I have been thinking this morning before my nap and a bit after. I am native to 6d, which could well explain why some experiences I get while meditating I at first don't remember since some of those have to be translated or downloaded or something to my 3d brain and it does feel like it's like a much lower resolution of what really happened. Maybe part of going from 6d to a 3d brain. Guess that is part of being incarnated here.
I've been told I'm in transition 6-8d, since I guess I do like to progress upwards, so to speak, to grow, evolve, expand, as fast as I can, instead of what the vast majority like to do which is more like a mass common speed of evolving, expanding, which if mine is like flying upwards as fast as I safely can, and I enjoy that. The vast majority do more of a crawling speed. not that either is better then the other, it depends on what one's preferences are. Some may prefer to progress at slower then a crawling speed, at a slow or normal walking speed. Those are all normal and ok. Just progress at the rate you prefer and enjoy the most.
I also feel that indeed no matter how high I get to, I'll likely still be active at say 4d+. I feel that some beings once they are say 10d, are only interested in say 6d+ or maybe 8d+. They may loose some possible experiences they may like, but again it's all about what do you enjoy.
Like for example, you could be like how I think I'd be. Get up to where I'm designing universes, galaxies, planets, solar systems, perhaps life forms, not sure which of those I'd enjoy the most, universes, galaxies ect. But also I'd be active say 4d+ as well. So remaining pretty active doing various things I enjoy doing, as does everyone else.
Like for those who really enjoy politics and politicking, I'm sure there are ways they can do that also, away from earth.
I'll likely do those things through maybe being multi dimensional, and or non linear, and other methods also.
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I did the 3rd meditation as part of part 2 of awaken the light body and running the energies went very well. The main part of the meditation I was distracted after a while, but the meditation did go very well.
What caused the distraction as what I now know to be the rest of me. I felt a being that felt like me, reptilian, sorta snake like, but my other reptilian heritages, hard to say what it looked like. it's energy felt very sexual and very reptilian. it popped up and said it represented my reptilian sexuality and the time had come for us to merge. it said no hurry, talk to Alura and she'll explain I talked to Alura and she said due to my progress, my personal progress, and to a lesser secondary extent the shift the earth is going through, I've reached a point where it's time for more of my true self and true nature to merge & unite into this physical form and my being. I feel by my being she meant me the incarnated self incarnated in a 3d body (transitioning to 4d, though I'm personally at 6d). I asked if it was like I did with Chad (my former shadow aspect) and Alura said, yes, but not in the same way. This aspect wasn't rejected by me, but I reached the point here more of my true self could merge into me.
I went back to the being and it said I've already accepted and incorporated my mammalian sexuality, it's time for me to accept my reptilian sexuality, more of my reptilian self, more of my true self. I did feel it's mainly reptilian but maybe not only that. I did say I accept it and let's us merge into the 1 being we truly are.
The sensation felt interesting. Like how I imagine it may feel to be a glass of water and to have some more water pored into you. The reptilian being flowed, merged into me and it was normal, and enjoyable. Though not in a sexual way. I asked and it said it looked mainly snake like to me since there is a lot of naga energy around. I guess it meant the guardian nagas, but I felt of it's energy as we merged and I could feel other aspects/forms, which I guess are my other reptilian forms, naga (cobra type), western & eastern dragon, alpha draconian, and whatever the more ancient race that predates this universe is.
So I guess a great thing, more of myself merging into me, this self here. i wonder if I'll notice any changes over time.
I asked it if it's imperial and it answered in a humorous chuckle, "of course I'm imperial." it said meaning itself. so more proof that I'm imperial. So I guess I accepted more of my true being which i guess marks I've gone up a step or something.
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Think I incorporated more of myself. Did it through masturbating, similar to how I incorporated Chad much. Part of my being a sexual being I assume. A sexual being at the soul level, not the human level.
I do wonder if I am, at the soul level, more reptilian then mammalian, though it doesn't really matter. I'm me regardless. Though I am curious where all this will take me, to what heights during this incarnation, and afterwards. I do, once this incarnation ends, and I do hope it's not a long one, I'll have an eternity to find out once I'm back home.
Once I'm back home I'll likely indulge in being non linear, and maybe multi dimensional, so I may do say a 60 or 80 hour days, spending time alone, with my lovers, friends, mates, some others, co workers, ect. as well as time alone, and whatever stuff I do including whatever the crown prince duties are, but enough time for those.
I may be more reptilian then mammalian since the mammal part seems mostly cetacean, in that it's beluga whale, dolphin, orca. with unicorn from another monad.
The reptilian is more being imperial and or royal, depending on the species or maybe imperial in 1 means imperial in all. I'll learn the details later I'm sure. Imperial cobra type naga, western & eastern dragon (been told 5 toed, which in traditional means imperial, at to the Chinese. The Japanese may feel different, I'm no expert and the details may not matter) positive alpha draconian (again imperial I've been told, which includes royal) and a reptilian race that predates this universe, or the origins do. Not sure if kirin is a reptilian, mammal or both.
I'd not be surprised if I learned more details over time.
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I did the 4th meditation of part 2 of awaken the light body and running the energies went very well. it wasa sensual pleasure like often is. Overall it went very well. The main part of this meditation was more of the Ranthia, the heart light body energy center. So I'd say overall it went very well, and great.
During part of other meditation the reptilian part of me appeared, and I was sort of mentally in 2 places at once. So i was listening to the meditation while also leaning with my back against his chest, resting and sitting on his coils that were beneath me, and he was caressing my chest with both of his arms with sometimes licking his tongue around my right ear. he said repeatedly to relax, listen to the meditation (he meant the audio one I was listening to and talk about briefly before), and to accept my reptilian side. I had a mental image of submerging into water, the human part felt instinctive fear of drowning, I mentally relaxed even as he said for me to relax, to trust him. I did eventually get my human instincts to relax totally. odd how they poped up like that when it was all mental.
he continued much as before, but 2 other me's appeared. I could feel, sense they were me. one was in the form of a western dragon and the other in a positive royal or imperial alpha draconian. The naga me continued to flick his tongue around my right ear and caress my chest while the western dragon nibbled lovingly & gently on my left neck and the alpha draconian me did something similar to my right neck. Don't recall all of this since it went pretty fast. the alpha draconian me then took my penis into his mouth briefly.
Then the scene changed. I heard the naga me hissing in happiness as he said he could feel I did accept my reptilian nature completely. Many who start to, at that stage resist, though I did not, which is a good sign. i said that if you are me you knew what would happen and he said yes. Though it was still fun to do it. We'll share much pleasure and fun in the future he said. Then that part ended and i was back only here. a few minutes later i felt a strong burst of soul level pleasure. No idea what that was about. and I felt more of my energy or something. Maybe more of me merging with myself sort of thing, becoming more of my true self, more of the whole me.
As I pause in typing this & thinking, I do feel more me, hard to describe.
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