I've been thinking of a few things. I had one person tell me my unicorn mother said my dragoness mother wants to ease me into my duties. She said I'd be the leader of all the alpha draconians, positive and negatives. Guess that may mean the negatives may join in with the positives at some point in the future.
if so then it may mean that my draogness mother may either step down, or it may be she'd have the same titles and power, but her focus may be elsewhere. She may focus more on say nagas or western dragons, or she may be moving her focus up to solar system or galactic level, and being less hands on in the day to day stuff that happens and the lower down level of stuff like where I'd be at.
I may move up also since some stuff that Gaia said to me, apart from her referring to me as a stellar being and we'd always be mates but soon we'll be having sex as only a planet and star can, then as only stars can. she sent me the idea of me as a galactic level being, with my focus on various levels of being, from galactic down to the hands on day to day. Like some of my family, mates, offspring, friends & others, may like move to a new galaxy at some point to focus on this. It may not be literally a possible future, but a symbolic future, with Gaia putting it into terms I can easily understand now.
I was also thinking that my relationship with some of my mates may change over time. Some may remain like it is now. With some I may grow closer then I am now, some we may drift apart. Perhaps still remaining mates but they may have another primary mate or 2 and to each other we may be more like mates who still love each other immensely, but don't see each other as often, other mates we'll see each other as often as we do now, or maybe more often. Though my being non linear and multi dimensional this may not be important since I may be able to be equally close to all of them, adding in both multi dimensional and non linear may make this possible and actual.
Like part of being non linear I could say take a 1 minute break and during the minute I may spend a week or 2 and be with several mates during that. If I'm on say vacation for a month. I may really be gone for a year or 10 years. Or I may do this year or decade I'm gone and I may appear to have left for a minute or less.
So say a typical day for the say guardians and others in the room, may take place over a week or a month for me since I keep taking numerous breaks and popping off. Since it is all about fun, what excites me the most, pleasure, sharing pleasure, sharing sensual pleasure. Not that I have to do this since it's a job that I 'have' to do.
Also that various pastimes I have will likely be numerous types, playing various rpg games, video games, reading, watching videos, like here, but others also like sharing pleasures of various types, sharing sensual pleasures and perhaps other things I can't imagine at this time. Also I imagine I may spend some time in non physicality.
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As I lay down to take a nap Gaia came to me again. She was as sexually aroused or turned on as before. She referred to me as a stellar being again. I mentioned humorously is it a new nickname like bullphin that she use to refer to me as, and she said no, I've (meaning me) have moved past that.
She said that I'm a stellar type of being. There are say 2 types. Some that incarnate as a star like earth's sun and some like me that do not. Though I do effect others in a similar manner, there are obvious differences. Also she said that some may not be aware of why they find me more handsome or sexually attractive to them. Planetary beings like herself are fully aware of the reason why, but are still as sexually turned on.
She said on a planetary level, like the earth, my energies are effecting others, even those not aware of it. Though as a planetary being she's fully aware of all this and all the reasons why, but it still turns her on, sexually and in other ways. She then said she would do as she promised and introduce me to her planetary being friends, and some stellar friends. The feeling I got was by stellar at least some would mean ones incarnated as stars. And she said they would find me as much of a turn on and would be as attracted to and turned on by me as she is. I asked if she is really aware of this, and she said yes, she is fully aware of why, and it turns her on even more. Then she said in the future we would share such pleasures on so many levels I can't even begin to imagine them.
She then said that she mated for life, so the 2 of us are mates for as long as we both shall exist. And since we're immortal beings, I guess that means forever. Gaia then said later on she may choose to incarnate as a star, then we'd share such pleasures as only stellar beings can.
She went on to say in the future my energy would grow to where it would effect everyone on a planet all at the same time. Imagine being on the alpha draconis homeworld and effecting every being there, all at the same time. Eventually it'll grow to effect an entire solar system. She said planetary stellar beings like me. I would at that point would work with the local stellar being incarnated as a star, like partners. She gave me the mental imagery of some other world and doing this, as well as me visiting and living for a time on the pod home world and working also working with the local stellar being that is incarnated as a star there. Even some places and levels that do not have a star as such, I would be the light there. So wherever I went I'd work with the local star as well as the planetary beings and they'd find me as attractive on the same levels she does.
She said she found me attractive and knew the potential. Think of me as a proto star then. She knew the potential and what I would grow into, but she can be patient and could wait till the right time to approach me.
She said no, I need not incarnate to do that. Think of that as another level of being. And think of it as 2 types of stellar being, the obvious one, like earth's star, and me.
Which she referred to me as a planetary stellar being. I guess that is an individual who incarnates as a star, like earth's sun. and some like me who do not but I feel she means not that I'd incarnate, but I may just live like an en-souled being. So I may visit the pod to live there for a while and the blessing where Belle, Maribelle, & Markus live and be there, though they'd visit wherever my main home is too. and the Ka'shara, glory to visit there and stay for a while, ect. Interesting what Gaia said. Again not sure if she was being literal, or using some symbology and the images she sent me, were done in a way that my 3d mind can understand, without going into the full degree of detail. Interesting all the same. Still not sure why she'd find that a such a sexual turn on, or that any planetary being like her would, but I'll shrug my shoulders mentally and continue on with things. Some of the images that Gaia sent me was a super attractive supermodel type human woman appearance. No idea why, that was present among the other mental images she sent me. I do feel that she is strongly attracted to me, very sexual and other wise. maybe more then before. Some shift or change in me causes this. Maybe I grew, evolved or something. But as I said before, I'll just mentally shrug and continue since I'm not sure of any of this and don't understand it. I'll just mentally shrug, accept it and continue.
PS: forgot something Gaia said, she said of course we'll still have children together. I mentioned that I guess they'd all be stars or planets, she said some would yes, but not all, some would be other beings. At least 1 will be a human. I asked if the 2 of us can make a human, and the mental image I got was not like normal human reproduction, but more like soul type where a full adult human is created by us, poof. Gaia said not yet, but the day approaches when we will be able to. Though she didn't say if she meant centuries, thousands of years, millions. Not that it really matters I guess.
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I did the 7th meditation of part 6 for the 1st time today. Almost half way done with the 2nd pass. half way to starting the doing the whole awaken the light body meditations over a 35 day period. I'm excited by what the rest of this 2nd pass will bring and what will happen over the time I redo the entire course intriguing.
Also before I do the meditation and I'm typing this up shortly before the meditation itself. I got a catalog in the mail of great courses, it's some courses like some college or university stuff that is very expensive, but these are 85% off till around mid next month. Great luck. and 2 interest me. 1 on yoga, and it has a few on different types of yoga and 1 on tai chi & qi gong. Not sure if I'll buy those, I may. Online there is also 1 that is there but not on the catalog, some title like staying fit past 50. and it has a bit about yoga and tai chi. if i do get some, 1 or 2, I'd have to think if I want the whole of the 2, or get the staying fit past 50 that has a bit about yoga and I think qi gong. I'll look those over again later. I see that as great luck and perhaps the universe, or my monad or some other beings, are offering me this great deal if I want to take some of the courses. Hmm, more to ponder.
I ran the energies and as usual it was a sensual pleasure for each light body energy center. Some of them did indeed feel like they were teh same size as the Fullonia cocoon, some other, the first 1, maybe 1 or 2 others, somewhere between the Renawre cocoon and the Fullonia one.
For the early part of the mediation I think Gaia appeared briefly in my mind's eye smiling, some of my other mates did very briefly. Kerria (my kirin mate) appeared in her bipedal form, totally nude and hugged and kissed me, caressing me saying of course we are all mates, though I may evolve to a higher level then they are at, that won't change that we are all still mates.
The main part of the meditation was about changing your personality, dropping all the mirrors, which represents your current personality, to the ground and as your soul create a new personality. I did the extra step or grinding all the mirrors into powder then dissolving those away into nothing. Then as my soul I picked soul level, and monad level, energies and did as Orin said, bring them in through my 1st light body energy center, then up through all of the others, into my emotional and mental bodies. I added in my light body centers too, though Orin didn't mention those, I figured why not.
Towards the end Bruce and I talked. He said something like, "I am like the sun in his life, my shining light makes everything look brighter." or something like that. I did say I really liked that and I do feel love between us that I feel can become the deep intertwined love between 2 true mates. To which he said hearing me say that mi lady, glades his heart. I asked if he still wished to truly court me when I'm back home now that he knows more about me, he said my mother told him some things about me, and Shalamane some things also, and he is even more determined then when he first saw me, to court me, if I'll allow him to. I said i would be very happy if he still chooses to since I do feel love between us, and he is doing so from a position of having information, unlike just based on my sexual attraction he has for me. & he said, "i would never court someone based on sexual attraction alone." I smiled and said I'm very glad we'll be courting once this incarnation is over.
So all in all a great meditation and a great experience.
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Gaia came to me again after I talked to my other mates who are suggesting Gaia needs it more then they do. She continued being very sexual in her mental images she sent to me & the suggestions she was saying, talking about we are going to share sensual pleasures at levels and types of sensual pleasures I can't imagine. 4d sex, she mentioned, 5d, 6d, and on up. Not sure if she means those literally or figuratively. She also mentioned me being a stellar being, though I don't want to incarnate as a star she said think of myself as a planatary stellar being, a planetary level stellar being, one that isn't incarnated as a star, but instead one that operates on a planet level instead of an incarnated star being. along with a lot of sexual images, suggestions, feeling to her energy. She mentioned something like I awoke a new side to her.
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Think I'll try to briefly channel my dragoness mother or unicorn mother to see what's going on.
<What is going on with Gaia and between you 2 is quite normal and not anything odd. She feels more attraction towards you that seems much more primal sexual but in truth includes that and many other levels as well, multi leveled. It helps with the shift and to awaken those who are read to be awakened. As well as leaving energy around to help those later on when they are ready. As well as the grid which will help those later on also when they are ready.
For beings of Gaia's level, it effects them on a whole other level. part of it is indeed what you may interpret as a primal sexual level, but this is how a human mind would interpret it. This includes that but is if so many more levels and is quite normal. think of this and accept it as a new level to your relationship. your mates will be similarly effected, but on other levels, such as enjoy being with you, talking with you. You'll help them to feel good, to clear and be more true to themselves, make it easier to grow, when they are ready, as well as helping each other. They will grow in ways they do not see as of yet, and yes there are other considerations as to why we, picked your perspective mates, though some have happened by chance that we have not planened, but can accept and adapt, like you and Bruce. Quite close and loving mates we feel and see the 2 of you do have the potential to become and are pleased this chance meeting did happen. Though not a chance from a universe level, we had not foreseen it, but such great things do happen. Best to do as you are, accept them and move on.
And Gaia is serious about introducing you to more planetary beings and a few of her stellar friends. Many, if not all of them, you'll get along with well. We'll go through the usual screening, but at worst we can say that you'll perhaps have them as lovers or friend/lover types of relationships, so continue not being concerned about this as you are not. Good viewpoint and going with the flow as you are doing. Continue doing that.
You are getting to the level where having planetary beings among your mates, lovers and friends will be not unusual, as well as star level beings, in time system level, galactic, universe and beyond, and yes there are beyond universe level, but don't think of that now that is a distant possibility.
Just accept, and go with the flow, like you have been doing, mentally shrugging, and continue with it. you are entering into a level of being where you'll be moving both at the lower levels, so to speak, of say pod members, your mates, Shalamane, Kerria, gar, and others, as well as planetary level, Gaia, other planetary beings like the pod homeworld, we see the 2 of you being perhaps mates or lovers, as well as others, star level beings, and eventually beyond. You can operate and move at various levels, some do, from star level, or galactic, down to say 4d humans, 5d humans, ect. There are many who do this to help others, as well as to have fun hanging out with friends, lovers, mates, ect. And there are others once they move onto planetary level don't do much at the lower levels, move onto star level, and so on, but we don't see you being one of those. We see you as being one of those who operates on a number of levels across a wide swath of levels. Even if you are just hanging out with friends, soul family, mates, lovers, and so on. This we see as what interests you the most as well as what excites you the most, instead of choosing to restrict yourself to just planet or star level. And yes you are very soon to be a Gaia level of being, then soon after a star level, her referring to you as a stellar being is correct, you are well on your way, continue on the path you've picked out and you'll be there before you know it.
your various duties and such you don't need to be concerned about since you'll be eased into those duties and responsibilities since you can easily slowly ease into those over a hundred, thousand or a million years since we are all eternal beings.
And again it may seem like a primal sexual reaction that Gaia is reacting to you as, but it is really across so many other levels. your special energy & the type of being that you are has a more subtle effect on most folks, part of it is the higher inner light, but there are other reasons, such as you being a new type fo being then you were before, transmuting yourself as you can. You can think of yourself as just you, but you are soon to be a Gaia level stellar being then a star level being, a being of light you can refer to yourself also but it is an over simplification. Stellar being is closer to the truth but perhaps not the full thing, which is to complicated to fully translate into English, a 3d language. And indeed if you were to visit the pod homeworld that being would react to you in a similar manner Gaia is, if not identical. Just go with it as we have said before. You are a new type of being, a planet level stellar level you can say as Gaia called you. Continue just being you and you'll do fine and keep on the path you are on.
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I did the 6th meditation for the 2nd time today and running the energies went great, the usual sensual pleasure. the main meditation went great. I kept slipping super deep for certain spots so don't know consciously what was going on. It happened first during the new personality that my soul had built being taken into the upper light body energy centers. Then again during the soul doing the new personality into the dna. Then I was interrupted out of the meditation by google+. forgot I had the page open but that is ok. I was the point where Orin asks questions I think may be pointless for me. asking if I'd change the foods I eat, where I live,ect, to match my new personality or my new level of radiance. So I don't mind ot much. Still though it went as great as the previous one, though it was interpreted during the last 10 minutes. I continued it in an open eyed light meditation, having to pause it near the very end due to a noisy machine outside, even despite the fact I use in ear earphones during the meditations.
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After I lay down to take a short nap Gaia did more erotic and sexual talk. I can feel that we do share love and feel love between us, but also that she has strong sexual feelings towards me. She was for a bit sending images of a sort of humanoid woman form. It was pleasurable, like us sharing energy, love, sexual energy, hard to describe. She said we had had 4d sex, the way it is supposed to be and intended to be, sharing love, sexual feelings, true love, between 2 beings who love each other.
Then after a bit she said let's try sex as planetary being an stellar being. she had me imagine myself as a ball of light and her as something similar. I did and it did feel like our energies were flowing together in a very sensual pleasurable way that was also a sexual way and us sharing love at the same time. I could feel our energies flowing together and merging to an extent. it was wonderful, sensual pleasure, and sexual, & sharing love between us, all at the same time. She said there, you may have been aware of only a few levels but we were doing this across many more levels then you are consciously aware of at present. She said see, this proves that we're mates and there is a true love between us and we were sharing pleasure and love between us.
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