I did the 4th meditation for part 5. Running the energies went well. Felt like I used pretty much only a higher finer type of energy.
This meditation was about meeting the planetary logos. This time Gaia didn't may to many erotic passes and suggestions at me. She kept it to just calling me bullphin a few times and studfin once. She appeared this time as a female orca.
I was able to get, somewhat, what it's like to be a planet. not something I'd want to do myself. I could feel the living things, slightly and kinda, living on my physical body, the negativity in areas, the fact I was shifting into a higher density where I felt lighter, things were far more positive and i did have a lower density body that was far more negative then this new lighter higher density body. It seemed either all of my being/awareness was in my higher density lighter body, or maybe only tiny microscopic spec was left in the more dense body.
I also got to feel the rays of sunlight shining on my body and then was able to shift into the sun briefly. of the 2 i did like the feel of being a star better then the feel of being a planet. I could also feel the other planets and stars talking to each other. Overall an interesting experience.
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I did the meditation again, this time no listening to the audio, but I did listen to some music I got from the same site I get the awaken light body from courses from.
running the energies went very well. I again used a higher finer type of energy it felt like. I also decided to no longer feel how large my various light body energy centers and the Fullonia were. how large they are is not important. I also did successfully connect to Gaia, who referred to me again as her bullphin. I did experience being the earth, to an extent. feeling some negativity, more-so in spots, but minor annoyances really. I could feel the planet shifting into a lighter form. I guess 4th density, leaving the tiniest sliver of self in the 3rd density body that felt so much denser and heavier then my new lighter body. I also felt the sun shine, the life on the world that was individual, but also a part of the world. and also I was able to shift into and experience being the sun again briefly, the love and light that it shone and streamed forth.
I also took some time to do some suggestions and affirmations. First that I know my inner power. Then I am my own inner power. I am power. I am source, I am power. and sending some extra light to my mental body. All in all interesting and I think it went well.
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