Not sure what was going on but I awoke ot a sort of memory of maybe a dream or something of that I had a dog, and oddly enough I awoke and it was like part of me was talking to the dog in the way folks talk to a dog. Not sure if I awoke and for the few seconds or so it was where I was awake but the dream was sort of running at the same time, or another me was nearby talking to some dog, or what was going on. The mental image I got was a mostly white dog with some black on it and the feeling I got was maybe it was a friendly, to me at least, pit bull. But I've no idea what was going on. So I'll just mentally shrug and go on with my life.
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not sure if it is connected but it could be me doing a light body course was responsable for my sleep being messed up a few days ago. though I'm not sure as of yet. and overnight sleep being important I'll not experament lightly. For now I'll stay away from doing any light body courses. it could be that if I am a high dimensional or high planar being that doing the light body courses now tapps a bit to much into my true being for this physical body to handle and the 1st noticeable sign could be my sleep being messed up. Just a wild theory. Also seems for some reason I need to get into the shower & get wet at night to help me get to sleep. though the hemi-sync I use does help the important thing seems to be getting into the shower to get wet, though with experimenting I've found I don't need to get my hair wet in the process. A good thing since the cold weather is coming I don't want to get my hair wet at night and the sleepphones I use is an elastic thing I stretch over my head so that would just mess up my brushed wet hair.
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I'm looking forward to going to the meet up group tomorrow. it's at someone's house. Not to hard for me to get to. I'll give it a try. it's set for the late morning and afternoon. Hopefully I should be home at or by 2:30pm so I can get caught up on a nap once i get home, though I may have to leave at 9:30. I'll have to look at the bus schedules later today and draw a map and stuff.
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Not sure why, maybe to give me more information or just to connect to me or something, I've had some female beings appear to me mentally and I can feel that there is some love or other positive type connection towards me as well as for each one I can feel they are very female, hard to describe how their female energy felt, & I could feel they diffidently had feelings for me that are hard to describe, love, passion, that sort of thing. Gaia appeared yesterday and a mermaid she sorta introduced me to, not a surprise there. but today a female dolphin, not sure if it was Sara or another one, then a female orca, a mermaid, and recently a carian female, who did tell me that yes she is royalty, think of her as a type of princess. She hugged me, mentally hug, hard to describe and caressed my chest with one hand, mentally, maybe a mental body I had or something. she did call me my prince & said I have more friends and lovers then I suspect, of all the genders.
Interesting experiences. I'll take it literally and mentally shrug.
the carian looked like a humanoid bird, covered in feathers, and had a bird type tail. don't recall if she had a human head, a bird or a cross. I just instinctively knew it was a carian female. The female part was unmistakable since as I said before I could feel her female energy, as well as the other things I mentioned.
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it may seem odd, but I do feel that away from Earth most places and beings are more open about sharing love, pleasure and such things. Though I'm sure some beings don't do that. Some do and there are likely many societies that are totally open about that and individuals and groups too. These could have been individuals who wanted to sorta introduce themselves to me, and or show me some of what things are like for me outside being incarnated here.
concerning the others who don't come anymore. It could be that either I've ascended or became aware enough so I'm past them so maybe it's harder for them to connect with me since I operate at a higher level and they can't really connect with me. maybe something changed or they are/were of an alternate timeline. Maybe they connected with me and are waiting till I'm back home or if the incarnation continues long enough they may reconnect with me in 5 or 10 years. Not sure on any of the details. There may be other reasons also.
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Still not sure if others like Shalamane and others who in past posts had said they wanted to be mates with me and did show interest including erotic interest then, poof they stopped contacting me. I wonder if it due to, like I said they are from a parallel time line that I've left and am in another one, or if I've ascended in awareness or whatever past them to a level they can't reach. I'm sure I'll understand it at one point.
Think I had a short conversation with my higher self while I was taking my 2nd nap. If I recall it said a mix of reasons. alternate time lines, me reaching a higher level of awareness. and some are waiting till I'm on the other side or for a while before they contact me again. it may have mentioned another reason or 2 but I don't recall. That's ok. I am trying to stick to my idea of when I started the Gateway experience that I'm sorta pretending to start over again.
It did say that indeed I'm from the angelic realms.
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