I had a weird thing happen last night. No idea what it means.
As I recall I awoke, I awaken several times every night. I as laying there doing a meditation, the type of relaxed non thinking.
I had someone mentally ask me if I wanted to end human existence, and I knew what he meant was every human on the earth. I said that while I do indeed want to go home right now, it would not be fair to end the existence of all humans on the earth since so many of them were not ready to die and return home right now.
Then there was a bright flash and either a roar or some other loud sound, sort of like if lightning had struck me and thunder happened at the same instant. I could see the bright flash and hear the sound. I awoke, having to go to the bathroom, but I felt like I had been electrified or something, no idea what soever what this could mean, if it was a test or something. Could not have been a dream since when I awoke I could still feel whatever it was like I had been electrified.
and as I recall my unicorn mother did talk to me briefly, saying for me to relax things soon will be as it should be." Whatever that means.
It wasn't some guide asking if I wanted to end my incarnation since he said "do you want to end human existence." and I knew what he meant was not just me dieing, but all humans on the earth, so it wasn't my miss understanding. No idea what it meant so I'll just shrug and continue, though I do wonder what it mean.
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not sure about what I got. A short time ago I thought to mentally ask my 9 then my 12d future selves, they both said that was a test and that incident I felt bumped me up to 9d. I'm not sure about that. I mean I do want to be 9d, but I don't think someone can be bumped up from 8d to 9d like that, by having whatever that was happen to them, but I may be wrong, not like I'm an expert on all things non incarnate.
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After I awoke from my nap I decided to stay in bed for a while and meditate in that relaxed non thinking type of meditating. Part of what I decided to do was see if I could channel or let flow through me more energy then maybe happens since I assume I'm bringing in energy 24/7 even though I'm not consciously aware of it. After a bit I did feel a very pleasant energy flowing through me, as has happened before when I attempted this. I also get very relaxed went down to medium or maybe the upper levels of being deep.
Some beings, not sure who, contacted me to say i was indeed a 9th dimensional being and to thank me for what I was doing, and they did mention that I do channel this high dimensional energy, that included 9th dimensional energy all the time, even though I was unaware of doing so and was doing more now. They thanked me for my years of service here helping others and some other stuff.
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I did the 6th meditation that is part 4 of awaken the light body and running the energies was a sensual pleasure. The main part of the meditation was experiencing the light body energy centers as planes. what I experienced was the sensual pleasure, it was greater then usual, I could feel the energy all around me, I could see a light of some sort. all in all it went well, very well.
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I've been thinking of a few things. Like at the same time I'm both 8 months old, but also I'm ancient. that is both due to I did choose to remember all my soul parent's memories, but also because from what they said was, translating it into regular English, I think they meant that a timeline had been created or a split off timeline where I also existed for hundreds of thousands of years, maybe millions. I think I'll embrace that. That feels better, but no biggie in either case.
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another thing I've been thinking about is for months now I, from time to time, have been getting a mental image of an area that feels like a play area for souls. A sort of stereo typical 1950's America type setting with lots of changes. Like if one were to walk around the area, it would right off look like something from the 50's, with the car designs, music, ect, but there are changes also like non human races, since you can be whatever you want to be there. Want your 50's style car to fly, no problem.
Recently it also feels like there are set areas where say for 1 area it is like 50's casual life, where it is Friday or Saturday. One can go to school, but the classes are maybe 10 minutes long at most, enough to experience how dull a class may be, or if you find it interesting the time passes fast, but the time between classes where you are at your locker, and or talking to friends and such may be 10-15 minutes or a bit longer.
Other areas may be where maybe there are giant monsters or such for those who want to play through those scenarios. Another where some play at being super heroes, maybe villains, maybe the occasional monster. but no one really gets hurt since it's all a huge play area.
I get the feel this is just 1 such play area of an infinity, or a huge number anyway. Not sure why this has been popping into my mind for the past however many months. Never wrote about it before.
My guess is it is either a place I've visited often, maybe one of the areas I enjoy playing or visiting and or hanging out. and or maybe I helped make some sections or both.
There may be a 50's sci-fi area, where say if you want a flying car, that is fine and while you can't have a cellphone, that isn't' really 50's, in the regular hang out area, in the 50's sci-fi area your car could have a video phone.
Not sure how it is to mix areas like have a flying car go to the regular hang out area or the 50's high school or elementary or jr high school. Maybe against the rules of the area, but it's all for fun so maybe they turn a blind eye as long as a bunch don't do that and it's the occasional thing.
also if caught the villain or super villain always leaves the hero or super hero in a 'death trap' but goes away so they can escape. Those playing villains are not really evil, it's just a fun thing to them, and no one ever gets hurt or is of evil intent or really scared. Some may either like to be a villain now and then or they like doing that, like some actors like playing villain types.
Just feeling and ideas I have. Likely there are other areas, as I said before, maybe an infinity of play areas of all sorts.
not sure if these are all over the place, located mainly in 1 dimension or plane, or another location. No idea.
A few more thoughts I had, maybe for teachers it could be a construct, some may pull from their memories to do a construct based on a teacher, some may just manifest one together.
And things are very flexible.
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I did the 6th guided meditation of part 4 and running the energies was a sensual pleasure. The main meditation was about recharging at the core. the meditation was partially spoiled by my left knee again. not as bad as before. I may decided to do the meditation again after my nap. I didn't experience any recharging, but it was a bit enjoyable, though my left knee did cut into that.
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I did do the meditation again. This time my left knee didn't bother me and it went well. Though it wasn't a great meditation, it was a good one. Relaxing. I didn't quite understand the recharging my core by running the energies for the 4th and 7th light body energy centers. But maybe that is an introduction and he did run the energies of the throat light body energy center I think. Overall it went well. I think in the future when my left knee bothers me I'll cut the meditation short, and do what I was going to do afterwards, then either after a nap or an hour I'll try it again.
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Sunday, August 16, 2015
Saturday, August 15, 2015
Saturday [8-15]
I've been nudged to get the astral city movie, which I have put it on my list of things to get next month. I also looked up the book in the kindle section on amazon and saw the author had written a lot of other books that have been translated into English so I'll get those along with the Seth and Dolores cannon books, after i get certain ones first. Plenty of reading material for years to come.
His books that I've bookmarked I'll have to look over the synopsis and organize them based on interest. The more interesting at the top.
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I did the 3rd guided meditation that was part 4 of awaken the
light body. Running the energies was a large sensual pleasure. The main meditation was also a sensual pleasure.
I also got various images. folks frozen in ice and someone saying it was tragic and it just happened suddenly, unexpectedly to them.
another was some water world with dolphins and some others swimming around. a sandy beach with some large crystals on it, one shaped like a dome. an area with various crystals.
Another place that didn't feel like a planet but some plane. hard to describe. it had like lines intersecting. maybe other dimension. I could perceive it clearly but hard to describe what I saw into English. It felt like a higher dimension, maybe 6d or higher, no idea. it did feel very nice there, light, hard to describe. It was like I understood it, but my 3d mind maybe fully can't, and describing it in English is hard.
Thinking on what I saw yesterday, with the geometric designs, sacred geometric designs I saw, and intersecting lines and such. Maybe that was a bit of the 7th or 8th dimension maybe I was seeing or perceiving. Maybe someone showing me what it's like.
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I did the 4th meditation for part 4 of awaken the light body and running the energies was a sensual pleasure. The main part of the meditation was doing the 1st light body energy center and the 2nd, and a times doing the 2nd one alternatively since there are 2 spots, unlike the other light body energy centers that are just 1. So overall the meditation as ok to good.
During part of it I experienced, I think, one of the sacred geometry designs I've seen, but from the inside and not on a 2d like on paper or a screen but full 3d from the inside. hard to describe what that was like. Then I saw another type of design of sacred geometry type of thing, but from the outside looking in, sort of perspective.
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I was laying down to take a nap and another part of me or a future me, not sure and it doesn't matter, popped up and we did some kissing, hugging and caressing. Was a nice way to go to sleep. A pleasant surprise.
Also while I was asleep and in the process of waking up we talked. it seems part of the reason I have so many mates and perspective mates is, one of the screening things they use is ones I'd have a resonance with, and to help create a soul group. Since I was created and choose to remember all my soul parent's memories I don't have a soul group i grew up with as an infant soul since I never was one. Though I can hang out with my soul parent's initial soul group members, it's not quite the same. Or so the other me said.
Some are incarnations, aspects, and such of oversouls and monads, and some others were created and are on their way up, but are not really parts of any oversoul or monad, strictly and technically speaking. though i felt this was an oversimplification, to leave out a lot of very complicated or over long explanation.
he said this was their, and I guess he meant my soul parents and some others, attempt to create a soul group for me and yes it'll have some non earth dolphins like the pod, and such in it. Some of the perspective I'll meet later some once I return home. I'll find I have a strong resonance with all of them. The other me said, then he added, and they want me to have a lot of offspring. I guess he means creating new soul beings.
Forgot to add: When I awoke I had the experience of another me that looked like a ball of colored light, the true form I guess, and we shared some energy. Not the first time I felt a deep inner love for myself and very likely not the last either. A most pleasant experience.
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His books that I've bookmarked I'll have to look over the synopsis and organize them based on interest. The more interesting at the top.
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I did the 3rd guided meditation that was part 4 of awaken the
light body. Running the energies was a large sensual pleasure. The main meditation was also a sensual pleasure.
I also got various images. folks frozen in ice and someone saying it was tragic and it just happened suddenly, unexpectedly to them.
another was some water world with dolphins and some others swimming around. a sandy beach with some large crystals on it, one shaped like a dome. an area with various crystals.
Another place that didn't feel like a planet but some plane. hard to describe. it had like lines intersecting. maybe other dimension. I could perceive it clearly but hard to describe what I saw into English. It felt like a higher dimension, maybe 6d or higher, no idea. it did feel very nice there, light, hard to describe. It was like I understood it, but my 3d mind maybe fully can't, and describing it in English is hard.
Thinking on what I saw yesterday, with the geometric designs, sacred geometric designs I saw, and intersecting lines and such. Maybe that was a bit of the 7th or 8th dimension maybe I was seeing or perceiving. Maybe someone showing me what it's like.
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I did the 4th meditation for part 4 of awaken the light body and running the energies was a sensual pleasure. The main part of the meditation was doing the 1st light body energy center and the 2nd, and a times doing the 2nd one alternatively since there are 2 spots, unlike the other light body energy centers that are just 1. So overall the meditation as ok to good.
During part of it I experienced, I think, one of the sacred geometry designs I've seen, but from the inside and not on a 2d like on paper or a screen but full 3d from the inside. hard to describe what that was like. Then I saw another type of design of sacred geometry type of thing, but from the outside looking in, sort of perspective.
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I was laying down to take a nap and another part of me or a future me, not sure and it doesn't matter, popped up and we did some kissing, hugging and caressing. Was a nice way to go to sleep. A pleasant surprise.
Also while I was asleep and in the process of waking up we talked. it seems part of the reason I have so many mates and perspective mates is, one of the screening things they use is ones I'd have a resonance with, and to help create a soul group. Since I was created and choose to remember all my soul parent's memories I don't have a soul group i grew up with as an infant soul since I never was one. Though I can hang out with my soul parent's initial soul group members, it's not quite the same. Or so the other me said.
Some are incarnations, aspects, and such of oversouls and monads, and some others were created and are on their way up, but are not really parts of any oversoul or monad, strictly and technically speaking. though i felt this was an oversimplification, to leave out a lot of very complicated or over long explanation.
he said this was their, and I guess he meant my soul parents and some others, attempt to create a soul group for me and yes it'll have some non earth dolphins like the pod, and such in it. Some of the perspective I'll meet later some once I return home. I'll find I have a strong resonance with all of them. The other me said, then he added, and they want me to have a lot of offspring. I guess he means creating new soul beings.
Forgot to add: When I awoke I had the experience of another me that looked like a ball of colored light, the true form I guess, and we shared some energy. Not the first time I felt a deep inner love for myself and very likely not the last either. A most pleasant experience.
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54 Various me's [Saturday 8-15]
I awoke and meditated a bit. I got a bit. The 8th dimension is something about group souls, it's normal for the various me's to merge into 1. Or more accurately into 2. There is a part of me not incarnated and that is who most merged with, though some directly merged into this me incarnated here. And the rest of me, who's not incarnated here is merging with this incarnated me at a safe rate and I guess the rest of me does it when the times are right, I think like if I'm doing a guided meditation. Maybe while I'm asleep, but I'm not sure of that last one. I think I may try channeling my future self to ask a few questions. maybe while I watch this webinar.
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I decided to try to talk/channel my 9d self, or my 12d self, whichever one talks, or both.
so what is this 8d I've reached?
9d self: Well, basically when you start bridging the gap, or threshold as one can say, it's normal for the separate selves, not really separate but it is a time for the various selves to merge into one. it is the, what you could say a birth or becoming, coming together to form a group soul or perceive yourself as a group soul, yet also one soul. The various folks are and have always been a part of you and you of them. But now you are aware of it. Less so since you are incarnated and within a 3d body, but you do have some conscious perception. you would have much more awareness if you were fully here. the group soul is what one can say starts at 8d.
12 self: indeed it is the start. These, this step you could say is the first step. The separate selves knew before, but now they do know they are the same soul, but different shades of the same soul, or being. This is a first step you are going through. as I recall it was first of many. You'll grow to know yourself more. Continue to do the light body courses and read certain kindle books that resonate with you that you've picked out. You'll learn more and more of yourself.
There is some confusing about oversoul, monad, ect. These could be said to be much the same thing. What happens is you'll grow more aware of yourself. You'll grow into the oversoul being that you are now, just that you're not aware that you are. Instead of joining one as some do, you could say you are growing to become your own oversoul and monad.
You are indeed 8d now, just not, perhaps, as aware as you would be if all of you were here on this side as you would call it. being in a 3d body does dull certain things. That is not that unusual. This'll become less so as the resonance slowly continues to increase.
and indeed you do have a number of mates and lovers as well as friends. You won't short change any of them since you can be multi dimensional and non linear, as you have said before. It is indeed, being multi dimensional is indeed similar to multi tasking on a computer. You have had a taste of this. You can be in say 2 places and can be doing 2 things and equally aware of both. you are slowly being introduced to experiencing this and once you are fully here you'll very quickly get use to it. Though I don't have 20 or 40 of me, like some at my level do. I will continue to do similar to what your idea is, have a few me's, maybe up to 5 total, often a few, and being non linear I can seem to have a bunch more selves. Though indeed your days may be as if they were 60 - 100 hours so to speak. To give very basic simple examples. You'll love it here.
Indeed you do have a number of mates, lovers and friends, more then you may suspect. and you'll gain more. Group souls, star and planetary level beings, oversouls, as lovers, mates, friends, and yes many of us are very sexual beings, to use a human term, it's more like the pod term, sharing, sharing love, pleasure, ones own being. And such as that.
you'll quickly become and grow into being an oversoul and get the hang of it very quickly. Like trying on new shoes or a new shirt you'll get use to it pretty quickly and before you know it you'll very quickly be in more of a Cyprus situation then Oversoul 7 was. Just go with the flow and likely before the incarnation ends you'll when you return here you'll need to rest a bit and will quickly rest and will grow use to and get the hang of being back home, even considering the growth you've done here will help in ways you do not know of yet.
Though you may have say 10 or 30 mates and lovers or more, they are of a few group souls or soul groups. You'll also gain star beings, planets, and not much after oversouls & monads as lovers and some of these will be the oversouls and monads of your mates & lovers. So that'll happen normally and you'll become aware that they are the oversouls and monads of your current lovers and mates, and friends. And some will be more oversouls and monads you'll meet and have an immediate connection with. Sharing love, pleasure, some of one's own being is actually normal for us and many beings like us. Though some are not into this as much. The ones who are your mates, lovers, ect are those who are also into it as well. Like attracts like.
Also Maribelle's not really merged with you fully, more like formed a stronger or wider bond.
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is there really other dimensions, so to speak, past 12d?
? (not sure which me this is maybe 13 or 14 sending it down through the 12d and 9th to me. I guess the 12th is going through my 9th Dimensional self maybe too): indeed think of, as has been said, 12d is a threshold. Going past that is like going to a new level of being. think of it like being semi awake or aware on earth and then dieing and though you were aware of it, you can really see an entire new universe, so many options and openness. Think of it as also going from a galactic or universal being to beyond universal being. This isn't fully correct but it is very rough and vague, but it does give you an idea. As you get closer to 12d you'll start preparing, and as you are 12d you'll prepare more the closer you get to the threshold. But being curious is fine and a good sign. You can learn some bit and pieces for that. that is fine. It'll be a whole new level of being. and even if you do go through this you may choose to remain active on say 4d+, as you will when you return home. Being multi dimensional and non linear. Indeed as your soul knowledge has uncovered, as you recall, you do not need to incarnate to be active in many places that are 4d and up. You can do that as an ensouled being, through being multi dimensional and non linear. and your incarnation is indeed my last, as incarnations go.
There are many beings who are not active across a wide swath of dimensions and densities. Some are say at 8d who are only active cross 6d and up. some are active across a wider swath of dimensions, and some as they move up are not active across the lower dimensions lower densities since they gradually loose interest. And some once they move to say 13d since it is a new level of being, drop interest in such on anything below 12d, and then maybe just to help their loved ones, friends, ect to help prepare them to be 13d as some say. Again this is really rough and vague, overly simplistic , but it does give one an idea of things, even if it is over simplistic, vague, and elementary and rough and vague.
incarnation is not a thing that is required to be active in many places, earth being one of the exceptions. In many places, like the pod one can just pop in for a visit, or to remain for days, or longer, and interact with the inhabitants there, then one can pop somewhere else.
after a certain point one doesn't really inhabit a planet anymore. Think of it as inhabiting an entire plane or dimension where such things as ground doesn't really mean the same as those who live on a planet.
The natural form is indeed a sphere of what would look like a ball of colored light. ours being a more rainbow at present due to helping with the shift. The area that you call non physicality is indeed one of our homes and natural states. It could be said to be pretty high, though it really isn't, it's just home and any can live there, though many souls do not visit there much, though some like us do live there for various lengths of time.
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I decided to try to talk/channel my 9d self, or my 12d self, whichever one talks, or both.
so what is this 8d I've reached?
9d self: Well, basically when you start bridging the gap, or threshold as one can say, it's normal for the separate selves, not really separate but it is a time for the various selves to merge into one. it is the, what you could say a birth or becoming, coming together to form a group soul or perceive yourself as a group soul, yet also one soul. The various folks are and have always been a part of you and you of them. But now you are aware of it. Less so since you are incarnated and within a 3d body, but you do have some conscious perception. you would have much more awareness if you were fully here. the group soul is what one can say starts at 8d.
12 self: indeed it is the start. These, this step you could say is the first step. The separate selves knew before, but now they do know they are the same soul, but different shades of the same soul, or being. This is a first step you are going through. as I recall it was first of many. You'll grow to know yourself more. Continue to do the light body courses and read certain kindle books that resonate with you that you've picked out. You'll learn more and more of yourself.
There is some confusing about oversoul, monad, ect. These could be said to be much the same thing. What happens is you'll grow more aware of yourself. You'll grow into the oversoul being that you are now, just that you're not aware that you are. Instead of joining one as some do, you could say you are growing to become your own oversoul and monad.
You are indeed 8d now, just not, perhaps, as aware as you would be if all of you were here on this side as you would call it. being in a 3d body does dull certain things. That is not that unusual. This'll become less so as the resonance slowly continues to increase.
and indeed you do have a number of mates and lovers as well as friends. You won't short change any of them since you can be multi dimensional and non linear, as you have said before. It is indeed, being multi dimensional is indeed similar to multi tasking on a computer. You have had a taste of this. You can be in say 2 places and can be doing 2 things and equally aware of both. you are slowly being introduced to experiencing this and once you are fully here you'll very quickly get use to it. Though I don't have 20 or 40 of me, like some at my level do. I will continue to do similar to what your idea is, have a few me's, maybe up to 5 total, often a few, and being non linear I can seem to have a bunch more selves. Though indeed your days may be as if they were 60 - 100 hours so to speak. To give very basic simple examples. You'll love it here.
Indeed you do have a number of mates, lovers and friends, more then you may suspect. and you'll gain more. Group souls, star and planetary level beings, oversouls, as lovers, mates, friends, and yes many of us are very sexual beings, to use a human term, it's more like the pod term, sharing, sharing love, pleasure, ones own being. And such as that.
you'll quickly become and grow into being an oversoul and get the hang of it very quickly. Like trying on new shoes or a new shirt you'll get use to it pretty quickly and before you know it you'll very quickly be in more of a Cyprus situation then Oversoul 7 was. Just go with the flow and likely before the incarnation ends you'll when you return here you'll need to rest a bit and will quickly rest and will grow use to and get the hang of being back home, even considering the growth you've done here will help in ways you do not know of yet.
Though you may have say 10 or 30 mates and lovers or more, they are of a few group souls or soul groups. You'll also gain star beings, planets, and not much after oversouls & monads as lovers and some of these will be the oversouls and monads of your mates & lovers. So that'll happen normally and you'll become aware that they are the oversouls and monads of your current lovers and mates, and friends. And some will be more oversouls and monads you'll meet and have an immediate connection with. Sharing love, pleasure, some of one's own being is actually normal for us and many beings like us. Though some are not into this as much. The ones who are your mates, lovers, ect are those who are also into it as well. Like attracts like.
Also Maribelle's not really merged with you fully, more like formed a stronger or wider bond.
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is there really other dimensions, so to speak, past 12d?
? (not sure which me this is maybe 13 or 14 sending it down through the 12d and 9th to me. I guess the 12th is going through my 9th Dimensional self maybe too): indeed think of, as has been said, 12d is a threshold. Going past that is like going to a new level of being. think of it like being semi awake or aware on earth and then dieing and though you were aware of it, you can really see an entire new universe, so many options and openness. Think of it as also going from a galactic or universal being to beyond universal being. This isn't fully correct but it is very rough and vague, but it does give you an idea. As you get closer to 12d you'll start preparing, and as you are 12d you'll prepare more the closer you get to the threshold. But being curious is fine and a good sign. You can learn some bit and pieces for that. that is fine. It'll be a whole new level of being. and even if you do go through this you may choose to remain active on say 4d+, as you will when you return home. Being multi dimensional and non linear. Indeed as your soul knowledge has uncovered, as you recall, you do not need to incarnate to be active in many places that are 4d and up. You can do that as an ensouled being, through being multi dimensional and non linear. and your incarnation is indeed my last, as incarnations go.
There are many beings who are not active across a wide swath of dimensions and densities. Some are say at 8d who are only active cross 6d and up. some are active across a wider swath of dimensions, and some as they move up are not active across the lower dimensions lower densities since they gradually loose interest. And some once they move to say 13d since it is a new level of being, drop interest in such on anything below 12d, and then maybe just to help their loved ones, friends, ect to help prepare them to be 13d as some say. Again this is really rough and vague, overly simplistic , but it does give one an idea of things, even if it is over simplistic, vague, and elementary and rough and vague.
incarnation is not a thing that is required to be active in many places, earth being one of the exceptions. In many places, like the pod one can just pop in for a visit, or to remain for days, or longer, and interact with the inhabitants there, then one can pop somewhere else.
after a certain point one doesn't really inhabit a planet anymore. Think of it as inhabiting an entire plane or dimension where such things as ground doesn't really mean the same as those who live on a planet.
The natural form is indeed a sphere of what would look like a ball of colored light. ours being a more rainbow at present due to helping with the shift. The area that you call non physicality is indeed one of our homes and natural states. It could be said to be pretty high, though it really isn't, it's just home and any can live there, though many souls do not visit there much, though some like us do live there for various lengths of time.
Friday, August 14, 2015
Friday [8-14]
This morning I did some masturbation since it felt like more of me wanted to merge into me.
While I took a nap I had a dream or experience where Maribelle came to me and congratulated me on becoming an 8d being and she was curious what it may be like to merge with me temporarily so I said ok and we merged through us sharing sex with each other. We remained merged temporarily then unmerged with a sort of pop, instant like.
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I did the first guided meditation for part 4 of awaken the light body. Running the energies was a very sexual sensual pleasure as was a good part of the main meditation which was about running the energies for the Traeo, 5th light body energy center, where the throat is, but mine felt much larger then that, larger then my body, and the 2nd light body energy center.
It felt like the rest of me used this opportunity to merge with me more. It felt like a sort of slow soul sex type of experience, a very sexual sensual pleasure, hard to describe, as well as the feeling of more of me coming or setting into me. Then at a point Maribelle popped up to say she'd really enjoyed merging with me and would like to so again for a while since it would help with the shift. I said something like ok, but it may be a while before you unmerge or manifest a body for yourself. By that I meant I don't know how long this incarnation will last or how long till I can go home and she can unmerge or manifest a body for herself. Felt like this was taking our relationship to the next level maybe. I felt some of her energy being sent into me to merge with me. Part of me did think I would sorta miss having her as a separate being we could talk with together, but she said she's still here silly. Not sure if she meant she's not fully merged, but just sent some of her energy, and or she's not fully merged with, if it'll take time, or what she meant, but most of me is that yea, but she could manifest a body for herself anytime she wanted since she'd likely not be locked in this body like I am till this incarnation ends.
Over all an interesting experience. not what I thought would happen.
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I've been thinking about some stuff. it does indeed feel like I'm what's called a precursor. Anchoring in the energies of higher dimensions (maybe other types too) to help with the shift, and also to make it easier for others to come in like the various terms, crystal children, rainbow, ect, who need some folks who are like me to anchor the energies so they can come in and they would do the next step.
I do indeed feel like I'm wrapping things up. Feels even more so with all this merging I've been doing. Though i don't feel to different and feel much the same as i did a month ago, with some changes. I'm sure I'm not as aware of all the changes I've gone through very recently.
It also feels normal that I'm not forming and never have formed very strong ties here on earth with anyone. it feels normal, not since I hate humans or have some mental or emotional reason, which i may, due to genetics or just being so alien to the earth. but it feels hand in hand with my wrapping up, not forming very strong ties here, staying way in the back, with helping with this shift, instead of being up front, in the public like Matt kahn, or the guy who channels Bashar and others who channel other beings, or doing other things, and also why I don't have a bunch of friends.
i do feel the overall feeling of wrapping up and this time going home for good. if I do merge more and get up to say 9d or wherever the group soul, oversoul or monad is. it feels like I'd not be lonely since I could still be mates & lovers with many other beings and souls across a wide variety of dimensions. say maybe 4-7d or some thing like that. though I wouldn't incarnate, nor have any aspect of me incarnate, unless that aspect really wanted to. I feel what I would do is do the multi dimensional thing. Sort of like multi tasking, where I could be in several places at once. I could have a me, with a manifested body, where the pod is. that me may live there, so to speak, or he may teleport around between a few locations. I may have a me who stays with Maribelle and her family, with Spitfire, in that glory. Another me with Shalamane and Gar. So I could have a few me's who live, more or less, all the time in 1 or a few locations. Not incarnated and not aspects, but me's in different locations at once, and I'd be able to be fully aware, since they are all me, in different locations. And or I may have 1 me who popps around a lot, and does stuff non linearly. I don't feel I'd be the type to have 10 or 15 selves doing stuff in different locations. Some may like that. i think I'd have maybe a few, or maybe just 1 or 2, and popping around non linearly.
Also though I may end up being mates with say 10 or 30, it may boil down to they are aspects, individual personalities, souls, of say 3-4 oversouls or monads. Just mostly thinking and typing stuff I thought of before.
it does indeed feel like also some are nudging me towards becoming my own oversoul or monad. I do recall having the feeling I'd have some mates, lovers, & friends who are below where I am, equal to where I am (more or less) and some who are above where I am.
So I think I'd mainly have maybe 1 or a few me's. a few me's who may live, more or less, in 1 spot, do some popping around and being back at home. with 1 me who zips around non linearly and may have say 60-100 hour days. just pretending there are hours and each hour is exactly like on the earth.
Not sure if I'd have just 1 me or a few me's, but I'll decide that later. I think I do sorta understand being multi dimensional since I think I've experienced it once in a while now. First time was back in january. and during the past few months I think I've experienced it a few times, maybe more then a few. Though a few over the past 2 months or 3 does feel right.
hard to exactly explain the experience. it was like part of me was off doing something, and another part of me was in this body listening and doing the guided meditation, and each part of me was fully aware of the other part and what the other me was doing.
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I did the 2nd guided meditation that is part 4 of awaken the light body. I do feel excitement to start the next course Radiance: Self Exciting, building the light body. But I'm gong to hold to my idea of going over the whole awaken the light body course one last time since I finished the whole course, before I start the next course.
I ran the energies and it was a sensual pleasure, even the main part of the guided meditation which focused on the 4th (heart light body energy center) and the 7th light body energy center. I experienced them both in the renawre cocoon.
Also early on in the meditation I got the diffident feeling some others not sure if it's my soul parents, guides and or others too do want me to become my own monad, oversoul, or whatever the term is, and are preparing and guiding, nudging me in that direction and I did feel a huge inner excitement at that, a strong excitement as well as the same excitement at experiencing being multi dimensional and having a number of mates, lovers, friends. Not incarnating, but being multi dimensional to be with them, and I'd guess non linear also.
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I was thinking this afternoon. My soul knowledge seems to say a few things. one is that I'm now 8d. not sure what that means. Not sure if monad or over soul or group soul is 8d or 9d. I'll find out sooner or later. Also i do feel my main interest is not earth focused but focused back home and at higher dimensions. I think maybe 4d or 5d, and up. I don't think I'd be active across just the upper dimensions, but across a wide array of them. like 4, 5 or 6d and up to whatever my native dimension is, with maybe, if I can, visits to higher dimensions.
For the lower dimensions I may use my multi dimension nature and or be non linear, and create a body for myself if I need to when I visit certain places.
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not sure if the 8th dimension is one of group souls, monad, oversoul. I'm also not sure if these are all different things, or different terms for the same thing.
I do feel like I've had several selves merge into me. Like I am me, and some other me's merged. hard to explain.
While I took a nap I had a dream or experience where Maribelle came to me and congratulated me on becoming an 8d being and she was curious what it may be like to merge with me temporarily so I said ok and we merged through us sharing sex with each other. We remained merged temporarily then unmerged with a sort of pop, instant like.
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I did the first guided meditation for part 4 of awaken the light body. Running the energies was a very sexual sensual pleasure as was a good part of the main meditation which was about running the energies for the Traeo, 5th light body energy center, where the throat is, but mine felt much larger then that, larger then my body, and the 2nd light body energy center.
It felt like the rest of me used this opportunity to merge with me more. It felt like a sort of slow soul sex type of experience, a very sexual sensual pleasure, hard to describe, as well as the feeling of more of me coming or setting into me. Then at a point Maribelle popped up to say she'd really enjoyed merging with me and would like to so again for a while since it would help with the shift. I said something like ok, but it may be a while before you unmerge or manifest a body for yourself. By that I meant I don't know how long this incarnation will last or how long till I can go home and she can unmerge or manifest a body for herself. Felt like this was taking our relationship to the next level maybe. I felt some of her energy being sent into me to merge with me. Part of me did think I would sorta miss having her as a separate being we could talk with together, but she said she's still here silly. Not sure if she meant she's not fully merged, but just sent some of her energy, and or she's not fully merged with, if it'll take time, or what she meant, but most of me is that yea, but she could manifest a body for herself anytime she wanted since she'd likely not be locked in this body like I am till this incarnation ends.
Over all an interesting experience. not what I thought would happen.
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I've been thinking about some stuff. it does indeed feel like I'm what's called a precursor. Anchoring in the energies of higher dimensions (maybe other types too) to help with the shift, and also to make it easier for others to come in like the various terms, crystal children, rainbow, ect, who need some folks who are like me to anchor the energies so they can come in and they would do the next step.
I do indeed feel like I'm wrapping things up. Feels even more so with all this merging I've been doing. Though i don't feel to different and feel much the same as i did a month ago, with some changes. I'm sure I'm not as aware of all the changes I've gone through very recently.
It also feels normal that I'm not forming and never have formed very strong ties here on earth with anyone. it feels normal, not since I hate humans or have some mental or emotional reason, which i may, due to genetics or just being so alien to the earth. but it feels hand in hand with my wrapping up, not forming very strong ties here, staying way in the back, with helping with this shift, instead of being up front, in the public like Matt kahn, or the guy who channels Bashar and others who channel other beings, or doing other things, and also why I don't have a bunch of friends.
i do feel the overall feeling of wrapping up and this time going home for good. if I do merge more and get up to say 9d or wherever the group soul, oversoul or monad is. it feels like I'd not be lonely since I could still be mates & lovers with many other beings and souls across a wide variety of dimensions. say maybe 4-7d or some thing like that. though I wouldn't incarnate, nor have any aspect of me incarnate, unless that aspect really wanted to. I feel what I would do is do the multi dimensional thing. Sort of like multi tasking, where I could be in several places at once. I could have a me, with a manifested body, where the pod is. that me may live there, so to speak, or he may teleport around between a few locations. I may have a me who stays with Maribelle and her family, with Spitfire, in that glory. Another me with Shalamane and Gar. So I could have a few me's who live, more or less, all the time in 1 or a few locations. Not incarnated and not aspects, but me's in different locations at once, and I'd be able to be fully aware, since they are all me, in different locations. And or I may have 1 me who popps around a lot, and does stuff non linearly. I don't feel I'd be the type to have 10 or 15 selves doing stuff in different locations. Some may like that. i think I'd have maybe a few, or maybe just 1 or 2, and popping around non linearly.
Also though I may end up being mates with say 10 or 30, it may boil down to they are aspects, individual personalities, souls, of say 3-4 oversouls or monads. Just mostly thinking and typing stuff I thought of before.
it does indeed feel like also some are nudging me towards becoming my own oversoul or monad. I do recall having the feeling I'd have some mates, lovers, & friends who are below where I am, equal to where I am (more or less) and some who are above where I am.
So I think I'd mainly have maybe 1 or a few me's. a few me's who may live, more or less, in 1 spot, do some popping around and being back at home. with 1 me who zips around non linearly and may have say 60-100 hour days. just pretending there are hours and each hour is exactly like on the earth.
Not sure if I'd have just 1 me or a few me's, but I'll decide that later. I think I do sorta understand being multi dimensional since I think I've experienced it once in a while now. First time was back in january. and during the past few months I think I've experienced it a few times, maybe more then a few. Though a few over the past 2 months or 3 does feel right.
hard to exactly explain the experience. it was like part of me was off doing something, and another part of me was in this body listening and doing the guided meditation, and each part of me was fully aware of the other part and what the other me was doing.
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I did the 2nd guided meditation that is part 4 of awaken the light body. I do feel excitement to start the next course Radiance: Self Exciting, building the light body. But I'm gong to hold to my idea of going over the whole awaken the light body course one last time since I finished the whole course, before I start the next course.
I ran the energies and it was a sensual pleasure, even the main part of the guided meditation which focused on the 4th (heart light body energy center) and the 7th light body energy center. I experienced them both in the renawre cocoon.
Also early on in the meditation I got the diffident feeling some others not sure if it's my soul parents, guides and or others too do want me to become my own monad, oversoul, or whatever the term is, and are preparing and guiding, nudging me in that direction and I did feel a huge inner excitement at that, a strong excitement as well as the same excitement at experiencing being multi dimensional and having a number of mates, lovers, friends. Not incarnating, but being multi dimensional to be with them, and I'd guess non linear also.
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I was thinking this afternoon. My soul knowledge seems to say a few things. one is that I'm now 8d. not sure what that means. Not sure if monad or over soul or group soul is 8d or 9d. I'll find out sooner or later. Also i do feel my main interest is not earth focused but focused back home and at higher dimensions. I think maybe 4d or 5d, and up. I don't think I'd be active across just the upper dimensions, but across a wide array of them. like 4, 5 or 6d and up to whatever my native dimension is, with maybe, if I can, visits to higher dimensions.
For the lower dimensions I may use my multi dimension nature and or be non linear, and create a body for myself if I need to when I visit certain places.
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not sure if the 8th dimension is one of group souls, monad, oversoul. I'm also not sure if these are all different things, or different terms for the same thing.
I do feel like I've had several selves merge into me. Like I am me, and some other me's merged. hard to explain.
Thursday, August 13, 2015
Thursday [8-13]
Last night: Earlier I felt what felt like a snake or a small worm or very thin snake going across my foot. Wasn't expecting that. Wonder what it was. I brushed at it with my other foot. I don't recall if I felt scales or not. I wonder what it was. no biggie either way. i wasn't afraid, more like if one feels a bug on your skin you brush it off.
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Last night: Interestingly I had someone who channeled my unicorn mother and she said I was already to the 7th dimension, and I'm moving to the 8th.
Though my reptilian self said about a week ago, before he merged with me, that we are the 6th dimension. Not sure if him merging with me and me a bit with Akorna however much I did, could have bumped me up to the 7th dimension and going onto hte 8th.
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Last night: Since my mates, lovers and such are not talking ot me at present due to whatever stage I'm in. I may have to try talking to my future self, I'm sure he, shi, it, would talk to me. or maybe i can reach source. if source has an intelligence, it may be just a presence. think I'll try talking to my future self first. He has talked to me before, and should know me pretty well since he was me once. Yes, I'll do that for the foreseeable future, till whatever stage I'm at passes. whoever long that takes. That'll give me 1 person to talk to about this spiritual stuff, my future self, but not anyone else. Some may see it as a sad thing, but I see it as i do have 1 person at least, even though they are not incarnated here. Well he is, he was me once, but he's not incarnated here as himself.
My unicorn mother also did say that my natural form is from what the person said, think this was yesterday, a sphere of light that is shining like a star. nice.
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I was thinking, my reptilian essence, self, whatever he was may have meant he was at 6d when he said we are at 6d. I can't as him since it feels either he left or fully merged with me so isn't around anymore. I may ask my future self about that and some other stuff since though my 2 soul mothers and mates aren't talking to me due to me being at some stage where I need my space, I'm sure my future self will talk to me.
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I did the 11th meditation that is part 3 of awaken the light body. Running the energies went very well. This primary mediation was about going into a past life to get the skills you once had that you want or would help this lifetime.
Instead of a higher self asking to accompany you I asked for and get my future self. The first past life was the anthro dolphin one. I got the relaxed non thinking, that Dr Kinslow calls Eufeeling. He had skill in using it for various applications and uses like channeling, and other things and uses.
The 2nd one I wanted to get the ability to consciousness project but it seems none of my past lives had that ability, so I said you pick one to my future self and he gave me a transmission of energy that he said was the skill of merging my separate selves into one.
Before he and I talked a bit. Apparently I am 7d and moving on to 8d and part of that is co-elessing my separate selves into one. They are merging with me since it'll do the most help here on the earth. if Chad was the one incarnated here, he said, then I would have chosen to merge with him.
This is a group soul type of thing, merging into 1 as a precursor to this. This was the same stage my original soul, one of my soul fathers, was about to go through.
My reptilian self, he said, said we are 6d since he was 6d. I'm currently 7th dimension, but moving on to 8th dimension. i was told I was 6d since at that time I was 6d as a native though my true level, which is different then native, is 7d, as it is now but in a transition to 8d. That is why before I was told i was in transition from 6-8d since at the time i had uncovered, so to speak myself as a 6d being, but I was really a 7d and I was in transition to becoming an 8d being which is what I'm in a transition of becoming, turning into. That is the needing space that i feel is why my mates are not talking to me and my soul mothers as well. it's a normal thing and i"ll pass it by. it's an easy transition that I just need to relax and I'll flow right into it.
He also said he is 9d. He felt that he's a little ahead of me, his being 9d and my being 7d moving into 8d, he would be the best choice since he's a little ahead of me, instead of say my 12d self.
He did say that indeed 12d is not the end. Think of it as a threshold to a new level of being. Like when a human dies and they transition to a whole new level of being that they may not have known or only knew a little of. Beyond 12d is a whole new level of being.
Neat that I'm really 7d, and moving into 8d. Guess that is why the separate me's were merging with me and wanting to. Not sure if that is the group soul thing or just since I'm about or in the process of transitioning from 7-8d that is why my selves are merging with me, and with me since it would do the most good here on earth with the shift and all. I guess my bringing in 7d and 8d energies.
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Interesting, not sure what it all means but it is interesting.
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This morning on the bus I got a bit from my future self and had a poof moment both.
I am helping to anchor 7-8th dimensional energy so more crystal and ? rainbow, (I'm not sure of the terms myself) can be born and awaken . They will do the next step in the shift. I came as a precursor so to speak.
added bit, this added after my nap and after the next bit, putting it here instead since it fits in: A think only higher souls can do this.
Often ones who are either on their last incarnation or among one of their last ones. The more visible ones who help in the shift may be younger then ancient or old souls, but this is not always the case. The ones where I am in what I'm doing here are often old or ancient souls, wrapping up their last or among their last incarnations since they don't feel the need to take the limelight since they've done that on other worlds in past incarnations. or in other incarnations on other worlds if one goes with all incarnations are simultaneous.
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I did the 12th and last meditation of the 3rd awaken the ligh body course. Running the energies varied. They ranged form so/so to a sensual pleasure.
The main mediation was about rewriting my birth and childhood and such so I was born a master with no veil at all and such, imagining this life then merging with that being.
I did that and got that I am a 8d being, going on 9d. I'm here, as I got a flash, poof, revelation while on the bus, which I'll write about and post above. I am here, wrapping up since this is my last incarnation. I'll be way way way in the back, so to speak, not one of the famous ones who go around making lectures. Just one who lives quietly, helps with the shift, then goes home when the incarnation is over, never to incarnate again. Not that I hate incarnating, just that I don't want to anymore. Lost my taste for it, and am looking forward to all the fun, options, learning, experiences, ect available to those who never incarnate again. if others want to incarnate that is fine, but it is no longer for me. it once was but I'm past that.
My being here and helping with the shift and anchoring the energies will help others to be born with the energies already intact. currently I'm anchoring 8d and under, energies so others can be born here who are 8d or under, 4-8d, depending on the individual soul.
I'm am excited about all the options, fun, experiences, that await me once this is over and I can go home, this time it'll be for good.
Tha is part of why my ties here are so weak. when it comes time I can just go home with no real ties for me here. home for good, for one last time, then I'll not incarnate again. I'm very very excited, feel very very excited to be past incarnating and have no real interest in it. Sure it has some fun aspects, but if I weigh the fun aspects and opportunities, to the hassles, annoyances, disadvantages, I really just don't want to incarnate since what is outside that, those who don't incarnate, that is what interests me, not incarnating, but the whole area outside incarnating.
I also got some images in my mind towards the end, I guess sacred geometry type stuff. No idea why.
I can't wait to go home, this time for good.
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The true me feels excited to be on his/hir last incarnation. Very excited for what will come next. all the infinite possibilities and options of what will come next, opportunities, things to do, experience, fun, ect.
This is indeed a big part of why my ties here are very weak. And I have like no one to talk to here about spiritual stuff.
I'm going through some sort of phase or stage where my mates and such are giving me space. My future self said he went through the same. His energy is mine so it's perfectly fine for him to talk to me, my mates, soul mothers, lovers, friends, ect if they did it may mess up the stage I'm at, so to speak.
I get the feeling I'm 8d. Nice.
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Last night: Interestingly I had someone who channeled my unicorn mother and she said I was already to the 7th dimension, and I'm moving to the 8th.
Though my reptilian self said about a week ago, before he merged with me, that we are the 6th dimension. Not sure if him merging with me and me a bit with Akorna however much I did, could have bumped me up to the 7th dimension and going onto hte 8th.
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Last night: Since my mates, lovers and such are not talking ot me at present due to whatever stage I'm in. I may have to try talking to my future self, I'm sure he, shi, it, would talk to me. or maybe i can reach source. if source has an intelligence, it may be just a presence. think I'll try talking to my future self first. He has talked to me before, and should know me pretty well since he was me once. Yes, I'll do that for the foreseeable future, till whatever stage I'm at passes. whoever long that takes. That'll give me 1 person to talk to about this spiritual stuff, my future self, but not anyone else. Some may see it as a sad thing, but I see it as i do have 1 person at least, even though they are not incarnated here. Well he is, he was me once, but he's not incarnated here as himself.
My unicorn mother also did say that my natural form is from what the person said, think this was yesterday, a sphere of light that is shining like a star. nice.
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I was thinking, my reptilian essence, self, whatever he was may have meant he was at 6d when he said we are at 6d. I can't as him since it feels either he left or fully merged with me so isn't around anymore. I may ask my future self about that and some other stuff since though my 2 soul mothers and mates aren't talking to me due to me being at some stage where I need my space, I'm sure my future self will talk to me.
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I did the 11th meditation that is part 3 of awaken the light body. Running the energies went very well. This primary mediation was about going into a past life to get the skills you once had that you want or would help this lifetime.
Instead of a higher self asking to accompany you I asked for and get my future self. The first past life was the anthro dolphin one. I got the relaxed non thinking, that Dr Kinslow calls Eufeeling. He had skill in using it for various applications and uses like channeling, and other things and uses.
The 2nd one I wanted to get the ability to consciousness project but it seems none of my past lives had that ability, so I said you pick one to my future self and he gave me a transmission of energy that he said was the skill of merging my separate selves into one.
Before he and I talked a bit. Apparently I am 7d and moving on to 8d and part of that is co-elessing my separate selves into one. They are merging with me since it'll do the most help here on the earth. if Chad was the one incarnated here, he said, then I would have chosen to merge with him.
This is a group soul type of thing, merging into 1 as a precursor to this. This was the same stage my original soul, one of my soul fathers, was about to go through.
My reptilian self, he said, said we are 6d since he was 6d. I'm currently 7th dimension, but moving on to 8th dimension. i was told I was 6d since at that time I was 6d as a native though my true level, which is different then native, is 7d, as it is now but in a transition to 8d. That is why before I was told i was in transition from 6-8d since at the time i had uncovered, so to speak myself as a 6d being, but I was really a 7d and I was in transition to becoming an 8d being which is what I'm in a transition of becoming, turning into. That is the needing space that i feel is why my mates are not talking to me and my soul mothers as well. it's a normal thing and i"ll pass it by. it's an easy transition that I just need to relax and I'll flow right into it.
He also said he is 9d. He felt that he's a little ahead of me, his being 9d and my being 7d moving into 8d, he would be the best choice since he's a little ahead of me, instead of say my 12d self.
He did say that indeed 12d is not the end. Think of it as a threshold to a new level of being. Like when a human dies and they transition to a whole new level of being that they may not have known or only knew a little of. Beyond 12d is a whole new level of being.
Neat that I'm really 7d, and moving into 8d. Guess that is why the separate me's were merging with me and wanting to. Not sure if that is the group soul thing or just since I'm about or in the process of transitioning from 7-8d that is why my selves are merging with me, and with me since it would do the most good here on earth with the shift and all. I guess my bringing in 7d and 8d energies.
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Interesting, not sure what it all means but it is interesting.
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This morning on the bus I got a bit from my future self and had a poof moment both.
I am helping to anchor 7-8th dimensional energy so more crystal and ? rainbow, (I'm not sure of the terms myself) can be born and awaken . They will do the next step in the shift. I came as a precursor so to speak.
added bit, this added after my nap and after the next bit, putting it here instead since it fits in: A think only higher souls can do this.
Often ones who are either on their last incarnation or among one of their last ones. The more visible ones who help in the shift may be younger then ancient or old souls, but this is not always the case. The ones where I am in what I'm doing here are often old or ancient souls, wrapping up their last or among their last incarnations since they don't feel the need to take the limelight since they've done that on other worlds in past incarnations. or in other incarnations on other worlds if one goes with all incarnations are simultaneous.
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I did the 12th and last meditation of the 3rd awaken the ligh body course. Running the energies varied. They ranged form so/so to a sensual pleasure.
The main mediation was about rewriting my birth and childhood and such so I was born a master with no veil at all and such, imagining this life then merging with that being.
I did that and got that I am a 8d being, going on 9d. I'm here, as I got a flash, poof, revelation while on the bus, which I'll write about and post above. I am here, wrapping up since this is my last incarnation. I'll be way way way in the back, so to speak, not one of the famous ones who go around making lectures. Just one who lives quietly, helps with the shift, then goes home when the incarnation is over, never to incarnate again. Not that I hate incarnating, just that I don't want to anymore. Lost my taste for it, and am looking forward to all the fun, options, learning, experiences, ect available to those who never incarnate again. if others want to incarnate that is fine, but it is no longer for me. it once was but I'm past that.
My being here and helping with the shift and anchoring the energies will help others to be born with the energies already intact. currently I'm anchoring 8d and under, energies so others can be born here who are 8d or under, 4-8d, depending on the individual soul.
I'm am excited about all the options, fun, experiences, that await me once this is over and I can go home, this time it'll be for good.
Tha is part of why my ties here are so weak. when it comes time I can just go home with no real ties for me here. home for good, for one last time, then I'll not incarnate again. I'm very very excited, feel very very excited to be past incarnating and have no real interest in it. Sure it has some fun aspects, but if I weigh the fun aspects and opportunities, to the hassles, annoyances, disadvantages, I really just don't want to incarnate since what is outside that, those who don't incarnate, that is what interests me, not incarnating, but the whole area outside incarnating.
I also got some images in my mind towards the end, I guess sacred geometry type stuff. No idea why.
I can't wait to go home, this time for good.
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The true me feels excited to be on his/hir last incarnation. Very excited for what will come next. all the infinite possibilities and options of what will come next, opportunities, things to do, experience, fun, ect.
This is indeed a big part of why my ties here are very weak. And I have like no one to talk to here about spiritual stuff.
I'm going through some sort of phase or stage where my mates and such are giving me space. My future self said he went through the same. His energy is mine so it's perfectly fine for him to talk to me, my mates, soul mothers, lovers, friends, ect if they did it may mess up the stage I'm at, so to speak.
I get the feeling I'm 8d. Nice.
Wednesday, August 12, 2015
Wedensday [8-12]
Had what I think is called a false awakening. I thought I awoke from my nap and decided to remain in bed and mediate briefly, in the eufeeling thing, relaxed non thinking way I learned more about in the secrets of quantum living book I'm reading. I've been unknowingly doing this since i was 15 but the book helped me to learn more about this and the author says you can heal with it also.
Anyway while I was doing this and thinking I was awake I talked mentally a bit with Shalamane who said that yes her and Gar, and all the rest of my mates, lovers and such are doing well, but I should really focus on talking to and on Alkorna, due to the present stage I'm at. Yes I'm still the crown prince and though I am still of the species I was before, I've also evolved past that, past being specific species, as well.
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Then briefly after that a female me, I guess it is Alkorna, came to talk to me. She said that before I was anchoring in the 4-6th dimensional energies to the earth, and that is helping with the shift. the thing is that say my entourage are bringing in 4-6th dimensional energies, the ships around the earth and those aliens are bringing in say the Sirius, Pleiades, and other energies, but though my entourage, and others, are bringing in the 4-6d energies (and higher) it is say a slight nudge, compared to an actual incarnate like me doing that, that is like a huge boost in comparison.
She then went on to say I've started to bring in the 7th dimensional energies. She said think of the dimensions as say floors of a building and say there are 9 steps to each floor. I am either on the 9th step of the 6th floor or perhaps the landing of the 7th floor. she said she wouldn't say which. She said starting at the 8th step especially one starts looking at the above floor, in this case the 7th and learning about it. Say 60% of one's focus is on the 7th floor & around 40% on the 6th floor, to look at what you have learned, the bit you need to learn more, but looking at what you can see of the 7th floor also. With the 9th step you're more like 80-90% focused on the 7th floor and you can see more of it, but not the whole yet. Though you do look a bit at the 6th floor and what you have learned.
Then you take a step up and you're on the landing of the the 7th floor. You can now see the 7th floor very well, you are here. Though you have yet to step on the 1st step. most relax a bit looking around, before taking their first step and starting to learn. Though she doesn't really consider someone a native to a floor till they are on the 3rd step since then they can say they have 1/3rd of the steps under their belt. One could say that once you reach the landing you are a native to the 7th floor, but she doesn't really consider one a native till they get to the 3rd step, but that that is just her choice and preference, it's not a real rule. you could, a she said, call yourself a native once you reach the landing before the first step.
She also said something about I'm anchoring 4 through 6th dimensional energies. I've started bringing in 7th dimensional energies, but I'm not quite yet anchoring those, but I soon will be. But she wouldn't go into detail what she meant by that.
and also she said, like Shalamane said, that I am the crown prince, but wouldn't say of what or where, and I am still the specific species that I was before, though I've evolved past being specific species also.
I also go the an impression of something to do with rainbow, but not in what context.
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I did the 9th meditation of part 3 and running the energies went fantastic, great even, as did the rest of this meditation since most of it was about running the energies of different light body energy centers. I may repeat it again later today, this evening maybe, I'll decide then.
Part of I was distracted since I had I guess Alkorna talking to me about how the elites, and others who control, or really influence, the world have a lot on their plates and concerns to come after certain folks like me since I'm just here doing my own thing not after them, nor after toppling them, nor cutting myself into their power base. So they have all those reasons to not go after me, who am here just doing my own thing.
If any did suggest they do then some others would point to some very visible ones like the guy who channels Bashar, and others and they'd say, why not go after them, they are much more visible, very public, but they are just staying stuff like take back your power, which most humans won't hear their message, and those that do most won't do it or may only partially do so. and some would start taking back their power even without those visible public ones saying that.
The scratches on my body before that happened were, done by say like an angry teenager who wanted to warn or threaten you and does so by writing a threatening message on a piece of paper and wadding it up out of anger and tossing on your doorstep. You see it and see it and thing it was just trash that blew up on your doorstep and don't understand the message and don't get any fear like the teen wants, or they may cut you out of anger for what you are doing and you think, oh I must have brushed against something and scratched myself.
Though with your entourage around such a thing is impossible to happen, since they wouldn't let anyone anywhere nearby, and with your title, there would be a lot of diplomatic issues that would come up. Especially since I'm here doing my own thing, and it doesn't directly cut into their power or influence, I've not challenged them and am not the type to do so, and my soul contract doesn't call for me ever doing that. No idea why I was told this.
also I was reminded of an image I saw of myself as a sphere of light, like a star, a ball of light, with a white crystalline core, but shining out a rainbow of colors, along with some white light.
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Had a nudge to get a move named Astral city. I watched the trailer on youtube. Looks like an interesting movie, though I do prefer it it were in English, the English subtitles I normally wouldn't watch but since I have the nudges I'll eventually get it. I put it on the list of things to get along with something else that is similar to what I was nudged to get. In this things case I guess it is so I can start doing that relaxed non thinking meditation for 2 meals a day. Think I'll start trying to do that with the next meal, but still get the 2nd item, since it's less then $4. The Astral City movie I'll get with the next amazon purchase, whenever that is. not sure if i"ll get the Blu-ray or DVD. Both are about the same price with I think a 6 or so cent difference. This pc can handle a blu-ray movie, though as I recall my tablet can't, since I've done a test with a few minutes of a movie I own the blu-ray version of.
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I did the 10th meditation that is part of part 3 of awaken the light body. Almost done. On Friday I'll be starting part 4. Running the energies was a sensual pleasure, all of the centers. The meditation itself was relaxing. It was supposed to be relaxing on the voice of the Pieah, the 6th light body energy center. But I don't, and never, understand what Orin, Daben, Duane, nor Sanaya, mean by that. So I just did the eufeeling, the relaxed non thinking, as much as I can, and being regular relaxed and I went at the very least to medium level of a relaxed trance stage, so overall I'd mark this up as a great meditation.
Though for some reason, while I was very relaxed breathing wasn't to easy, and I did stop breathing at least once during the meditation. No idea why. No biggie.
Tuesday, August 11, 2015
53 ALKORNA [8-11]
I did feel a female being wanting to talk to me, I feel it is a combination of Alura and Kor. I got the name of Alkorna, a combination of Alura, Kor, and Nagi. I guess the females that are me combined into one.
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Basically we are indeed Alura, Kor and Nagi combined, as you are the male essences, you could say, combines, or at least as much as can be combined and merged into your current incarnation. Think of yourself as the male part of us and us as the female part of us. Normally during this stage we'd merge into 1 being to spend some time alone by ourselves, with some contact with others. But since you are still incarnated, this is the closest we can manage at this time.
As for your heritage it is simplest to list, Cetacean, reptilian, and unicorn, instead of each species, though you do know the separate species.
You have evolved past specific species. Think of your base soul heritage as far as species go as cetacean, reptilian, unicorn.
think of yourself as embodying the pure essence of cetacean, reptilian, and unicorn, though you are still the specific species, but you have evolved past that, specific set species, at the same time, to embody the true essence....
you are still the crown prince of ... but that would be telling. You will find that out later and the specifics. No need for you to know all that now and yes you do have a sizable entourage and guards. But details on those later too.
Just go on being yourself and doing what you want to do and you'll do great, and stick to your plan on light body courses to get and the kindle books, and do think over some, as they come up in the suggested, since you never know when one of those will be a great book for you.
We are progressing well. We have just gone up a step, so to say, to the next level. hard to explain the specifics, but think of it as that. us going up a step. And soon we may go up another step. Congratulate yourself. You've grown more then you can suspect. And will continue to do so, we all will, since we are the same being.
Me: so what does it mean, I've transcended the individual species?
Alkorna: just that. We've taken those and evolved up to where we are the embodiment of cetacean, reptilian and unicorns, though we still have the individual species as well. It's an evolution upwards, so to speak, hard to explain.
it is an evolution, an expansion, of being. hard to specify more then that. We are all continuing to grow and expand, evolving, through your actions. Indeed uncovering and getting back to your native level, or as close as you can, does help immensely with one's personal spiritual growth, though one may not think it does, it does indeed. We'd say you'll understand once you are here, but you've heard that a lot so we'll refrain from saying that.
Things will progress and proceed faster now, much faster, and with every step faster still, though you may not perceive it. Things will flow, go smoothly, fast, easy, fun.
We'll also merge as much as we safely can, unifying. Things will flow back to, more or less normal, like before. you may or may not notice changes, but trust indeed and know there have been immense changes, even ones you may not be aware of, or you may not be consciously aware of any changes or growth when a lot has happened.
You'll be returning home soon enough, though one can't say exactly when, not like a doctor's appointment. So many factors have to be taken into account that even saying a specific year may cause things to not work out. Just believe and have faith you'll be returning home and you will one day when you least expect it.
me: i can hardly wait. Though i don't hate being here, and it does have some fun aspects, i'd rather be home.
Alkorna: it is understandable, earth is NOT your home. it's energy is totally alien to us. And here is your home after all. And you are there for primarily 1 specific mission, to help with the shift through embodying and channeling energy to help the earth & those that live there and are ready to go through with the shift. Though it may not look like it, you do help immensely by just you being you there. no need for you to consciously do anything other then just be you and do what you want to do. have fun, enjoy, pleasure. As much as you can while being there. Changes are coming, though they are slow to come, due to needing to be slow to help as many as possible adapt to and accept the changes and growth.
We'll talk again later, till then have fun and remember we are you as much as you are us.
me: I'm not sure what most of that means. So I'll just shrug and go on as usual.
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