Sunday, August 23, 2015

61 KARINUS [Sunday 8-23] Short bit by Gaia

I decided to try to channel Karinus to ask a few questions.  I may ask more questions later this evening.  Plus it gives the 12d me a break instead of me bugging him all the time.  ;)

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So could you give me a very brief thing about my mates?

Karinus: Some of them are content to wait till you are fully home, you've not encountered them since they have decided to wait, go on with their lives till you get back, some of your lovers too.  some who have been in contact with you are not either aware enough or don't understand the conditions of incarnating on earth at this time and think this is the new you and are having 2nd thoughts of if they wish to be mates with you are not. Best to just move on as you have done emotionally and mentally.  Things will work out in the long run for the greater good for both involved.  Either during this incarnation of yours or after you are home, either is cool, you'll see, it'll work out. 

Some of your lovers and such in the pod is .... complicated.  very complicated dude, so best not pursue that as your 14d self warned you about.  Dorca, is ... complicated  Family drama you don't need to be brought into. so best to wait a while till she contacts you.  you'll see she does exist indeed.  Just she's, busy for certain reasons and not quite as aware of the conditions of the earth as she thinks she is.  not able to, see past certain things as some of us are.

Spitfire while not as aware, let's say as some of us, is aware, from her exposure to many individuals and customs as what humans would call a sort or tour guide, not quite what she does but that does encompass part of what she does and her general role, is is more able to understand what some of us have said to her.  Though with the denseness of the earth best to contact her at most of say a few times a week, short conversations, unless she wishes to continue and have a long one, or if she contacts you first.

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So what are the crystalline and diamond things that Scarlet mentioned?

K: certain frequencies, different frequencies of course.  more precise then a tv or radio channel.  VERY specific. some of you, and the diamonds are very rare at present, are you would say channeling in the frequencies , a type of energy, into the grid and the earth to help with the shift in a specific way.  To explain that I'd have to bring in a ... something like a physicist, or astro physicist sorta being, and he'd have to teach you a lot of courses.    Though it's not true that the diamond are only very young kids, since they need someone to anchor the energies here first.  A thing many humans do no think of or overlook. 
Karinus wanted me to add this after I had gone to the next questions: Though you are not the only one anchoring this ... frequency shall we call it.  Some are not aware they are diamond.  and yes you indeed can say go up the scale from indigo all the way up through the other ones to reach your native level, or as far as you can in this incarnation on the earth.  So many of the crystalline and diamond adults are not aware they are that.  Though many indigos and rainbows are also. 

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So, tell me something about the misfits

K: We're a bunch of great guys, well not all males, we have herms and females.  We hang out together.  The group formed long ago by earth reckoning since there were some of us that were, misfits shall we say.  We didn't really fit in so that resonance drew us together.  First mainly aquatic and semi aquatic types, but we have some non aquatic members.  Longbeard, as we call him, and he's a him when he wants, sometimes a her, or a hir, though he prefers to be 1 gender and not both.  He's the oldest of us.  he doesn't mind the nickname and is the one who thought up the idea of us using nicknames.

We are, to put it simply, family for each other, lovers, close friends. you've been a good or close friend, lover, to many of us, but technically not a misfit since before you were a pod member, of that pod, and hense not really a misfit.  Though since your re-creation, to call it simply, what really happened is very complicated but re-created is an overly simplistic term but it fits for now.

You don't fit into the pod as much, certain, frictions and feelings make it, a place you would not be welcome in, though your 14d self says it'll work out in the end, once you're back.  But he never went back fully to being a pod member, remaining a misfit member fully. 

And with the unicorns they, many of them expect you to act as one,but since you were created and not raised a unicorn, that si the reason for the not fitting in, that and all the drama that 3d has.  to much for my liking. 4d has drama but less then 3d, wow, 3d drama.  You are one brave dude to have incarnated here.  I never would have. 

But yes, since yor recreation you are, changed, basically the same being with added species, and a slight shift in your personality, maybe not to slight but not much, since your recreation since you did choose to remember all your soul parent's memories and accumulated wisdom. 

Though the pod has drama and unicorns too, especially those unis incarnated on the earth. 

but anyway back to the misfits.  you were at the right point and awareness for me to pop up.  The original plan was for me to contact you around that point where i did, but your , re-creation shall we call it did cause a sort of adjustment of a new soul contract and a new time line being created, that did cause some changes.  and then you gained 5th soul parent, that you'll be meeting one day. that one did, well does, predate the present universe, so part of your energy does as well.  Alura was a, sorta of temporary aspect, not quite, but what she was is complicated.  she was supposed to exist for a time, then merge with all of you, the part of you incarnated there and the rest of you not incarnated that was, became your 9d self.  which that did succeed. 

With all the drama going on, and your dragoness mother being busy as she is at times, your 12d self decided to step in and be a guide to you. 

I noticed the changes.  I've been looking on on you and mentioned this to the other misfits, and though you don't recall, we don't like to make hasty decisions.  I was going to introduce the idea to you since I was pretty sure they would all agree, and it does have to be unanimous, or some can abstain.  Though I did feel your energy was overly sensitive yesterday.  Since you had had several days where you had done some very deep purging.  you'd not believe, well maybe you would dude, how deep that purging was from.  Some of it was from some of your other selves that merged. and yes you have merged to form an oversoul as you'd call it. 

I think you should do a break and do some other stuff, we can talk more later.  Feel free to post this if you want, I don't mind. 

Oh, just wanted to add that we, the misfits, are all glad that you're in, that you're one of us now, congrats.  It'll be great.  


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More about The Misfits from Karinus

Some of us play musical instruments, some sing, and some think musical notes, very neat that dude, it's awesome.

But anyway, we play mainly to entertain ourselves. We're not an official band, an unofficial one that, to put it simply some do ask to play some of our music at certain places. All in fun. Some only play, that that do, when we're hanging out at one of our houses, and you can crash at any of our houses when you want, well when your back on this side fully, hard for you to do that now of course. We do love having you as a full member.

Those who don't know how to play an instrument, sing or, think musical notes, I'm still amazed by that. The other members are willing to teach each other how to do that. We hang out, have a lot of fun, different types of fun. And though some are pranksters they never play pranks on ones who don't like being pranked. They only do it on others who have a lot of fun from being pranked now and then. There are some who have agreed to prank each other. Though it's all in fun and never gets out of hand. 


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Message from Gaia (this is as good as a recreation of a message Gaia sent me while I was in the kitchen washing some dishes and preparing breakfast for tomorrow.

Gaia: sorry I've not been in contact, we've both been busy and you needed space with the purging you did over those few days.  and you've done the best thing considering your mates.  to much drama there with some of them.  Though as Karinus said some have not contacted you yet, but no need to repeat what shi said. 

Humans are not the only ones with drama, but they have a lot, there is some among your mates, and many unicorns too, some of which I could name, but won't incase they read this. 

Just keep on going your separate way as you have.  As you said to yourself, and your 12d future self and Karinus said things will work out in the end for the greater good for all those concerned.

Feel free to put this up on your blogs, but go ahead and put it in with Karinus since this will be a short message. 

Congratulations on joining The Misfits, or rather accepting their official invitation to be a member.  You'll get along great with them. 

<here I ask how our daughter is doing>

She's doing great. She has decided she wants to be a diplomat so I've sent her off where she can study that, though she does spend a some time, or a great deal, with me.  it's not like with some other races have offspring. She was fully aware and needs no basic education.  Though being impatient is one of the things she'll have to learn over time, she'll pick up on that quickly enough.  Since she is a bunch of races she'll be a a natural at that, helping others feel easier with her as a diplomat or dealing with her.  She's learning about the various customs and histories, as well as spending time with some other souls and beings who are technically about her age development.  They'll become good and close friends.


<here she adds something as I'm typing this> by the way, your 12D future self, very hot.  mmmhmmm. 
 

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Thought I'd ask Karinus some more questions.

So, what is the guy, or female, in an embrace with someone and some sort of tube that is going from his mouth into the other person's mouth, I got a mental image of him or her a day or so ago?

Karinus: sharing, what some may call sex, but I prefer sharing since that is far more accurate.  with his race is, ... involved, lengthy, though VERY pleasurable. The tube, well it's a holdover.  from when they were biological beings.  Basically it was designed so they could share nutrients.  You'd have to ask him for the specifics.  With his race, sharing, is... complicated and involved, though very pleasurable. 

First you start toning, making a certain note together while looking into each other's eyes.  Your minds telepathically touch and blend together.  He uses the tube in your mouth, though he can put it other places for some oral type sex, thought that's not it's purpose nor how his species shares.  Anyway after your minds touch and start to blend together, and you both are close to each other as you are doing this, touching and caressing each other.  He puts the tube in your mouth, the sharing continues.  And by the time the sharing is over, if there is good resonance between the 2, by the time the sharing, or sex if you prefer, is over, it can be an hour or more later.  it is very slow, very sensual.  I've done it more then once with him, more then a few times.  you have, out of curiosity and the 2 of you did resonate enough to do that.  that is part of the deal, the 2 who want to enter into that have to have a certain amount of resonance with each other energy wise before the can do that. Though the more often they do the more in resonance they grow. 

yea, he's one of the misfits, for, certain reasons, great guy.  You'll like him. though he may want to wait till you are fully back before talking with you.  that's up to him. 

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So, did I play any sort of instrument normally (I meant when I'm not incarnated here, no need to go into detail since telepathically Karinus will know what I meant) ? Just curious.


K: Indeed, the drums, and singing, or more accurately whistling,  you were superb at it.  Very great. 

Sunday [8-23]

From last night, forgot to post before bed:

I was thinking.  maybe I was a member of the pod before, but with  one of my fathers maybe mad about stuff, not sure about that. I've noticed that neither of my soul fathers have tried to contact me since January.  and today my 14d self said not to try to contact my soul fathers.  There is likely some friction there.  So maybe since Karinus says we were best buds, could be before since i was a member of the pod with no friction with anyone, I was a friend of the misfits but not a member since I wasn't a full misfit, or maybe a member of half member, not sure.

But I think the reason my 12d, self mentioned the misfits to me is maybe since I have no real 'soul family' for support the misfits may invite me to join them and they'll be a family.  My 12d self I think it was said they are close, friends, lovers, family.  and he did mention they would grow to be like a family to me.  Great and neat.  Guess I am a misfit really, whether I am or not doesn't matter. I am looking forward to this and I'm sure there's a reason my 12d self mentioned this to me now. 

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I think part of why i feel alone here is there are few that I really resonate with on this world.  Something like that. Not sure exactly sure how to describe it.   not sure if it the density here, the level most people are at.  It's likely a mix of things.  maybe part of my sensitivity is I can feel the non resonating I have with most here on this world.  and likely that is why I want to go home   But what is my home like?  No real soul family. Maybe few lovers or mates, not sure about that. I may have like my 12d self said, most of them are content waiting till I get back, going on with their lives till then and the ones who did contact me are having 2nd thoughts, which is fine.  my 12d self did say it would eventually work out.  The feel I got from him is once I'm back home. 

and he did mention the misfits.  I put it in my channeling section for today.  The feel I get is I may be friends or something with them since.  I have watched the misfits of science theme & the music does stir a type of emotional memory.  I can't quite consciously remember, but the emotions are there.  Very close friends, varied species, close like family, closer then family.  we pal around, have fun.  No clear conscious memories, but emotional memories with like hints of memory, hard to describe it. I won't push, it may pop up as a poof moment at some point.  maybe I was a member before I incarnated here, & maybe I was just a friend, a close friend, to some of them. 

I listened to the theme song while doing a relaxed non thinking meditation.  more emotional memories like I said before.  memories like on the tip of my tongue that I could almost remember.  I could feel they were there but not really recall them.  Though the term of science struck me as not right, not the proper term.  but that could be due to what my 12d self called them, the misfits, and he didn't add anything to that so they may be called The Misfits.  That does feel right, The Misfits, as their title for themselves.

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While going to the grocery store and on the way home I talked to Karinus off and on and he talked about stuff.  Like he's at present on a small water world, a place we use to go to all the time he said, meaning every decade or century. 

He talked about the misfits when I asked about them saying Longbeard is the oldest of the members.  They call him that since in many species having a long beard means you are really old.  The feel I get is it's a kidding type of nickname and he doesn't mind. 

He also said, when I kiddingly asked, are the misfits like a band or something.  He said the are an unofficial band.  Some members play a musical instrument, some sing, and some think musical notes. 

he said that he can't yet extend me the official invitation to join since they have to all agree, but he was very sure they would all agree since I was good friends with them before incarnating here.  Then I was pretty much a dolphin, orca, (I felt beluga too though that was not mentioned) and a bit dragon, with being a full pod member, but I've been recreated and that's changed big time.

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a bit after I got home I was writing down some stuff and Karinus told me that they have decided and he came to extend the offer of official joining the misfits which I accepted, he said I'd get along great with all of them.  Some of them would wait till I got back home to introduce themselves to me, some I would be meeting slowly over time.  Instead of me meeting them all at once.

A bit after that I got a congratulations from both of my soul mothers.  both seemed happy that I'm now and official member of the misfits.  my dragoness mother saying I'll get along great with them and will fit right in. 

I'm excited, though I'm not sure what it really means, perhaps a soul family type relationship.  My 12d self did say they would be close friends to me, lovers, family, since they grow to be that to him.  Interesting, and exciting.

Just remembered something that Karinus said. Shi said that among their songs, they took The Misfits of Science theme and did some editing of it, like to remove the of science & mentions of science lyrics so you'd not ever know it was there in the first place.

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I'm glad I'm past some purgings I went through over say late last week through Friday or so.  Maybe part of why my energy felt so weird Thursday and Friday and felt almost normal Saturday, must have been very deep purging or something I wasn't consciously aware of.

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Think I may try channeling Karinus today. 

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I did the 12th and last meditation for part 5 and running the energies was very fast. Orin never gives enough time so I just sorta ran the energies all at the same time, very briefly and then went to the 3 light body centers, even though the Vee isn't introduced till the next part. 

This was mainly about connecting with the masters at the temple and then one's fellow students, to create a gridwork of light.  First the masters did then they invited me to join then the fellow students and I created one among ourselves that I helped to ensure was linked up with and identical to the one the masters had between them.  i found out I had gotten ahead of myself and was doing a latter part of the meditation before I was supposed to but it all worked out.

I also heard from another one who said. he was one of the misfits and there were some others present but I'd not know who they were.  I could see at the beginning there were various races there, an avian one, I think some dolphin or orca looking ones, some reptilian ones and other races, none of them humans.  i also was in what appeared to be an anthro orca form.  I just mentally shrugged a why not and kept that form. The master who worked with me was reptilian, or at least he had reptilian scally and clawed hands.

Overall a great meditation.  Very interesting.

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I did the 1st meditation of part 6 and running the energies was a sensual pleasure.  This meditation introduced the Vee, the 3rd and last light body center, different then the light body energy centers.

Daben had me do stuff before he introduced the Vee like hold the Renwaree cocoon and he did the vocalization for the Fullonia a few times.  The sensation was similar to when I cross my eyes, but focused elsewhere.  though I did feel my Renawre cocoon feel different.

Then he introduced the Vee.  During the vocalizations I did feel the light of the Vee fill my Renawre cocoon & the space within with it's light, changing how it feels, Then I had it fill the Fullonia cocoon and the space within and I could feel the different feel of the light from the Vee and the Fullonia cocoon had a different feel to it too.

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Though I put this here Spitfire and I had a brief conversation during this meditation.  I thought what Maribelle said, though maybe said in a kidding fashion, was also a bit insulting since she said it in a way to put down another. Saying mares are more intelligent then stallions and another person and I think the universe revolves around us.  not that I'm mad it's just the energy from that feels insulting.  I do at times try to feel things as energy since in the manuals and meditations Orin & Daben do mention trying to see or experience this or that as energy and I find , when I do think to do so, I often can do that. 

I asked Spitfire about what she thought and she agreed.  She said though if say it were said just among mares where each could feel the others were just joking and not serious, it's different to say it when a stallion is around and especially one, that she said to put it as nicely as she can, isn't at his full faculties (which is true, my being incarnated here, likely I am not fully aware as I am at home, though I am much closer today say then i was a week ago, and way more then a year ago. 

She said she did make it known to Maribelle her views, and I felt a sort of chilly feel to her energy as she said that.  She said Maribelle got a bit emotional, she always did tend to be.  I mentioned she seems much more mature then when she first popped up and said said that she does have her shy side too (meaning herself).  She said it was fine for us, me and her to talk.  Though with all the negativity and denseness of earth she does need her breaks.  and she is busy at times.  She didn't say but I know part of what she does is something like a tour guide to visiting folks.  Also I have felt before that she likes to spend time with all her friends, family, and time alone, so if you put all that together, it does keep one pretty busy.

So it seems I do have Karinus, whichever of the misfits will pop up, Spitfire (though I won't talk to her as much and or just for short periods), and of course my 12d self.  sometimes my 14d self but I feel he'll make rare and brief appearances.

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I felt Karinus give me a mental type kiss and hugging me close with a mental image of hir putting hir hands on my butt instead of around my back like a more regular hug.  I kissed back, felt like some sort of energy bodies of ours were doing this.  I kissed back and after a moment's hesitation put my hands on hir butt, on either side of hir tail.  Shi said, "there, now you have it.  just a bit of something before you get up out of bed." She said.  Nice, certainly wasn't expecting it. 

I did the 2nd meditation that is part 6 of awaken the light body and running the energies was a sensual pleasure.  I felt some energies in my left knee that I thought may be an early sign it would bother me. I did various things like focus on sending energy down my entire back and back of my legs to maybe alleviate that, maybe it worked since my left knee didn't bother me at all.

The main part of the meditation was focused on the vee.  I could feel that it was a sensual pleasure also.  Felt like floating with a type of light all within and around me.  hard to describe it.  After the meditation I feel light, a maybe higher light then the fullonia's light, all around my energy, again hard to describe.

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I did the 3rd meditation for the 6th part of awaken the light body and running the energies were a sensual pleasure.  The main part of the meditation was similar to the previous one.  Though Daben added in a ball that gradually opened up like a flower. I could feel it adding to the vee light frequency, hard to describe.  All in all a great experience. 

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From one of my online friends I got the idea on to post on how things are since I've been writing mostly with my left hand.  My stuttering is basically gone.  I do have speech stuff pop up, but it's more like what I hear some normal speakers have.  Also not sure if my having been writing left handed for several weeks now was part of why i had that purging that I did.  maybe it was that and or maybe it was the various me's merging together.  or a mix of things.

Having been writing mostly with my left hand, practicing daily, my writing pretty quick looked about the same as my right. it's just that now several weeks later I seem to be slower writing and doing stuff like playing Dr Who: Legacy tablet game (sorta like bejeweled) is slower then if I use my right.  Though I've not yet practiced handwriting.  Though for checks and such I did do it right handed. 

I'm sure it's just a matter of time.   I had been practicing writing with my left hand the sentence, the quick brown fox jumped over the lazy dog. It had gotten boring but I figured since it has all the letters it would be good.  lately the past half week I've instead been writing letters like I read in book 2 of the manifesting magic series, and that is more interesting.  you write letters to whatever power you believe in, I choose my oversoul, about what you want, your fears concerning that, why you want it, what excites you about it, ect.  so it's more interesting, though hard to tell if this will be a long or short letter.  i am doing them 1 topic a day, in the same notebook I as doing the practice in. and my writing is still usually about as good as my right, but slower, and sometimes it's extra sloppy, but not often. not sure if its cause this is a right handed notebook, or other reasons.  I"m sure it'll just take more practice.  After all due to the 1st grade teacher told me that writing with my left hand was wrong and kept at me about it, it's been 40 years, so I am not surprised I'm not equally speedy writing left and right handed.  I'm sure I'll increase given time.  

Saturday, August 22, 2015

60 OVERSOULS (12 & 14D) Saturday 8-22

I talked to my 12d self, asking him to relay anything my 14d self wished to say, with my mild headache and such I don't want to try channeling him too, not now anyway. 

My 12d wanted to talk to me about my mates, lovers, ect. He said some of them would be a bit mad at his message to me and what he's going to say but it's the truth and he said this is mainly the lower dimension ones, less aware ones maybe, less aware on how everything works outside what they experience on a daily and regular basis.

he said, They were counseled on changes and such since I'd be incarnating on the earth.  Some didn't really understand.  With some they may be thinking if they wish to remain mates of mine or not, some thinking these changes in me are permanent, rather then understanding that this is one of the conditions of the earth.  even after the veil is totally gone, I still won't have full access to my full soul memories or knowledge.  No way all of me could fit into this incarnation fully.  and the conditions of incarnating here does cause some temporary changes, easier to pick up lower frequency or negative energy from others, earth is a very dense place, ect and other things that does cause changes so some will think I've changed this way for good, not really understanding till I'm fully back home & they hear, through the grapevine so to speak, that I'm either back like I use to be or wiser then before.  They may decide to contact me right away or may wait a while before they do, once I'm back home.  It'll be a learning experience for them and me. 

Some,a lot, decided they'll just get on with their lives and wait till I'm fully back home.  Some like Spitfire have taken mostly that approach, with what I could call peripheral contact, with sometimes weeks or months between contact, for various reasons. 

Some of the more aware or higher dimension ones can see right through everything and can see or perceive why there are changes in my personality and can see that I don't remember them and can also see why, like Karinus. Some like Spitfire are not that aware but she has met so many species through being what earth may call a tour guide and with small groups, that she's been exposed to many different cultures so is more flexable, but does need breaks.  Some are not as aware nor as use to lots of differences and such. 

That is why some like Karinus treats me the same, since shi can see right through all the stuff and the reasons.  Though shi does go off for periods of time, doing this or that.  So it's normal not to hear from hir for periods of time. 


and you'll be meeting some new lovers and perspective mates once you're back.  There will be some shake up with your preexisting mates and lovers, but things will work out over the long run. and some will not be effected either since they can see through all of it like Karinus,or they are waiting till I get back and going on with their lives till I'm fully back home.  Though they do miss me they are waiting.  Spitfire is say around 70% in that camp, but with some referral contact, so to speak, with breaks needed since she can't really see through things some higher dimension or aware ones like Karinus can. 

As I mentioned they were all council-ed but some really didn't understand and some will think this is the new permanent you.  Others will think and realize maybe they should have taken the same approach the large camp did who have not contacted you and are waiting till you get back, or maybe something similar to Spitfire's approach. 

a few are not bothered much by all this and can see through all of it like Karinus. Then there are others, as we've said, that you'll be lovers with, maybe mates with time, once you are back.  Some of those who can see through all this like Karinus are content to wait till you are fully back, not wanting to deal with this or that, and they don't like lower density anyway.  We may do that in time.  our 14d self said he doesn't really go to the lower densities much past say 5d, 4d now and then occasionally.  Things will work out in the end and all those effected will be wiser for it, some gaining more then others.

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These 3 messages came very quick and during the time I was doing the 10th meditation for part 5 of awaken the light body.  Luckily Daben was talking a lot so i didn't miss to much of the main meditation. 

Something you may get from time to time is that you do not act like your species.  this is in part due to the fact we were created & not conceived and raised in the more common fashion in the lower dimensions you could say.  But we were poof full grown and choose to remember all our soul parent's memories and accumulated wisdom.  Also it could be that since we are so many different species, the "soul genes" affect things maybe, I'll leave you to discover if this is true or not, as well as we have incarnated many times, including recalling our soul parent's incarnations, and all of our separate selves.

it is like seeing say a blue skinned being, knowing they are x race and, oh you'll have x accent, will like x food and act like x.  But this blue skinned being was created not conceived and born, and not raised, but had the accumulated memories form numerous soul parents, say 5, or maybe more.  this will cause changes so when some see him and his personality and how he acts and such they'll think and say, what's wrong with you, you should be acting like X.   See the thing here? 

message from 14D self relayed by 12d:  Best if you don't try to contact either of your soul fathers.  The older one is mad, to put it mildly, the other one doesn't want to make waves that'll effect him so he'll either stay out of it or will agree with him, to again not make waves that affect him, and over time will slowly talk him down.  Eventually you may, like I did, in a human way shake hands and go your separate ways, with marginal contact that may become slightly more then marginal, but don't try to contact either of them now.  Smart move asking your guards to block contact from him.  As crafty as he can be in trying to get through to express his anger to you, the stealthy ones are even more crafty, as are certain ones.  Plus there is other interference that I'd rather not go into right now for various reasons. 

? not sure which one said this to me: also best likely to join another pod.  There is another pod that'll be good for you.  They are various species, including Karinus being a member.  Some of them are ones who don't fit into the exact pod mentality of their pods.  Some of them jokingly call themselves the misfits.  You'll be meeting them soon enough.  Most of they are all aquatic species, but not all.  Dolphins, orcas, belugas, a few whales, and other species, that we'll leave as a surprise.  You'll all be able to support each other, have fun together, learn, and there is a resonation between the members and perspective members such as yourself.  Karinus was thinking of this but the members like to take their time and not jump to conclusions  When the time is right Karinus will likely be the one to extend the invitation for you to join.  It matters not if you were already a member or not.  For the purposes of this incarnation the invitation will be given to you still.  They all get along, close resenation with and between them, very close.  Consider them like a family since they'll grow to be like a family to you.  They did with me.

Oh, Karinus did show them the Misfits of Science them and many members like the song.  

They have a few of their own theme songs, including one sung by a being whose race has 6 vocal cords.  Now that is an interesting version. And it's around a thousand years old.  

Some of the members are non aquatics, or some that, could be considered semi aquatics.  They are all very close, best friends, lovers, family.   The misfits, you'll love em as much as I do I'm sure. 

Saturday [8-22]

Been feeling odd since last night. Part of it was the feeling I have had off and on since I fell 12-15 feet on top of my head or nearly the top of my head.  It's  mostly gone now.  Still feeling a bit odd to that is separate from that, but better then last night.  I'm sure it'll pass in time.

I have noticed also that I've had more mind chatter, but it may be due to my growth.  I think it may be best to do very short relaxed non thinking meditations through the day.

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I did the 9th meditation for part 5 and running the energies was pleasant, not as strong of a sensual pleasure as before.  Maybe due to my odd feelings.  The main part of the meditation went ok, though I didn't like the sensation of bringing the Saha spheres closer together.  I did feel some overall heat once. Overall a sorta moderate meditation I think.  Maybe my odd feelings interfering with it.

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I did the 10th meditation that is part 5 of awaken the light body and running the energies was a pleasure, and fun.  The main part of the meditation was about Daben vocalizing the Fullonia while I focused on the mental body.  I could feel the vibration.  I guess of the fullonia light energy effecting it.   I added in the emotional energy body too and could feel both of them and their vibrations being changed by the light energy of the fullonia.  Interesting.  Very interesting.

I did the 11th meditation that is part 5 of awaken the light body and running the energies was a sensual pleasure.  the rest of the meditation went well.  I could feel the change the Fullonia had on the Renawre cocoon. Gave it a finer feel.  The only way I can describe it is like the finest powder suspended in the air.  That is the closest way I can describe how my Renawre cocoon feels after holding that and the Fullonia in my mind.

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About the misfits mentioned in a channeling.  Feels like I can remember bits or a bit.  Almost can remember some members.  But I can remember, something like they have nicknames for some of the members or is it all of the members.  Also the name longbeard comes to mind, no idea why, maybe it's someone's nickname.  long hair?  not sure.  

Friday, August 21, 2015

59 OVERSOULS, MY 12D & 14D Selves [8-21]


I guess I have no choice on when the exit time is?

True the committee does control the exit points, woven like a tapestry, chosen before hand, everything must intersect, like the weaves in a tapestry or it'll all unravel,

one of the reasons i, we really, don't like the earth at all and chose never to incarnate there again. Though we, you, I, have no interest in incarnating anywhere at all.  We use to find enjoyment in that but we've past that.  incarnating no longer interests us at all. 

and they also didn't for-see any races coming here to meddle around like they have done. 

They also choose to implement the laws and such for this place called earth long long ago by earth reckoning.  Some of us cautioned them against it, said what would happen, and it did come to pass just as we saw, but we did allow them to proceed, since they would learn from all these mistakes, and learn they have, well some of them anyway.  But luckily for them we were able to talk them into ..... certain bylaws, like those who come in, the first 2 waves, would be immune to karma, unable to accumulate karma, the fullness is complicated but that is the very general of it.  Sorry for the mild headache, I'm not your 12d self, I'm past that, been age since I've had to adjust my energy down for 3d beings.  We'll talk again. I just wanted to come in to answer that question you had.  We'll be talking and together again in the future, say when you are fully 12d.   If you wish to remain on the fast track, or even if you don't maybe, since who better to be one of your guides then yourself who has gone through it.  But talk to you later in your personal future.


I got the feeling it was my 14d self that answered this question.

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What is the 12th dimension like?

Here I got, hard to explain what I saw, everything and nothing around me and either my 12D or 14D self saying, "imagine limitless potential, unrealized, unmanifisted, endless, unlimited."

That is the only way I can describe it.  hard to put into words,   though I'm not sure if I experienced much of it for real or if it was translated.

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Away from earth how does creating offspring work, like on the earth or not?

12d: not quite, the female gets to choose if she conceives, or creates offspring with the male.  All the male really has a choice on is if he's 'fertile or not."  hard to explain.  the default is  his fertility is on, since that is the natural state for males on the realms not earth.  females have to turn theirs on and purposely want to conceive or create an offspring, and no females do not have the whole creative force, it is equally in what humans call males and females. Though really 2 of the same gender can create souls, and have offspring, it's not as cut and dried as many think it is.  it's both simple and complicated, complicated if you really want to look into it and I'm not that interested in looking into the specific exact mechanics and the why, way to complicated for me. I have many other interests, and you also, we have the same interests of course, just that you do not remember yours or have not yet encountered the ones I have.

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So are we very old or not?

well, both a young soul, but also ancient beyond belief.  a part of us, a part of our energy, predates this present day universe as it's understood.  that part of our energy had a hand in it's creation.  the rest of us is ancient indeed by the reckoning of the earth and those on it at present.

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I guess my mates and lovers lost interest, with such a long wait.

some can with the long wait, but best to put that behind you, find what enjoyment you can, put your head high, so to speak, continue on down the road, whistling when no one is around.  continue own the road you have picked, give that no other thought that you put behind you.  continue on the Orin and Daben audio courses & the kindle books you have picked out to read.  you'll grow a lot, and also with my help and energy also, me being your 12d self.  You'll be surprised at how much you'll grow, though you may not be consciously aware of the growth, since a lot of it it happens at non conscious levels, so to speak. but this is enough for you, you should give yourself a chance to rest. 

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yes, don't want to over do this channeling, especially after doing 4 guided meditations today and my 14D self popping up. 

Friday [8-21]

Had some dreams last night.  Instead of recounting them I think what I'll do instead is say what I think the general theme was.  I think and feel the general theme was I have a dislike of being incarnated here, wish to go home, and this is my final and last incarnation. 

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I thought about it and while I do miss the mates, lovers, and such I did have, I can understand all of them moving on and wanting nothing to do with me anymore, same with Bruce, who was a dragon who had had intense interest in courting me and wanted to wait till my incarnation ended, since I am a herm at a soul level, which I am comfortable with being a herm at the soul level.

I can understand them having no interest in me anymore since I am incarnated here and its not like I can be with them since I am incarnated here.  I could be but there is some reason they won't pull me out, maybe some rule or they find it annoying to do that, and there are who knows how many souls not incarnated, or at least not incarnated here, so they have moved on from me, and gone to the souls not incarnated, which I do understand, waiting for me to return home is likely a long wait.  they waited this long and I've no idea how long it'll be till I can return home & I can understand them loosing all interest in me and moving on to other lovers and finding mates with other souls not incarnated.  That is their choice and I understand and accept it.   No hard feelings on my part towards any of them.

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As for humans, I'm overall neutral towards them I think and feel. I'm here to help the planet with the shift it's going through, any humans who want to hop on and go through the shift, that is fine, if they don't wish to, that is fine also. If they wish to remain negative and unaware, that is their choice.

Though from what Ive heard about the fae and an online friend and unicorn sister of mine, I do have a dislike of fae I feel. Once this incarnation is over I doubt I"ll ever have anything to do with fae, and unlikely I'll have much to do with humans, maybe with some individual exceptions.

I did ask my oversoul 12d self about this and he said its fine. You can be 12d, and at a soul level say feel some love towards say earth humans and fae, and want nothing to do with fae, and feel largely neutral towards humans. Being 12d doesn't mean you have to like everyone and be all smiles all the time.

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had an interesting experience while I was laying down to take a nap.  My 12d oversoul self came to me and basically said if I wanted and allowed it he could become my present day self.  Which I felt this would change his past, and I would be able to grow through the 9d and higher levels much faster.  Not sure if I'd be poof 12d, but that is possible.  I said ok. 

The experience of his energy, or part of it anyway, was very pleasurable and very sexual.  I did feel heat in certain parts of my body as his energy came into my energy and became one with mine.  Now after my nap I feel the same as before.  it may be a case where there are changes I'm not aware of consciously, or not consciously aware of as of yet.   In any case it felt right and was very pleasurable, very much a sensual pleasurable sexual experience and feeling. I am curious what the effects are, short and long term. 

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I did the 5th meditation of part 5 and running the energies was a sensual pleasure.  The main part of the meditation was about feeling the change in intensity of the fullonia when Daben did the vocalizations.  I didn't feel any real intensity till the last time he did vocalization. 

Instead twice I saw if I could increase the size of my fullonia cocoon, area my fullonia light/energy shined or whatever to cover the entire earth. I did it twice and while it was a bit tiring, it wasn't very tiring.

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I did the 6th meditation of part 5 of awaken the light body.  Running the energies was a sensual pleasure like usual.  The mai part of the meditation was to think of someone you enjoy being with.  Since I'm a virtual hermit I choose my 12D self.  The meditation was partially on the fullonia and partially on understanding how you feel when you are with this person you choose.  I think Daben meant on how your energy feels.  I think its meant to be a lesson on what I think he and Orin call emotional or mental fluidity, or some other term, forgot what it is.  But basically it is you can choose to feel how you want to feel.  feeling depressed or sad, you can switch that to being happy. I've done it and for me it works. So a great meditation I would say.

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Also came to a realization while doing this, maybe a true one or maybe a false one.  There is not really full free will here since if there were full free will here then if you are incarnated here you can just lay down and go back home, but you can't.  Also females here have no choice if hey get pregnant or lay eggs or the eggs get fertilized or not (if they are mammals or egg layers), so further proof there is no such thing as full free will here. I would assume that whatever committee that passed the laws that earth is under, the karma and other sets of rules, since not all of them are karmic in nature, some are unrelated.  Likely when one's incarnation ends is up to the same committee since you can't just choose to return home if you want.  and so many things are blocked here that i know how to do back home. 

Not really nice and seeing how messed up the earth is, man, what a messed up committee.  i do hope they have been fired, they should be if they have not been. 

So like I can't return home till whoever the committee has approved my exit points, which I'd assume discuss it and pass rules and decisions before the incarnation starts.  So those of us who don't want ot be here have no choice in these things, if you're a woman, if you get pregnant or not with unprotected sex, no choice there.  Though i do wonder if there is any choice in the places away from the earth.  Same with staying here till some committee exit date is reached. 

maybe best to raise up to past 12d.  I've not thought of it but that gives me more reasons to want to be 12d as fast as I can. As well as that would be fun to reach 12d, & my understanding, knowledge, and such would increase, there are not other reasons too.  Though I'd not want to stop at 12d, I say lets to past 12d, see that is beyond it.  

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 I did the 7th meditation that was part 5 of awaken the light body and running the energies was a sensual pleasure like usual.  i don't see the point of the main part of the mediation.  I didn't notice any waving. So I used the main part of the meditation to help clear myself and I'm feeling immensely better.  not sure if it was issues that came to the surface, or stuff I picked up from others, but I cleared it out of myself and transmuted some of it to positive energy, and I feel immensely better.

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I did the 8th meditation that was part 5 of awaken the light body and running the energies was a sensual pleasure like usual.  the main part of this guided meditation was on soul linking. Orin had us pick a soul to work with and since I have no friends and am a hermit I picked my 14D self, since, well why not. I had no one else to practice on and my 12D self may have been busy.  This meditation I'd say didn't go to well since orin kept wanting me to do stuff I had no idea how to do and I am not a super duper healer by training and some things do not work here.  I did what I could, ignoring much of what Orin was Blathering about since he/she likely has no idea that some things do not work and some  things I can't do since I'm not THAT sensitive and do not have the super duper training of a healer.  My 14D self used the opportunity to clear some of my energy and teach me some stuff, like today I had picked up some stuff from other people, as I suspected.  I cleared that, transmuted some of it to a higher resonance, positive of course.  Left me with a slight headache. 

Thursday, August 20, 2015

58 DORCA [thursday 8-20]

I was masturbating again, focused on my oversoul self when a female dolphin being popped into the conversation. From talking to her, it seems she is a group soul or oversoul, of the dolphins of Sirius or of a Sirius world that has dolphins, perhaps including the pod that I'm a member of. she said that we are mates & lovers, and I should think of her as a similar being to Gaia, but dolphin, and she is an oversoul. Maybe the dolphin oversoul, Sirius dolphin oversoul or a planetary being. when I asked if she is an oversoul she said bingo. She just said the dolphin oversoul, and we are mates & lovers, neat.

Not surprising she's been very erotic and sexual in her approach to me, and some of the mental images. I do feel a deep connection with her.

TO that she had a funny reply: "We'd better have a deep connection, the things we've done together, the mating, sharing. Boy the sharing." said in a humorous reply. think I'll call her Ceta since I do like to have a name for my blogs.

As to species she said and I feel she's dolphin and orca combined, since dolphins and orcas are both dolphins.


She has more stuff to say: "you're not my only mate, as you have multiple mates and lovers I do also. Any dolphin who gets up high enough, realizes, grows, expands high enough I'm interested in as a possible mate & lover and boy do you qualify. Time is meaningless to beings such as us, so it matters not if this is our first meeting or not. You can feel the depth of our connection. we are mates and lovers. I feel you accept this, good. It'll help our growth immensely. As you can guess you learn and grow, and I do too. it goes on forever. I'm not the only being of my type you're lovers and mates with. and don't forget your other mates and lovers you know and have met before, and others you'll meet once you are back home. Also. hmm, a tease, there is one that predates this universe, or is very very ancient, maybe an insect type, that you may be friends or lovers with, but I'll leave the details for your future. You are now mates with not just individual souls, but also some oversoul beings. and I prefer oversoul over monad, just my preference. We'll talk and have fun in the future and I do like the name Ceta, better then dolorca, or orcadol. Or maybe Dorca, Ceta or Dorca, I'd be happy with either as a nickname. We'll talk and have fun in your future. "


Had a bit more talking with Dorca I think I'll call her.

So, do we have any offspring/kids?

Dorca: "as sexy as you are, mmmmm, boy do we. the youngest ones are 6d. what you'd call newborn, though they are full size, unless they want to be kids, are what you'd call 6d and fully aware, not like earth infants.
time is meaningless to us. Accept this. it matters not if we have met or not, or if we've even shared or not. We are lovers & mates, and have created new souls together, what you call offspring, whether any of this is in your personal future or past is not important.
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Ok, I accept this. i do feel a strong connection and love for you and I do accept time is meaningless for us. it matters not if we have met or not, or if we have shared (had soul sex) from either my or your past. I accept that we are lovers & mates and that is all that matters.

Dorca: "good, I feel you do accept our ways, our meaning oversouls and including you. time, future past has no meaning. We are mates and lovers, it matters not if we have met or not in either of our personal futures or pasts. We will talk and spend time together dear, or do you prefer sexy? I'll change it up, till next time sexy."

Think I'll call her dorca since she mentioned being an orca and dolphin combined, but cetacean includes whales, which she may not be since she didn't include whales.