I got an idea last night. Maybe I can try switching to being left handed. I've been partially ambidextrous as long as I can remember. I do have a vague memory of in the 1st grade my teacher telling me to switch hands to use my right hand. Also my grandmother telling me when I was younger she thought I was going to be left handed. I think she said this to me a few times through my childhood.
also the fact that my right hand tires more quickly then my left. I did ask Alura about trying to switch to being left handed and she said it was a good idea and to be sure to practice a bit every day.
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I did the 5th meditation of part 2 of awaken the light body. There was no running the energies since the whole guided mediation was only Orin. This one was introducing the inner healer. I think overall it went very well. I could feel the healing energy in the different parts of the body. Overall a very good or great meditation.
I did get a feeling that this incarnation may end in the early 50's, maybe 52-54, maybe involve stopping breathing.
I'll mentally shrug, if it happens ok, if not, that is ok. Though I don't hate or dislike being here, I'd much rather be at home. Though here does have certain fun aspects, inside I do feel I'd much rather be home then here.
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I do wonder if I've fully integrated my reptilian nature, if it'll take time, or if more like since I'm multi dimensional there may not be a real full integration in the 3d sense, just me accepting my reptilian nature, which I have, and being multi dimensional, we'd still be 1, but could have different bodies, so to speak, and also talk to ourselves and have some fun with ourselves.
I guess the revelation of that will take time, and after all there is no hurry.
Wonder if I should try to channel my reptilian nature later today, maybe with Alura or my dragoness mother there too. I'll think about it, I may.
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I did the 6th meditation of part 2 of awaken the light body and running the energies went very well, great really. It was a sensual pleasure as was the rest of this meditation. The rest of it was about the fact you have an inner healer and you can use the inner healer to heal parts of your body. I was focusing on some spots like my left index finger and my right forearm, clearing myself out to be more of my true self, and such. I went pretty deep in this meditation, part of it I went so deep I don't fully recall what I was doing. I do recall some bits of it. I was attending to listening to the meditation as I focused on sending healing energy, love and light to some various areas of the body. All in all I'd say it went great.
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Thought it is to early, and I'll decide later this month if I want to continue doing this where when I finish a course I'll go back and redo the whole course one last time. Some of the meditations I'm getting something out of them this time, and other meditations are more meh where I don't get as much. though I'll wait till near the end of the month to make my final decision as to wether to do this with future courses or not.
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