Talked to Maribelle a bit this morning. She is again wanting me to agree to let her father sire a foal with me, after i sire a floal with her & her mother so the 3 of them would have 3 foals to raise that would be siblings since they'd share the same parent, me, since I'd be the sire of 2 and the mother of the 3rd. I mentioned I may, but I'd want there to be some sort of love relationship with her father, not just me using him as a stud. But at least us being lovers or something, or lover/friend, and she did say she understood. She also sent me some mental images of erotic parts of her body.
Feels like she may be changing or in a phase where she wants to settle down and raise some foals, and her mother has said she wants to have kids with me, and we're mates now also.
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I did the 8th mediation today for part 6 for the 1st time as part of the 2nd pass. Running the energies went mediocre, but that is ok. I usually don't do the meditations this early except on Thursdays. I usually do the 1st one after a nap. Also the main part of the mediation I didn't see the point of. Nodes? i did sorta feel something like vortices once. most of it I was able to faintly feel the Vee all around me like I was floating in it. And it looked like there was this very bright like all around me like I was inside a star or something.
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Before someone said that my unicorn mother said I was almost at Gaia's level as a being, as before I wonder what that could really mean.
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I did the meditation for the 2nd time today and running the energies went ok. The main part of the meditation went ok, but i cut the meditation short since I could feel my monad wished to say something to me and the feeling was very distracting. And besides this I never did get the whole nodes thing. Even the first 2 times I did this this meditation made no sense to me. It's the only one out of all the 6 parts that makes no sense and I never really get what the point of the meditation is. I may ask about that too, since my monad wants to talk about me. But first I'll type up some of today's experiences.
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Earlier, while on the bus I had a sort of poof thing where I knew it was like Earth is suspended within a sort of hologram and the 'experiment' is nearing it's end and it'll be gradually turned off. It can't be suddenly turned off similar to if a person dives deep they can't really just swim quickly to the surface,
I also felt that once this incarnation is over I'll likely need to rest at home for a while, maybe like sleep for a day or several days, maybe waking up for short periods during this. Since I'll may need to do this due to the conditions of incarnating on the earth.
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I also had a few messages from Bruce. he does feel like a romantic type. I am not sure if I understood romance personally till Bruce. I do hope the courtship goes well and we work out as mates, but that won't start, the courtship that is, till I'm home.
Bruce: " The grass is always greener where ever you walk."
Then a bit later:
"The grass is always greener where ever I am."
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