Yesterday Late Afternoon: I lay down to take a nap, noticed I didn't have my mp3 player hooked up to the outlet nor near me so instead of getting up I decided to just do the quantum meditation as I call it that I read about in the secrets of quantum living. Oddly I thought I heard music, but the voices were to low for me to make out what they were singing. I'll put it up to a neighbor was maybe playing the radio or music and I was able to hear it since I was quiet, my pc was turned off.
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Yesterday Evening: I also, when I awoke had a female gryphon come to me giving me a mental image of her. I think she was a sort of traditional gryphon look. She said why don't we create a draco gryph together. (though I felt she didn't mean right then, but at one point once I'm back home). and we'd have a lot of fun and sex. A male grphon popped up a bit after this and said we'd have a lot of fun and pleasure. Felt like he preferred males over females. maybe 2 more perspective mates, or lovers, or maybe friends or lovers I don't consciously remember who came by to say that.
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I did the 1st mediation for part 3 and running the energies was a sensual pleasure. This meditation introduced the 5th light body energy center, the Traeo. it all went fantastic. When Daben was vocalizing his vocalization for the 3rd light body energy center I tried something slightly different, adding a funnel type visualization and felt a pleasant spark type sensation that started at the 3rd light body energy center and radiated outward for a few inches.
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it does seem the recent theme or stage I'm at is embodying more of my energy into this body, or into me who is incarnated in this body. First my reptilian male essence, nature or whatever the term is. Alura did a bit of her energy. Then my former twin flame, currently who was a soul mate did some. Don't think she's fully enbodied yet. All of the reptilian maleness feels like it is, or as much as i can do for now. All of him perhaps is. My former twin flame current soul mate I decided to start calling Kor, since that is a username I've used before. My male reptilian essence, nature, whatever the term is I refer to as Kul, which is a part of my most commonly used username.
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It does feel like my urge to go home, has been getting stronger very recently, very much so.
My mates and such are not talking to me really, I guess to give me space to get through this stage of embodying me, either all of me or as much of me as I can get into this me that is incarnated here.
it does get lonely here at times, not really having anyone to talk to about this stuff, except myself, which this here has pretty much become, that and really talking to myself mentally and aloud. I may try to channel myself later and see what happens. it's not a deep loneliness, hard to describe it. Though part of it is involved with wanting to return/go home.
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I did the 2nd meditation for the 3rd awaken the ight body course. Running the energies went very well, a sensual pleasure as they usually are. The main part of the meditation was about the Pieah, the 6th light body energy center. Part of the meditation I Lost since I went very deep and from what I can recall I was talking to myself. I may try channeling myself to see what happens indeed.
I may also do 2 extra guided meditations today. if I do that means on september 1st I'll be all done and ready to start the next course I'll be doing.
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So far writing and brushing with my left hand isn't as awkward as it was before. it's progressing very fast indeed. Another week or 2 and it should be ok with either hand.
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I did the 3rd meditation of part 3 of awaken the light body. Running the energies was a great sensual pleasure as was the main part of the meditation, introducing the renawre, the 7th light body energy center. This time I could strongly feel the renawre cocoon, though it isn't introduced till the next meditation that I'll be doing shortly. nice to be able to start the next course on September 1st.
I felt the energy of the leow, 3rd lb energy center. Felt like it was larger then the area under where the ribs form a dome type shape, not sure if the diaphragm is there or not, or the stomach. Anyway I could feel it's energy over a much larger area. I also found I could remain relaxed and remain in the relaxed no thinking to much state, what Kinslow calls the eufeeling.
I did the 4th meditation of the 3rd awaken the light body energy center and running the energies was a sensual pleasure like usual. The main part of the guided meditation was introducing the renawre cocoon. It goes up from the 7th lb energy center, around the body, around the feet and up to the 1st lb energy center. an most excellent guided meditation.
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I feel at the same time sort of a part of the world, as far as the earth grid is concerned, but also totally disconnected from others incarnated here. Like I'm more aware and farther along, more evolved, expanded then the vast majority that are here are, and my paths are totally different then that of most others here. though over the past and present there are others that are similar to me, though they have their own individual paths, though theirs are at a similar level to mine so to speak. Hard to explain what I mean.
I did try to talk to myself mentally and another me did pop up. I did feel a strong attraction for him, not like for my twin flame originally. it was a soul level attraction, love, a normal feeling thing. hard to explain, not like with Kor back when she was my twin flame.
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