Saturday, June 20, 2015
Channeling 19 SOUL [6-21]
I asked the part of me not incarnated that is pretty advanced technology isn't it. <We do have access to Sirius technology.> & as an afterthought, <and pleidian also.>
So has my/our dragoness soul parent had more then 1 incarnation as a positive alpha draconian? <yes. her first was a very very very long time ago.>
have I had any as that race? <indeed. Nagi has had more then one.>
They live quite a while don't they? <yes, but we are quite old. >
I guess you mean through remembering our soul parent's memories and accumulated wisdom. <yes, we've chosen to do that so it is through that, and Nagi. So yes we have full right to say we are positive Alpha Draconians, as well as the other stuff we know. Dolphin, orca, beluga, unicorn, naga, western and eastern dragon.>
That is quite a mix. <Indeed. it may be unusual for some, for us it is normal. There are some advantages to this. One being that we do understand many beings, as well as having many of the advantages of each some may say. We can also help others understand other beings. Besides it is interesting being more then 1 being, or at least we think so.> Indeed.
Guess all this means interesting times when this incarnation is over? <Indeed, after the rest, homecomming celebration, life review, going before the council, ect. resting for a while. Some maybe trying to entice us to incarnate again. highly doubtful it'll work. We have no interest in incarnating.> very true. lots of options i'm sure for us. <lots indeed, and many areas we can choose to study.>
<continue along what you are doing. focus on your thoughts. you are close to being our real personality, or as close as one can in such a density. Though only a shade difference. very slight difference. Just do what you are doing, continue along the path. You're doing very well.>
Saturday [6-20]
I did the 4th meditation for part 5. Running the energies went well. Felt like I used pretty much only a higher finer type of energy.
This meditation was about meeting the planetary logos. This time Gaia didn't may to many erotic passes and suggestions at me. She kept it to just calling me bullphin a few times and studfin once. She appeared this time as a female orca.
I was able to get, somewhat, what it's like to be a planet. not something I'd want to do myself. I could feel the living things, slightly and kinda, living on my physical body, the negativity in areas, the fact I was shifting into a higher density where I felt lighter, things were far more positive and i did have a lower density body that was far more negative then this new lighter higher density body. It seemed either all of my being/awareness was in my higher density lighter body, or maybe only tiny microscopic spec was left in the more dense body.
I also got to feel the rays of sunlight shining on my body and then was able to shift into the sun briefly. of the 2 i did like the feel of being a star better then the feel of being a planet. I could also feel the other planets and stars talking to each other. Overall an interesting experience.
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I did the meditation again, this time no listening to the audio, but I did listen to some music I got from the same site I get the awaken light body from courses from.
running the energies went very well. I again used a higher finer type of energy it felt like. I also decided to no longer feel how large my various light body energy centers and the Fullonia were. how large they are is not important. I also did successfully connect to Gaia, who referred to me again as her bullphin. I did experience being the earth, to an extent. feeling some negativity, more-so in spots, but minor annoyances really. I could feel the planet shifting into a lighter form. I guess 4th density, leaving the tiniest sliver of self in the 3rd density body that felt so much denser and heavier then my new lighter body. I also felt the sun shine, the life on the world that was individual, but also a part of the world. and also I was able to shift into and experience being the sun again briefly, the love and light that it shone and streamed forth.
I also took some time to do some suggestions and affirmations. First that I know my inner power. Then I am my own inner power. I am power. I am source, I am power. and sending some extra light to my mental body. All in all interesting and I think it went well.
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This meditation was about meeting the planetary logos. This time Gaia didn't may to many erotic passes and suggestions at me. She kept it to just calling me bullphin a few times and studfin once. She appeared this time as a female orca.
I was able to get, somewhat, what it's like to be a planet. not something I'd want to do myself. I could feel the living things, slightly and kinda, living on my physical body, the negativity in areas, the fact I was shifting into a higher density where I felt lighter, things were far more positive and i did have a lower density body that was far more negative then this new lighter higher density body. It seemed either all of my being/awareness was in my higher density lighter body, or maybe only tiny microscopic spec was left in the more dense body.
I also got to feel the rays of sunlight shining on my body and then was able to shift into the sun briefly. of the 2 i did like the feel of being a star better then the feel of being a planet. I could also feel the other planets and stars talking to each other. Overall an interesting experience.
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I did the meditation again, this time no listening to the audio, but I did listen to some music I got from the same site I get the awaken light body from courses from.
running the energies went very well. I again used a higher finer type of energy it felt like. I also decided to no longer feel how large my various light body energy centers and the Fullonia were. how large they are is not important. I also did successfully connect to Gaia, who referred to me again as her bullphin. I did experience being the earth, to an extent. feeling some negativity, more-so in spots, but minor annoyances really. I could feel the planet shifting into a lighter form. I guess 4th density, leaving the tiniest sliver of self in the 3rd density body that felt so much denser and heavier then my new lighter body. I also felt the sun shine, the life on the world that was individual, but also a part of the world. and also I was able to shift into and experience being the sun again briefly, the love and light that it shone and streamed forth.
I also took some time to do some suggestions and affirmations. First that I know my inner power. Then I am my own inner power. I am power. I am source, I am power. and sending some extra light to my mental body. All in all interesting and I think it went well.
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Channeling 18 SOUL [6-20]
Last night: So thought I'd talk to the part of me not incarnated. I use
the label soul, though I am soul and am just the part that is
incarnated and he is not.
So will I remember more of my soul knowledge and memories? <Indeed. A bit each day. Some you are not aware you are remembering it and some you are. it is a gradual thing that is progressing at the safe pace that it can. The quotient of the soul that your body can contain increases bit by bit each day. Every few hours actually.>
So is the pod world far from earth? <it is not connected to earth but is elsewhere, light years away. The exact details are not important, especially since the density is above 4d. The world adapts to the size of population by an adaption of manifestation. the planet and use can manifest together so it can increase in size. it is a mutual adaption thing.>
So there are more then dolphins there, orcas and belugas too? <indeed. there were none living in the area you visited the few times when you visited there. Actually what you visited is pretty small. the equivalent to being primarily in a few blocks, with spots here & there that you visited. There are other species living there too.>
Is there a pod monitoring device around here? <yes, some, many of the pod like to keep an eye on you, also after that incident some others tune into the frequency as well, guides and others.>
So is it in 4d? <no, actually it is 5d, but can peer through 4d into 3d. >
Thought I felt or sensed something earlier, a small thing near where i set. <indeed. your sensing abilities are improving, also since it attuned to you you can sense it for that reason.
is it fixed in place or does it follow me around? <it can be set to either. More negative types don't like that you will be detected and also you have so many you can call in like you did last time it happened. also your light has vastly increased. >
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added a bit this morning: So I do have guards around? <indeed, though some prefer to remain in 5d, looking into 4d. That is why you often can't feel them, also some are excellent in stealth, so to speak.>
They're not bored just hanging around me not doing much? <it's often an aspect of them, they also do like the higher vibration of energy where you live, it results from your being there, doing your meditations there and some of what others do, Gaia for example, as part of either raising your vibration, your crystalline, some call it, the shifting your body is doing into, or towards anyway, 4d, and some other factors. Some enjoy that and go into a sort of trance where they are aware but if nothing triggers it time can just pass. Like an hour may seem like a few minutes. it's various species. 1 is a unicorn, he is one that prefers to remain in 5d, looking into 4d. another is one of your guides and a sibling since he's part of the soul group your dragon soul mother is. He often is there in an alpha draconian form. Though only as tall as your apartment, not wanting to intrude into the apartment above. and others. 1 is that, what some call ping pong Elvis.> this is in relation to a channeler I like to watch Ivan Teller. There is a I think 4 foot tall reptilian who Ivan channels who jokes around. he's mentioned he's a body guard and kids around he can kick everyone's ***. Also other joking around he does. he's fun to watch. I think he has mentioned he'd be classified as a neutral being since he's not negative and not all spiritual light like most positive beings. though the acts I'm sure prefers to be around positive and does deal with negative types but from his comments he doesn't like it very much.
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I also remember some draconian stuff. Some of my dragoness soul mother's memories. Her and her soul sibling did indeed want to experience darkness/negativity since to really understand the light and I think maybe yourself you have to experience at least a bit of negativity. Part of their soul contract though was for them to be captured during one of many wars and to be converted since they didn't want to spend the whole incarnation in negativity/darkness. Also they were one of the earlier converts so they could help establish a colony or group on another world, which over the long run was felt may make it easier to convert some other draconians since the would have a place to go to since some may be reluctant to go with the positive ones if they had no place to go to. these went to another world and mainly keep to themselves. Their society was much more warrior brutal, as was said before. Though positive. It did change over time as they changed by adding new ideas in from other races. Though I do seem to recall there is a sizable warrior mentality, there is also more spiritual mystic types also, among other types, healers, ect. Though they do keep to themselves a lot since some, or many see their race and treat them in a less they enlightened way since they are draconians and alpha draconians.
Just the general gist, not sure if it is real bits of memory, or imagination. Also feels like through my dragoness soul mother I did inherit positive light alpha draconian. So maybe the dragon I inherited from her is more then just naga, and western dragon. Interesting.
So from my dragoness soul mother I inherited alpha draconian and naga? <those are 2 of the "dragon" you were told that you inherited yes.>
So will I remember more of my soul knowledge and memories? <Indeed. A bit each day. Some you are not aware you are remembering it and some you are. it is a gradual thing that is progressing at the safe pace that it can. The quotient of the soul that your body can contain increases bit by bit each day. Every few hours actually.>
So is the pod world far from earth? <it is not connected to earth but is elsewhere, light years away. The exact details are not important, especially since the density is above 4d. The world adapts to the size of population by an adaption of manifestation. the planet and use can manifest together so it can increase in size. it is a mutual adaption thing.>
So there are more then dolphins there, orcas and belugas too? <indeed. there were none living in the area you visited the few times when you visited there. Actually what you visited is pretty small. the equivalent to being primarily in a few blocks, with spots here & there that you visited. There are other species living there too.>
Is there a pod monitoring device around here? <yes, some, many of the pod like to keep an eye on you, also after that incident some others tune into the frequency as well, guides and others.>
So is it in 4d? <no, actually it is 5d, but can peer through 4d into 3d. >
Thought I felt or sensed something earlier, a small thing near where i set. <indeed. your sensing abilities are improving, also since it attuned to you you can sense it for that reason.
is it fixed in place or does it follow me around? <it can be set to either. More negative types don't like that you will be detected and also you have so many you can call in like you did last time it happened. also your light has vastly increased. >
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added a bit this morning: So I do have guards around? <indeed, though some prefer to remain in 5d, looking into 4d. That is why you often can't feel them, also some are excellent in stealth, so to speak.>
They're not bored just hanging around me not doing much? <it's often an aspect of them, they also do like the higher vibration of energy where you live, it results from your being there, doing your meditations there and some of what others do, Gaia for example, as part of either raising your vibration, your crystalline, some call it, the shifting your body is doing into, or towards anyway, 4d, and some other factors. Some enjoy that and go into a sort of trance where they are aware but if nothing triggers it time can just pass. Like an hour may seem like a few minutes. it's various species. 1 is a unicorn, he is one that prefers to remain in 5d, looking into 4d. another is one of your guides and a sibling since he's part of the soul group your dragon soul mother is. He often is there in an alpha draconian form. Though only as tall as your apartment, not wanting to intrude into the apartment above. and others. 1 is that, what some call ping pong Elvis.> this is in relation to a channeler I like to watch Ivan Teller. There is a I think 4 foot tall reptilian who Ivan channels who jokes around. he's mentioned he's a body guard and kids around he can kick everyone's ***. Also other joking around he does. he's fun to watch. I think he has mentioned he'd be classified as a neutral being since he's not negative and not all spiritual light like most positive beings. though the acts I'm sure prefers to be around positive and does deal with negative types but from his comments he doesn't like it very much.
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I also remember some draconian stuff. Some of my dragoness soul mother's memories. Her and her soul sibling did indeed want to experience darkness/negativity since to really understand the light and I think maybe yourself you have to experience at least a bit of negativity. Part of their soul contract though was for them to be captured during one of many wars and to be converted since they didn't want to spend the whole incarnation in negativity/darkness. Also they were one of the earlier converts so they could help establish a colony or group on another world, which over the long run was felt may make it easier to convert some other draconians since the would have a place to go to since some may be reluctant to go with the positive ones if they had no place to go to. these went to another world and mainly keep to themselves. Their society was much more warrior brutal, as was said before. Though positive. It did change over time as they changed by adding new ideas in from other races. Though I do seem to recall there is a sizable warrior mentality, there is also more spiritual mystic types also, among other types, healers, ect. Though they do keep to themselves a lot since some, or many see their race and treat them in a less they enlightened way since they are draconians and alpha draconians.
Just the general gist, not sure if it is real bits of memory, or imagination. Also feels like through my dragoness soul mother I did inherit positive light alpha draconian. So maybe the dragon I inherited from her is more then just naga, and western dragon. Interesting.
So from my dragoness soul mother I inherited alpha draconian and naga? <those are 2 of the "dragon" you were told that you inherited yes.>
Friday, June 19, 2015
Channeling 16 & 17 DRAGONESS SOUL MOM [6-19]
Decided to ask one of my soul parents a few things.
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I had a brief conversation with my dragon soul mother, and I decided to try to channel her as I watched Ivan Teller, a person who channels a lot of beings.
I've decided to accept that channeling seems vary easy for me. Though part of it is it is like talking mentally. Though I do wonder if I'm really channeling or if they are talking to me telepathically and my the part of me amplifies it or something so I can receive it and sends my thoughts to the person. Or maybe I am channeling. Doesn't really matter.
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<Greetings young one. I do not mind repeating some of what I said before. and you may have other questions young one. >
Yes, it's about the being who contacted me yesterday.
<yes, it was first a, what you may call an aspect of a dragon as you may call it, though he and I have been of other races, like your Nagi, we have been primarily reptilian type races, though not all. the first one who contacted you was a, what some may call an aspect. Think of it like if say you contacted the person, did the test, ect. Then after a bit, the part of you not incarnated stepped in to finish the conversation as was the plan. The rippling energy thing was to be sure you noticed. He is of the light. Think of it as another incarnation of his. Time is not locked in to 1 flow as you know, except in 3rd density. That was somewhat a test type thing that the negative ones do with some humans. >
So did you have any draconian type lives? <indeed. To truly understand the light one has to at least dip a toe into the darkness. I was a female alpha draconian and my soul contract to be 'captured' during the war that was one of many, and to be converted. though they were, being beings of light, it was a very nice very civilized thing and they were patient. he, that I jokingly call sister at times, was an earlier convert. The plan was for some of us to be converts and start a race of positive draconians and alpha draconians. Though some do not see past the skin of the form, some do and it has increased to many over time. Though I have primarily been dragons, eastern, western. Though technically I'm of a density far past what most dragons are found in.>
So do i have any of that? <western dragon, eastern, some alpha draconian as well, are among your soul heritages, naga too of course. Some of those are through Nagi, your other half. She and you are of the same soul, though higher level then the soul you have known. think of it as you are more of the mammal type heritage, primarily dolphin, orca, beluga whale. With your recreation, unicorn was added. Also before you had some dragon and alpha draconian. that is why you felt a connection with dolphins, orcas, belugas to an extent, western dragons, anthro winged dragons, before your re-creation. Nagi went more of the naga, eastern dragon, some snake hybrids for incarnations. Some other reptilian, lizard types, all positive. with maybe 1 or 2 not so positive. though the vast vast majority were positive since she, like you are of light.
So before your re-creation you had a stronger tie to dolphins, orcas, belugas, western dragons and anthro dragons that look like alpha draconians. nagi was the other part. think of it as a soul level split. the split was so you could learn and experience certain things. Then the time came for the 2 to re-merge into one once more as they once were and were meant to combine back into one. the twin flame is not the same thing. it is more of an illusion of separation. The illusion being caused by what accumulates in being incarnated on a negative world like the earth. As you shed that and get ready you encounter your other part. Though this is not your true other half like Nagi is of you. There are many terms, think of it as more of a soul split, or monad level split. The real details are more complicated, but no need to go into complexities. >
So does this body have any genetics from reptilians? <it is somewhat mixed. the draconian is from far back, think of it as similar to a slave owner who decides to have sex with some slaves and doesn't care if offspring result. >
So this is ok to be revealed now since I'm at this stage? <yes. you are ready to get to get to know yourself. you're at the stage where you monitor your thoughts, get to know your real self more. Aspects of yourself is a good idea. not separate aspects, but aspects of .... hard to describe. like what you strongly feel connections to. Similar to animal totems idea that you had. it may help you to get to know yourself better. the various ideas you had, sharks included. the part of you not incarnated may take some of the forms to help with this. nagi may as well, though as she said, she dislikes densities below 5. She goes to 4 only briefly, to mainly talk or be a guide.>
So are there many positive draconians? <there are some draconians and alpha draconians yes. Though not many, especially compared to many other races. most keep to themselves. Only a very few mix or contact other races much. Also the society has changed over time. Starting off it was more brutal, though nothing like the negative draconian society. Brutal but of positive beings so changes, and more changes happened over time. relativily quickly, taking some changes here and there, some others were finer adjustments. Taking ideas from other societies that they liked, ect. Some of the positive versions of the older ways were kept. Positive version as in they would take some older ways, do changes so they were more positive. Like instead of the children, and others, being forced to fight in a similar to roman gladiatorial arenas, instead doing a more point type system, similar to what is done in some martial arts sparring completions. That is changed so though some kept that some went even more positive, and less warrior. it's far more positive now then in the early days, I can tell you first hand.>
Sounds like I do have some relatives I don't know, at the soul level, <all part of the same soul group dear. You are members of number of soul groups, being a hybrid soul. Cetacean (dolphin, orca, beluga), unicorn, naga, and a few others, though they are all related one could say.>
So have I had any lives as a positive draconian? was that naga memory one of mine or Nagi's past incarnations? <nagis, but the distinction now no longer matters since the 2 of you are now 1. Though since she is often at higher densities then 4th, you are not a sensitive to feeling her and being her. as for being a positive draconian, yes. also a furry humanoid, as you recall. often as dolphins and bipedal dolphins, and others. In your case all light. The foray into darkness was from your soul parents. though since you choose to remember your soul parent's memories and the accumulated wisdom, the difference really matters little.>
I remembered the Naga lifetime before I met Nagi <before you consciously met Nagi. That was an early sign you were getting close to consciously knowing you were read to consciously merge. The 2 of you have met before this lifespan and during when you visit here. Part of the reason you don't' recall your dreams often is the ones where you visit here the densities are so different it makes it harder for you to recall. and some very complicated subjects are discussed. and also some things just don't make the cross from short to long term memory. it also depends when you awaken. So if you awaken say 15 minutes after the dream ended, you won't remember it. That is a BIG factor, especially in your case. >
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So I guess the shift is going ok here? <Indeed, thanks to you and some others. Though your part is easy. You don't really have to do anything, being a hybrid 1st and 2nd wave. Others have similar roles, and some have different roles. the balance has been tipped and the shift wil happen regardless. Just a matter of time, unlike before. All the ones who appose it can do is slow it down.>
So you're a dragon? <I have been, among other things>
SO I guess the shift won't be quick like some say. <not poof no. It'll take time. Be a more gradual thing. think of it as going from 3rd density to 4th, as going from say 3.0 to 3.1, ect up to 3.9, then 4.0 . That is a bit more accurate way to think of the shift. the exact time it'll finish and be in 4.0 is hard to say exactly, depends on a number of factors. then once the transition to 4th density ends, then the shift to 5th density will start. Not all will want to go to 4th density earth. Some may choose to remain on 3rd density or go to another 3rd density world. the exact details are not important. >
I guess you don't come down this far do you? <I usually don't go down past 6th density in most cases. Though there are exceptions.>
<continue as you are doing. You are doing great. You'll become more of your true being in the days to come, weeks ect. cetacean, reptilian, dragon, ect. a sexy one too, though that was the dolphin influence. & somewhat of a jokester here also, though only with those you feel comfortable with. and with this place being like it is, that is with most folks really. Nothing like there. this place meaning most positive places that are 5th density and up. 4th has some 3rd density stuff, but less so. and gradually less as the area progresses closer and closer to 5th density. Though there are things to learn in 5th density and up. >
<You'll be surprised at your progress once you're here. and being noticed by certain someones to be invited into one of the soul groups that are that of some who are planets and stars. Great going. You're going far and fast. Great, keep going.>
Any tips? <Continue the course you are doing and the plan afterwards. meditate. continue working on your current stage as you have the idea for, your thoughts. That is the primary current thing to work on. But dont' feel like there is a time constraint or hurry. take the easy fun path. Things will happen and fall into place for you.>
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I had a brief conversation with my dragon soul mother, and I decided to try to channel her as I watched Ivan Teller, a person who channels a lot of beings.
I've decided to accept that channeling seems vary easy for me. Though part of it is it is like talking mentally. Though I do wonder if I'm really channeling or if they are talking to me telepathically and my the part of me amplifies it or something so I can receive it and sends my thoughts to the person. Or maybe I am channeling. Doesn't really matter.
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<Greetings young one. I do not mind repeating some of what I said before. and you may have other questions young one. >
Yes, it's about the being who contacted me yesterday.
<yes, it was first a, what you may call an aspect of a dragon as you may call it, though he and I have been of other races, like your Nagi, we have been primarily reptilian type races, though not all. the first one who contacted you was a, what some may call an aspect. Think of it like if say you contacted the person, did the test, ect. Then after a bit, the part of you not incarnated stepped in to finish the conversation as was the plan. The rippling energy thing was to be sure you noticed. He is of the light. Think of it as another incarnation of his. Time is not locked in to 1 flow as you know, except in 3rd density. That was somewhat a test type thing that the negative ones do with some humans. >
So did you have any draconian type lives? <indeed. To truly understand the light one has to at least dip a toe into the darkness. I was a female alpha draconian and my soul contract to be 'captured' during the war that was one of many, and to be converted. though they were, being beings of light, it was a very nice very civilized thing and they were patient. he, that I jokingly call sister at times, was an earlier convert. The plan was for some of us to be converts and start a race of positive draconians and alpha draconians. Though some do not see past the skin of the form, some do and it has increased to many over time. Though I have primarily been dragons, eastern, western. Though technically I'm of a density far past what most dragons are found in.>
So do i have any of that? <western dragon, eastern, some alpha draconian as well, are among your soul heritages, naga too of course. Some of those are through Nagi, your other half. She and you are of the same soul, though higher level then the soul you have known. think of it as you are more of the mammal type heritage, primarily dolphin, orca, beluga whale. With your recreation, unicorn was added. Also before you had some dragon and alpha draconian. that is why you felt a connection with dolphins, orcas, belugas to an extent, western dragons, anthro winged dragons, before your re-creation. Nagi went more of the naga, eastern dragon, some snake hybrids for incarnations. Some other reptilian, lizard types, all positive. with maybe 1 or 2 not so positive. though the vast vast majority were positive since she, like you are of light.
So before your re-creation you had a stronger tie to dolphins, orcas, belugas, western dragons and anthro dragons that look like alpha draconians. nagi was the other part. think of it as a soul level split. the split was so you could learn and experience certain things. Then the time came for the 2 to re-merge into one once more as they once were and were meant to combine back into one. the twin flame is not the same thing. it is more of an illusion of separation. The illusion being caused by what accumulates in being incarnated on a negative world like the earth. As you shed that and get ready you encounter your other part. Though this is not your true other half like Nagi is of you. There are many terms, think of it as more of a soul split, or monad level split. The real details are more complicated, but no need to go into complexities. >
So does this body have any genetics from reptilians? <it is somewhat mixed. the draconian is from far back, think of it as similar to a slave owner who decides to have sex with some slaves and doesn't care if offspring result. >
So this is ok to be revealed now since I'm at this stage? <yes. you are ready to get to get to know yourself. you're at the stage where you monitor your thoughts, get to know your real self more. Aspects of yourself is a good idea. not separate aspects, but aspects of .... hard to describe. like what you strongly feel connections to. Similar to animal totems idea that you had. it may help you to get to know yourself better. the various ideas you had, sharks included. the part of you not incarnated may take some of the forms to help with this. nagi may as well, though as she said, she dislikes densities below 5. She goes to 4 only briefly, to mainly talk or be a guide.>
So are there many positive draconians? <there are some draconians and alpha draconians yes. Though not many, especially compared to many other races. most keep to themselves. Only a very few mix or contact other races much. Also the society has changed over time. Starting off it was more brutal, though nothing like the negative draconian society. Brutal but of positive beings so changes, and more changes happened over time. relativily quickly, taking some changes here and there, some others were finer adjustments. Taking ideas from other societies that they liked, ect. Some of the positive versions of the older ways were kept. Positive version as in they would take some older ways, do changes so they were more positive. Like instead of the children, and others, being forced to fight in a similar to roman gladiatorial arenas, instead doing a more point type system, similar to what is done in some martial arts sparring completions. That is changed so though some kept that some went even more positive, and less warrior. it's far more positive now then in the early days, I can tell you first hand.>
Sounds like I do have some relatives I don't know, at the soul level, <all part of the same soul group dear. You are members of number of soul groups, being a hybrid soul. Cetacean (dolphin, orca, beluga), unicorn, naga, and a few others, though they are all related one could say.>
So have I had any lives as a positive draconian? was that naga memory one of mine or Nagi's past incarnations? <nagis, but the distinction now no longer matters since the 2 of you are now 1. Though since she is often at higher densities then 4th, you are not a sensitive to feeling her and being her. as for being a positive draconian, yes. also a furry humanoid, as you recall. often as dolphins and bipedal dolphins, and others. In your case all light. The foray into darkness was from your soul parents. though since you choose to remember your soul parent's memories and the accumulated wisdom, the difference really matters little.>
I remembered the Naga lifetime before I met Nagi <before you consciously met Nagi. That was an early sign you were getting close to consciously knowing you were read to consciously merge. The 2 of you have met before this lifespan and during when you visit here. Part of the reason you don't' recall your dreams often is the ones where you visit here the densities are so different it makes it harder for you to recall. and some very complicated subjects are discussed. and also some things just don't make the cross from short to long term memory. it also depends when you awaken. So if you awaken say 15 minutes after the dream ended, you won't remember it. That is a BIG factor, especially in your case. >
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So I guess the shift is going ok here? <Indeed, thanks to you and some others. Though your part is easy. You don't really have to do anything, being a hybrid 1st and 2nd wave. Others have similar roles, and some have different roles. the balance has been tipped and the shift wil happen regardless. Just a matter of time, unlike before. All the ones who appose it can do is slow it down.>
So you're a dragon? <I have been, among other things>
SO I guess the shift won't be quick like some say. <not poof no. It'll take time. Be a more gradual thing. think of it as going from 3rd density to 4th, as going from say 3.0 to 3.1, ect up to 3.9, then 4.0 . That is a bit more accurate way to think of the shift. the exact time it'll finish and be in 4.0 is hard to say exactly, depends on a number of factors. then once the transition to 4th density ends, then the shift to 5th density will start. Not all will want to go to 4th density earth. Some may choose to remain on 3rd density or go to another 3rd density world. the exact details are not important. >
I guess you don't come down this far do you? <I usually don't go down past 6th density in most cases. Though there are exceptions.>
<continue as you are doing. You are doing great. You'll become more of your true being in the days to come, weeks ect. cetacean, reptilian, dragon, ect. a sexy one too, though that was the dolphin influence. & somewhat of a jokester here also, though only with those you feel comfortable with. and with this place being like it is, that is with most folks really. Nothing like there. this place meaning most positive places that are 5th density and up. 4th has some 3rd density stuff, but less so. and gradually less as the area progresses closer and closer to 5th density. Though there are things to learn in 5th density and up. >
<You'll be surprised at your progress once you're here. and being noticed by certain someones to be invited into one of the soul groups that are that of some who are planets and stars. Great going. You're going far and fast. Great, keep going.>
Any tips? <Continue the course you are doing and the plan afterwards. meditate. continue working on your current stage as you have the idea for, your thoughts. That is the primary current thing to work on. But dont' feel like there is a time constraint or hurry. take the easy fun path. Things will happen and fall into place for you.>
Friday [6-19]
Not Venus. Not sure if Venus has a soul. Sister I mean in my dragon soul mother's sister. Or someone she kids and calls her sister since, I think, they had a lifetime together as sisters and are of the same soul group so are in that sense siblings.
I get the feel he's a specific guide. If I have any other guides, like Gaia, they are specific and not general guides. It could be that since I can talk directly to soul I don't need a general guide. Some younger, less experienced souls may need a guide since they may not be able to talk, yet, directly to their souls, or higher selves?
And it does make sense to understand the darkness and more properly understand light as well you'd have to have at least 1 lifetime as one of the dark ones, then to understand the other side of that coin be one of the enslaved ones. I feel I've done both, perhaps, but it's been some time ago. Feels like that's diffidently not to my liking so I'd not have done it much, maybe, at most, once each for dark one and enslaver.
I'm not sure of the draconian or other dark ones. I'm sure if soul had any knowledge that I'll remember that sooner or later.
I also felt the reason they got into this universe, and I feel they came from outside, was this was one of the universes that from while it was being planned & constructed, it was planned to have dualism, both light and dark, and that is the real reason how they got into this universe. Some universes are only light. Not sure if there are some that are only dark, no idea. Also after a certain point some souls get to where they feel the universe they are in is played out and they want to go elsewhere.
It does make sense that there would be some converts among the dark ones, and some light ones may become dark ones, or maybe sorta on the border and be self serving but not fully dark. Individualism and free will being what it is.
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The dragon guide talked to me a bit this morning. He said that he has sorta 2 forms he usually adopts a draconian type, anthro dragon, and a traditional looking western dragon. he also said the main governing council for this area/sector are stupid do nothings, that are overly conservative. he said very similar to the Gallifrayan council on dr who where the doctor called them stagnant and left Gallifrey. He said thanks to the council this world, which originally was supposed to be a world of light, has been in a stalemate, swinging back and forth towards light and dark. the sun had decided on several occasions to give up his 3d body and had been talked out of it. But he does have considerable weight he can throw around, though he seldom does so, and he and certain others basically forced the council to do something so the world, can ultimately go back to it's original purpose, a world of light since that was the original decision of the world and native souls. That certain ones basically forced the governing council to do a plan, this one, that permanently dips the balance permanently towards light where the world will eventually become a world of light like it was intended.
As a specific guide I think he's meant to help me with my inner strength perhaps, and similar stuff. I guess I have no general guide since soul can talk directly to me before so no need for a general guide.
Feels like I am in what maybe is stage 3. stage 0 was me clearing out some of the collective til a certain point was reached in late November or December where I didn't need to anymore, maybe it was tipped permanently. Then I entered stage 1 where it was, maybe, incorporating my former shadow aspect. Stage 2 was clearing out the emotional issues and blockages. 3, I think, is dealing with the thoughts, habit thinking, and get to where I'm even more of my true self. No idea how long this'll take, and what stage 4 is like.
as for specific guides, I think Gaia is one. at least now, to guide & teach me the basics and rudiments till I'm a conscious member of her soul group or maybe sorta like a jr member, not the right thing but a handy term. Then even if I plan on not incarnating as a planet or star I'd like to do some rudimentary to see what it's like to be a planet, if I don't like the feel then I may switch to study the rudiments of being a star. I feel the star maybe is more to my liking of what to study & learn instead of the planet or learning both. Though I don't plan on being either, it may still be interesting to study the most basic rudiments of being a planet and maybe for star more into the basic and maybe at least some of the advanced.
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I wonder how common the type of channeling that I think that what I do is. Doesn't matter, but that is ok.
I can see how it is inevitable that beings will wind up being in many soul groups. Most have their initial soul group that they are put into as infant souls. then as they grow, expand, they join other groups in turn as they pick areas to study, areas to further study in more detail and more advanced study, ect.
Though since I was re-created I have no initial soul group but I feel closer to the dolphin pod. I think that is due, perhaps, that original soul, or who was original soul, was primarily a dolphin with some orca and beluga whale since he often would take the visual form of an anthro beluga whale, and I did channel someone, forgot who, who said the anthro beluga whale looking is a race not yet known on earth. Maybe as a non beluga whale also, not sure. But I do feel closer to the dolphins and orcas. 2nd to I think maybe beluga whales, unicorns, less so to nagas, western & eastern dragons.
I felt they were over simplifying when they said I was orca and dolphin. So i may be part dolphin, orca, beluga whale, could be grouped as a cetacean. They may have grouped the orca and beluga and dolphin as dolphin as orca since belugas are between dolphin and orcas in size, and orcas are technically large dolphins. I'm not sure if the classification difference between dolphin and beluga whales. The exact details don't matter.
But I guess they could be classified as all dolphin or cetacean, like my dragon soul heritage includes naga, western & eastern dragon all grouped into dragon. Dolphin, orca and beluga whale likely is grouped all into dolphin & orca. I may just group it into dolphin.
Though it does feel that feel like I feel closer, and have a closer connection to dolphin then dragon.
If I were to say how I feel I think I'd classify it as 1: dolphin, (dolphin, orca). a very close 2nd is maybe: unicorn and naga, 3rd is western and eastern dragon. at this time. Later on, or soon, I may feel equal to all those types of my soul heritage.
So though I may be a member of more then 1 soul group as my heritage, they are likely like cousins or sibling groups.
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I did the 3rd guided meditation for the 2nd pass of part 5. It went well. Running the energies went as expected, and very well. My ranthia, heart center, does still feel pretty large. covering an area roughly from mid thigh to above my head, and the Fullonia, the 1st light body center, feels huge, covering the room I'm in and a bit beyond maybe.
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I was talking to Maribelle earlier, after I awoke from my 1st nap. I commented on my mates seem to be all female with no males. Not that I dislike having female mates I do like it, but at the soul level I do feel like I'm bi. She said later perhaps I'd have some male lovers and maybe I'd discover I have some male lovers, among maybe more then just unicorns, but perhaps among the pod, and some reptilian types like dragons, and she brought in my apparent guide I've had contact with since yesterday, occasional contact and he did say he'd be willing, but later when I'm farther along and know more of myself. And Nagi did comment she'd be willing to be a male or a herm also. She did comment before a while back about perhaps she and I could share with us both being herms and each others genitals adjusted in position so we could enter each other. So that are some possibilities, plus Maribelle does have a family and she and Gaia could switch genders, like Nagi mentioned she could also.
I also was thinking, maybe uncovering and getting to know the real me may be in parts and stages. the first few stages may be where I incorporated my shadow aspect back into myself, cleared out the emotional stuff accumulated in this life, and beliefs, now I'm working on the mental thoughts stuff, Since I had become accustomed to thinking in certain ways.
The next parts, though I think it's not a hard divide but there are overlapping and where I do several at once. The next part mainly is getting to the real me. changing my habit thinking to be more of the real me all the time, getting to know me as a soul. Perhaps also getting to know parts of me in more detail, maybe the dolphin elements/part or whatever the term is. maybe the beluga whale, orca, then unicorn, naga, maybe then the dragon, eastern and western or just one of those. I think maybe shark may be in there somewhere, or maybe as a temporary guide to teach me more of my inner power, certain aspects of that, maybe somewhere in the dragon part I may remember some of the draconian stuff maybe or maybe later on, or maybe not till this incarnation is over. But the main thing is uncovering the accumulated false and get to the real me more and more, be more of the real me more and for longer periods of time, and getting to know that real me, who and what I am as a soul and what that means. perhaps with some growth past where I was also, or just reaffirming the foundation before, so one this incarnation is over I can progress from there.
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I did the 3rd guided meditation in 5th part. It went much as before. My light body heart center does feel like it's large. My fullonia feels like it swelled larger this time.
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Makes me think that the positive draconian that contacted me then the dragon may be as he said a past incarnation an then the main soul contacted me. I'm not sure of the exactness of this. Alpha draconian? I got that feel and the figure I saw in the meditation of visiting the temple of the masters I did see what looked like a anthro dragon with I think wings. and as i said there was one in the area ahead with the other masters with a dolphin, and i forgot what else. an anthro dolphin maybe. No biggie, I can look back. Looking back I see my notes say I saw there a dolphin, anthro dolphin, naga, winged anthro dragon. and the one i saw standing next to me then i do recall he had wings. I may try to channel on that in a bit. maybe ask my dragon soul mother.
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I get the feel he's a specific guide. If I have any other guides, like Gaia, they are specific and not general guides. It could be that since I can talk directly to soul I don't need a general guide. Some younger, less experienced souls may need a guide since they may not be able to talk, yet, directly to their souls, or higher selves?
And it does make sense to understand the darkness and more properly understand light as well you'd have to have at least 1 lifetime as one of the dark ones, then to understand the other side of that coin be one of the enslaved ones. I feel I've done both, perhaps, but it's been some time ago. Feels like that's diffidently not to my liking so I'd not have done it much, maybe, at most, once each for dark one and enslaver.
I'm not sure of the draconian or other dark ones. I'm sure if soul had any knowledge that I'll remember that sooner or later.
I also felt the reason they got into this universe, and I feel they came from outside, was this was one of the universes that from while it was being planned & constructed, it was planned to have dualism, both light and dark, and that is the real reason how they got into this universe. Some universes are only light. Not sure if there are some that are only dark, no idea. Also after a certain point some souls get to where they feel the universe they are in is played out and they want to go elsewhere.
It does make sense that there would be some converts among the dark ones, and some light ones may become dark ones, or maybe sorta on the border and be self serving but not fully dark. Individualism and free will being what it is.
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The dragon guide talked to me a bit this morning. He said that he has sorta 2 forms he usually adopts a draconian type, anthro dragon, and a traditional looking western dragon. he also said the main governing council for this area/sector are stupid do nothings, that are overly conservative. he said very similar to the Gallifrayan council on dr who where the doctor called them stagnant and left Gallifrey. He said thanks to the council this world, which originally was supposed to be a world of light, has been in a stalemate, swinging back and forth towards light and dark. the sun had decided on several occasions to give up his 3d body and had been talked out of it. But he does have considerable weight he can throw around, though he seldom does so, and he and certain others basically forced the council to do something so the world, can ultimately go back to it's original purpose, a world of light since that was the original decision of the world and native souls. That certain ones basically forced the governing council to do a plan, this one, that permanently dips the balance permanently towards light where the world will eventually become a world of light like it was intended.
As a specific guide I think he's meant to help me with my inner strength perhaps, and similar stuff. I guess I have no general guide since soul can talk directly to me before so no need for a general guide.
Feels like I am in what maybe is stage 3. stage 0 was me clearing out some of the collective til a certain point was reached in late November or December where I didn't need to anymore, maybe it was tipped permanently. Then I entered stage 1 where it was, maybe, incorporating my former shadow aspect. Stage 2 was clearing out the emotional issues and blockages. 3, I think, is dealing with the thoughts, habit thinking, and get to where I'm even more of my true self. No idea how long this'll take, and what stage 4 is like.
as for specific guides, I think Gaia is one. at least now, to guide & teach me the basics and rudiments till I'm a conscious member of her soul group or maybe sorta like a jr member, not the right thing but a handy term. Then even if I plan on not incarnating as a planet or star I'd like to do some rudimentary to see what it's like to be a planet, if I don't like the feel then I may switch to study the rudiments of being a star. I feel the star maybe is more to my liking of what to study & learn instead of the planet or learning both. Though I don't plan on being either, it may still be interesting to study the most basic rudiments of being a planet and maybe for star more into the basic and maybe at least some of the advanced.
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I wonder how common the type of channeling that I think that what I do is. Doesn't matter, but that is ok.
I can see how it is inevitable that beings will wind up being in many soul groups. Most have their initial soul group that they are put into as infant souls. then as they grow, expand, they join other groups in turn as they pick areas to study, areas to further study in more detail and more advanced study, ect.
Though since I was re-created I have no initial soul group but I feel closer to the dolphin pod. I think that is due, perhaps, that original soul, or who was original soul, was primarily a dolphin with some orca and beluga whale since he often would take the visual form of an anthro beluga whale, and I did channel someone, forgot who, who said the anthro beluga whale looking is a race not yet known on earth. Maybe as a non beluga whale also, not sure. But I do feel closer to the dolphins and orcas. 2nd to I think maybe beluga whales, unicorns, less so to nagas, western & eastern dragons.
I felt they were over simplifying when they said I was orca and dolphin. So i may be part dolphin, orca, beluga whale, could be grouped as a cetacean. They may have grouped the orca and beluga and dolphin as dolphin as orca since belugas are between dolphin and orcas in size, and orcas are technically large dolphins. I'm not sure if the classification difference between dolphin and beluga whales. The exact details don't matter.
But I guess they could be classified as all dolphin or cetacean, like my dragon soul heritage includes naga, western & eastern dragon all grouped into dragon. Dolphin, orca and beluga whale likely is grouped all into dolphin & orca. I may just group it into dolphin.
Though it does feel that feel like I feel closer, and have a closer connection to dolphin then dragon.
If I were to say how I feel I think I'd classify it as 1: dolphin, (dolphin, orca). a very close 2nd is maybe: unicorn and naga, 3rd is western and eastern dragon. at this time. Later on, or soon, I may feel equal to all those types of my soul heritage.
So though I may be a member of more then 1 soul group as my heritage, they are likely like cousins or sibling groups.
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I did the 3rd guided meditation for the 2nd pass of part 5. It went well. Running the energies went as expected, and very well. My ranthia, heart center, does still feel pretty large. covering an area roughly from mid thigh to above my head, and the Fullonia, the 1st light body center, feels huge, covering the room I'm in and a bit beyond maybe.
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I was talking to Maribelle earlier, after I awoke from my 1st nap. I commented on my mates seem to be all female with no males. Not that I dislike having female mates I do like it, but at the soul level I do feel like I'm bi. She said later perhaps I'd have some male lovers and maybe I'd discover I have some male lovers, among maybe more then just unicorns, but perhaps among the pod, and some reptilian types like dragons, and she brought in my apparent guide I've had contact with since yesterday, occasional contact and he did say he'd be willing, but later when I'm farther along and know more of myself. And Nagi did comment she'd be willing to be a male or a herm also. She did comment before a while back about perhaps she and I could share with us both being herms and each others genitals adjusted in position so we could enter each other. So that are some possibilities, plus Maribelle does have a family and she and Gaia could switch genders, like Nagi mentioned she could also.
I also was thinking, maybe uncovering and getting to know the real me may be in parts and stages. the first few stages may be where I incorporated my shadow aspect back into myself, cleared out the emotional stuff accumulated in this life, and beliefs, now I'm working on the mental thoughts stuff, Since I had become accustomed to thinking in certain ways.
The next parts, though I think it's not a hard divide but there are overlapping and where I do several at once. The next part mainly is getting to the real me. changing my habit thinking to be more of the real me all the time, getting to know me as a soul. Perhaps also getting to know parts of me in more detail, maybe the dolphin elements/part or whatever the term is. maybe the beluga whale, orca, then unicorn, naga, maybe then the dragon, eastern and western or just one of those. I think maybe shark may be in there somewhere, or maybe as a temporary guide to teach me more of my inner power, certain aspects of that, maybe somewhere in the dragon part I may remember some of the draconian stuff maybe or maybe later on, or maybe not till this incarnation is over. But the main thing is uncovering the accumulated false and get to the real me more and more, be more of the real me more and for longer periods of time, and getting to know that real me, who and what I am as a soul and what that means. perhaps with some growth past where I was also, or just reaffirming the foundation before, so one this incarnation is over I can progress from there.
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I did the 3rd guided meditation in 5th part. It went much as before. My light body heart center does feel like it's large. My fullonia feels like it swelled larger this time.
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Makes me think that the positive draconian that contacted me then the dragon may be as he said a past incarnation an then the main soul contacted me. I'm not sure of the exactness of this. Alpha draconian? I got that feel and the figure I saw in the meditation of visiting the temple of the masters I did see what looked like a anthro dragon with I think wings. and as i said there was one in the area ahead with the other masters with a dolphin, and i forgot what else. an anthro dolphin maybe. No biggie, I can look back. Looking back I see my notes say I saw there a dolphin, anthro dolphin, naga, winged anthro dragon. and the one i saw standing next to me then i do recall he had wings. I may try to channel on that in a bit. maybe ask my dragon soul mother.
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Thursday, June 18, 2015
Thursday [6-18]
I did the 2nd guided mediation for part 5
as part of the 2nd pass. Running the energies went ok to good. Not
surprised it wasn't excellent since I'm not fully awake. I'd normally
get more sleep but the Thursday rpg group is such that I can't do that.
That is ok since I do have fun.
Feelt like the fullonia, 1st light body center, has increased in size again maybe. Feels huge, taking up the room I'm in in my apartment and a bit beyond the room too. Overall it went very well considering I don't feel fully awake.
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I did the 2nd awakening the light body mediation for part 5 of that course. When i did the running the energies for the first 3 lb energy centers instead of normal it felt like the energy was also running up my legs as well. My heart lb energy center felt like it is larger again. Maybe down to mid though level and a bit above my head, as I sit. My throat one may have increased a bit, not sure.
My fullonia feels about the same size, but maybe a bit different. lighter, harder for me to feel maybe? not sure. may also be since I've not had a nap all day.
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now for the experiences today. last night I had what felt like some neutral or positive being surround my physical body or go into it, not sure, and it felt like it as making it's energy in ripples or something. I wasn't scared. I felt no fear. For a few seconds I did nothing, since I wasn't sure what was going on or what to do. I finally just decided to use all my will power and force it out and away from me. But as i said it felt neutral or positive. Like it wasn't really trying to do anything, but did that for some reason and did the rippling energy thing to get my attention maybe.
I went back to sleep, after asking for some of my mates to come by. A bit after I awoke the being a first seemed be shy and unsure. Said it was some sort of test and it was of the light and it was a test to see if i was worthy of protecting. I got the mental image of what looks like a dragonlance draconian. an anthro dragon type. Then it didn't talk any more apart from saying that it was one of the good draconians of the light. Said the sun and Gaia kept at him and turned him towards light eventually. Then he didn't talk anymore for a while. Then a bit later in the morning it said it was a test and while I could have done better I did excellent. I could feel a loving feeling coming from this being. Like it was by nature loving but had been shielding it, or I had not noticed it before. I still felt no fear. Emotionally I was still fairly neutral. It said that that persona was not a lie, but a past life that it had done, it's venture into the dark since one cann't really understand the light unless one ventures at least briefly into the dark and that I had done so briefly, but there was no need for me to remember that while I was here. And that it agreed with Gaia and the sun and that I'd make an excellent star, if I should choose to incarnate between being a planet or a star.
on the bus I decided to talk to my dragon soul mother. one of the 4 who recreated me. She said it was one of our soul group, one that she likes to kiddingly call her sister. Though the energy did have a sort of male feel to it. mostly neutral but maybe slightly male. She said it was a sort of test that he wanted to do to show that I had done well. While true I could have done a bit better, I did excellent, and should be proud of that. Also, considering my soul heritage being recreated, I could be said to be in several soul groups since I'm of more then 1 soul lineage. Before I was primarily of the pod. And I may feel closes to those as a result. She said it was a bit unexpected for Gaia to approach me this fast to start to teach and guide and help me get up to becoming a conscious member of her soul group, but she had seen it would eventually very likely happen and did agree that I'd make an excellent star, but i'd not like being a planet much, if I were to choose between those. And indeed I'm here for 1 mission only then I'm out. I did indeed want to go from one extreme, being a sleeper, to being fully aware with no veil and able to access as much of my soul memories and knowledge, as I could, given the limitations of the human body.
She said her sister's not usually like that, but saw that a test would help me at that point. and i had reached a point for the test. I think she means more like I'd think it over and it would have positive benefits, maybe for my confidence or something. She also said I'm fully clear and at this point I primarily need to start setting about changing my habit thoughts since I had those certain issues I'm use to thinking certain things in certain ways, an inset habit and I need to work on changing that next. Just do so gradually. think more positive, more higher resonance thoughts. Also watch your thoughts. No need to put yourself mentally into the future or past really as many humans have a habit of doing. Thinking some may be ok, but many develop the habit of doing that much more then is needed.
Not sure what to make of all this. Not sure what any of the rest of you
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I channeled Gaia a but and she confirmed what was said. it was a good time to test. interesting. not sure if i like the guide's style, but i do recall Gaia mentioned I'd warm up to him over time. I can feel his love for me. She said he can partially shield his love for me, and if I feel for it I can feel i dimly, he helped out with this I think. I do wonder if we will be come more like friends over a short time.
Gaia did confirm i am at the stage where the emotional is cleared out. I'm at the stage where i need to work on my thoughts at this point. Positive affirmations, some light self hypnosis. I do have good ideas of what to do. My mates and such have stepped back slightly to give me space to work on my thoughts and pass this stage.
Like mentioned before I think at least part of this is habit thinking. When I had the issues I got into the habit of thinking in certain ways have to break that and think in positive ways, to think as my true self. I'll also add in not thinking of the future or past as much. try to be more present. I think this is likely a habit thing. I do hope it progresses fast. I'm sure and have confidence it well progress very fast.
Think I may do the changing your thoughts meditation a few times in in the next week. As well as maybe a few short ones.
when I relax I I can feel energy streaming into me, resonating. not sure what the source is. I'd guess one of my family, guides, mates, or a mix of those.
PS: a short time ago I asked GAIA if she is one of my guides and she said In a way certainly. I asked since she is a planet could she teach me all to get up to her level, and she said certainly the basics. and more. I can learn some planet stuff. Some basic planet stuff. Though I'd need to go under the guidance/tutorship of 1 or more stars to learn star stuff. Even if I did not intend to ever incarnate as a star or Planet I could learn the planet basics from her the star basics from 1 or more. I'd be a full soul group member, or close to it by then. I'd then be able to pick if I wanted to study and focus on star stuff, planet. I could do both but it is best to pick 1 and get into the advanced stuff before I study more then teh basics of the other. Even if I didn't intend to be a star, she suggested I should at least do the basic stuff and thinks I'd be a natural at even the advanced star stuff. She doesn't think the planet stuff would interest me much, but I could learn the rediments to see.
Feelt like the fullonia, 1st light body center, has increased in size again maybe. Feels huge, taking up the room I'm in in my apartment and a bit beyond the room too. Overall it went very well considering I don't feel fully awake.
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I did the 2nd awakening the light body mediation for part 5 of that course. When i did the running the energies for the first 3 lb energy centers instead of normal it felt like the energy was also running up my legs as well. My heart lb energy center felt like it is larger again. Maybe down to mid though level and a bit above my head, as I sit. My throat one may have increased a bit, not sure.
My fullonia feels about the same size, but maybe a bit different. lighter, harder for me to feel maybe? not sure. may also be since I've not had a nap all day.
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now for the experiences today. last night I had what felt like some neutral or positive being surround my physical body or go into it, not sure, and it felt like it as making it's energy in ripples or something. I wasn't scared. I felt no fear. For a few seconds I did nothing, since I wasn't sure what was going on or what to do. I finally just decided to use all my will power and force it out and away from me. But as i said it felt neutral or positive. Like it wasn't really trying to do anything, but did that for some reason and did the rippling energy thing to get my attention maybe.
I went back to sleep, after asking for some of my mates to come by. A bit after I awoke the being a first seemed be shy and unsure. Said it was some sort of test and it was of the light and it was a test to see if i was worthy of protecting. I got the mental image of what looks like a dragonlance draconian. an anthro dragon type. Then it didn't talk any more apart from saying that it was one of the good draconians of the light. Said the sun and Gaia kept at him and turned him towards light eventually. Then he didn't talk anymore for a while. Then a bit later in the morning it said it was a test and while I could have done better I did excellent. I could feel a loving feeling coming from this being. Like it was by nature loving but had been shielding it, or I had not noticed it before. I still felt no fear. Emotionally I was still fairly neutral. It said that that persona was not a lie, but a past life that it had done, it's venture into the dark since one cann't really understand the light unless one ventures at least briefly into the dark and that I had done so briefly, but there was no need for me to remember that while I was here. And that it agreed with Gaia and the sun and that I'd make an excellent star, if I should choose to incarnate between being a planet or a star.
on the bus I decided to talk to my dragon soul mother. one of the 4 who recreated me. She said it was one of our soul group, one that she likes to kiddingly call her sister. Though the energy did have a sort of male feel to it. mostly neutral but maybe slightly male. She said it was a sort of test that he wanted to do to show that I had done well. While true I could have done a bit better, I did excellent, and should be proud of that. Also, considering my soul heritage being recreated, I could be said to be in several soul groups since I'm of more then 1 soul lineage. Before I was primarily of the pod. And I may feel closes to those as a result. She said it was a bit unexpected for Gaia to approach me this fast to start to teach and guide and help me get up to becoming a conscious member of her soul group, but she had seen it would eventually very likely happen and did agree that I'd make an excellent star, but i'd not like being a planet much, if I were to choose between those. And indeed I'm here for 1 mission only then I'm out. I did indeed want to go from one extreme, being a sleeper, to being fully aware with no veil and able to access as much of my soul memories and knowledge, as I could, given the limitations of the human body.
She said her sister's not usually like that, but saw that a test would help me at that point. and i had reached a point for the test. I think she means more like I'd think it over and it would have positive benefits, maybe for my confidence or something. She also said I'm fully clear and at this point I primarily need to start setting about changing my habit thoughts since I had those certain issues I'm use to thinking certain things in certain ways, an inset habit and I need to work on changing that next. Just do so gradually. think more positive, more higher resonance thoughts. Also watch your thoughts. No need to put yourself mentally into the future or past really as many humans have a habit of doing. Thinking some may be ok, but many develop the habit of doing that much more then is needed.
Not sure what to make of all this. Not sure what any of the rest of you
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I channeled Gaia a but and she confirmed what was said. it was a good time to test. interesting. not sure if i like the guide's style, but i do recall Gaia mentioned I'd warm up to him over time. I can feel his love for me. She said he can partially shield his love for me, and if I feel for it I can feel i dimly, he helped out with this I think. I do wonder if we will be come more like friends over a short time.
Gaia did confirm i am at the stage where the emotional is cleared out. I'm at the stage where i need to work on my thoughts at this point. Positive affirmations, some light self hypnosis. I do have good ideas of what to do. My mates and such have stepped back slightly to give me space to work on my thoughts and pass this stage.
Like mentioned before I think at least part of this is habit thinking. When I had the issues I got into the habit of thinking in certain ways have to break that and think in positive ways, to think as my true self. I'll also add in not thinking of the future or past as much. try to be more present. I think this is likely a habit thing. I do hope it progresses fast. I'm sure and have confidence it well progress very fast.
Think I may do the changing your thoughts meditation a few times in in the next week. As well as maybe a few short ones.
when I relax I I can feel energy streaming into me, resonating. not sure what the source is. I'd guess one of my family, guides, mates, or a mix of those.
PS: a short time ago I asked GAIA if she is one of my guides and she said In a way certainly. I asked since she is a planet could she teach me all to get up to her level, and she said certainly the basics. and more. I can learn some planet stuff. Some basic planet stuff. Though I'd need to go under the guidance/tutorship of 1 or more stars to learn star stuff. Even if I did not intend to ever incarnate as a star or Planet I could learn the planet basics from her the star basics from 1 or more. I'd be a full soul group member, or close to it by then. I'd then be able to pick if I wanted to study and focus on star stuff, planet. I could do both but it is best to pick 1 and get into the advanced stuff before I study more then teh basics of the other. Even if I didn't intend to be a star, she suggested I should at least do the basic stuff and thinks I'd be a natural at even the advanced star stuff. She doesn't think the planet stuff would interest me much, but I could learn the rediments to see.
Wednesday, June 17, 2015
Wedensday [6-17]
At the very start of the meditation I'm doing, the 2nd pass of the 5th part of awaken your light body. Daben was talking the sun gave me a message. I got, <you have the makings of an excellent star.>
running the energies went well. Doing the introduction of the Fullonia, the first light body center, went well. Like the heart center it does feel huge. The light body heart energy center does feel like it takes up most of my body now, and the Fullonia feels like it's takes up most of the room I'm in it's expanded so large.
Also feels like I may have some blocks in my Traeo, my light body throat energy center. Not sure, maybe.
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Seems the sun is willing to share with me. Nice. not sure if he has any things that needs to be cleared, but I do feel that the shift here is effecting him.
I asked kidding if he'd want us to be lovers or mates like gaia & others. Just asked since it seems it's happened a lot recently. Gaia, Spitfire, Gaia. He said no, in the also kidding fashion.
I feel it's like he said. For now we may be occasional lovers or maybe not so occational since I'm not sure if we have anything in common. I figure it is a fun way share, share some pleasure, love, ect, but we don't have a deep love like what seems to be present between my 3 mates and myself. So once I'm not incarnated we may not see each other, maybe like fellow soul group members.
Who knows, once I start hanging out with the star/planet soul group I may make some close friends. I likely will, perhaps friend/love types.
Not sure how close I am to becoming a full member of that soul group, all in good time. I'll keep doing the light body courses after this.
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feels like I'm clear, except for doubt. I'll try asking for help from my mates, sun, earth, the pod, unicorns, my soul parents, and any friends I may have that I don't remember yet.
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sun? <continue and soon you will be fully clear. it is fast but you have just from 1 lifetime, not built up over several. We will all continue to help if you wish. >
running the energies went well. Doing the introduction of the Fullonia, the first light body center, went well. Like the heart center it does feel huge. The light body heart energy center does feel like it takes up most of my body now, and the Fullonia feels like it's takes up most of the room I'm in it's expanded so large.
Also feels like I may have some blocks in my Traeo, my light body throat energy center. Not sure, maybe.
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Seems the sun is willing to share with me. Nice. not sure if he has any things that needs to be cleared, but I do feel that the shift here is effecting him.
I asked kidding if he'd want us to be lovers or mates like gaia & others. Just asked since it seems it's happened a lot recently. Gaia, Spitfire, Gaia. He said no, in the also kidding fashion.
I feel it's like he said. For now we may be occasional lovers or maybe not so occational since I'm not sure if we have anything in common. I figure it is a fun way share, share some pleasure, love, ect, but we don't have a deep love like what seems to be present between my 3 mates and myself. So once I'm not incarnated we may not see each other, maybe like fellow soul group members.
Who knows, once I start hanging out with the star/planet soul group I may make some close friends. I likely will, perhaps friend/love types.
Not sure how close I am to becoming a full member of that soul group, all in good time. I'll keep doing the light body courses after this.
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feels like I'm clear, except for doubt. I'll try asking for help from my mates, sun, earth, the pod, unicorns, my soul parents, and any friends I may have that I don't remember yet.
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sun? <continue and soon you will be fully clear. it is fast but you have just from 1 lifetime, not built up over several. We will all continue to help if you wish. >
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