversoul, or go with me. Since I'm being nudged to become my own separate soul/monad/oversoul, whatever the term is.
My service to others is not just channeling the energy here and my energy to effect others and channel energy into the earthgrid, but also to become my true full self and embody as much of the true full me as I can in this body, this incarnation.
The way multi-dimensionality works is 1 soul being can have a number of bodies, but they could also be individuals too, hard to explain what I mean, being 1 being, separate bodies, but also the separate bodies of the 1 being, could be individuals, but still part of the whole, and I'd be aware what they others are doing since I'd be, so to speak, the central one. But the others, say Kor, Chad, I think would be aware of what the others are doing too. So though Kor is already me and we are one, she can have her own body and be herself too. Maybe sounds conflicting, but I can't explain really what I mean by all this, but it makes sense to me. I just use her for Kor out of habit, though saying hir makes better sense. The male reptilian me is already merged and fully me, like I think the female merged with me and Kor so we are all 1 being. I've grown into a new stage I think.
I think I'll think on this and perhaps type more on it in a few hours when I've done other stuff and had time to think it over. or new realizations come to me.
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