Seems I have an energy unicorn mare that wants to be mates with me. She does seem very sexual and I do feel that we do have a connection of love and we can be great mates. She also mentioned she is bi and can change her gender.
And maybe another unicorn later.
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Shara has been with me a bit this morning. Some of it was talking erotically, including mentioning maybe a 3 some with the 2 of us and Belle perhaps. Then she also talked about us founding a glory of energy unicorns, the 4 of us. My unicorn mother, me, her, and Batten, my unicorn mother's stallion mate. Though Shara has said she sometimes switches her gender to a stallion. She did say also, again, that Batten is very shy. And when I asked why the 3 of them have not founded their own glory of energy unicorns she said in a seductive mental tone of voice, <we were waiting for a 4th to come along, the right stallion/mare, to come along. how would you like that, hmm, the 4 of us as founders of a glory of energy unicorns?>
"how would they be different then regular energy unicorns?"
"some differences, some similarities. Think of it as they would be native to a higher, level of being let's say lover & mate. there is a while other level of being up here that you, your 3d incarnated being, can't dream of as of yet or imagine. They would be native to this level of being, though, of course, less experienced then we are, since most of them would choose to start off as foals. Just think lover, a whole glory/herd of unicorns that the 4 of us can found, native to a whole other level of being. the 4 of us their parents, and founders."
"The idea does intrigue me and I feel some excitement. But what the other things I may be doing, the positive alpha draconian and other stuff. And why get this me to agree instead of the rest of me not incarnated?"
<you can have multiple hobbies you are doing at the same time, since you are multi dimensional and non linear. You can also do this for a while, take a 5 or longer day or month break, and return to that hobby a few seconds after you left. As for you. You are the key. the growth you experience, the expansion, openness, reflects on the whole you. Think of it as what you move past, accept, clear, the amount of growth, is magnified as to how it effects your whole being. So lover and mate, what do you say. Regardless of your answer I can promise you pleasures that you can't imagine and some you can, across levels you have not dreamed of as of yet. fueled by our shared love and affection for each other, such sensual pleasures await you, regardless of your answer. Since the 2 of us are mates and it is based on true love, such sensual pleasures we'll share.>
"Seductive, but it does sound interesting, founding a glory of not just unicorns but energy unicorns native to that higher level you mentioned, instead of how regular unicorns are normally native to, but can, of course grow past that to as high as they want. Ok, I do accept, let the 4 of us do this."
<excellent. You'll experience much, many more, sensual shared pleasures, sexual and otherwise, and the positive effects will ripple across time itself as the blessing grows. But we have an eternity to do this so no need to do so right now. We can also invite in unicorns, and other beings, of love who have reached at least the levels the foals we'll have will start at. Some pod members perhaps, and other being of love. The positive effects will ripple out, but enough for that later.>
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I did the 8th meditation for part 6 for the 1st time as part of the 2nd pass and it went great. Running the energies was like a sensual pleasure, like usual, each light body energy center felt different, but each was a sensual pleasure to experience and they all felt like they were the size of the Fullonia Cocoon, that is around 20-30 feet in diameter or across, not sure which, but the exact size doesn't matter.
For part of this Shara and Belle were present, talking about doing a 3 some with me, and if I got to tired while I rested they would be sharing pleasure and sex with each other as i watched. Then Kerria appeared saying if there was any 3some involving Kulstor she wanted in on it. The talked a bit, mentioning what they did before as well as some 3somes could be an all mare 3some get together.
The rest of the meditation was about making a cord from my soul downward into my crown, the top of my head. When my soul and I met, as usual there was the kissing, hugging, the very strong feelings of love and what the 3d mind interprets as strong sexual attraction, but I can feel is actually a multi layered thing. Hard to describe. After we did a short bit of hugging & kissing and penetrating each other we went back to the cord going from my soul into me. Into my crown, down my spine into my nervous system. First into my mental body, then emotional body, personality and physical body. My soul's higher light energy was, hard to describe, sort of restructuring or something so everything was from a higher more refined light and energy of my soul.
Then the meditation had me go higher, to my monad and do the same as my soul did, but as my monad. Again there was the very strong shared unconditional love and what the 3d mind interprets as strong sexual attraction, but is actually many layers, only way I can describe it. My monad did the same. My soul looked similar to an anthro beluga whale, but my monad, in my mind's eye had many appearances at the same time. anthro and non anthro unicorn, royal naga, positive royal alpha draconian, western and imperial eastern dragon, all this superimposed on each other. hard to describe. I think dolphin and orca too. Anyway my monad did the same thing as my soul did after it established a cord from itself, my monad, down to my soul then from my soul into my crown. Down my spine into my nervous system and physical body. It's light energy felt much finer, lighter, very fine & light. hard to describe. It also went into my emotional and mental bodies and personality. It felt like a sort of shiver happened briefly, then it kept pouring light into all those areas at the same time till it felt like they were filled with the maximum light they could contain, then they sort of resonated and more was poured into them. Them it felt like something shifted or something and things expanded or evolved up a step or 2. Things felt much more expanded, finer. again hard to explain. All in all it went great.
Also my monad had a few messages for me during this and it was part of the meditation where Orin asked if it had any messages for me. I'll know if the message comes from my soul or monad. The 3 of us are indeed mates, which is an important part of our relationship and evolution/growth which means an important part of our growth/evolution has been reached and passed. I'm doing great and continue as I'm doing.
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Shara appeared to me mentally with a short message it basically was that the 3 of them, Shara, my unicorn mother and Batten, talked and decided that with the new glory we will be founding, the 4 of us will be equal co leaders. Neat.
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i added the days together it would take to do the next light body (and 1 short 8 meditation non light body course) and it would take about 7 months to do all 4 of radiance: self exciting building the light body, solar light: being a more perfect light, self exciting expanded, and awaken the light body expanded. The self exciting and expanded course are obviously directly related, the solar light one is somewhat related and is mentioned as a related course in the Radiance: self exciting page that talks about it. The awaken the light body expanded doesn't fit in anywhere but I will buy and stick it at the end. I'l do the usual 1st and 2nd pass as I call it. Then redo all the courses again, even though they are not all parts of a course. The extra months it'll take to do these will give me extra time to get other light body courses, and if I need to get anything, or if I want to.
Also when I do the courses on intuition, higher mind, and divine self, those 3 courses may take 5 months say to do those. so extra time again. and most of my spending money will go towards getting light body courses. I do hope to get months ahead, maybe as much as 6 months. that would be neat.
Though I may get some great courses next month, 3 interest me, not sure if I'll get all 3, or maybe just 1 or 2. they are at 80% off so its a huge savings and it ends august 13. I'll decide next month which ones to get.
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I do have a lot of growth that has happened and I feel will happen. I also feel that the Quantum Living, and 2 other books will help some of my inner nature, beliefs, thinking, hard to say exactly what, but it feels like they would help. The light body courses will help too, over time, but these 3 books, 4 actually but I've already read 1 of the 4. so the other 3 will help in this area since they are only about this area. I'll just read these books slowly, not fast, and say delay on getting more Dolores Cannon, Michael newton or Seth books. For a month or a few. So I can focus on this. It'll cause more growth & expansion in a certain area or 2, which will help overall. & help with making a more firm or wider foundation, so to speak. And I feel the books, like Quantum Living and some of the other books I picked out, not counting the Dolores Cannon & Michael Newton books, will do this help with, so to speak, making a more stable, wider, more firm, foundation. I think when I'm done wit these books, then I'll start reading the Dolores, Cannon, Michael Newton & Seth books again.
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I did the 8th meditation for part 6 for the 2nd pass for the 2nd time today and running the energies went very well, great I'd say.
the main part of the meditation was about building a cord first from the soul to the incarnated person, then from the monad to the soul to the incarnated person. It went as before, but with no distractions. my soul and I did do some kissing and hugging to express our love for each other and that part of the meditation went like before. With my monad I went very very deep for part of the meditation and it wasn't till later on that I had any memory of this part and even though I sorta do, it's hard to comprehend what my monad was doing. I know I, as my monad was restructuring the personality, emotional, mental, energy bodies, maybe other energy bodies, as well as doing something with the physical body and ensuring the cord that went down to my soul and to me, the incarnated personality was in place, and a stable permanent connection. That's the closest I can comprehend and explain what it and me as it, was doing.
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I spent time with Maribelle, talking with her and having some sex, as much as we can, with me in this human body and unable to project.
She and I did talk. she was saying maybe I could sire a foal with her and Belle, one of my other unicorn mare mates. She then seemed to want her father to sire a foal with me, talking about that, the 3 foals would all be siblings since the same unicorn, me would be either their sire or mother, so they would share 1 parent. She said the 3 of them would raise the foals, though letting them know who their sires and mothers really were.
She seemed to really enjoy the sex, or as close as we can have to sharing sensual pleasure and sex. Though she did say this is nothing compared to what we will experience and share once my incarnation is over and I'm back at home. Though she did say as exquisite as the sex was today, and how she enjoyed being with me was, it may convince her to settle down rather then roaming around. Not sure if she meant it or was kidding. I think she was part of some
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Remembered what Bruce said to me during the first meditation I did, but I forgot to put it down. He said,
"A glimpse of you I prize more then the sun shining for a whole day. " nice. he is good at that, a real poet. and romantic. I assume it is that.
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