Not Venus. Not sure if Venus has a soul. Sister I mean in my dragon soul mother's sister. Or someone she kids and calls her sister since, I think, they had a lifetime together as sisters and are of the same soul group so are in that sense siblings.
I get the feel he's a specific guide. If I have any other guides, like Gaia, they are specific and not general guides. It could be that since I can talk directly to soul I don't need a general guide. Some younger, less experienced souls may need a guide since they may not be able to talk, yet, directly to their souls, or higher selves?
And it does make sense to understand the darkness and more properly understand light as well you'd have to have at least 1 lifetime as one of the dark ones, then to understand the other side of that coin be one of the enslaved ones. I feel I've done both, perhaps, but it's been some time ago. Feels like that's diffidently not to my liking so I'd not have done it much, maybe, at most, once each for dark one and enslaver.
I'm not sure of the draconian or other dark ones. I'm sure if soul had any knowledge that I'll remember that sooner or later.
I also felt the reason they got into this universe, and I feel they came from outside, was this was one of the universes that from while it was being planned & constructed, it was planned to have dualism, both light and dark, and that is the real reason how they got into this universe. Some universes are only light. Not sure if there are some that are only dark, no idea. Also after a certain point some souls get to where they feel the universe they are in is played out and they want to go elsewhere.
It does make sense that there would be some converts among the dark ones, and some light ones may become dark ones, or maybe sorta on the border and be self serving but not fully dark. Individualism and free will being what it is.
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The dragon guide talked to me a bit this morning. He said that he has sorta 2 forms he usually adopts a draconian type, anthro dragon, and a traditional looking western dragon. he also said the main governing council for this area/sector are stupid do nothings, that are overly conservative. he said very similar to the Gallifrayan council on dr who where the doctor called them stagnant and left Gallifrey. He said thanks to the council this world, which originally was supposed to be a world of light, has been in a stalemate, swinging back and forth towards light and dark. the sun had decided on several occasions to give up his 3d body and had been talked out of it. But he does have considerable weight he can throw around, though he seldom does so, and he and certain others basically forced the council to do something so the world, can ultimately go back to it's original purpose, a world of light since that was the original decision of the world and native souls. That certain ones basically forced the governing council to do a plan, this one, that permanently dips the balance permanently towards light where the world will eventually become a world of light like it was intended.
As a specific guide I think he's meant to help me with my inner strength perhaps, and similar stuff. I guess I have no general guide since soul can talk directly to me before so no need for a general guide.
Feels like I am in what maybe is stage 3. stage 0 was me clearing out some of the collective til a certain point was reached in late November or December where I didn't need to anymore, maybe it was tipped permanently. Then I entered stage 1 where it was, maybe, incorporating my former shadow aspect. Stage 2 was clearing out the emotional issues and blockages. 3, I think, is dealing with the thoughts, habit thinking, and get to where I'm even more of my true self. No idea how long this'll take, and what stage 4 is like.
as for specific guides, I think Gaia is one. at least now, to guide & teach me the basics and rudiments till I'm a conscious member of her soul group or maybe sorta like a jr member, not the right thing but a handy term. Then even if I plan on not incarnating as a planet or star I'd like to do some rudimentary to see what it's like to be a planet, if I don't like the feel then I may switch to study the rudiments of being a star. I feel the star maybe is more to my liking of what to study & learn instead of the planet or learning both. Though I don't plan on being either, it may still be interesting to study the most basic rudiments of being a planet and maybe for star more into the basic and maybe at least some of the advanced.
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I wonder how common the type of channeling that I think that what I do is. Doesn't matter, but that is ok.
I can see how it is inevitable that beings will wind up being in many soul groups. Most have their initial soul group that they are put into as infant souls. then as they grow, expand, they join other groups in turn as they pick areas to study, areas to further study in more detail and more advanced study, ect.
Though since I was re-created I have no initial soul group but I feel closer to the dolphin pod. I think that is due, perhaps, that original soul, or who was original soul, was primarily a dolphin with some orca and beluga whale since he often would take the visual form of an anthro beluga whale, and I did channel someone, forgot who, who said the anthro beluga whale looking is a race not yet known on earth. Maybe as a non beluga whale also, not sure. But I do feel closer to the dolphins and orcas. 2nd to I think maybe beluga whales, unicorns, less so to nagas, western & eastern dragons.
I felt they were over simplifying when they said I was orca and dolphin. So i may be part dolphin, orca, beluga whale, could be grouped as a cetacean. They may have grouped the orca and beluga and dolphin as dolphin as orca since belugas are between dolphin and orcas in size, and orcas are technically large dolphins. I'm not sure if the classification difference between dolphin and beluga whales. The exact details don't matter.
But I guess they could be classified as all dolphin or cetacean, like my dragon soul heritage includes naga, western & eastern dragon all grouped into dragon. Dolphin, orca and beluga whale likely is grouped all into dolphin & orca. I may just group it into dolphin.
Though it does feel that feel like I feel closer, and have a closer connection to dolphin then dragon.
If I were to say how I feel I think I'd classify it as 1: dolphin, (dolphin, orca). a very close 2nd is maybe: unicorn and naga, 3rd is western and eastern dragon. at this time. Later on, or soon, I may feel equal to all those types of my soul heritage.
So though I may be a member of more then 1 soul group as my heritage, they are likely like cousins or sibling groups.
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I did the 3rd guided meditation for the 2nd pass of part 5. It went well. Running the energies went as expected, and very well. My ranthia, heart center, does still feel pretty large. covering an area roughly from mid thigh to above my head, and the Fullonia, the 1st light body center, feels huge, covering the room I'm in and a bit beyond maybe.
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I was talking to Maribelle earlier, after I awoke from my 1st nap. I commented on my mates seem to be all female with no males. Not that I dislike having female mates I do like it, but at the soul level I do feel like I'm bi. She said later perhaps I'd have some male lovers and maybe I'd discover I have some male lovers, among maybe more then just unicorns, but perhaps among the pod, and some reptilian types like dragons, and she brought in my apparent guide I've had contact with since yesterday, occasional contact and he did say he'd be willing, but later when I'm farther along and know more of myself. And Nagi did comment she'd be willing to be a male or a herm also. She did comment before a while back about perhaps she and I could share with us both being herms and each others genitals adjusted in position so we could enter each other. So that are some possibilities, plus Maribelle does have a family and she and Gaia could switch genders, like Nagi mentioned she could also.
I also was thinking, maybe uncovering and getting to know the real me may be in parts and stages. the first few stages may be where I incorporated my shadow aspect back into myself, cleared out the emotional stuff accumulated in this life, and beliefs, now I'm working on the mental thoughts stuff, Since I had become accustomed to thinking in certain ways.
The next parts, though I think it's not a hard divide but there are overlapping and where I do several at once. The next part mainly is getting to the real me. changing my habit thinking to be more of the real me all the time, getting to know me as a soul. Perhaps also getting to know parts of me in more detail, maybe the dolphin elements/part or whatever the term is. maybe the beluga whale, orca, then unicorn, naga, maybe then the dragon, eastern and western or just one of those. I think maybe shark may be in there somewhere, or maybe as a temporary guide to teach me more of my inner power, certain aspects of that, maybe somewhere in the dragon part I may remember some of the draconian stuff maybe or maybe later on, or maybe not till this incarnation is over. But the main thing is uncovering the accumulated false and get to the real me more and more, be more of the real me more and for longer periods of time, and getting to know that real me, who and what I am as a soul and what that means. perhaps with some growth past where I was also, or just reaffirming the foundation before, so one this incarnation is over I can progress from there.
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I did the 3rd guided meditation in 5th part. It went much as before. My light body heart center does feel like it's large. My fullonia feels like it swelled larger this time.
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Makes me think that the positive draconian that contacted me then the dragon may be as he said a past incarnation an then the main soul contacted me. I'm not sure of the exactness of this. Alpha draconian? I got that feel and the figure I saw in the meditation of visiting the temple of the masters I did see what looked like a anthro dragon with I think wings. and as i said there was one in the area ahead with the other masters with a dolphin, and i forgot what else. an anthro dolphin maybe. No biggie, I can look back. Looking back I see my notes say I saw there a dolphin, anthro dolphin, naga, winged anthro dragon. and the one i saw standing next to me then i do recall he had wings. I may try to channel on that in a bit. maybe ask my dragon soul mother.
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