had a dream during my 1st nap where I became lucid during it or partially lucid. In it some of the other folks in the dream were telling me that they had fears they are trapped incarnating on earth forever when they came here just to help with the shift. I even told 1 guy who said that that free will doesn't work like that and he said no, we came here knowing we may be stuck and trapped here. Though in the dream I didn't believe that that was how free will would work for those coming here from outside the system to help with the shift. Then he pointed at the sky and said look, that is the sigh they were looking for, a certain weather pattern. I awoke up a few seconds after he said that.
I think part of this dream was symbolic and I say I was partially lucid since I did remember some stuff and recalled I was dreaming but I didn't have access to my full memories and information that this me here does. Not usre if those others I were talking to were actual other beings or if they were aspects of my true self or aspects of myself, not that it really matters I guess. It did show me that I guess there are parts of me that feel they are trapped here but have seen signs recently that they/we/I am/are not trapped here. Also that I'm really not the sort that would enjoy incarnating on the earth and this me isn't the sort that would enjoy incarnating at all. The other parallel or past incarnations are likely ones that my true self has done but perhaps this me here has not done and indeed this should be my final incarnation, first too for this me here, since incarnating is not a thing I'm suited to. Some beings are, but I'm not one of them and there is nothing wrong with that. i'm sure there are an infinity of options for those who incarnating is not suited for or to. No diea if that means my true full self will stop incarnating or if it will still do so and just this me won't do it anymore. Though if I feel this way I'm sure there are other me's who feel the same and incarnating is not suited to them either.
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Think I'll continue doing the 4th audio exercise of wave 1 twice a day, once listening to the audio and once not. Though after a while, maybe starting Monday or Sunday I may drop listening to the audio totally and just do it twice a day not listening to the audio. after that I may do it once a day or do the exercise a few times a week not listening to the audio.
anyway I did it for the first time today and it went well. I listened to the audio. I feel lighter. I went through a lot of stuff. Faster then Not sure what else to say. The info I seemed to have go to the surface is much like what I knew already.
I came here to help with the shift. a 1 time incarnation, with the agreement of no karma can build up, once this incarnation ends I'm out of here and gone. This me isn't the type to incarnate, though other parts of my true self may be. I'm not a human at the true species of what I am I'm a royal cobra type naga, positive of course from a higher plane and positive royal alpha draconian, but also Sirius cetacean and unicorn with the light from higher planes and some angelic light since my 2 parents did have a specific being in mind when they wished to have an offspring, create a new being, though I was made with love, the love that they shared and they didn't make me like a lab creation. they created me with the love they shared as well as wanting some who could help worlds going through a shift. Not sure if this is this me here or my true self they made. So that could be this me here, or my true self. I'm sure on the details, but I'm sure I'll get more details later. So all in all it went well I thought.
Though as I type this I get the feeling that it may be this me here. So part of my true self but not my whole true self? But not all of my trueself? Not sure if this is possible. I guess it could be. But would this make me an individual being if I have certain traits my true full self didn't have? Or am I a special case? i'm sure I'll get more details soon.
Though I do feel it is possible, and I'd still have the choice if I want to merge into my true full self or go more of an independent being.
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The feelings I got was I was modified from my true self, and or a special project, adding some stuff or something along that. Again not sure of the details, but I do feel it was done with love. Maybe it was my true self that was modified and not just this me, or maybe it was just this me. Again I'm not sure on the details but I'm sure I'll learn more eventually.
Also something about certain qualities I have explain why some planetary beings are initially interested in in me like Gaia and I feel a Sirius planetary being from a Sirius system that has cetaceans, dolphins or mainly or a lot of aquatic sentients on that world.
again just general feelings or intuition. Not sure of the details.
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I did it without listening to the audio and it felt like it went pretty much like it did before. though not as strongly as before. i guess since many of the issues were dealt with before. and the info I got or remembered, I've already posted about before.
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Though I do have certain qualities or something that may initially attract or catch the interest of a planetary being, i do feel those I have relationships with is built on friendship, love, mutual interest, love. That sort of thing, & not sure if I am in relationships with planetary beings or who many or what types. Gaia, and an aquatic one, maybe one of the Sirius aquatic planetary ones in one of the systems maybe, or something like that. I feel there may be more, not sure. not that I'm bragging or think I'm better then others. That may be one of the levels or circles, or levels or being I am active in. just a question of interest, and focus, not one level of being is higher then another level of being.
and by relationship I don't mean like we're mates, or having lots of sex. There are different types of relationships and I feel things are much more open on the other side where I'm usually active. Some I'm likely lovers with, some others perhaps friends, some both. or being lovers may mean we're friends too. I'm sure I'll find out the details eventually.
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