Thought I would ask Alura some stuff because of an incident earlier, that I wrote about above, or in another blog, that happened earlier today.
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So you said something about us becoming mates, 2 halves coming together? Something about similar to my former twin flame and Nagi?
Alura: Yes, think of it as, I'm your female reptilian self, he, the other one you encountered a short time ago and accepted and merged with, is our male reptilian self or nature, energy, whatever term you wish to use.
The 2 of us can merge, as much as we can with you still incarnated in your present incarnation of a 3d (for now) human body. If you do you'd be accepting your female part, self, whatever term you may prefer, reptilian nature. And hence become more of yourself. you may not notice any effects right off, like when you and him merged, but there are effects and benefits, you becoming even more of your true self, your true being.
you've reached a certain point where it's time for you to decide, will you accept me, what represents your female reptilian self, or reject me for now, only to accept me later on at some point?
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well, I do accept you. Though didn't you say you're like my monad's monad?
Alura: "it is a bit, complicated when you start getting to our level. While I do have a connection and could indeed be thought of as your monad's monad, I also am your female reptilian side as well, at the soul level, obviously not the physical sense since you're at present inhabiting a human body.
What'll happen is over time, as much as the process can, we'll merge, flow together, as you and he are. and you'll be even more of your true self. There'll be effects you may notice over time as time passes, and we can continue like this, talking, channeling. With him and me being more aware, for now, of the greater reality.
and once your incarnation is over and you have rested and such, there is no reason we can't continue our relationship, like you and he can, of mates, lovers, ect. it is not unusual for our type of being to have some of itself as a mate and lover. Think of it, your relationship to yourself mirrors what you can accept when it comes to relationships in others. if you can love and accept yourself deeply, the deepest of levels possible, then you can have yourself as mates and lovers, though it is different then say a mate & lover such as Shalamane, Gar, Maribelle, and others who are not us in that sense they are not part of the same soul we are. Though they are source too as we all are.
Your relationship with yourself is what is important, and we feel, this is a much more fun way. we, you can accept and love yourself without doing this, but isn't it much more fun this way, to not only accept and love yourself at the deepest levels, but to also have some fun and share pleasures as well?
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I do see your point and I do agree. It can lead, will lead to us sharing a lot of fun pleasures.
Alura: I knew you'd agree. as for how many of us there are over here. think of it as you can count on 1 hand, in some cases. So think of it as a reptilian self, male and female, a cetacean self, the female one you've met, what you call your former twin flame who's one of your current soul mates, though she does prefer being a dolphin, as you'd call it, over the other types we are, beluga and orca. You will meet a certain male cetacean later who is us also. Think of it as perhaps 4-5 types of us maybe, and you the more central flexible one who is a herm, and flexible as to what species/race you are. I think maybe less then 1 for each species/race that we are since I'm open as to if I am western, eastern dragon, and such. Basically I prefer being female and am open to reptilian, he's open to exact species but prefers being male. Though among the exact species we do have our, preferences. Though that may change based on our mood.
Your former twin flame, prefers female like I do and though she has a, you can call slight preference for dolphin, is willing to be other types of cetacean also, and perhaps, or likely, a unicorn as well, thogh she prefers being female as I do. Think of her as sort of your counter part. Though she and I may flow together and be a female of any mammalian or reptilian species that we are.
as I said it gets a bit complicated. As you grow, expand, become more of your true self, we'll all flow together, and I bet in the end we'll be as flexible as you are, though we may still have our preferences, though we may remain as open as you are. Let's explore together.
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So is this part of being multi dimensional?
Alura: indeed, as well as helping you to become more aware, expanding, growing, accepting and exploring yourself, we are all helping you in doing this, and as you grow and evolve, we do as well, though we all prefer doing it in as an easy fun, pleasurable way, as possible. and if we can share a lot of sensual pleasure, that makes it all the more fun.
and the true nature of multidimensional will become more clear over time. Best to start slow and easy it on up rather then poof all at once. Part of this is since you are a 6d being, you are in a 3d (for now 3d) body with a 3d brain. you do understand this and we're really just reminding you of what you already know. As in really you are recovering your true nature to 6d. Though this may help you indeed to raise up to 7d, 8d, or higher as a being, and it'll seem as if you've always been at that level, since in a way you can say part of you already is. With how souls, over souls, monads, over monads, monad's monad, and such things work, as they are labeled by humans.
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Indeed, I think I do understand. I do love myself and accept myself, that is why you've been popping up like this, since it is time, when you do pop up, for me to accept and know more of my true self and true nature. You know I'll say yes and accept, free will being what it is, you have to give me the choice of saying now, as he did, and Nagi did.
Alura: precisely correct on all accounts.
me: and this is my chance to experience myself growing through the levels, dimensions, densities, so to speak, as I also help those here with the shift, though this is also winding down on incarnating since I've moved on, moved past incarnating, though I can still be an ensouled being since many places, apart from earth at present, would allow me to be an ensouled being and manifest a body for myself, like being a crown prince in our dragoness mother's realm, territory or whatever it is.
Alura: The crown prince is the more correct term, but enough of that later, and yes, you are correct on all accounts again. You are doing fantastic, keep up what you are doing and you'll do even more fantastic then before. I can't await till the your home coming parties, there'll be more then 1 celebration. Including what you may call our, dragon mother's people, who'll be celebrating with her, or, or more accurately your, home coming. There is another one, that you know some bits of, of our mates, lovers, your mates lovers have planned and are planning. There may be some others, but I'll leave that up for a surprise.
me: Will I be throwing one for myself?
Alura: But of course, wouldn't you want to?
me: I would, with all sorts of pleasures, not all sex related, though sensual sex would be involved too of course with the various me's, lovers, close friends, mates ect. I'll stop for now since a stream is starting.
Friday, August 7, 2015
Friday [8-7]
I've been thinking it over this morning and it does seem that I have really almost no one I can talk to about my experiences on a regular basis. 1 online friend is to busy and I only can talk to them rarely and they are to busy to read my blog postings. another online friend I see around say twice a week, but they wouldn't understand all the stuff going on with me, only a certain section of it. That is fine. I do these mostly as a conversation with myself and a way to help organize my thoughts, experiences the poof stuff I get. And help me notice stuff I didn't notice at first or when I first experienced it.
Helps to go further in showing my ties here are weak indeed. The ones I talk to the most regular re non incarnates. the only incarnate I talk to is Gaia and I don't do that daily since she is often just erotic and talking about sex. There are others like my reptilian self and some mates, who are around as interested in sex talk stuff or more then just talk.
A few like Alura, my future self, both my soul mothers I can have a conversation with that doesn't include sexual stuff. Not that I mind sexual stuff, but why so often. I guess since I'm a sexual being, but that's fine. At least I have some i can talk to about non sexual stuff. and the sexual stuff is soul sexual stuff not human sexual stuff.
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I did the 9th meditation or part 2 and running the energies went very well indeed. The ranthia one felt especially pleasurable.
The main part of the guided meditation was about compassion and seeing yourself as a master with a master's compassion. I did pick a person for the first one, for the 2nd one I picked 2 initially, then went through, quickly, the Thursday rpg group that I rp with, including ones who are not with the group anymore. Then I picked the intent everyone I've come into contact with, even if it was just sitting near them, and never spoke to them.
During this I was even more aware of the VERY strong desire and urge to go home, instead of being there. I assume this is normal and I'll continue being there till I do go home, whenever that is.
All in all the meditation went great. I was also around medium as far as relaxation and trace dept I'd say.
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I've been thinking. How does this being a multi dimensional being work. is it that the other me's are like clones, carbon copies, all exactly like me. or is it that the other me's can be individuals too. Like my former twin flame strongly prefers being a female dolphin type being, the reptilian me strongly prefers being a reptilian and a male. Whereas I'm more central leaning in that I'm a herm, though perhaps a male leaning herm, and flexable as to what form I'm in.
or are they or me all aspects and that is the way it is, we're all aspects of a soul. or is it that being multi dimensional we'll not be all carbon copies but do develop our own personalities, which really are moods but just that that particular me is in that mood or preference permamantly.
I do hope I figure this out, though I think I may just ask.
I also wonder is it like a hive mind where there is just 1 thought, mind, or do we have our own thoughts and feelings. And if I were back home, would I be aware of what they are doing as they are doing it, or do I have to sort of focus my attention a bit towards say the reptilian me, maybe as easy as turning my head to the left a bit, and for my female dolphin being former twin flame, turn my head a bit to the right. or maybe close my eyes and meditate. Or is it more like I remember what they are up to as they do it, like we have a common memory bank type thing, and our personalities are just shades of the same personality and not that different from each other?
Think I'll re read this entry and ask. I am curious. Not sure who to ask, which me, or Alura.
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running the energies went very well for this, the 10th meditation of part 2. This meditation was about journeying to the dimension of the gas beings. It's another dimension then this one where there is no gravity. I didn't feel like I go the full experiences, but I could feel some stuff. I did hear an occasional sound, I think, in my mind. Didn't really see anything. Blending with them was interesting. I did feel their energy, the master's blending was far more subtle feeling then the other being, the one who sponsored me, as Orin called it. It was a very interesting sensation and experience. I did feel that the being who sponsored me was sorry for the meditation to end and did want me to return. I do hope to return. I did till him that I could during my dreams maybe, though I'd not remember it likely. And once this incarnation is over I'd like to visit so I can get the full experience. and asked him to send me occasional reminders. So if he does, perhaps one of those reminders will be either when I can project again, or once this incarnation is over.
During part of this meditation I also had Alura talk to me. I got a mental image of a reptilian being, no idea how large she was. I did get the feel of her being very reptilian and very female. She and i talked a bit, though briefly, since she picked a time during where Orin was talking about what this meditation was going to be, and the dimension we were going to and the gas beings. I've done the meditation before so no biggie if I missed part of it.
Anyway what Alura wanted to talk to me about was about us being mates. She said if we were it would like 2 halves coming together, similar to twin flame and nagi, mates but not like me and Shalamane being mates. She said it would help me to raise up to her level. I could also hear in my mind her doing some sort of sound with her throat, can't describe it, not a growl really. Some sort of mateship rite or something I think, maybe the start of a mating dance or something prelude to 2 becoming mates or part of the process. I did then experience a short bit of me being relaxed and her going on top of me, us being the same species type of bodies and my penis going into her, though this was an energy thing. I only felt it briefly and lightly, like it was meant to be a taste so I could think of it. it felt like our energy were blending, coming together to blend, and I was being cleared out more, and starting to rise to her level.
I thought it over during my time with the gas beings and I then told Alura I accept. She said it would be similar to me and my twin flame, me and Nagi, but not exactly the same, and we'd be mates, but not in the way that Shalamane and me are. something like a monad level, to halves or selves blending and flowing together.
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Helps to go further in showing my ties here are weak indeed. The ones I talk to the most regular re non incarnates. the only incarnate I talk to is Gaia and I don't do that daily since she is often just erotic and talking about sex. There are others like my reptilian self and some mates, who are around as interested in sex talk stuff or more then just talk.
A few like Alura, my future self, both my soul mothers I can have a conversation with that doesn't include sexual stuff. Not that I mind sexual stuff, but why so often. I guess since I'm a sexual being, but that's fine. At least I have some i can talk to about non sexual stuff. and the sexual stuff is soul sexual stuff not human sexual stuff.
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I did the 9th meditation or part 2 and running the energies went very well indeed. The ranthia one felt especially pleasurable.
The main part of the guided meditation was about compassion and seeing yourself as a master with a master's compassion. I did pick a person for the first one, for the 2nd one I picked 2 initially, then went through, quickly, the Thursday rpg group that I rp with, including ones who are not with the group anymore. Then I picked the intent everyone I've come into contact with, even if it was just sitting near them, and never spoke to them.
During this I was even more aware of the VERY strong desire and urge to go home, instead of being there. I assume this is normal and I'll continue being there till I do go home, whenever that is.
All in all the meditation went great. I was also around medium as far as relaxation and trace dept I'd say.
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I've been thinking. How does this being a multi dimensional being work. is it that the other me's are like clones, carbon copies, all exactly like me. or is it that the other me's can be individuals too. Like my former twin flame strongly prefers being a female dolphin type being, the reptilian me strongly prefers being a reptilian and a male. Whereas I'm more central leaning in that I'm a herm, though perhaps a male leaning herm, and flexable as to what form I'm in.
or are they or me all aspects and that is the way it is, we're all aspects of a soul. or is it that being multi dimensional we'll not be all carbon copies but do develop our own personalities, which really are moods but just that that particular me is in that mood or preference permamantly.
I do hope I figure this out, though I think I may just ask.
I also wonder is it like a hive mind where there is just 1 thought, mind, or do we have our own thoughts and feelings. And if I were back home, would I be aware of what they are doing as they are doing it, or do I have to sort of focus my attention a bit towards say the reptilian me, maybe as easy as turning my head to the left a bit, and for my female dolphin being former twin flame, turn my head a bit to the right. or maybe close my eyes and meditate. Or is it more like I remember what they are up to as they do it, like we have a common memory bank type thing, and our personalities are just shades of the same personality and not that different from each other?
Think I'll re read this entry and ask. I am curious. Not sure who to ask, which me, or Alura.
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running the energies went very well for this, the 10th meditation of part 2. This meditation was about journeying to the dimension of the gas beings. It's another dimension then this one where there is no gravity. I didn't feel like I go the full experiences, but I could feel some stuff. I did hear an occasional sound, I think, in my mind. Didn't really see anything. Blending with them was interesting. I did feel their energy, the master's blending was far more subtle feeling then the other being, the one who sponsored me, as Orin called it. It was a very interesting sensation and experience. I did feel that the being who sponsored me was sorry for the meditation to end and did want me to return. I do hope to return. I did till him that I could during my dreams maybe, though I'd not remember it likely. And once this incarnation is over I'd like to visit so I can get the full experience. and asked him to send me occasional reminders. So if he does, perhaps one of those reminders will be either when I can project again, or once this incarnation is over.
During part of this meditation I also had Alura talk to me. I got a mental image of a reptilian being, no idea how large she was. I did get the feel of her being very reptilian and very female. She and i talked a bit, though briefly, since she picked a time during where Orin was talking about what this meditation was going to be, and the dimension we were going to and the gas beings. I've done the meditation before so no biggie if I missed part of it.
Anyway what Alura wanted to talk to me about was about us being mates. She said if we were it would like 2 halves coming together, similar to twin flame and nagi, mates but not like me and Shalamane being mates. She said it would help me to raise up to her level. I could also hear in my mind her doing some sort of sound with her throat, can't describe it, not a growl really. Some sort of mateship rite or something I think, maybe the start of a mating dance or something prelude to 2 becoming mates or part of the process. I did then experience a short bit of me being relaxed and her going on top of me, us being the same species type of bodies and my penis going into her, though this was an energy thing. I only felt it briefly and lightly, like it was meant to be a taste so I could think of it. it felt like our energy were blending, coming together to blend, and I was being cleared out more, and starting to rise to her level.
I thought it over during my time with the gas beings and I then told Alura I accept. She said it would be similar to me and my twin flame, me and Nagi, but not exactly the same, and we'd be mates, but not in the way that Shalamane and me are. something like a monad level, to halves or selves blending and flowing together.
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Thursday, August 6, 2015
48 -FUTURE ME [8-6]
thought I'd channel my future self, or possible future self, the one I'm most likely to become, and he/hir being some point at least 100 years after this incarnation has ended.
first a silly question, once this is over, could we be lovers? Thought I'd ask since it seems to come up with the other me's and lots others.
Future me (hereafter called FM): indeed if you wish we can. We are a sexual being, so that is why that has been coming up. It's actually a lot of fun. sharing love, ect, a great thing. You'll really understand better once you are here.
How about that hologram thing, and me being suspended inside it, tied down or bolted down, something like that?
FM: Not exactly what is going on where you are, but that is a very basic 3d understand. It is a sort of hologram and it is being run, so to speak, or maintained, by a sort of computer. Not exactly what is really going on, but let's go with that for now and things can be more clear later on. A part of you is inside it. That is how the incarnation thing works and the ties, straps, bolts, staples thing you feel is how being incarnated there works. Once the physical body dies, or can't support your presence, pop, literally, you'll be free. but with your level of awareness and energy, you may feel the need to take a nap briefly to rest and recover from being there.
It is hard to explain, but a part of your energy, your being is inside the hologram that comprises the 3d universe you are within, though the earth and some people, are shifting up to 4d. the hologram may be phased out and the people of the earth brought into the galactic community. Again the hologram isn't exactly right but it is good enough for now.
When your incarnation is over, it'll be like you're awakening from a dream and it was a sort of stage where some had a script in hand, ect, hard to explain, but a sort of stage with soul contracts, folks promising to do this or that. it's easier to understand from this side then that side.
you're switching to being a lefty is going to have a huge advantage. Stick to it. also stick to the plan of the light body courses you plan on buying and the kindle books. Those will benefit you both.
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Do I still pick up the energies of other people?
FM: you can indeed if you go out. A good thing to do would be to do that rain of light, and have the intention of all energy that is not yours is sent back to the person of origin, or have it removed from your energy and replaced with light of a high resonance, and love, light and love of a high resonance. You can do that daily and when you get home from being out away from home. A regular doing this is good. at this point in your understanding.
You feel tired so I'll go for now. Feel free to talk to me again. good luck. Mediate daily, keep it up, and use the eufeeling thing very often, as you do all sorts of activities.
Thursday [8-6]
I did the 7th meditation, running the energies was a sensual pleasure. The main part of the meditation was about staying neutral even if you are around other people who are say angry and such. I get more form this now that I've read the Quantum Living book. it is easy to stay neutral & not be drawn into the emotions another is experiencing. Their energy and emotion need not effect you.
The guided meditation was also very relaxing.
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I still feel lke I do want to go home and not be here, though being here does have certain fun aspects and I don't dislike being here. I do enjoy myself here, though I greatly wish to be home and to go home more then I wish to be here.
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i read a bit where some physicists folks are saying this universe is a hologram and we are inside a computer program. And there is some evidence to show this. Interesting since I was around 12 I've been able to feel I was inside a hologram. Though I didn't know of computers much then. I can feel this is like a holographic computer program that I'm inside of and true reality is the aliens, me being a multi dimensional being, 6th dimension a present, but with the possibility of being able to grow into the 7th or higher. me being cetacean, unicorn, and reptilian, instead of human. But I've written on my soul heritages before. That feels more real, the more reality then here, though here is real, that is obvious. this is real, but that, my being of cetacean, unicorn, and reptilian, soul heritages is more real, the more real real reality. Hard to express what I mean.
and I do hope I go home soon. I feel that deep down inside. Though as i said before i don't hate being here, being here has some fun aspects to it.
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I did the 8th meditation today. Running the energies went great. the main part of the meditation I missed consciously since i went so deep into being relaxed that I may have dozed for 10 or so miniutes, though since I've not napped today, that may be the reason why. The meditation was about setting a healing space for others. My intent was to set a healing space for 2 individuals, online friends of mine. Though I'll go along with that since that was my intent that it was set, though I wasn't conscius of doing that. So I'll go with that the meditation went well.
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On the bus, on the way to the place the rpg takes place I had a sort of pop, of soul stuff, like I've had before. I could have multiple me's and I could be aware of what they were doing. Then I heard the reptilian aspect/nature, whatever it is say, "that is how source does it." Interesting.
While I was at the rpg place I had a, hard to describe it, that feeling again, like I had when I was 12. This is a hologram, this whole universe, or this world, and it's being run by a sort of computer, not exactly. I can feel the bolts, ties, or whatever that is keeping me here. I'm like suspended inside this holographic universe. Hard to describe how I was feeling. I'll try channeling in a bit to ask about this.
I also noticed, while I was at the rpg, I did some writing and did some things left handed. I didn't really stutter. I had a spot or 2 where I didn't really stutter, but paused a moment before I continued, but my speech was pretty much normal. after a bit I wrote a bit right handed, & my mild stuttering returned. Not a scientific study, but could my stuttering be caused, in part by my writing right handed. Think I'll channel my future self to ask him/hir some questions. Who else would understand me enough to answer. :)
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Wednesday, August 5, 2015
47 REPTILIAN SELF [8-5]
Thought I'd talk to my reptilian nature or whatever the term may be, also inviting my dragoness mother and Alura if they wish to say anything, and my unicorn mother as well.
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UNICORN MOTHER: I'm so proud of you. You've accomplished so much in such a short time and have become more of your true self.
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REPTILIAN NATURE: that was a good idea you had last night about becoming left handed. it will help uncover more of your true nature, and yes those 1st grade memories you have, as vague as they are. Not surprising since you were around 6 at the time, more or less, considering how the human brain develops. stick with it and you'll uncover and be that much closer to your true self. it is an unfortunate thing that some do force others to being right handed. but that is the human way. perhaps it'll change one day.
you and I will share much pleasure and fun together and in the future. part of your nature as a multi dimensional being is you can indeed talk, hang out, have fun and share sensual pleasures with yourself. we are the same being, you are me and I am you, so why would we not do these things.
Things will grow more clear over time. You are more then just a cetacean and unicorn, but you knew those things already. think of it as you have 3 natures, put at their most simplest. cetacean, unicorn, and reptilian, though in our case positive reptilian.
You had reached the right stage or point, you could say, for us to meet and start to merge. this was more of your unfolding of your true nature, awaking to more of the true you. we are, at present a 6th dimensional being, and are heading upwards. we may well get to 7 or 8, even 9 maybe, by the time your incarnation ends So do as you are doing, sit back, enjoy the ride, the path. Always choose the fun easy, pleasurable path,, as you have been doing. it is so easy and so fun.
Believe me, once we're home, and your incarnation is ended, and any rest you need to do you have done. I and some of your other selves, will get together and show you the pleasures we can share. Since we are sensual sexual beings, why would we not share such with ourself. There is nothing wrong in this and for many, such as ourself, it is quite healthy. Diversity being what it is, there are indeed beings who are not into this sort of thing, but that is not us, for we are indeed.
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Thought I'd talk to my reptilian side, nature, or whatever the term is, the reptilian me, gain.
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Reptilian Self: Greetings sexy. You know how attractive I find you? the veil gone, being your true self, as much as you can being where you are and in a body. you do feel the same don't you?
Me: me towards you, sure. Why wouldn't I, you are me. And are you making a pass at me? or coming onto me?
Reptilian self: yes I am, why would I not. we do love ourselves, we love to share with ourselves, to use a pod term. And yes we do find ourselves sexy, why would we not.
But yes you switching to being a lefty is a good thing. It'll have long range benefits. Just keep practicing, but not to long. Do not be discouraged. Keep at it. you'll be surprised at the benefits.
and yes you and I'll be lovers once you return home. why would we not, if you want, and you do want us to be don't you? Along with some of our other selves. Since we are a multi dimensional being.
Me: well, to tell the truth, and why would I lie to myself. Yes I would really enjoy that. I do feel an attraction to you, more then just a sexual one. You know what I mean.
Reptilian self: oh yes I do sexy. How would you feel about some 3 somes, involving just us.
Me: That sounds like it could be fun, and us getting to know ourselves in a very fun and very pod way.
reptilian self: more then just in a pod way, in many other ways too. Since we are a sexual being, it is only natural that we feel a sexual attraction to ourselves. Accept this, do not reject it as human culture would say. The ways of us are varied and many. Sex being just a very small, but very fun, dimension of that. I can feel you do accept this, our sexual nature, as a soul, and the attraction you feel for me. Excellent. Many are those who would resist feeling any attraction for a sexual being, a reptilian being, despite then are positive and of the light, or any non human, though you are free from the viel and far more aware. your being so aware does help others, from your energy interacting with theirs. many are those who in your position would reject their reptilian nature and hence a part of themselves. be glad you are aware enough to accept all of yourself. it is a good thing and a very good development indeed.
We may get to the 7th or even 8th dimensional of awareness and being during your current incarnation. we, I, am excited by your development. it seems normal to you, but all of us are very excited.
I do promise you lots of fun and sensual pleasure we'll share, us, our selves, various selves. Also of course your, and our, various lovers, friends, co workers, colleges, mates, ect.
Me: So, do we have the same lovers, mates, friends and such?
Reptilian: We can, though some may strongly prefer a reptilian, dolphin, orca, self. I, no surprise, prefer and you can say, is/are the reptilian self, part, whatever you wish to call it. You are more, switchable, switching between our heritages, soul heritages. you can say you're the flexible one, and some of us strongly prefer 1.
Me: So who is the crown prince, me or all of us? And who's mate is Shalamane, Gar and the others?
Reptilian: We are the crown prince, since we are the same being. You being me and me being you. We are the same. You are me and I am you. This is part of what being multi dimensional and being a multi dimensional being is.
Me: are you aware of being me? Why am I not aware of being you? Since I am in this 3d body?
Reptilian self: Indeed, I am aware of our being the same being, sexy. You are not since you are in a 3d body with a 3d brain, but you are aware of it to some extent. That is why you can feel how I feel about you, and if you relax and close your eyes as you did you can experience a bit of it. Basically you have to get to a, higher state of consciousness. Being in a 3d body with a 3d brain means you can be very 3d focused at times. Just relax, accept, go with the flow. Things will be very fun and easy, sexy, very smooth, fun and easy. Keep on that path, and the plan you've done for the future light body courses and kindle books you've picked out. And no need to hurry. You will be more aware of me, and yourself as a multi dimensional being. you've gotten tastes of it before now.
No hurry sexy, we have an eternity after all to grow, learn, expand. have sensual, and non sensual fun, with ourselves and others, to experience, evolve, grow in awareness. We'll love doing all of it together, and of course with others too. it's all about what do you want to do that you find the most fun to do. Don't find it fun, don't have to do it. it is as simple as that.
Earth is one of the exceptions, but that is changing. one day it'll no longer be the exception. Currently earth is one of the exceptions, one of the few. Though as I mentioned that is changing, slowly, but it is changing.
That is enough for now sexy, no need to get your arms to tired. We have an eternity to talk and to get to know ourselves in many fun ways, as well as just talking.
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UNICORN MOTHER: I'm so proud of you. You've accomplished so much in such a short time and have become more of your true self.
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REPTILIAN NATURE: that was a good idea you had last night about becoming left handed. it will help uncover more of your true nature, and yes those 1st grade memories you have, as vague as they are. Not surprising since you were around 6 at the time, more or less, considering how the human brain develops. stick with it and you'll uncover and be that much closer to your true self. it is an unfortunate thing that some do force others to being right handed. but that is the human way. perhaps it'll change one day.
you and I will share much pleasure and fun together and in the future. part of your nature as a multi dimensional being is you can indeed talk, hang out, have fun and share sensual pleasures with yourself. we are the same being, you are me and I am you, so why would we not do these things.
Things will grow more clear over time. You are more then just a cetacean and unicorn, but you knew those things already. think of it as you have 3 natures, put at their most simplest. cetacean, unicorn, and reptilian, though in our case positive reptilian.
You had reached the right stage or point, you could say, for us to meet and start to merge. this was more of your unfolding of your true nature, awaking to more of the true you. we are, at present a 6th dimensional being, and are heading upwards. we may well get to 7 or 8, even 9 maybe, by the time your incarnation ends So do as you are doing, sit back, enjoy the ride, the path. Always choose the fun easy, pleasurable path,, as you have been doing. it is so easy and so fun.
Believe me, once we're home, and your incarnation is ended, and any rest you need to do you have done. I and some of your other selves, will get together and show you the pleasures we can share. Since we are sensual sexual beings, why would we not share such with ourself. There is nothing wrong in this and for many, such as ourself, it is quite healthy. Diversity being what it is, there are indeed beings who are not into this sort of thing, but that is not us, for we are indeed.
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Thought I'd talk to my reptilian side, nature, or whatever the term is, the reptilian me, gain.
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Reptilian Self: Greetings sexy. You know how attractive I find you? the veil gone, being your true self, as much as you can being where you are and in a body. you do feel the same don't you?
Me: me towards you, sure. Why wouldn't I, you are me. And are you making a pass at me? or coming onto me?
Reptilian self: yes I am, why would I not. we do love ourselves, we love to share with ourselves, to use a pod term. And yes we do find ourselves sexy, why would we not.
But yes you switching to being a lefty is a good thing. It'll have long range benefits. Just keep practicing, but not to long. Do not be discouraged. Keep at it. you'll be surprised at the benefits.
and yes you and I'll be lovers once you return home. why would we not, if you want, and you do want us to be don't you? Along with some of our other selves. Since we are a multi dimensional being.
Me: well, to tell the truth, and why would I lie to myself. Yes I would really enjoy that. I do feel an attraction to you, more then just a sexual one. You know what I mean.
Reptilian self: oh yes I do sexy. How would you feel about some 3 somes, involving just us.
Me: That sounds like it could be fun, and us getting to know ourselves in a very fun and very pod way.
reptilian self: more then just in a pod way, in many other ways too. Since we are a sexual being, it is only natural that we feel a sexual attraction to ourselves. Accept this, do not reject it as human culture would say. The ways of us are varied and many. Sex being just a very small, but very fun, dimension of that. I can feel you do accept this, our sexual nature, as a soul, and the attraction you feel for me. Excellent. Many are those who would resist feeling any attraction for a sexual being, a reptilian being, despite then are positive and of the light, or any non human, though you are free from the viel and far more aware. your being so aware does help others, from your energy interacting with theirs. many are those who in your position would reject their reptilian nature and hence a part of themselves. be glad you are aware enough to accept all of yourself. it is a good thing and a very good development indeed.
We may get to the 7th or even 8th dimensional of awareness and being during your current incarnation. we, I, am excited by your development. it seems normal to you, but all of us are very excited.
I do promise you lots of fun and sensual pleasure we'll share, us, our selves, various selves. Also of course your, and our, various lovers, friends, co workers, colleges, mates, ect.
Me: So, do we have the same lovers, mates, friends and such?
Reptilian: We can, though some may strongly prefer a reptilian, dolphin, orca, self. I, no surprise, prefer and you can say, is/are the reptilian self, part, whatever you wish to call it. You are more, switchable, switching between our heritages, soul heritages. you can say you're the flexible one, and some of us strongly prefer 1.
Me: So who is the crown prince, me or all of us? And who's mate is Shalamane, Gar and the others?
Reptilian: We are the crown prince, since we are the same being. You being me and me being you. We are the same. You are me and I am you. This is part of what being multi dimensional and being a multi dimensional being is.
Me: are you aware of being me? Why am I not aware of being you? Since I am in this 3d body?
Reptilian self: Indeed, I am aware of our being the same being, sexy. You are not since you are in a 3d body with a 3d brain, but you are aware of it to some extent. That is why you can feel how I feel about you, and if you relax and close your eyes as you did you can experience a bit of it. Basically you have to get to a, higher state of consciousness. Being in a 3d body with a 3d brain means you can be very 3d focused at times. Just relax, accept, go with the flow. Things will be very fun and easy, sexy, very smooth, fun and easy. Keep on that path, and the plan you've done for the future light body courses and kindle books you've picked out. And no need to hurry. You will be more aware of me, and yourself as a multi dimensional being. you've gotten tastes of it before now.
No hurry sexy, we have an eternity after all to grow, learn, expand. have sensual, and non sensual fun, with ourselves and others, to experience, evolve, grow in awareness. We'll love doing all of it together, and of course with others too. it's all about what do you want to do that you find the most fun to do. Don't find it fun, don't have to do it. it is as simple as that.
Earth is one of the exceptions, but that is changing. one day it'll no longer be the exception. Currently earth is one of the exceptions, one of the few. Though as I mentioned that is changing, slowly, but it is changing.
That is enough for now sexy, no need to get your arms to tired. We have an eternity to talk and to get to know ourselves in many fun ways, as well as just talking.
Wedensday [8-5]
I got an idea last night. Maybe I can try switching to being left handed. I've been partially ambidextrous as long as I can remember. I do have a vague memory of in the 1st grade my teacher telling me to switch hands to use my right hand. Also my grandmother telling me when I was younger she thought I was going to be left handed. I think she said this to me a few times through my childhood.
also the fact that my right hand tires more quickly then my left. I did ask Alura about trying to switch to being left handed and she said it was a good idea and to be sure to practice a bit every day.
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I did the 5th meditation of part 2 of awaken the light body. There was no running the energies since the whole guided mediation was only Orin. This one was introducing the inner healer. I think overall it went very well. I could feel the healing energy in the different parts of the body. Overall a very good or great meditation.
I did get a feeling that this incarnation may end in the early 50's, maybe 52-54, maybe involve stopping breathing.
I'll mentally shrug, if it happens ok, if not, that is ok. Though I don't hate or dislike being here, I'd much rather be at home. Though here does have certain fun aspects, inside I do feel I'd much rather be home then here.
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I do wonder if I've fully integrated my reptilian nature, if it'll take time, or if more like since I'm multi dimensional there may not be a real full integration in the 3d sense, just me accepting my reptilian nature, which I have, and being multi dimensional, we'd still be 1, but could have different bodies, so to speak, and also talk to ourselves and have some fun with ourselves.
I guess the revelation of that will take time, and after all there is no hurry.
Wonder if I should try to channel my reptilian nature later today, maybe with Alura or my dragoness mother there too. I'll think about it, I may.
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I did the 6th meditation of part 2 of awaken the light body and running the energies went very well, great really. It was a sensual pleasure as was the rest of this meditation. The rest of it was about the fact you have an inner healer and you can use the inner healer to heal parts of your body. I was focusing on some spots like my left index finger and my right forearm, clearing myself out to be more of my true self, and such. I went pretty deep in this meditation, part of it I went so deep I don't fully recall what I was doing. I do recall some bits of it. I was attending to listening to the meditation as I focused on sending healing energy, love and light to some various areas of the body. All in all I'd say it went great.
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Thought it is to early, and I'll decide later this month if I want to continue doing this where when I finish a course I'll go back and redo the whole course one last time. Some of the meditations I'm getting something out of them this time, and other meditations are more meh where I don't get as much. though I'll wait till near the end of the month to make my final decision as to wether to do this with future courses or not.
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also the fact that my right hand tires more quickly then my left. I did ask Alura about trying to switch to being left handed and she said it was a good idea and to be sure to practice a bit every day.
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I did the 5th meditation of part 2 of awaken the light body. There was no running the energies since the whole guided mediation was only Orin. This one was introducing the inner healer. I think overall it went very well. I could feel the healing energy in the different parts of the body. Overall a very good or great meditation.
I did get a feeling that this incarnation may end in the early 50's, maybe 52-54, maybe involve stopping breathing.
I'll mentally shrug, if it happens ok, if not, that is ok. Though I don't hate or dislike being here, I'd much rather be at home. Though here does have certain fun aspects, inside I do feel I'd much rather be home then here.
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I do wonder if I've fully integrated my reptilian nature, if it'll take time, or if more like since I'm multi dimensional there may not be a real full integration in the 3d sense, just me accepting my reptilian nature, which I have, and being multi dimensional, we'd still be 1, but could have different bodies, so to speak, and also talk to ourselves and have some fun with ourselves.
I guess the revelation of that will take time, and after all there is no hurry.
Wonder if I should try to channel my reptilian nature later today, maybe with Alura or my dragoness mother there too. I'll think about it, I may.
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I did the 6th meditation of part 2 of awaken the light body and running the energies went very well, great really. It was a sensual pleasure as was the rest of this meditation. The rest of it was about the fact you have an inner healer and you can use the inner healer to heal parts of your body. I was focusing on some spots like my left index finger and my right forearm, clearing myself out to be more of my true self, and such. I went pretty deep in this meditation, part of it I went so deep I don't fully recall what I was doing. I do recall some bits of it. I was attending to listening to the meditation as I focused on sending healing energy, love and light to some various areas of the body. All in all I'd say it went great.
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Thought it is to early, and I'll decide later this month if I want to continue doing this where when I finish a course I'll go back and redo the whole course one last time. Some of the meditations I'm getting something out of them this time, and other meditations are more meh where I don't get as much. though I'll wait till near the end of the month to make my final decision as to wether to do this with future courses or not.
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Tuesday, August 4, 2015
Tuesday [8-4]
I have been thinking this morning before my nap and a bit after. I am native to 6d, which could well explain why some experiences I get while meditating I at first don't remember since some of those have to be translated or downloaded or something to my 3d brain and it does feel like it's like a much lower resolution of what really happened. Maybe part of going from 6d to a 3d brain. Guess that is part of being incarnated here.
I've been told I'm in transition 6-8d, since I guess I do like to progress upwards, so to speak, to grow, evolve, expand, as fast as I can, instead of what the vast majority like to do which is more like a mass common speed of evolving, expanding, which if mine is like flying upwards as fast as I safely can, and I enjoy that. The vast majority do more of a crawling speed. not that either is better then the other, it depends on what one's preferences are. Some may prefer to progress at slower then a crawling speed, at a slow or normal walking speed. Those are all normal and ok. Just progress at the rate you prefer and enjoy the most.
I also feel that indeed no matter how high I get to, I'll likely still be active at say 4d+. I feel that some beings once they are say 10d, are only interested in say 6d+ or maybe 8d+. They may loose some possible experiences they may like, but again it's all about what do you enjoy.
Like for example, you could be like how I think I'd be. Get up to where I'm designing universes, galaxies, planets, solar systems, perhaps life forms, not sure which of those I'd enjoy the most, universes, galaxies ect. But also I'd be active say 4d+ as well. So remaining pretty active doing various things I enjoy doing, as does everyone else.
Like for those who really enjoy politics and politicking, I'm sure there are ways they can do that also, away from earth.
I'll likely do those things through maybe being multi dimensional, and or non linear, and other methods also.
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I did the 3rd meditation as part of part 2 of awaken the light body and running the energies went very well. The main part of the meditation I was distracted after a while, but the meditation did go very well.
What caused the distraction as what I now know to be the rest of me. I felt a being that felt like me, reptilian, sorta snake like, but my other reptilian heritages, hard to say what it looked like. it's energy felt very sexual and very reptilian. it popped up and said it represented my reptilian sexuality and the time had come for us to merge. it said no hurry, talk to Alura and she'll explain I talked to Alura and she said due to my progress, my personal progress, and to a lesser secondary extent the shift the earth is going through, I've reached a point where it's time for more of my true self and true nature to merge & unite into this physical form and my being. I feel by my being she meant me the incarnated self incarnated in a 3d body (transitioning to 4d, though I'm personally at 6d). I asked if it was like I did with Chad (my former shadow aspect) and Alura said, yes, but not in the same way. This aspect wasn't rejected by me, but I reached the point here more of my true self could merge into me.
I went back to the being and it said I've already accepted and incorporated my mammalian sexuality, it's time for me to accept my reptilian sexuality, more of my reptilian self, more of my true self. I did feel it's mainly reptilian but maybe not only that. I did say I accept it and let's us merge into the 1 being we truly are.
The sensation felt interesting. Like how I imagine it may feel to be a glass of water and to have some more water pored into you. The reptilian being flowed, merged into me and it was normal, and enjoyable. Though not in a sexual way. I asked and it said it looked mainly snake like to me since there is a lot of naga energy around. I guess it meant the guardian nagas, but I felt of it's energy as we merged and I could feel other aspects/forms, which I guess are my other reptilian forms, naga (cobra type), western & eastern dragon, alpha draconian, and whatever the more ancient race that predates this universe is.
So I guess a great thing, more of myself merging into me, this self here. i wonder if I'll notice any changes over time.
I asked it if it's imperial and it answered in a humorous chuckle, "of course I'm imperial." it said meaning itself. so more proof that I'm imperial. So I guess I accepted more of my true being which i guess marks I've gone up a step or something.
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Think I incorporated more of myself. Did it through masturbating, similar to how I incorporated Chad much. Part of my being a sexual being I assume. A sexual being at the soul level, not the human level.
I do wonder if I am, at the soul level, more reptilian then mammalian, though it doesn't really matter. I'm me regardless. Though I am curious where all this will take me, to what heights during this incarnation, and afterwards. I do, once this incarnation ends, and I do hope it's not a long one, I'll have an eternity to find out once I'm back home.
Once I'm back home I'll likely indulge in being non linear, and maybe multi dimensional, so I may do say a 60 or 80 hour days, spending time alone, with my lovers, friends, mates, some others, co workers, ect. as well as time alone, and whatever stuff I do including whatever the crown prince duties are, but enough time for those.
I may be more reptilian then mammalian since the mammal part seems mostly cetacean, in that it's beluga whale, dolphin, orca. with unicorn from another monad.
The reptilian is more being imperial and or royal, depending on the species or maybe imperial in 1 means imperial in all. I'll learn the details later I'm sure. Imperial cobra type naga, western & eastern dragon (been told 5 toed, which in traditional means imperial, at to the Chinese. The Japanese may feel different, I'm no expert and the details may not matter) positive alpha draconian (again imperial I've been told, which includes royal) and a reptilian race that predates this universe, or the origins do. Not sure if kirin is a reptilian, mammal or both.
I'd not be surprised if I learned more details over time.
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I did the 4th meditation of part 2 of awaken the light body and running the energies went very well. it wasa sensual pleasure like often is. Overall it went very well. The main part of this meditation was more of the Ranthia, the heart light body energy center. So I'd say overall it went very well, and great.
During part of other meditation the reptilian part of me appeared, and I was sort of mentally in 2 places at once. So i was listening to the meditation while also leaning with my back against his chest, resting and sitting on his coils that were beneath me, and he was caressing my chest with both of his arms with sometimes licking his tongue around my right ear. he said repeatedly to relax, listen to the meditation (he meant the audio one I was listening to and talk about briefly before), and to accept my reptilian side. I had a mental image of submerging into water, the human part felt instinctive fear of drowning, I mentally relaxed even as he said for me to relax, to trust him. I did eventually get my human instincts to relax totally. odd how they poped up like that when it was all mental.
he continued much as before, but 2 other me's appeared. I could feel, sense they were me. one was in the form of a western dragon and the other in a positive royal or imperial alpha draconian. The naga me continued to flick his tongue around my right ear and caress my chest while the western dragon nibbled lovingly & gently on my left neck and the alpha draconian me did something similar to my right neck. Don't recall all of this since it went pretty fast. the alpha draconian me then took my penis into his mouth briefly.
Then the scene changed. I heard the naga me hissing in happiness as he said he could feel I did accept my reptilian nature completely. Many who start to, at that stage resist, though I did not, which is a good sign. i said that if you are me you knew what would happen and he said yes. Though it was still fun to do it. We'll share much pleasure and fun in the future he said. Then that part ended and i was back only here. a few minutes later i felt a strong burst of soul level pleasure. No idea what that was about. and I felt more of my energy or something. Maybe more of me merging with myself sort of thing, becoming more of my true self, more of the whole me.
As I pause in typing this & thinking, I do feel more me, hard to describe.
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I've been told I'm in transition 6-8d, since I guess I do like to progress upwards, so to speak, to grow, evolve, expand, as fast as I can, instead of what the vast majority like to do which is more like a mass common speed of evolving, expanding, which if mine is like flying upwards as fast as I safely can, and I enjoy that. The vast majority do more of a crawling speed. not that either is better then the other, it depends on what one's preferences are. Some may prefer to progress at slower then a crawling speed, at a slow or normal walking speed. Those are all normal and ok. Just progress at the rate you prefer and enjoy the most.
I also feel that indeed no matter how high I get to, I'll likely still be active at say 4d+. I feel that some beings once they are say 10d, are only interested in say 6d+ or maybe 8d+. They may loose some possible experiences they may like, but again it's all about what do you enjoy.
Like for example, you could be like how I think I'd be. Get up to where I'm designing universes, galaxies, planets, solar systems, perhaps life forms, not sure which of those I'd enjoy the most, universes, galaxies ect. But also I'd be active say 4d+ as well. So remaining pretty active doing various things I enjoy doing, as does everyone else.
Like for those who really enjoy politics and politicking, I'm sure there are ways they can do that also, away from earth.
I'll likely do those things through maybe being multi dimensional, and or non linear, and other methods also.
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I did the 3rd meditation as part of part 2 of awaken the light body and running the energies went very well. The main part of the meditation I was distracted after a while, but the meditation did go very well.
What caused the distraction as what I now know to be the rest of me. I felt a being that felt like me, reptilian, sorta snake like, but my other reptilian heritages, hard to say what it looked like. it's energy felt very sexual and very reptilian. it popped up and said it represented my reptilian sexuality and the time had come for us to merge. it said no hurry, talk to Alura and she'll explain I talked to Alura and she said due to my progress, my personal progress, and to a lesser secondary extent the shift the earth is going through, I've reached a point where it's time for more of my true self and true nature to merge & unite into this physical form and my being. I feel by my being she meant me the incarnated self incarnated in a 3d body (transitioning to 4d, though I'm personally at 6d). I asked if it was like I did with Chad (my former shadow aspect) and Alura said, yes, but not in the same way. This aspect wasn't rejected by me, but I reached the point here more of my true self could merge into me.
I went back to the being and it said I've already accepted and incorporated my mammalian sexuality, it's time for me to accept my reptilian sexuality, more of my reptilian self, more of my true self. I did feel it's mainly reptilian but maybe not only that. I did say I accept it and let's us merge into the 1 being we truly are.
The sensation felt interesting. Like how I imagine it may feel to be a glass of water and to have some more water pored into you. The reptilian being flowed, merged into me and it was normal, and enjoyable. Though not in a sexual way. I asked and it said it looked mainly snake like to me since there is a lot of naga energy around. I guess it meant the guardian nagas, but I felt of it's energy as we merged and I could feel other aspects/forms, which I guess are my other reptilian forms, naga (cobra type), western & eastern dragon, alpha draconian, and whatever the more ancient race that predates this universe is.
So I guess a great thing, more of myself merging into me, this self here. i wonder if I'll notice any changes over time.
I asked it if it's imperial and it answered in a humorous chuckle, "of course I'm imperial." it said meaning itself. so more proof that I'm imperial. So I guess I accepted more of my true being which i guess marks I've gone up a step or something.
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Think I incorporated more of myself. Did it through masturbating, similar to how I incorporated Chad much. Part of my being a sexual being I assume. A sexual being at the soul level, not the human level.
I do wonder if I am, at the soul level, more reptilian then mammalian, though it doesn't really matter. I'm me regardless. Though I am curious where all this will take me, to what heights during this incarnation, and afterwards. I do, once this incarnation ends, and I do hope it's not a long one, I'll have an eternity to find out once I'm back home.
Once I'm back home I'll likely indulge in being non linear, and maybe multi dimensional, so I may do say a 60 or 80 hour days, spending time alone, with my lovers, friends, mates, some others, co workers, ect. as well as time alone, and whatever stuff I do including whatever the crown prince duties are, but enough time for those.
I may be more reptilian then mammalian since the mammal part seems mostly cetacean, in that it's beluga whale, dolphin, orca. with unicorn from another monad.
The reptilian is more being imperial and or royal, depending on the species or maybe imperial in 1 means imperial in all. I'll learn the details later I'm sure. Imperial cobra type naga, western & eastern dragon (been told 5 toed, which in traditional means imperial, at to the Chinese. The Japanese may feel different, I'm no expert and the details may not matter) positive alpha draconian (again imperial I've been told, which includes royal) and a reptilian race that predates this universe, or the origins do. Not sure if kirin is a reptilian, mammal or both.
I'd not be surprised if I learned more details over time.
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I did the 4th meditation of part 2 of awaken the light body and running the energies went very well. it wasa sensual pleasure like often is. Overall it went very well. The main part of this meditation was more of the Ranthia, the heart light body energy center. So I'd say overall it went very well, and great.
During part of other meditation the reptilian part of me appeared, and I was sort of mentally in 2 places at once. So i was listening to the meditation while also leaning with my back against his chest, resting and sitting on his coils that were beneath me, and he was caressing my chest with both of his arms with sometimes licking his tongue around my right ear. he said repeatedly to relax, listen to the meditation (he meant the audio one I was listening to and talk about briefly before), and to accept my reptilian side. I had a mental image of submerging into water, the human part felt instinctive fear of drowning, I mentally relaxed even as he said for me to relax, to trust him. I did eventually get my human instincts to relax totally. odd how they poped up like that when it was all mental.
he continued much as before, but 2 other me's appeared. I could feel, sense they were me. one was in the form of a western dragon and the other in a positive royal or imperial alpha draconian. The naga me continued to flick his tongue around my right ear and caress my chest while the western dragon nibbled lovingly & gently on my left neck and the alpha draconian me did something similar to my right neck. Don't recall all of this since it went pretty fast. the alpha draconian me then took my penis into his mouth briefly.
Then the scene changed. I heard the naga me hissing in happiness as he said he could feel I did accept my reptilian nature completely. Many who start to, at that stage resist, though I did not, which is a good sign. i said that if you are me you knew what would happen and he said yes. Though it was still fun to do it. We'll share much pleasure and fun in the future he said. Then that part ended and i was back only here. a few minutes later i felt a strong burst of soul level pleasure. No idea what that was about. and I felt more of my energy or something. Maybe more of me merging with myself sort of thing, becoming more of my true self, more of the whole me.
As I pause in typing this & thinking, I do feel more me, hard to describe.
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