169 Orca & reptilian me's [Thurs 10-22]

me: feels like you're another me, an orca this time. not the same as the beluga whale multi dimensional me from yesterday?

Orca: no dear, I'm not. I'm a different one. Think of me as, for now, another higher self or another you willing to fill that role. And I'll say now that I do indeed find you sexy, though why would I not find myself sexy.

you've shifted to, well among other things, that the Gateway and some Hemi-sync still will benefit you. The light body audios you did did do a great deal of work and helped you. But you've shifted to , well a bit higher and to the side, another track, so to speak. it is quite normal to do this, and the speed you are ascending is a sign of you achieving your native level that we are all native to. And yes I would suggest you stay away from any light body stuff dealing with increasing your radiance. As a type of star your present radiance is within the safety limits of the physical body you presently inhabit, so no need to increase it and doing so is not within the safety parameters of the human body at present. We'll all be glad when you are fully here among us. Though you'll be the youngest of us, that won't matter since once you're here you'll be as aware as the rest of us are. and the wait will not be long indeed, but short in truth.

Reptilian me: I'm another reptilian you, not the same as the one yesterday. let's say I'm here to start helping you get more in touch with your reptilian nature. Though the orca here as you can call him, and the Beluga will help with the cetacean nature we all share. must keep things in balance you know. and as you know we are all sexual beings, as sexual as you are. But plenty of time for that later. And other non us's will speak to you soon. Just this has been a time when it's best, most advantageous for us to talk to ourselves for your and all our help since you are us and we are you we effect each other continuously. Since though we are individuals we are 1 system and the same multi dimensional being. May sound a bit complicated but that is how it works in truth. As others have said we do change to different forms, though many of us do have certain preferred forms. i feel though that you'll not have a full or real preference. You'll be one of us that switches to any ol form with no overall preference. Though you'll be in certain moods at times, say more of a reptilian mood now, but more of an orca or dolphin mood later this evening, that sort of thing.

orca em: yes, we are one big happy family, the various us's, being friends, advisers, very deep passionate lovers, to each other. Then there are one's family, our family I mean. Lovers, friends, and so on, but we can go into such details later or wait till you'll be here fully among us since the wait won't be long at all in truth.

For now just relax for today and tomorrow perhaps a bit too. Best to do this at this time, ease into things a bit at a time. you are doing very well.

Reptilian me: yes lover you are indeed. Fabulous. look at your progress over 1 year. The little doubts that pop up now and then are quite understandable where you are considering where you are at present. Just deal with them in the ways you know and have learned and things will go even better for you my lover, though I'm getting ahead of myself I do feel we will be that and we're as willing as you are.

me: Indeed. and I'm sure having other me's as lovers is normal for us and will give a special depth to the relationship and to others also.

Reptilian me: indeed, a special depth and passion and form the foundation for the other kinds of relationships you can have with others. Though ours will always remain. Others may well remain, or drift apart or grow closer over time. The relationshps you have with yourselves will change, but not as dramatic. Think of it as a slight shift this way or that way.

orca me: indeed.Your relationships with others does change over time, drifting apart for some, becoming closer, or deeper with others. the one you have with your various selves is more like shifting. you're more in the mood or feel a bit closer to these you's, or those. more like the mood of what form you wish to be in. or if you wish to be formless or semi formless. it's all normal and ok.

reptilian me: after all, who better to be your guides, or among your guides then other you's. We understand you well, our energy is certainly comparable and complimentary. among other advantages.

Me: thanks. I know we're a sexual being, what does that really mean?

Orca me: well, to keep it simple & not to complicated. We share sensual pleasures, love, sex, passions, passionate love, our being with each other. it goes far beyond mere sex and benefits all those involved. Side effects are that it can cause one's resonance to come closer to matching, one day even matching perfectly like ours and Gaia's may one day reach. We're willing for this, inducing her who's willing also, if it happens, if not that is ok, but we'll likely at least have a close if not perfect resonance.

That is keeping it simple as to what it means to be a sexual being that we are. There are far more complexity to this, and many benefits. The key is it's not mere sex between us but as I said, and the sensual pleasures, pleasures, love, passions, are not the lower types found on planes of the lower variety but what we share is of the higher planar type. There are higher planar versions of these.

Reptilian me: indeed. What we share are the higher, the highest planar frequencies that we can at this time, of love, sensual pleasures, passions, our very being, pleasures, sex. you've experienced some of that but not the lower type. you're to high and light to enjoy or have any lower type feelings. Though everyone is at the level perfect for them at that time, and all move upwards, though there is no real up or down, higher or lower, we just use these terms to help with understanding. it's really a question of focus and choice. Like we here don't say we're higher then a native earth human or some being that loves to incarnate on one of the Sirius worlds since they are at the level 1 level of being and we are native to a higher level. We are all equal, just a matter of how aware you are, your personal choice. We all prefer being active across multiple levels of being.

orca: indeed, some of us more then others. And there is personal moods too. For a while, say a few centuries or millennia you pay prefer to remain in 1 level of being, and at others more in the mood to travel around, being active across a wide array of level of beings and places.

Me: I'm very excited about being back home on the other side.

Orca me: that is because this is your real native level of being and home, not being incarnated on earth.

Reptilian me: Indeed and you can feel the time approaches, which also explains the excitement you feel coming from within yourself.

168 - Male Pterosaur & Beluga Whale me [10-22]

Me: I got a mental image of a Pterosaur.  another me?

male Pterosaur: indeed. I'm another you. think of me as from a more, reptilian side instead of the more cetacean side, though it's all fine.

male Beluga whale me: indeed but the distinction is unimportant, we're mostly the same with some little or slight differences. 

male pterosaur me: yes, think of it as certain personality traits tweaked more this or that way.  So not the same identical personality, but very similar.  We're all as sexual beings as you are.  Some have more interest and some less then others.  You're about average overall in the that interest, on this side that is.  But just take things slow and easy and you'll do great. not long and you'll be here fully and met the rest of us, as well as the others you've met who are not us, and others you've' not met yet like some aquatic us like a reptilian aquatic us.  I'll leave the species of some a surprise, but at least 1 is an icythosaur.

me: I guess we like being in a variety of forms since i guess we can all change at will.

male Pterosaur: indeed, i stick with reptilian mostly, but some dolphin ones at times, the occasional avian.  Sometimes just the source self.  Depends on my mood.  I just wanted to come briefly since this would show that you are quite varied in our forms, appearances, preferences and such.

me: Have I gone through a shift or something?  just curious and are we really high beings? 

male pterosaur me:  indeed you have, though the exact details are not important at this time.  as for being a high level being, we are, especially compared to some on earth, there ae some rather high level beings on and around the earth at present due to the shift.  Though as high as we are there are others higher still.  We don't pay much attention if we are higher then them or not as high as them. 

and we are all sexual beings, some of us are more into sharing pleasures, sensual pleausures, sex, love, as the dolphin you talked to recently.  The rest of us enjoy it as much as him and you do, in a variety of forms and genders but some of us put that say 2nd, others put that among one of the things we like best, though not the only favorite. 

We have no experience in places as dense or lower as some would classify it as the earth.  We normally don't go anywhere near where the earth is in it's density.  we normally don't go down past say upper 4th dimension, as some classify it, greatly preferring 5th dimension and up.  Though we usually prefer to not divide things into dimensions to often.  They are handy for certain reasons like explaining things.

male beluga me: some of prefer the upper dimension then others, others are active from 5th density and up.  With the occupational foray into 4th density occasionally now and then sometimes. For short periods of time, mostly to teach this or that or other things.  Normally we'd go to 5th or 6th dimension and talk to a 4th dimensional being.  the few of us who do visit the 4th dimension usually do so only for very short periods of time.  most never go anywhere near that density.  You're the first of us to be in 3rd density.  not something I'd do, normally.  but earth is a special case and it is for an important reason, more then just to help a world through a shift.  since if that were the case we'd let others do that.  the worlds we help through a shift, thos of us who do this, usually stick with 5th dimension and up. 
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male beluga me: I can be one of your guides, though my appearance my change between dolphin, this one and orca.  My form changes depending on my mood, as yours will once you're here.  You'll very likely not stick to just one form.  Who better to be one of your guides then another you?

male pterosaur me: yea, very few of us, none really, stick with just one form all the time.  Though some do prefer certain forms over others.

me: so is there a specific place we live at or is there no real homes at our level of being?

male beluga me: There is a home, some of us at this level do have homes and some just manifest a home when they are in the mood for that. Also you can have your own home if you like.  it can even be like a tardis, huge on the inside, like a moon, planet or larger, and small exterior.  or it's own dimension that has no exit that you can teleport into and out of. Some do that.

Some galactic level beings have no homes, not bothering with that or just manifesting one when they are in the mood as I said, others never bother.  not wanting one, not seeing the need or just not seeing the appeal.

Me: so what level are we native to and will I be native there too once this incarnation ends?

male beluga whale me: indeed you will be, though you may need some time to adjust, not long a few minutes, hours.  Not sure since none of us has incarnated on the earth before or anywhere near as dense as that. 

The level we are native to is, well the actual place of our full self is outside time, outside space.  Though here planetary, sun, beings hang out, some individuals from level 1 let's label it for handy use.  Some from the higher levels visit.  We visit the lower and higher levels, staying where we wish based on our mood, what we wish to do & the like. 




Me: Think I'll end this here, starting to get a bit late, thanks.



Male Pterosaur me: Glad to talk to you, we'll talk another time.




Male Beluga whale: nice talking to you, we'll have more conversations in the future.  Good luck and continue remaining true to yourself.

167 Male Beluga Whale Me [Wed 10-21]

me: Guess I got right what I typed up earlier?

male beluga me: Indeed my son, or I should say me since I'm, to put it simply a reflection of our higher, full being.  think of me as a cross between beluga and orca in my appearance or beluga whale.  for now and least.  a beluga for now will be best.

but on to what you said yes indeed it is a combination of your genetics, non human at that, the new frequencies reaching earth, the fact you are indeed a type of star so you do generate frequencies of light of your own, higher plane light, more since you did the solar radiance audio course.  those combined and if you do the active trying to raise your radiance increases the light frequencies output beyond the safety parameters of the human body as it is at present.  We didn't suspect this since this is new to all of us, we do not normally go anywhere near a place as dense and limiting earth & the interplay of those factors you posted about and I mentioned are indeed fairly unique and not a common thing.

As for me, think of me as a temporary construction created for a specific mission, to be a sort of guide to those others of ourselves who are aware enough to reach the levels I can reach.  as you reach more awareness it'll be higher aspects like orca, then perhaps various  whale species or it may be a generic cetacean and just get larger in size symbolically.  I'd prefer to stop at either beluga or orca.  But either is fine.  I am willing to be lovers too with you but more able to focus past that. the dolphin us is not immature, but more focused on sharing pleasures, younger perhaps but here there is no real point in picking if one is younger or older since he is fully aware it doesn't matter.  Think of it as he's more focused on sex, I'm more balanced. nothing wrong with that since I do enjoy sharing pleasures, sensual pleasures, but that isn't my primary focus.  

me: So is your mental image I'm getting symbolic or personal preference?

Beluga whale me: personal preference.  I prefer their appearance.  larger then a dolphin, but not as large as an orca.  But I can be whatever form and size I prefer.  As for the suggestions, mine agree with ours.  With perhaps focusing more on the Gateway and less on the light body courses.  Hemi-sync will help you also, certain ones more then others and some likely won't do much, but you can use your intuition to guide you in that.  But I do agree, if doing the awaken the light body expanded is ok for you to do 3-4 times a week then getting the one about being your divine self, our true self, would be a good last and final light body course to get.  Then once the Gateway course is finished maybe redo some of those, certain of your favorite Light body courses, some Hemi-sync.  use your intuition as a guide.  And again though initially meant to be temporary I can go permanently also, depending on my personal choice which is highly likely since I do enjoy being a guide to some others of ourselves, and others as well.  and perhaps more then a sort of guide or older self too, but that is for later on or once you are here, and there are other us's to fill that roll too.  

Me: Thanks.  I'd not mind us having a relationships but I do agree, let's just let it build and develop however it does.

Beluga whale me: indeed and you'll notice your relationship with our various selves is as varied as those you have with others.  As for the gateway at the very least it'll help you to deepen your meditative trance, some inner work and other benefits and will be doing this and other things with less energy interaction, which is beneficial to you at this time.  We were unaware that such as this would happen with you.  your uniqueness and unique situation combined while not the first time this has happens is diffidently not common so there isn't common knowledge about this and as for us we are new to the denseness of earth so we are all learning as you do also.

as for your remaining incarnation time, you are indeed part of phase 1, as some classify it.  As to when there are many various factors so we are unable to say this specific date.. it is more rather that after a certain amount of time the chance starts to raise up exponentially in the overall percentage and indeed your personal doubts about this does not have a impact on your exit point since it is the normal shallow doubts not very deep doubts since you do have the more clear beliefs as well. For dealing with the doubts you've learned various techniques from the book you read on quantum entrapment as the author called it then, and some from the awaken the light body and the solar radiance course.  Do these for just short periods of time.  Since any active energy on your part may drive it to non safe levels.  Brief, short times should be safe.  and you"ll not need to do it very often or for long, less then a minute in many cases.  Except where you talk to yourself.  less then 30 seconds in the cases of energy manipulating.

My suggestion is to build a good foundation, try doing at least the first few gateway audios of the 1st part, first wave as they call it, for a week each.  
me: Thanks for the help.

male beluga me: I'm glad to help.  I'll be here later to talk and if not me then a higher reflection like an orca.  Other us's will talk to you also as well as others.  We feel like now it's best to talk to ourselves at this time.  You've noticed the flow from talking to another you to talking to others and at times mixed, this will highly likely continue for the near future.  

me: thanks. I'll pause here for a while since it feels like a good place to pause.

Wed 10-21

I slept 1 hour last night from around 2:00am to around 3:00am. 

I had 1 dream during that. From what I recall I got out of some sort of pickup or some other vehicle.  I went to some place that had things up that were like, hard to describe, wood that crisscrossed to make like small boxes open in both sides. when I said I was there to look for a certain rpg book the wood things were removed and I went into the store but they didn't have the book I had, I decided to go home and someone mentioned I could go to an rpg convention and if I beat some of the folks there they'd let me have their whole collection. i wasn't interested since I was after just 1 specific book, and left saying I did hope I'd get home in time since I had to use the bus and had a long way to go. 

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This morning about 6:30am my my time roughly: I did the 8th light body guided meditation of Radiance: self exciting expanded and it went well. I could feel the resonance that i usually feel 24/7, except for short periods of time.  Except it kicked into super high gear during the meditation, even more so when I rested with my hands facing upwards.  It literally made my teeth ache towards the end and gave me a slight pressure headache that went away once the meditation ended and the ache in my teeth did also.  When Daben did his vocalizations it was the usual, not just the feel of energy he was sending me but also the usual intense non sexual pleasure.  hard to describe.  I visualized my fullonia light, solar radiance, going up to the entire universe, and I again felt like part of me was outside the universe, which I remembered part of 1 of my 2 channelings last night, not sure if I remembered to put it down. that our (my male dolphin self (non earth and he's often in anthro form) did say our true self did dwell outside time, outside space where time and space have no meaning. 

I also mentally heard my true self or some aspect of it say to me during the meditation, "The thing about being incarnated on earth is the energy has a certain key that can benefit those incarnated on earth, humans, animals, plants.  if we were not incarnated we could just stream the energies into Gaia directly but it would not benifit those of the earth collective life, humans, animals, plants.  "

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On the advice of an online friend I'll take a break from doing any more light body stuff and I'll stay away from doing any more of the radiance stuff I have.  Friday I think I'll start doing an Awaken the Light Body Expanded and see how it goes.  if it goes ok I'll try doing it 3 times next week, Monday, Wednesday, & Friday.  I also ordered first 2 parts of the Gateway course.  managed to find the first 2 used on amazon for half the price of 1 brand new and it says it's new. The seller has a very good rating, which I won't buy from anyone who's under 98%.  So I'll do those too.  I'll try those I think once a day and maybe do each audio either 5 days before I go to the next one or maybe 7 days, 1 full week.  depending on how I do it if I do it 5 days before I switch to the next one I'll take 6 months to do the 6 parts, but if I do each audio for a week then it'll take 9 months to finish the whole 6 part course. 

Looking over my records on a forum of my posts it looks like this messed up sleep happened every day starting at the 11th of this month. I recall late September it happened but was milder compared to this.  So it could be a combination of the genetics of this body, the fact I'm a type of star, from what I've been told so maybe that means I generate certain frequencies, certain frequencies have reached earth that have not before so all that combined may mean if I try to increase my radiance with one of Orin or Daben's courses pushes the energy past the healthy or safe levels that this human body can take.  maybe just passive may keep it within the safe levels.  not sure about the awaken the light body expanded or being your divine self.  The awaken the light body expanded I already bought a month ago so I'll give it a slow try. The being your divine self I won't think about buying till January at the earliest since I figure 2 months should be enough time to see if I want to get that one or not since if I were to buy just 1 more course that is the one that interests me out of all the other courses I've not gotten yet. 

The gateway course from my research seems to be about relaxing the mind and body, deepening your trance, doing some inner work and stuff with energy, later in the latter courses meeting non physical friends, i guess they mean guides, higher self that sort of thing.  No idea if I'll be able to project with that but I figure even if it just helps me to do some inner work, some energy stuff, unless I notice side effects and stay away from that, deepening my meditative trance, and maybe being an even more clear channel, may be interesting.  interesting that when I asked since I felt I was being nudged towards the Gateway stuff they said that I'm at the right point to benefit fro doing the Gateway Course.  I guess since the Light Body Courses I've done up to that point have helped with getting me more clear, aware, or other things. 

I'll continue to channel or whatever it is that I do when I mentally talk to the ones I talk to and type up our conversation.  During some of the Light Body courses I've been taking over the past3 or more months I have occationally found myself in 2 places at the same time, both in the body and elsewhere also. 

If  can project my consciousness it would be neat to be able to meet some of the ones I've been talking to and getting mental images of and some physical impressions of when they touch me like sometimes I'm 10 or 20% there.  So maybe I can be like 100% in both locations, or be 20% here & 80% there.  but if not that is ok. I'm sure even if the Gateway course doesn't do that it'll still help in various other ways.

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also almost forgot. Had a dream where I was a dragon in a human body on earth and didn't understand any of the customs or ways of earth.  Don't recall much about the dream but that.

166 Male Dolphin Me [tue 10-20]

Me: so if we are 2 different selves of the same multi dimensional being.  I assume our resonance is already in perfect match.  Could it get closer?

male dolphin me <said in a mental voice that sounds sexually alluring>: well dear, we are 2 different selves of the same being.  While our resonance does match, we can grow closer together and it can match even more.  It may sound like a contradiction but it really isn't.  

Me: wow, .... I'd be glad to explore that with you.  I thought our relationship was one that could not get any better.

male dolphin me: oh no my dear.  It can.  our relationship an grow deeper, and our resonance can match even more, even though we are 2 different selves of the same multi dimensional being.  It's not a contradiction dear, nor a paradox.  our relationship can grow as deep as we want and allow it to be.  Some selves can get closer then others.  Like say the 2 of us and a reptilian us can get very close, become the deepest of lovers.  whereas you and other may be friends or acquaintances with benefits, or just remain acquaintances. 

me: that is interesting. and I'm sure you'd not mind us exploring that, becoming deep lovers if possible.

Male dolphin me: of course I'd not mind.  we do love being intimate with ourselves, and the relationship you have with ourselves is the basis of the sorts you can have with others, and your level of self awareness also.  among other things too.

Me: Interesting that we can get closer resonance the other selves of us.  Makes sense that others can reach perfect resonance with us and become part of the same resonance being while each remains their own personality as a being.  Not the right terms in English for what I want to say but you know what I mean.

male dolphin me: indeed.  We can become the deepest of lovers and have an even closer resonance, though you don't have to do that with all of us, and others can indeed reach perfect resonance with us.  Sara has, Sam too. Others are willing to reach perfect resonance with you, C, Gaia, Levi, and others.  the reptilian being's higher reflection, his, sometimes her, true full self, is one of the lovers of our full self and it, and some lower reflections are lovers with us also. 
Me: that is interesting.  what is the deal with Treb popping up to say a sentence to me now and then?  it's not like I'm best friend with Rob who channels him. not that I mind. 

male dolphin me: he's good friends with some of us.  that's why he's contacted you from time to time.  Also we do have very strong ties with reptilians, being part progenitor reptilian ourselves.

me: makes sense.  I just wish my sleep wasn't all messed up.  But I'm sorta getting half way kinda use to it and sorta not able to at the same time.

male dolphin me: it us due to the frequencies that are currently on the earth.  You'll not have to suffer for to long.  all the more reason to get you to this side.  Though all in good time. things do have to check out.  part of the problem, well the main reasons are, your DNA is highly non human, our energy is totally alien to the earth and we are VERY alien to the low density that earth currently resides in.  We normally don't go anywhere near that density. 

me: I am excited about returning home. I do hope I don't have to wait to long from earth reckoning.

male dolphin me: You won't.

me: I guess just as our full self is multi dimensional, we are too.

male dolphin me: indeed, we both are.  that is how once you're here Chad can manifest if he wishes.  and he'll be multidimensional too, just as we are, our true self, and on back all the way to source. 

me: it is a benefit to us that we're a sexual being and love being intimate with ourselves.

male dolphin me: yes, far more fun for us, among other benefits too. Like learning more of yourself, more awareness of yourself, ourselves really.  Other benefits too, but I'll let you discover the fun surprises when you are on this side. 

Believe me we'll get much better acquainted over time, especially when you're here.  and with some others you've not met and those you have.  Lots of fun for you.

Me: so will I just transition back home or will some other mechanism be used?

male dolphin me: well, there are several ways.  One is you can transition back to your, our, native level.  then rest here. others are some can come and take you back, that is the most common  used and the easiest on everyone.  that someone can be or look like a vehicle instead of a person and the vehicle could have

Me: so will I return to the place our true self lives, or somewhere else?

male dolphin me: it depends both on your personal level of awareness, choice and what our full self wanted before the incarnation started.  His plan was, if you are willing, to return to his level and home, rest and recover, then talk to him and decide what comes next with no pressure at all.

165 Male Dolphin Me [Tues 10-20]

Me:   I think I recall some of how soul groups, soul families work.  What some earth humans call twin flames, one can be in more then 1.  Soul families & groups can be based on who you're in a relationship with, especially a deep one, also some of those who have the same being or beings who created them.

Like a and b could be twin flames with each other but also with a with c and d, b with e and f.  So that could be the same soul group or family, even though b is not a twin flame or very deep resonance with c or d. 

Also to add to the complexity of multi dimensional selves,  a3 may be lovers and very deep relationship and deep resonance with c3, and d6. 

B2 with e5 and f5, and with b5 as well.  b4 could be with c5.  b4 with b6 and 7.

male dolphin: indeed.  and say of A5 and G4 are lovers they can, over time grow in resonance till they join the family.  also say G may be in A's soul family but also in another one since they may reach very deep resonance with L's soul family too.  It grows and changes over time.  Some may leave and other join it, some will remain for eternity. 

Also those that reach a very deep resonance or even perfect resonance can join in to be the same being, but each can be separate personalities.  so 1 being, since they have the same resonance, but separate personalities at the same time.  Like you and Sara.  Not the same relationship that we are in since we are the same being.  you and Sara, well actually us and Sara reached the same resonance, perfect match.  We are the same multidimensional being, you and me, but Sara and us are the same resonance being, though she has her own personality.  You and we can reach the same perfect resonance with others and we have. Though all this is a more complicated concept for many on earth at this moment in time. 

Also you could be separate from our same multidimensional being and go your own way, either immediately or it can happen over time. 

Some relationships we are in do wish to be in a relationship with you as well as they are with some of us, and some like Gaia wish to be in one with you, and the rest of us are extras.  Some relationships are permanent, some may fade after a time, others may come and go, ebb and flow, wax and wane, over time. 

Though yes if 2, say you and Gaia, remain in your passionate relationship, the 2 of you will grow in closer and closer resonance and indeed you and Gaia may one day reach perfect resonance in your relationship.  There are some beings you've met who are well on the way to that and are ok if it happens. 

me: I see, so like A2 & b5 may have that happen then?

male dolphin me: indeed.  Though we are the same multi dimensional being, we can deepen our resonance and relationship too, as unusual as that may sound. 

But indeed you may be in very deep relationships with other beings and us also.  We can have our resonance grow closer, deeper though we are 2 different beings of the same multi dimensional beings.  You and say Gaia can reach that one day also, matching resonance.

me: what of C, feels like hers is pretty close to matching ours and Levi and certain others.

Male dolphin me: indeed, she, sometimes a male, is in a relationship with more then 1 of us and our resonances to match.  Levi also, though it doesn't match as much as C's does at present that is changing.  the reptile being that is at the same level as our full self is is also.  So relationships between beings can get pretty complicated indeed, between the different beings as well as the separate selves that make up the same multi dimensional selves, each of those selves with each other and with other beings.  it can get quite complicated indeed but I think we've discussed it enough so you understand it.

me: indeed I do believe I do.  It does feel pretty complicated for the level most beings of earth are at. 

male dolphin: indeed it is, but you, we, are not at their level.  We are one of those incarnated on earth who's above, well above, the averate level of the native earth souls & beings, and many of the non native earth beings who are incarnated on the earth. 

There are some who do wish to deepen their relationships with you. Like me for one, others, Gaia of course, C, and the others you've met, some you have not.  We, and you, are in actuality in relationships with some planetary, solar (sun), beings, and some like galactic beings, you'll meet most of them later. You have met 1, the reptilian being, and one of it's selves, the snake being who has aspects and selves who are a planetary being and a sun being. 

You'll learn even more of those over time and especially when you are here, Some do indeed wish to be in a relationship with you. 

Feel free to post this, then we talk later on tonight.

Me: thanks.  makes me even more excited about being on the other side. 
male dolphin me: indeed, since this is your true home and state of being, not being incarnated, especially on a place as dense as the earth, we normally don't go anywhere near where densities like where the earth is.

male Dolphin Me: you are not long there supposed to be.  You are supposed to be soon on this level, though as to when I can't say at the moment.  Won't be able to be until maybe when it's within a day or after though if we told you its within a day it may mess up things so even then we'd not say.  I do wish we could say since  you are not supposed to be there for long after phase 2 gets under way, believe me multiple of us are checking and looking into that to be sure everything goes smoothly in regard to that.

me: thanks, though I don't hate being incarnated here, I greatly prefer being on the other side since that feels more like were I belong rather then being incarnated here.  But I'll stop here and post and take a break.  talk to you later tonight.

male dolphin me: indeed.

Tues 10-20

I slept a total of 1.5 hours, from 12:30am to 2am.  I'll likely get more sleep eventually.  pretty miserable being sleepy and in a body that refuses to go to sleep even when it does need sleep and is sleepy. 

I did briefly talk to the male dolphin me, him being in a anthro form.  Not sure if he just switched to that, if it's a form he likes or a past incarnation.  but it is another me, multi dimensional self.  I can feel his sort of mental presence, hard to explain, and that of Treb's too, no idea why in Treb's case.  Unless I'm imaging things I do think I remember I have some sort of connection to Treb but I can't remember what it is. 

the male dolphin me showed me how our love is, it's the center of our being. it's not just that we do love or are loving beings but love is at the center of our being.  he showed me by doing a hug and caress while we kissed, an enjoyable way of doing that.  We also talked about it's natural for us to love each other as deeply as we do since we are the same being, we enjoy being intimate with ourselves, being friends, lovers and all that. 

We also talked what earth would be like in say 100 years.  Like one example he said to me was a typical morning for, let's name a couple Joe Winslow and Jane Winslow.  They do the typical morning stuff, not to unlike humans do today in America.  Though their breakfasts are let's say coffee or some other drink and say biscuits with say an omelet or whatever it is.  they don't eat their breakfast at home.  they do so in their car since it is self driving and roads are not 2d like today but 3d.  the height of them limited to say the height of say 100 feet or somesuch.  Though I do assume brands of cars may be on roads only, we didn't discuss that. 

So Joe and Jane can eat their breakfasts in their car while it drives, they can watch tv while doing that, talking also.  This lets them sleep a bit later since they don't need to eat breakfast at home, eating it in the car lets them sleep a bit later.  Say jane gets off at work first then the car drives to drop Joe off.  Since say jane gets off work first once Joe is out of the car after a certain time passes it may drive itself over to where jane's work is and send a message to their equivalent of a cellphone so she can find it when she gets off of work.  The homes are run by computers so will adjust their temperatures and light levels and such shortly before they are due home.  not only based on the time but they can communicate with the car as well as well as turning on the tv if they like to watch tv, just before they open the door. Sounds neat for those then, though I've no interest in incarnating.  as I've mentioned before incarnating may have certain fun aspects but overall there is to much of hassle of various types, and it doesn't interest me that much really.  He, the male dolphin me, did a sort of smile, i could feel it in his energy, and he said he understands since he feels the same way, many of us do he said, meaning most of my other selves.  No real interest in incarnating, though it has fun aspects, it has to many annoying elements and aspects and we are really not interested.

and about that description he gave me, he said it wasn't the 100% future, just the most likely future say around 100 years of a typical weekday morning for a typical American.  Or i guess other places like Canadian, British, Australian, ect. 

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I did the 7th radiance: self exciting expanded guided meditation for the first time today and I think overal it went well.  I could feel the fullonia and solar light light filling the universe and part of me was outside the universe, maybe most of me or my true self, not sure of the details.  I could also feel that incarnating isn't my thing, it's not for me.  Some of me doesn't like incarnating and incarnating isn't their thing like me, and the male dolphin other self me. 

I can feel how something may have fun aspects to it, but not be my thing. 

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I did it for the 2nd time today & it went well.  I felt like I was floating in the light body cocoon and light body light, hard to describe.  I could feel part of me is outside the universe and the light body cocoon and the light body light, solar radiance and fullonia light was capable of covering the entire universe.  I also had a brief conversation with the dolphin me. 

Me: so is the 4th density or whatever it's called body just manifested whenever I want or need it or do I store it somewhere like in my energy field energy systems or whatever it's called?

male dolphin me: well one can do either way.  it depends on personal choice preference and with some how often they'll be using that sort of body. For example if you stay mainly in the formless areas and only occasionally venture into the areas with form, the physicality areas, then some prefer to just manifest a body as needed.  Others who frequently visit such places and levels of being find it handier to just store the same body.  it's really personal choice and preference.

me: So it's the source self and then the body is used around that, inter meshed into the body to use it's various senses most effectively?

Male dolphin me: yes, that is how it works.  once one, the source self as you call it, is properly inter-meshed and for beings at our levels or being this can be done faster then an instant, one can experience the various senses directly.

Also during it it was like part of me was showing me some of the joys and fun things about being incarnated.  I did feel it did have fun aspects and qualities, but isn't for me, not my thing, to many annoyances.  but I do better understand why some may want to incarnate, as well as I felt also the part of me that did this was showing me to also let me see if I would really want to incarnate or choose never to incarnate and I'd be making the decision from a point of information rather then just making it.