I had a weird thing happen last night. No idea what it means.
As I recall I awoke, I awaken several times every night. I as laying there doing a meditation, the type of relaxed non thinking.
I had someone mentally ask me if I wanted to end human existence, and I knew what he meant was every human on the earth. I said that while I do indeed want to go home right now, it would not be fair to end the existence of all humans on the earth since so many of them were not ready to die and return home right now.
Then there was a bright flash and either a roar or some other loud sound, sort of like if lightning had struck me and thunder happened at the same instant. I could see the bright flash and hear the sound. I awoke, having to go to the bathroom, but I felt like I had been electrified or something, no idea what soever what this could mean, if it was a test or something. Could not have been a dream since when I awoke I could still feel whatever it was like I had been electrified.
and as I recall my unicorn mother did talk to me briefly, saying for me to relax things soon will be as it should be." Whatever that means.
It wasn't some guide asking if I wanted to end my incarnation since he said "do you want to end human existence." and I knew what he meant was not just me dieing, but all humans on the earth, so it wasn't my miss understanding. No idea what it meant so I'll just shrug and continue, though I do wonder what it mean.
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not sure about what I got. A short time ago I thought to mentally ask my 9 then my 12d future selves, they both said that was a test and that incident I felt bumped me up to 9d. I'm not sure about that. I mean I do want to be 9d, but I don't think someone can be bumped up from 8d to 9d like that, by having whatever that was happen to them, but I may be wrong, not like I'm an expert on all things non incarnate.
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After I awoke from my nap I decided to stay in bed for a while and meditate in that relaxed non thinking type of meditating. Part of what I decided to do was see if I could channel or let flow through me more energy then maybe happens since I assume I'm bringing in energy 24/7 even though I'm not consciously aware of it. After a bit I did feel a very pleasant energy flowing through me, as has happened before when I attempted this. I also get very relaxed went down to medium or maybe the upper levels of being deep.
Some beings, not sure who, contacted me to say i was indeed a 9th dimensional being and to thank me for what I was doing, and they did mention that I do channel this high dimensional energy, that included 9th dimensional energy all the time, even though I was unaware of doing so and was doing more now. They thanked me for my years of service here helping others and some other stuff.
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I did the 6th meditation that is part 4 of awaken the light body and running the energies was a sensual pleasure. The main part of the meditation was experiencing the light body energy centers as planes. what I experienced was the sensual pleasure, it was greater then usual, I could feel the energy all around me, I could see a light of some sort. all in all it went well, very well.
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I've been thinking of a few things. Like at the same time I'm both 8 months old, but also I'm ancient. that is both due to I did choose to remember all my soul parent's memories, but also because from what they said was, translating it into regular English, I think they meant that a timeline had been created or a split off timeline where I also existed for hundreds of thousands of years, maybe millions. I think I'll embrace that. That feels better, but no biggie in either case.
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another thing I've been thinking about is for months now I, from time to time, have been getting a mental image of an area that feels like a play area for souls. A sort of stereo typical 1950's America type setting with lots of changes. Like if one were to walk around the area, it would right off look like something from the 50's, with the car designs, music, ect, but there are changes also like non human races, since you can be whatever you want to be there. Want your 50's style car to fly, no problem.
Recently it also feels like there are set areas where say for 1 area it is like 50's casual life, where it is Friday or Saturday. One can go to school, but the classes are maybe 10 minutes long at most, enough to experience how dull a class may be, or if you find it interesting the time passes fast, but the time between classes where you are at your locker, and or talking to friends and such may be 10-15 minutes or a bit longer.
Other areas may be where maybe there are giant monsters or such for those who want to play through those scenarios. Another where some play at being super heroes, maybe villains, maybe the occasional monster. but no one really gets hurt since it's all a huge play area.
I get the feel this is just 1 such play area of an infinity, or a huge number anyway. Not sure why this has been popping into my mind for the past however many months. Never wrote about it before.
My guess is it is either a place I've visited often, maybe one of the areas I enjoy playing or visiting and or hanging out. and or maybe I helped make some sections or both.
There may be a 50's sci-fi area, where say if you want a flying car, that is fine and while you can't have a cellphone, that isn't' really 50's, in the regular hang out area, in the 50's sci-fi area your car could have a video phone.
Not sure how it is to mix areas like have a flying car go to the regular hang out area or the 50's high school or elementary or jr high school. Maybe against the rules of the area, but it's all for fun so maybe they turn a blind eye as long as a bunch don't do that and it's the occasional thing.
also if caught the villain or super villain always leaves the hero or super hero in a 'death trap' but goes away so they can escape. Those playing villains are not really evil, it's just a fun thing to them, and no one ever gets hurt or is of evil intent or really scared. Some may either like to be a villain now and then or they like doing that, like some actors like playing villain types.
Just feeling and ideas I have. Likely there are other areas, as I said before, maybe an infinity of play areas of all sorts.
not sure if these are all over the place, located mainly in 1 dimension or plane, or another location. No idea.
A few more thoughts I had, maybe for teachers it could be a construct, some may pull from their memories to do a construct based on a teacher, some may just manifest one together.
And things are very flexible.
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I did the 6th guided meditation of part 4 and running the energies was a sensual pleasure. The main meditation was about recharging at the core. the meditation was partially spoiled by my left knee again. not as bad as before. I may decided to do the meditation again after my nap. I didn't experience any recharging, but it was a bit enjoyable, though my left knee did cut into that.
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I did do the meditation again. This time my left knee didn't bother me and it went well. Though it wasn't a great meditation, it was a good one. Relaxing. I didn't quite understand the recharging my core by running the energies for the 4th and 7th light body energy centers. But maybe that is an introduction and he did run the energies of the throat light body energy center I think. Overall it went well. I think in the future when my left knee bothers me I'll cut the meditation short, and do what I was going to do afterwards, then either after a nap or an hour I'll try it again.
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