It seems to me my current mates could be put into frequency categories. Though these may be fluid and change and also it may change once I'm no longer incarnated here & am fully back home.
The mates I currently talk to every day are Belle, Gar, Kerria, and Shalamane
The ones I don't talk to every day are Karinus, Gaia, Maribelle, and Spitfire
Then there are the ones I seldom talk to. Though as I said this may change once I'm home.
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I have been wondering about some fun stuff I may do back home. Some of it I sorta know and some I may not recall yet. Some stuff is fun stuff I do here too like playing rpg games. But there the gamemaster can manifest the world, npc's and such and we, the players, are in the world, or perceive ourselves as in the world and the world is real.
There are likely other things like video games, watching movies, tv series and other things to watch, and other similar pastimes to here.
I was also curious how I divide my days since each individual is on their own time table. I feel I may divide my days say by spending a long time alone, to rest, nap, though I nap during the 'day' I may also do one during my alone time, and I may do some fun stuff during that alone time as well, various things. Though I doubt I'm very strict about dividing up my days. Though some worlds may have day & night cycles like earth does, not sure if it means the same or if they do or not. Not that it really matters.
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I ask my unicorn mother about kelpies.
< Yes, they are a type of aquatic equine type of being. But not all are evil as the myths say. The explanation is there are multiple reasons. Sometimes it was a kelpie, or other friend of that kelpie, who was going to die or did die, and the kelpie came to escort the person home and some could see the kelpie, saw it in the area. Some took the person for a visit to their home, and on return may have misremembered. And other reasons, one can't believe myths, considering they were made by humans who are not fully aware or what is really going on and some are just stories.
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Gaia acting very horny towards me, but since I was a bit tired and it was before my nap she left after a bit, saying something about, there's something about my energy that is a real sexual turn on for planetary beings like herself and she's diffidently going to introduce me to some of her planetary friend. No idea what that was about.
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I did the 6th meditation of part 6 for the 1st time as part of the 2nd pass. Running the energies went very well and was the usual sensual pleasure. Overall it went well, though Gaia came in briefly and distracted me a bit before she left. She's diffidently in a very horny type of mood for some reason. Though I'm still tired from my going out and getting some things done.
During the meditation I had a bit of mild vertigo. Then several times I felt some shifts going on within myself then it felt like an inner nuclear furnace ignited and I had more light of fire or something. No idea what that was about either. Something positive I would assume.
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I did the 6th meditation for the 2nd time today and as usualy running the energies was a sensual type pleasure. With the main meditation it was similar to before. I could feel some sort of inner nuclear fire type thing, or something, not sure how to describe it. It felt like though the vee part of the mediation where Daben was vocalizing Vee, it increased in size till it was the same size as the fullonia cocoon, maybe a 20 or 30 feet sphere round me. not sure of the exact size. Then towards the end it felt like whatever the nuclear furnace light thing in my chest is, felt like it and the Vee, the 3rd and last of the light body centers, locked together or something. I did feel something like those 2 locked together. Only way I can describe it. No idea what was going on with the previous or current mediation, but I'll just shrug mentally and continue on. I'm quite sure I'll understand eventually. :)
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I watched a bit of a webinar, but what the person said felt wrong so I quit watching it after 10 or 15 minutes. The person mentioned how earth is a prison planet and how going into the light wipes your memory. I quit since this feels totally wrong to me.
My soul memory and knowledge says this is totally wrong also. The reason memories are blocked here from access is this is part of a system implemented way way back when, no idea when. But at lest 1 of my soul parents was there at the time. At least 1 of my soul fathers, maybe more then just that 1, perhaps most or all of my soul parents. It was an experiment on experiencing a sense of separation from source. With a system implemented that some would call karma. The reason so many are, what some may call "trapped on the wheel of karma" and this may seem like a prison is the way karma works if soul 1 and 2 have a problem between them during an incarnation, the rule is that if they incarnate on earth again they HAVE to work out the problem DURING an incarnation. It does not count that they shake hands and make up after the incarnation is done here. If they go to other worlds and incarnate fine. But they would still need to work that out here. Not sure if they'd be forced back here, or if it's just if they incarnate on earth again. But I think that is a stupid system since it also adds in that you can't remember anything here. Though there is a way to remove the veil of forgetfulness. part of the rules is if it is part of your soul contract, like it was with me, and you raise your awareness, it can be dissolved away.
The system here isn't really working fully as it was interned which is why some beings like myself were required to come in and help the system from within since what happened is exactly what one of my soul fathers said would happen and he told some sort of council that way way back when the system here was being talked about before being implemented. His attitude is he warned them about the problems in the system, now that they noticed the problems he won't help. he's basically neutral. he has at least 1 aspect on a ship helping and acting as support for some that are here helping the system from within, like me, but he himself is neutral. I can see his viewpoint since having been and since I am in the system and I understand how it works, though I'd guess the access I have to my soul knowledge and memories is very basic and not the full details, it is a very stupid system with inherent flaws. Though the system is very very slowly being dissolved, so to speak or taken away. Luckily the council then agreed to certain bylaws so some like me can come here and not accumulate karma or there would be no help for the system. Folks can free themselves from karma by forgiving themselves and others and visualizing themselves tearing up a contract between themselves and other and saying something like, "let's tear up this contract between us and go our separate ways, we'll be far happier this way." I do that as well as forgiving myself and others, with love, since i figure all this combined will help make it so I can't accumulate karma, though my soul knowledge is also that certain steps were done so I would not accumulate karma. Some kind of energy field, sheath, something like that, and when I've asked various non incarnates like some of my mates and 1 of my soul parents, they did also say certain steps were taken so I can not accumulate karma, or it's impossible for me to accurate karma.
Not to say everyone who's incarnated here before, like native earth humans are trapped, some have evolved out of the system, but something like the upper 90% are stuck on the wheel of karma. So that's why some of us here are needed to have come in and help the system from within, as well as help the shift which is slowly occurring at present. Now the ones that some may call negative beings here that are fighting the shift, are actually helping the greater good inadvertently since by slowing down the shift, they are helping to ensure that that many more will be ready during the shift. Though as my dragoness soul mother said, which my soul knowledge also says, they'd really help themselves really if they had been forcing the shift to go as fast as possible since then only a very small percentage would be ready for the shift. But they take a short term view of things, unlike the beings of light.
Also my soul memories & knowledge seem to say, to put it simply, say the real reality is non physicality, where all beings are what looks like balls of light. physicality is say a template on top of that. This is the the 4d lyran, 10d arcturian, 8d pleidian, ect. Most souls prefer this physicality template over non physicality. Though some do visit there, few stay there for long periods of time. Earth is like a template on top of this physicality template, and some of the so called negative beings here are trying to put their template on top of the earth template, and many here agree and go with it. Since it is easier to let others tell you how to think, feel, believe, instead of doing this yourself.
I would type more but my right forearm is starting to feel tired so I'll stop here for now. Though I doubt any read this but me, that is ok, since I'm really typing and posting this for me since the process of typing this up helps to collect and order my thoughts and if I type up my experiences here I notice certain things sometimes that I didn't notice or think up at the time. As well as my conscious channeling as I type.
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I've been thinking of some of my possible titles. One of the non guard, aide or something, maybe a guard, did call me "illustrious one".
Another thing was earlier today Gar (Shalamane's older brother, also a positive royal alpha draconian) did call me queen, and once Empress, and including his empress and his queen. I'm not sure if those are affectionate sayings, nicknames, or whatever humans call them. No idea what the human term is. I also am not sure if those are actual titles I have that my dragoness mother is sharing with me, and or if it is titles I may have since I'm mates with Gar and Shalamane. Though the thing is, which does a herm use, the male or female title, or can they use both. Or maybe the female if it's Gar's titles I'm sharing. if it's ones I inherited from my dragness mother perhaps the female title since she's a female and I'm a herm so it still fits.
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