Thursday, July 23, 2015
37 SHARA [7-23]
Shara: where you're concerned Kulstor, I'm always horny and ready, unless I'm busy doing something else of course. Just cause I am an energy unicorn, I can have fun and share pleasure, sensual pleasure just like any other type of being. The type or being I am, looking like a unicorn of light, you are as well. Soon you'll be at my level, above that of Gaia, star level perhaps. Just keep on the path you are on, lover mate. Plenty of growth, and it'll all be fun for you I guarantee it. Lots of fun, easy.
With us, your mates, lovers, friends, you'll have fun too, sensual pleasure love sharing fun with your mates & lovers. You're a being much as I am, a light, being of light, that some may call a stellar type of being. Many soul beings are to varying degrees, but we especially are. Very much so. Others around us are helped in raising higher, by our special energy and light. if they choose it can help them grow and evolve faster. we can help even by just being. Part of one huge benefit of you hanging out with your mates, lovers, friends, ect. You are helping the people of earth in the same manner, by just being there. Though I do so wish you were not there. You, and others like you, are of immense help.
and yes, some planetary beings find us, not just helpful in the same way as other beings, but also stir more erotic sexual part of themselves. Some beings feel these stirrings also. Planetary beings especially, if they have an interest in such things, some planetary and star beings have no interest in that, as some regular soul beings do not. That is why Gaia feels that way towards you, not the only reason, but one of them. And that is what drew Allura initially to you. it's ok that you do not recall her, most of your memory is not yet available to you.
You could say you choose to be such a being, a while ago. The type we and your monad have mentioned before and you have come across various sources, like in the pdf of the awaken the light body, and other places. We do help others, our energy, just be being near them, or even on the world where they are, to a much lesser degree. Though all are helped, each in their own way, be being on the same world, especially by coming into contact with our energy or energy field.
We'll have a lot of fun once we can really get together, believe me, honey. I see our mateship lasting as long as source itself lasts. Just you wait and see. And not just mateship lover, but many of your current ones as well, and many of the upcoming ones. Who's to say, they all may last as long as source itself. That will be surprises for the future dear. Much fun for us, sex being just a small part of all of that. And your other mates too. Though I have things to do, as you do. before your physical body sleeps tonight. We'll talk and be together again. We have an eternity to get to know each other, and ourselves mate/lover, see you later. >
36 MONAD [7-23]
I've been feeling since I got home that my monad has wanted to say something to me so I thought I'd go ahead and channel to see what it is. I suspect since while I was trying to do an awaken the light body meditation earlier they did say some things to me. I'm sure they'll repeat it and answer some of my questions. they were so distracting I cut that mediation short, thought it wasn't to productive anyway.
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Ok, before you say what you want, why is it that the nodes meditation doesn't do anything or me? <That is because it is just the 1 meditation only and Orin & Daben don't really go into it. if they had several meditatons it would help and they do in at least 1 future course you do plan on taking. If you were to do this 1 meditation say on days when you have time to do an extra meditation and can put the time aside it may, in a month or a few months, may start to do something for you. it is ok if you do not wish to do this. Put it aside if you wish to think about it. I'll get it eventually, we do promise you'll understand, but it may feel totally different to you then a node, as they call it. >
Ok, what was the stuff you wanted to say. I've felt the leakages and I got some of it, but what is all of it?
<The odd feeling as you express it, that you've had since you fell on your had at the age of 12, just before you turned 13, basically did subtle brain, not quite damage, but basically to not go into over complicated and unnecessary detail, it let your 3d mind see that the earth is within a, what one could call a 4d hologram. Not quite right, but this is the simplest way to put it, or a template on top of the physicality template, as you have refereed to it in some of your other typing in another thread. The 'accident' was meant to happen so you would start to see that, feel really, how reality is. That there is a real reality behind, so to speak, this one. You can feel that. Many individuals are not like this. They perceive things from only within the 4d hologram, not really a hologram, but that is a simple term for what it is. To teach and describe what it really is you'd have to learn some very high level mathematics and physics, and invent some to fit in with it. SO let's just call it a 4d hologram and leave it at that.
ou can perceive, feel, there is a reality outside this one that is the real one. though this reality is as real as the physical body is, of course, to that this reality you're in isn't real, which you know. Not like you're physchophrenic. and you've not mentioned it to many since the ones in the world who could understand what you mean are very very few. part of the reason is there is no words to explain the feeling. it is normal and is more prevalent since your teen years since due to your present development you've reached a level where it is apparent to you. if you had not had the 'accident' it would be like this but you'd not understand what it meant, whereas you do now. And also due to the fact you, your energy, our energy, that makes us up, you up, is 100% totally alien to the earth. You don't know, well don't remember really, the considerable intrauterine dna infusion we have had to do to ensure the pregnancy would continue, also having a bloodline that contained some reptilian, and other, dna as well as alpha draconian. You could say your alien dna % is considerably high, mostly reptilian, with a slight bit of like mantid. Though we highly doubt the scientists would detect it, since they don't know what to look for. Not yet anyway. But we had to do this since your and our energy that makes us up is so alien to the earth. Even though part of your soul heritage is cetacean of the Beluga, dolphin, orca, varieties, to use earth terms, these are not anything like the ones on earth, as you know, since the pod is not of earth origin. The earth cetaceans of beluga, dolphin, and orca are of what you could call a related species, say something similar to Denisovan or neanderthal, maybe chimpanzee, compared to homo sapien sapiens.
Also the difficulty was in your level of being. you are, to put it frankly, around Gaia's level of being, hard to put into 1 human body, though you are a small percent of your whole being. The details are unimportant, the exact percentage. ANd the constriction you feel all the time is part of the incarnation process that most are not aware of. think of it like, straps, ties, to keep you intermeshed into the human body, until it can not support the soul, which frankly will be like pulling a cork from a bottle, POP, is likely how you'll be, and due to this and the conditions on the earth, when the incarnation does end, which may be within a decade or less for the nearest exit point, you may find yourself feeling a bit tired and needing to sleep when you get home. A natural process form some some need, especially those the most alien to earth. Due to the conditions of the earth at this time and incarnating there. Though you are empathic some of it has been, blunted, so you'd not feel the fullness of what it's like for others, otherwise you'd be able to feel the fear, anger, pain, of all those around you. Also the light device does this also, as well as releasing light on a timed schedule. A Sirius device.
Some of the problems you have, cold sensitivity, eyes being so sensitive to light, headaches sensitive to light, and other problems are from, your very high degree of what some would call alien dna, unavoidable due to our and your energy being so alien to the earth this is the only way we could do to let you incarnate there which was, still is, projected and planned to be your last incarnation anywhere since after this you expressed interest in focusing your being, hobbies, ect on strictly non incarnating things. and there is an infinity of those.
As for Gaia's interest in you, you are basically her level as a being, natively, though not incarnated as a planet. nearly at her level and her level is not super important since that is looking at the small details and it is not the first planet or stellar being incarnated as a planet or star to have interest in you. Allura did first, she that is another world, or maybe she's a star, we'll let you discover that.
the reason your full soul memory is not poof available to you is your human brain and 3d matrix, can not hold your full soul memory and knowledge, due to how the human body is constructed and how fragile it is at present.
The shift is progressing wonderfully. Slow though it is due to various factors, unimportant to you to know that, but you've come across some bits of details. The slowness does give many more time to adjust and though it is not progressing, perhaps, at the speed some may want, such as aliens walking around on earth openly in decade or less, as some want. That likely will take much longer indeed. But all things in their own good time. Though foreseeing the future where the mass is involved is difficult since there are numerous possible futures, due to the actions of certain volunteers, and their names may surprise some who read this, earth has been deflected from the possible dark futures some wished it to go down. But exactly which positive possible future will manifest, that is difficult to say, so only very general trends can be said. The shift will continue to what some may call 4d, and so on.
We will talk again, we'll stop here since your forearm muscles are getting tired from all this typing & we have said what we want to say, but yes Gaia referring to you as a planetary stellar being, is right in a way, an over simplification, a being of stellar type light who isn't incarnated as a star. That is indeed what you are in the beginning stages of, well actually past the beginning stages really but sorta of within them in a certain manner of speaking since your light is shining and present, your stellar type light. Compared to say earth's sun, you are still in the beginning stages, but we'll stop here except to say you are doing very well and will continue to do so, keep on the path you have chosen, and entertain the thoughts if surprises to happen to suggest a faster more fun path.>
So that is what they wanted to say. I'll have to reread it and think about it. I had to look up how to spell the Denisovan. And extinct hominid.
Thurday [7-23]
Talked to Maribelle a bit this morning. She is again wanting me to agree to let her father sire a foal with me, after i sire a floal with her & her mother so the 3 of them would have 3 foals to raise that would be siblings since they'd share the same parent, me, since I'd be the sire of 2 and the mother of the 3rd. I mentioned I may, but I'd want there to be some sort of love relationship with her father, not just me using him as a stud. But at least us being lovers or something, or lover/friend, and she did say she understood. She also sent me some mental images of erotic parts of her body.
Feels like she may be changing or in a phase where she wants to settle down and raise some foals, and her mother has said she wants to have kids with me, and we're mates now also.
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I did the 8th mediation today for part 6 for the 1st time as part of the 2nd pass. Running the energies went mediocre, but that is ok. I usually don't do the meditations this early except on Thursdays. I usually do the 1st one after a nap. Also the main part of the mediation I didn't see the point of. Nodes? i did sorta feel something like vortices once. most of it I was able to faintly feel the Vee all around me like I was floating in it. And it looked like there was this very bright like all around me like I was inside a star or something.
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Before someone said that my unicorn mother said I was almost at Gaia's level as a being, as before I wonder what that could really mean.
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I did the meditation for the 2nd time today and running the energies went ok. The main part of the meditation went ok, but i cut the meditation short since I could feel my monad wished to say something to me and the feeling was very distracting. And besides this I never did get the whole nodes thing. Even the first 2 times I did this this meditation made no sense to me. It's the only one out of all the 6 parts that makes no sense and I never really get what the point of the meditation is. I may ask about that too, since my monad wants to talk about me. But first I'll type up some of today's experiences.
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Earlier, while on the bus I had a sort of poof thing where I knew it was like Earth is suspended within a sort of hologram and the 'experiment' is nearing it's end and it'll be gradually turned off. It can't be suddenly turned off similar to if a person dives deep they can't really just swim quickly to the surface,
I also felt that once this incarnation is over I'll likely need to rest at home for a while, maybe like sleep for a day or several days, maybe waking up for short periods during this. Since I'll may need to do this due to the conditions of incarnating on the earth.
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I also had a few messages from Bruce. he does feel like a romantic type. I am not sure if I understood romance personally till Bruce. I do hope the courtship goes well and we work out as mates, but that won't start, the courtship that is, till I'm home.
Bruce: " The grass is always greener where ever you walk."
Then a bit later:
"The grass is always greener where ever I am."
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Feels like she may be changing or in a phase where she wants to settle down and raise some foals, and her mother has said she wants to have kids with me, and we're mates now also.
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I did the 8th mediation today for part 6 for the 1st time as part of the 2nd pass. Running the energies went mediocre, but that is ok. I usually don't do the meditations this early except on Thursdays. I usually do the 1st one after a nap. Also the main part of the mediation I didn't see the point of. Nodes? i did sorta feel something like vortices once. most of it I was able to faintly feel the Vee all around me like I was floating in it. And it looked like there was this very bright like all around me like I was inside a star or something.
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Before someone said that my unicorn mother said I was almost at Gaia's level as a being, as before I wonder what that could really mean.
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I did the meditation for the 2nd time today and running the energies went ok. The main part of the meditation went ok, but i cut the meditation short since I could feel my monad wished to say something to me and the feeling was very distracting. And besides this I never did get the whole nodes thing. Even the first 2 times I did this this meditation made no sense to me. It's the only one out of all the 6 parts that makes no sense and I never really get what the point of the meditation is. I may ask about that too, since my monad wants to talk about me. But first I'll type up some of today's experiences.
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Earlier, while on the bus I had a sort of poof thing where I knew it was like Earth is suspended within a sort of hologram and the 'experiment' is nearing it's end and it'll be gradually turned off. It can't be suddenly turned off similar to if a person dives deep they can't really just swim quickly to the surface,
I also felt that once this incarnation is over I'll likely need to rest at home for a while, maybe like sleep for a day or several days, maybe waking up for short periods during this. Since I'll may need to do this due to the conditions of incarnating on the earth.
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I also had a few messages from Bruce. he does feel like a romantic type. I am not sure if I understood romance personally till Bruce. I do hope the courtship goes well and we work out as mates, but that won't start, the courtship that is, till I'm home.
Bruce: " The grass is always greener where ever you walk."
Then a bit later:
"The grass is always greener where ever I am."
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Wednesday, July 22, 2015
Wed [7-22] SHARA
Seems I have an energy unicorn mare that wants to be mates with me. She does seem very sexual and I do feel that we do have a connection of love and we can be great mates. She also mentioned she is bi and can change her gender.
And maybe another unicorn later.
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Shara has been with me a bit this morning. Some of it was talking erotically, including mentioning maybe a 3 some with the 2 of us and Belle perhaps. Then she also talked about us founding a glory of energy unicorns, the 4 of us. My unicorn mother, me, her, and Batten, my unicorn mother's stallion mate. Though Shara has said she sometimes switches her gender to a stallion. She did say also, again, that Batten is very shy. And when I asked why the 3 of them have not founded their own glory of energy unicorns she said in a seductive mental tone of voice, <we were waiting for a 4th to come along, the right stallion/mare, to come along. how would you like that, hmm, the 4 of us as founders of a glory of energy unicorns?>
"how would they be different then regular energy unicorns?"
"some differences, some similarities. Think of it as they would be native to a higher, level of being let's say lover & mate. there is a while other level of being up here that you, your 3d incarnated being, can't dream of as of yet or imagine. They would be native to this level of being, though, of course, less experienced then we are, since most of them would choose to start off as foals. Just think lover, a whole glory/herd of unicorns that the 4 of us can found, native to a whole other level of being. the 4 of us their parents, and founders."
"The idea does intrigue me and I feel some excitement. But what the other things I may be doing, the positive alpha draconian and other stuff. And why get this me to agree instead of the rest of me not incarnated?"
<you can have multiple hobbies you are doing at the same time, since you are multi dimensional and non linear. You can also do this for a while, take a 5 or longer day or month break, and return to that hobby a few seconds after you left. As for you. You are the key. the growth you experience, the expansion, openness, reflects on the whole you. Think of it as what you move past, accept, clear, the amount of growth, is magnified as to how it effects your whole being. So lover and mate, what do you say. Regardless of your answer I can promise you pleasures that you can't imagine and some you can, across levels you have not dreamed of as of yet. fueled by our shared love and affection for each other, such sensual pleasures await you, regardless of your answer. Since the 2 of us are mates and it is based on true love, such sensual pleasures we'll share.>
"Seductive, but it does sound interesting, founding a glory of not just unicorns but energy unicorns native to that higher level you mentioned, instead of how regular unicorns are normally native to, but can, of course grow past that to as high as they want. Ok, I do accept, let the 4 of us do this."
<excellent. You'll experience much, many more, sensual shared pleasures, sexual and otherwise, and the positive effects will ripple across time itself as the blessing grows. But we have an eternity to do this so no need to do so right now. We can also invite in unicorns, and other beings, of love who have reached at least the levels the foals we'll have will start at. Some pod members perhaps, and other being of love. The positive effects will ripple out, but enough for that later.>
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I did the 8th meditation for part 6 for the 1st time as part of the 2nd pass and it went great. Running the energies was like a sensual pleasure, like usual, each light body energy center felt different, but each was a sensual pleasure to experience and they all felt like they were the size of the Fullonia Cocoon, that is around 20-30 feet in diameter or across, not sure which, but the exact size doesn't matter.
For part of this Shara and Belle were present, talking about doing a 3 some with me, and if I got to tired while I rested they would be sharing pleasure and sex with each other as i watched. Then Kerria appeared saying if there was any 3some involving Kulstor she wanted in on it. The talked a bit, mentioning what they did before as well as some 3somes could be an all mare 3some get together.
The rest of the meditation was about making a cord from my soul downward into my crown, the top of my head. When my soul and I met, as usual there was the kissing, hugging, the very strong feelings of love and what the 3d mind interprets as strong sexual attraction, but I can feel is actually a multi layered thing. Hard to describe. After we did a short bit of hugging & kissing and penetrating each other we went back to the cord going from my soul into me. Into my crown, down my spine into my nervous system. First into my mental body, then emotional body, personality and physical body. My soul's higher light energy was, hard to describe, sort of restructuring or something so everything was from a higher more refined light and energy of my soul.
Then the meditation had me go higher, to my monad and do the same as my soul did, but as my monad. Again there was the very strong shared unconditional love and what the 3d mind interprets as strong sexual attraction, but is actually many layers, only way I can describe it. My monad did the same. My soul looked similar to an anthro beluga whale, but my monad, in my mind's eye had many appearances at the same time. anthro and non anthro unicorn, royal naga, positive royal alpha draconian, western and imperial eastern dragon, all this superimposed on each other. hard to describe. I think dolphin and orca too. Anyway my monad did the same thing as my soul did after it established a cord from itself, my monad, down to my soul then from my soul into my crown. Down my spine into my nervous system and physical body. It's light energy felt much finer, lighter, very fine & light. hard to describe. It also went into my emotional and mental bodies and personality. It felt like a sort of shiver happened briefly, then it kept pouring light into all those areas at the same time till it felt like they were filled with the maximum light they could contain, then they sort of resonated and more was poured into them. Them it felt like something shifted or something and things expanded or evolved up a step or 2. Things felt much more expanded, finer. again hard to explain. All in all it went great.
Also my monad had a few messages for me during this and it was part of the meditation where Orin asked if it had any messages for me. I'll know if the message comes from my soul or monad. The 3 of us are indeed mates, which is an important part of our relationship and evolution/growth which means an important part of our growth/evolution has been reached and passed. I'm doing great and continue as I'm doing.
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Shara appeared to me mentally with a short message it basically was that the 3 of them, Shara, my unicorn mother and Batten, talked and decided that with the new glory we will be founding, the 4 of us will be equal co leaders. Neat.
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i added the days together it would take to do the next light body (and 1 short 8 meditation non light body course) and it would take about 7 months to do all 4 of radiance: self exciting building the light body, solar light: being a more perfect light, self exciting expanded, and awaken the light body expanded. The self exciting and expanded course are obviously directly related, the solar light one is somewhat related and is mentioned as a related course in the Radiance: self exciting page that talks about it. The awaken the light body expanded doesn't fit in anywhere but I will buy and stick it at the end. I'l do the usual 1st and 2nd pass as I call it. Then redo all the courses again, even though they are not all parts of a course. The extra months it'll take to do these will give me extra time to get other light body courses, and if I need to get anything, or if I want to.
Also when I do the courses on intuition, higher mind, and divine self, those 3 courses may take 5 months say to do those. so extra time again. and most of my spending money will go towards getting light body courses. I do hope to get months ahead, maybe as much as 6 months. that would be neat.
Though I may get some great courses next month, 3 interest me, not sure if I'll get all 3, or maybe just 1 or 2. they are at 80% off so its a huge savings and it ends august 13. I'll decide next month which ones to get.
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I do have a lot of growth that has happened and I feel will happen. I also feel that the Quantum Living, and 2 other books will help some of my inner nature, beliefs, thinking, hard to say exactly what, but it feels like they would help. The light body courses will help too, over time, but these 3 books, 4 actually but I've already read 1 of the 4. so the other 3 will help in this area since they are only about this area. I'll just read these books slowly, not fast, and say delay on getting more Dolores Cannon, Michael newton or Seth books. For a month or a few. So I can focus on this. It'll cause more growth & expansion in a certain area or 2, which will help overall. & help with making a more firm or wider foundation, so to speak. And I feel the books, like Quantum Living and some of the other books I picked out, not counting the Dolores Cannon & Michael Newton books, will do this help with, so to speak, making a more stable, wider, more firm, foundation. I think when I'm done wit these books, then I'll start reading the Dolores, Cannon, Michael Newton & Seth books again.
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I did the 8th meditation for part 6 for the 2nd pass for the 2nd time today and running the energies went very well, great I'd say.
the main part of the meditation was about building a cord first from the soul to the incarnated person, then from the monad to the soul to the incarnated person. It went as before, but with no distractions. my soul and I did do some kissing and hugging to express our love for each other and that part of the meditation went like before. With my monad I went very very deep for part of the meditation and it wasn't till later on that I had any memory of this part and even though I sorta do, it's hard to comprehend what my monad was doing. I know I, as my monad was restructuring the personality, emotional, mental, energy bodies, maybe other energy bodies, as well as doing something with the physical body and ensuring the cord that went down to my soul and to me, the incarnated personality was in place, and a stable permanent connection. That's the closest I can comprehend and explain what it and me as it, was doing.
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I spent time with Maribelle, talking with her and having some sex, as much as we can, with me in this human body and unable to project.
She and I did talk. she was saying maybe I could sire a foal with her and Belle, one of my other unicorn mare mates. She then seemed to want her father to sire a foal with me, talking about that, the 3 foals would all be siblings since the same unicorn, me would be either their sire or mother, so they would share 1 parent. She said the 3 of them would raise the foals, though letting them know who their sires and mothers really were.
She seemed to really enjoy the sex, or as close as we can have to sharing sensual pleasure and sex. Though she did say this is nothing compared to what we will experience and share once my incarnation is over and I'm back at home. Though she did say as exquisite as the sex was today, and how she enjoyed being with me was, it may convince her to settle down rather then roaming around. Not sure if she meant it or was kidding. I think she was part of some
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Remembered what Bruce said to me during the first meditation I did, but I forgot to put it down. He said,
"A glimpse of you I prize more then the sun shining for a whole day. " nice. he is good at that, a real poet. and romantic. I assume it is that.
And maybe another unicorn later.
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Shara has been with me a bit this morning. Some of it was talking erotically, including mentioning maybe a 3 some with the 2 of us and Belle perhaps. Then she also talked about us founding a glory of energy unicorns, the 4 of us. My unicorn mother, me, her, and Batten, my unicorn mother's stallion mate. Though Shara has said she sometimes switches her gender to a stallion. She did say also, again, that Batten is very shy. And when I asked why the 3 of them have not founded their own glory of energy unicorns she said in a seductive mental tone of voice, <we were waiting for a 4th to come along, the right stallion/mare, to come along. how would you like that, hmm, the 4 of us as founders of a glory of energy unicorns?>
"how would they be different then regular energy unicorns?"
"some differences, some similarities. Think of it as they would be native to a higher, level of being let's say lover & mate. there is a while other level of being up here that you, your 3d incarnated being, can't dream of as of yet or imagine. They would be native to this level of being, though, of course, less experienced then we are, since most of them would choose to start off as foals. Just think lover, a whole glory/herd of unicorns that the 4 of us can found, native to a whole other level of being. the 4 of us their parents, and founders."
"The idea does intrigue me and I feel some excitement. But what the other things I may be doing, the positive alpha draconian and other stuff. And why get this me to agree instead of the rest of me not incarnated?"
<you can have multiple hobbies you are doing at the same time, since you are multi dimensional and non linear. You can also do this for a while, take a 5 or longer day or month break, and return to that hobby a few seconds after you left. As for you. You are the key. the growth you experience, the expansion, openness, reflects on the whole you. Think of it as what you move past, accept, clear, the amount of growth, is magnified as to how it effects your whole being. So lover and mate, what do you say. Regardless of your answer I can promise you pleasures that you can't imagine and some you can, across levels you have not dreamed of as of yet. fueled by our shared love and affection for each other, such sensual pleasures await you, regardless of your answer. Since the 2 of us are mates and it is based on true love, such sensual pleasures we'll share.>
"Seductive, but it does sound interesting, founding a glory of not just unicorns but energy unicorns native to that higher level you mentioned, instead of how regular unicorns are normally native to, but can, of course grow past that to as high as they want. Ok, I do accept, let the 4 of us do this."
<excellent. You'll experience much, many more, sensual shared pleasures, sexual and otherwise, and the positive effects will ripple across time itself as the blessing grows. But we have an eternity to do this so no need to do so right now. We can also invite in unicorns, and other beings, of love who have reached at least the levels the foals we'll have will start at. Some pod members perhaps, and other being of love. The positive effects will ripple out, but enough for that later.>
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I did the 8th meditation for part 6 for the 1st time as part of the 2nd pass and it went great. Running the energies was like a sensual pleasure, like usual, each light body energy center felt different, but each was a sensual pleasure to experience and they all felt like they were the size of the Fullonia Cocoon, that is around 20-30 feet in diameter or across, not sure which, but the exact size doesn't matter.
For part of this Shara and Belle were present, talking about doing a 3 some with me, and if I got to tired while I rested they would be sharing pleasure and sex with each other as i watched. Then Kerria appeared saying if there was any 3some involving Kulstor she wanted in on it. The talked a bit, mentioning what they did before as well as some 3somes could be an all mare 3some get together.
The rest of the meditation was about making a cord from my soul downward into my crown, the top of my head. When my soul and I met, as usual there was the kissing, hugging, the very strong feelings of love and what the 3d mind interprets as strong sexual attraction, but I can feel is actually a multi layered thing. Hard to describe. After we did a short bit of hugging & kissing and penetrating each other we went back to the cord going from my soul into me. Into my crown, down my spine into my nervous system. First into my mental body, then emotional body, personality and physical body. My soul's higher light energy was, hard to describe, sort of restructuring or something so everything was from a higher more refined light and energy of my soul.
Then the meditation had me go higher, to my monad and do the same as my soul did, but as my monad. Again there was the very strong shared unconditional love and what the 3d mind interprets as strong sexual attraction, but is actually many layers, only way I can describe it. My monad did the same. My soul looked similar to an anthro beluga whale, but my monad, in my mind's eye had many appearances at the same time. anthro and non anthro unicorn, royal naga, positive royal alpha draconian, western and imperial eastern dragon, all this superimposed on each other. hard to describe. I think dolphin and orca too. Anyway my monad did the same thing as my soul did after it established a cord from itself, my monad, down to my soul then from my soul into my crown. Down my spine into my nervous system and physical body. It's light energy felt much finer, lighter, very fine & light. hard to describe. It also went into my emotional and mental bodies and personality. It felt like a sort of shiver happened briefly, then it kept pouring light into all those areas at the same time till it felt like they were filled with the maximum light they could contain, then they sort of resonated and more was poured into them. Them it felt like something shifted or something and things expanded or evolved up a step or 2. Things felt much more expanded, finer. again hard to explain. All in all it went great.
Also my monad had a few messages for me during this and it was part of the meditation where Orin asked if it had any messages for me. I'll know if the message comes from my soul or monad. The 3 of us are indeed mates, which is an important part of our relationship and evolution/growth which means an important part of our growth/evolution has been reached and passed. I'm doing great and continue as I'm doing.
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Shara appeared to me mentally with a short message it basically was that the 3 of them, Shara, my unicorn mother and Batten, talked and decided that with the new glory we will be founding, the 4 of us will be equal co leaders. Neat.
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i added the days together it would take to do the next light body (and 1 short 8 meditation non light body course) and it would take about 7 months to do all 4 of radiance: self exciting building the light body, solar light: being a more perfect light, self exciting expanded, and awaken the light body expanded. The self exciting and expanded course are obviously directly related, the solar light one is somewhat related and is mentioned as a related course in the Radiance: self exciting page that talks about it. The awaken the light body expanded doesn't fit in anywhere but I will buy and stick it at the end. I'l do the usual 1st and 2nd pass as I call it. Then redo all the courses again, even though they are not all parts of a course. The extra months it'll take to do these will give me extra time to get other light body courses, and if I need to get anything, or if I want to.
Also when I do the courses on intuition, higher mind, and divine self, those 3 courses may take 5 months say to do those. so extra time again. and most of my spending money will go towards getting light body courses. I do hope to get months ahead, maybe as much as 6 months. that would be neat.
Though I may get some great courses next month, 3 interest me, not sure if I'll get all 3, or maybe just 1 or 2. they are at 80% off so its a huge savings and it ends august 13. I'll decide next month which ones to get.
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I do have a lot of growth that has happened and I feel will happen. I also feel that the Quantum Living, and 2 other books will help some of my inner nature, beliefs, thinking, hard to say exactly what, but it feels like they would help. The light body courses will help too, over time, but these 3 books, 4 actually but I've already read 1 of the 4. so the other 3 will help in this area since they are only about this area. I'll just read these books slowly, not fast, and say delay on getting more Dolores Cannon, Michael newton or Seth books. For a month or a few. So I can focus on this. It'll cause more growth & expansion in a certain area or 2, which will help overall. & help with making a more firm or wider foundation, so to speak. And I feel the books, like Quantum Living and some of the other books I picked out, not counting the Dolores Cannon & Michael Newton books, will do this help with, so to speak, making a more stable, wider, more firm, foundation. I think when I'm done wit these books, then I'll start reading the Dolores, Cannon, Michael Newton & Seth books again.
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I did the 8th meditation for part 6 for the 2nd pass for the 2nd time today and running the energies went very well, great I'd say.
the main part of the meditation was about building a cord first from the soul to the incarnated person, then from the monad to the soul to the incarnated person. It went as before, but with no distractions. my soul and I did do some kissing and hugging to express our love for each other and that part of the meditation went like before. With my monad I went very very deep for part of the meditation and it wasn't till later on that I had any memory of this part and even though I sorta do, it's hard to comprehend what my monad was doing. I know I, as my monad was restructuring the personality, emotional, mental, energy bodies, maybe other energy bodies, as well as doing something with the physical body and ensuring the cord that went down to my soul and to me, the incarnated personality was in place, and a stable permanent connection. That's the closest I can comprehend and explain what it and me as it, was doing.
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I spent time with Maribelle, talking with her and having some sex, as much as we can, with me in this human body and unable to project.
She and I did talk. she was saying maybe I could sire a foal with her and Belle, one of my other unicorn mare mates. She then seemed to want her father to sire a foal with me, talking about that, the 3 foals would all be siblings since the same unicorn, me would be either their sire or mother, so they would share 1 parent. She said the 3 of them would raise the foals, though letting them know who their sires and mothers really were.
She seemed to really enjoy the sex, or as close as we can have to sharing sensual pleasure and sex. Though she did say this is nothing compared to what we will experience and share once my incarnation is over and I'm back at home. Though she did say as exquisite as the sex was today, and how she enjoyed being with me was, it may convince her to settle down rather then roaming around. Not sure if she meant it or was kidding. I think she was part of some
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Remembered what Bruce said to me during the first meditation I did, but I forgot to put it down. He said,
"A glimpse of you I prize more then the sun shining for a whole day. " nice. he is good at that, a real poet. and romantic. I assume it is that.
Tuesday, July 21, 2015
Tuesday [7-21] + soul parents
I've been thinking of a few things. I had one person tell me my unicorn mother said my dragoness mother wants to ease me into my duties. She said I'd be the leader of all the alpha draconians, positive and negatives. Guess that may mean the negatives may join in with the positives at some point in the future.
if so then it may mean that my draogness mother may either step down, or it may be she'd have the same titles and power, but her focus may be elsewhere. She may focus more on say nagas or western dragons, or she may be moving her focus up to solar system or galactic level, and being less hands on in the day to day stuff that happens and the lower down level of stuff like where I'd be at.
I may move up also since some stuff that Gaia said to me, apart from her referring to me as a stellar being and we'd always be mates but soon we'll be having sex as only a planet and star can, then as only stars can. she sent me the idea of me as a galactic level being, with my focus on various levels of being, from galactic down to the hands on day to day. Like some of my family, mates, offspring, friends & others, may like move to a new galaxy at some point to focus on this. It may not be literally a possible future, but a symbolic future, with Gaia putting it into terms I can easily understand now.
I was also thinking that my relationship with some of my mates may change over time. Some may remain like it is now. With some I may grow closer then I am now, some we may drift apart. Perhaps still remaining mates but they may have another primary mate or 2 and to each other we may be more like mates who still love each other immensely, but don't see each other as often, other mates we'll see each other as often as we do now, or maybe more often. Though my being non linear and multi dimensional this may not be important since I may be able to be equally close to all of them, adding in both multi dimensional and non linear may make this possible and actual.
Like part of being non linear I could say take a 1 minute break and during the minute I may spend a week or 2 and be with several mates during that. If I'm on say vacation for a month. I may really be gone for a year or 10 years. Or I may do this year or decade I'm gone and I may appear to have left for a minute or less.
So say a typical day for the say guardians and others in the room, may take place over a week or a month for me since I keep taking numerous breaks and popping off. Since it is all about fun, what excites me the most, pleasure, sharing pleasure, sharing sensual pleasure. Not that I have to do this since it's a job that I 'have' to do.
Also that various pastimes I have will likely be numerous types, playing various rpg games, video games, reading, watching videos, like here, but others also like sharing pleasures of various types, sharing sensual pleasures and perhaps other things I can't imagine at this time. Also I imagine I may spend some time in non physicality.
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As I lay down to take a nap Gaia came to me again. She was as sexually aroused or turned on as before. She referred to me as a stellar being again. I mentioned humorously is it a new nickname like bullphin that she use to refer to me as, and she said no, I've (meaning me) have moved past that.
She said that I'm a stellar type of being. There are say 2 types. Some that incarnate as a star like earth's sun and some like me that do not. Though I do effect others in a similar manner, there are obvious differences. Also she said that some may not be aware of why they find me more handsome or sexually attractive to them. Planetary beings like herself are fully aware of the reason why, but are still as sexually turned on.
She said on a planetary level, like the earth, my energies are effecting others, even those not aware of it. Though as a planetary being she's fully aware of all this and all the reasons why, but it still turns her on, sexually and in other ways. She then said she would do as she promised and introduce me to her planetary being friends, and some stellar friends. The feeling I got was by stellar at least some would mean ones incarnated as stars. And she said they would find me as much of a turn on and would be as attracted to and turned on by me as she is. I asked if she is really aware of this, and she said yes, she is fully aware of why, and it turns her on even more. Then she said in the future we would share such pleasures on so many levels I can't even begin to imagine them.
She then said that she mated for life, so the 2 of us are mates for as long as we both shall exist. And since we're immortal beings, I guess that means forever. Gaia then said later on she may choose to incarnate as a star, then we'd share such pleasures as only stellar beings can.
She went on to say in the future my energy would grow to where it would effect everyone on a planet all at the same time. Imagine being on the alpha draconis homeworld and effecting every being there, all at the same time. Eventually it'll grow to effect an entire solar system. She said planetary stellar beings like me. I would at that point would work with the local stellar being incarnated as a star, like partners. She gave me the mental imagery of some other world and doing this, as well as me visiting and living for a time on the pod home world and working also working with the local stellar being that is incarnated as a star there. Even some places and levels that do not have a star as such, I would be the light there. So wherever I went I'd work with the local star as well as the planetary beings and they'd find me as attractive on the same levels she does.
She said she found me attractive and knew the potential. Think of me as a proto star then. She knew the potential and what I would grow into, but she can be patient and could wait till the right time to approach me.
She said no, I need not incarnate to do that. Think of that as another level of being. And think of it as 2 types of stellar being, the obvious one, like earth's star, and me.
Which she referred to me as a planetary stellar being. I guess that is an individual who incarnates as a star, like earth's sun. and some like me who do not but I feel she means not that I'd incarnate, but I may just live like an en-souled being. So I may visit the pod to live there for a while and the blessing where Belle, Maribelle, & Markus live and be there, though they'd visit wherever my main home is too. and the Ka'shara, glory to visit there and stay for a while, ect. Interesting what Gaia said. Again not sure if she was being literal, or using some symbology and the images she sent me, were done in a way that my 3d mind can understand, without going into the full degree of detail. Interesting all the same. Still not sure why she'd find that a such a sexual turn on, or that any planetary being like her would, but I'll shrug my shoulders mentally and continue on with things. Some of the images that Gaia sent me was a super attractive supermodel type human woman appearance. No idea why, that was present among the other mental images she sent me. I do feel that she is strongly attracted to me, very sexual and other wise. maybe more then before. Some shift or change in me causes this. Maybe I grew, evolved or something. But as I said before, I'll just mentally shrug and continue since I'm not sure of any of this and don't understand it. I'll just mentally shrug, accept it and continue.
PS: forgot something Gaia said, she said of course we'll still have children together. I mentioned that I guess they'd all be stars or planets, she said some would yes, but not all, some would be other beings. At least 1 will be a human. I asked if the 2 of us can make a human, and the mental image I got was not like normal human reproduction, but more like soul type where a full adult human is created by us, poof. Gaia said not yet, but the day approaches when we will be able to. Though she didn't say if she meant centuries, thousands of years, millions. Not that it really matters I guess.
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I did the 7th meditation of part 6 for the 1st time today. Almost half way done with the 2nd pass. half way to starting the doing the whole awaken the light body meditations over a 35 day period. I'm excited by what the rest of this 2nd pass will bring and what will happen over the time I redo the entire course intriguing.
Also before I do the meditation and I'm typing this up shortly before the meditation itself. I got a catalog in the mail of great courses, it's some courses like some college or university stuff that is very expensive, but these are 85% off till around mid next month. Great luck. and 2 interest me. 1 on yoga, and it has a few on different types of yoga and 1 on tai chi & qi gong. Not sure if I'll buy those, I may. Online there is also 1 that is there but not on the catalog, some title like staying fit past 50. and it has a bit about yoga and tai chi. if i do get some, 1 or 2, I'd have to think if I want the whole of the 2, or get the staying fit past 50 that has a bit about yoga and I think qi gong. I'll look those over again later. I see that as great luck and perhaps the universe, or my monad or some other beings, are offering me this great deal if I want to take some of the courses. Hmm, more to ponder.
I ran the energies and as usual it was a sensual pleasure for each light body energy center. Some of them did indeed feel like they were teh same size as the Fullonia cocoon, some other, the first 1, maybe 1 or 2 others, somewhere between the Renawre cocoon and the Fullonia one.
For the early part of the mediation I think Gaia appeared briefly in my mind's eye smiling, some of my other mates did very briefly. Kerria (my kirin mate) appeared in her bipedal form, totally nude and hugged and kissed me, caressing me saying of course we are all mates, though I may evolve to a higher level then they are at, that won't change that we are all still mates.
The main part of the meditation was about changing your personality, dropping all the mirrors, which represents your current personality, to the ground and as your soul create a new personality. I did the extra step or grinding all the mirrors into powder then dissolving those away into nothing. Then as my soul I picked soul level, and monad level, energies and did as Orin said, bring them in through my 1st light body energy center, then up through all of the others, into my emotional and mental bodies. I added in my light body centers too, though Orin didn't mention those, I figured why not.
Towards the end Bruce and I talked. He said something like, "I am like the sun in his life, my shining light makes everything look brighter." or something like that. I did say I really liked that and I do feel love between us that I feel can become the deep intertwined love between 2 true mates. To which he said hearing me say that mi lady, glades his heart. I asked if he still wished to truly court me when I'm back home now that he knows more about me, he said my mother told him some things about me, and Shalamane some things also, and he is even more determined then when he first saw me, to court me, if I'll allow him to. I said i would be very happy if he still chooses to since I do feel love between us, and he is doing so from a position of having information, unlike just based on my sexual attraction he has for me. & he said, "i would never court someone based on sexual attraction alone." I smiled and said I'm very glad we'll be courting once this incarnation is over.
So all in all a great meditation and a great experience.
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Gaia came to me again after I talked to my other mates who are suggesting Gaia needs it more then they do. She continued being very sexual in her mental images she sent to me & the suggestions she was saying, talking about we are going to share sensual pleasures at levels and types of sensual pleasures I can't imagine. 4d sex, she mentioned, 5d, 6d, and on up. Not sure if she means those literally or figuratively. She also mentioned me being a stellar being, though I don't want to incarnate as a star she said think of myself as a planatary stellar being, a planetary level stellar being, one that isn't incarnated as a star, but instead one that operates on a planet level instead of an incarnated star being. along with a lot of sexual images, suggestions, feeling to her energy. She mentioned something like I awoke a new side to her.
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Think I'll try to briefly channel my dragoness mother or unicorn mother to see what's going on.
<What is going on with Gaia and between you 2 is quite normal and not anything odd. She feels more attraction towards you that seems much more primal sexual but in truth includes that and many other levels as well, multi leveled. It helps with the shift and to awaken those who are read to be awakened. As well as leaving energy around to help those later on when they are ready. As well as the grid which will help those later on also when they are ready.
For beings of Gaia's level, it effects them on a whole other level. part of it is indeed what you may interpret as a primal sexual level, but this is how a human mind would interpret it. This includes that but is if so many more levels and is quite normal. think of this and accept it as a new level to your relationship. your mates will be similarly effected, but on other levels, such as enjoy being with you, talking with you. You'll help them to feel good, to clear and be more true to themselves, make it easier to grow, when they are ready, as well as helping each other. They will grow in ways they do not see as of yet, and yes there are other considerations as to why we, picked your perspective mates, though some have happened by chance that we have not planened, but can accept and adapt, like you and Bruce. Quite close and loving mates we feel and see the 2 of you do have the potential to become and are pleased this chance meeting did happen. Though not a chance from a universe level, we had not foreseen it, but such great things do happen. Best to do as you are, accept them and move on.
And Gaia is serious about introducing you to more planetary beings and a few of her stellar friends. Many, if not all of them, you'll get along with well. We'll go through the usual screening, but at worst we can say that you'll perhaps have them as lovers or friend/lover types of relationships, so continue not being concerned about this as you are not. Good viewpoint and going with the flow as you are doing. Continue doing that.
You are getting to the level where having planetary beings among your mates, lovers and friends will be not unusual, as well as star level beings, in time system level, galactic, universe and beyond, and yes there are beyond universe level, but don't think of that now that is a distant possibility.
Just accept, and go with the flow, like you have been doing, mentally shrugging, and continue with it. you are entering into a level of being where you'll be moving both at the lower levels, so to speak, of say pod members, your mates, Shalamane, Kerria, gar, and others, as well as planetary level, Gaia, other planetary beings like the pod homeworld, we see the 2 of you being perhaps mates or lovers, as well as others, star level beings, and eventually beyond. You can operate and move at various levels, some do, from star level, or galactic, down to say 4d humans, 5d humans, ect. There are many who do this to help others, as well as to have fun hanging out with friends, lovers, mates, ect. And there are others once they move onto planetary level don't do much at the lower levels, move onto star level, and so on, but we don't see you being one of those. We see you as being one of those who operates on a number of levels across a wide swath of levels. Even if you are just hanging out with friends, soul family, mates, lovers, and so on. This we see as what interests you the most as well as what excites you the most, instead of choosing to restrict yourself to just planet or star level. And yes you are very soon to be a Gaia level of being, then soon after a star level, her referring to you as a stellar being is correct, you are well on your way, continue on the path you've picked out and you'll be there before you know it.
your various duties and such you don't need to be concerned about since you'll be eased into those duties and responsibilities since you can easily slowly ease into those over a hundred, thousand or a million years since we are all eternal beings.
And again it may seem like a primal sexual reaction that Gaia is reacting to you as, but it is really across so many other levels. your special energy & the type of being that you are has a more subtle effect on most folks, part of it is the higher inner light, but there are other reasons, such as you being a new type fo being then you were before, transmuting yourself as you can. You can think of yourself as just you, but you are soon to be a Gaia level stellar being then a star level being, a being of light you can refer to yourself also but it is an over simplification. Stellar being is closer to the truth but perhaps not the full thing, which is to complicated to fully translate into English, a 3d language. And indeed if you were to visit the pod homeworld that being would react to you in a similar manner Gaia is, if not identical. Just go with it as we have said before. You are a new type of being, a planet level stellar level you can say as Gaia called you. Continue just being you and you'll do fine and keep on the path you are on.
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I did the 6th meditation for the 2nd time today and running the energies went great, the usual sensual pleasure. the main meditation went great. I kept slipping super deep for certain spots so don't know consciously what was going on. It happened first during the new personality that my soul had built being taken into the upper light body energy centers. Then again during the soul doing the new personality into the dna. Then I was interrupted out of the meditation by google+. forgot I had the page open but that is ok. I was the point where Orin asks questions I think may be pointless for me. asking if I'd change the foods I eat, where I live,ect, to match my new personality or my new level of radiance. So I don't mind ot much. Still though it went as great as the previous one, though it was interpreted during the last 10 minutes. I continued it in an open eyed light meditation, having to pause it near the very end due to a noisy machine outside, even despite the fact I use in ear earphones during the meditations.
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After I lay down to take a short nap Gaia did more erotic and sexual talk. I can feel that we do share love and feel love between us, but also that she has strong sexual feelings towards me. She was for a bit sending images of a sort of humanoid woman form. It was pleasurable, like us sharing energy, love, sexual energy, hard to describe. She said we had had 4d sex, the way it is supposed to be and intended to be, sharing love, sexual feelings, true love, between 2 beings who love each other.
Then after a bit she said let's try sex as planetary being an stellar being. she had me imagine myself as a ball of light and her as something similar. I did and it did feel like our energies were flowing together in a very sensual pleasurable way that was also a sexual way and us sharing love at the same time. I could feel our energies flowing together and merging to an extent. it was wonderful, sensual pleasure, and sexual, & sharing love between us, all at the same time. She said there, you may have been aware of only a few levels but we were doing this across many more levels then you are consciously aware of at present. She said see, this proves that we're mates and there is a true love between us and we were sharing pleasure and love between us.
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if so then it may mean that my draogness mother may either step down, or it may be she'd have the same titles and power, but her focus may be elsewhere. She may focus more on say nagas or western dragons, or she may be moving her focus up to solar system or galactic level, and being less hands on in the day to day stuff that happens and the lower down level of stuff like where I'd be at.
I may move up also since some stuff that Gaia said to me, apart from her referring to me as a stellar being and we'd always be mates but soon we'll be having sex as only a planet and star can, then as only stars can. she sent me the idea of me as a galactic level being, with my focus on various levels of being, from galactic down to the hands on day to day. Like some of my family, mates, offspring, friends & others, may like move to a new galaxy at some point to focus on this. It may not be literally a possible future, but a symbolic future, with Gaia putting it into terms I can easily understand now.
I was also thinking that my relationship with some of my mates may change over time. Some may remain like it is now. With some I may grow closer then I am now, some we may drift apart. Perhaps still remaining mates but they may have another primary mate or 2 and to each other we may be more like mates who still love each other immensely, but don't see each other as often, other mates we'll see each other as often as we do now, or maybe more often. Though my being non linear and multi dimensional this may not be important since I may be able to be equally close to all of them, adding in both multi dimensional and non linear may make this possible and actual.
Like part of being non linear I could say take a 1 minute break and during the minute I may spend a week or 2 and be with several mates during that. If I'm on say vacation for a month. I may really be gone for a year or 10 years. Or I may do this year or decade I'm gone and I may appear to have left for a minute or less.
So say a typical day for the say guardians and others in the room, may take place over a week or a month for me since I keep taking numerous breaks and popping off. Since it is all about fun, what excites me the most, pleasure, sharing pleasure, sharing sensual pleasure. Not that I have to do this since it's a job that I 'have' to do.
Also that various pastimes I have will likely be numerous types, playing various rpg games, video games, reading, watching videos, like here, but others also like sharing pleasures of various types, sharing sensual pleasures and perhaps other things I can't imagine at this time. Also I imagine I may spend some time in non physicality.
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As I lay down to take a nap Gaia came to me again. She was as sexually aroused or turned on as before. She referred to me as a stellar being again. I mentioned humorously is it a new nickname like bullphin that she use to refer to me as, and she said no, I've (meaning me) have moved past that.
She said that I'm a stellar type of being. There are say 2 types. Some that incarnate as a star like earth's sun and some like me that do not. Though I do effect others in a similar manner, there are obvious differences. Also she said that some may not be aware of why they find me more handsome or sexually attractive to them. Planetary beings like herself are fully aware of the reason why, but are still as sexually turned on.
She said on a planetary level, like the earth, my energies are effecting others, even those not aware of it. Though as a planetary being she's fully aware of all this and all the reasons why, but it still turns her on, sexually and in other ways. She then said she would do as she promised and introduce me to her planetary being friends, and some stellar friends. The feeling I got was by stellar at least some would mean ones incarnated as stars. And she said they would find me as much of a turn on and would be as attracted to and turned on by me as she is. I asked if she is really aware of this, and she said yes, she is fully aware of why, and it turns her on even more. Then she said in the future we would share such pleasures on so many levels I can't even begin to imagine them.
She then said that she mated for life, so the 2 of us are mates for as long as we both shall exist. And since we're immortal beings, I guess that means forever. Gaia then said later on she may choose to incarnate as a star, then we'd share such pleasures as only stellar beings can.
She went on to say in the future my energy would grow to where it would effect everyone on a planet all at the same time. Imagine being on the alpha draconis homeworld and effecting every being there, all at the same time. Eventually it'll grow to effect an entire solar system. She said planetary stellar beings like me. I would at that point would work with the local stellar being incarnated as a star, like partners. She gave me the mental imagery of some other world and doing this, as well as me visiting and living for a time on the pod home world and working also working with the local stellar being that is incarnated as a star there. Even some places and levels that do not have a star as such, I would be the light there. So wherever I went I'd work with the local star as well as the planetary beings and they'd find me as attractive on the same levels she does.
She said she found me attractive and knew the potential. Think of me as a proto star then. She knew the potential and what I would grow into, but she can be patient and could wait till the right time to approach me.
She said no, I need not incarnate to do that. Think of that as another level of being. And think of it as 2 types of stellar being, the obvious one, like earth's star, and me.
Which she referred to me as a planetary stellar being. I guess that is an individual who incarnates as a star, like earth's sun. and some like me who do not but I feel she means not that I'd incarnate, but I may just live like an en-souled being. So I may visit the pod to live there for a while and the blessing where Belle, Maribelle, & Markus live and be there, though they'd visit wherever my main home is too. and the Ka'shara, glory to visit there and stay for a while, ect. Interesting what Gaia said. Again not sure if she was being literal, or using some symbology and the images she sent me, were done in a way that my 3d mind can understand, without going into the full degree of detail. Interesting all the same. Still not sure why she'd find that a such a sexual turn on, or that any planetary being like her would, but I'll shrug my shoulders mentally and continue on with things. Some of the images that Gaia sent me was a super attractive supermodel type human woman appearance. No idea why, that was present among the other mental images she sent me. I do feel that she is strongly attracted to me, very sexual and other wise. maybe more then before. Some shift or change in me causes this. Maybe I grew, evolved or something. But as I said before, I'll just mentally shrug and continue since I'm not sure of any of this and don't understand it. I'll just mentally shrug, accept it and continue.
PS: forgot something Gaia said, she said of course we'll still have children together. I mentioned that I guess they'd all be stars or planets, she said some would yes, but not all, some would be other beings. At least 1 will be a human. I asked if the 2 of us can make a human, and the mental image I got was not like normal human reproduction, but more like soul type where a full adult human is created by us, poof. Gaia said not yet, but the day approaches when we will be able to. Though she didn't say if she meant centuries, thousands of years, millions. Not that it really matters I guess.
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I did the 7th meditation of part 6 for the 1st time today. Almost half way done with the 2nd pass. half way to starting the doing the whole awaken the light body meditations over a 35 day period. I'm excited by what the rest of this 2nd pass will bring and what will happen over the time I redo the entire course intriguing.
Also before I do the meditation and I'm typing this up shortly before the meditation itself. I got a catalog in the mail of great courses, it's some courses like some college or university stuff that is very expensive, but these are 85% off till around mid next month. Great luck. and 2 interest me. 1 on yoga, and it has a few on different types of yoga and 1 on tai chi & qi gong. Not sure if I'll buy those, I may. Online there is also 1 that is there but not on the catalog, some title like staying fit past 50. and it has a bit about yoga and tai chi. if i do get some, 1 or 2, I'd have to think if I want the whole of the 2, or get the staying fit past 50 that has a bit about yoga and I think qi gong. I'll look those over again later. I see that as great luck and perhaps the universe, or my monad or some other beings, are offering me this great deal if I want to take some of the courses. Hmm, more to ponder.
I ran the energies and as usual it was a sensual pleasure for each light body energy center. Some of them did indeed feel like they were teh same size as the Fullonia cocoon, some other, the first 1, maybe 1 or 2 others, somewhere between the Renawre cocoon and the Fullonia one.
For the early part of the mediation I think Gaia appeared briefly in my mind's eye smiling, some of my other mates did very briefly. Kerria (my kirin mate) appeared in her bipedal form, totally nude and hugged and kissed me, caressing me saying of course we are all mates, though I may evolve to a higher level then they are at, that won't change that we are all still mates.
The main part of the meditation was about changing your personality, dropping all the mirrors, which represents your current personality, to the ground and as your soul create a new personality. I did the extra step or grinding all the mirrors into powder then dissolving those away into nothing. Then as my soul I picked soul level, and monad level, energies and did as Orin said, bring them in through my 1st light body energy center, then up through all of the others, into my emotional and mental bodies. I added in my light body centers too, though Orin didn't mention those, I figured why not.
Towards the end Bruce and I talked. He said something like, "I am like the sun in his life, my shining light makes everything look brighter." or something like that. I did say I really liked that and I do feel love between us that I feel can become the deep intertwined love between 2 true mates. To which he said hearing me say that mi lady, glades his heart. I asked if he still wished to truly court me when I'm back home now that he knows more about me, he said my mother told him some things about me, and Shalamane some things also, and he is even more determined then when he first saw me, to court me, if I'll allow him to. I said i would be very happy if he still chooses to since I do feel love between us, and he is doing so from a position of having information, unlike just based on my sexual attraction he has for me. & he said, "i would never court someone based on sexual attraction alone." I smiled and said I'm very glad we'll be courting once this incarnation is over.
So all in all a great meditation and a great experience.
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Gaia came to me again after I talked to my other mates who are suggesting Gaia needs it more then they do. She continued being very sexual in her mental images she sent to me & the suggestions she was saying, talking about we are going to share sensual pleasures at levels and types of sensual pleasures I can't imagine. 4d sex, she mentioned, 5d, 6d, and on up. Not sure if she means those literally or figuratively. She also mentioned me being a stellar being, though I don't want to incarnate as a star she said think of myself as a planatary stellar being, a planetary level stellar being, one that isn't incarnated as a star, but instead one that operates on a planet level instead of an incarnated star being. along with a lot of sexual images, suggestions, feeling to her energy. She mentioned something like I awoke a new side to her.
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Think I'll try to briefly channel my dragoness mother or unicorn mother to see what's going on.
<What is going on with Gaia and between you 2 is quite normal and not anything odd. She feels more attraction towards you that seems much more primal sexual but in truth includes that and many other levels as well, multi leveled. It helps with the shift and to awaken those who are read to be awakened. As well as leaving energy around to help those later on when they are ready. As well as the grid which will help those later on also when they are ready.
For beings of Gaia's level, it effects them on a whole other level. part of it is indeed what you may interpret as a primal sexual level, but this is how a human mind would interpret it. This includes that but is if so many more levels and is quite normal. think of this and accept it as a new level to your relationship. your mates will be similarly effected, but on other levels, such as enjoy being with you, talking with you. You'll help them to feel good, to clear and be more true to themselves, make it easier to grow, when they are ready, as well as helping each other. They will grow in ways they do not see as of yet, and yes there are other considerations as to why we, picked your perspective mates, though some have happened by chance that we have not planened, but can accept and adapt, like you and Bruce. Quite close and loving mates we feel and see the 2 of you do have the potential to become and are pleased this chance meeting did happen. Though not a chance from a universe level, we had not foreseen it, but such great things do happen. Best to do as you are, accept them and move on.
And Gaia is serious about introducing you to more planetary beings and a few of her stellar friends. Many, if not all of them, you'll get along with well. We'll go through the usual screening, but at worst we can say that you'll perhaps have them as lovers or friend/lover types of relationships, so continue not being concerned about this as you are not. Good viewpoint and going with the flow as you are doing. Continue doing that.
You are getting to the level where having planetary beings among your mates, lovers and friends will be not unusual, as well as star level beings, in time system level, galactic, universe and beyond, and yes there are beyond universe level, but don't think of that now that is a distant possibility.
Just accept, and go with the flow, like you have been doing, mentally shrugging, and continue with it. you are entering into a level of being where you'll be moving both at the lower levels, so to speak, of say pod members, your mates, Shalamane, Kerria, gar, and others, as well as planetary level, Gaia, other planetary beings like the pod homeworld, we see the 2 of you being perhaps mates or lovers, as well as others, star level beings, and eventually beyond. You can operate and move at various levels, some do, from star level, or galactic, down to say 4d humans, 5d humans, ect. There are many who do this to help others, as well as to have fun hanging out with friends, lovers, mates, ect. And there are others once they move onto planetary level don't do much at the lower levels, move onto star level, and so on, but we don't see you being one of those. We see you as being one of those who operates on a number of levels across a wide swath of levels. Even if you are just hanging out with friends, soul family, mates, lovers, and so on. This we see as what interests you the most as well as what excites you the most, instead of choosing to restrict yourself to just planet or star level. And yes you are very soon to be a Gaia level of being, then soon after a star level, her referring to you as a stellar being is correct, you are well on your way, continue on the path you've picked out and you'll be there before you know it.
your various duties and such you don't need to be concerned about since you'll be eased into those duties and responsibilities since you can easily slowly ease into those over a hundred, thousand or a million years since we are all eternal beings.
And again it may seem like a primal sexual reaction that Gaia is reacting to you as, but it is really across so many other levels. your special energy & the type of being that you are has a more subtle effect on most folks, part of it is the higher inner light, but there are other reasons, such as you being a new type fo being then you were before, transmuting yourself as you can. You can think of yourself as just you, but you are soon to be a Gaia level stellar being then a star level being, a being of light you can refer to yourself also but it is an over simplification. Stellar being is closer to the truth but perhaps not the full thing, which is to complicated to fully translate into English, a 3d language. And indeed if you were to visit the pod homeworld that being would react to you in a similar manner Gaia is, if not identical. Just go with it as we have said before. You are a new type of being, a planet level stellar level you can say as Gaia called you. Continue just being you and you'll do fine and keep on the path you are on.
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I did the 6th meditation for the 2nd time today and running the energies went great, the usual sensual pleasure. the main meditation went great. I kept slipping super deep for certain spots so don't know consciously what was going on. It happened first during the new personality that my soul had built being taken into the upper light body energy centers. Then again during the soul doing the new personality into the dna. Then I was interrupted out of the meditation by google+. forgot I had the page open but that is ok. I was the point where Orin asks questions I think may be pointless for me. asking if I'd change the foods I eat, where I live,ect, to match my new personality or my new level of radiance. So I don't mind ot much. Still though it went as great as the previous one, though it was interpreted during the last 10 minutes. I continued it in an open eyed light meditation, having to pause it near the very end due to a noisy machine outside, even despite the fact I use in ear earphones during the meditations.
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After I lay down to take a short nap Gaia did more erotic and sexual talk. I can feel that we do share love and feel love between us, but also that she has strong sexual feelings towards me. She was for a bit sending images of a sort of humanoid woman form. It was pleasurable, like us sharing energy, love, sexual energy, hard to describe. She said we had had 4d sex, the way it is supposed to be and intended to be, sharing love, sexual feelings, true love, between 2 beings who love each other.
Then after a bit she said let's try sex as planetary being an stellar being. she had me imagine myself as a ball of light and her as something similar. I did and it did feel like our energies were flowing together in a very sensual pleasurable way that was also a sexual way and us sharing love at the same time. I could feel our energies flowing together and merging to an extent. it was wonderful, sensual pleasure, and sexual, & sharing love between us, all at the same time. She said there, you may have been aware of only a few levels but we were doing this across many more levels then you are consciously aware of at present. She said see, this proves that we're mates and there is a true love between us and we were sharing pleasure and love between us.
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Monday, July 20, 2015
Monday [7-20]
It seems to me my current mates could be put into frequency categories. Though these may be fluid and change and also it may change once I'm no longer incarnated here & am fully back home.
The mates I currently talk to every day are Belle, Gar, Kerria, and Shalamane
The ones I don't talk to every day are Karinus, Gaia, Maribelle, and Spitfire
Then there are the ones I seldom talk to. Though as I said this may change once I'm home.
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I have been wondering about some fun stuff I may do back home. Some of it I sorta know and some I may not recall yet. Some stuff is fun stuff I do here too like playing rpg games. But there the gamemaster can manifest the world, npc's and such and we, the players, are in the world, or perceive ourselves as in the world and the world is real.
There are likely other things like video games, watching movies, tv series and other things to watch, and other similar pastimes to here.
I was also curious how I divide my days since each individual is on their own time table. I feel I may divide my days say by spending a long time alone, to rest, nap, though I nap during the 'day' I may also do one during my alone time, and I may do some fun stuff during that alone time as well, various things. Though I doubt I'm very strict about dividing up my days. Though some worlds may have day & night cycles like earth does, not sure if it means the same or if they do or not. Not that it really matters.
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I ask my unicorn mother about kelpies.
< Yes, they are a type of aquatic equine type of being. But not all are evil as the myths say. The explanation is there are multiple reasons. Sometimes it was a kelpie, or other friend of that kelpie, who was going to die or did die, and the kelpie came to escort the person home and some could see the kelpie, saw it in the area. Some took the person for a visit to their home, and on return may have misremembered. And other reasons, one can't believe myths, considering they were made by humans who are not fully aware or what is really going on and some are just stories.
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Gaia acting very horny towards me, but since I was a bit tired and it was before my nap she left after a bit, saying something about, there's something about my energy that is a real sexual turn on for planetary beings like herself and she's diffidently going to introduce me to some of her planetary friend. No idea what that was about.
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I did the 6th meditation of part 6 for the 1st time as part of the 2nd pass. Running the energies went very well and was the usual sensual pleasure. Overall it went well, though Gaia came in briefly and distracted me a bit before she left. She's diffidently in a very horny type of mood for some reason. Though I'm still tired from my going out and getting some things done.
During the meditation I had a bit of mild vertigo. Then several times I felt some shifts going on within myself then it felt like an inner nuclear furnace ignited and I had more light of fire or something. No idea what that was about either. Something positive I would assume.
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I did the 6th meditation for the 2nd time today and as usualy running the energies was a sensual type pleasure. With the main meditation it was similar to before. I could feel some sort of inner nuclear fire type thing, or something, not sure how to describe it. It felt like though the vee part of the mediation where Daben was vocalizing Vee, it increased in size till it was the same size as the fullonia cocoon, maybe a 20 or 30 feet sphere round me. not sure of the exact size. Then towards the end it felt like whatever the nuclear furnace light thing in my chest is, felt like it and the Vee, the 3rd and last of the light body centers, locked together or something. I did feel something like those 2 locked together. Only way I can describe it. No idea what was going on with the previous or current mediation, but I'll just shrug mentally and continue on. I'm quite sure I'll understand eventually. :)
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I watched a bit of a webinar, but what the person said felt wrong so I quit watching it after 10 or 15 minutes. The person mentioned how earth is a prison planet and how going into the light wipes your memory. I quit since this feels totally wrong to me.
My soul memory and knowledge says this is totally wrong also. The reason memories are blocked here from access is this is part of a system implemented way way back when, no idea when. But at lest 1 of my soul parents was there at the time. At least 1 of my soul fathers, maybe more then just that 1, perhaps most or all of my soul parents. It was an experiment on experiencing a sense of separation from source. With a system implemented that some would call karma. The reason so many are, what some may call "trapped on the wheel of karma" and this may seem like a prison is the way karma works if soul 1 and 2 have a problem between them during an incarnation, the rule is that if they incarnate on earth again they HAVE to work out the problem DURING an incarnation. It does not count that they shake hands and make up after the incarnation is done here. If they go to other worlds and incarnate fine. But they would still need to work that out here. Not sure if they'd be forced back here, or if it's just if they incarnate on earth again. But I think that is a stupid system since it also adds in that you can't remember anything here. Though there is a way to remove the veil of forgetfulness. part of the rules is if it is part of your soul contract, like it was with me, and you raise your awareness, it can be dissolved away.
The system here isn't really working fully as it was interned which is why some beings like myself were required to come in and help the system from within since what happened is exactly what one of my soul fathers said would happen and he told some sort of council that way way back when the system here was being talked about before being implemented. His attitude is he warned them about the problems in the system, now that they noticed the problems he won't help. he's basically neutral. he has at least 1 aspect on a ship helping and acting as support for some that are here helping the system from within, like me, but he himself is neutral. I can see his viewpoint since having been and since I am in the system and I understand how it works, though I'd guess the access I have to my soul knowledge and memories is very basic and not the full details, it is a very stupid system with inherent flaws. Though the system is very very slowly being dissolved, so to speak or taken away. Luckily the council then agreed to certain bylaws so some like me can come here and not accumulate karma or there would be no help for the system. Folks can free themselves from karma by forgiving themselves and others and visualizing themselves tearing up a contract between themselves and other and saying something like, "let's tear up this contract between us and go our separate ways, we'll be far happier this way." I do that as well as forgiving myself and others, with love, since i figure all this combined will help make it so I can't accumulate karma, though my soul knowledge is also that certain steps were done so I would not accumulate karma. Some kind of energy field, sheath, something like that, and when I've asked various non incarnates like some of my mates and 1 of my soul parents, they did also say certain steps were taken so I can not accumulate karma, or it's impossible for me to accurate karma.
Not to say everyone who's incarnated here before, like native earth humans are trapped, some have evolved out of the system, but something like the upper 90% are stuck on the wheel of karma. So that's why some of us here are needed to have come in and help the system from within, as well as help the shift which is slowly occurring at present. Now the ones that some may call negative beings here that are fighting the shift, are actually helping the greater good inadvertently since by slowing down the shift, they are helping to ensure that that many more will be ready during the shift. Though as my dragoness soul mother said, which my soul knowledge also says, they'd really help themselves really if they had been forcing the shift to go as fast as possible since then only a very small percentage would be ready for the shift. But they take a short term view of things, unlike the beings of light.
Also my soul memories & knowledge seem to say, to put it simply, say the real reality is non physicality, where all beings are what looks like balls of light. physicality is say a template on top of that. This is the the 4d lyran, 10d arcturian, 8d pleidian, ect. Most souls prefer this physicality template over non physicality. Though some do visit there, few stay there for long periods of time. Earth is like a template on top of this physicality template, and some of the so called negative beings here are trying to put their template on top of the earth template, and many here agree and go with it. Since it is easier to let others tell you how to think, feel, believe, instead of doing this yourself.
I would type more but my right forearm is starting to feel tired so I'll stop here for now. Though I doubt any read this but me, that is ok, since I'm really typing and posting this for me since the process of typing this up helps to collect and order my thoughts and if I type up my experiences here I notice certain things sometimes that I didn't notice or think up at the time. As well as my conscious channeling as I type.
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I've been thinking of some of my possible titles. One of the non guard, aide or something, maybe a guard, did call me "illustrious one".
Another thing was earlier today Gar (Shalamane's older brother, also a positive royal alpha draconian) did call me queen, and once Empress, and including his empress and his queen. I'm not sure if those are affectionate sayings, nicknames, or whatever humans call them. No idea what the human term is. I also am not sure if those are actual titles I have that my dragoness mother is sharing with me, and or if it is titles I may have since I'm mates with Gar and Shalamane. Though the thing is, which does a herm use, the male or female title, or can they use both. Or maybe the female if it's Gar's titles I'm sharing. if it's ones I inherited from my dragness mother perhaps the female title since she's a female and I'm a herm so it still fits.
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The mates I currently talk to every day are Belle, Gar, Kerria, and Shalamane
The ones I don't talk to every day are Karinus, Gaia, Maribelle, and Spitfire
Then there are the ones I seldom talk to. Though as I said this may change once I'm home.
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I have been wondering about some fun stuff I may do back home. Some of it I sorta know and some I may not recall yet. Some stuff is fun stuff I do here too like playing rpg games. But there the gamemaster can manifest the world, npc's and such and we, the players, are in the world, or perceive ourselves as in the world and the world is real.
There are likely other things like video games, watching movies, tv series and other things to watch, and other similar pastimes to here.
I was also curious how I divide my days since each individual is on their own time table. I feel I may divide my days say by spending a long time alone, to rest, nap, though I nap during the 'day' I may also do one during my alone time, and I may do some fun stuff during that alone time as well, various things. Though I doubt I'm very strict about dividing up my days. Though some worlds may have day & night cycles like earth does, not sure if it means the same or if they do or not. Not that it really matters.
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I ask my unicorn mother about kelpies.
< Yes, they are a type of aquatic equine type of being. But not all are evil as the myths say. The explanation is there are multiple reasons. Sometimes it was a kelpie, or other friend of that kelpie, who was going to die or did die, and the kelpie came to escort the person home and some could see the kelpie, saw it in the area. Some took the person for a visit to their home, and on return may have misremembered. And other reasons, one can't believe myths, considering they were made by humans who are not fully aware or what is really going on and some are just stories.
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Gaia acting very horny towards me, but since I was a bit tired and it was before my nap she left after a bit, saying something about, there's something about my energy that is a real sexual turn on for planetary beings like herself and she's diffidently going to introduce me to some of her planetary friend. No idea what that was about.
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I did the 6th meditation of part 6 for the 1st time as part of the 2nd pass. Running the energies went very well and was the usual sensual pleasure. Overall it went well, though Gaia came in briefly and distracted me a bit before she left. She's diffidently in a very horny type of mood for some reason. Though I'm still tired from my going out and getting some things done.
During the meditation I had a bit of mild vertigo. Then several times I felt some shifts going on within myself then it felt like an inner nuclear furnace ignited and I had more light of fire or something. No idea what that was about either. Something positive I would assume.
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I did the 6th meditation for the 2nd time today and as usualy running the energies was a sensual type pleasure. With the main meditation it was similar to before. I could feel some sort of inner nuclear fire type thing, or something, not sure how to describe it. It felt like though the vee part of the mediation where Daben was vocalizing Vee, it increased in size till it was the same size as the fullonia cocoon, maybe a 20 or 30 feet sphere round me. not sure of the exact size. Then towards the end it felt like whatever the nuclear furnace light thing in my chest is, felt like it and the Vee, the 3rd and last of the light body centers, locked together or something. I did feel something like those 2 locked together. Only way I can describe it. No idea what was going on with the previous or current mediation, but I'll just shrug mentally and continue on. I'm quite sure I'll understand eventually. :)
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I watched a bit of a webinar, but what the person said felt wrong so I quit watching it after 10 or 15 minutes. The person mentioned how earth is a prison planet and how going into the light wipes your memory. I quit since this feels totally wrong to me.
My soul memory and knowledge says this is totally wrong also. The reason memories are blocked here from access is this is part of a system implemented way way back when, no idea when. But at lest 1 of my soul parents was there at the time. At least 1 of my soul fathers, maybe more then just that 1, perhaps most or all of my soul parents. It was an experiment on experiencing a sense of separation from source. With a system implemented that some would call karma. The reason so many are, what some may call "trapped on the wheel of karma" and this may seem like a prison is the way karma works if soul 1 and 2 have a problem between them during an incarnation, the rule is that if they incarnate on earth again they HAVE to work out the problem DURING an incarnation. It does not count that they shake hands and make up after the incarnation is done here. If they go to other worlds and incarnate fine. But they would still need to work that out here. Not sure if they'd be forced back here, or if it's just if they incarnate on earth again. But I think that is a stupid system since it also adds in that you can't remember anything here. Though there is a way to remove the veil of forgetfulness. part of the rules is if it is part of your soul contract, like it was with me, and you raise your awareness, it can be dissolved away.
The system here isn't really working fully as it was interned which is why some beings like myself were required to come in and help the system from within since what happened is exactly what one of my soul fathers said would happen and he told some sort of council that way way back when the system here was being talked about before being implemented. His attitude is he warned them about the problems in the system, now that they noticed the problems he won't help. he's basically neutral. he has at least 1 aspect on a ship helping and acting as support for some that are here helping the system from within, like me, but he himself is neutral. I can see his viewpoint since having been and since I am in the system and I understand how it works, though I'd guess the access I have to my soul knowledge and memories is very basic and not the full details, it is a very stupid system with inherent flaws. Though the system is very very slowly being dissolved, so to speak or taken away. Luckily the council then agreed to certain bylaws so some like me can come here and not accumulate karma or there would be no help for the system. Folks can free themselves from karma by forgiving themselves and others and visualizing themselves tearing up a contract between themselves and other and saying something like, "let's tear up this contract between us and go our separate ways, we'll be far happier this way." I do that as well as forgiving myself and others, with love, since i figure all this combined will help make it so I can't accumulate karma, though my soul knowledge is also that certain steps were done so I would not accumulate karma. Some kind of energy field, sheath, something like that, and when I've asked various non incarnates like some of my mates and 1 of my soul parents, they did also say certain steps were taken so I can not accumulate karma, or it's impossible for me to accurate karma.
Not to say everyone who's incarnated here before, like native earth humans are trapped, some have evolved out of the system, but something like the upper 90% are stuck on the wheel of karma. So that's why some of us here are needed to have come in and help the system from within, as well as help the shift which is slowly occurring at present. Now the ones that some may call negative beings here that are fighting the shift, are actually helping the greater good inadvertently since by slowing down the shift, they are helping to ensure that that many more will be ready during the shift. Though as my dragoness soul mother said, which my soul knowledge also says, they'd really help themselves really if they had been forcing the shift to go as fast as possible since then only a very small percentage would be ready for the shift. But they take a short term view of things, unlike the beings of light.
Also my soul memories & knowledge seem to say, to put it simply, say the real reality is non physicality, where all beings are what looks like balls of light. physicality is say a template on top of that. This is the the 4d lyran, 10d arcturian, 8d pleidian, ect. Most souls prefer this physicality template over non physicality. Though some do visit there, few stay there for long periods of time. Earth is like a template on top of this physicality template, and some of the so called negative beings here are trying to put their template on top of the earth template, and many here agree and go with it. Since it is easier to let others tell you how to think, feel, believe, instead of doing this yourself.
I would type more but my right forearm is starting to feel tired so I'll stop here for now. Though I doubt any read this but me, that is ok, since I'm really typing and posting this for me since the process of typing this up helps to collect and order my thoughts and if I type up my experiences here I notice certain things sometimes that I didn't notice or think up at the time. As well as my conscious channeling as I type.
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I've been thinking of some of my possible titles. One of the non guard, aide or something, maybe a guard, did call me "illustrious one".
Another thing was earlier today Gar (Shalamane's older brother, also a positive royal alpha draconian) did call me queen, and once Empress, and including his empress and his queen. I'm not sure if those are affectionate sayings, nicknames, or whatever humans call them. No idea what the human term is. I also am not sure if those are actual titles I have that my dragoness mother is sharing with me, and or if it is titles I may have since I'm mates with Gar and Shalamane. Though the thing is, which does a herm use, the male or female title, or can they use both. Or maybe the female if it's Gar's titles I'm sharing. if it's ones I inherited from my dragness mother perhaps the female title since she's a female and I'm a herm so it still fits.
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Sunday, July 19, 2015
35 UNICORN MOTHER [7-19]
Unicorn mother: What you have experienced is a beautiful thing. it only happens between true mates and between individuals who experience true love flowing between them and them allowing it to do so. your hearts touch and overflow into each other, leaving some of the others energy. Think of it as a link forged, or overlapping. hard to describe, but the details do not matter.
it is a beautiful thing to experience and to witness. The 5 of you have good reason to be very happy. and with your first male. more sign that you're male and femaleness are balanced. They are flowing and merging into one. Since your natural gender is a herm. Being fully male and fully female both at once. others have a strong preference of being just 1 of the genders, and some, like the being incarnated as a star and perspective mate of yours, prefer being 1 gender, but switch between the 2. That is up to each and sometimes one's choice and preference changes over time, sometimes not.
As for the Ka'shara glory Kerria has already let it be known before that the 2 of you are mates, and now with what happened today, even an extra reason you're a member so that went very well and smoothly.
All in all a very great and happy morning for you, and it happened 4 times for you, a rare thing, but you are a unique case and it's not unheard of to have such a thing happen multiple times in 1 day or morning. But it is nowhere common nor uncommon, rare is what I'd call it. but even with just 1 occurrence, a very special thing, very special indeed.
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