Sunday, November 8, 2015

Sunday 11-8

I had a dream last night.  I don't recall if the dream was 1st or 3rd person.  I think first.  What I can recal was going into some small temple or shrine.  It had what was called a snow hermit in it.  He seemed very old. When he first saw me it was in the dark and said I was a seraphim and wanted me to come closer.  I slowly did.  For some reason I had my back to him and walked in backwards and then turned around, no idea why.  He was very old.  I went over to ease his pain and suffering and he died peacefully.  No idea what the dream means. It's just gibberish stuff to me, as all the other dreams are.  I doubt they are messages from the subconscious since I think if they were I'd know what they meant.  I think dreams are just gibberish stuff.  Maybe based on what you experienced during the day or random past memories, past dreams ect.  or maybe it is all gibberish stuff.                 

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Did something different different the first time I did the Release & recharge, but instead of listening to the audio cd for the 1st time like I would usually do since there was something going on called crystal healing & reiki meet up on youtube I thought why not have that playing in the background and I would do the Release & Recharge.  I did it in a more freeform version.  I think it lasted about 48 minutes where I was doing that, but it felt like only a few minutes.  I was able to get myself into a very relaxed state, not deep but I don't know maybe focus 10 or whatever level it was at I have no idea.  It went well.  I did it starting off similar to the way Monroe does it in the audio cd but added in other stuff.  The crystal healing thing was somebody sing various crystal bowls and glasses of large size as he used some device to lightly tap or rub them.  I only saw this after I came out of my relaxed meditative state to see what was going on on the monitor screen. he did this while changing in some language, no idea if it was an earth language or one of those galactic language or just stuff he made up himself. 

I did the usual removing things from my energy conversion box and releasing it go float upwards and vanish as I had before.  but after a while I got an idea to have the universal or whatever you'd call it, sun suck what I no longer needed directly out of me and my apartment  I live in while I was surrounded by a blinding intense light, though not one painful to look at but soft and easy to look at.  Felt like I was half there and half in my body.  I could feel it sucking out what I no longer needed, blockages and such.  afterwards i felt, when I came out of the very relaxed meditative state, again no idea what focus I was at.  I felt, hard to describe, much lighter, diffidently, better.  Still have what feels like slightly to much energy in my head, but this may be from the resonance toning I do, heaving learned it from the earlier audios of The Gateway Experience, just a minor feeling, nothing major.  I had the sun suck this up but it seems to quickly rebuild up to the level it was at before so maybe it's a normal thing. 

early on I also got a mental image of a female avian.  She felt Very female. and a lover or maybe mate or non exclusive mate, like maybe at the native levels we do lovers, but not mates since mates is more of an exclusive thing.  Felt like there was diffident love between us like we are close lovers or something.  Like she is diffidently royalty also.  At our awareness and development level we are lovers yes, and love is love, but by ancient traditions it shows even more that we are both of royal linage since she'd not have a lover outside the royal lineages.  Not that we or they do this really anymore, just this is according to ancient, old, traditions and is symbolic, but there is diffidnetly a lover type feeling of that is our relationship. 

We could be mates, but the mate thing at our level and the planetary being level I'm active at, no idea if she is a planetary being or a non planetary being.  But it feels like at our level we don't usually do mateships but we can, but for us that is a non exclusive thing and there is not a lot of difference between lovers and mateships. Just mateships is from an old ancient traditions of securing lineages and one's offspring is of these lineages.  nowadays we, they, don't do mateships or if some do they are for ones who we feel are lovers yes, but closer then lovers or some may do non exclusive mateships for close lovers. 

I also felt that my having 1 or more planetary beings as lovers or friend lovers, is not an unusual thing for me, or maybe for others like me, not sure on these details, just the general thing I did get.  Also there are 1 or more unicorns involved that I may be friends, lovers, or something with, not sure on those details either.  & diffidently got the feel of dolphins too. 

no idea if the avian is connected to the avian race who created what some call the alpha draconians or not. 

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I got some more stuff just before and while I was eating. 


"more on the matter of multi dimensional genetics.  This isn't the correct term but there is no term in English so I am using a close very rough approximation to convey some of the same meaning.  Many beings are of 1 species, though some do incarnate on more then 1 world or as more then 1 species, out of curiosity or they enjoy being this or that species now and then or enjoy visiting another world besides the main one they incarnate in.  or they feel they may learn 1 or 2 things before returning to the main world they incarnate in.  Though there are some who wonder all over and incarnate on many worlds. 

now, there are beings such as yourself my son who does have multi dimensional genetics.  being 100% of a number of species.  in your case various reptilian and cetacean ones.  Like  for reptilian you are of my lineage and species, royal cobra type naga, positive of course, though positive in a balance way and not an extreme way.  There are differences but we can go into this at a later time.  you are also of another royal ineage, that of positive royal alpha draconian as well, or what this species is called on earth also.  As I've said you were not made in a lab in an unemotional way.  We did want to create a son and we wanted our son to have certain qualities.  we can go into the details.  you were made with love indeed.  Some others were involved in your creation since you are of more then just 1 species or a hybrid between 2 species.  your species are multi dimensional since we do have access to multi dimensional genetics, a thing few folks do go into or know of, on earth that is, and many do not bother with this, even those who do have access or the knowledge of this. 

As to your species. let's say they include, as you've been told by me.  Royal alpha draconian, positive type of course, royal cobra type naga, unicorn, this was added in because of certain qualities that unicorns have, angelic and light of the higher planes, the exact details are unimportant.  Also Sirius type cetacan. In this case it is cetacean and not just dolphin, orca, whale, but a mix of these.  Also a certain avian species, that I'm sure you can guess my son. and I do use the term my son not cause in a general way since I'm a guide, but since I am also your mother also. not earthly, I've never incarnated on the earth, but I have been there physically, or a phsically as I can be said to have.  Cadian.  Indeed you do have one as one of your lovers. We are more, loose about things then those on the earth and , shall we say fully negative.  there are those that can be seemingly negative but are not.  But that is a, complicated and some would say controversial subject. 

When they heard of our, project but you were not a project, but as we said made out of love since the 2 of us did want a son as I said with certain qualities.  A cadian or 2, the details don't matter, did want to contribute.  The thing with royalty is at our level isn't like some thing, oh look I'm so special. It's more of the type that we, some of us, may have higher knowledge or, some perceive us as having this when in fact at times we do and at times theirs is as high as ours, but some perceive us as having higher then them.  We do the service to others, helping others, even if it's just helping them to realize their own knowledge is one they can access and is already there.  But your specialty if you wish to call it that, among other things, is helping worlds going through a shift and to an extent the collective of that world.  But usually not in an individual way, others help with that. yours is often the world itself and the collective in the way you are doing on earth.  Some of this does lead to the planetary being and yourself becoming friends, or indeed lovers even. This is not unusual, with how things are here.  being more open, love and all that.  anyway the cadian or 2, that were interested in you did want to contribute, adding in their own genetics, to contribute a very ancient cadian royal heritage.  but all these details are unimportant as some would say, but fun to know, while you are incarnated, and you'd have remembered some of this sooner or later my son.  So why not some you recall and some I tell you.  Though there are a lot of specific and details that are unimportant.  like exactly how you are helping anchoring in the energies, helping Gaia, the planetary system and collective there.  those details are important.

though I'll stop here for now. I'm glad we can connect again and the gateway system is helping in certain ways as the light body courses did.  i'd advise focusing on the gateway system for now, adding in some light body course or 2 later, gradually.  let your intuition and interest guide you.  The Cadian female is indeed one of your lovers on this side, as are others you've met.  Gaia, Karinus and others.  Though Karinus is more of a friend+ type of relationship then lover really.  With what you do on this side having a planetary being, well more then 1 really, as lovers and some as friends is not unusual, nor is it a sign that you're more important then those who are incarnated on certain worlds.  it's a question, as you know, of what is your interest in what 1 or more levels of being you wish to be active across and participate in.  and there are many options and multiple levels of being for those who no longer  incarnate, which was one of your plans before this present incarnation of yours began.  To leave incarnating behind and do some of the various options on this side of things.  but enough of that, that is the future which is not far off as some there would measure time.  we'll talk later. till then my son.


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not a lot to tell about the 2nd time I did the Clearing and Recharge.  I did it again without listening to the audio, on a whim, after waking up from my short nap.  Thought why not do it today without listening to the audio.  and it went ok.  I did it  similar to before, short resonating toning, taking some things from my energy conversion box, and some of it was me visualizing it being taken, sucked sorta, out of my aura & being, surrounded by bright solar light of whatever higher realm.  Went well I thought.  I could feel some positive changes. 

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I got a free reading from someone and interestingly they said I'm of the angelic realms and have a strong connection there, and some other things. Interesting indeed.    There may not be a conflict since the way I see it angels and the angelic realm is a certain level of being, like planetary beings are, and individuals incarnated on a planetary surface.  so hence 3 levels of being.  So I could be those species, say angelic level of being.  Since i would surmise that angelic beings could be various species and some no species maybe.  Since that is a level of being , the angelic realms, instead of a set species.  Just my take on it.

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