Tuesday, October 20, 2015

Tues 10-20

I slept a total of 1.5 hours, from 12:30am to 2am.  I'll likely get more sleep eventually.  pretty miserable being sleepy and in a body that refuses to go to sleep even when it does need sleep and is sleepy. 

I did briefly talk to the male dolphin me, him being in a anthro form.  Not sure if he just switched to that, if it's a form he likes or a past incarnation.  but it is another me, multi dimensional self.  I can feel his sort of mental presence, hard to explain, and that of Treb's too, no idea why in Treb's case.  Unless I'm imaging things I do think I remember I have some sort of connection to Treb but I can't remember what it is. 

the male dolphin me showed me how our love is, it's the center of our being. it's not just that we do love or are loving beings but love is at the center of our being.  he showed me by doing a hug and caress while we kissed, an enjoyable way of doing that.  We also talked about it's natural for us to love each other as deeply as we do since we are the same being, we enjoy being intimate with ourselves, being friends, lovers and all that. 

We also talked what earth would be like in say 100 years.  Like one example he said to me was a typical morning for, let's name a couple Joe Winslow and Jane Winslow.  They do the typical morning stuff, not to unlike humans do today in America.  Though their breakfasts are let's say coffee or some other drink and say biscuits with say an omelet or whatever it is.  they don't eat their breakfast at home.  they do so in their car since it is self driving and roads are not 2d like today but 3d.  the height of them limited to say the height of say 100 feet or somesuch.  Though I do assume brands of cars may be on roads only, we didn't discuss that. 

So Joe and Jane can eat their breakfasts in their car while it drives, they can watch tv while doing that, talking also.  This lets them sleep a bit later since they don't need to eat breakfast at home, eating it in the car lets them sleep a bit later.  Say jane gets off at work first then the car drives to drop Joe off.  Since say jane gets off work first once Joe is out of the car after a certain time passes it may drive itself over to where jane's work is and send a message to their equivalent of a cellphone so she can find it when she gets off of work.  The homes are run by computers so will adjust their temperatures and light levels and such shortly before they are due home.  not only based on the time but they can communicate with the car as well as well as turning on the tv if they like to watch tv, just before they open the door. Sounds neat for those then, though I've no interest in incarnating.  as I've mentioned before incarnating may have certain fun aspects but overall there is to much of hassle of various types, and it doesn't interest me that much really.  He, the male dolphin me, did a sort of smile, i could feel it in his energy, and he said he understands since he feels the same way, many of us do he said, meaning most of my other selves.  No real interest in incarnating, though it has fun aspects, it has to many annoying elements and aspects and we are really not interested.

and about that description he gave me, he said it wasn't the 100% future, just the most likely future say around 100 years of a typical weekday morning for a typical American.  Or i guess other places like Canadian, British, Australian, ect. 

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I did the 7th radiance: self exciting expanded guided meditation for the first time today and I think overal it went well.  I could feel the fullonia and solar light light filling the universe and part of me was outside the universe, maybe most of me or my true self, not sure of the details.  I could also feel that incarnating isn't my thing, it's not for me.  Some of me doesn't like incarnating and incarnating isn't their thing like me, and the male dolphin other self me. 

I can feel how something may have fun aspects to it, but not be my thing. 

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I did it for the 2nd time today & it went well.  I felt like I was floating in the light body cocoon and light body light, hard to describe.  I could feel part of me is outside the universe and the light body cocoon and the light body light, solar radiance and fullonia light was capable of covering the entire universe.  I also had a brief conversation with the dolphin me. 

Me: so is the 4th density or whatever it's called body just manifested whenever I want or need it or do I store it somewhere like in my energy field energy systems or whatever it's called?

male dolphin me: well one can do either way.  it depends on personal choice preference and with some how often they'll be using that sort of body. For example if you stay mainly in the formless areas and only occasionally venture into the areas with form, the physicality areas, then some prefer to just manifest a body as needed.  Others who frequently visit such places and levels of being find it handier to just store the same body.  it's really personal choice and preference.

me: So it's the source self and then the body is used around that, inter meshed into the body to use it's various senses most effectively?

Male dolphin me: yes, that is how it works.  once one, the source self as you call it, is properly inter-meshed and for beings at our levels or being this can be done faster then an instant, one can experience the various senses directly.

Also during it it was like part of me was showing me some of the joys and fun things about being incarnated.  I did feel it did have fun aspects and qualities, but isn't for me, not my thing, to many annoyances.  but I do better understand why some may want to incarnate, as well as I felt also the part of me that did this was showing me to also let me see if I would really want to incarnate or choose never to incarnate and I'd be making the decision from a point of information rather then just making it.

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