Last night: Earlier I felt what felt like a snake or a small worm or very thin snake going across my foot. Wasn't expecting that. Wonder what it was. I brushed at it with my other foot. I don't recall if I felt scales or not. I wonder what it was. no biggie either way. i wasn't afraid, more like if one feels a bug on your skin you brush it off.
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Last night: Interestingly I had someone who channeled my unicorn mother and she said I was already to the 7th dimension, and I'm moving to the 8th.
Though my reptilian self said about a week ago, before he merged with me, that we are the 6th dimension. Not sure if him merging with me and me a bit with Akorna however much I did, could have bumped me up to the 7th dimension and going onto hte 8th.
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Last night: Since my mates, lovers and such are not talking ot me at present due to whatever stage I'm in. I may have to try talking to my future self, I'm sure he, shi, it, would talk to me. or maybe i can reach source. if source has an intelligence, it may be just a presence. think I'll try talking to my future self first. He has talked to me before, and should know me pretty well since he was me once. Yes, I'll do that for the foreseeable future, till whatever stage I'm at passes. whoever long that takes. That'll give me 1 person to talk to about this spiritual stuff, my future self, but not anyone else. Some may see it as a sad thing, but I see it as i do have 1 person at least, even though they are not incarnated here. Well he is, he was me once, but he's not incarnated here as himself.
My unicorn mother also did say that my natural form is from what the person said, think this was yesterday, a sphere of light that is shining like a star. nice.
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I was thinking, my reptilian essence, self, whatever he was may have meant he was at 6d when he said we are at 6d. I can't as him since it feels either he left or fully merged with me so isn't around anymore. I may ask my future self about that and some other stuff since though my 2 soul mothers and mates aren't talking to me due to me being at some stage where I need my space, I'm sure my future self will talk to me.
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I did the 11th meditation that is part 3 of awaken the light body. Running the energies went very well. This primary mediation was about going into a past life to get the skills you once had that you want or would help this lifetime.
Instead of a higher self asking to accompany you I asked for and get my future self. The first past life was the anthro dolphin one. I got the relaxed non thinking, that Dr Kinslow calls Eufeeling. He had skill in using it for various applications and uses like channeling, and other things and uses.
The 2nd one I wanted to get the ability to consciousness project but it seems none of my past lives had that ability, so I said you pick one to my future self and he gave me a transmission of energy that he said was the skill of merging my separate selves into one.
Before he and I talked a bit. Apparently I am 7d and moving on to 8d and part of that is co-elessing my separate selves into one. They are merging with me since it'll do the most help here on the earth. if Chad was the one incarnated here, he said, then I would have chosen to merge with him.
This is a group soul type of thing, merging into 1 as a precursor to this. This was the same stage my original soul, one of my soul fathers, was about to go through.
My reptilian self, he said, said we are 6d since he was 6d. I'm currently 7th dimension, but moving on to 8th dimension. i was told I was 6d since at that time I was 6d as a native though my true level, which is different then native, is 7d, as it is now but in a transition to 8d. That is why before I was told i was in transition from 6-8d since at the time i had uncovered, so to speak myself as a 6d being, but I was really a 7d and I was in transition to becoming an 8d being which is what I'm in a transition of becoming, turning into. That is the needing space that i feel is why my mates are not talking to me and my soul mothers as well. it's a normal thing and i"ll pass it by. it's an easy transition that I just need to relax and I'll flow right into it.
He also said he is 9d. He felt that he's a little ahead of me, his being 9d and my being 7d moving into 8d, he would be the best choice since he's a little ahead of me, instead of say my 12d self.
He did say that indeed 12d is not the end. Think of it as a threshold to a new level of being. Like when a human dies and they transition to a whole new level of being that they may not have known or only knew a little of. Beyond 12d is a whole new level of being.
Neat that I'm really 7d, and moving into 8d. Guess that is why the separate me's were merging with me and wanting to. Not sure if that is the group soul thing or just since I'm about or in the process of transitioning from 7-8d that is why my selves are merging with me, and with me since it would do the most good here on earth with the shift and all. I guess my bringing in 7d and 8d energies.
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Interesting, not sure what it all means but it is interesting.
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This morning on the bus I got a bit from my future self and had a poof moment both.
I am helping to anchor 7-8th dimensional energy so more crystal and ? rainbow, (I'm not sure of the terms myself) can be born and awaken . They will do the next step in the shift. I came as a precursor so to speak.
added bit, this added after my nap and after the next bit, putting it here instead since it fits in: A think only higher souls can do this.
Often ones who are either on their last incarnation or among one of their last ones. The more visible ones who help in the shift may be younger then ancient or old souls, but this is not always the case. The ones where I am in what I'm doing here are often old or ancient souls, wrapping up their last or among their last incarnations since they don't feel the need to take the limelight since they've done that on other worlds in past incarnations. or in other incarnations on other worlds if one goes with all incarnations are simultaneous.
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I did the 12th and last meditation of the 3rd awaken the ligh body course. Running the energies varied. They ranged form so/so to a sensual pleasure.
The main mediation was about rewriting my birth and childhood and such so I was born a master with no veil at all and such, imagining this life then merging with that being.
I did that and got that I am a 8d being, going on 9d. I'm here, as I got a flash, poof, revelation while on the bus, which I'll write about and post above. I am here, wrapping up since this is my last incarnation. I'll be way way way in the back, so to speak, not one of the famous ones who go around making lectures. Just one who lives quietly, helps with the shift, then goes home when the incarnation is over, never to incarnate again. Not that I hate incarnating, just that I don't want to anymore. Lost my taste for it, and am looking forward to all the fun, options, learning, experiences, ect available to those who never incarnate again. if others want to incarnate that is fine, but it is no longer for me. it once was but I'm past that.
My being here and helping with the shift and anchoring the energies will help others to be born with the energies already intact. currently I'm anchoring 8d and under, energies so others can be born here who are 8d or under, 4-8d, depending on the individual soul.
I'm am excited about all the options, fun, experiences, that await me once this is over and I can go home, this time it'll be for good.
Tha is part of why my ties here are so weak. when it comes time I can just go home with no real ties for me here. home for good, for one last time, then I'll not incarnate again. I'm very very excited, feel very very excited to be past incarnating and have no real interest in it. Sure it has some fun aspects, but if I weigh the fun aspects and opportunities, to the hassles, annoyances, disadvantages, I really just don't want to incarnate since what is outside that, those who don't incarnate, that is what interests me, not incarnating, but the whole area outside incarnating.
I also got some images in my mind towards the end, I guess sacred geometry type stuff. No idea why.
I can't wait to go home, this time for good.
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The true me feels excited to be on his/hir last incarnation. Very excited for what will come next. all the infinite possibilities and options of what will come next, opportunities, things to do, experience, fun, ect.
This is indeed a big part of why my ties here are very weak. And I have like no one to talk to here about spiritual stuff.
I'm going through some sort of phase or stage where my mates and such are giving me space. My future self said he went through the same. His energy is mine so it's perfectly fine for him to talk to me, my mates, soul mothers, lovers, friends, ect if they did it may mess up the stage I'm at, so to speak.
I get the feeling I'm 8d. Nice.
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