Monday [8-10]

So far my switching to being left handed is smoother then it was before, less then a week.  This is a very fast switch. 

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While I was laying down I had a being who's energy felt like a mix of cetacean and reptilian talk to me briefly and I did feel an attraction towards this being at the soul level, hard to understand.  He said to call him Archard and he'd be here for me since for a while Alura won't be available quite in the same way since I'm going through this embodying myself as much as I can.  Though I think it means the various me's merging or embodying ect down to where we have 2 bodies, this physical one and Kor, my former twin flame, current soul mate. 

He said to think of him as at the soul level, that he's either a cousin or an older brother.  as a 6d native I'm one of the youngest of the race. I'd have to get up to a certain level before he could start teaching me since they are so highly evolved most of them have lost touch with the lower dimensions and lower steps or stages of being.

I'll diffidently try to channel him later, if I have the time.

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I did the 7th meditation of the 3rd awaken the light body course.  Running the energies went fantasic.  They were a sensual pleasure running the energies.

though the main meditation was total nonsense.  I still don't understand anything about the gridwork and didn't the other 4 times I did this guided meditation earlier and even though I read that section of the pdf manual that came with this course, it still makes no sense.

I'll put it up on the nonsense and gibberish shelf along with mathematics since no teacher in school could teach math to me so it made sense.  I'll put the gridwork nonsense on the same self since Daben hasn't explained it so it makes sense to me.  Same with the section of the pdf manual that talks about it, has Duane Parker talking about it and a bit about Sanaya and they answer some questions, none of them are anywhere close to my experience of not understanding Daben when it comes to the gridwork gibberish. 

I have channeled I think it was Alura or another part of my monad and they said that one thing about Daben & Orin is with this audio course there may be some things that I don't understand and they can't explain it in a way I can understand it.  They suggested I just mentally shrug and move on.  Which I'll do here.  Maybe the gridwork thing is one of those things I won't understand till this body dies and then I'll just understand all this stuff.  or I can ask them directly if I want to.  Since I've tried to ask them mentally and either they are ignoring me, to busy to respond or I'm not evolved enough to contact them. 

So along with math, this gridwork stuff is just one of those gibberish things that makes no sense to me.

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I did the 6th meditation for part 3 of awaken the light body and not feeling altogether here.  Running the energies went great, the upper ones were a sensual pleasure.  the 3rd was meh, but it is often that way.  the first 2 were a bit better but that's ok.

The main meditation went  well, great even.  The meditation supposed to be to get creative ideas and insight and I did get insight. I got that it's normal that folks keep coming into and out of my life.  I'll be forever an outsider here since my energy is so alien to this world and I'm not a native here.  My urge to return home hit an all time peak during the latter part of the meditation.  My being forever an outsider here is normal since my energy is totally alien to this world and I'm not native here. 

I also got that I'll be much happier once this incarnation ends and I can return home for good.  never needing to incarnating anywhere again.


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