Not sure what was going on but I awoke ot a sort of memory of maybe a dream or something of that I had a dog, and oddly enough I awoke and it was like part of me was talking to the dog in the way folks talk to a dog. Not sure if I awoke and for the few seconds or so it was where I was awake but the dream was sort of running at the same time, or another me was nearby talking to some dog, or what was going on. The mental image I got was a mostly white dog with some black on it and the feeling I got was maybe it was a friendly, to me at least, pit bull. But I've no idea what was going on. So I'll just mentally shrug and go on with my life.
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not sure if it is connected but it could be me doing a light body course was responsable for my sleep being messed up a few days ago. though I'm not sure as of yet. and overnight sleep being important I'll not experament lightly. For now I'll stay away from doing any light body courses. it could be that if I am a high dimensional or high planar being that doing the light body courses now tapps a bit to much into my true being for this physical body to handle and the 1st noticeable sign could be my sleep being messed up. Just a wild theory. Also seems for some reason I need to get into the shower & get wet at night to help me get to sleep. though the hemi-sync I use does help the important thing seems to be getting into the shower to get wet, though with experimenting I've found I don't need to get my hair wet in the process. A good thing since the cold weather is coming I don't want to get my hair wet at night and the sleepphones I use is an elastic thing I stretch over my head so that would just mess up my brushed wet hair.
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I'm looking forward to going to the meet up group tomorrow. it's at someone's house. Not to hard for me to get to. I'll give it a try. it's set for the late morning and afternoon. Hopefully I should be home at or by 2:30pm so I can get caught up on a nap once i get home, though I may have to leave at 9:30. I'll have to look at the bus schedules later today and draw a map and stuff.
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Not sure why, maybe to give me more information or just to connect to me or something, I've had some female beings appear to me mentally and I can feel that there is some love or other positive type connection towards me as well as for each one I can feel they are very female, hard to describe how their female energy felt, & I could feel they diffidently had feelings for me that are hard to describe, love, passion, that sort of thing. Gaia appeared yesterday and a mermaid she sorta introduced me to, not a surprise there. but today a female dolphin, not sure if it was Sara or another one, then a female orca, a mermaid, and recently a carian female, who did tell me that yes she is royalty, think of her as a type of princess. She hugged me, mentally hug, hard to describe and caressed my chest with one hand, mentally, maybe a mental body I had or something. she did call me my prince & said I have more friends and lovers then I suspect, of all the genders.
Interesting experiences. I'll take it literally and mentally shrug.
the carian looked like a humanoid bird, covered in feathers, and had a bird type tail. don't recall if she had a human head, a bird or a cross. I just instinctively knew it was a carian female. The female part was unmistakable since as I said before I could feel her female energy, as well as the other things I mentioned.
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it may seem odd, but I do feel that away from Earth most places and beings are more open about sharing love, pleasure and such things. Though I'm sure some beings don't do that. Some do and there are likely many societies that are totally open about that and individuals and groups too. These could have been individuals who wanted to sorta introduce themselves to me, and or show me some of what things are like for me outside being incarnated here.
concerning the others who don't come anymore. It could be that either I've ascended or became aware enough so I'm past them so maybe it's harder for them to connect with me since I operate at a higher level and they can't really connect with me. maybe something changed or they are/were of an alternate timeline. Maybe they connected with me and are waiting till I'm back home or if the incarnation continues long enough they may reconnect with me in 5 or 10 years. Not sure on any of the details. There may be other reasons also.
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Still not sure if others like Shalamane and others who in past posts had said they wanted to be mates with me and did show interest including erotic interest then, poof they stopped contacting me. I wonder if it due to, like I said they are from a parallel time line that I've left and am in another one, or if I've ascended in awareness or whatever past them to a level they can't reach. I'm sure I'll understand it at one point.
Think I had a short conversation with my higher self while I was taking my 2nd nap. If I recall it said a mix of reasons. alternate time lines, me reaching a higher level of awareness. and some are waiting till I'm on the other side or for a while before they contact me again. it may have mentioned another reason or 2 but I don't recall. That's ok. I am trying to stick to my idea of when I started the Gateway experience that I'm sorta pretending to start over again.
It did say that indeed I'm from the angelic realms.
Thursday, November 12, 2015
Wednesday, November 11, 2015
Wedensday [11-11]
Thoughts I was thinking last night before bed: I do think things are coming together as far as me wanting to find 1 or 2 spiritual new age type groups. I've though it over and I'd much prefer this to finding another group to play an rpg game, though I do like rping. When the last group moved to Friday night and I could no longer join them I decided to take a break and think things over after a while. With my meets once every 2-4 months new age spiritual type group going poof I thought it was time to look and I found 2 pretty easy. Found them actually a few weeks back. I'll be going to the meeting at 1 of the group at the organizer's house this Friday. Interestingly the name is waking Angels, and that was a few weeks before I had a free reading that said my heritage is the fact I'm from the angelic realms and am an Earth angel, interesting. maybe the group name is significant. Still not sure what part of the reading meant by I'm a member of Angelic space and party. Maybe a mistranslated, maybe it meant Angelic space and time. Space and it's a group or party of others. I may find out eventually.
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Not sure how the I'm from the angelic realms and also of certain species but it could all be true since angels could be as diverse as sentient life is across the dimensions. also it could be past or parallel lives or other things, maybe due to places I lived without incarnating, I've picked up energy or something. I'm sure I'll figure out how it works one day. Not that I need the super details. just curiosity about myself is all.
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Well I slept fine for 1 hour, since then I can't get to sleep. Not sure if it's due to the fact I did an awaken the light body expanded guided meditation earlier, or if sleeping through the rain can only work for a few days then I have to survive a day or 2 where it doesn't work. I'm sure I'll find out eventually. I do look forward to being back on the other side. I'd guess there I wouldn't have these problems.
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I did the wave 1.5 exercise sleep & exploration. not sure if I'll do the resonate tuning since about 1/3 of the time it makes me cough. I'll think about later. This time it made me cough and made my throat sieze up briefly so I stopped. I'll think in the future and decide if I want to do the resonate tuning or not.
I spontaneously poof 100% somewhere else briefly. No idea where since I was basicallly blind, had no other senses but telepathy and someone was wherever I was and started a conversation with me. Basically it was about is degree of awareness equal to level or degree of sentience and if a being is in a more dense enviroment are they less sentient then those from a lighter one, like someone incarnated on earth as apposed to being on one of the Sirius systems worlds. The conversation didn't go on for to long and I've no idea where this was or who I was talking to. I do think I said that the degree of awareness is not a adiquite measure of degree of sentience since that is 2 different things and adding in the levels of density complicates things since lower levels of density of Earth makes it harder to be fully aware, or as fully aware as one can since density puts a bottleneck on things and greatly slows things down.
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I was thinking over a few things I've been told. It could be that for some alliance, or something 2 species and lineages, say a Royal cobra naga and a royal positive alpha draconian, made an offspring, son or being to be their son, out of love as they said, maybe the 2 different species and linage doing this meant that with this their alliance was sealed. or they did this out of love for each other. Not sure on the details of this.
I do feel I may have more then 1 incarnation that may still be ongoing, like a unicorn maybe. or maybe some I just popped in without incarnating. Though I do feel I have quite a few, or a number of friends and lovers from various past incarnations that I do visit. Either by just teleporting in to where they are and manifesting a body. or re manifesting a body for the places where the incarnation has no set lifespan and I can come and go as I wish. And some places where incarnating is not needed and I can just pop in and manifest a body in places I want to visit where it's not required that you incarnated to hang out and interact. Adding in non linear to this I can even pop in a moment after I left, or a second or a few minute or an hour later. Also if there are alternate time lines, this will multiply places immensely.
I do feel I've had numerous incarnations on various Sirius worlds as various species, a blue skinned humanoid, dolphins, a merperson at least once. Other places, some incarnations that may still be ongoing where as I said above I can come and go, various me's since I'm multi dimensional. Like as a royal cobra type naga. maybe a Carian in the very distant past, maybe royalty, or a scientist or both maybe. Maybe involved in the early days of this universe. and other species too. Not sure on all the details. Just feelings I have.
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I was thinking and I do think I've had a number of incarnations. How many I've no idea. Also no idea how old the real me is. it may be tens or more billions of years old maybe, or maybe not.
It can get confusing since I could pop way way back in time. So even if the real me was say only 20 thousand years old I could have popped way back to before this universe existed just to see how it was made, what went into the planning & help out. Though maybe I was there for the first time and am that old. Or it could be if I recall what I've been told, if my true self exists outside time, then it could pop in to all sorts of times, alternate times, though it may be alternate times it's more correctly said to be parallel timelines. Where various alternatives could be explored. Like if Atlantis existed, what if it was never destroyed or sunk or whatever happened.
But I do feel immensely old. Not just 5 or 8 thousand, but millions or billions of years old. I can say though that I do feel immensely old and I do prefer non linear and this me at least doesn't want to incarnate anymore. Not cause I hate the Earth, but I feel Incarnating just doesn't suit this me. Nothing wrong with incarnating, I'm quite sure some folks absolutely love incarnating and will thoroughly enjoy it literally forever. Since we do have an eternity to exist, and experience and do stuff.
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I do fell that part of me does live or exists outside time, as I posted before on an earlier blog. I wonder if there are ways I could improve this blog, but I've no idea how to do so since it's beyond my understanding and seems incomprehensible, but that is ok. Not everything can be understood by everyone.
Anyway I do feel that part of me exists outside time. and teleports around to differing spots in time & space. To have experiences in various places & times. My true self may have incarnated and may this is all parallel, including alternative timelines. But I do feel this me isn't into incarnating.
I do feel that once this incarnation is over I'll have a choice, like I mentioned and was told to me in an earlier blog. If I want to merge with my true self. I can do a 2nd choice of remaining like an extension of my true self, incarnating perhaps, at times. or a 3rd choice, which I feel I like better. Is I can sorta go independent. Not fully independent. I'll still be aware of myself as part of my true self and aware of it's memories and of our other selves, but also I'm more independent also and don't incarnate, but can myself pop around time & space, spending time outside time & space. and in the angelic realms also. Not sure if the angelic realms are outside time or if part of them are. I'm sure I'll learn more about this over time.
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Not sure how the I'm from the angelic realms and also of certain species but it could all be true since angels could be as diverse as sentient life is across the dimensions. also it could be past or parallel lives or other things, maybe due to places I lived without incarnating, I've picked up energy or something. I'm sure I'll figure out how it works one day. Not that I need the super details. just curiosity about myself is all.
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Well I slept fine for 1 hour, since then I can't get to sleep. Not sure if it's due to the fact I did an awaken the light body expanded guided meditation earlier, or if sleeping through the rain can only work for a few days then I have to survive a day or 2 where it doesn't work. I'm sure I'll find out eventually. I do look forward to being back on the other side. I'd guess there I wouldn't have these problems.
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I did the wave 1.5 exercise sleep & exploration. not sure if I'll do the resonate tuning since about 1/3 of the time it makes me cough. I'll think about later. This time it made me cough and made my throat sieze up briefly so I stopped. I'll think in the future and decide if I want to do the resonate tuning or not.
I spontaneously poof 100% somewhere else briefly. No idea where since I was basicallly blind, had no other senses but telepathy and someone was wherever I was and started a conversation with me. Basically it was about is degree of awareness equal to level or degree of sentience and if a being is in a more dense enviroment are they less sentient then those from a lighter one, like someone incarnated on earth as apposed to being on one of the Sirius systems worlds. The conversation didn't go on for to long and I've no idea where this was or who I was talking to. I do think I said that the degree of awareness is not a adiquite measure of degree of sentience since that is 2 different things and adding in the levels of density complicates things since lower levels of density of Earth makes it harder to be fully aware, or as fully aware as one can since density puts a bottleneck on things and greatly slows things down.
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I was thinking over a few things I've been told. It could be that for some alliance, or something 2 species and lineages, say a Royal cobra naga and a royal positive alpha draconian, made an offspring, son or being to be their son, out of love as they said, maybe the 2 different species and linage doing this meant that with this their alliance was sealed. or they did this out of love for each other. Not sure on the details of this.
I do feel I may have more then 1 incarnation that may still be ongoing, like a unicorn maybe. or maybe some I just popped in without incarnating. Though I do feel I have quite a few, or a number of friends and lovers from various past incarnations that I do visit. Either by just teleporting in to where they are and manifesting a body. or re manifesting a body for the places where the incarnation has no set lifespan and I can come and go as I wish. And some places where incarnating is not needed and I can just pop in and manifest a body in places I want to visit where it's not required that you incarnated to hang out and interact. Adding in non linear to this I can even pop in a moment after I left, or a second or a few minute or an hour later. Also if there are alternate time lines, this will multiply places immensely.
I do feel I've had numerous incarnations on various Sirius worlds as various species, a blue skinned humanoid, dolphins, a merperson at least once. Other places, some incarnations that may still be ongoing where as I said above I can come and go, various me's since I'm multi dimensional. Like as a royal cobra type naga. maybe a Carian in the very distant past, maybe royalty, or a scientist or both maybe. Maybe involved in the early days of this universe. and other species too. Not sure on all the details. Just feelings I have.
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I was thinking and I do think I've had a number of incarnations. How many I've no idea. Also no idea how old the real me is. it may be tens or more billions of years old maybe, or maybe not.
It can get confusing since I could pop way way back in time. So even if the real me was say only 20 thousand years old I could have popped way back to before this universe existed just to see how it was made, what went into the planning & help out. Though maybe I was there for the first time and am that old. Or it could be if I recall what I've been told, if my true self exists outside time, then it could pop in to all sorts of times, alternate times, though it may be alternate times it's more correctly said to be parallel timelines. Where various alternatives could be explored. Like if Atlantis existed, what if it was never destroyed or sunk or whatever happened.
But I do feel immensely old. Not just 5 or 8 thousand, but millions or billions of years old. I can say though that I do feel immensely old and I do prefer non linear and this me at least doesn't want to incarnate anymore. Not cause I hate the Earth, but I feel Incarnating just doesn't suit this me. Nothing wrong with incarnating, I'm quite sure some folks absolutely love incarnating and will thoroughly enjoy it literally forever. Since we do have an eternity to exist, and experience and do stuff.
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I do fell that part of me does live or exists outside time, as I posted before on an earlier blog. I wonder if there are ways I could improve this blog, but I've no idea how to do so since it's beyond my understanding and seems incomprehensible, but that is ok. Not everything can be understood by everyone.
Anyway I do feel that part of me exists outside time. and teleports around to differing spots in time & space. To have experiences in various places & times. My true self may have incarnated and may this is all parallel, including alternative timelines. But I do feel this me isn't into incarnating.
I do feel that once this incarnation is over I'll have a choice, like I mentioned and was told to me in an earlier blog. If I want to merge with my true self. I can do a 2nd choice of remaining like an extension of my true self, incarnating perhaps, at times. or a 3rd choice, which I feel I like better. Is I can sorta go independent. Not fully independent. I'll still be aware of myself as part of my true self and aware of it's memories and of our other selves, but also I'm more independent also and don't incarnate, but can myself pop around time & space, spending time outside time & space. and in the angelic realms also. Not sure if the angelic realms are outside time or if part of them are. I'm sure I'll learn more about this over time.
Tuesday, November 10, 2015
Tuesday 11-10
I did the first guided meditation for Awaken The Light Body Expanded. Felt why not give it a try since I've not done that. Before Daben started talking & during the time he was talking I used those times to try to relax and get down to focus 10 or as close as I can.
During this I could feel the energies of the various light body energy centers and the first light body center. During this I felt like I was diffidently floating. During part of the first light body center, the Fullonia, I could see some place that was a bright white light area with various beings walking around. It felt like I was seeing various levels at the same time. The various beings looked like they were various species, including a biped avian type, among others. felt like I may have been there briefly also. Overall an interesting experience. If that is a real place I've no idea where it is or what it may be. Though there was a bright white light everywhere it wasn't painful to look at, but like it was a soft white light. hard to describe, but the light was everywhere.
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I did the sleep & exploration while doing my 2nd nap and like yesterday I felt very light, but never left my body and never went to sleep. Which means I'll likely never use it at night since if I don't to to sleep during the time I'd normally take my 2nd nap, I don't want that full night messed up. I may chance it if I've slept for say 4 hours or so. or I may try it then. Though I can keep doing this till I start wave 2, when they start doing focus 12.
I do hope I project eventually. We'll see, there is still the 6th exercise of wave 1 and all of waves 2-6.
During this I could feel the energies of the various light body energy centers and the first light body center. During this I felt like I was diffidently floating. During part of the first light body center, the Fullonia, I could see some place that was a bright white light area with various beings walking around. It felt like I was seeing various levels at the same time. The various beings looked like they were various species, including a biped avian type, among others. felt like I may have been there briefly also. Overall an interesting experience. If that is a real place I've no idea where it is or what it may be. Though there was a bright white light everywhere it wasn't painful to look at, but like it was a soft white light. hard to describe, but the light was everywhere.
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I did the sleep & exploration while doing my 2nd nap and like yesterday I felt very light, but never left my body and never went to sleep. Which means I'll likely never use it at night since if I don't to to sleep during the time I'd normally take my 2nd nap, I don't want that full night messed up. I may chance it if I've slept for say 4 hours or so. or I may try it then. Though I can keep doing this till I start wave 2, when they start doing focus 12.
I do hope I project eventually. We'll see, there is still the 6th exercise of wave 1 and all of waves 2-6.
Monday, November 9, 2015
Monday 11-9
I had a thought during an email to an acquaintance that may become an online friend, anyway We were talking about the fact I'm from the angelic realms as my origin and i've been to other worlds, helping other worlds with the shift, and other things also. So I am an angel from the angelic realms, but also a starseed in that I'm the various things I've posed before. Royal cobra type naga, royal positive alpha draconian, a carian of some ancient royal line (not sure if these are separate or all 1, Sirius cetacean, unicorn.
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I did the 4th audio of wave 1 of the Gateway Experience. I think after this I'll switch to do audio 5 since I've done this one across 4 days and I've done it twice a day for some of those. SO this'll mean I've done it 6-7 times. Though I think for a while I'll do this 3 times a week, and will do the chakra clearing and activating exercise from another guided meditation hemi-sync also 3 times a week. When I've started wave 2 think I may drop doing those as often, doing each maybe once a week, the recharge and release doing it without listening to the audio. I may do it twice a week or 3. and I may start doing the awaken the light body expanded since I got it in September but I've never even started it. I'll try and see how that goes doing the guided meditation once or twice a week. maybe doing the chakra clearing and activating once a week and the release and recharge (without listening to the audio) 1-3 times a week. So I may do say awaken the light body Thursday & Friday, release & recharge Saturday and Sunday, and the chakra clearing and activating once from Monday through Wednesday, with the option of doing the release and recharge during one of those days instead of Saturday or Sunday if I get to busy that day and that way I'd have 1 or 2 days off here I'm just doing the current audio of the current wave.
I did the release & recharge listening to the audio and it went well. It felt like some of the issues were fully cleared up. Where at most they may be all that's left is the habit thinking that I can catch myself and not do that, switch it over then and get out of the habit of thinking that occasionally if that does fit.
I did get some other stuff, like Gaia and me do have some sort of relationship as lovers and she's willing to continue it once this incarnation is over. I'm willing to also. I also got that my being in a relationship with a planetary being is not unusual for me. by got I don't mean I was told that, it's more like I remembered or got access to more of my innate knowledge.
I also got that indeed I am from the angelic realms, maybe more of a Seraphim or whatever the term is of an angel type that focuses on the world and collective, not on individuals. Though there are many grades of differences since they/we are all individuals. Also as I thought the other types of angels are not ranked, it's by you could say specialty. What do you enjoy doing. Though being curious I'm sure we've experimented helping or hanging out with one of the others to see what they do, get some first hand information and experience. besides hanging out with them since some may be friends and other sorts of relationships.
I also got/remembered that I've had other incarnations, not sure if it was this me or other multi dimensional selves or both. Some like I have incarnated on various Sirius worlds, maybe, or maybe I didn't incarnate there and have some friends and lovers there that I have. I pop back there to visit and some like Sarah hang out there a lot. You don't have to incarnate there to hang out or to do stuff. You could for example pop in, manifesting a body at the same time. and you could then go say to some place to learn to be a solar engineer, aerospace mechanic, medical doctor, ect and do stuff there, or just be a healer there. incarnating is an option. not sure if incarnated on Sirius or not. or if I just popped in to one of the Sirius worlds and did stuff there, maybe going to study this or that to learn stuff and hang out there, without needing to incarnate since I do feel that unlike earth, other places you don't have to incarnate, but have that as an option or you can teleport in, manifesting a body at the same time if you don't already have one.
I also got that I was the previous stuff I had posted before. On some Sirius worlds I can and do just pop in and hang out and do stuff with some of the dolphins who are natives there. Them being friends, lovers and such from before and they certainly don't mind me hanging out with them at times. Not sure if it is all the same pod or different pods. Also as far as the royal cobra type naga, royal positive alpha draconian and a Carian of an ancient royal linage. not sure if this is the same being or different incarnations or something. Maybe it's like with at least 1 Sirius world where I can pop in and live like a prince, maybe picking up where I left off since maybe they have no set live span so that is not unusual. or maybe since I did incarnate once there I can return there, or if there is no set life span it's not unusual for me to pop off for however long and return. Also being non linear will help this a lot, the society may be more aware also. I'm sure I'll get more details so I can make more sense of this later.
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I did the exploration sleep. it went sorta ok. I felt a strong floating sensation and was very relaxed. Nothing else. from what Monroe was saying it seemed the point of the exercise was to go to sleep and to project and I did neither, but that was just the 1st time I did it. So I'll wait to see what else happens with future redoing it.
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Thinking it over. I may not be really suited for incarnating. This me I mean. Living a linear existence, on 1 world in 1 form. With some of your abilities and knowledge blocked. Though I'm sure this varies from world to world. So on some like the Sirius worlds and others. though I'd guess even those it would be 1 form, maybe a linear existence, not sure on that but I'd guess so. on 1 world, though with advanced tech you can get around if the world doesn't allow teleporting, though I'd guess at least some or most, apart from Earth, do. It does feel very restricting, though it may just be the Earth and the current conditions and laws here.
So not really sure if elsewhere I'd feel the same. I can see how this me could be not into incarnating, but the other parts of me may be more into incarnating.
I can see how some would like incarnating. Some not liking non linear. and see the limitations as ok or helps them to focus. Since there would be less distractions for them. They can get down and focus on just this and this. Though it feels like some worlds are not ones that force you to incarnate if you want to do stuff there, unlike earth which does have that rule, with exceptions for guides and other stuff I guess.
On other worlds, or at least some, if you wanted to be say a healer you can pop in and set up shop. or you could go to a university and study there, without incarnating, and have the freedom that any being not incarnated does. I'm sure that being incarnated offers certain things that not being incarnated doesn't. Or it may just be a matter of choice with no clear advantages or disadvantages. I'm sure I'll understand and know one day.
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I did the 4th audio of wave 1 of the Gateway Experience. I think after this I'll switch to do audio 5 since I've done this one across 4 days and I've done it twice a day for some of those. SO this'll mean I've done it 6-7 times. Though I think for a while I'll do this 3 times a week, and will do the chakra clearing and activating exercise from another guided meditation hemi-sync also 3 times a week. When I've started wave 2 think I may drop doing those as often, doing each maybe once a week, the recharge and release doing it without listening to the audio. I may do it twice a week or 3. and I may start doing the awaken the light body expanded since I got it in September but I've never even started it. I'll try and see how that goes doing the guided meditation once or twice a week. maybe doing the chakra clearing and activating once a week and the release and recharge (without listening to the audio) 1-3 times a week. So I may do say awaken the light body Thursday & Friday, release & recharge Saturday and Sunday, and the chakra clearing and activating once from Monday through Wednesday, with the option of doing the release and recharge during one of those days instead of Saturday or Sunday if I get to busy that day and that way I'd have 1 or 2 days off here I'm just doing the current audio of the current wave.
I did the release & recharge listening to the audio and it went well. It felt like some of the issues were fully cleared up. Where at most they may be all that's left is the habit thinking that I can catch myself and not do that, switch it over then and get out of the habit of thinking that occasionally if that does fit.
I did get some other stuff, like Gaia and me do have some sort of relationship as lovers and she's willing to continue it once this incarnation is over. I'm willing to also. I also got that my being in a relationship with a planetary being is not unusual for me. by got I don't mean I was told that, it's more like I remembered or got access to more of my innate knowledge.
I also got that indeed I am from the angelic realms, maybe more of a Seraphim or whatever the term is of an angel type that focuses on the world and collective, not on individuals. Though there are many grades of differences since they/we are all individuals. Also as I thought the other types of angels are not ranked, it's by you could say specialty. What do you enjoy doing. Though being curious I'm sure we've experimented helping or hanging out with one of the others to see what they do, get some first hand information and experience. besides hanging out with them since some may be friends and other sorts of relationships.
I also got/remembered that I've had other incarnations, not sure if it was this me or other multi dimensional selves or both. Some like I have incarnated on various Sirius worlds, maybe, or maybe I didn't incarnate there and have some friends and lovers there that I have. I pop back there to visit and some like Sarah hang out there a lot. You don't have to incarnate there to hang out or to do stuff. You could for example pop in, manifesting a body at the same time. and you could then go say to some place to learn to be a solar engineer, aerospace mechanic, medical doctor, ect and do stuff there, or just be a healer there. incarnating is an option. not sure if incarnated on Sirius or not. or if I just popped in to one of the Sirius worlds and did stuff there, maybe going to study this or that to learn stuff and hang out there, without needing to incarnate since I do feel that unlike earth, other places you don't have to incarnate, but have that as an option or you can teleport in, manifesting a body at the same time if you don't already have one.
I also got that I was the previous stuff I had posted before. On some Sirius worlds I can and do just pop in and hang out and do stuff with some of the dolphins who are natives there. Them being friends, lovers and such from before and they certainly don't mind me hanging out with them at times. Not sure if it is all the same pod or different pods. Also as far as the royal cobra type naga, royal positive alpha draconian and a Carian of an ancient royal linage. not sure if this is the same being or different incarnations or something. Maybe it's like with at least 1 Sirius world where I can pop in and live like a prince, maybe picking up where I left off since maybe they have no set live span so that is not unusual. or maybe since I did incarnate once there I can return there, or if there is no set life span it's not unusual for me to pop off for however long and return. Also being non linear will help this a lot, the society may be more aware also. I'm sure I'll get more details so I can make more sense of this later.
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I did the exploration sleep. it went sorta ok. I felt a strong floating sensation and was very relaxed. Nothing else. from what Monroe was saying it seemed the point of the exercise was to go to sleep and to project and I did neither, but that was just the 1st time I did it. So I'll wait to see what else happens with future redoing it.
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Thinking it over. I may not be really suited for incarnating. This me I mean. Living a linear existence, on 1 world in 1 form. With some of your abilities and knowledge blocked. Though I'm sure this varies from world to world. So on some like the Sirius worlds and others. though I'd guess even those it would be 1 form, maybe a linear existence, not sure on that but I'd guess so. on 1 world, though with advanced tech you can get around if the world doesn't allow teleporting, though I'd guess at least some or most, apart from Earth, do. It does feel very restricting, though it may just be the Earth and the current conditions and laws here.
So not really sure if elsewhere I'd feel the same. I can see how this me could be not into incarnating, but the other parts of me may be more into incarnating.
I can see how some would like incarnating. Some not liking non linear. and see the limitations as ok or helps them to focus. Since there would be less distractions for them. They can get down and focus on just this and this. Though it feels like some worlds are not ones that force you to incarnate if you want to do stuff there, unlike earth which does have that rule, with exceptions for guides and other stuff I guess.
On other worlds, or at least some, if you wanted to be say a healer you can pop in and set up shop. or you could go to a university and study there, without incarnating, and have the freedom that any being not incarnated does. I'm sure that being incarnated offers certain things that not being incarnated doesn't. Or it may just be a matter of choice with no clear advantages or disadvantages. I'm sure I'll understand and know one day.
Sunday, November 8, 2015
Higher me (sunday 11-8]
Feel like the message is from me. I guess more of my full self, higher self or something.
other me: Greetings. As you can tell, we've been getting some information from a variety of sources. Some more of the information you were told, some you remembered by accessing our memories, some our intuition was the source. some you came across through a variety of ways, seeing channeled sessions like today, and such.
me: I guess there is no conflict in that I'm from the angelic realms, not sure what the member of the angelic space & party means. But I guess means being an earth angel is an angelic being who is is here to help the earth and the human collective?
other me: indeed, that is what it means. and there is no real conflict. it can all be true, as you said.
me: So I can be from the angelic realms, but also be like the royal cobra type naga said, be from multi dimensional genetics, a unicorn, Sirius cetacean, a royal cobra type naga, royal positive alpha draconian, carian of an ancient royal lineage? Since being a planetary being or an angelic being are different levels of being?
other me: indeed that is true and it can all be true. Since as you said elsewhere, angels are not 1 set species and can be any number of species, as well as non species really. They are a level of being. Not better then a planetary level of being or an individual who incarnates on this or that world. Those could be from previous incarnations as well as what we were and what we inherited from our 'parents'. You do recall you were told before you've ascended past being specific species. The collective we are a member of are of like minded angelic beings, and others, who we counted as our family, friends, very close lovers. We do various things, some of which you can guess and yes, being an angelic being is a level of being. Though not higher then other levels of beings. it is the level that suits us perfectly since we ascended to that level and really enjoy it. We are active across a number of levels. We are among those who travel out to be active in various realms across various dimensions, planes, realms and levels of being. Though we do go back and spend considerable amounts of time at home too. Time being relative and non linear to us we can do any of this and the time it takes does not matter. We are continuing to grow and learn. as you know intuitively growing and learning never stops. Some may thing that the end goal is returning to source, but that is often those like humans who can't really conceive their non physical existence going on literally forever. Which it does. Though some do merge their expression of self fully into source. most do not do this. What some of this comes from is their thinking returning to source once the human expression of being is over is really their returning to their true self, choosing to merge back into it. Just that they do not fully comprehend what is going on at their present level of being. Though this will slowly change at levels that they are perfectly suited to as for as speed and degree of learning.
if you go looking for information just go with what feels right for you, or you can not do that and rely on your intuition and other internal sources, or a mix of these. Basically you've been told what we do. Primarily going out to help other worlds going through a shift or about to. We are often one of the first on, like wave 1, and often may or may not stay for the entire shift. With earth we're undecided. We may remain on this, well the other side to help since we're not really needed to incarnate after this one is over and really incarnating doesn't interest us as much as it use to. one of the perks, well makes sense really, is through doing this we do count some planetary beings and other such beings among our friends, lovers, and such.
SO yes angels are not just 1 species though some may think they are. It is a certain level of being. Like Gaia is, a different level of being then someone incarnated as a human not higher but another level of being. That is the more correct way to think of it. There are the angelic realms where we do have our home and do spend a great deal of time there. Though some may just say that is another series of dimensions, say dimensions above x are the angelic realms. but really it is another level of being. hard to describe in English. But that is close enough. So do spend a great deal of time there, but also outside the angelic realms. and the angelic realms are very varied, as varied as any other level of being realm is.
Things will become more clear over time. Just stick with what you are doing and rely on your intuition instead of just following what others may say since things are more varied and can be seen as more complex then what some on earth may suspect. Since for explaining in a 3d language certain things are left out and translating experiences to a 3d mind can also leave things out, some things can be varied or explained and understood.
There are many beings on many levels of being doing various things and it is not unusual for some to travel to various levels of being doing this or that or a number of things. Even sometimes just visiting to have a good time or a bit of fun.
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We have experienced various things, incarnations, as multi dimensional beings. Some of these you have seen flashes of. some we have inherited form other experiences. We are angels indeed. The exact type matters not since it's not like this type of angel is higher then that one. it's about focus or personal choice, what do you want to do.
Also some focus to much on I'm a star seed. I'm an otherkin ect. When actually the exact details may be they are a mix of these an other things. say an unicorn who lives on a world of the Sirius system, or a merperson who does, they would be both otherkin and a starseed in that case.
me: and the way I'm from the angelic realms but also being the other species mentioned before.
other me: indeed, we are an example of being more then 1 thing. Things are not so easily labeled as some earth people thing. They can get quite complicated if one really looks into it. but this is a good time put a stop to this message for now. I'm sure we'll talk again next time, as well as others you may talk with. you're doing great. You don't need to be perfect. Remember to do that and the gateway experience as well as maybe some light body stuff later on if you feel drawn to. Soon you'll be fully here so don't sweat the small stuff to much ok? if you can.
other me: Greetings. As you can tell, we've been getting some information from a variety of sources. Some more of the information you were told, some you remembered by accessing our memories, some our intuition was the source. some you came across through a variety of ways, seeing channeled sessions like today, and such.
me: I guess there is no conflict in that I'm from the angelic realms, not sure what the member of the angelic space & party means. But I guess means being an earth angel is an angelic being who is is here to help the earth and the human collective?
other me: indeed, that is what it means. and there is no real conflict. it can all be true, as you said.
me: So I can be from the angelic realms, but also be like the royal cobra type naga said, be from multi dimensional genetics, a unicorn, Sirius cetacean, a royal cobra type naga, royal positive alpha draconian, carian of an ancient royal lineage? Since being a planetary being or an angelic being are different levels of being?
other me: indeed that is true and it can all be true. Since as you said elsewhere, angels are not 1 set species and can be any number of species, as well as non species really. They are a level of being. Not better then a planetary level of being or an individual who incarnates on this or that world. Those could be from previous incarnations as well as what we were and what we inherited from our 'parents'. You do recall you were told before you've ascended past being specific species. The collective we are a member of are of like minded angelic beings, and others, who we counted as our family, friends, very close lovers. We do various things, some of which you can guess and yes, being an angelic being is a level of being. Though not higher then other levels of beings. it is the level that suits us perfectly since we ascended to that level and really enjoy it. We are active across a number of levels. We are among those who travel out to be active in various realms across various dimensions, planes, realms and levels of being. Though we do go back and spend considerable amounts of time at home too. Time being relative and non linear to us we can do any of this and the time it takes does not matter. We are continuing to grow and learn. as you know intuitively growing and learning never stops. Some may thing that the end goal is returning to source, but that is often those like humans who can't really conceive their non physical existence going on literally forever. Which it does. Though some do merge their expression of self fully into source. most do not do this. What some of this comes from is their thinking returning to source once the human expression of being is over is really their returning to their true self, choosing to merge back into it. Just that they do not fully comprehend what is going on at their present level of being. Though this will slowly change at levels that they are perfectly suited to as for as speed and degree of learning.
if you go looking for information just go with what feels right for you, or you can not do that and rely on your intuition and other internal sources, or a mix of these. Basically you've been told what we do. Primarily going out to help other worlds going through a shift or about to. We are often one of the first on, like wave 1, and often may or may not stay for the entire shift. With earth we're undecided. We may remain on this, well the other side to help since we're not really needed to incarnate after this one is over and really incarnating doesn't interest us as much as it use to. one of the perks, well makes sense really, is through doing this we do count some planetary beings and other such beings among our friends, lovers, and such.
SO yes angels are not just 1 species though some may think they are. It is a certain level of being. Like Gaia is, a different level of being then someone incarnated as a human not higher but another level of being. That is the more correct way to think of it. There are the angelic realms where we do have our home and do spend a great deal of time there. Though some may just say that is another series of dimensions, say dimensions above x are the angelic realms. but really it is another level of being. hard to describe in English. But that is close enough. So do spend a great deal of time there, but also outside the angelic realms. and the angelic realms are very varied, as varied as any other level of being realm is.
Things will become more clear over time. Just stick with what you are doing and rely on your intuition instead of just following what others may say since things are more varied and can be seen as more complex then what some on earth may suspect. Since for explaining in a 3d language certain things are left out and translating experiences to a 3d mind can also leave things out, some things can be varied or explained and understood.
There are many beings on many levels of being doing various things and it is not unusual for some to travel to various levels of being doing this or that or a number of things. Even sometimes just visiting to have a good time or a bit of fun.
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We have experienced various things, incarnations, as multi dimensional beings. Some of these you have seen flashes of. some we have inherited form other experiences. We are angels indeed. The exact type matters not since it's not like this type of angel is higher then that one. it's about focus or personal choice, what do you want to do.
Also some focus to much on I'm a star seed. I'm an otherkin ect. When actually the exact details may be they are a mix of these an other things. say an unicorn who lives on a world of the Sirius system, or a merperson who does, they would be both otherkin and a starseed in that case.
me: and the way I'm from the angelic realms but also being the other species mentioned before.
other me: indeed, we are an example of being more then 1 thing. Things are not so easily labeled as some earth people thing. They can get quite complicated if one really looks into it. but this is a good time put a stop to this message for now. I'm sure we'll talk again next time, as well as others you may talk with. you're doing great. You don't need to be perfect. Remember to do that and the gateway experience as well as maybe some light body stuff later on if you feel drawn to. Soon you'll be fully here so don't sweat the small stuff to much ok? if you can.
Sunday 11-8
I had a dream last night. I don't recall if the dream was 1st or 3rd person. I think first. What I can recal was going into some small temple or shrine. It had what was called a snow hermit in it. He seemed very old. When he first saw me it was in the dark and said I was a seraphim and wanted me to come closer. I slowly did. For some reason I had my back to him and walked in backwards and then turned around, no idea why. He was very old. I went over to ease his pain and suffering and he died peacefully. No idea what the dream means. It's just gibberish stuff to me, as all the other dreams are. I doubt they are messages from the subconscious since I think if they were I'd know what they meant. I think dreams are just gibberish stuff. Maybe based on what you experienced during the day or random past memories, past dreams ect. or maybe it is all gibberish stuff.
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Did something different different the first time I did the Release & recharge, but instead of listening to the audio cd for the 1st time like I would usually do since there was something going on called crystal healing & reiki meet up on youtube I thought why not have that playing in the background and I would do the Release & Recharge. I did it in a more freeform version. I think it lasted about 48 minutes where I was doing that, but it felt like only a few minutes. I was able to get myself into a very relaxed state, not deep but I don't know maybe focus 10 or whatever level it was at I have no idea. It went well. I did it starting off similar to the way Monroe does it in the audio cd but added in other stuff. The crystal healing thing was somebody sing various crystal bowls and glasses of large size as he used some device to lightly tap or rub them. I only saw this after I came out of my relaxed meditative state to see what was going on on the monitor screen. he did this while changing in some language, no idea if it was an earth language or one of those galactic language or just stuff he made up himself.
I did the usual removing things from my energy conversion box and releasing it go float upwards and vanish as I had before. but after a while I got an idea to have the universal or whatever you'd call it, sun suck what I no longer needed directly out of me and my apartment I live in while I was surrounded by a blinding intense light, though not one painful to look at but soft and easy to look at. Felt like I was half there and half in my body. I could feel it sucking out what I no longer needed, blockages and such. afterwards i felt, when I came out of the very relaxed meditative state, again no idea what focus I was at. I felt, hard to describe, much lighter, diffidently, better. Still have what feels like slightly to much energy in my head, but this may be from the resonance toning I do, heaving learned it from the earlier audios of The Gateway Experience, just a minor feeling, nothing major. I had the sun suck this up but it seems to quickly rebuild up to the level it was at before so maybe it's a normal thing.
early on I also got a mental image of a female avian. She felt Very female. and a lover or maybe mate or non exclusive mate, like maybe at the native levels we do lovers, but not mates since mates is more of an exclusive thing. Felt like there was diffident love between us like we are close lovers or something. Like she is diffidently royalty also. At our awareness and development level we are lovers yes, and love is love, but by ancient traditions it shows even more that we are both of royal linage since she'd not have a lover outside the royal lineages. Not that we or they do this really anymore, just this is according to ancient, old, traditions and is symbolic, but there is diffidnetly a lover type feeling of that is our relationship.
We could be mates, but the mate thing at our level and the planetary being level I'm active at, no idea if she is a planetary being or a non planetary being. But it feels like at our level we don't usually do mateships but we can, but for us that is a non exclusive thing and there is not a lot of difference between lovers and mateships. Just mateships is from an old ancient traditions of securing lineages and one's offspring is of these lineages. nowadays we, they, don't do mateships or if some do they are for ones who we feel are lovers yes, but closer then lovers or some may do non exclusive mateships for close lovers.
I also felt that my having 1 or more planetary beings as lovers or friend lovers, is not an unusual thing for me, or maybe for others like me, not sure on these details, just the general thing I did get. Also there are 1 or more unicorns involved that I may be friends, lovers, or something with, not sure on those details either. & diffidently got the feel of dolphins too.
no idea if the avian is connected to the avian race who created what some call the alpha draconians or not.
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I got some more stuff just before and while I was eating.
"more on the matter of multi dimensional genetics. This isn't the correct term but there is no term in English so I am using a close very rough approximation to convey some of the same meaning. Many beings are of 1 species, though some do incarnate on more then 1 world or as more then 1 species, out of curiosity or they enjoy being this or that species now and then or enjoy visiting another world besides the main one they incarnate in. or they feel they may learn 1 or 2 things before returning to the main world they incarnate in. Though there are some who wonder all over and incarnate on many worlds.
now, there are beings such as yourself my son who does have multi dimensional genetics. being 100% of a number of species. in your case various reptilian and cetacean ones. Like for reptilian you are of my lineage and species, royal cobra type naga, positive of course, though positive in a balance way and not an extreme way. There are differences but we can go into this at a later time. you are also of another royal ineage, that of positive royal alpha draconian as well, or what this species is called on earth also. As I've said you were not made in a lab in an unemotional way. We did want to create a son and we wanted our son to have certain qualities. we can go into the details. you were made with love indeed. Some others were involved in your creation since you are of more then just 1 species or a hybrid between 2 species. your species are multi dimensional since we do have access to multi dimensional genetics, a thing few folks do go into or know of, on earth that is, and many do not bother with this, even those who do have access or the knowledge of this.
As to your species. let's say they include, as you've been told by me. Royal alpha draconian, positive type of course, royal cobra type naga, unicorn, this was added in because of certain qualities that unicorns have, angelic and light of the higher planes, the exact details are unimportant. Also Sirius type cetacan. In this case it is cetacean and not just dolphin, orca, whale, but a mix of these. Also a certain avian species, that I'm sure you can guess my son. and I do use the term my son not cause in a general way since I'm a guide, but since I am also your mother also. not earthly, I've never incarnated on the earth, but I have been there physically, or a phsically as I can be said to have. Cadian. Indeed you do have one as one of your lovers. We are more, loose about things then those on the earth and , shall we say fully negative. there are those that can be seemingly negative but are not. But that is a, complicated and some would say controversial subject.
When they heard of our, project but you were not a project, but as we said made out of love since the 2 of us did want a son as I said with certain qualities. A cadian or 2, the details don't matter, did want to contribute. The thing with royalty is at our level isn't like some thing, oh look I'm so special. It's more of the type that we, some of us, may have higher knowledge or, some perceive us as having this when in fact at times we do and at times theirs is as high as ours, but some perceive us as having higher then them. We do the service to others, helping others, even if it's just helping them to realize their own knowledge is one they can access and is already there. But your specialty if you wish to call it that, among other things, is helping worlds going through a shift and to an extent the collective of that world. But usually not in an individual way, others help with that. yours is often the world itself and the collective in the way you are doing on earth. Some of this does lead to the planetary being and yourself becoming friends, or indeed lovers even. This is not unusual, with how things are here. being more open, love and all that. anyway the cadian or 2, that were interested in you did want to contribute, adding in their own genetics, to contribute a very ancient cadian royal heritage. but all these details are unimportant as some would say, but fun to know, while you are incarnated, and you'd have remembered some of this sooner or later my son. So why not some you recall and some I tell you. Though there are a lot of specific and details that are unimportant. like exactly how you are helping anchoring in the energies, helping Gaia, the planetary system and collective there. those details are important.
though I'll stop here for now. I'm glad we can connect again and the gateway system is helping in certain ways as the light body courses did. i'd advise focusing on the gateway system for now, adding in some light body course or 2 later, gradually. let your intuition and interest guide you. The Cadian female is indeed one of your lovers on this side, as are others you've met. Gaia, Karinus and others. Though Karinus is more of a friend+ type of relationship then lover really. With what you do on this side having a planetary being, well more then 1 really, as lovers and some as friends is not unusual, nor is it a sign that you're more important then those who are incarnated on certain worlds. it's a question, as you know, of what is your interest in what 1 or more levels of being you wish to be active across and participate in. and there are many options and multiple levels of being for those who no longer incarnate, which was one of your plans before this present incarnation of yours began. To leave incarnating behind and do some of the various options on this side of things. but enough of that, that is the future which is not far off as some there would measure time. we'll talk later. till then my son.
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not a lot to tell about the 2nd time I did the Clearing and Recharge. I did it again without listening to the audio, on a whim, after waking up from my short nap. Thought why not do it today without listening to the audio. and it went ok. I did it similar to before, short resonating toning, taking some things from my energy conversion box, and some of it was me visualizing it being taken, sucked sorta, out of my aura & being, surrounded by bright solar light of whatever higher realm. Went well I thought. I could feel some positive changes.
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I got a free reading from someone and interestingly they said I'm of the angelic realms and have a strong connection there, and some other things. Interesting indeed. There may not be a conflict since the way I see it angels and the angelic realm is a certain level of being, like planetary beings are, and individuals incarnated on a planetary surface. so hence 3 levels of being. So I could be those species, say angelic level of being. Since i would surmise that angelic beings could be various species and some no species maybe. Since that is a level of being , the angelic realms, instead of a set species. Just my take on it.
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Did something different different the first time I did the Release & recharge, but instead of listening to the audio cd for the 1st time like I would usually do since there was something going on called crystal healing & reiki meet up on youtube I thought why not have that playing in the background and I would do the Release & Recharge. I did it in a more freeform version. I think it lasted about 48 minutes where I was doing that, but it felt like only a few minutes. I was able to get myself into a very relaxed state, not deep but I don't know maybe focus 10 or whatever level it was at I have no idea. It went well. I did it starting off similar to the way Monroe does it in the audio cd but added in other stuff. The crystal healing thing was somebody sing various crystal bowls and glasses of large size as he used some device to lightly tap or rub them. I only saw this after I came out of my relaxed meditative state to see what was going on on the monitor screen. he did this while changing in some language, no idea if it was an earth language or one of those galactic language or just stuff he made up himself.
I did the usual removing things from my energy conversion box and releasing it go float upwards and vanish as I had before. but after a while I got an idea to have the universal or whatever you'd call it, sun suck what I no longer needed directly out of me and my apartment I live in while I was surrounded by a blinding intense light, though not one painful to look at but soft and easy to look at. Felt like I was half there and half in my body. I could feel it sucking out what I no longer needed, blockages and such. afterwards i felt, when I came out of the very relaxed meditative state, again no idea what focus I was at. I felt, hard to describe, much lighter, diffidently, better. Still have what feels like slightly to much energy in my head, but this may be from the resonance toning I do, heaving learned it from the earlier audios of The Gateway Experience, just a minor feeling, nothing major. I had the sun suck this up but it seems to quickly rebuild up to the level it was at before so maybe it's a normal thing.
early on I also got a mental image of a female avian. She felt Very female. and a lover or maybe mate or non exclusive mate, like maybe at the native levels we do lovers, but not mates since mates is more of an exclusive thing. Felt like there was diffident love between us like we are close lovers or something. Like she is diffidently royalty also. At our awareness and development level we are lovers yes, and love is love, but by ancient traditions it shows even more that we are both of royal linage since she'd not have a lover outside the royal lineages. Not that we or they do this really anymore, just this is according to ancient, old, traditions and is symbolic, but there is diffidnetly a lover type feeling of that is our relationship.
We could be mates, but the mate thing at our level and the planetary being level I'm active at, no idea if she is a planetary being or a non planetary being. But it feels like at our level we don't usually do mateships but we can, but for us that is a non exclusive thing and there is not a lot of difference between lovers and mateships. Just mateships is from an old ancient traditions of securing lineages and one's offspring is of these lineages. nowadays we, they, don't do mateships or if some do they are for ones who we feel are lovers yes, but closer then lovers or some may do non exclusive mateships for close lovers.
I also felt that my having 1 or more planetary beings as lovers or friend lovers, is not an unusual thing for me, or maybe for others like me, not sure on these details, just the general thing I did get. Also there are 1 or more unicorns involved that I may be friends, lovers, or something with, not sure on those details either. & diffidently got the feel of dolphins too.
no idea if the avian is connected to the avian race who created what some call the alpha draconians or not.
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I got some more stuff just before and while I was eating.
"more on the matter of multi dimensional genetics. This isn't the correct term but there is no term in English so I am using a close very rough approximation to convey some of the same meaning. Many beings are of 1 species, though some do incarnate on more then 1 world or as more then 1 species, out of curiosity or they enjoy being this or that species now and then or enjoy visiting another world besides the main one they incarnate in. or they feel they may learn 1 or 2 things before returning to the main world they incarnate in. Though there are some who wonder all over and incarnate on many worlds.
now, there are beings such as yourself my son who does have multi dimensional genetics. being 100% of a number of species. in your case various reptilian and cetacean ones. Like for reptilian you are of my lineage and species, royal cobra type naga, positive of course, though positive in a balance way and not an extreme way. There are differences but we can go into this at a later time. you are also of another royal ineage, that of positive royal alpha draconian as well, or what this species is called on earth also. As I've said you were not made in a lab in an unemotional way. We did want to create a son and we wanted our son to have certain qualities. we can go into the details. you were made with love indeed. Some others were involved in your creation since you are of more then just 1 species or a hybrid between 2 species. your species are multi dimensional since we do have access to multi dimensional genetics, a thing few folks do go into or know of, on earth that is, and many do not bother with this, even those who do have access or the knowledge of this.
As to your species. let's say they include, as you've been told by me. Royal alpha draconian, positive type of course, royal cobra type naga, unicorn, this was added in because of certain qualities that unicorns have, angelic and light of the higher planes, the exact details are unimportant. Also Sirius type cetacan. In this case it is cetacean and not just dolphin, orca, whale, but a mix of these. Also a certain avian species, that I'm sure you can guess my son. and I do use the term my son not cause in a general way since I'm a guide, but since I am also your mother also. not earthly, I've never incarnated on the earth, but I have been there physically, or a phsically as I can be said to have. Cadian. Indeed you do have one as one of your lovers. We are more, loose about things then those on the earth and , shall we say fully negative. there are those that can be seemingly negative but are not. But that is a, complicated and some would say controversial subject.
When they heard of our, project but you were not a project, but as we said made out of love since the 2 of us did want a son as I said with certain qualities. A cadian or 2, the details don't matter, did want to contribute. The thing with royalty is at our level isn't like some thing, oh look I'm so special. It's more of the type that we, some of us, may have higher knowledge or, some perceive us as having this when in fact at times we do and at times theirs is as high as ours, but some perceive us as having higher then them. We do the service to others, helping others, even if it's just helping them to realize their own knowledge is one they can access and is already there. But your specialty if you wish to call it that, among other things, is helping worlds going through a shift and to an extent the collective of that world. But usually not in an individual way, others help with that. yours is often the world itself and the collective in the way you are doing on earth. Some of this does lead to the planetary being and yourself becoming friends, or indeed lovers even. This is not unusual, with how things are here. being more open, love and all that. anyway the cadian or 2, that were interested in you did want to contribute, adding in their own genetics, to contribute a very ancient cadian royal heritage. but all these details are unimportant as some would say, but fun to know, while you are incarnated, and you'd have remembered some of this sooner or later my son. So why not some you recall and some I tell you. Though there are a lot of specific and details that are unimportant. like exactly how you are helping anchoring in the energies, helping Gaia, the planetary system and collective there. those details are important.
though I'll stop here for now. I'm glad we can connect again and the gateway system is helping in certain ways as the light body courses did. i'd advise focusing on the gateway system for now, adding in some light body course or 2 later, gradually. let your intuition and interest guide you. The Cadian female is indeed one of your lovers on this side, as are others you've met. Gaia, Karinus and others. Though Karinus is more of a friend+ type of relationship then lover really. With what you do on this side having a planetary being, well more then 1 really, as lovers and some as friends is not unusual, nor is it a sign that you're more important then those who are incarnated on certain worlds. it's a question, as you know, of what is your interest in what 1 or more levels of being you wish to be active across and participate in. and there are many options and multiple levels of being for those who no longer incarnate, which was one of your plans before this present incarnation of yours began. To leave incarnating behind and do some of the various options on this side of things. but enough of that, that is the future which is not far off as some there would measure time. we'll talk later. till then my son.
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not a lot to tell about the 2nd time I did the Clearing and Recharge. I did it again without listening to the audio, on a whim, after waking up from my short nap. Thought why not do it today without listening to the audio. and it went ok. I did it similar to before, short resonating toning, taking some things from my energy conversion box, and some of it was me visualizing it being taken, sucked sorta, out of my aura & being, surrounded by bright solar light of whatever higher realm. Went well I thought. I could feel some positive changes.
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I got a free reading from someone and interestingly they said I'm of the angelic realms and have a strong connection there, and some other things. Interesting indeed. There may not be a conflict since the way I see it angels and the angelic realm is a certain level of being, like planetary beings are, and individuals incarnated on a planetary surface. so hence 3 levels of being. So I could be those species, say angelic level of being. Since i would surmise that angelic beings could be various species and some no species maybe. Since that is a level of being , the angelic realms, instead of a set species. Just my take on it.
Saturday, November 7, 2015
Saturday 11-7
had a dream during my 1st nap where I became lucid during it or partially lucid. In it some of the other folks in the dream were telling me that they had fears they are trapped incarnating on earth forever when they came here just to help with the shift. I even told 1 guy who said that that free will doesn't work like that and he said no, we came here knowing we may be stuck and trapped here. Though in the dream I didn't believe that that was how free will would work for those coming here from outside the system to help with the shift. Then he pointed at the sky and said look, that is the sigh they were looking for, a certain weather pattern. I awoke up a few seconds after he said that.
I think part of this dream was symbolic and I say I was partially lucid since I did remember some stuff and recalled I was dreaming but I didn't have access to my full memories and information that this me here does. Not usre if those others I were talking to were actual other beings or if they were aspects of my true self or aspects of myself, not that it really matters I guess. It did show me that I guess there are parts of me that feel they are trapped here but have seen signs recently that they/we/I am/are not trapped here. Also that I'm really not the sort that would enjoy incarnating on the earth and this me isn't the sort that would enjoy incarnating at all. The other parallel or past incarnations are likely ones that my true self has done but perhaps this me here has not done and indeed this should be my final incarnation, first too for this me here, since incarnating is not a thing I'm suited to. Some beings are, but I'm not one of them and there is nothing wrong with that. i'm sure there are an infinity of options for those who incarnating is not suited for or to. No diea if that means my true full self will stop incarnating or if it will still do so and just this me won't do it anymore. Though if I feel this way I'm sure there are other me's who feel the same and incarnating is not suited to them either.
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Think I'll continue doing the 4th audio exercise of wave 1 twice a day, once listening to the audio and once not. Though after a while, maybe starting Monday or Sunday I may drop listening to the audio totally and just do it twice a day not listening to the audio. after that I may do it once a day or do the exercise a few times a week not listening to the audio.
anyway I did it for the first time today and it went well. I listened to the audio. I feel lighter. I went through a lot of stuff. Faster then Not sure what else to say. The info I seemed to have go to the surface is much like what I knew already.
I came here to help with the shift. a 1 time incarnation, with the agreement of no karma can build up, once this incarnation ends I'm out of here and gone. This me isn't the type to incarnate, though other parts of my true self may be. I'm not a human at the true species of what I am I'm a royal cobra type naga, positive of course from a higher plane and positive royal alpha draconian, but also Sirius cetacean and unicorn with the light from higher planes and some angelic light since my 2 parents did have a specific being in mind when they wished to have an offspring, create a new being, though I was made with love, the love that they shared and they didn't make me like a lab creation. they created me with the love they shared as well as wanting some who could help worlds going through a shift. Not sure if this is this me here or my true self they made. So that could be this me here, or my true self. I'm sure on the details, but I'm sure I'll get more details later. So all in all it went well I thought.
Though as I type this I get the feeling that it may be this me here. So part of my true self but not my whole true self? But not all of my trueself? Not sure if this is possible. I guess it could be. But would this make me an individual being if I have certain traits my true full self didn't have? Or am I a special case? i'm sure I'll get more details soon.
Though I do feel it is possible, and I'd still have the choice if I want to merge into my true full self or go more of an independent being.
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The feelings I got was I was modified from my true self, and or a special project, adding some stuff or something along that. Again not sure of the details, but I do feel it was done with love. Maybe it was my true self that was modified and not just this me, or maybe it was just this me. Again I'm not sure on the details but I'm sure I'll learn more eventually.
Also something about certain qualities I have explain why some planetary beings are initially interested in in me like Gaia and I feel a Sirius planetary being from a Sirius system that has cetaceans, dolphins or mainly or a lot of aquatic sentients on that world.
again just general feelings or intuition. Not sure of the details.
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I did it without listening to the audio and it felt like it went pretty much like it did before. though not as strongly as before. i guess since many of the issues were dealt with before. and the info I got or remembered, I've already posted about before.
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Though I do have certain qualities or something that may initially attract or catch the interest of a planetary being, i do feel those I have relationships with is built on friendship, love, mutual interest, love. That sort of thing, & not sure if I am in relationships with planetary beings or who many or what types. Gaia, and an aquatic one, maybe one of the Sirius aquatic planetary ones in one of the systems maybe, or something like that. I feel there may be more, not sure. not that I'm bragging or think I'm better then others. That may be one of the levels or circles, or levels or being I am active in. just a question of interest, and focus, not one level of being is higher then another level of being.
and by relationship I don't mean like we're mates, or having lots of sex. There are different types of relationships and I feel things are much more open on the other side where I'm usually active. Some I'm likely lovers with, some others perhaps friends, some both. or being lovers may mean we're friends too. I'm sure I'll find out the details eventually.
I think part of this dream was symbolic and I say I was partially lucid since I did remember some stuff and recalled I was dreaming but I didn't have access to my full memories and information that this me here does. Not usre if those others I were talking to were actual other beings or if they were aspects of my true self or aspects of myself, not that it really matters I guess. It did show me that I guess there are parts of me that feel they are trapped here but have seen signs recently that they/we/I am/are not trapped here. Also that I'm really not the sort that would enjoy incarnating on the earth and this me isn't the sort that would enjoy incarnating at all. The other parallel or past incarnations are likely ones that my true self has done but perhaps this me here has not done and indeed this should be my final incarnation, first too for this me here, since incarnating is not a thing I'm suited to. Some beings are, but I'm not one of them and there is nothing wrong with that. i'm sure there are an infinity of options for those who incarnating is not suited for or to. No diea if that means my true full self will stop incarnating or if it will still do so and just this me won't do it anymore. Though if I feel this way I'm sure there are other me's who feel the same and incarnating is not suited to them either.
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Think I'll continue doing the 4th audio exercise of wave 1 twice a day, once listening to the audio and once not. Though after a while, maybe starting Monday or Sunday I may drop listening to the audio totally and just do it twice a day not listening to the audio. after that I may do it once a day or do the exercise a few times a week not listening to the audio.
anyway I did it for the first time today and it went well. I listened to the audio. I feel lighter. I went through a lot of stuff. Faster then Not sure what else to say. The info I seemed to have go to the surface is much like what I knew already.
I came here to help with the shift. a 1 time incarnation, with the agreement of no karma can build up, once this incarnation ends I'm out of here and gone. This me isn't the type to incarnate, though other parts of my true self may be. I'm not a human at the true species of what I am I'm a royal cobra type naga, positive of course from a higher plane and positive royal alpha draconian, but also Sirius cetacean and unicorn with the light from higher planes and some angelic light since my 2 parents did have a specific being in mind when they wished to have an offspring, create a new being, though I was made with love, the love that they shared and they didn't make me like a lab creation. they created me with the love they shared as well as wanting some who could help worlds going through a shift. Not sure if this is this me here or my true self they made. So that could be this me here, or my true self. I'm sure on the details, but I'm sure I'll get more details later. So all in all it went well I thought.
Though as I type this I get the feeling that it may be this me here. So part of my true self but not my whole true self? But not all of my trueself? Not sure if this is possible. I guess it could be. But would this make me an individual being if I have certain traits my true full self didn't have? Or am I a special case? i'm sure I'll get more details soon.
Though I do feel it is possible, and I'd still have the choice if I want to merge into my true full self or go more of an independent being.
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The feelings I got was I was modified from my true self, and or a special project, adding some stuff or something along that. Again not sure of the details, but I do feel it was done with love. Maybe it was my true self that was modified and not just this me, or maybe it was just this me. Again I'm not sure on the details but I'm sure I'll learn more eventually.
Also something about certain qualities I have explain why some planetary beings are initially interested in in me like Gaia and I feel a Sirius planetary being from a Sirius system that has cetaceans, dolphins or mainly or a lot of aquatic sentients on that world.
again just general feelings or intuition. Not sure of the details.
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I did it without listening to the audio and it felt like it went pretty much like it did before. though not as strongly as before. i guess since many of the issues were dealt with before. and the info I got or remembered, I've already posted about before.
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Though I do have certain qualities or something that may initially attract or catch the interest of a planetary being, i do feel those I have relationships with is built on friendship, love, mutual interest, love. That sort of thing, & not sure if I am in relationships with planetary beings or who many or what types. Gaia, and an aquatic one, maybe one of the Sirius aquatic planetary ones in one of the systems maybe, or something like that. I feel there may be more, not sure. not that I'm bragging or think I'm better then others. That may be one of the levels or circles, or levels or being I am active in. just a question of interest, and focus, not one level of being is higher then another level of being.
and by relationship I don't mean like we're mates, or having lots of sex. There are different types of relationships and I feel things are much more open on the other side where I'm usually active. Some I'm likely lovers with, some others perhaps friends, some both. or being lovers may mean we're friends too. I'm sure I'll find out the details eventually.
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